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Took two doses of lax

Woke me up in the middle of my sleep

Went back to sleep

Now I'm scared to walk to work because my tummy is irritated.

#personal

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I bought the bettergoods vanilla oatmilk ice cream

190 for 2/3 of a cup or 570 for the container.

It's really really good. The texture is amazing and it has bits of vanilla bean in it.

#personal #tw cals #ed food

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The mcbling trashy y2k aesthetic is one of my favorites.

#personal

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Weight: 230.0

I'm trying to take it easy on myself. Not having a good time, so I'm trying to make better choices without outright starving myself.

#personal #anamia #tw weight #notprojustusingtags #ed not ed sheeran #proana

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Work Mom: You eat?

Me: I had a banana

WM: That's it?

Me: I had a salad earlier before bed.

WM: So basically just a banana.

Me: 🧍‍♀️

#personal #anamia #notprojustusingthetags #proana #ed struggles #ed but not sheeran

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I think I need to drink more water. I finally remembered to bring my juggy to work which is 74 Oz.

#personal #anamia #notprojustusingthetags #proana #ed but not sheeran

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I'm still 230.2 :c

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Walked 31k steps yesterday no one talk to me.

#personal

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Still 230.2

#personal

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I fell off

But

I'm feeling terrible about my ex

So you know what that means ~

#personal

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I'm already planning to eat today. I'm im such a bad mood I don't care.

#personal

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I'm on track to get under 200 by June. I can do this.

#anamia #personal #tw weight #notprojustusingthetags #proana #ed not ed sheeran

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March 25, 2024

Weight: 229.0

Let's fucking gooo

I was scared that I would have maintained with how much I ate. I'm trying to plan ahead for what I want to eat so I don't make bad choices.

Also took an everything shower and moisturized so I woke up feeling pretty good.

#anamia #personal #tw weight #notprojustusingtags #ed not ed sheeran #ana trigger #proana

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Knowing my intake is over 1000 cause of some marshmallows I didn't log:

I'm finishing my soda, but I'm not eating til I wake up. Ate my last meal before 10. So I'll be fasting almost 12 hours.

Hopefully I didn't do too much damage. I know my bmr is like 1700 and walking to work will burn 300 cals. So I shouldn't gain as long as I don't sabotage myself.

#anamia #personal #tw cals #ed food #notprojustusingthetags #proana #ed not ed sheeran

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Using the pics on the fetish site as thinspo.

#ed things #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #notprojustusingthetags #anamia #proana

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You know it's bad when you see toddler meal ideas and think "that'd be enough for me."

#anamia #tw ed diet #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating

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Had some popcorn (100 cals) so I could take some medicine and my diet pills. Also took my multivitamin but the gummies taste gross now, I don't know why that happens. Might look into getting an actual pill next time.

Also, bought coke zero for the first time in awhile (I usually get diet Pepsi cause it's cheaper) and I forgot it's really good.

#personal