#youth daughter.

[fleshdyke]

songs that make it feel like your fucking brain is being boiled

#untitled god song hayley heynderickx. #romans 10:9. this year. deuteronomy 2:10. all tmg. #silvia the antlers. honestly all of the hospice album. #all of preacher’s daughter ethel cain. #for flora gia margaret. #body to flame lucy dacus. #spiracle flower face. #icarus luvbug. #youth daughter. #elephant jason isbell. #AUAAUGHHH. MUSIC #rambles

[kaitcake1289]

IMPLIED TVC SPOILERS !!

"[...] so she could stay in the same flat-chested, hairless-crotched 14-year-old baby doll body as her mind and spirit turn 19, 20, 25, 63, 358..."

#claudia oh claudia my mother daughter #kaitsart #i got the inspo for this randomly because i randomly remembered matryoshka dolls and how much i love them and i was like hey claudias kinda #like one of those lmao! #from what ive read they usually represent motherhood with the baby usually being the innermost piece but w her i wanted to make it the oppo #ite to show how shes just continuosly trapped by her youth or whateverrr #but maybe that was obvious lol #interview with the vampire #interview with the vampire 2022 #iwtv #interview with the vampire fanart #iwtv 2022 #claudia du pointe du lac #claudia iwtv #iwtv claudia #bailey bass #delainey hayles #iwtv fanart #i’m trying to be more creative with my art concepts #ms paint

[bunicate]

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#daddie . . is tht u ? ໒꒰ྀིっ˕‹̥̥̥ ꒱ྀི১ #he looks so tired n grumpy n bored #sigh #he needs a youthful nd girlie bunny to relieve all dat stress doesn’t he ? ! ! #my pwussy can fix him #I can bring him 2 life #I can take care of him #nd he can take care of me #how 2 become a fictional man’s daughter #˚｡⋆୨ 𝓫𝓾𝓷𝓷𝔂𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓼 ୧˚

[hamartia-grander]

That's a neat serennedy analysis post but the comment ab the scene being the most humanity shown in all of resident evil is so incorrect and just more proof that no one in this fandom pays attention to female characters or just any character who isn't Leon

#Like yeah it's super intimate and romantic and perhaps the most romantic scene in the whole series #Which you could've said INSTEAD #But the most humanity shown??? Have you SEEN any single other game???? #What about Claire Redfield in Re2r repeatedly helping Annette despite her work bc it's the right thing to do #Sacrificing HER principles bc in the moment Annette isn't an umbrella scientist she's a mother and a fighter #What about Claire Redfield in DI saving that doctor despite his initial hostility and his actions helping Dylan because she's so caring #What about Jill Valentine fighting tooth and nail in re3r to save every single person despite her trauma-induced dissociation and apathy #What about Ethan Winters defying death to reach out to his daughter in her youth to make sure she knows how loved and amazing she is #What about Chris Redfield drinking himself to death over all the people he couldn't save but still dedicated to save more people every time #What about Sheva Alomar helping a broken man save his best friend despite the importance of focusing on wesker bc she cares and gets it #What about every other beautiful moment in every game where a character took the time to care about someone else #Who maybe didn't deserve it from them #But they gave it anyway because it's what they do #serennedy #resident evil

[deisidemonia]

'you have our attention' we are so lucky louis and armand did not procreate, the pta cult they would have started for fun would have changed society as we know it

#you say our beloved daughter 'bit' one of her classmates? #allow her the odyssey of her youth #iwtv

[fridgrave]

we are the reckless // we are the wild youth // chasing visions of our futures // one day we'll reveal the truth

that one will die before he gets there

#jschlatt #wilbur soot #c! #dream smp #dsmp #smplive #sweater duo #song: daughter - youth

[the-pancake-enthusiast]

next week, we are going to have a whole new wave of Nobara is alive truthers in the chat. Copium is one hell of a drug but it is the only thing keeping my sanity

#jjk spoilers #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #nobara kugisaki #facts are gege is edging us #to date no one has used the d word in reference to her the same way it’s used for someone like nanami #Nitta’s only plot-relevant appearance is when he’s giving Yuji (and us) hope of Nobara’s survival #speaking of Nitta and todo have been missing since shibuya #keep in mind todo manages to always show up at the right time #gojo doesn’t mention her death #brother constantly says no one is allowed to take away these kids’ youth #the first year trio is also reminiscent of him geto and shoko #he ALSO has experience losing haibara who died so young #lemme cope I miss my daughter

[glitterygolem]

the queer Jewish text nerd mood is just screaming crying throwing up about David and Jonathan on loop. bonus for the queer Talmud nerds: screaming crying throwing up about Yochanan and Reish Lakish!!!!

