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reversecreek · 3 years

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ziggy strutting up to me like this gif as i hold up a crucifix n say begone begone vile beast BEGONE from my vicinity i will NOT buy u a happy meal wretched little boy...... some live action rp to start this off..... and SCENE. takes my bow. his pinterest is here n his playlist is here.

* dylan minnette, cis male + he/him | you know ziggy benson, right? they’re twenty-four, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, all of his life? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to hand crushed by a mallet by 100 gecs like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole glitching televisions impaled by remotes, nonchalantly texting the babes as a stove fire ravages your kitchen & cartoons turned up so loud it fries your eardrums thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is november 24th, so they’re a sagittarius, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( nai, 24, gmt she/her )

HISTORY;

from the second ziggy ws born he didnt stop screaming. within the first hours of his life he gave his father an ear splitting headache tht prompted him to say “that uncooked chicken’s fucking demonic” n joke abt popping “it” in the oven to roast. when this understandably received disgusted glances frm the nursing staff he ws all like “jeez alright alright i’m kiddin i’m kiddin can’t a guy have a joke around here?” n i feel like that sets up their dynamic so nice n sweetly <3 (sarcasm) (lips pursed)

frm day one he ws just honestly a rly hyperactive child. when he laughed he’d shriek it out at the absolute top of his lungs bc he’d just get this huge giddy surge of energy all the way to the very tips of his toes n it’d hit him like a shock from a fork in a plug socket. their parenting style ws rly just lazy tbh.... they didn’t have much time for disciplining him. ziggy’s mum wld halfheartedly be like “ziggy quiet now....” n then go bk to nuking whatever vegetables she’d defrosted until they tasted like dinosaur bones..... this wld not make any difference in ziggy’s behaviour

his father rly just took the stance that it ws ziggy’s mum’s job to discipline him or raise him in general which is. 🔪 please enter the 20th century sir.... get ur noggin sorted..... needless to say he wsn’t much involved in ziggy’s life n honestly generally jst didn’t like him. ziggy was a responsibility he didn’t want (accidental prregnancy) n in his literal words once said (blatantly while ziggy ws watching cartoons on the sofa) tht ziggy just “harshes my fucking vibe a lil bit”.

he wound up leaving when ziggy was six ish.... ziggy watched thru a crack in the blinds as his mum tried to grab at his jacket to make him stay as he lugged out his suitcase..... she even tried to physically cling onto him so he cldn’t get in his ride bt the door wound up slamming n she sat on her knees watching the lights pull out the drive n even long after they were gone. ziggy didn’t rly kno what to do abt this (emotions hd never been smthn he particularly understood, his own or how to handle other people’s) so after watching her fr 5 minutes he went out n gently shook her shoulder n was like. mom come inside u look weird out here. FKGHSFHGSFHKGFHKSGSFGHK. this was him trying to show love <3

ziggy’s mum is like.... rly relationship dependent. she gets all her self worth n validation frm whtever man she’s dating.... so she went on this like.... wild rampage of jst. dating a very large string of men. they ranged frm dreadfully boring to downright awful n were always below her standards. ziggy quite literally hated. all of them. every last one. even one that tried to b nice to him by offering to help him do his math homework when he ws 13 (bc ziggy was struggling a lot w this) n in response ziggy loudly barked until the man gt scared n stumbled backwards into a dining chair on his way out of the room. KGHFHKSJHFJGSHKFG

while him n his mum hv a kind of strained situation (there’s a great deal of resentment from her end n kind of. blaming him fr “driving his father away” n it’s never spoken abt bt it’s very much Present in their relationship n honestly ziggy kind of resents her too fr bringing some of the men into their lives tht she did) there is. love there...... sometimes she’ll like. reach out to cup the back of his head n he’ll duck his head away n be like wtf are u doing checking me for lice? n she’ll jst smile like :)...... knowing that’s how he loves. KHSFGKJGHKSFGFHKGSHF. ugh we love men who know how to process their emotions yesssss king give us nothing <3

