#why am I doing this to myself

[kassylin]

Little things used to mean so much to Shelly. I used to think they were kind of trivial. Believe me, nothing is trivial.

#the crow #brandon lee #eric draven #shelly webster #why am i doing this to myself #my edit

[brighteuphony]

cooking some kakashi

#naruto #kakashi #wip #why am i doing this to myself

[keferon]

#why am I doing this to myself #help #those aren’t just frames #those are key frames #they are all mostly different #I drew Wing over 400 times already #animatics are fun #maccadam #idw wing

[nothingbutloveforyou]

want to play with your hand, run my fingers over your knuckles, every little scar, mole or freckle. want to hold it and feel the warmth against my skin and let it remind me of you being here with me

#why am i doing this to myself #ugh #nothingbutloveforyou

[dianagj-art]

Me: wow I have a lot of files on my wip folder, and so many more drawings I want to work on

My brain: Okay, I hear you, but what if... we start another animation about this thing you just saw

#IS A SHORT ANIMATION #IS JUST A WALK CYCLE #IT SHOULDNT BE THAT HARD #I CAN DO WALK CYCLES #OHHHHH BUT THEY ARE ROBOTS !!! #THE THING I DRED MORE TO DRAW #WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF #my to do list: finish pb&j villian duo dtiys. start angelpuns and ellie's dtiys. do slau thumbnails. work on the 2 animatics im already #working on for slau and a crossover. keep working on kidnapped au pages #and thats just the to do list of the fandom stuff i do for fun. thats ignoring the stuff i do for work and commissions #why am i like this??? #anyways is gonna look cute and i love the idea. goodbye sleep. i want to finish this rn #dg rambles

[black-leather-sketchbook]

silly boys

#rwrb #red white and royal blue #firstprince #adelaida art #gods i really don't need another fandom #why am i doing this to myself #why have i watched the movie so many times #what is this book doing beside my bed #what is this separate folder with fics #cries in monarchy

[lauranalanthalasa]

What if, once Aziraphale has been briefed about everything in Heaven, he is left alone in a white space, no windows to look at the world, no desk (do you remember, how Gabriel didn't have a desk), no books, no art, no music, no sound and - of course - no Crowley, and after being there for a while, he gets flashbacks of all the wonderful memories he has of being on earth, with Crowley.

Crowley rescuing his books and making the paint gun stain disappear. Crowley making Hamlet a hit and just meeting up with him at St. James Park. Dining at the Ritz and toasting the world. Just being at his book shop together. All the times they touched, the dancing. And you just see all the emotions that brings with it, played out by Michael Sheen. Aziraphale then remembers everything Crowley said to him before their last breakup - and everything he said back - and we see a kind of shocked and distressed understanding dawning on his face, because he finally starts to understand just what went so terribly wrong during this conversation.

And then he remembers the kiss. And - finally - a tear rolls down his face, accompanied by a faint smile while he hears Crowley's voice in his head "You are so clever! How can somebody as clever as you be so stupid?!".

And then this feeling is back - well it didn't ever really leave, but it's starting to take over now: Everything would be better, if he were just near one particular person.

And then he finds a way to go back to Crowley. To apologise. To tell him, that he got it all wrong. That he never wanted for Crowley to become an Angel again, because he thought he wasn't good enough. That he loves him just the way he his. And that despite it all - even if it is too much to ask -...

#gos2 spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens meta #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #ineffable husbands more like ineffable idiots #ineffable pain #ineffable idiots #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #why are you doing this to me #Why am I doing this to myself

[pseudowho]

This Blacksmith!Nanami fic is devouring me, and it's got me thinking about writing an Outlander-ish/JJK Nanami or Higuruma fic, except Kento/Hiromi is a Heian era sorcerer and the MC is thrown back in time and into his lap.

I'm swooning. I'm SWOONING. HELP.

-- Haitch xxx

#jjk #kento nanami #jjk nanami #kento nanami x you #higuruma hiromi #kento nanami x reader #nanami kento smut #kento nanami x y/n #nanami fluff #jujustu kaisen #hiromi higuruma x reader #jujutsu kaisen higuruma #higuruma smut #kento nanami smut #higuruma hiromi x reader #pseudowho #pseudowho already has far too much to write #Why am I doing this to myself

[imposterogers]

I feel like it’s always framed as ‘oh foggy is the one in unrequited love’ when matt is the one who overtly designates their relationship as romantic. like when they were stumbling around drunk together and matt pulled foggy close, saying he’s looking for someone he likes listening to while staring at foggy. or when foggy says ‘we’re going to share everything [...] for better or worse’ and matt is the one who immediately goes ‘it sounds like we’re getting married’. or when matt says to foggy, out of no where, ‘youre not going to kiss me’. matt always compares their dynamics to a couple bc that’s what he wants them to b!!!!!

