#yep ace would have a meltdown ^_^;;;;

[ryuichirou]

So I wonder how Twisted wonderland cast be like murdering for the first time. I want to imagine angst on them and if they are scared or delight. I want to hear your thoughts (maybe except Lilia since he is definitely murder a lot of people.)

Anon, this is SUCH a good question. It made me think for hours lol this is what I came up with!

Riddle could either murder someone on accident or as a corporal punishment (if we take his quirk/unique magic too far), and his reaction would kind of depend on what exactly has happened. If it’s the second option, he’ll try to stay calm, cold and collected, and say that the murdered guy got what he deserved and that he had no choice but to dispose of him. But even then, after he freaks the fuck out of everyone around him and leaves to his room, he’ll probably have a breakdown. Then he’ll just cope even harder to justify what he has done and start offing people left and right lol And if it’s the first option (I can picture him overdoing it with his magic), he’ll probably have a breakdown immediately. Nothing good comes from that, because Riddle’s psyche is already pretty bad, but with such a heavy sin on his conscience, there is no way he’ll be able to face it. Hence, more dangerous delusions and more heads flying.

Ace wouldn’t plan on murdering anyone; he’ll definitely do it by accident. He is petty, but there are limits to what he’d do. And he’d take it even worse than he would’ve thought he would. He’ll hide and will definitely get involved with some shady people who’d promise to cover his tracks for him. Maybe the Octa-trio lol But then he’ll spend his whole life trying to numb this feeling of fucking up So Massively and the feeling of his conscious eating him alive.

Deuce would be terrified because he’d definitely realise what he’d done post-factum, with his fists covered in blood and the murdered guy barely looking like a human. So after having a massive meltdown and screaming in panic and crying, if he isn’t arrested by that point (miraculously) he’ll try to give the guy some kind of a proper burial and just run. We’ll never see Deuce again, because there is no way he can face his loved ones after that. He might turn himself to the police, but his own dream about becoming a policeman... yeah, not happening.

With Trey it’s funny; I don’t think he’d kill on accident. If Trey murders someone, it’s definitely deliberate, and by that point Trey would probably feel like that person deserved it. There are only two people I can imagine him killing (yep Riddle’s parents), and even though he would feel hurt afterwards, it’d mostly be out of his sympathy for Riddle, and not because he did something wrong. He’d have moral dilemmas inside his head, because by saving Riddle from abuse, he also robbed the world of two excellent doctors, which can’t be a good thing. But for a weird reason, Trey just can’t help but think that he did the right thing. Trey is not a good person lol

Cater… I don’t know what would drive Cater to kill someone, it might be an accident, but he also might be unstable and we just don’t know about it yet. In any way, he’s probably the one to cover that fact surprisingly well. Of course, he’ll become even more obnoxious with his fake persona, but everyone would just assume that it’s Cater being Cater, while Cater can still heard people screaming in terror in his head.

I don’t know about Leona, he didn’t seem to mind endangering people all that much. Giving a nod to the character he’s based on, I can picture him plotting his brother’s murder. And maybe I just want Leona to be horrible because it’s more fun that way, but I don’t want him to show any remorse in that situation. Well… Of course he’ll show remorse and try to act maturely and empathetically towards those who are the most affected by Falena’s death, but he’ll also probably have a moment a triumph behind the closed doors. Even if there is some guilt out there, it’s definitely buried under this euphoric joy. Oh, and Cheka?.. He’d better run and never return.

Ruggie could do it either on accident or intentionally, but it probably won’t be personal. He would do it either because he was asked to or because he was saving himself. Either way, he would be shaken up by it, but he’ll try to get over it as soon as possible. So yeah, he’ll sob for a moment, then slap his own face and just keep going. No one would ever guess that he keeps such a wild and horrible secret. Who even knows how many people he’s killed…

Jack would kill a person on accident (he’s very big and doesn’t always control himself well…) and then immediately turn himself in to the police. There is NO WAY he’s hiding it. Keeping it a secret would be unbearable to him, it’s much better to get punished. He’ll also do the whole “apologizing to the family and being willing to do any kind of work to repent” thing. He’s too much of a good boy.

Oh Octavinelle… I feel like merpeople’s relationship with deaths and murder is a bit different, but not drastically, they are just a bit more tolerant to that because this is the reality they live in: it’s very dangerous in the ocean.

And the tweels are even more of a special case, because they are mafia babies who are also kind of sort of cannibalistic. They’ve seen everything, they are super comfortable with the idea of taking someone’s life, and they probably don’t even remember and think much about their first time doing it. They see the world through a very unique lens, so to them it’s a very natural thing. That being said, they do enjoy killing, when they are in the mood. They find the victim’s reaction fascinating, and they’ve seen it all: they’ve seen panic, they’ve seen despair, they’ve seen confusion. I also feel like Jade is a bit more invested in this whole thing than Floyd these days; Floyd is a bit bored by murder at this point, but Jade keeps finding more and more intricate ways to fatally wound someone. It doesn’t mean that Floyd wouldn’t do it for funsies, of course.

Azul is definitely more sensitive than these two, who pretty much lack empathy for their victims, and he is probably yet to kill someone, so when he does, he’s going to remember his first time forever. Azul really enjoys punishing people who he feels are deserving of the said punishment, and he is extremely petty, so I can see him doing the heartless bitch thing and offing someone because he has “ran out of patience”. And he is conflicted, because he feels thrilled when he has this power over people, and he enjoys it tremendously and maniacally, but sometimes he also feels sick to his stomach and gets a lump in his throat and goosebumps and cold sweat for some reason… I guess it’s just disgust, huh? Either way, he prefers to save it for those who are the most deserving of his wrath.

We love the idea of Kalim being a murderous beast with no regard to other people’s lives, but in actuality I feel like he would get terrified by that. He’d probably kill on accident, I can’t even picture a situation in which he would do it on purpose; and when he does it on accident, one would expect him to start yelling and crying, but Kallim would be so deeply affected by it that he would just… go numb for a while. With no reaction to what happened whatsoever, but also terror in his eyes. Jamil would expect him to explode at any moment, but the only thing he’d get is that Kalim would start to act like nothing has happened. Is he lying or did he repress the memories of what he did? Is he going to snap at some point? Is he in danger and/or is he dangerous? Who knows.