#g-d. them. #david and jonathan #yochanan and reish lakish #jumblr #I need to go listen to youth by daughter again and stare into space #the river rabbis #surpassing the love of women

[cherry-treelane]

everytime i watch shameless I get hit with a jolt of sickness and remember how frank and monica stole fionas life from her and she'll never get it back because it never existed because she was a sister first her whole life (from the age of 4) and everything else second and its always just so casual in the show and normal and rarely touched upon but it's not normal at all and it's tragic

#another post made at 2am that i found in the drafts #but my god its messed up how frank and monica got to live their own lives and how the kids got to have aspirations kinda but fiona was just #always stuck with the feeling of being stuck #cause she was forced to devote a largeee chunk of her life to servitude #its so unbelievably telling of frank and monicas innate selfishness above anything else imo : #their willingness to fulfil their mutual desire to extend the feeling of things such as youth and excitement and fun #to the point that they stripped their own daughter of the ability to experience childhood #education #etc #my memory is hazy but frank definitely was in college and i think monica was too? either way they both got to finish HS / experience it #but not fiona!!! its the opposite of parents sacrificing so their children can have more #they had more than fiona did and didnt give a shit about the fact that they just took from her #(obviously im not saying they had rosy perfect lives as kids teens and young adults— far from it actually) #(but its shockingly clear that they had a great deal more than fiona...or at least less on their plates...) #like when frank speaks of being a boy in college #its like.. these opportunities he threw away while fiona would've loved to have them but instead she had to drop out of HS #against her will #like yes its complicated but bottom line is its just sad how frank and monica were both afforded with control over their lives to a degree #while all of fionas life decisions carried the weight of her whole family and she didnt get to have independent control over her life #like for example she didnt drop out of HS cause she actually wanted to #she just didn't have any other choice

[wokaremocy]

if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones

#qsmpfanart #aypierrefanart #maximusfanart #maxo x pierre #maxpierre #qsmp furryduo #this duo is so seriously unserious cracked #put all the angst inside a comedy show #and all cringe jokes are so hilarious #totally in love with them #and love youth by daughter so much it hurts

[faebriel]

and you caused it (a fic scrapbook)

a collection of written scenes, outlining, notes and art as a sequel to my fic cause most of us are bitter over someone.

In which Niki has a terrible secret, Puffy just wants to move on, Tommy sneaks into casino parties and Wilbur learns to deal with anger being justified. Or - the one thing they don’t warn you of, when dropping nuclear warheads on old friends, is fallout.

31.2k words of angst, hurt/comfort, niki struggling through a self-imposed redemption arc, wilbur and niki fighting through the worst argument they've had possibly ever, techno and niki having their worst argument ever, tommy acting as the server's cassandra, and pandora's box being opened. niki-centric, with a heavy dash of rainduo - although techno, tommy and puffy also have their moments in the spotlight.

oh, and a happy ending. eventually.

chapter 1 - is bitter there?

wilbur does his very best to be a good friend. niki continues to have issues with making apologies. a casino opening party is attended, and a few well-kept secrets find their way into the light.

chapter 2 - at least i have nothing

arguments are had. roommates are invited to crash on an attempted murderer’s metaphorical couch. more emotionally intense conversations are had over l'manberg’s skeleton corpse, and niki is once again alone.

chapter 3 - sugar, milk and molasses

a prisoner goes free, niki and tommy try (and miserably fail) to get along, and some breaking and entering is committed. just out of curiosity, y'know.

chapter 4 - everyone there is, all together now

three important conversations are had, and niki comes home.

chapter 5 - but i'm forever missing him

resolutions are made on phil’s verandah, wilbur finally understands how horrible it would be to die in a ravine underground, and once-old friends are made new again. niki, again, finds herself baking a cake.

#dsmp #dsmp fanfic #nihachu #niki nihachu #wilbur soot #rainduo #idk whether to tag other characters in a tumblr post v in ao3...but know techno and tommy feature big here too #anyway!! wanted to put together a landing page for this fic. thank you for the love on chapter 5 it means a lot to me <3 #my fics #OH and the chapter titles. kind of a last min addition :] #1. someone is crazy (jonathon coulton) 2. at least i have nothing (saint motel) 3. molasses (the hush sound) #4. all together now (ok go) 5. youth (daughter :]) #and you caused it tag

