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He is not a good influence

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Fr?????

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near-death experiences

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Me when i dissociate

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Wriothesley's perfect cup

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chongyun silly mode activated

#chongyun #xiao #diona #genshin impact

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Looking for some more friends on Genshin! I play regularly and am happy to help with grinding bosses/domains and let you take materials you need!

#genshin impact #genshin #genshin friends

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I think xiao needs to go diving with us in Fontaine

#xiao #genshin impact #genshin #xiaolumi #lumine

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★ 【京一】 「 フレミネ 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

#genshin impact #freminet

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Dead friends watching their anemo friends from the afterlife

#genshin impact #scaramouche #wanderer #venti #kaedehara kazuha #Shikanoin Heizou #xiao

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Juansen Dizon

#quote

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#genshin impact #xingqiu #chongyun

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Domestic shenanigans in the Boldheart household Pt2

#nimona #ambrosius goldenloin #ballister boldheart

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Arlecchino

#genshin impact #arlecchino

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basically their dynamic

#genshin impact #neuvillette #furina

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the two moods 👌

some more meme redraws eheh

#genshin #genshin impact #childe #tartaglia #scaramouche #nahida

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I wanted to put this somewhere, but somewhere where no one who knows me could see it. I made this piece as a sort of apology to my dad. He passed away the day before my 15th birthday, and I never quite recovered. For years I haven't been able to celebrate that day. There are too many rotten memories, and things I couldn't get passed.

However, I expressed to my husband that I think I'd like to celebrate this year. Last year, I celebrated his anniversary knowing it was the time stamp of me having been alive without him longer than I had him in my life. It was a devastating realization, and a really hard time for me.

But this year, it feels like it might be okay to start celebrating again. I don't think my dad would really want me to avoid this day, even if he would wish I didn't have these negative emotions. Despite knowing this deep in my bones, I still am feeling an undescribable amount of guilt at the proscpect of doing anything fun on that day.

For years it was a time for mourning and memory. It still will be. I can't just toss my memories into the void, and I wouldn't if I could. I wanted to create something, write something, so that if there is a way he could hear me or see me he would know. That I love him, and will do so until I join him in the ground. That I think I'm ready to begin this slow and painful process of healing.

#words for the dead #father #dad #sad thoughts #i miss you #i love you #and i'm sorry