#you could right a thesis about it

[tgirlsaintlawrence]

Is it me or is Jennifer’s Body the greatest horror movie every made

#I’m exaggerating but it’s sooooo fucking good #you could right a thesis about it #something about how Jennifer is both a metaphorical representation of patriarchal violence #while also being an empowering response to its victims

[taikanyohou]

“I didn’t say anything ...” OH NO! HERE COMES TROUBLE (2023). Episode 5.

#oh no! here comes trouble #oh no here comes trouble #asiandramasource #asiandramanet #dailyasiandramas #twdramaedit #god PLEASE ........ the way i could write a THESIS about guangyan looking at yiyong here OH MY GOD. #thats ........ DEEP shit right there. #thats not just 'fondness' ITS SO MUCH ... MORE HEAVIER yall im gonna PUNCH A WALL. #guangyan baby u dont need to say ANYTHING the way you LOOK at yiyong says it ALL. #yall moved on but ME? #NOPE. I STAYED RIGHT HERE. #* #faiza gifs

[sorryimananti-romantic]

JONGHO

jongho.

jongho and his fiery passion- something that attracts you instantly. jongho and his power- not only the strength, but in his voice and his actions. jongho and his eyes that look like they've seen a lifetime's worth sometimes, but curve like moons when he smiles- oh, his smile. that cute little gummy smile that melts everyone's hearts. jongho and his red apple hair that deserve a mention bc it made him glow so much. jongho and his playfullness. jongho, choi jongho, the man the myth the legend himself.

jongho and his lil nose scrunches too ^^

#if this was about his voice i could have written a thesis #but this is just an abstract ig :') #anon you so right for this im saying this again #choi jongho #ateez #jongho #yumi.asks

[queer-reader-07]

something about finding the people who sit through your info dumps with joy on their face and enthusiasm for your passions. something about finding the people who info dump right back at you because they know you love hearing about their passions. something about finding the people who manage to sum up your being in one niche, oddly specific sentence that lives in your mind rent free for the rest of time. something about finding the people who not only accept you for who you are but embrace you for who you are. who not only tolerate your quirks and differences but love and cherish them.

#i’m in my feels today if you couldn’t tell #just thinking about one friend in particular who i don’t get to see in person nearly enough but i text all the time #idk it’s the little things #the way we send each other videos of ourselves explaining whatever we’re learning about right now #the way we don’t write it in a long message because the emotion and vibes don’t translate properly #the way he’s told me that the way i dress is so gender nonconforming in his eyes #how even though i’m afab and i wear glittery makeup and crop tops and have pink hair #i still look so queer and so gnc and so Not Girl in his eyes #how that felt so validating #how i could feel the genuine love in his words #how he told me once that i’m ‘not a person with lore but rather a person with a schtick’ #and how he explained to me what my schtick was and how accurate it was #how he told me he can’t wait for me to get my degree(s) and be an openly queer person in stem #how he can’t wait for me to defend my thesis sometime in the future and be wearing the brightest makeup and the biggest earrings #and the tallest boots #how he loves that i go to my chem lab every week with glitter on my eyes #how it’s cool that i don’t care if i stick out like a sore thumb because i’m me #i remember how he dropped the she/her pronouns immediately upon ne saying i didn’t really vibe with them #(even when they were still technically on my list of ‘ok to use pronouns’) #how his boyfriend who i don’t know very well has always they/them-ed me because my friend does #and if my friend is doing it then it must be the right thing #idk i just love my friends #and this friend in particular is someone i’ve gotten really close with over the past 6 months or so #and i’m so glad to have him in my life #platonic love #friendship #tell your friends you love them

[jacksoldsideblog]

the nature of my thoughts is such that I'll type out a rambling treatise on how fight club is a response to the deindustrialization of america and an example of the fallacies involved with anarchism and accelerationism and then relatively soon after I'll also just be like. hmmm do you think the narrator just kept mentally adding new fuzzy appliques to Tyler's gross bathrobe. like I don't think he realized if he did but do you think so

#fight club #if i ever put effort into it i could write a thesis on fight club probably #but i don't like many things about the current state of academia and therefore you all get my disparate thoughts for free and completely #unorganized and poorly directly substantiated right here on tumblr dot com