[b6d11f]

everybody hail the defiled mary the afterthought of all male martyrdom

#moral orel #bloberta puppington #clay puppington #art #image lyrics: youll understand when youre older - lovejoy #and in the bg: #image lyrics: lady hell - dirt poor robins #image lyrics: wasted youth - jenny lewis #image lyrics: heartbreak to hate - angelfish #image lyrics: romance is boring - los campesinos #image lyrics: grass stains - laura elliot #image lyrics: candles - daughter #i was so sick for that one u cant see but orels there #image lyrics: honey - afterxclass #image lyrics: the ballad of marion zioncheck - left at london #image lyrics: tulsa jesus freak - lana del ray #god chill past mercy #whatever media u guys think i couldve possibly gotten into in these like 2-3 years the answer is probably yes

[goatpaste]

everyonce in awhile i get so!!!!! thinkin about the parallels and sibling relationship between Lucy and Diego it straight up makes me weepy

then i remember that its not real and i just made it up in my head rewrite and it makes me bonkers

#two kids who grew up shit poor lost their parents at a young age by some manner of another #along with their youth as they had to grow up too fast #both learning in each other how to get in touch with their child selves again #with diego becoming softer and caring for a girl who he see's a young him in #and making sure she doesnt leave herself behind in feeling like she needs to be the grown up and have control #lucy having to shed away the oldest daughter off herself and let herself be 14 #AUGHHh

[sparklecryptid]

We've had Noctis going back in time, chocobros, Ardyn, royal bastards in their various incarnations, Cor-

But I don't think I've ever seen Regis be the one to get sent back in time. Like, can you imagine it? Regis, who just killed Noctis (his son his child his), waking up as a teenager over 40 years in the past. And deciding to Fuck the Prophecy and Bahamut too, he's not doing any of that again (please don't make him do that again he can't).

Regis goes on to completely demolish the timeline, with Clarus and Wesk trailing behind and making concerned noises. (understandable, Regis kind of changed overnight)

For bonus points, his original timeline was one with a royal bastard, maybe even more than one. Except this time, Regis actually keeps track of his exes so he finds out about them pretty soon.

(If you want maximum angst, it was the one where Luche kills him)

Regis dies. It is a swift death. A mercy given to him by the hands of his daughter.

(His daughter that he never knew. His daughter that must have suffered for it to have ended this way. His daughter. A traitor. But still his daughter.)

Regis dies, and when he wakes he finds himself younger. He finds himself nineteen years old and untested by the hardships of the coming years.

Regis dies with blood in his mouth.

He wakes up with the memory of cold arms lowering him to the ground and frost curling across a pale cheek. Is his daughter alive yet? Regis doesn't believe so but he can't know for sure.

He knows Noctis isn't alive. Regis knows that at least his son will be safe. But Luche? Regis doesn't know.

Something in him aches.

-

There is something off about Clarus' Prince. The only King that will ever have his loyalty, the only person Clarus will die for that isn't his wife. There has been something off about Clarus' Prince for years now. Ever since Regis woke up on his nineteenth birthday something has been off about him.

Regis dives into whatever work is assigned to him. He plays politics like he's an old hand at it and seems to know what schemes his father is up to before they happen. Regis is different, it's shown in the frantic but careful way he directs resources into areas he thinks will need them most and ignore the nobles that grumble and whine only to be shocked that Regis was right about diverting their forces from around Insomnia to near Galahd.

It is as if Regis has grown the ability to see the future and Regis laughs at Clarus when he suggests it. For a moment it looks like he's about to make a joke but his face freezes as if he's remembering something.

"Clarus," Regis says slowly, "What was the name of the woman my father sent me on my eighteenth birthday?"

"Why do you ask?" Regis plotting something, this much Clarus can tell. But it's been six years since then and Clarus still can't tell exactly what Regis wants with this information.

"I need to know," Regis says, "I think she has something of mine."

-

Her name is Tita Lazarus.

Lazarus. It isn't a common enough name for Regis to ignore the possibility that this woman is the mother of his child.

Regis remembers her dazed gaze a she looked at him through their night together. He remembers how she was cold even when he tried to warm her with his magic. Most of all, Regis remembers when frost started to coat her fingertips after they had finished.

He hadn't thought of the woman much in his life before, he thought her another manipulation by his father to get him to behave. But if she hadn't told Mors about her child then where did her loyalty lie?

For Luche's sake, Regis hopes it's with him.

-

The ones who meet them at the docks of Galahd's biggest - and only - port are a mix of those from Clan Khara and Clan Bellum. They watch as Regis jumps off the ship and makes his way toward them.

Their body language is relaxed, but there is a tension in the air that tells Regis that although he is welcomed he better not try anything.