Jamil wouldn’t kill on accident – he is too smart to kill on accident; his actions would be 100% deliberate and thought out. And if that’s the case and he ends up killing, I don’t know, maybe someone from the Asims, he’ll probably feel such insane joy that it’ll honestly be difficult for him to hide it. Either that or he’ll kill whoever tries to attack Kalim, and in that case he just won’t feel anything. No matter the scenario, there won’t be any remorse in his heart. But he could also cry in a shower for a reason unknown even to himself afterwards.

Vil…. Oh Vil. Vil is an impulsive killer. He’s rational and humanistic enough to generally think that people shouldn’t be killed, but we’ve seen what he could do when he’s way too overstressed lol So he’ll probably kill someone deliberately, but also out of overwhelming emotions, and then he’ll feel disappointed by himself. He might not feel guilty, but in that case he’ll feel guilty for not feeling guilty. It’s almost like he is a bad person, how could he feel no compassion to the murdered person whatsoever? Is this who he really is, a heartless monster? I also could see him either turning himself in to the police or just leaving his whole life behind and running away, at least at first, until he figures out what’s going on in his heart. Killing is wrong, so why did it feel so right?

Rook is suuuuper comfortable with the idea of murdering someone. He is a hunter and he puts his own meaning in this whole thing – just like a game bird needs to be killed in order for Rook to enjoy the beauty of its delicious meat, sometimes a person needs to be killed just so they don’t piss him off anymore. Of course, the reason is usually not as petty, or at least Rook gives his own poetic Rook spin on it lol

Epel would be a shaking crying throwing up mess after killing a person, even if it was self-defense. He is ferocious, so the guy who he had killed would look like he got attacked by a wild animal and not a frail boy with a knife, but when the adrenalin rush ends and Epel is left with the results of his fury, he’ll definitely have the biggest meltdown of his life. He’d try to do the same thing that Deuce did (bury the body and run away), and he’ll definitely be saddled with guilt, but he’ll also spend a lot of time thinking about just how much the guy deserved it. This is only the beginning of Epel’s troublesome path though, because he’ll definitely get into more trouble as his story continues…

Idia… well, we know what Idia went through already lol we’ve seen his backstory. Of course he didn’t kill Ortho, but he feels like he did, so the emotional rollercoaster he went through is pretty similar in this situation. But if it wasn’t Ortho, but some other person who he would kill physically with his own hands, I feel like Idia would get too overwhelmed, his body would force him to throw up, shut down and go into a coma or something lol But once his physical state is back to (more or less) normal, he’ll cope with what he’s done like he always does – by drowning in his thoughts and feelings. And if he feels guilty, by showering the guy’s family with money (anonymously of course), while snarking at himself that this won’t bring their loved one back and that he is an asshole for doing that. In general, Idia is comfortable with the idea of death, and he knows it’s unavoidable, but he doesn’t like facing it… and even more so, causing it. Maybe it’s due to his selfish personal reasons because of his trauma, at least this is what he would say to himself.

Ortho… wouldn’t care at all. He is way too willing to punish people by frying them with lasers, and he seems to have no concept of giving people second chances and human life being precious lol Maybe because he himself isn’t really an alive human being. He also doesn’t think much about the murders; while he is learning, he still lacks empathy in that department. If a horrible accident happens, I feel like he could be affected by it, but other than that – nah.

I know Lilia is a special case, but I feel like he used to enjoy taking the lives of those who deserved it. Unless ch7 proves me wrong, I’ll keep thinking that Lilia used to be rather ruthless when he was younger lol But at some moment the whole thing got too boring, and then he got even older and wiser and changed his stance on this whole thing. Lilia is very comfortable with death, but he also thinks that every life is precious.

Silver also thinks that every life is precious, so even if he would kill someone (it would definitely be an order, he’s not killing anyone otherwise), he would feel horrible about it. Even if it’s a bad person, even if it’s an enemy, Silver would cry (maybe secretly when he is alone), he would feel responsible for the agony their loved ones are feeling, he would take it extremely close to his heart. He is probably the one to not only remember his first kill, but also remember every single person whose life he had to end. What a nice boy lol

Sebek isn’t as nice, but he also isn’t a psychopath. He’s also young, so his first kill is definitely going to leave an impression on him, maybe haunt him and even make him cry, but he would also really dislike feeling these emotions, because they have nothing to do with his duty and he knows better than to weep for someone who deserved to get killed. That being said, over time he could get desensitized to it that he would actually start to enjoy the power he feels when he ends someone’s life. Maybe it’s cope, maybe it’s him becoming more and more cruel, but with every person Sebek kills, his “armor” gets stronger. Oh, and Sebek is also someone who could kill a person on accident by the way, and in that case his reaction would be more emotional and chaotic, because he definitely wasn’t prepared to face the fact that he is a murderer that day lol

Malleus also doesn’t consider every life precious, because he grew up thinking that people (both fae and humans) aren’t really equal to each other. He has this “distance” between himself and the others and this feeling of loneliness, and he is super petty, so I can see him murdering dozens of people in one move without thinking twice about it. He is way too powerful and mighty to the point that his own humanity gets affected by it, and it’s not unusual for him to get the “well serves you right” feeling towards someone who, even if they wronged him, definitely didn’t deserve to meet such a cruel end. That being said, Lilia did his best to put some empathy and open-mindedness in this boy’s head, so it’s very likely that Malleus would still be affected by the fact that he took someone else’s life. But you know how it is, one moment he cries, and then he just doubles down and starts laughing because feeling powerful and just wiping a large group of people from the face of the earth felt as satisfying as popping a bubble wrap.