(abuse n violence tw) idk i won’t go into it too much bt even tho ziggy’s constantly like 🙄 when his mum shows him affection he wld quite literally. kill fr her n almost did one time.......... narrowly avoided getting charged w assault when one of her bfs was drunk n evil n he went into protective mode.... idk he. has gone thru a lot n seen a lot n so has his mum. they look after each other the best they kno how despite the negatives in their relationship.... it’s complex <3

literally got in trouble so. often. at school. he ws always hyperactive (undiagnosed adhd n also probably not helped by the fact he ws jst allowed to eat sm junk food w 459729457952 sugar percentage all hours of the day) bt when his dad left n like. dealing w acting out so severely at home where his mum’s bfs were concerned it rly escalated..... i jst think he ws like. literally a terror. probably got suspended so many times. maybe even was permanently expelled before he cld get his diploma honestly. set off a firework in school hallway. smthn absolutely reckless n stupid.

hs hd a bunch of jobs mostly in the service industry...... usually ends up getting fired.... worked at mcdonald’s fr a while n then one day he went in rly high n ate three cheeseburgers in front of a weeping child who hd ordered one.... promptly gt fired bt he ws like yo fuck this place i’m quitting n threw off his apron n was like who’s with me??? who’s joining the union??????? to the rest of the staff n they were all mostly like >_> <_< before security approached to forcibly remove him n he grabbed a cookie n crammed it into his mouth in rebellion mid frantic n frankly possessed escape.....

in terms of wht’s going on to this day w his living situation i honestly think he still lives w his mum. i can just see this. KHGFSKGHSFGKSFGH. in like. a ramshackle bungalow in delphinus heights.... having said tht she probably isn’t. there tht often nw she’s dating her latest man (jonas, somehow always sweaty no matter the weather, wears too many gold rings n smells like shoe cleaner) who owns a car dealership n thinks he’s a kingpin for it. still home sometimes tho.

PERSONALITY:

ziggy spends his days working shifts at an ice cream parlour (one he got fired from once bc he broke in high n ate sm ice cream he was lay on the floor in the bk pants unbuttoned stomach bulging sm calling himself garfield saying he had too much lasagna. they hired him bk tho bc he has a harem of middle aged women who lust after him n it brings customers....) or like. cruising parties...... setting off fireworks.... skateboarding...... breaking into abandoned buildings.... filming stupid jackass type tricks....... playing guitar hero...... getting drunk at the arcade..... sometimes busking fr cash in a tossed dwn hat (very badly) (thinks he’s sick at it however)........ or alternatively...... fucking chicks aha...... fuck.......... not exclusive to chicks tho just had to sound despicable bt :smirk: he’s bi Baby....

i won’t lie he’s kind of an asshole................ never rly was taught properly how to empathise with ppl so like he struggles w that....... sometimes he’ll say smthn tht’s genuinely just quite mean n doesn’t need to be said but he doesn’t rly realise it’s like bad. n he’s like. what’s the deal haha why are u mad......

fuckboy. genuinely jst. rly summarises it well. insatiable. sleeps around wildly. will say he’ll call u back n then will not call u back. lies like oh babe i’m moving to france tomorrow fuckkkkkkkkk sucks so bad that we can only have one night but let’s make it special yeah? tits? n then they’ll see him casually skating past them on the street a week later n be like well clearly he’s not in france. ziggy doesn’t care.

calls himself a “genius inventor” bc he once gutted a vintage analog television n made it into a fish tank. it literally leaked water a bit. still convinced he is a literal visionary never seen before never done again. he’s like i’m on the brink of greatness. i’m the next einstein.

has a bit of a god complex where he thinks he’s the sexiest person in any given room n it’s kind of funny bc like dylan minnette’s sexy to me bt tht isn’t a widespread opinion n ur being a bit bold ziggy...... regardless has confidence thru the roof tht isn’t rly deterred by anything or anyone.....

