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lilac.

— mark lee

･*:༅｡ the one where mark sees you in for the form of a flower, and that you were undoubtedly the living being of a lilac.

aka, all the meanings of lilacs translated into your love for one another.

purple lilac.

meaning: first love.

The purple lilac symbolizes the emotions of having your first love — which is exactly what you were to Mark.

Not only were you his first love, but he knew you were going to be his last. No one else in this world would be able to replace you and how strongly Mark felt about you.

First loves were a crazy thing.

It could either be the best, or the worst thing. But in the end, first loves were always an incredible experience.

You weren’t Mark’s first crush, nor his first kiss, but you were the first person he had ever experienced such strong feelings for. The first person who he felt his heart race for at the mention of your name, the first person who could make him smile and laugh even after having the worst possible day, the first person he felt like he could truly trust with his entire being.

You were everything to him.

Mark could recall the moment he knew he was in love with you. It wasn’t anything too special, but to him it was incredible, a moment he would never be able to forget.

“Okay so, hear me out.” you exclaim. “I was babysitting Taeyong’s niece right, and she asked me to play MASH with her and I am fully convinced that this shit is a fortune teller.”

“Really, how so?” Mark asked with a laugh, as he stared up at you with amusement. He watched as you brought out the folded piece of paper before seating yourself onto his lap.

“Well, after we came to the conclusion that she’d be living in a mansion with her crush with a pet horse and eleven kids, she insisted that she’d do one for me. And look,” you opened up the paper as Mark glanced quickly at it, seeing the letter ‘H’, the number ‘3′, the word ‘kitten’, and his name circled around the paper. His eyes instantly lit up.

“So we’re gonna get married, have three kids with a pet cat and live in a house together.” he spoke softly, a smile on his face.

“This may be a shitty meaningless piece of paper but I’m keeping it,” you state. “And this might sound really stupid but, I don't know, this gives me a small sliver of hope that this could be our future. I mean, if I was ten and playing this I would’ve been convinced this paper would guarantee my future.”

“Bring this paper out at our wedding. It’ll be a hit with the guests.” he smiled against your shoulder, placing a soft kiss to the skin. “And when our kids are old enough to understand, it’ll make a great story to tell.”

You felt the heat rise to your cheeks, his arms wrapping around your body as he pressed a kiss to the top of your head. This was the moment Mark knew this was it for him.

He was undoubtedly, irrevocably, head over heels in love with you. And although he had already said those three words to you and meant it, right now was the moment he knew he wanted you to be in any future he was destined to have.

“I love you so much.” he uttered softly against you. His statement so simple, yet was enough to send your heart into an absolute frenzy of emotions.

“I love you too Mark.”

You had given Mark the piece of paper to keep, knowing during the times he was away from you he would need something to look at.

Mark kept that paper safe as if it was something so fragile, and so sacred. To him, it was.

This was one of the most significant memories of your relationship with Mark. He often thought about it, whenever he was thinking of you — which to be fair, was all the time.

Sometimes he would need reassurance that he wasn’t the only one who felt the way he did. That you indeed wanted to spend the rest of your life with him as well.

Mark often felt insecure, he wasn’t your first boyfriend, nor were you his first girlfriend. But he always felt like there was someone else out there who could love you even more than he could, or someone who could make you even happier than he did.

But in the end, you always told him the same thing. “Look at that piece of paper, and remember how much that small thing means so much to us.”

And he did.

It was crazy to him how much one person could mean the entire world to him. How every time he looked at you all you had to do was smile at him to take his breathe away, how he found you so breathtakingly beautiful he almost felt like you were unreal, and how the simplest of touches could make his heart clench so much.

You were his first and his last love.

And you were everything and more to Mark.

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white lilac.

meaning: purity & innocence.

Before you and Mark had gotten together, he thought you were the most pure being he had ever laid his eyes on.

He was astounded at how kindhearted and open-minded you were. That you were possibly one of the most caring, and understanding people he had known in his entire life.

You were the definition of pure.

Everything about you was just so good, Mark was instantly hooked on you.

Despite that fact, he never discredited the fact that you of course had your flaws and had your bad days. But somehow all the positive and amazing qualities about you managed to overlook all the terrible things.

Mark couldn’t describe how much of a great person you truly were. Although you had a very short temper and on occasion snapped at the smallest of things, you were easily redeeming off every good deed you did throughout your life.

Some things were so simple it was often overlooked, but your more grand gestures Mark seemed to really admire. You were constantly going out of your way to help everyone, whether it was a close friend, a family member, or even a stranger you would probably never see again, you never missed the chance to help in every way you could. Sometimes you would disregard your own feelings to put other people before you, allowing them to feel content in themselves. You provided so many people with a sense of comfort and joy, Mark felt like he was the luckiest man in the world to call you his.

“You wanna know why I’m the luckiest person?” he asked suddenly as you looked at him with curiosity.