#replies #headcanons

[sips-tea-cutely]

Can I request playing animal crossing with the DrV3 boys 🤧🤧

NDRV3 boys playing Animal Crossing

a/n: I LOVED WRITING THIS OMG

#Kokichi Ouma

named his island equestria…/j. in all honesty it was probably named DICEland

HE LOVES zipper so much its lowkey concerning

probably decorated his house with all the easter furniture JUST to piss people off

ALSO has a love-hate relationship with tom nook cause on one hand, he loves how cheeky nook is but on the other, kokichi is so lazy to farm any bells he couldn’t expand his house after paying debts 😭😭

loves to hit his villagers with his net to make them angry (esp bam, reminds him of kaito….)

lowkey vengeful too??? if there was a loot floating around and he was talking w a villager, he would hit them with his net as ‘payback’

his ac profile pic is him w a flimsy axe behind you… ITS /J PROMISE 😭😭

speaking of you, he LOVES to co-op w you, gonta and maybeeee kirumi. his fav thing is to play hide and seek or tag in the game (he always wins at h&s ☹️)

#Korekiyo Shinguji

named his island the default name (Mytown)

he doesn’t rlly have opinions abt his villagers but he really favors blathers, respects his work ethic and likes to listen to his rambles abt the insects

im only /hj when i say that even his house is a dedication to anthropology… like you could walk in and you’d just say “yep this is kiyo’s house.” he used the imperial set + the fossil plaque and incense burner omg lowkey aesthetic tho

i feel like he didn’t know you could have more villagers so for like 9 months, he just stayed there talking to his two villagers BYEE 😭😭😭

LOVES TO FARM!!! omg i wouldn’t be surprised if he could pay off his debts one after the other (although his fav is to look for the fossils)

he also wouldn’t mind if u needed help farming too he just.. REALLY likes farming

he loves co-op!! only requirement is that you must be beside him so he can also see your screen and see him walking around its so cute 💀💀

#Gonta Gokuhara

named it… the island i did NOT ask a gonta bot how dare you

loves blathers!! when i say love, i mean LOVES blathers. loves to bring him bugs but got sad when he saw blathers disliked them

HE USED THE SANRIO SET!!! his fav part of it is the kerokerokeroppi tray ITS SO CUTE <333

FAVE THING is to catch butterflies and tarantulas tbh wouldn’t be surprised if he filled his inventory w them

OH speaking of bugs, instead of running away from wasps, he tried going towards them and had a meltdown when they stung him…

HIS AVATAR’S FACE IS SO MESSED UP….. he honestly didn’t know that you could heal your face until u saw his avatar omg 😭😭 (kokichi then told him you could die and he started to be more careful ☹️)

omg dont let me get started about co-op + gonta… HE INVITES YOU TO ONLINE DATES AND AND YOU RUN AROUND HIS TOWN 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

#Shuichi Saihara

named his town clair de lune (bc he was playing at night and he liked the music at night (clair de lune meaning moonlight))

his fav is bam, likes how hes so much like kaito 😭😭. might even challenge him occasionally

also he HATES tom, timmy and tommy ☹️☹️ reminds kokichi 🤬🤬🤬

OFDKDKREJH he loves to interact with villagers and decorating his house (he def has island togetherness and DIY furniture lv. 5)

tbh his house isn’t rlly much to gawk at but it does def look like a stereotypical detective’s office (coffee, corkboard) w just… a bunch of wreaths in every room

doesn’t like co-op??? he prefers to switch nintendos w you and letting him explore your island while you explore his AHHSSJSJ 🙏🙏

^^ STILL DOESNT MIND IT!! would def love to play w you and kaede. omg and when he found out you could emote? “you paid off your debt? that’s great, s/o! *clap emote*”

#Rantaro Amami

HE NAMED IT [insert your ship name]’s island 😭😭🙏🙏

loves shari, thinks its cool how she can make leaf umbrellas!! thinks her ‘cheeky’ catchphrase is rlly neat

DESIGNED HIS HOUSE FISH RELATEDDD (so many aquariums + the fishing boat flag..)

unlike ppl like kokichi or gonta he doesn’t login daily, he logs in on weekends and when u wanna play tbh

in shsl adventurer style, he likes hunting! i wouldnt put it past him to show you all around his museum tbh, ITS SO.. FULL 😧😧😧😧

he also.. BUILT A PARK FOR DATES??? there are so many flowers of your favorite color, it’s placed nearest to the stars— he’s such a romantic… 🙏🙏 (gotta find myself a rantaro…)

#K1-B0

named it World001.. i love being robophobic 🤭🤭

loves the wisp, kokichi was talking abt how knowing they were annoying for being a scaredy poo and kiibo WENT‼️OFF‼️

tbh hes the type of player that never does the main quest, JUST the side quests, id be so angry…

def is the type who gets motivated for a ‘complete’ profile. naww cause he has so much nook miles…

dislikes zipper, thinks hes creepy.. he heard about the thing where you go out of the screen and zipper starts acting normal and it just gave him the heebie jeebies

he *cough* “cries” when he gets mail… ESP THE ONE FROM MOM!! s—shes so kind?? like he was professor idabashi’s experiment so he never received maternal love it’s just so nice 😭💖

#Kaito Momota

named his island space fantasy (after the universal studios jn ride…)

fav is gullivar, likes his pirate get up and the way he speaks

hes the type of player who has to google everything 😭 like at first he tried doing it without a guide but then after the debts, he gave up

i bet his search history is a lil like ‘how to get abs 1 month’ ‘why is it bad to forge your age’ ‘how many years do you go to jail for age fabrication’ ‘animal crossing step by step’ ‘how to get gullivar on my island’ ‘how to challenge bam’(/hj)

def always fights w bam too (fishing, bug hunting, etc) 😭😭 but like its healthy competition so its ok

HATES THE WISP 🤬🤬 he has the wisp quest and is NEVER finishing it (also lowkey reminds him of pre-workout shuichi and yea… 😨😨😨)

LOVES TAKING PICS WITH YOU?!?!?!?! he saved so many photos of him and you looking at the sky, your avatar smiling, and a pic of bam locked in a fence square (don’t ask…)

#Ryoma Hoshi

he he honestly didn’t put much effort into it since he wasn’t interested at all at first (just named it island…)

omg his house is either all or nothing at all; he mightve just inserts the decor he thinks looks neat or didn’t see the reason why to lose sleep about it and just left it at the default furniture ☹️☹️ (ryoma have some fun plz)

his favorite is saharah cause he appreciates how she makes the own living (he bought alot of rugs but didn’t hv enough space 😭😭 (he didn’t wanna fall for toms schemes & expand))

he also relates a lot to totakeke not the hippie part but the mellowness i something he likes alot

tbh he plays only maybe 6 times a month? he likes to check in on his villagers 💖💖

ngl he doesn’t prefer co-op, he mostly likes to watch you instead and give you advice based on his own experience

#mod maki #danganronpa #killing harmony #kokichi oma #kokichi ouma #shuichi saihara #gonta gokuhara #kiibo #k1 b0 #kiibo idabashi #drv3 k1b0 #korekiyo shinguji #rantaro amami #kaito momota #ryoma hoshi #kokichi ouma x reader #kokichi oma x reader #shuichi saihara x reader #gonta gokuhara x reader #kiibo x reader #k1b0 x reader #kaito momota x reader #korekiyo shinguji x reader #rantaro amami x reader #ryoma hoshi x reader

[imaginethebeautifulworld]

Hello! ¡Hola! Ciao! Salut ! So question: what would you do if you ever met Gilbert, Lovi and Arthur in real life? And possibly where would be the location of your meeting? 🙃

Dear Ancients are you trying to kill me? @_@

Salutations, Lovely~ I'll try to be as... realistic as I can here, I guess.