"Greetings, Son of Crystal," The leader of the Khara delegation speaks, "May we inquire as to the nature of your visit?"

"I'm looking for a Lazarus," Regis says and the air goes still. Ah. They are hiding something. Regis knew it. "Her name was Tita. I believe she has a child."

The tension doesn't ease with Regis' words but it changes.

"And if she does?"

Regis smiles. It's all teeth.

"I would like to meet my daughter."

-

Here is the thing: Regis refuses to let his mistakes bleed into this life. He refuses to let his daughter suffer and he refuses to let his son sacrifice himself like a karakul on an altar.

That being said, he doesn't expect the reaction he gets when his daughter meets them on the way to her own house.

"You're not supposed to be here." Tiny fists clutch at Regis' pants and glowing blue eyes peer up at him. Her face is scrunched up in terror as if the world had suddenly changed. Beside him the Khara and Furia accompanying him and Clarus are quiet. "You're not supposed to be here! The path has changed the trees face backward. You're not-" She stumbles over her words and tears well up in her eyes and freeze.

"Why now?" Luche's voice trembles, "Why this path? Why this journey? Why this me? Why not the others? Don't you know how they - how we - suffered? Why am I enough but they aren't? Why-" Frost curls over her cheekbones and Regis reaches out-

The Furia swings into action before Regis can scoop his daughter into his arms and soothe her. Lottie - the Furia - drags Luche away from Regis and Regis bites back a snarl even if he can't help the way his magic sharpens the air.

There is so much he doesn't know about his daughter. It infuriates him others know more than he does.

He has time to learn.

It doesn't make up for what happened in the past.

"Stop your wandering," Lottie gently scolds Luche, "The trees are the same, the path is solid. There is no use wandering on what-ifs and could-bes. Come back to the greener grass and the song the winds sing."

Luche stares at Lottie, her eyes slowly focusing on the figure in front of her. She blinks once. Twice.

Luche spins to look at Regis.

"Why are you here?" She demands and this time Regis can notice the buzzing of his ancestral magic under her skin.

"I'm here for you," Regis says, "And your mother."

"You don't want her," Luche warns, "She's gone too far."

"Do you want her?"

Luche pauses.

Regis smiles.

"Think about it," he says, "On the way to your home - tell me about yourself."

#a darkness born in youth verse #hahaha I MADE IT HAPPY #anyway regis is like 'mine' immediately with itty bitty luche #itty bitty luche who is still trying for her mother and grandmother #and regis will be displeased when he finds out how his daughter has been treated #and will offer her a choice #she can come with him or he can provide everything she needs to thrive on galahd #luche blinks #she pics the second because she hasn't given up on her family yet. not yet.

[alexanderpearce]

"thank you to my constituents for allowing me to write this book. it is theirs too" "psychoanalysis is being played too safe in britain" - man who is about to write the most batshit insane things you have ever read about freud and british politics and margaret thatcher

#well of course the usual youthful homosexual rivalry. leo very very few people think like that #of COURSE the structured fag system of the tory party <- well lots of people on livejournal in 2010 thought like this #shut up ulrike #leo abse #margaret daughter of beatrice #sigmund freud #political yaoi tag

[whetstonefires]

you know what's funny is i watch film and TV from like roughly 1930-1970, and everyone looks like my grandparents.

this is largely for the reasons it's true for most people, at least people whose race and nationality got to be in film much in 1950: because a lot of elements of carriage and facial expression and so forth that go into a visual impression of a person are culturally instilled, and these people are from my grandparents' approximate generation, and furthermore are in showbiz. so they hold themselves similarly, in ways we no longer do.

also though the actors look specifically like my maternal grandparents, and this is because my mom's parents were smoking hot.

like objectively, inasmuch as that's a thing. but also the movie stars tend to look like them because they had exactly the sorts of faces that were fashionable when they were young. my grandfather's balanced chin and brow at thus and such an angle, his youthful hairline like so; my grandmother's high-prowed nose and matching cheekbones that are far too strong to be considered appropriately maidenly, nowadays, and the slight cleft in her chin. and so forth.

they wouldn't have gone into the arts and chipped determinedly away in the Manhattan theater scene, almost reaching Broadway for 25 years, if they hadn't been. you know? being good looking was kind of a basic requirement of thinking you could make it big.

anyway when i figured out this was what i was seeing, i had to sit with that a while.

#hoc est meum #their daughters were both reasonably pretty #but my mom had some birth defects probably because of grandpa getting irradiated in his youth #i think she's lovely but she was never gonna be very saleable #history of beauty #family history #this is my blog on cold medicine