“Why?” you ask him.

“Because I have you.” he commented, grinning at your now flustered state.

“Oh shut up.” you muttered, blushing softly.

“I mean it though,” he stated, laying beside you on your bed. “You’re the best person I have ever met. I know you’re far from perfect but to me you are beyond that. Everything about you is so great, and I just, I feel like you make me a better person. You don’t realize it, but I notice everything you do, and how amazing you are. And you have such a good heart, I don’t know anyone more incredible than you babe.”

“Okay, that was probably the sweetest thing you’ve ever said to me.” you exclaim, pressing your lips against Mark’s. “Thank you. That means a lot.”

“I just want you to know how incredible of a person you are.” he whispers, lips slightly ghosting over yours. “And how much I love every single thing about you.”

Mark always had a way with words. He was always saying the most loving words to you, and he always knew how to make you feel special. Those were the one of the the many things that you adored about him.

You of course had thought Mark was the most remarkable human beings you had ever known. He was just as kindhearted as you were, and so wise and understanding. He was someone a lot of people could rely on for support, and he gladly gave that.

But you were Mark’s main focus, and the way he treated you was beyond anything you had ever experienced before. He put you first, always thought of how things would affect you, always took your feelings into consideration.

He wanted to assure that you were 100% content in your relationship, but the truth was, the small things he did for you was what made your relationship so special. You took note of how considerate of a boyfriend Mark was, and aside from the inevitable fights that came along with being in a relationship, Mark still made being with him so worth it.

He too was such a pure soul, and you admired everything about him — that’s what everyone loved about your relationship. How genuinely perfect you two seemed to fit together.

How somehow you both retained such purity and innocence.

Or what was once your innocence.

Before Mark you had never even dreamed of letting another being touch you in that way. Your knowledge was high of such topic, however you yourself was untainted which many of your friends seem to joke about.

But of course, Mark would be the person who would steal your innocence.

But never once could you ever say that you regretted it.

“W-wait wait,” Mark pulled away abruptly from your lips. “Maybe we should stop.”

“Why?” you ask, still straddling his waist, his arms holding your hips down from moving against his.

“I don’t wanna get too ahead of ourselves, you know,” he murmured. “Because if we keep going I might not be able to stop.”

“Don’t stop then.” you exclaim, your lips hovering over his.

“Dont joke about that,” he uttered. “Because I actually won’t.”

“Then don’t stop, Mark.” you whispered, your lips attaching to his once again.

That was enough for Mark to continue, the kiss becoming more heated as you grinded against him. “Fuck wait,” he stilled your hips once again. “Are we actually doing this?”

“Do you want to?” you asked him.

“Do you want to?” he returned.

You let out a breathy laugh, shaking your head lightly. “I thought it was obvious enough.”

“Well, I just don’t wanna make you uncomfortable and if you don’t actually wanna do this we don’t have t-“

You cut him off with a short kiss to his now swollen lips. “I want to.”

His lips once again returned to yours as he pulled down the zipper of your dress before swiftly disregarding the material off your body. He looked at you with hooded eyes and took in the sight before him as his heart hammered against his chest.

He had never seen anyone more beautiful.

He pulled you into him, pressing delicate kisses to the the expanse of your chest, and then onto each shoulder as you shut your eyes in pleasure. Your fingers tangled in his hair as he continued his assault onto your neck and your mind raced wildly.

Before you knew it he was pulling off his shirt and pants, hovering over you in an instant. “I hope you know I’m not doing this because I’m horny.” he whispered against your lips. “I’m doing this because I love you.”

“I know Mark,” you uttered. “I love you too.”

And it was then he pushed himself into you as you revelled at the slight sting but overall pleasure of him inside you. He groaned into your neck, slowly thrusting himself in and out.

The rest of the night was spent with him showering you with a dozen kisses and exclamations of his unconditional love for you. He thanked you for being his first, and for being everything he ever wanted in a lover. You remembered the endearing words he spoke and how you were in near tears because of it. You remembered telling him how he was going to be the only person you ever wanted and no one else could replace the amount of love you had for him.

And although you were no longer innocent, your love for one another remained as pure as ever.

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blue lilac.

meaning: happiness & tranquility.

Mark’s happiness laid with you.

Always.

Whenever he was with you, whether or not you two were out and about or staying in the comfort of your own home, there was always a sense of contentment with him.

You were his safe place.

Fights rarely happened between the two of you, but even when they did, it only took a few hours at most to recover the minor damage of the situation. Mark needed his happiness with you, because even for just a few moments he could forget about the other stressors in his life and just enjoy the presence of your being.

Because even if he was having a shitty day, and even if he wanted to scream at the world out of pure anger, he knew you were going to be there for him and take it all away.

The instant he saw you he felt tranquil. Calm.

He was at ease as soon as he was with you, and having you beside him was enough to bring him into his happy state once again.

