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[zestyaahbutler]

My hand slipped after seeing grime 's latest post

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #walter c dornez #walter dornez #zest.art #i came home and saw someone reblogged that and immedietly ran to do this #its my purpose #hellsing shitpost

[zestyaahbutler]

Short little painting of Integra and her mom. Just wanted to end the day with something wholesome.

#zest.art #hellsing #hellsing oc #amulya hellsing #integra fairbrook wingates hellsing #sir integra #babytegra #baby integra #procreate #digital painting #integra's mom #mfw i try to render a lil #babygirl with her baby girl #art

[zestyaahbutler]

Little Christmas gift for @rotten-hearts-sharp-teeth for passing 11k readers on her story Alone Wolf (do mind the tags!)

Beanie is a gift to the fandom and she definitely deserves even more fans than she already has! Thus I gotta show her in all her monstrous beauty ;)

Process video under the ✂️

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[zestyaahbutler]

Mom with the dog she didn't ask for 👀

@cry-ptidd 's werewolf Laura.

#lil hellsing doodle cause im having trouble being motivated to draw #but we movin #hellsing #hellsing oc #zest.art #laura is kind of incapable of being scary as a lil chib #integra's mom #hellsing ultimate #amulya hellsing #ya idc if she did live then she wouldve adored laura #amulya with the short hair in her 40s 😈 #Laura Chastel

[zestyaahbutler]

Smol integra wip they I may or may not finish later :P

I'm lazy and can't use fresco

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #zest.art #sir integra #integra fairbrook wingates hellsing

[zestyaahbutler]

doodle for @judasiscarithot!!

Vlad and Integra practicing their swordsmenship

#hellsing #integra is tryinf her hardest here #hope i did vladcard a little justice here #hellsing fandom #zest.art #sir integra #integra fairbrook wingates hellsing #integra hellsing #hellsing ultimate #hellsing alucard #alucard #vladcard #tysm again for gamer walter and girlycard

[zestyaahbutler]

Integra's Mom Doodles

Introducing Amulya!

This name means priceless (courtesy of Athena)

So I was talking with @hellogreyeyedathena about Hellsing and the topic of Integra's mom came up and I was like, "well how do you think she died?"

That turned into brainstorming ideas and headcanons about her mothers life and other lore regarding her passing. Then it turned into me doodling her for way too long.

Anywhooz, She is 22 year old Indian woman in 1977 who was engaged to Arthur Hellsing whenever he is in his 50s-60s. The marriage holds more than meets the eye besides the obvious age difference. I'll make a post later in regards to this lore if anyone would like to hear about it.

Her design is supposed to reflect Integra's very luscious curly/wavy hair. She is shorter (5'3 to be exact) but has other qualities such as the same catty smile. They also mirror each other in parts of their personality.

Her eyes are more doe-like. I felt Integra would have gotten her father's eye shape. Her clothes are inspired by 70s Bollywood actresses, traditional Indian wedding Saris, and British fashion.

I will mention that she never knew about what exactly the Hellsing organization was until the end of her pregnancy. So she was kept away from any knowledge of the supernatural.

You may wonder: "Zesty, why have you not drawn her with her husband?"

I tried and got really lazy

Her and Walter's relationship is pretty interesting

Walter became her main attendant after Arthur got uncomfortable having her around much younger workers. No particular reason but he does trust Walter much more. Naturally, she became rather attached to Walter. She is in a new country and is rather isolated/lonely. Besides companionship, there is more hiding under the surface. I just don't feel like writing it right now.

Treat this as a trailer, let me know any thoughts or questions you have. My inbox is open.