First off, I at least know from experience that I would keep my panic at bay until I was finally alone again, when I would have a full on meltdown. I don't-

How do you cope with meeting someone you've been lowkey daydreaming about for the past ten years? Silently vow to yourself to keep calm and carry the fuck on, and make sure you never let them find out that you've been writing fanfiction about them for near a decade.

As for how I would meet them?

Well, that's honestly a really hard one to answer, luv. ^_^; Despite my severe social anxiety, I casually befriend people all the time, in some of the most unpredictable ways.

I based each of these loosely off of how I actually met some of my friends, as realistically I can't even begin to narrow down just how I meet/befriend people.

Arthur I know would be the most likely candidate for actually, unintentionally running into. My ultimate goal for years has been to move back to London on a permanent basis, hopefully earn my Masters equivalent in History or Journalism. Now, I gotta be honest, I was rarely ever in my dorm except to sleep; there was a whole city to see!

I got roped into a giant game of Manhunt in Southwark with a bunch of (at that time) strangers, I wandered the damp silt along the Thames when the tide was low, bonding with some Crawlers over the cool ass artifacts we found, and there was Brazilian student I became Whats App buddies with during a weekend bus trip to Belgium, bonding over our books, the fact we were the only singles in a tour group filled with couples, and everything we thought the other should explore back in London.

I can honestly say that Arthur is... Welp, I just think out of the three of them, however we meet would be the most random happenstance. Maybe he's the punk I bonded with while in the queue outside Garfunkle's, singing along to the vintage tunes and gradually loosening up into overly dramatic faces and silly dances.

Gilbert would... As much as I love him, I feel like in real life he would probably intimidate me at first.

He reminds me of these guys I met in Montmartre that started walking with me, rambling at me in French, then English, trying their damndest to convince me to let them buy me a coffee. I thought I was in the clear when I used Italian to say I didn't understand what they were saying, and my fucking luck that one of them was fluent in Italian, too. Or maybe he's like the guy who was at the Venice airport waiting for the same flight, bored out of his mind and playing wallball with a small bouncy ball he had in his pocket, who I ended up asking to join when my roommate fell asleep on her then-boyfriend, now-husband. Or he'd be like the kid who accidentally got locked into Regent's Park after hours, and I helped him climb over the fence to get back out. Or maybe he's the guy I made laugh in an Amsterdam grocery store because of my mini meltdown over finally finding Cool American Doritos at 10 pm, who then helped me figure out exactly which pre-sliced deli meat was turkey-esque.

The thing with Gil is that he's such an extrovert that I could see him being the one more likely initiating any possible friendships.

And then there's Lovino.

If he were true to canon, he's more than likely the one approaching me. Maybe he's the guy who rescued me in Rome from the tourist trap gladiator actors, who will gladly take pictures with you, but don't tell you till after that you're suppose to pay them for each photo. Or maybe he's the guy from the flight to Roma, who was on the phone before takeoff cursing lowly in Italian about politics, and for my dumbass and smart mouth to immediately start commiserating with him, the next hour and a half spent venting to each other about our nations' mutually terrible politicians, and the woes of living in the hellishly expensive London. Or, or! Lovi could be the man I saw in the Barcelona airport at 4 am eating breakfast, who was just so beautiful that all of my party kept checking him out. My philosophy has always kind of been to regret the things that you do rather than didn't do, so as we all got ready to head for our gate, I politely approached him to tell him that he was the most beautiful person I had ever seen. And his smile-

To this day, whoever that man was, he is still the most beautiful person I had ever seen. But when I said that, and he smiled at the compliment, only to return it with this earnestness that still makes my heart flutter even as I write this well over five years later-

Anyway.

I'm sorry this got so long, but really I'm not quite sure how else I could go about this. ^_^;

I make friends in all kinds of situations, something that's both a curse and a blessing. I couldn't possibly guess the circumstances, couldn't even begin to imagine how or when it'll happen.

Just keep an open mind, an open heart, and find confidence in who you are, and the rest pretty much follows~

Thanks for the ask, Lovely!

#aph england #aph prussia #aph romano #i don't even try to make friends sometimes it just happens ^_^ #i have such severe social anxiety and yet somehow- #anon asks #personal asks #ace speaks #hello lovelies! #this ended up being a mini montage of some of the guys who attempted/partially succeeded to steal my heart in Europe #I'm still friends with a lot of them to date! #the location is impossible to predict as are the circumstances #all i know is that i probably wouldn't know any of their names till long into the budding bromance and by then #yep ace would have a meltdown ^_^;;;; #in retrospect i may be more an extrovert than previously thought #yeah i fell in love with a stranger at an airport #and had two aghast Americans and one awestruck irishman asking me how the hell i was able to talk to him #it was literally like 'hi excuse me i just wanted to tell you that you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen and i hope you have an #amazing day' only for him to just light up like the literal sun with this perfect smile and a warmth that filled me to my toes #yeah #i still think about him sometimes. i hope he's doing okay.

[letsbenditlikebennett]

Short Girl Summer || Ariana & Nell

TIMING: During Midsommer Nightmare POTW PARTIES: @nelllraiser & @letsbenditlikebennett SUMMARY: Freaking out over her newly found shoplifting hobby, Ariana runs to Nell to see if she can help get Otto out of her head. 

With yet another backpack full of shoplifted items, Ariana was beginning to freak out a little bit. Between all the overwhelming things going on and now having someone in her head, she was about to have a full on meltdown. Whoever was in her head needed to get the fuck out. It dawned on her that Nell seemed to know a lot about different kinds of magic and would be her best bet for help. She shot her a quick text that she was coming by before running over. She was a bit winded as she greeted, “Nell, hey! Sorry to like come over out of the blue, but I’m freaking out a little bit here and I think if anyone would know what the fuck is going on with me, it’d be you.” 

