#yet another textpost

[kujousaramybeloved]

these just keep getting more and more ridiculous (genshin x text posts part ?/?)

#genshin impact #characters as textposts #dainsleif #kamisato ayaka #scaramouche #kaeya #columbina #hu tao #lumine #rex lapis #gen #i’m still working on the new archon quest but best believe yet another fontaine one is in the works #my posts #image

[rat-presenting]

I really like wwdits I really do but I am going to tear my hair out if they do not let Guillermo and Nandor fuck on screen

#if I can’t have evil vampire Guillermo then I deserve gay sex #seriously I’ve been watching this stupid show since BEFORE it had a fandom I’ve been blue balled for like. coming up on FOUR YEARS #NO I haven’t seen s5 yet but I looked up (some) spoilers because I cannot take another fakeout ending #nandermo #textpost #wwdits

[solradguy]

I'm so grateful that the only GG fans that care about the light novels are the ones that can be normal about things because Lightning the Argent goes from the rawest scenes of carnage imaginable to Ky Kiske doing something mildly religious like offering a short, silent, prayer for someone that got mangled to death by WMD dragons, and I just know that, in the wrong hands, those brief religious moments would generate the most annoying goddamn memes you could ever imagine

#textpost #I have a mountain of beef with catholicism specifically and am negative percent religious #But the punchline to so many Ky jokes is just “ha ha catholic” like come onnnnn get creative #Religion on its own isn't bad. Look instead at how an individual interacts with it and judge from there #Untapped potential in how Ky's consistently depicted praying to Mary/an unspecified female saint for example #Actually... How come I've never seen anyone analyze that aspect of his belief? #His parents died when he was pretty young (iirc) so their influence couldn't've been too much of a contributing factor in that #Maybe he was closer to his mom in the brief time he had with his parent(s)? #Almost all of the Holy Order knights/members they've ever shown have been male too #So I wonder if maybe it's more like the calm/uncombative protective presence of a sacred woman is comforting to him? #It's definitely a stark contrast to the types of things he's generally exposed to in his daily life in any case #Another interesting contrast is how much Sol DOESN'T like religion #He's got some sarcastic lines about God and stuff even pre-Gearification. Wonder what the story with that is... #Anyway Ky only expressing his religion in private moments is interesting to me too #I can't think of an instance where he ever forced it on someone else or tried to explain something as happening just because God willed it #He's smart and logical and yet he still has this spiritual component... #Man is his character is complex. Studying this blond kid under a microscope...

[songforaname]

Pretty sure I've been blocked by someone who used to be my mutual

#textpost #yet another completely brand new experience for me

[sketchingstars03]

just a reminder to say

Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten

and I don’t want you guys to truly forget either

#serious #free palestine #textpost #another reminder to look at the posts on my blogs abt it if you haven’t yet #I should be able to post more new stuff in the coming days

[kuwdora]

I am so stressed that I feel like I'm getting an ucler or something. All I wanna to do is just decompress and work on my fic. unclench and not feel guilty about my anxiety and life stuff...or have the stress lingering in the back of my mind. Writing has helped with this in the past. But the last few weeks I've reach the end of my day and my brain is just floating in a bag of anxiety and I caaaaan't make words. I can only think about writing. At least I've managed to unfuck the snarly bits of my draft before this latest Anxiety happened. So tired. I just need to survive this week. just like last week and the week before. I want to make more words....horny philosophical words...vilgefortz...and geralt... it's 18k...i could probably write like 2k about me spiraling out of control about this writing experience but I don't actually know if that would be interesting to read about. my writerly brain has been catching up to me since it got disconnected by The Depression nearly a decade ago. Brain has woken up now. no longer feel like a desiccated husk. it's really is a joy, even when writing is hard. cause i love writing so much and i couldn't do it for so long. and also omg I just all the other fic growing in my brain. words. i want them out of me. and that sweet ambrosia of Finishing Things and posting. my yennskier fic wips... my radskier wip(s??)... all the other wips. piles of wips. my Ciri grief thing. my words. my storiessss. i have well over 60k of stuff that i need to finish, edit, and post. so many words already there. aaahhh.

writing! but anxiety brain. augh.

#writingdora #blogdora #i have so many feelings about my vilgefortz fic and it's just...i love it so much...i want to be able to write more and play around with it #auaughgghhg stress #seriously Friday is like my big anxiety day of yet another interview and a bunch of work calls and i want to be DONE #also i cannot let my brain get distracted to go and make like 3 vilgefortz/geralt gifsets i NEED to finish the fic first ayiyyiyy. my brain #executive functioning. no anxiety. what a dream. #i had a brief reprieve from my insomnia but it's back and i am feeling gross. sigh #textpost

[lyrepyre]

eagerly waiting the return of the 00's newgrounds x3 XD style art. how come we get a scene resurgence (albeit small) but no characters with wide open mouths with a single fang and eyes that sometimes merge to make an X or a squiggly line

#yet another textpost i guess

[selamat-linting]

it really suck that the places where you usually learn and gain perspective, independence, and maturity (schools, jobs, some public spaces, training and community centers, etc) are also the place that are at best unfriendly and at worst dangerous for racial/gender/religious minorities and is oftentimes just outright inaccessible for disabled people. and then society expects you to be well adjusted even though the avenues of growth are barred from you. the world really does give no chance to thrive if you couldnt be yet another cog to be grinded down to dust by capitalism.