dyes his hair 49729572459752 colours every colour under the sun. sometimes all at once jst different patches. wears lots of tie dye tshirts n basketball shorts even tho he doesn’t play basketball. rly colourful sneakers. just lots of loud colours tbh. often wears a paper clip in his ear as an earring. pierced it himself. someone probably recorded him doing it fr his insta story. probably was drunk.

drives a vespa around tht is baby blue with pastel yellow polka dots. it has lots of tin cans attached to the back by string like on those cars when u just got married. he did not just get married. u can hear him arriving frm over a street away.

almost never pays fr anything bt is always like “yo it’s my treat” n then either dine n dashes or u have to pay

his idea of romance is nuking a hot pocket as breakfast in bed n then complaining he’s hungry n eating half

WANTED CONNECTIONS:

fuckboy antics: he’s insatiable. rabid. notorious. mayb they fkd n he didn’t call........ jst completely ghosted........ mayb they were genuinely into him n he honestly built up kind of false pretences abt them having a connection n then jst dipped..... cld b good fr angst n drama <3 someone please egg his house he deserves it <3

high skl heathens: locals tht were equally chaotic in hs..... just picture him having this group of misfits tht were like so loud n always getting up to no good doing god knows what god knows where.... probably gt arrested together breaking into an old abandoned hospital one time........... rly just doing the absolute most at all times............. probably so loud........... drinking n smoking far too much.....

an attempted teenage relationship: i’m like. tentative to even put this one bc i just feel like ziggy wld be a shit bf. KJHGFSHGFHGSFHGFKGHFKSG. but. maybe it ended in drama.....i’d say this wld probably be a girl bc in hs he probably ws less open w his sexuality... maybe ziggy cheated on her or she cheated on him................ angst........ strife.... we love it we love it........ i crash my car into the bridge... i don’t care... i love it... sudden icona pop moment me stood on stage singing karaoke.... it’s just gone 7am as i write this so i apologise if this is losing any. coherency. smiles so sexy....

last adolescent plot i swear: i picture when ziggy was expelled he somehow amassed a large group to protest w signs outside the school fr him to be accepted back. it didn’t work. he threw a party when he received news he hadn’t got back in anyway. maybe ur muse was involved or helped organise this or was violently opposed.

enemies: ppl who just. don’t like ziggy bc like honestly that’s so fair n valid. KJHGFKGHKSFGHSGKHSFHG..... mayb he like. exploded their mailbox one time when they were younger. mayb he skated over their toes. mayb he fucked their bitch aha fuck................. (joking btw) (don’t condone misogyny) (hashtag feminism). cld be fun to play around w

fwb: probably hs a few of these......... mayb they’re cool w things being no strings attached n lax n at ease w ziggy being the mess tht he is in general..... mayb they want more bt ziggy cannot provide...... mayb they literally don’t get on at all n this is their only mutual ground n they keep coming bk to each other.... :smirk:..... whatever u Farncy....

maybe ziggy’s mum dated ur muse’s dad at one point???? we can discuss this if u think it fits..... cld be fun to play around w............

coworkers: past or present r fun..... mayb they were like WTFFF is this guy fking ONNN at a past job (he’s had a few in the food service industry so pretty open in tht area)... mayb they work w him at the ice cream parlour now..... cn discuss the dynamic probably wld be dependent on the muse involved fr like. how he’d act n stuff.... :yum:

#irvingintro #abuse tw #violence tw #believe tht's all....

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transpenced · 4 years

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Calling to discuss why my insurance claim was denied and playing phone tag has me fkd up, yo.

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angelkissedcurlz · 5 years

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yo i was fkd up last night.

•keeping that same energy all 2k19•

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jocysambags · 2 years

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Dawson’s Creek live watch 2x18 - 3x02

I didn’t post for a few so here are some thoughts rounded up!