Your friends were constantly in awe at how easily Mark could succumb to you. How all you had to do was hold him and he was putty in your hands. That all his issues could go away in an instant as soon as you were there by his side.

It truly amazed everyone at how much Mark loved you.

“Where the hell are we going Mark?” you ask with a laugh as he opened the passenger door.

“Just get in babe,” he urged quickly. “I had a great weekend planned out. You’ll enjoy this.”

“My boyfriend is essentially kidnapping me and not giving a single clue as to where we’ll be for the next three days, how am I gonna enjoy this?” you question.

“Baby,” he let out a frustrated huff. “Trust me please.”

You sigh before chuckling, kissing his cheek softly. “Okay, I’m sorry.”

You get into the passengers seat as you watch Mark walk over to the driver’s seat. He looks at you and breathes deeply. “I’m just taking you on a road trip to the beach, I missed you a lot and I just want us to be alone for the weekend.”

“I missed you too, and I’m really glad you planned this out for us.” you smile.

For the remainder of the ride he holds your hand, rarely letting go. You notice the way his thumb rubs small circles on your hand, and how warm his feels in comparison to yours.

You can’t help but watch Mark as his eyes focus onto the road ahead. You admire how well the sun hits him just right, the way his eyes glisten, and the very faint smile that tugs at the very corners of his lips. His head slowly moves to the beat of the music and you can only acknowledge how insanely in love you are with him.

Your staring doesn’t go unnoticed as Mark’s lips twist into a smirk. “Babe you’re not that subtle at staring.”

You turn away with a blush as he lets out a soft laugh. “You’re cute you know that.”

“Stop making me blush.” you exclaim in embarrassment, letting go of his hand to hide your face.

At a stoplight Mark turns to you, grabbing your hand once again to intertwine your fingers together as he leans over the console to kiss you. “I love you so much.” he utters and your heart starts to beat wildly.

“I love you too.” you say softly, trying to keep your racing heart at bay.

Despite the many years you and Mark had been together, there was never a single moment that he couldn’t make you flush and make your heart go crazy. Not once did his actions seem to lose its effect on you, and for that Mark held a lot of pride in.

For a few moments no words are exchanged between you and Mark, instead you admire the view outside and how securely Mark holds your hand. He hums to the faint sound of the radio until he lets go of your hand briefly to turn the volume up.

“Put your head on my shoulderrr!” he sings loudly as you chuckle. “Hold me in your arms..” he looks over to you a grin plastered across his face. “Baby, squeeze me oh so tight..” he winks at you making your stomach flutter. “Show me.. that you love me tooo.” he sings an octave lower.

You laugh, shaking your head at him. “You’re such a dork.”

“Sing with me baby.” he urges, stopping briefly to persuade you.

You sigh but comply anyways as you two sing loudly to the song. “People say that love's a game, a game you just can't win, if there's a way, i'll find it somebody, and then this fool will rush in..”

He turns the volume louder as you two continue belting to Paul Anka, and the beautiful sounds of your laugh fill his ears as he feels the familiar tightness in his chest. His eyes still focused on the road, but he manages to steal glances at you and he loves everything he’s seeing.

From that point on, that song became the most significant song that defined your relationship, and the memory of being in that car with you on that very day was something you and Mark held dearly.

Mark could think of many memories that were filled with happiness, nearly everything the two of you shared was something that he would always remember.

He loved spending time with you, because you always seemed to brighten his mood no matter what. And he loved how easy it was for him to forget every distraction and focus on the euphoric feeling you gave him every time he was with you.

He remembered the day you two had chosen to stay at home for your two year anniversary due to the heavy snow storm, and the look on your face when he placed that shining promise ring onto your finger.

“Okay, so I know our anniversary could’ve been a lot better considering I made a reservation at that new restaurant downtown, and planned for us to spend the night out, but I guess this will have to make due-”

“Mark, I don’t care where we go as long as I’m with you. This is just as good as the restaurant.” you assure causing a small smile to form.

“Well, in my opinion I still think you deserved something better, but anyways, I have something that’ll make up for it.” he exclaims as you raise your eyebrows in curiosity.

“What is it?” you ask.

“I have a speech first.” he announces. “Don’t laugh at me though.”

“I won’t.” you manage to stifle a chuckle.

“Okay well then, here goes,” he exhales. “I uh, I wrote this whole thing on my notes but I can only remember parts of it so I’m sorry if this sounds stupid and messy. But, I just want to say that you mean a whole lot to me. You’re the love of my life, and I know we’re still kinda young but I genuinely do believe that. And I know we may not last forever, but I really hope we do. Because I want to marry you someday, and be the father of your children, and have the family we both dreamed of having. But right now, I’m just enjoying every time we spend together, because every second I’m with you makes me feel like the world is perfect. And you are the best person I have ever known, and fuck, I just want you to know that I love you more than anything in this world. You make me a better person, and you do so many things for me that I am so fucking grateful for. And I just want to promise an endless amount of love and happiness for you that I will work hard to give you all the time because that’s what you deserve. I promise to love you till the end of time-”

“-And you’re crying, oh my god, I’m sorry! Was it that bad? I’ll stop!” he panics but you wipe your tears away and grin at him, tackling him into a hug.