It was one of the rare moments Nell was actually inside the Vural house, not spending all that much time inside its walls even though Bea was back. The perimeter spell pinged on her wrist as someone crossed the property line, and thanks to Ariana’s message, she was able to meet the interloper on the porch of the house, raising a hand to wave to the other girl. “Hey!” she called out with a smile. But it quickly turned to vague confusion as she took in the girl’s appearance and state. “Have you been...running? Are you alright? There’s not anyone chasing you, right?” Had the last of Celeste’s parents come? Or perhaps Layla’s? Already, she was reaching for one of her hidden knives, hypervigilance making her be safe rather than sorry. “What’s going on with you?”

It didn’t dawn on Ariana just how alarming her appearance was until she saw the confused look on Nell’s face. She looked bad. She’d been running with a backpack filled with stolen goods and she was growing more antsy with the other person inside her head. “No, no,” she explained as her voice still sounded winded, “No one’s chasing me. I just--- I may have a lot of stolen shit in my backpack due to the current thief living inside my head.” She gasped in a few deep breaths. Why she sprinted instead of running a comfortable pace, she didn’t know, but everything seemed to be piling on in a way that made her doubt her own sanity. “I should back up with that. I’ve had someone else’s thoughts in my head and I guess they’re like a klepto or something. I thought maybe you’d know what kind of magic could cause that… and maybe make them get the fuck out of my head.” 

The tension in Nell’s shoulders faded away as Ariana confirmed that she wasn’t being pursued, though it would take a moment longer for all the nerves that had gathered in her stomach to melt away entirely. It always took longer to rid herself of the alarm than it took for it to come on these days. Still...Nell’s confusion was palpable for a moment as Ariana explained. “Thief living in your head…” the witch echoed, trying to figure out why that sounded familiar. “Wait, have you been having dreams and stuff, too? Like weird ones? And sometimes you wake up from them with injuries?” Could this be what Morgan and Harsh had been talking about? Nell herself had experienced bits of it. Then as an afterthought- “...what did you steal?” she asked curiously, looking around at the backpack.

It became obvious that the stress was beginning to catch up to Ariana. She hadn’t meant to have such a freaked out reaction to stealing every shade of liquid lipstick she could get her paws on, but here she was, opening her backpack and showing Nell the assorted makeup and snacks currently residing in her backpack. She remembered from the one time she came over with Celeste and Ulfric that Nell loved Takis, so she handed her a bag. “Yep, definitely been having weird dreams. Apparently I’m not the only one. Are you having them, too,” she asked with a concerned look on her face. Her own panic quickly turned into worry for someone else. Though she did need to chill with the stealing. Werewolves and prison did not mix. Waking up bleeding was also not a good time either. “Yeah, thankfully startling awake before injuries can get too bad, but it’s freaky and I hate it.” She looked back up to Nell and asked, “Do you know what could cause something like this?” 

Nell’s eyebrows raised ever so slightly at Ariana’s haul, not exactly being a do-gooder herself, but this seemed like quite the steal. “Oh wow that’s...a lot.” Her gut reaction was to ask whether or not Ariana was alright, but the answer to that question was obviously ‘not quite.’ But she cooed a please “Ohhhh,” as Ariana offered the Takis, not hesitating for a moment to rip them open and dig in. There was no quicker way to Nell’s heart than Takis, and it seemed like the witch’s familiar refused to be left out as the Ovinikk, also named Taki, appeared, immediately beginning to meow insistently for the food. “Thanks! Do you want some, Ari?” Nell nodded in response to Ariana’s questions, trying to be the calm in the situation. At this point, there was little that surprised Nell when it came to White Crest and its fuckery. “But yeah, I’ve been having some. And I’ve heard of a few other people having them. The fact that it’s affecting so many people would mean that it’d have to be a lot of witches casting the spell if it was that sort of magic. And even then, it would be tricky. I’m not sure exactly what’s causing it but...I don’t expect it to be anything good.” She led the werewolf towards the couch, not liking the way she’d seemed distressed only a few moments ago. “Here, come on- sit down. You’re probably tired after coming all the way here. Are you thirsty?”

Ariana knew this looked bad. Given it was bad, but she didn’t want to totally freak Nell out. She still felt like she was buzzing, but she tried to visibly calm herself at least. It wasn’t as if Nell hadn’t had a lot going on lately, too. It seemed like everyone did these days, but she held out some hope that maybe Nell would know how to at least get Otto out of her head. It would hardly fix all of her problems, but at least he wouldn’t be able to find out any more about her or even worse, about the mess she’d gotten herself into with Lydia and Ace. She smiled weakly as Nell took the Takis and Taki came to join. “Yeah, I’ll take a few,” she said as she grabbed a handful from the bag. They were pretty solid as far as snack food went. She followed Nell in and took a seat on the couch. Her head was still spinning though she let herself relax a little bit. “Right, I hate that. I think I preferred the murder mimes,” she huffed as she leaned back into the couch, “I doubt it’s good and having someone in my head on top of everything else going on is driving me a little crazy.” Then there was the fact she had to keep her thoughts on Lydia guarded. “A drink would be good,” she answered. Once Nell returned with a drink for her, she asked, “So, do you at least know who is in your head?” 

Nell handed the drink to Ariana before settling on the couch next to her. Taki immediately jumped into her lap, rubbing his face against her hand in demand for some of the chips. He didn’t have to beg as Nell offered him one of the spicy tubes, and Taki chomped it down in a flash. Then she set the bag between her and Ariana, so that they might share. “You know...I never thought I’d say this, but I think I prefer murder mimes too. At least you can stab them and they die.” And they don’t know all your deepest, darkest secrets. “Is it ever good having someone else in your head?” But what else was driving Ariana crazy? Was it Celeste related things? “Are you...doing alright?” she tried her best to ask, realizing that maybe she should have checked in with Ariana more often. “But yeah, it’s some girl named Norma. She’s really weird, and tried to throw me under the bus in a dream witch trial. What about you? Do you know who you have? What do you know about them? Maybe if you need to, you can just leverage knowledge over them in return if it’s complicated.”

