thegirlthatwantedtobegod

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

help?

realise this one might be hopeless because moribund if not totally undead fandom, but eh, literally got nothing to lose.

Weiss Kreuz fans, can you help me out? My external hard drive recently deleted ALL my media, and that meant my entire WK soundtrack collection. Being an idiot and deciding to save space, I’ve long since sold my physical copies of the entire discography, so I can’t re-rip anything.

Yes, I am possibly the biggest dipshit I know, why do you ask? T_T

So...could anyone possibly provide me with the WK discography or any parts of it, preferably 192kbps or above? I’ve Googled to the best of my abilities, but nothing seems to come up, so I thought I’d try here. I can be reached at evenstarATgmailDOTcom if you wanna keep it on the down-low; I can understand that. Vielen Dank ahead of time, lovelies. <3

#weiss kreuz #weiB kreuz #Weiß Kreuz #Weiß #miki shinichirou #koyasu takehito #tomokazu seki #yuuki hiro #desperate fangirl is desperate #(and rly sad honestly)

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

It really is so strange growing apart from a friend. Not because you fought, or hurt each other, but because whatever held you together before simply doesn’t anymore. it’s weird someone can know so much about you, and one day you realize they’re just not a part of your life anymore.

It’s just surreal to me that the first people I called back in high school when my dad died aren’t even in my phone contacts anymore. 

There are people who have seen me at my very worst and loved me through it, and people who saw me shine and shared in my happiness, and I haven’t said their names in years.

They probably haven’t said mine.

At first, it’s sad. But eventually, it becomes a happy thing, knowing that wherever I have been, wherever they have been, we have been loved. We loved each other, they have new love in their life now, and so do I.

There was a time when we needed each other, and we had each other. I’ll be grateful for that forever. Who would I have become without them? I’ll love who we were together forever. That feels good. I’m happy to have that.

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cant stop thinking about how there’s a portion of the population that have never had a migraine, don’t have consistent problems sleeping, don’t find great trouble in getting out of bed, and understand social cues.

#about me

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im adopting him and his name is Fleur 🌸🌿

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okay ladies just give me a gay minute here

just imagine how ideal a girlfriend Sumeragi Hokuto would be. 

 imagine her making you nutritious breakfasts and smiling at you over morning coffee, and sneaking delicious cookies into your bag when you’re not looking, as a surprise. imagine her subtly altering your clothes, just adding a flair of something only she can put into fashion-words about you, nodding in satisfaction as you shyly model for her; she loves her artwork and she loves her girlfriend. imagine her never letting you talk down about (or to) yourself, ever. she won’t let you get away with bullshit and that includes badmouthing one of her favourite people. imagine how she would know just by looking at you when to tickle you out of a bad mood and when to simply wrap her arms around you, guide your head to her shoulder, and whisper that it’s okay, you’re allowed to cry. imagine her greeting you with big sunshine smiles and nose boops. imagine 2am McDonald’s runs, because life is too short not to eat junk food at crazy times with your beloved. imagine knowing that this woman will put her life on the line to protect you, no questions even asked. imagine skipping through her city with her, watching this glorious, bubbly creature as she takes in all the lights of Tokyo and sparkles them back at it, like a heart-shaped mirror with the most beautiful, intricate, and glittery frame possible. imagine Sumeragi Hokuto just as in love with you as you are with her.

JUST IMAGINE.

#tokyo babylon #TyoBabi #sumeragi hokuto #hokuto sumeragi #I just...I love her more than I can say and I have all these feels #and have had since 2003 #AND THEY WILL NEVER GO AWAY AND I'M OKAY WITH THAT

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Sketch prompt: couple sleeping, curled up together entwined. Would love either WWX/LWJ from Untamed or Jester/Caleb from CR. Your art is gorgeous!

Oh thank you! I’m still deep in the mdzs zone so this was the instant winner, then it also became fic art because that’s just how it is some days.

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

me: *is naturally affectionate* me: *has major trust and abandonment issues, fears rejection* me: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#about me

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

#I love her more than air #she fucking saved my life and I'm not even kidding

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IT’S HAPPENING. IT’S FINALLY HAPPENING. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SINCE 2003.

#I was literally sitting up in bed sobbing when it dropped #we've waited SO LONG #Tokyo Babylon #TyoBabi #my fandom will be reborn!

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

pls buy some radishes

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there are only two (2) main ways adhd ppl deal with time:

1. “i have one (1) thing i have to do this afternoon, so i absolutely cannot do anything else today” (except you absolutely can)

AND

2. “i have 17 things on my schedule today, but i can absolutely fit in 9 more things” (except you absolutely cannot)

#I...I mean... #this is how I do everything #(either there is a huge overlap between ADHD and SZ or I need to talk to my doctor) #(god I hope it's the former because I'm over talking to my doctor about my nonfunctional brain you have no idea) #about me

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

The Untamed + Onion headlines

#okay but that fifth one #I feel personally attacked

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lads we found the one genuine catboy

huh wait why are you all catboys now? here though

for you

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

oh yeah, hi

I’M STILL NOT DEAD

#still ridiculous though #no fixing that I fear

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

gif request (@silverstark):  the wild iris by louise glück | wei wuxian

At the end of my suffering there was a door.

Hear me out: that which you call death I remember.

excerpt from The Wild Iris | Louise Glück

[thegirlthatwantedtobegod]

The Untamed + tumblr textposts

#I AM DEAD

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i needed some wei wuxian versions of memes so i made them.