“No you idiot, I’m crying because, I just love you a lot, okay?” you hiccup, feeling the pad of his thumb brush your tears away. “And that was so fucking cute.”

He smiles at you, hugging your body tightly to his. “I have one more thing babe.”

He brings out a small blue box with a bow tied around the top, taking the lid off as your eyes widen in surprise. You gape at how gorgeous the ring was as you watch your boyfriend bring the band over to your left ring finger with shaky hands. He places it slowly down your finger before pressing a long kiss to your hands. “Happy anniversary baby.”

As he promised, Mark really did give you endless happiness. And you did the same for him. Both your efforts made every moment of your relationship worth everything, and the love you had for one another seem to grow more and more each day.

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magenta lilac.

meaning: love & passion.

You and Mark rarely got into fights, but when you did they were always rather messy and dramatic. Your arguments never really consisted of petty things that you two would get over in a few hours, no, they were a lot worse than that.

It was usually filled with insecurities, doubts, and fears.

Although Mark loved you a lot, and trusted you with everything in him, he was wary of other people and the way they acted towards you. There was no doubt you were attractive, and because you had been committed to Mark for many years, countless men would try and break your loyalty hoping to corrupt the happiness that laid in your relationship.

Mark was insecure that he would lose you to somebody better, considering he had always thought there was someone out there who would make you happier than Mark ever could.

He was always quick to voice his insecurities to you, and you always reassured him that he was the only person in your eyes. You couldn’t believe that Mark could ever belittle himself like that because he made you so incredibly happy that it was almost unreal.

Though Mark still felt the opposite sometimes.

You and Mark faced similar problems, tons of girls would continuously throw themselves at your boyfriend. The fact that he was tied down to one girl for so long made him all the more tempting in their eyes. You never worried too much, because you knew about his immense love for you, and though there were times you doubted that, you knew better than to let your insecurities get the best of you.

You managed to control your fears better than Mark did.

“Mark what is wrong with you?” you ask in annoyance, grabbing onto his arm firmly.

“Nothing’s wrong, will you let go of my fucking arm please.” he exclaimed passive-aggresively as you loosened your grip in surprise at his harsh tone.

“What the fuck is your problem?” you question. “Why are you acting like this?”

“I’m not acting like anything, go back to your friends I don’t have time for this right now!” he seethed as he walked away from you.

You gaped at him as you watched his figure grow smaller and smaller in the distance until you finally lost sight of him. You let out a frustrated groan as you walked back inside the venue.

You sat down, mind wandering to what you could have potentially done wrong. You rationed with yourself that Mark was acting this way for good reason, because he never got angry with you without a rational explanation.

You remembered walking into Taeyong’s party, a multitude of his friends already intoxicated and laughing wildly among themselves. Mark held his arm around your waist protectively as you two walked side by side to find Taeyong.

The party was going well and Mark seemed to be enjoying himself, grabbing a drink himself while conversing among his friends. With your knowledge and a promise to return in a few moments he had walked off with Donghyuck and Lucas for a game of beer pong.

You began talking to Joy, catching up with your friend and sharing a few jokes before feeling a hand tap lightly on your shoulder. You turned around in surprise once coming face to face with your ex-boyfriend.

“Hey Joy, mind if I talk to y/n for a moment?” he asked politely.

“Yeah of course, I’ll catch up with you later y/n.” she smiled at you before standing up from her seat and sauntering off into an unknown direction.

You felt your throat tighten as you nervously bounced your leg up and down, your ex placing his hand on your thigh in an attempt to calm you down.

“Long time no see.” he teased lightly, but you couldn’t muster up a single thing to say. “I haven’t seen you in so long. How long has it been? A year?”

“Two actually.” you clarify, though you showed obvious disinterest in your conversation.

“Well how have you been?” he asked.

“I’ve been great, thank you.”

“Ah really? You seemed pretty devastated the last time I saw you.” his failed attempt at trying to lighten the mood only seemed to make you grow more angry.

“That’s because I found out you were cheating on me.” you snap. “I need to go.”

“Wait, y/n.” he stopped you suddenly. “I need to say some things to you.”

“Make it quick please? I need to go find my boyfriend.” you emphasize as he looked taken aback at your statement.

“You have a boyfriend now?” he asks.

“Yeah, for two years now.”

“Oh, wow,” he utters. “Well, look, I don’t know if this will change anything between us, but I miss you a lot. And, seeing you for the first time made me realize how much I love you, and all the time we spent together. And I get it, you have a boyfriend now, but, if there’s any way we can start things over, I’d really like that.” as he massaged your thigh.