It was hard to not find the large cat enjoying Takis. Like witch, like cat? Was that a thing? While Ariana knew quite a few spellcasters, the whole world of magic was still a bit of a mystery to her. “It’s pretty cute that your kitty likes Takis, too,” she noted with a laugh. She sank further into the couch and longed for the days of murder mimes. At least Celeste had still been alive then, too. “Stab ‘em or eat ‘em-- both work. They taste like croissants and disappointment though. Mine turned into a freaking striped werewolf which-- rude.” Her head tilted a bit and she realized Nell made a good point. “True, it’s not ever good having someone else in there. Guess I just have things going on that require some degree of discretion.” She faltered a bit when Nell asked if she was alright. She’d never been a good liar and she supposed there was no need to lie to Nell. “Honestly, not really, but like I’m not in immediate danger or anything.” Ace was though. Her fight with Rio also still left her a bit reeling. “I think I have a way to make most things better, at least.” She vaguely remembered a Norma from Layla’s birthday party. “That is weird. A dream witch trial? That’s not fun. At this point, I don’t know, but they’re sketchy as fuck. Guess I can count on the fact we both probably have dirt on each other to not cause too much trouble.” She went over the thoughts that weren’t hers in her head. “Well-- definitely some sort of thief. They think about some chick named Nadia a lot. Apparently she looks hot on a motorbike. They’re a bit judgy-- apparently bell bottoms aren’t cool.” She looked to Nell still concerned. “Norma’s not giving you problems, right? I’d totally bite and fight someone a little for you.” 

Nell looked fondly towards Taki as Ariana mentioned him, feeding him another little chip. “I taught him well,” she joked lightly. The bond between her and the familiar was as strong as ever, and Nell found herself grateful for the millionth time in her life that the black Ovinikk had chosen to come through for her during the summoning ritual on her fifteenth birthday. “He’s also an Ovinikk so- he tends to like spicy things, too.” As if affirming the words, a small burp tickled the front to Taki’s mouth, a lick of flame spouting forth via the bodily function along with a small puff of soot. “You ate your’s?” Nell confirmed with a smidgen of amusement. Maybe some would say it was a strange form of auto-cannibalism, but there was something strangely funny about the concept to the witch. Then she sobered once more, looking over Ariana carefully. “You’d let me know if you needed help...right?” She didn’t want to be overbearing when it came to Ariana’s problems, but she also didn’t want to find the young wolf impaled on a silver sword one day. The mention of her nightmare only caused her stomach to turn over once again as she remembered the pile of bodies she’d killed, the ones wearing the faces of her friends. “Yeah, not really fun. But I’m glad you have something to hold over his head if he decides to fuck off with some of your dirt.” As for Nadia. “Oh, I know her. Luce hangs out with her a decent amount. And no she hasn’t really given me problems she’s just sort of...strange. Thank you for your fierce offerings in these trying times, though,” Nell finished on a lighter note.

The little huff of a flame that came out of Taki’s mouth when he burped was too adorable and Ariana cooed over him. “Oh my god, I’ve never heard of an Ovinikk before, but I’m convinced he’s the cutest one.” It was easier to focus on an adorable versus pondering her own problems which seemed to be an endlessly growing list at the point. All of it just made her miss Celeste that much more. Somehow, she always knew what to do. Or at least, she had always made it seem that way. Even when they were both still kids, she always had this composure about her that made everything feel like it was going to be okay. Without that guiding force, she felt all the more lost. At least she could laugh a bit at how she handled her mime. “Well, like not totally. It tasted like stale croissants, but it tried to kill me so fight or flight kicked in and I turned into a wolf. It also turned into a striped, silent wolf. Kinda had to go for the throat to not get killed and all. Dipped when my friend’s mime turned into a fucking bear though because no thank you.” Part of her felt guilty when Nell asked if she would tell her if she needed help. She knew handling the Lydia thing on her own wasn’t the smart idea, but she did have it handled. At least, she thought she did. “I would, yeah. I think I have most things to the point where I can work them out, but if it gets to be too much or I’ve bitten off more than I can chew, I’ll let you know. Winston kind of made me assure the same thing, too.” She hoped Nell would have an answer for the whole shared brain thing, but it seemed White Crest was just being… well, White Crest. “Well, glad yours isn’t too much trouble. I don’t think mine will be seeing as we’ve worked together a bit in the past. Didn’t realize he was in the business of relieving people of things they don’t need, but you know, whatever.” She shrugged even though it still stressed her out. He was asking about Lydia aka the last thing she needed anyone knowing about. 

Nell was pleased to see that Ariana seemed to have the same opinions as her when it came to Taki and his cuteness factor. Taki, meanwhile, had been uncertain about the werewolf before— but fickle and prideful beast that he was, he promptly rolled over and splayed his legs into the air in his cutest position, quite happy to be receiving the adoration he was certain he deserved. “You’re absolutely right,” Nell confirmed with her strong bias. “You should have downed some butter along with it,” she commented with a hint of humor. “Could have made it a whole snack. But fair enough to draw the line at wolf mimes.” But her light tone only went so far while she listened to Ariana’s insistence that she could handle it. Where had she heard something like that before? She thought hard for a long while before coming to the embarrassing conclusion that it had been from her own mouth, countless times throughout her life. “RIght- I’m not surprised Winston made you promise, too. They’re probably dealt with me enough to recognize another spicy salsa girl when they see one.” Then she carried on a little more seriously. “But seriously don’t hesitate to ask either of us if you need anything. And keep those glamours charged in case you need them.” As for the linked thoughts situation...Nell wished she could have provided something more helpful than a place to hide with stolen goods. “I’m sure it’ll all blow over. Everything always does in White Crest.” One way or another. “But obviously feel free to hang around until you think you can safely leave with a bag of stolen goods,” she teased lightly.