Joey: poor thing! Lost her mom & dad, got her dad back, and lost him again! Ugh that whole scene where she’s wired and has to send her dad to jail! 💔 my gawd heartbroken! And I get her sentiments, I’d be mad at Dawson too, but it doesn’t mean he’s wrong.

Also Joey cmon. Trying to sleep with someone , lose your virginity no less, while there is a RAGER going on downstairs. Bad call 🙅🏽‍♀️

Dawson: ok, let me just say - poor James, his wardrobe is T E R R I B L E. But I guess that was the 90s style 🤷🏽‍♀️

Pacey: man, that boy loves H A R D! Him and Andie are very cute together. And I love Andie for showing us the best side of Pacey.

That scene where Jen goes back to Grams 🥺 and then they show Jack waiting on the side 🥺😩😩😭 also the “married couple” line 🤣🤣🤣

What else 🧐

Oh! Ok, I was low key on Gale’s side… Mr. Leery that’s fkd up. Well, I guess they were both messed up but still. She made the right decision to take the Philly job for herself. He is “discovering” himself. She should too 🤷🏽‍♀️

And last but not least ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

🎉🎉🎉

Pacey x Joey end of 3x01 “who knows we might even become friends”

😏😏😏

You bet yo ass you will

My body is fkn ready 😭

Next eps ▶️

#dawson's creek #dawsons creek #Dawsons creek live watch #dawson leery #pacey witter #joey potter #joey x pacey #jack mcphee #jen lindley #Jen x grams #team pacey

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penny-lovely · 2 years

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How likely will these fade?

Hi everyone,

Just want to get your opinion on these type of acne scarring.

A little backstory I've never had acne this bad until this year when I decided to see a naturopath to get some remedy for mild acne, which totally fkd up my skin and so I've stopped going and went to a Derm who prescribed Accutane which I am currently on (4 month). Doc doesn't seem to give a precise answer to the final results as quoted 'everyone is different' and doesn't seem remember his predicted treatment.

I'm really tired of these vague answers so I would like some advice from the people of the internet. has anyone had something that looks similar to what I have and how likely are these scar going to fade and return back to normal?

I believe it is only the redness & dark spots that looks bad but the skin itself is actually flat so I'm not sure if this is a good sign that it might be the internal vessels due to flaring. I don't have any acne anymore but my skin is dry from the Accutane, sometimes it yo-yos other days it wouldn't feel like I don't have dry skin at all, is this normal?

Please any advice is much appreciated, I've been so upset about this since my last visit to the Derm and it feels hopeless at this point, nobody is able to give me an answer so I feel like taking matters in my own hands by sustaining a healthy lifestyle that could improve my skin.

I don't want micro needling or laser treatment, so please do not suggest that.

https://preview.redd.it/4wcx7k9qas281.jpg?width=4248&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=72231bdbc85a8bae00527b5a44a850ea328a3114

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lanasbiggestfan · 2 years

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How likely will these fade?

Hi everyone,

Just want to get your opinion on these type of acne scarring.

I don't want micro needling or laser treatment, so please do not suggest that.

https://preview.redd.it/4wcx7k9qas281.jpg?width=4248&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=72231bdbc85a8bae00527b5a44a850ea328a3114

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higherfreakuency · 3 years

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Ever struggle with how to love yo lady Ask yourself "What would Gomez do?" The dopest mf ever...loving af but would whoop yo ass if you get it fkd up bout his lady or his babies https://www.instagram.com/p/COveD3jB1UA/?igshid=crh1kuig23b8

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mbtimyths · 6 years

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hi! i just wanted to ask about Ni vs Si when using their memory.. i read once that Ni remembers things by the abstract things that have happened or sth, whereas Si remembers things by the sensory data they gathered at that moment. so for like an Fe dom, an Si aux would gather the sensory data that made them feel something and would remember the event that way later? how about Ni please?