#textposts #thinking a lot about the talk on spoonie spaces and queer groups to be a drama hellhole #and while there is a lot to be criticized and fixed #instead of doing that people just make it into yet another chance to dunk on queer and disabled and ND people #even though the core of the problem is that being opressed for most of your life will make you Fucked Up #because oppression is traumatic and made you live on survival mode instead of learning and growing

[doll-days]

M&M, on the phone with Mark: ...Yeah, so I have to put a pair of shoes outside my door tonight.

Mark: ‘M, why would you do that??

M&M: ...Because I get presents tonight?

Mark: But it’s not even Christmas???

M&M: I have three Santas.

Mark: ...Oh.

M&M: ...Yeah. Old tradition. The history...that’s not exactly something I wanna talk about.

#velvet’s stupid textposts #that was then this is now #twttin #mark jennings #m&m carlson #hcs #headcanon #headcanons #microwave posting #<- i actually have another ship name for them but ehhh whatever #whatever they’re cute & they talk on the phone all the time #also! this is based on the way my family celebrates things in december. how fun #before you say ‘oh but it’s not chirstmas yet 🥺’ SHUT UP LET ME HAVE THIS

[weirdlizard26]

i think the moral of this story is that if you want to talk to people you have to go and actually initiate a conversation with them instead of waiting longingly for them to talk to you first. like yes i know youre anxious i know youre terrified of rejection i know you dont want to pressure anyone but my man you have got to just go and do it. more often than not its literally just fine. idk

#wl26 #thank you for tuning it to yet another bit of me talking to myself through my textposts and letting everyone see it. for some reason #i cant guarantee it will ever get better but we have to at least try. we have to at least give it a shot. #sorry for spamming everyone's dashes today im in a peculiar mood after a long bad day #which is. in the mood to chat but dont really have anything to chat about so i default to talking about myself. as per usual

[poptart-cat-78]

So me and my mom actually started watching “Wednesday” and I knew I’d love Enid

#personal #textpost #the poptart cat speaks #wednesday #enid sinclair #yet another werewolf character i’ve adopted :)

[solradguy]

I haven't had any motivation to work on Interlude since I wrapped up chapter 4 and wrote the outline for whatever's going to come next but today it was really hot, humid, and then it thunderstormed and then Whitechapel released a music video for my favorite track off their latest album and I was finally inspired again

#textpost #Chapters 1-4 need edited now that I know Begin takes place in September and not like friggin June lmfao #But I need to get the chapter 5 idea out before it runs away again #Also I like to think I've gotten a bit better at writing since I was working on the early chapters of this so I wouldn't mind- #-doing another round of quick edits again anyway #Actually what I REALLY want to do is edit the *actual* Begin novel because I want to get it hand-bound for its translation's birthday xoxo #Still need to find someone that does hand-binding commissions and see what it'll cost though but this is a long ways off yet

[snailstrailz]

*deep sigh*

This show is the reason my taste is so fucked up

#/hj #yet another textpost bitches #snail rambles tag #powerpuff girls

[tardistective]

the pure hubris with which i approach abandoned fics should be studied by scientists. those poor fools who tried to read this before me, i think to myself as i click on a fic that hasn’t been updated in ten years, surely it won’t be incomplete by the time *I* get to the end. and then well. you’ll never guess

#and then i have yet another unfinished fic that will haunt me forever as i drag its memory around with me like the body of Hector #and this is a COMMON thing like I do NOT learn my lesson no matter how many times this happens. i am dragging a lot of bodies #fanfiction #fandom #ao3 #ffn #textpost

[cryingatships]

At this point I do not even need to watch the eps of Only Friends to know the plot. A leisurely stroll through my dash will provide me with everything, plot or otherwise

#only friends #tumblr osmosis is too good #ah yes there I see a meta post about human psyche and another about power dynamics and yet another one about economic scenario of the ppl #oh a textpost! #gifsetsss!!! <3333! #GIRLIESSS!! #oh boston is being boston again #nick is beloved by most ppl despite his crimes. smt i can get behind #topmew trouble in paradise?? #sandray my beloveds #<-actual stuff in my dash #why would I need to go through the stress of waiting for eps when i have tumblr ppl (ily all <3)

[le-panda-chocovore]

I've never doubt that you could be a better person, I know you can learn from your mistake. In fact, I do hope you'll become an even better person than you were with me.

(I just wasn't sure if you would - I waited a month and half to see you won't)

The problem isn't really that I don't believe in it. It's how much it takes from me for you to finally change. I asked you again and again, I tried to not care so much, I forced myself to let go.

(I shouldn't have to break myself apart for you to realize your mistake.)

It's amazing that you choose to change, but I will not be there to see you improving yourself. I don't want to be the one following your progress anymore.

(You shouldn't have to lose me to understand the value of my love.)

So please, keep going on your way. Make your promises true, for yourself. Surpass your fears and become stronger. I know you're able to win against this fight.

(I'm so sorry you didn't do it before - Was I not enough ?)

I'll simply wish you good luck. I wish you to be fine. (without me)

Sincerely.

#we didn't need to get through this #yet we did #and it broke me #now you thank me #but i didn't ask for that #i didn't want to do that #you did it yourself to us #i'm glad you're better now #but my hell shouldn't be your redemption #so if you want another chance #it burned through the flames you put in my life #i'm so sorry you lost me #we could have be great together #but it's over now #goodbye love #i still miss you #and forever now #i'll keep you in memories #textpost #personal vent #relationship