As Taki rolled over, Ariana found herself cooing and smiling over him. She loved when Luna would do the same pose, but she wasn’t sure how the not so little creature would feel about belly rubs. So she watched in adoration instead. She couldn’t help but laugh at the butter comment. “You know,” she said through giggles, “That actually would have made it better. Guess I’ll have to leave the mimes a Yelp review.” The mimes imitating her and wolves was still insulting. “Oh yeah, clear the hard line there. Werewolves aren’t supposed to be striped or silent.” It meant a lot that she found a community of her own. Maybe it wasn’t all wolves, but it was nice that Nell felt inclined to look out for her. The same went for Winston. She had plenty of support to get her through some of these crazy times, it was just hard to not feel entirely overwhelmed in this thick of things. “I appreciate the standing offer for help. With you, Winston, and the other wolves by my side, it’d take a really stupid person to mess with me.” She laughed slightly, “I guess just knows how us spicy short girls work. They’ve been very… I think great about covers it.” She glanced down at what used to be Celeste’s glamour on her right hand. It’d been a bit since she’d charged her own. “I’ll have to do that when I get home. I haven’t tried it in a while, but not looking like me could always come in handy.” The thought to use it to spy on Lydia again popped into her head, but she knew that was a terrible idea. She was sure this support system she built up wouldn’t want her being needlessly reckless. She relaxed a bit into the couch taking a handful of Takis. “Thanks, Nell,” she responded, “I feel a lot better, but if you’re down for a movie or something, we could do something actually fun.” As Nell went through the channels picking something to watch, she felt at ease for the first time since her thoughts had been hacked.

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I don’t want to strengthen the sluggish label that all bisexuals are greedy

I donвЂ

t want to strengthen the sluggish label that all bisexuals are greedy

By Dom Peppiatt, Monday, 16 September 2019 13:10 GMT

We donвЂ

t want to strengthen the sluggish stereotype that all bisexuals are greedy but on Wednesday September 11, 2019, once the Tokyo Game Show trailer for Final Fantasy 7 Remake dropped, i really couldnвЂ

t do any work with three hours. Along with just about each of games Twitter, I happened to be swept up in a thirst publishing social media marketing cyclone that basically revolved around yeeting photos of last Fantasy 7вЂ

s fundamental cast into the void and gushing on how fucking hot all of them are after their 22 12 months radiance up.

TifaвЂ

s arms, RenoвЂ

s chest, BiggsвЂ

cheekbones, Aeris for the reason that dress, JesseвЂ

s asymmetrical bangsthem, Pygmalion style, into an Unreal Engine 4 character creator… itвЂ

s like Square Enix took a composite of all the most common features from my Tinder match list and trained an AI to sculpt. Literally making my aspirations become a reality.

“Tell me Ifrit isnвЂ

t bait for probably the most intense type of bear/daddy fan art” Those eyes!” exclaims Rude as he views Cloud for the time that is first. “I understand, friend, I’m sureas I melt into a feckless pile of goo” I whisper at my monitor. Clearly, RudeвЂ

s commenting from the Mako coursing through every molecule of our spiky haired protagonistвЂ

s human anatomy, nevertheless the headcanon IвЂ

m shipping has a lot more of a ‘love in the beginning sightвЂ

kinda vibe.

Then we arrive at Reno the cocky, open redhead that is shirted very very first aided me be prepared for my bisexuality when Square Enix first circulated Final Fantasy 7: Advent kids in 2005. This cunning flirt, this CGI catnip in human form in the film, Reno evolved from this podgy clump of polygonal limbs to this androgynous nymph. Minimal did i understand it, but RenoвЂ

s appearance for the reason that terrible animated spin down film would instigate a lifelong attraction to (and subsequent dating of) androgynous people, redheaded people, and individuals that prefer to wear matches with a lot of buttons undone.

If Square Enix has a leaf out from the last Fantasy 15 book of ‘how to flog a dead horseвЂ

, possibly we’re able to see an Episode Reno DLC once all the chapters of Remake are call at the crazy an statement that, if my Twitter feed is almost anything to pass by, would deliver gamers of all of the sexual identities into meltdown, IвЂ

m yes.

Thus far, weвЂ

ve seen Jesse, Barret, Tifa, Aerith, Biggs, Wedge, a fresh (since yet unnamed) SOLDIER, Cloud, Sephiroth, Reno, Tseng, Rude, and also two summons Shiva and Ifrit. All are fit. Yep, perhaps the spirits. You appear at Shiva and let me know she actually isnвЂ

t radiating Big Domme energy. Let me know Ifrit is bait that is nвЂ

t probably the most intense sorts of bear/daddy fan art.

IвЂ

ve also seen pouches for the deep, dark internet thirsting following the sleazy vibes of Mark HamillвЂ

s Don Corneo, drawn in by the thrall of his greasy lilвЂ

moustache and daft, tufty mohawk appearing like most of the worst individuals at a Kasabian gig. The main point is, in terms of IвЂ

m stressed, IвЂ

d swipe close to every one of those individuals (and spirits) on Tinder. And now we have actuallynвЂ

t also seen Yuffie or Vincent yet. Be nevertheless my emo that is beating heart. Yes, IвЂ

m being glib and foisting my unadulterated thirst you solely for activity value, but i actually do think thereвЂ

s a spot to be produced in switching every one of one’s in game characters into a whole thirst trap: it is progress.

ItвЂ

s another action away from that hackneyed videogame attention roll of just attractive to a man look of creating ladies attractive (browse: big upper body, quick dress) whilst making most of the guys a palette swap of Marcus Fenix or Doomguy. Last Fantasy 7 was always a location for https://www.camsloveaholics.com/ thirsty gamers to project their lustful dreams a cursory search of any hentai imageboard will show that in a heartbeat therefore in switching those poly that is low models into these genuine angels that appeal into the the greater part of sexual choices… well, just what has Square Enix surely got to lose?

A palette swap of Marcus Fenix“ItвЂ

s another step away from that hackneyed videogame eye roll of only appealing to the male gaze of making women attractive whilst making all the men”

Right individuals, homosexual individuals, greedy bisexuals like myself and whatever other mixture of sex identification and sexual choice that enjoys gaming has one thing to love right here (except, evidently, my primary partner). No accounting for flavor, eh?

In a weather where designers have criticised for virtually every thing they are doing, personally i think it is crucial to commemorate Square Enix to make a cast of figures that everybody can fall deeply in love with yet again, for his or her characters and their character arcs, as well as their God that is frankly tier visual. We wonвЂ

t be objectifying the heroes and villains of Final Fantasy 7 Remake or playing the video game solely for intimate satisfaction, IвЂ

ll be playing it with a huge, dumb Labrador laugh plastered across my face because I’m able to reconnect with a game title that piqued my interest as being a hormones addled tween whilst being awed by way of a cast of characters that is simple on the attention.