I think those are good superficial understandings of how memories are stored differently between Ni & Si. But to get a full perspective of how the users themselves store memories, we have to consider their whole function stacks.

According to Socionics, these are the definitions of what information each perceiving function collects:

Si: manifest processes of relationships; how it happens relatively

Ni: essential processes of relationships; why it happens relatively

Se: manifest states of instances; how it is respectively

Ne: essential states of instances; why it is respectively

Let’s apply this to a memory of a conversation.

Si: Records the actual context of the progression of the conversation; Recalls what the conversation was about; sees immediate subtext.

Ni: Records the conceptual context of the progression of the conversation; Recalls the importance of what was said; sees broad subtext.

Se: Records the actual aspects of the events of the conversation; Recalls how it was said; sees immediate context.

Ne: Records the conceptual aspects of the events of the conversation; Recalls the reason it was said; sees broad context.

We can see from this why dominant Si users are often credited with having the best memories: they remember most accurately how it happened in the moment. However, they may be hazy on other details, so their other functions will have to fill in (and those details will be distanced from reality in direct correlation with where the corresponding function falls in their stack.) Ne verifies Si by explaining why the conversation happened. Meanwhile, Se remembers the speaker’s expression in body language and tone, and using that data Ni interprets what they were conveying.

So an Si dom would remember that the conversation was about Susan’s drama, but might weigh the news as life-altering when it wasn’t. On the other hand, and Ni dom would remember that the news was superficial, but may believe the drama was worse than it relatively was.

Basically that was a very long explanation to say that the cognitive processes of Ni & Si are a little more complex than simply sensory vs. abstract :) Socionics offers concrete definitions of the jungian functions that I hope help clarify them for you!

As for Fe: Fe is not a perceiving function, but is a judging function. While perceiving functions collect information, judging functions digest it. So Fe dom isn’t going to filter what Si aux remembers, but rather is going to put a lens on the recollection. From there Fe will qualify the memory’s standing based upon its expressive criteria.

Let’s visualize this with the conversation example.

Ego (you): Yo guys, can you hand me some info about this past convo?

Si aux: Hey Fe, pass this memory of what the convo was about up to Ego.

Fe dom: Can do! But hey Ego, prioritize why what was said changed the vibe in the room over what it was about, capeesh?

Ego: You right Fe, that topic made everyone feel weird. That should be brought up.

Now again, but with Ni.

Ego: My dudes, can you hand me some info about this past convo?

Ni aux: Asah Fe! Pass this memory of why the convo was important up to Ego.

Fe dom: Gotcha! But Ego my mans, prioritize why what was said disrupted the harmony in the room over why it was important, comprende?

Ego: Bruh, you right, bringing that up wasn’t worth harshing our mellow. That should be pointed out.

Meanwhile, Fi-Se would complain, “the way they said that was messed up,” and Fi-Ne would critique, “the reason they brought that up was messed up.”

If you reversed dom-aux, the interpretations would be more focused on the outcomes than the ethics. Si-Fe: “The topic was awk, but the insights were solid.” Ni-Fe: “The gist of it was awk, but it needed to be said.” Se-Fi: “Their tone was fkd up, but it got the point across.” Ne-Fi: “Why it came up was fkd up, nonetheless, it was reasonable.”

Thanks for the challenging ask, anon! It got me thinking, which was fun :) Feel free to ask more in the future!