[girlscience]

speaking of being slow. i wish i was a faster writer. i can write and i can write well, but it takes me significantly longer than nearly everyone i know. i just cannot get words out as easily as other people seem to and it is so frustrating all the time. i am working on editing my resume right now for applications. this is the third day i have worked on it. all i have needed to do this entire time is change the format to fit grad school rather than a job and add my recent work history. this isn't even two pages long. i have been working on it for 3 and 1/2 hours tonight and it's still not done. ITS NOT EVEN 500 WORDS APPARENTLY. i want to cry

#it doesn't help that the vast majority of my friends are writers or english or lit or poli sci majors #my sister did pr and communications #everyone was always writing papers and presentations and speeches #i VIVIDLY remember my last semester at college sitting down with my sister to do work #cause we were home from covid. and in the several hours we were sitting there she got a seven page paper done #and i didn't even finish one page #i just cannot write the way other people around me seem to be able to #i dont know why it is so much harder for me than other people #i always felt bad when i did group projects because i would be working as hard as i could... and i just wouldn't finish the same amount #as the other people because i just couldn't make the right words that fast #and i am already stressing about it for grad school because everyone talks about how grad school is so paper and presentation focused #people say its easier because you dont have to do worksheets or tests and instead you just have to write #(and im doing a thesis masters so i will have to WRITE) #but... the worksheets and problems and tests are what i am good at #that is what comes naturally to me. noticeably so. #but writing??? i am going to struggle #and i already know it. as always..... why am i doing this again? #why do i think i am going to be good enough for this?? hahaha #god i just need to get this resume done so i can start the painful process of writing my personal statement

[swordsofsaturn]

i can't believe oda was really like. hey i'm going to make a safe queer haven in the middle of the most hellish prison you can imagine and it saves the protagonists. yes this is a shounen still i promise

#like.... one piece is SOOOOOOOOOO QUEER #yeah there's. things. moments where ur like what the fuck ... #but also literally at its core it's queer. #it's about queerness in the full capacity of that word and it's presented as the right and true thing #i'm making my way thru impel down arc in the anime right now #you could write a thesis on this i swear. one day i'll collect my braincells and do it #op lb #op

[kohakhearts]

yeah im thinking about the full version of 1・2・3 again yeah its making my brain a little mushy about The Characters

#taylor.txt #the lyrics in that song are insane has ANYONE gone through and determined which parts are sung by whom #because im bad at distinguishing voices so some parts im not sure if its both of them or not #either way lyrically this song is crazy. like its not the only ash and companion duet op but it has VASTLY different flavour #high touch walked so 1・2・3 could run frankly and boy did it ever #i would so happily analyze the full version lyrics so hard if anyone asked just saying #thematically goh is such a good companion and yeah WHATEVER we know im biased by shipping goggles but like. they did something so #INTERESTING and UNIQUE with that dynamic which is really compounded in jn being ash’s last series #and it reflects so well in the lyrics of the song like there is so much to say about their development as characters #and its so interesting compared to say high touch where its like. yeah this is a song ABOUT their relationship #1・2・3 is arguably that as well but fundamentally its all in the thesis of the series which is about how relationships strengthen your #INDIVIDUAL goals and actions and shape you as a Person and how those are things that like #yeah other people influence you and motivate you but at the end of the day youre still making the choice to try but whatever choice you make #that friendship doesnt just go away. it bolsters you! makes you a better person! helps you grow up!!! #idk what im saying now idk i just head full. many thoughts. btw if you havent listened to the full version like. fully. highly recommend #its just a genuinely good song like tbh it has no right being such an unironic bop but it is and i love it

[agentravensong]

hey, r&g heads, you ever notice how

cause. there's something there, for sure. something about tying whether or not a person takes some meaning away from a work of art and whether or not it sticks with them long term (thereby making the art and artist immortal) to whether it makes them afraid.

can't quite put into words what, though.