I really hope everybody else plays it exactly the same way: interested in the figures that do it for you personally, and appreciating that even although you wouldnвЂ

t share a sleep with Cloud heвЂ

s a fucking gorgeous ottery twink that may cleave you by 50 percent with simplicity (interpret that while you will). Many Many Thanks, Square Enix, for creating a cast that sacks down appealing to your male look and alternatively appeals into the individual look rather. The thirsty females, gays, bis, pans, aces and whoever else when you look at the ever expanding Fantasy that is final fandom you.

Of all of the modifications Final Fantasy 7 Remake is making towards the game, it is maintaining probably the most essential element of its legacy intact: back when you look at the 90s, the Enjoy Doh character models and glimpses of gorgeous spiky haired heroes in low res cutscenes somehow been able to capture the imagination of the generation of horny teenagers. The Remake is performing all of it once more but this time around, I’m able to even appreciate it more because IвЂ

ve arrive at terms utilizing the proven fact that IвЂ

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Happy-Happy-Joy-Joys

I don’t know how to start this post. I’m not good at talking about this stuff. Give me astrophysics over touchy feely crap any day. Better yet, give me neuroscience. Alas, apparently I’m going to talk about my feelings and personal stuff that’s happened it the last little while because I have feelings about it. But I’m also going to have to warm up my FeelingsBrain. Let’s start with some dot points

I’m dating a person (an actual human person)

I really like her.

We’ve had happy-happy-joy-joy times.

I haven’t freaked out about all of this yet (much)

I did freak out a little bit last night.

She was patient and kind and didn’t judge my freaking out.

We both hate olives.

I think I’m maybe actually happy and this is new and strange. But I’m going with it.

Okay. Now I need to actually flesh those out. My brain needs to keep this kind of dispassionate at the moment. But let’s just go for it:

I’m dating a person (an actual human person)

Yep, this is now a thing. I was kind of ready to be dating, but I had sort of assumed that I wouldn’t find anyone who was okay with the Ace/Grey-A thing I’ve got going on. I guess it’s true that when you stop looking, someone will find you.

I really like her.

Like, really like her. I’ve known her for five years or so and I can’t ever see myself getting bored of her or not liking things about her. I’ve known her for a long time, I know her very well and she’s an incredible person. We might have only been dating a short time but I feel like the past five years have been her showing me that she loves me. I love how smart she is, I love how kind she is, I love how patient she is. I love the way she touches me and how she intuitively knows what I need before I do, not just in the bedroom but in day-to-day stuff too. I’m going to go as far as saying that I love her. (I’ve loved her as a very dear friend for a long time, but now I *love* love her.)

We’ve had happy-happy-joy-joy times.

Yes, this is the way I’m choosing to talk about sex. Or sexual activity. Or relations. Or whatever you want to call it. As a grey-a, I like to kiss and cuddle and hold hands and be physically close to a person while keeping my pants safely attached to my bottom bits. But I *do* like kissing and cuddling and associated-above-the-hips activities. Now, as a trauma survivor, I like for no one to ever touch me and to not have any part of my body aroused by any other human, thank-you-very-much. I had assumed that it was easier to balance this by just not having any kind of physical intimacy at all. I have missed the emotional intimacy that comes with relationships but it wasn’t worth the cost of physical intimacy to gain that emotional bond. Anyhow... not the case here. When this relationship was just a friendship, it was still one of the most intimate relationships I’ve ever had- the depth of conversation, the breadth of topics, the honesty and kindness and willingness to listen and respond and meet each other’s needs... All of that is still there. The easy friendship we had has made it much easier for me to trust, and so far I have very much enjoyed the physical side of things too.

I haven’t freaked out about all of this yet (much). I did freak out a little bit last night. She was patient and kind and didn’t judge my freaking out.

This is not quite correct. Last night when the enormity of my feelings (inevitably) hit me, I cried and played sappy love songs and probably I shouldn’t have done those things while driving on the freeway in the rain. However, I also had an adult discussion with her about how these feelings were swirling around in me. The universe rewarded me with a calm, rational and positive response from my *gasp* girlfriend. She was understanding and shared her feelings with me in return. Apparently this is how adult relationships are supposed to function- honest conversation leading to understanding and a better connection. It’s a first for me, but I quite like it. Last night we also had a particularly *close* physical time which was quite a bit more than I ever thought I would experience again. Emotionally it was powerful and sweet and very, very big. I spent today letting these experiences get filed away in the right places of my brain- I kept waiting for a trauma-related meltdown but none came. I’m still not freaking out, but I do think I need to slow down a little bit. I want to keep experiencing this relationship and I want to work out what life looks like, but I don’t have to do it all at once. I’m going to just let each day come and I’m going to enjoy it. And I’m going to deal with whatever experiences come along as they happen and trust that when I’m told that I’m safe and loved that I really am safe and loved. And if I start to freak out again, then I’m just going to have another adult conversation with my *gasp* *girlfriend* because I like how adult conversations work.

We both hate olives.

Okay, so there’s more to it than that. It’s just that it’s a new thing I’ve learned and it brings me joy. We just seem to have so much in common. Yes, we have plenty of varied interests, but we both love art, music and science. We have similar taste in food and a few hobbies that overlap nicely. We’re good friends, and that hasn’t changed- all the things I already knew about her are still the same. Really, only two things have changed: one, we cuddle and kiss and... well, happy-happy-joy-joys keep occurring; and two, I’ve got a slightly (okay, significantly) more vested interest in the welfare of a particular red headed best friend. I’m delighted to find out new things that hadn’t occurred to me to ask before, like ‘how do you feel about olives?’ and ‘what’s your favourite way to cuddle?’

I think I’m maybe actually happy and this is new and strange. But I’m going with it.

Relationships and I have a complicated history. I’ve never had the pleasure of dating someone who was as smart as me before, or who was as sexually compatible as she is. I’ve also never dated anyone who was able to have an adult conversation about something instead of playing silly games or trying to score points. There’s going to be a lot of firsts for me in this adventure, and I really have no context to predict what they might be. However, I feel safe and validated and cared for, and I really, really care about this woman. After everything I’ve been through these past few years, maybe I’m allowed to just be happy? I know it won’t always be easy, god knows we’re going to have our chanllenges between our rich trauma histories, but I’m willing to work it out for the chance of something amazing.

I’ll keep you posted!