#mbti #cognitive functions #personality theory #jungian personality #socionics #mbtimyths #introverted intuition #ni #introverted sensing #si #extroverted feeling #fe #jungian theory #memory #ask

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empyreumata · 2 years

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tm-lf · 7 years

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yo fr,

i would do some fkd up shit to score a summer vacation right about now

or a nap

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mochosurprise43-blog · 7 years

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You just get over it Jacqueline,,I know you and your momma are good now,,what you did was really fkd up,,and I won't let you go or leave you be,,,right you don't want me to fk that stripper,,I'll bet I get to spank you and yo momma',,told ya Weedle jealous

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godsgracerose2121 · 5 years

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Okay look, I know I don't know SHIT ABOUT SHIT. I am truly humbled. I feel horrible like I was judging you..... please understand that its cuz I was seeing from such a small perspective.....I am now starting to see that there is more than one side of the coin... more than 2.... more than 3.... I still don't understand but I'm starting to...... but I must also understand that there r times of understanding and times of confusion..... n nothing is absolute.... even in understanding there is confusion n vice versa..... n I still have this dream.... of being with you...... whoever you r..... n I'm sorry, I realize ive been so stuck on that and how it's "supposed to b"...... n have been overlooking how it is right now...... I've still got so much to learn...... n with all this new info now things r becoming more confusing... again.... is like a neverending story...... n the only way to truly understand is to take that leap of faith towards you....... when the time is right.....n in the meantime to do what I gotta do now, which is deal with this situation im in now n get everything back on track...... so I can finally do what I know I need to do to make the rest of this clear.... I see it in my mind.... one day soon...... it's all gonna b so much clearer than it's ever been.....

But I really wanna apologize again....like wtf is wrong with me.....first of all....we r not together!!!! I seemed to have forgotten that.... like clearly.... this will never work like this.... theres no direct communication or anything.... I mean there is on one side but its cuz it has to b like that..... I fkin have been blaming you like theres no reciprocation cuz its your fault or some shit...wtf is wrong with me???? Lol!!!!!! N not even that but......theres still so much about you that I dont even know.... n believe it or not theres still so much about me that you dont even know..... weve never had a real chance of even getting to know each other.... it's been this weird ass technological relationship......definitely not ideal.... n I've been putting so much pressure on you to reciprocate when its just not fkin possible!!!!! N then have my own ideas of what it means to heal and ascend and whatever when it's only my small perspective, without really even being able to b built on....m I'm just sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me. I've been wrong. Wrong. wrong. This will never work like this anyway.

N for whatever reason my thoughts n feeling change from day to day...who knows what stupid shit I'm gonna say tomorrow .... lol..... I hope you can understand and forgive me. N also see that.... first of all.....its some kind of karmic cycle I've been trapped in by over giving n receiving nothing in return.... n blaming the other person.... I have been failing to realize how different this situation is from all.mynpast situations....its just not fkin possible for it to b the way I want it.... or you want it for that matter...n no I dont even know what you want... n that's fine. N it's fine if you dont even know either. I dont blame you if you think I'm fkd up and want nothing to do with me, although I dont think that's necessarily the case.... but if I bring this to reality..... we gotta fkin build a solid foundation....that cant b rushing into love or committment.....especially in this current situation....its gotta start as getting to know each other....n that's just not even fully possibly right now. I see it clearly now. Finally I fkin get it. I'm sorry. But I guess I cant help but still feel this...burning passion for you.....but theres still so much about you I dont even know.... I just think it's better for both of us, all of us, however tf u wanna put it.....to just chill on the whole love and committment thing for now.....n just learn our lessons n just b friends for now.... but I also feel like I need to let this whole thing go for awhile before I start getting too obsessed again, it's just so unhealthy for me..... gosh im so fkd up... I'm so sorry.....

N I'm rambling on n on....I could've probably easily summed this up into a few sentences.... but it's cuz I'm embarrassed I think... I've been telling you you're arrogant when I've been the arrogant one!!!! Thinking I fkin know everything n thinking I know what's right for you or me or anyone n just thinking I even know you period...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please forgive me and I really hope we can just clear this all yo some day...... when the time is right..... but now...... I need to let you go...... but now it seems harder...... to do....... cuz now I wanna understand you more.....n I wanna know which one im meant to b with.....n which one im in love with.....

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