#ragad #rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead #i left this in the drafts for a couple of days in the hopes i'd come up with words to say about it but alas #on the one hand you could go down the road of self preservation and self interest being the most base instincts #and connect that to how the tragedians have been reduced to doing performances that more directly indulge those animalistic instincts #on the other hand you could look at guil's fearful reactions to the tragedians' performances #and how both he and ros deal in general when confronted with scary truths #and i'm sure if you really wanted to you could look at how day and night (light and darkness) in the play correspond to that #but i don't have it in me right now to make a proper thesis out of any of those threads. so i'll leave it to y'all :)

[thewritingpossum]

Forgot to mention it but there was a huge debate at my study group the other day about wether or not you could call yourself an historian after getting your bachelor degree and two of my favorite profs were defending opposing views and they were trying to keep it light and funny but you could see that they were getting lowkey heated and for a so-called academic I actually don't do that well with conflicts so I was like haaa mom and dad stop arguing!! T_T but anyway, my one german prof that some have called 'intimidating' went to see me me and my buddy who accidentally started the debate earlier (by joking that he was about to graduate and could finally call himself an historian), put his arms around our shoulders and kindly told us that we could call ourselves historians if we want so I guess that was some nice validation lmao

#i'm not even about to graduate right away but i'll take it lmao #i don't care what the world says as long as mr. B agree with me i know i'm in the right #and he's like a real historian if you google his name that's how google define him and he published cool books and all lol #tho to me he will always be the very sweet man who asked me if i needed him to call me an ambulance after i almost passed out in his class #(i was like nooo can you just go get me some water and i'll walk home. he was perplexed but i survived lol) #for some absolutely cursed reason he looks a little bit like ben shapiro on his google picture but oh well that's not his fault lmao #i don't want to actually doxx myself by naming him but i probably will when i graduate or something 'cause he's cool and sweet #btw no i don't think you can be fully qualified as an historian with only a bachelor #but yes i do think that the question is a bit more nuanced and that's pretty much what my nice prof defended #like my druggie early 20's self had some genuine understanding of the middle ages and interesting thesis about Edward II and his bunch! #and many other 'amateurs' have something to bring to the field and we should very much embrace that! i'll that on that hill!! #but my other prof is also super nice and not an elitist asshole btw i'm not even trying to talk shit #he's this stern italian man who always gave me As and then wrote long paragraphs about how i could do much better and i love him lmao #he thought me about medieval poetry and every single one of his classes is a great memory #but yeah he's uptight and european and old-school and tbh i kinda respect that too lol

[danielnelsen]

there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon #although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great #whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time #kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’ #or at least triggers that i can plan around #the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one #the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni #and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis? #but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal #i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months #so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically) #so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point #obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again #i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time #BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately #personal #but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12 #so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’ #and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes #wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health #and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder #so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test #i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing #might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained

[crossbackpoke-check]

do you really believe in him? is he a good kid? no problems? you're gonna love him. you're gonna love him.

#i miss tyler bertuzzi #i made this a year ago because it came to me out of nowhere & when i finished it tyler scored four goals & the red wings still lost & i jus #i remade parts of it & fixed things because this was one of the first ones i ever made but i think about this poem all the time with him. #this is one of my favorite & most-fitting edits & honestly. i could make so many for tyler. this could be edited down a lot tbh #do you really believe in him? ​is he a good kid? no problems? you’re gonna love him. you’re gonna love him. #in the original athanasiou is faith (love before he was gone) sheer for moe (overwhelming joy) & dyl was tireless (the two of them always) #oh also the original restless splendor is the griffins winning the cup :) #you all have seen/read parts of this poem in my tyler bertuzzi tags like That is how much this (abridged)poem is him to me it is no one els #there are. so many alt versions to so many different parts of this so like i started writing these (see that i said i like hit first) & now #i have to admit that it really was just the beginning we don't have a future we have a dog i love & is right completely #tyler bertuzzi #detroit ride or die #liv in the replies #softly: the bertuzzi thesis #this is excerpts from atlantic by mark doty & the dogs at live oak beach remixed and abridged sorry #HAHAHAHAHA ok when i said i was thinking about tyler & dogs i meant the four tyler borzoituzzi posts sitting in my drafts but like. here #this is possibly one of the most self-indulgent things i’ve created & it is straight up just for me 🫡 #& i have looked at it for so long that i’ve started to hate it is 1AM i am simply full sending & we’ll see how i feel in the morning

[mushitology]

what a beautiful day to be trapped inside doing college applications. i feel so good about it

#imagine being thrust into thesis mode after constantly dropping out and not exercisinf your mind #because of this bitch of a life #imagine constantly having delusions about being a robot and that your sense of humanity #is contingent on shit you dont have time nor the mental energy to engage in #i could blow myself up right now