And you backed away from in an instant. “You’re fucked if you ever think I’d want to be with you again.”

You walked away quickly trying to find Mark in the sea of people, and that was when his attitude toward you turned sour. You sighed realizing that, maybe he had seen what happened, and the inappropriate way your ex had been acting towards you. You got up from your seat, intent on trying to find Mark and clear up the problem.

“Have you seen Mark?” you asked Lucas and Jungwoo, interrupting their conversation.

“Last time I saw him he went upstairs to Taeyong’s room. Said he needed to lay down for a few minutes.” Lucas answered.

“Okay, thank you!” you exclaim, rushing out of the kitchen, pushing past all the drunken people who seemed clueless to their spatial surroundings. You practically ran up the stairs before bursting into Taeyong’s room to find your boyfriend laying on the bed with a pillow in his arms.

“Babe,” you say softly, shutting the door quietly before walking over to him.

He glared at you as he turned away, his back facing you. “I know what you saw downstairs but-”

“Look, if you still like him then you have every reason to be with him. I won’t stop you.” Mark interrupted.

“Why would you ever think that I would want to be with him over you?” you sighed.

“I know how much you liked him, and I know even after he cheated on you and broke your heart you still missed him. I know, because I was there, y/n! When we were still friends I knew how much you liked him.”

“Exactly Mark,” you say. “I liked him. A lot. But I love you.”

“Didn’t you love him too?” he asked, turning his head over his shoulder to face you.

You shook your head. “No way.”

“You’re just lying-”

“You were my first love. And my only love. I liked him a lot yeah, but I never loved him. I had feelings for him, but nothing compares to the way I feel about you Mark.”

“I just, I feel like I’m not good enough for you.” he admitted with a heavy sigh. And your heart broke upon hearing him confess such a thing. “Like yeah, I know you love me, but sometimes I get scared that one day you’ll just see me and realize that you could do better. And I’m not saying your ex is better, because fuck, I would never cheat on you, but, maybe there’s someone else. And I just freak out, and I don't mean to take it out on you, but you just, god, I just love you a lot and it scares me that someday you won’t feel the same anymore and just leave.”

You let out a shaky breath, wrapping your arms around Mark’s body. “I can promise you that’s never going to happen. No one else is better than you Mark. You deserve me as much as I deserve you. And that’s a whole lot because you’re an incredible person, and you are my literal soulmate. I swear to god if you ever feel like this again just talk to me okay? Because it breaks my heart that you’d even think about this in the first place.”

“I’m sorry, babe.” he turns around completely to face you. You see the tears forming in his eyes and you press your lips softly to his forehead. He buries himself into the crook of your neck, and he cries softly. You feel the tears on the skin of your neck and you can’t help but hold him tighter.

Though Mark is a lot bigger than you, he feels so fragile and broken in your arms. “I love you, okay Mark? Don’t worry about me leaving you, or that I’d ever stop feeling the way I do now. When you promised me you’d love me till the end of the time, that goes the same way for you okay? I will love you forever, Mark. I promise you that I always will.”

And he believed that.

Your love for one another was a beautiful thing. Not only was it your first, and pure and tranquil, it was passionate.

It was a strong and barely controllable emotion that you two had only ever experienced with one another.

You and Mark were many things, but that was made everything about you guys perfect. All the hardships and problems you two faced, alongside the countless moments filled with happiness and content, your relationship was what everyone could describe as true love.

And as beautiful as it was, it was often compared to the beauty of a flower. One flower to be exact. A lilac; and in all forms of the lilac, this was the flower that defined your relationship, and the way Mark felt about you.

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Love Is a Noisy Word

Love Is a Noisy Word novel is a Romance story about Chloe Tillman and Sebastian Davis.

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Chloe Tillman was a senior student at Westside University. For some reason, she earned her own living by running an online business selling sex toys. As for why she ran such a business, she was able to make huge profits by doing so as long as she was thick-skinned enough.

Right now, Chloe was delivering some goods for an order she had taken online. “The fifth floor of the Dixon Group…” she muttered while walking into the Dixon Group with an inquiring mind toward the strange environment.

Suddenly, she noticed with her bright eyes that the doors of an elevator nearby were about to close. In a hurry, she shouted with disregard for her image, “Wait up!” Time is money! I have to hurry back to class after delivering the goods! she thought to herself.

She dashed forward almost at the speed of an athlete running a 100-meter sprint, but she couldn’t stop herself in time after throwing herself into the elevator. As a result, she staggered and hilariously tripped over her own feet. I’m done for, she wailed inwardly while closing her eyes. Damn it, why am I so down on my luck?!

However, the pain she was expecting never came, for she was held in a pair of strong and muscular arms. She caught a whiff of the pleasant and captivating peppermint smell of a man; his warmth enveloped her at once, making her feel as though her heart had been gently lowered after being suspended for a while.