#matt murdock #mattfoggy #foggy nelson #daredevil #why am I doing this to myself

[izloveshorses]

the 4x06 callback (tehe this is 6x04 <3)...... the little smile and shoulder bump she gives him,,,,,.... the way she immediately clocks his Worried About His Sister mood,,,... the way they can have their little emotional release with each other but can say 'i'm done now pls' and the other will say 'okay',,,,, the proximity.,,,, the height difference,....,, ladies i fear i am not beating the Over Them allegations

#the 100 #bellarke #iz watches t100 #6x04 #why am i doing this to myself #i want to ram my head through drywall

[lorcandidlucienwill]

“When I—was taken,” I ventured, almost stumbling on the word, almost saying left. “Did she and Tamlin …” I was not faking the twisting low in my gut. “No,” he said hoarsely. “No. When Calanmai came along, he refused. He flat-out refused to participate. I replaced him in the Rite, but …” I’d forgotten. Forgotten about Calanmai and the Rite. I did a mental tally of the days. No wonder I’d forgotten. I’d been in that cabin in the mountains. With Rhys buried in me. Perhaps we’d generated our own magic that night. But Lucien … “You took Ianthe into that cave on Calanmai?” He wouldn’t meet my gaze. “She insisted. Tamlin was … Things were bad, Feyre. I went in his stead, and I did my duty to the court. I went of my own free will. And we completed the Rite.” No wonder she’d backed off him. She’d gotten what she wanted. “Please don’t tell Elain,” he said. “When we—when we find her again,” he amended. He might have completed the Great Rite with Ianthe of his own free will, but he certainly hadn’t enjoyed it. Some line had been blurred—badly.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

How can anyone say he doesn't deserve Elain? How can anyone say he doesn't deserve happiness?😭

#pro lucien vanserra #lucien vanserra #elucien #pro elucien #screaming sobbing throwing up #why am i doing this to myself

[mnemov]

Shang Qinghua And shen Qinghiu

#svsss #sqh #shang qinghua #airplane shooting towards the sky #scum villans self saving system #shen qingqiu #sqq #sqq fanart #svsss sqh #mnemo’s notes #it’s 3 in the morning #why am I doing this to myself

[broadwayinabox]

The “A Little Priest” dress I’m making for Patti Lupone’s concert is taking shape!

#spacing 30+ names is exhausting #a little priest #sweeneytodd #sweeney todd #sweeney todd revival #mrs lovett #broadway #sondheim #patti lupone #crafting #embroidery #why am I doing this to myself

[go-catch-a-chickn]

glaring at gally

glaring at thomas

glaring at teresa

+bonus:

one last look at newt and teresa

#guess who watched tdc AGAIN #why am i doing this to myself #tmr #the maze runner #the death cure #sad tmr hours

[noridoorman]

I'm seriously considering making a fanfic about N and Uzi being childhood friends but they seperated after a while and didn't have that much contact before reuniting again. Like, that would be so cute and so much potentional for fluff, I can't-

(and Uzi getting rewind powers like Max in LiS)

#I'm already writing 2 fics #why am I doing this to myself #md #murder drones #nuzi #n x uzi

[lauranalanthalasa]

You know, when Maggie says in episode 6

We're not a game. We're real people. You can't just pair us up for your amusement.

it reminds me awfully of God in season 1 stating

I play an ineffable game of my own devising. For everyone else it's like playing poker in a pitch-dark room for infite stakes, with a dealer who won't tell you the rules, and who smiles all the time.

And it makes me think: did God somehow pair up Crowley and Aziraphale for Her own amusement? Does She watch them struggle and suffer, smiling all the time because She knows, they'll find each other eventually?

I mean, if their existence and well-being aren't each other's infinite stakes, then I don't know what is.

Just sayin'.

#the choice of words is deliberate #this is more fuckery i just know it #this show will be the death of me #why am i doing this to myself #i like making things painful for myself #why am i like this #aziracrow #good omens