#hellsing #zest.art #walter c dornez #arthur hellsing #hellsing ultimate #hellsing oc #gonna say oc because of how much me and Athena developed for her #Maybe I'll finish a piece instead of shoving monochrome art in ur guys' face #integra hellsing #sir integra #Hellsing ultimate #Amulya Hellsing #My favorite pastime is making decisions for hellsing lore because kouta won't continue the dawn

[zestyaahbutler]

So I may or may not be a fan of @hellogreyeyedathena's oc Judith

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #hellsing oc #walter c dornez #walter dornez #zest.art #i was doodling online with my friendssssss #judith vibes #judith dawson

[zestyaahbutler]

@nuclearforest 's doodle request for Hans in a kimono

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #zest.art #captain hans gunsche #hans gunsche #the captain hellsing #hes living his weeb life #hellsing fanart #millenium organization #millenium #hellsing millennium

[zestyaahbutler]

A lil Oksana doodle

Other posts with her:

Post 1

Post 2

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #hellsing oc #oksana #hellsing orthodox church #guys i promise shes not misa #i figure i should talk more about actual ocs i have since i developed a whole organization for them wowww #she actually a red head but dyed it #evil barbie bimbo #lotte fighting for her life against a girl who is choosing her lippy for the day and then what war she wants to provoke #zest.art

[zestyaahbutler]

I just finished a semester so I'm dead and sleep-deprived. However. I decided to practice Procreate since I haven't had the time.

I did a small rendering exercise with @cry-ptidd 's oc Laura.

I don't claim to know how to render, I'm extremely rusty with my art so some stuff looks a little messy. I'm p happy with it nonetheless 🫠.(I almost died while drawing fingers)

Me messing with gradient maps:

Process video:

#hellsing #hellsing oc #ive been itching to draw her since i read the one story #its currently 6 am so im gonna die right after posting this #zest.art #god can u please let me draw hot monster girls #procreate #art #me when i fuck up so badly i put the wrong layers for the blood drops🥲

[zestyaahbutler]

I refilled my brush marker and got infected with ammy

#hellsing #hellsing ultimate #hellsing oc #amulya hellsing #integra's mom #zest.art

[zestyaahbutler]

if nobody fills your inbox like i’m gonna fill heinkel’s ass, they’re not doing it right

HAD TO ASK MY FIRST QUESTION: since i want amulya away from those crusty white men for a minute, how do you think she is as a mother? and what was her brief relationship with integra like?

love your writing so much btw<3

Thank u sunslept, I will provide u with enough Amulya content as you ask for. I salute u in your Heinkel endeavors!!! I be going crazy at the fact that I have such a dedicated fan. Your comments and interactions have made me smile a bunch. I felt soooo bad for not getting this out the day you sent it in. I shall include a doodle for the inconvenience:

Fuck them old guys >:)

Amulya’s relationship with Integra

TW: mentions of suicide, questionable dynamics, mental illness, average Hellsing lore

Amulya was extremely happy to become pregnant with Integra. She first became pregnant with Integra almost 2 years. As I said before, her pregnancy was relatively normal. Her mental state has never been the best but it was at least manageable. 

However, when the full scope of what the organization was revealed to her and Arthur mentioned Integra being designated as the eventual heir, Amulya was very much against it. She was dealing with a ton of emotions and hormones so finding out near the end of her term. For Arthur to lie about her and give her such big news felt like a huge betrayal. She didn’t want Integra to be involved with an organization that dealt with such heinous creatures. Even if it was for the good, she wanted Integra to be normal and grow up to be whatever she wanted. It felt too soon to expect their daughter in a leadership role. As worried as she was, she tried to understand Arthur’s views on the matter and suppress her own opinions. 

Integra was born on October 27th, 1977, at 7:43 in the morning. Fortunately, she was a very healthy baby. Both Amulya and Arthur were ecstatic about Integra coming into the world. It was surreal for her to hold and get to know someone who had been growing inside her for nine months. Even as happy as she was, Amulya developed post-partum depression. She couldn’t say why she felt as sad and guilty as she did but it was an overwhelming amount. She would often cry about how she felt horrible for bringing such a pure human being into the terrible world. She wanted to leave that terrible world and would feel even worse. She was scared of holding Integra herself. Amulya couldn’t bare the thought of somehow hurting Integra. Amulya was also terrified of being alone with her. For months, she relied on nannies, maids, or Walter for helping with Integra. She had a routine of having them hold Integra while she sits next to them. If she ever hold Integra, it was for short amounts of time. 