Intoxicated with such a strange feeling, Chloe thought to herself, Why does this scent smell so comfortable and pleasant? I feel like I’m wandering through a sea of tender and green peppermint leaves in a comfortable and natural way.

Just then, a loud thud snapped her out of her fantasy. A tragedy ensued—the box she was carrying dropped to the ground, scattering all kinds of sex toys all over the floor.

Sh*t, this is so embarrassing right now… Chloe only felt herself blushing all the way to her neck. However, the instant she looked up, she was stunned by the man before her eyes.

An extraordinarily good-looking face that couldn’t be described in words suddenly appeared before her eyes. Its features had mixed-descent characteristics, and its outline was so pronounced as though it was a work of superlative craftsmanship. The man’s dashing eyebrows slanted upward, and the intriguing look in his inky eyes lent him an air of mystery.

Chloe sighed. This seemingly noble, elegant, and somewhat chilly man was the most breathtakingly handsome person she had ever seen. He seems to be staring at me with a weird look in his eyes, though. What’s wrong?

His thin lips parted slightly just then, from which a deep and elegant voice—as melodious as a piece of music played using the cello—flowed out slowly. F*ck! Only then did Chloe snap out of her marveling of the handsome guy and recalled the sex toys scattered all over the floor. I’ve really lost face this time. Luckily, he and I are the only ones in the elevator.

The man’s noble gaze turned from the floor to her cheeks. Looking at her with an elegant and distant look in his eyes, he parted his thin lips. “Be careful.” With that, he exerted some strength on his hands.

It was only at that moment did Chloe notice where the man had placed his hands. Oh, God! Damn it! Breaking away from the man immediately, she crossed her arms over her chest before giving him an angry and wary glare. What a beast dressed in gentleman’s clothes! All right, he helped me just now by saving me from a nasty fall, but that doesn’t mean that he can take liberties with me! Hmph!

Chloe had never been as embarrassed as she was right now over the time she spent engaging in this trade. “Mister, if you’ve reached a point where you can hardly suppress your lust, I don’t mind selling this to you first so that you can solve it on the spot,” she said coldly with a snort before squatting down and picking up the scattered items one by one. Even though her head was lowered, she kept feeling that his eyes seemed to be fixed on her. The hint of eager inquisitiveness and jest in his deep, black eyes made her feel uncomfortable all over.

She didn’t know if it was because of the closed elevator, but the man’s peppermint scent permeated the entire enclosed space, making her feel as though her whole body was on fire. Moreover, her cheeks kept rising in temperature. It’s this damn guy’s fault!

The more anxious she was, the more flustered she became. As she crouched on the floor, Chloe hastily picked up the items while constantly searching for the last item with a look of panic in her eyes, but… Damn it, the last item is actually behind this guy’s legs! How am I going to pick it up?!

Just as she lowered her head in vexation, the man slowly bent down, crooked his slender fingers, and picked the item up for her. The disconcerting jest in his black eyes had been concealed, and it was replaced by a sober and calm gentleness as his deep voice flowed slowly. “I don’t think I’ll need this. It’s too low-class.” Upon meeting Chloe’s eyes, he blinked his good-looking eyes as if seducing her on purpose.

Chloe was the kind of beauty with delicate facial features like a porcelain doll. Her face was red and her cheeks were all puffed up at this moment, giving her a distinctive charm. However, the favorable impression she had of this man—whose handsomeness amazed her—had vanished in an instant. Struggling to pretend to be calm and collected, she stood up and snatched the masturbation cup with a smile. “In that case, I’m really sorry for defiling your noble eyes with such a low-class thing. My apologies.”

The man couldn’t help but chuckle at the apology Chloe made in a fit of pique. His deep and melodious voice flowed slowly like a current that streamed gently through the heart, setting off a ripple of comfort.

Chloe looked curiously at the man and was surprised to find herself riveted by his devastatingly warm smile right now. Oh my God! Why would there be a man with such a good-looking and bewitching smile? His eyes are shaped like a pair of arch bridges when he smiles so brightly in a way akin to the innocent smile of a boy!

In an instant, she forgot the impropriety he had committed against her just now. “W-What are you laughing at?!” she asked before adding inwardly, Furthermore, why are you laughing… in such a good-looking way?

Morgan Dixon was still smiling, his eyes sparkling brightly as if there were stars in them. Such a man was really charming; it was said that women who loved to smile were the most good-looking, but some men were even more good-looking than women when they smiled. He answered, “I just think that you’re cute.”

Is he freaking mental? It was the first thing that came into Chloe’s mind. This is too weird; is there someone who compliments somebody for being cute without rhyme or reason during their first encounter? As she thought about this, a bad feeling instantly ran up her spine. Could this guy actually be a lunatic…

She stammered, “Uh… I’m sorry, mister. I-I’m just going up to the fifth floor. Uh, I’m sorry for offending you unintentionally just now, so y-you…” Please don’t come to me when you go crazy! she screamed inwardly.

