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Abusers will emotionally neglect you, find ways to personally insult you, and purposefully trigger you but as soon as you snap suddenly they're the victim and you're actually the abuser because they're "walking on eggshells" when they were actually just beating you down as much as possible and realized you're not always gonna be submissive and you're gonna lash out from mistreatment
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Clara Dolls About Page
Note: The Clara dolls on this blog are canon divergent.
1.    Ibari - “The Doll of Pride”:   A doll of ice, born from a magi’s refusal to abandon her role in protecting others from witches.  Ibari is ruthless, but not without kindness.  Like ice, her mannerism tends to be a mix of serene beauty and relentless cold.   Her pride will not allow her to stand by as an innocent is in danger, even if this gets her in over her head.
Abilities:
Cryokinesis
Thermokinesis
2.     Nekura - “The Doll of Gloominess”:  A blind doll that was born from shadows, they felt confined just like someone trapped in a maze of repetition.  Desiring freedom from the shadows they were bound to, they were able to pull the shadows from the ground.  Giving the shadows a new shape, they made wings so that they could fly freely.  Because of their nature, they can not bear the idea of someone else being caged and will fight those who use their power to take the freedom of others relentlessly.
Abilities:
Umbrakinesis 
Shadow Sense ((They can sense motion that occurs in any shadow/darkness touching her, like a spider feeling vibration in a web.  The range for this ability is yet unknown.))
3.     Usotskui “The Liar Doll:  A doll who was branded a liar for trying to help others overcome their hardships.  Despite this, she takes joy in helping others love themselves.  Often wanting to give words of encouragement to those who feel they have nothing left.  She tends to be nervous around strangers, not knowing what to say, or how to act.  
Abilities:
Empath (She can gauge the general mood of the people around her.)
Songstress (Grants Buffs, dispells curses, and conjures spells with songs)
4.     Reiketsu - “The Doll of Coldheartedness”:  A metallic doll that was born with the desire to fight for her own cause and ideals, without weakness or fear.  This self-proclaimed demon hunts those who she deems cruel to repay that cruelty.  She tends to distance herself from friends and family as to not get them caught in the repercussions of her actions.  Her attitude toward you is based on how vile you are, and who you target with that vile.
Abilities:
Ferrokinesis 
Burning Blood (she can superheat her body, indicated by a furnace-like glow.  Using this ability will make her body increasingly brittle(brittle by metallic standards) the longer it is used.)
5.     Wagamama - “The Doll of Selfishness”:  This doll wanted to be its own person, and was deemed selfish as a result. She walks the border between being and non-being.  There is no memory of her, and all who know she exists only know her name.  Due to her nature, this doll does not like forming attachments, as she will never be remembered.  This does not stop her from wanting to have companionship.
Abilities:
Schrodinger's cat (When unobserved by any entity on the same plane of existence she is, she is capable of disappearing and appearing at any time.  She can also revert any damage she might have received, yes this includes death.  She can only have one manifestation of herself per timeline.)
Forgotten (Whenever she spends extended periods of time away from someone, that person will develop a new set of memories that come up whenever they try to remember the doll.  The only difference being the lack of dolls' presence.  These memories will block out knowledge of the doll, and if the memory would not make sense without the doll it simply becomes fuzzy and indistinct.)
6.     Warukuchi - “The Doll of Slander”:  A doll who was labeled slanderous for daring to warn people of the dangers in whom they placed their trust.  She held a unique gift for seeing the truth, but she often forgot that the truth was not always what other people saw.  She found that she would need a sharp tongue and an even sharper wit.   It was not enough, to tell the truth, she had to dispell the falsehoods that those same people clung to.
Abilities:
True Sight
True Insight(She is able to see everything there is to know about any individual she looks at.  However, she has to sort out the information she learns from this, from trivial details to important information, to stuff she had no desire to learn.  This won’t tell her anything about beings who do not reside in the same plane of existence as she does.)
7.     Norama - “The Blockhead Doll”:  A reticent doll who is outwardly loyal to Homura.  She protects her mother in the same manner, that someone once fought to protect a loved one.  The doll often keeps to herself, letting her eyes convey the emotions she feels.  She is an overly serious soldier who tends to have a hard time relaxing, or feeling at ease in social situations.