Amulya felt like an inadequate wife and mother. She had difficulty sleeping. Integra would wake up at odd times at night which didn’t help. She was scared of Integra possibly dying in her sleep. While she trusted everyone to look after her and had more help than she could’ve asked for, there was still always the feeling something could happen. The worst times for her were when she would walk to Integra’s room at night sleep deprived and just look at her. Nothing in particular would happen but she would be thinking about taking Integra and leaving, strangling Integra so she wouldn’t have to live in such a world, or taking her own life. She never acted on hurting Integra but those thoughts were the ones that made her too scared to hold her. 

Arthur was supportive and tried to ease Amulya’s mental state as much as he could. One of the steps he took to help was using one of the organization's psychologists to help Amulya process the information on the organization much better. This was an older woman who had kids herself and was plenty experienced with helping victims with trauma regarding the supernatural. This woman played a massive part in Amulya becoming more comfortable with the organization and keeping her spirits up. 

Arthur was always a very busy man. He always loved Integra since she was born. There were just not a ton of opportunities for him to take time off.

After almost a year, Amulya was able to hold Integra on her own. She even had Integra sleep in the bed with her. Due to her less-than-stellar start to motherhood, she tried her best to make up for it by spending as much time as possible with her daughter. She designated time for herself and for her hobbies but spent the majority of her time raising and doting on her. Amulya wanted to be there for every milestone. Not that Arthur would ever want to break her heart, but Integra’s first word was said around him. Amulya and Arthur were both present when Integra took her first steps. Amulya felt more and more whole seeing Integra growing up. She even saw bits of her personality forming. Integra wasn’t too needy but when she was set on something, she would throw a bit of a fit. It didn’t help that Amulya would give in. These fits were mainly Amulya putting her down for more than a few minutes or not being able to give Integra to Arthur while he was working. This resulted in Amulya spending some days in the office with Arthur while holding Integra. She even had a couch put in his office so she would have somewhere comfortable to sit. 

Amulya adored how Integra looks. Her looking so much like Arthur was the best to her. Integra’s hair was blonde to her surprise. She doesn’t have a clear idea on how the genes were that strong but she wasn’t ever unhappy with it. She was excited to get Integra her first haircut but was destroyed at some of her beautiful hair being cut off. She styled Integra’s hair in bows and clips. She dressed her in fancy outfits and hats. The accessories would come off while Integra was playing but was sure to take pictures of her before they did. Amulya was very excited for the holidays so she could dress Integra up for parties. 

Amulya was picky choosey on who she allowed around Integra. She never had a good experience around Richard. He wasn’t allowed alone with Integra or even hold her. She was convinced that he always had a different motive than getting to know his niece. 

She was ore than happy to show off Integra to the members of the round table. If there as a meeting, there was a chance of Amulya popping in for a brief distraction to announce that Integra had woken up from a nap. 

While she was a very caring mother, she still dealt with depression and anxiety. This might be a little weird to say but just because she was very happy doesn’t mean she never had intrusive thoughts or episodes. The times that she was really bad were impulsive decisions. She never regretted Integra, she regretted being the one to be her mother. Ultimately, she felt like she was too weak and too much of a burden to the people around her.

Just me talking: I hope that helps! <3 If anyone has any more questions, drawing requests, or story requests regarding Amulya, let me know. I apologize for taking a while to respond to this. I got a little too passionate about my small story with her and Walter.

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[zestyaahbutler]

Detective Amulya on the case!

I got a little too inspired when I found a Sherlock Holmes-esque dress on Pinterest. She is entertaining Arthur a little.

Dress Reference under the cut:

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[zestyaahbutler]

@aristocraticpeasantgirl 😁 yesss! I wasn't too sure on what to dress Integra in. I decided a polka dot sari would suit her. Who is she going on a date with? Hmmm maybe a certain werewolf. But by the way she's smoking in the top left, maybe she's stuck on one with maxwell to discuss relations between hellsing and the Vatican.

For more doodles, get into my inbox with one of these numbers!

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[zestyaahbutler]

@hellogreyeyedathena's hellsing oc June

She is super cool and y'all should totally go check them out. She is a fellow Walter simp.

Process Video:

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