#worst story experiences would probably be sweet halloween‚ meteor impact‚ and human comedy in no particular order

[ayakinari]

of all the ways i expected 2022 to go becoming an enstarrie was not one of them

#negative or positively i cant say honestly its just baffling in itself #tell me this last year and i wouldve laughed #acanthe and valkyrie was one reason. another was actually so i could talk to this really cool girl in my class and having 0 social skills i #had to resort to a common interest i didnt think id get in this deep what is wrong w me #well on the bright side i did manage to befriend her and some other nice classmates of mine!!! #got to hang out w her outside of classes a couple times with some of her friends too it was fun actually socializing for once #what i wasnt expecting was being emotionally devastated at nearly every single story i read i was absolutely in shambles in my friend's dms #i thought it was just another idol series. i was wrong! #that all nighter i pulled after finishing the anime reading a bunch of stories and i still went to class. slept through half of it though #terrible experience would not recommend doing that #duck rants about something #honestly was never particularly interested in idol guys considering ive been into stuff like aikatsu and pripara among other things but damn #ok maybe it was also bc of naru her tgirl swag piqued my curiosity and that led to learning what the hell was up w eichi and wataru #somehow #further leading to watching the anime and wow i am never getting out of here am i #○|￣|_ #incredibly sorry for the person ive become. kind of. not really #worst story experiences would probably be sweet halloween‚ meteor impact‚ and human comedy in no particular order #meteor impact especially was. augh. i was crying in a call trying to reread it #ive read it like? three times now i think? it rly broke something in me #chiakana truly the world i love them and their ryusei family so much #and shu's development always makes me. *punches a wall and cries* #you'd think stories with ''comedy'' in the title would be lighthearted and comedic but no all it does is rip my heart out of my chest #and cause me to sob uncontrollably #putting off actually reading marionette though it already broke me in the anime idk if i can sit through the actual reminiscence story #rly like steampunk museum though its just nice!! the ending was :]]] #knights slowly growing on me too next time theres an opportunity i might cosplay as one of them #i think i have a bad habit of making one sentence personal posts and then writing a dozen tags. i will not change this #too embarrassed to make actual coherent posts so talking in the tags >>>>>>>>> #back to agonizing over schoolwork i guess