Abilities:
Sharpshooter
Hand to Hand combat proficiency 
8.     Yakimochi - “The doll of Jealousy”:  A doll whose fear of losing the people she loved caused her to become possessive.  This nature has caused her to be labeled a Jealous doll because of how clingy she acts.  She is protective of those she loves to the point that she will put her own safety second.  While she has good intentions, she often pushes people away with her clinginess.  Despite her awareness of this, her overwhelming fear tends to override her reasoning.
Abilities:
Photokinesis
Instant Light Adjustment (Her eyes will immediately adjust to the light level present, so long as there is any amount of light.)
9.     Namake - “The Lazy Doll”:  A doll who struggled to find motivation in what she did, and was labeled as lazy because of it.  She finds herself weighed down by her doubts, and will often crack lame jokes to distract herself from this.  She tries to take time to appreciate the little things in life, such as the flowers and the birds.  She finds the idea of holding grudges futile, and will generally avoid fights when she can.  However, this does not mean that she will not fight when push comes to shove.
Abilities:
Gyrokinesis
Telekinesis
10.     Mie - “The Doll of Vanity”:  A doll that wanted to bring the beauty in others, and was called vain because of this.  Despite this, she genuinely enjoys trying new designs for those who want her help.  Her mind is always exploring the possibilities, and she is not afraid to tell her ‘client’ when something they want is dumb.  Her tendency to visualize things in her mind can distract her from the world around her.
Abilities:
Hallucikinesis
HammerSpace (She can store a limited amount of objects in a dimension that she can access.  Only beings with dimensional abilities, and knowledge of this space can also access it.)
11.     Okubyou - “The Doll of Cowardice”:  A doll who was labeled a coward for valuing her own life above fighting a hopeless battle.  While she believes in fighting for a cause, this doll despises the mentality that dying for a cause is anything short of a tragedy.  In her mind, it is far more courageous to live for your ideals, then to lose your life in service to them.  She tends to be very ‘in the moment’ kind of person, as she knows how finite life can be.  
Abilities:
Chronokinesis
Weapon Mimicry
12.      Mamuke - “The Stupid Doll”:  A doll who was called stupid for believing she could be loved.  The act was so hurtful that she found herself almost believing it.  However, the doll resolved that if to believe that one could be loved is stupid, then it is a label she would wear with pride.  So the phrase stupid became synonymous with her willingness to defy what others expect from her.  The doll decided that she is the only one who can define what she is capable of.
Abilities:
Superhuman Abilities (Strength, Durability, and speed.)
Defiant Strength (So long as she believes she is capable of accomplishing something, she will find herself able to match her level of confidence with a level of strength that is equal to that confidence.  The limits of this ability have not been tested.)
13.      Higami - “The Doll of Envy”:  A doll who was treated like a villain, and called envious because she did not like her lot in life.  This doll is an odd case of ‘then let me be evil’, as she treats it more like an act, taking every opportunity to ham it up.   In a sense, she is a heel only in title, using the pretense of cruelty to scare away those who would hurt her, her family, or her friends.  When she drops the villain act, her personality is more akin to a hero, giving more weight to the emotions of people close to her.
Abilities:
Electrokinesis
Ionic Reshuffling  (While she has experimented with this ability, she has no idea how to use it effectively in battle.  If fully utilized it could help her manipulated matter on subatomic levels.  However, currently, she struggles to make even the smallest change.)
14.      Ganko - “The Stubborn Doll”:  A doll who was called stubborn for her relentless drive to protect the ones she loved.  She believes that her sisters deserve a chance at life, and will fight tooth and nail to see that happen.  As such, she is vehemently opposed to having her sisters taken up to Madoka, and wants for the witch Homulilly to act as the mother the dolls treat her as.  Her tendency to prioritize means that she will treat those around her as less important, and will be outwardly hostile to anyone who threatens said family.
Abilities:
Inertia manipulation
Shock nullification (This is not a passive skill, it must be a conscious decision.) 
15.     Ai - “The Doll of Love”:  A doll born of devotion and loyalty, the embodiment of a burning passion.  This doll represents both the best and worst of the love Homura had for Madoka.  She is always striving to better herself so that she can help others, but is often ashamed to ask for help herself.  She wants those she loves to be their best, but she finds herself afraid to trust them.  This internal conflict has lead her to appear indecisive at times. 