On the other hand, Morgan found that the way Chloe muttered to herself was quite adorable; he knew what she was thinking since her thoughts were written all over her face. It’s been a long time since we’ve last met, sweetie. It saddens me that you can’t recognize me, he thought to himself. Nevertheless, he never expected the little girl—who still had a positive attitude in life despite the sadness in her eyes back then—to have such a lovely side about her, making him feel as if he had found a priceless treasure.

Just when Chloe was trembling with fright, the elevator quickly came to a stop with a ding! The instant the elevator door opened, she darted out almost at the speed of a tornado and fled without looking back. She thought to herself, Tsk! What a shame it is that a man with such devastating and unparalleled handsomeness is actually a lunatic. It makes one’s heart ache to even think about it!

Meanwhile, the elevator door slowly closed, shutting out the man’s amused and delighted gaze. Then, the elevator went slowly up to the top floor before coming to a slow stop. As the elevator door slowly opened, one could see the sign reading ‘For president’s use only’ on it.

Morgan chuckled in a low voice. She probably didn’t realize with her impetuosity that she had mistakenly burst into my elevator, which is exclusively for the company’s president. It’s been so long since we’ve last met, little girl!

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Reactions and Feelings for 2x05

OK... HERE COMES MY FEELS.

Holy cow, y’all. I said this last week too, but this episode was incredible!! It was tragic, it was moving, it was tense. I know this episode was supposed to “break the mold” of the season and signify the midpoint, and yeah... it did! There are so many things to unpack here, so buckle up. This might get long.

Obviously, MAJOR spoilers inside. Enter at your own risk.

First off, the casting for young JFK blew me away. The accent was spot on and that was cool and all, but his acting was amazing!! He was adorable and I love the trope of bringing someone from the past into the future. They are always so much fun to watch them react to technology and culture. There were two times during the episode that my heart tore for him. The first time was when Kayla was telling him about his family’s curse and hit fate. The second when we asked if he was a good president. Yeah, I teared up at the second one, especially when Lucy said he was one of the best. It was so heartfelt and moving.

Mission wise, this was SO cool. While I really wish we could have gotten a few glimpses of the boys trip and the drama and funniness that would inevitably ensue, I am happy that the episode stayed mainly in the present. This made the plot of the episode run very smoothly and focus more on the Lucy of it all. Along with other characters that don't usually get a lot of screen time. Which made me happy because I am always happy with more of those type of scenes.

OK, NOW FOR MORE FEELS.

Let’s start things off with Jessica, because she was easily one of the biggest pivotal characters for this episode. I don’t mean “case-breaking-saving-the-day” pivotal, but plot line wise she turned everything around.

Before I go on, I would like to say that I absolutely love her. She has spunk. She is funny and friendly. Honestly, just a really likable character. I would love to say that I hate her and just want her to leave right now and let Lyatt sail into canon bay, but I can’t say that. I see the chemistry that Jessica has with Wyatt. They were married and obviously have a history... that can not just be thrown aside. They play well off each other.

Not only does she relate well to Wyatt, but she also seems to like Lucy as well. Even when Lucy is at her most awkward point, she tries to befriend her and comfort her when she is not feeling well. She actually puts effort into trying to get to know her and what she does/did for a living. Can I just say that Lucy handled that situation so well?? She could very easily be a bitch to her, but instead she talked with her and handled it with grace. I am LOVING this friendship that is blossoming. Not to mention the multiple times that they speak up for one another and show mutual respect.

Next on my list: Jiya. Everyone with a brain and at least 1 IQ point loves Jiya because she is just so pure and smart. This episode is no different. If anything, her pureness escalates exponentially and we FINALLY get to see Jiya and Lucy getting a little closer. Jiya taking take of Lucy and talking to her about the whole thing with Wyatt, not judging her at all, was such a great moment for those two (it also confirmed my theory that Rufus told Jiya about it mwahahaha). It’s so important for Lucy to have someone to talk to about all of this and I am glad that she is opening up to Jiya.

Also, Jiya is super smart and I loved her loop theory, even if I don’t 100% understand it... I approve.

Speaking of people who love and care for Lucy, let’s talk about Denise because this was a HUGE episode for her. For one, I am enjoying her stepping into the protective and caring ‘bunker mom’ role. She really does care for the team and wants the best for them. The fact that Rittenhouse has the nerve to come after her... OH I AM MAD. Carol is a grade A piece of crap of a person and a mother. Yes, it appears that she does actually care for Lucy and her well being, but in her twisted mind Rittenhouse completing its goal is the best to her.

I am super concerned for what this means for Denise’s family. It is longer safe for them to live in their house. I have a feeling that we will see them coming to live in the ever growing bunker.

Carol may be a piece of actual trash human being and mother, but Denise is the exact opposite. The scene with Lucy and Denise in the bunker KILLED me. I was crying like a baby when she told Lucy that if she were her daughter, she would be so proud of her. That line sucker punched me in the gut and had me in tears. What a moving line! I love one (1) bunker mom.

