#which i ubderstand bc they have hniversal healthcare here

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Honestly so consumed by thoughts rn

#personal #rlly struggling tbh #aus government said my visa application is likely to be denied bc of my MS #which i ubderstand bc they have hniversal healthcare here #but also #it feels so fucked up they can tell me to gtfo when ivw handed them 7k and im on my knees begging to be able to stay here with my fiance #i just keep thinking about the what ifs #theres excitement about the possibility of living in WA state agajn #theres frustration #and like #what about all my shit #i gave away so much stuff i loved to move herr #and my cat!!!! #and if i get denied ill have to do it again #and then its flipped #and my fiance has to move away from all he knows and we have to give up our cat #ugh #im just so distracted today by this. #and probably for awhile