Abilities:
Pyrokinesis
Phoenix Fire (Her fire can be used to heal wounds and strengthen allies, however, the magic can cause more harm then good if used carelessly.  As such this magic is not ideal to use in battle.)
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The Tale of Tales Chapter 31
Lucy woke up really early the next morning. It was still dark out and the sun had not yet risen. She saw that while Erza was still sound asleep Natsu was awake also. He was sitting by a fire he had started staring at that golden slipper he always kept with him.
"You're thinking about her again aren't you?" She asked him.
"And what if I am?"
"You really think that you're actually going to find her?"
"I know I'm going to find her."
"What if she doesn't want to be found? What if she only came to that ball to have a fun time. Not seek out a husband or gain your admiration?"
"Maybe you're right. Maybe she doesn't want to be found and maybe she doesn't return my feelings. But I have to find her, I have to know her name, I have to tell her how I feel."
"Are you even sure that you love her? You don't even know her. You can't love someone you don't know."
"Why are you so against my love for her?"
"Because I don't think what you feel for her is real love. Pardon my boldness your highness but I think you're delusional. You need to forget this mystery dream girl and move on to a girl who actually exists."
"Oh now I see what's going on. You're jealous."
"What?!"
"Can't say I blame you for falling for me. I am a dashing prince."
"Ugh! You're more delusional than I thought. As if I would ever have feelings for an arrogant, conceited, spoiled little rich boy like you!"
"Hey you're no picnic either sweet heart! You're bossy, demanding, and difficult! I don't think I've ever met a more insufferable woman!"
"Insufferable?! How dare you!" She took some mud into her hands and flung it into his face. "Honestly how on Earth were you born a prince?! You have no manners, no humility, no respect, and no-"
But she was silenced by Natsu throwing mud straight back into her face.
"You had that coming doe eyes." He said.
She only threw more mud at him, soon the two were in an all mud slinging war that went on for hours and eventually their anger was forgotten and they ended up having fun. By the time sun rise had come they were both covered head to toe in mud and dirt. Before continuing with their journey they took separate turns bathing in the spring.
At last they reached the end of the astral line. At the end of it was a large oak tree that had no leaves and looked as if it was ready to wither away and die.
"So end of the line huh?" Natsu said.
"Levy must be around here somewhere." Lucy said.
She began to search around the tree for any indication that could lead her to Levy. She then spotted a marking on the tree that resembled a key hole. She leaned over and placed her fingers on to the mark, as soon as she touched it the gold key in her pocket started glowing. She pulled the key out and looked at the mark on the tree that looked like a key hole. She brought the end of the key toward the mark and to her surprise it went right through it. She stuck the key further in, turned it three times, and the tree opened like a door.
At once something flew out from inside and took the form of a petite but pretty lady with shimmering wings on her back. Her short blue hair was decorated with daisies and she wore a dress that appeared to made from gold and silver leaves. For a moment she stood perfectly still as if she was trying to make sure that she was actually here. She then turned to Lucy, gave her a big smile, and flew in to hug her.
"Oh Lucy look at you!" She cried cheerfully. "I haven't seen you since you were a baby. My how you've grown, you're the image of your dear mother."
"So you're Levy? You're my fairy godmother?" Lucy asked.
"Yes and I can't thank you enough for freeing me. Oh how I've waited for this day. At last it's here. I'm finally free!...Oh no!"
"What is it?"
"Now that I've been freed it's only a matter of time before it finds out."
"It? It who? Or what?"
"I'll explain later but right now we need to go somewhere it's eyes can't see. Hurry now!"
"Wait what about my friends?"
"Oh you didn't come alone?"
"Hi we're friends of hers." Natsu said.
"Excuse me Levy was it? What's going on? Why do you look so frightened?" Erza asked.
"I haven't the time to explain it now. All of you follow me quickly." Levy's wings started to flutter as she levitated off the ground. "Oh I've missed flying so much."
Lucy, Natsu, and Erza followed Levy as she flew toward a cave and inside was a tiny house.
"Alright now everyone in." Levy said.
"You want us to go in there?" Erza said skeptically.
"Yes."
"But it's so small." Lucy said.
"Of course, it makes it harder for that horrid thing to see it that way."
"But aren't we a little too big?" Natsu said. "I mean how are we supposed to get in?"
