#which is hilarious because this account ain’t supposed to host all these depressing posts but then I did it anyway. sorry about that

[flhoarder]

Therapy might help…? Either way, hope you feel better soon. *hugs*

Hey thanks for actually reading that word salad!??!

It probably would if stars align, I’ve heard really good things from people. I have tried myself but never turned out too effective. I think my issue is I couldn’t will myself to tell a real person about these things. It’s stupid, but that’s a whole issue on its own.

It was a damned miracle that I got diagnosed for my other thing but psychiatrists are different. Nowadays I just walk in and go “hi doc, the usual” and out of the door in 30 seconds. With therapy, well, you gotta actually talk. That’s a hell of a mental block to get through.

#I’m going to mark this as… not depression chat but trauma chat? doing a lot of these lately damn #which is hilarious because this account ain’t supposed to host all these depressing posts but then I did it anyway. sorry about that #might keep doing a few more posts like these in the next few days actually so #just to not make things awkward as fuck #please just block this tag. kay? #this one right here: #my bullshit my rant i am the captain of my own ship and all that crap #I will delete these posts in a few days except asks because I can’t just delete people’s asks like an asshole #and I do appreciate you for reading these things. I do. so thanks a lot if you are doing that #therapy #trauma #meta #ask