[rylxdreams]

When you're enrolling for college tomorrow but you're still unsure about your course and school:

#this is me rn #im so unsure about my future aaa #like... i wanna do art and animation but we all know that's not a very helpful job in the long run #especially when you're in the philippines where art and animation isn't that mainstream/appreciated much #i wanna go abroad but thats expensive lololol #sooo doing another course unrelated to art like computer science could be good #and you dont need a diploma for an art and animation job anyways #but aaaa my friends from my animation track is going to this one course and skjdfhksjdfh #i wanna do art and animation for school #i wanna do an animation thesis short film! #(but idk if that's a thing for my school thoooo) #aaaaaa #if i go to another course it could be helpful if my art/animation dream doesn't go the right way #kjshdfkjsdhf #im still unsure im still unsure #ryl rambles

[quietwingsinthesky]

prompt: lucifer and jack, flying

Lucifer-Jack times 🥺

The fact that Jack doesn't know how to fly makes Lucifer angry. (He gets angry about a lot of things that have happened to Jack. That's… new.)

"Not at you," Lucifer tells him, and Jack can feel the guilt radiating off of him. "It isn't your fault. Do you want to learn how to fly?"

That's how they end up thousands of feet in the air, Jack's heart beating faster than ever. He can't be hurt, but he can barely see the ground and-

"Woah, champ"—Lucifer's wings are big enough to engulf Jack with every flap—“I won't let you fall."

#Lucifer & Jack flying lessons: the gift that keeps on giving #couple of cut lines from this fic because I kept rambling and forgetting I have a wordcount to meet #such as right after the line about Lucifer getting pissed on Jack’s behalf for the shit he’s been through there was #‘Jack hears everything inside the Bunker’s walls. Lucifer lashing out sharp and furious ‘-and you raised him in here. #in this Cage-!’ and then sudden silence that scared Jack more than an angry outburst ever could.’ #I just think a lot about like. they raised that baby in a stone tomb. #yes we have the time they tried to lock Jack in a coffin that’s an obvious cage parallel but also #he lives in one! the bunker is just a bigger coffin! kid doesn’t even have like. glow in the dark stars to put on his ceiling #and I think Lucifer would be a little fucked up about that. #oh there was another cut line in here that went something along the lines of: #‘Lucifer’s wings are terrifying. like they forgot how to be wings a long time ago. Jack doesn’t tell him that. #For one. Castiel has always winced when Jack asked about his wings. and two. Lucifer hates that Jack is still scared of him sometimes. #So Jack doesn’t tell him that he is. That’s what being brave is. Not telling anyone your father terrifies you even when he’s trying #so hard not to.’ #Jack baby boy baby I want to wrap him in so many blankets #Jack & Lucifer thesis statement is ‘Lucifer is trying so so hard to be a good father and has no idea what he’s doing because his role model #is god. which is not a good role model.’ and also ‘Jack is trying so so hard to be a good son and he doesn’t know what he’s doing because #it was the winchesters who taught him how to be that’ #and then I cry about both of them #spn #ask #lucifer spn #writing #fanfiction #jack kline

[airenyah]

do your thesis bestie it's either now or on Wednesday

I WAS GOING TO AND I WENT TO SIT IN A PARK TO WRITE BUT THEN I BUMPED INTO A FRIEND WHO LIVES NEAR SAID PARK AND I ENDED UP TALKING TO HIM ABOUT SOMETHING PERSONAL THAT'S GOING ON IN MY LIFE FOR LIKE 2 HOURS INSTEAD OF WRITING MY THESIS OOPS

#it's ok tho i'm almost done with the minimum goal i set for myself so i should manage that after dinner!!!!! #also it was a good talk that talk with my friend bc i was worried about whether #a certain aspect of the problem i'm having could affect our friendship but no it's all good!!!! #it's so funny too bc that talk was extremely unexpected for the both of us #either way it was worth sacrificing 2h of thesis writing time #feeling very relieved but also 'what the FUCK how did that even HAPPEN' right now #asks #tagging this also as #adrm #bc i know someone i know irl has this tag filtered and i don't want them to find out about this via tumblr #you know what this can also go into #os2: bbs #it's only 8:20 pm there's still time for me to get stuff done!!!! #might have to skip my atots rewatch for today but oh well