"Oh sorry! I forgot!" She stuck her hand in her dress pocket and pulled out a handful of gold and silver dust which she blew on to them, causing them to shrink and be transported into the tiny house. She then dropped some of the dust on to herself and came in after them. "There we go. I apologise for it being so snug in here, I normally don't have that many people in here."
The house was very small and it was loaded with mountains and mountains of books.
"There certainly are a lot of books in here." Erza observed.
"It's like you have your own library." Lucy said.
"I'm a bit of book worm." Levy said.
"A bit?" Natsu said.
"So Levy who or what was this it you were referring to?" Lucy asked her.
"The evil spirit in the mirror." Levy said. "It knows everything and it sees everything. There a very few things in this world that are unknown to it and very few places where it's eyes do not see."
"What exactly is this thing? And what does it want?"
"Years ago an evil spirit somehow managed to escape from the depths of hell and enter our world." Levy said. "Twisted, vile, and cruel it was. It's soul purpose was to spread chaos, misery, and despair wherever it went. My fellow fairies and I tried to send it back to hell but fairies can only do good magic so with the help of a group of wise men we were able to seal the spirit inside of a magic mirror. Unfortunately, though the spirit was trapped it still had it's evil powers and could use them to manipulate it's way to freedom."
"How?" Erza asked.
"Your aunt Minerva is a prime example Lucy. Queen Minerva did not always look as she does now. She started out as a hideous creature and her own father despised her with every fiber of his being. But her sister, your mother Layla saw past her repulsive appearance and loved her. They were inseparable those two, always together laughing and playing and Minerva despite looking the way she did was a sweet and caring girl."
"Are we talking about the same Minerva?" Natsu asked.
"Yes. Believe it or not she was once very kind and good."
"Why did she change?" Lucy said.
"It happened on your parents's wedding day. Originally your father had been arranged to marry Minerva, he was the son of a wealthy merchant and she was the daughter of a land owner. The marriage would have led to incredible wealth but your father was smitten with your mother's beauty and his infatuation turned to love so he married her instead. Minerva was devastated, in tears she fled into the forest where she stumbled on to the mirror. The mirror promised to make her the most beautiful woman in the world and it did but it came at an awful price. The mirror will grant you what you desire but once it's power touches you everything you see becomes cold and ugly and you only see the worst in people. As the years passed Minerva grew more beautiful but she also grew to resent and envy her sister, forgetting all the love and compassion Layla had given her. The mirror was slowly but surely darkening her heart, but then the kind and good King Hector married her and her envy was briefly silenced until that day."
"What day?"
"Seventeen years ago a child was born into the world, a child who would one day grow up to be more beautiful than even her. Seven years after the girl's birth, Minerva sensed that another was destined to surpass her and her jealousy was reawakened. She seeked out of forbidden book of dark magic and witchcraft which I was planning to destroy but she caught me, stole the book, and trapped me for ten years."
"What exactly is going to happen to her?"
"As her hatred and jealousy grows so does the mirror's control over her. Soon the spirit will be able to escape it's prison and take over her body, using it to once again cause destruction to our world."
"But it can be stopped right?" Natsu said.
"If the mirror is shattered by the only weapon that can destroy it then the spirit will be banished back to hell."
"Okay so what is this weapon?"
"I do not know it's exact name. No one does, all we know about it is that it's of ash and cinder on the outside but of the purest gold on the inside."
"What the hell does that mean?" Natsu asked.
"I don't know. It's a riddle that we've been trying to figure out for years but I do know this. The child is now a woman with beauty that far outshines Minerva and if she successfully kills her then that will complete the mirror's corruption. With each evil act she commits it brings her closer to becoming no more than the mirror's puppet and if she carries out that final act it will cement her end and our own as well."
"Who is this woman that she's trying to kill?" Erza asked.
"I don't know her by name, I only know that she has hair as blue rain, cheeks blush as the rose, and skin white as snow."
"Juvia!" Lucy gasped in realization.
"Huh?" Natsu said.
"It's Juvia! She's the one Minerva wants to kill!"
"The princess of Fiore? Are you sure?"
"Yes! Minerva's always been jealous of her! She's the only person she hates more than me! Oh my God we have to find her!"
"I've met her." Erza said. "I know where she is."
"Where is she?"
"Last time I saw her she said she was living in a cottage with three dwarfs."
"We have to get back and find her right away!"
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