Next up: Lucy. Abigail Spencer is yet again reminding us that she is amazing. The depth of character we get to see in Lucy this episode is beautiful. We get to see her have emotions. She snaps several times mainly at Wyatt, not in a hurtful way, but in a way that expresses her feelings and reminds him how awkward of a position this is for her. I am so happy that the writers are letting her have completely rational conflicting emotions and Abigail portrays them perfectly. Despite her feelings for Wyatt, she knows that getting his wife back was the driving force for him and she wants him to be truly happy. If that is not true love showing from Lucy, I don’t know what is. It’s the ultimate sacrifice. My heart hurts. Someone bake Lucy some cookies and give her a giant hug please.

Now here comes the part that my shipper heart was physically torn from my body, crumbled in a million pieces, then run over by a truck. The last five minutes of the episode were PERFECT. Do I wish Lyatt was happy and together and everything was beautiful? Well, duh. But am so so so happy they addressed the fact that they were a thing, things did happen, and that the feelings involved in the thing were and absolutely mutual. THIS IS THE RIGHT WAY TO DO THIS. ALL OTHER SHOWS TAKE NOTE. Also, the call back to Bonnie and Clyde “Babydoll and Shweetheart” was breathtakingly beautiful. I totally believe that the callback was a giant sign from the writers that they have not forgotten about the Lucy and Wyatt of it all. After watching it again, I noticed that the facial expressions are similar to the season one episode. Yeah, the one where Wyatt realized he had feelings (don’t @ me on this, he knew it right then and there). I know Wyatt loved his wife and is trying to spark the relationship again with her. I support that. However, I think we will see that Wyatt and Jessica’s feelings for a second chance will change soon.

Speaking a relationships that are changing. Can we talk about Flynn and Lucy?? The last scene where they are just silently there for eachother was awesome. Now, you may have figured this out by now, but I don’t ship these two romantically. I see them a more of a brother/sister dynamic. I love that these two are getting closer.

So yeah, Lucy’s family might suck. BUT she has a new family that loves her and I think that that is beautiful.

Speculations:

1) Flynn and Lucy are related (maybe brother and sister?).

2) Jessica and Wyatt will mutually split ways sooner rather than later in the season, but she will stay in the bunker.

3) Jessica and Lucy will become friends.

4) Jessica and Flynn will become friends???

5) Denise’s family will come to stay at the bunker.

6) Jiya will have a major breakthrough soon in her health.

7) Mama Rittenhouse will have a redemption arc towards the end of the season.

Favorite moments:

Jessica’s “Well she’s a teacher, right?!” and everyone looking at her flabbergasted

Lucy pointing at Jess when someone says “Someone’s mom is here” at the party

Flynn’s sassy “yes ma’am, all three of them”

#timeless #lyatt #timeless speculation

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ttachibanas · 7 years

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THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY FRIDAY OH MY GODD

Y’all if any one reading this is into Bangtan, please for the love that is everything (ONLY if you can afford to and are able to uwu) go and see them, it is extremely worth it, I can’t put it into words.

The Red Bullet has nothing on The WINGS Tour, dude, dufde they were so amazing I cant’ fucking believe I saw them again oh my godddd

Okay okay, I’ma right down everything about the boys individually.

Taehyung!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE CUTEST, SQUISHY MUFFIN AND PURE LIGHT OF MY LIFE WHO I LOVE SO FUCKING MUCH I AM SO RPIDU OF HIS SOLO STAGE OH MAN. Okay, the first day he did amazing!!!! But BRUH on the second day!! He improved???? So much like the fucking notes specifically the one note he does bruh b r u h oh my god I have it on video and oh my fod. It was an experience to hear him, I am so #blessed. Man, he is the cutest person!!!!!!!!!! During their talk, he was posing cutely and giving out hearts oh my god he was so cute, i can’t eblieve ti what thefuckl. I’M SO BITTER I DIDN’T CAPTURE HIM DURING HIS TALK, HE WAS SO CUTE I’M CRYING. HIS EMBARRASSED SMILE AT THE RESPONSE HE GOT LIKE HE DIDN’T EXPECT EVERYONE TO YELL AT HIM BEING CUTE PLEASE SUNSHINE. I’M IN LOVE. I was blessed by his water which I caught on camera i’m crying I didn’t expect him to do that during RUN oh my god. His aura?? is very...captivating and charming, oh my god. When they came close to us on the second stage, my eyes immediately fell on him?? I stood there being oushed and squeezed, but I couldn’t care less because oh my god?? He’s so breathtakingly beautiful, cameras will never do him justica I swear. I cOULDN’T EVEN RECORD LOST BECAUSE I WAS BLOWN AWAY BY JUST SEEING HIM AND THAT’S WHY ID DIDN’T RECORD HIS TALK, I’M STILL MAD. But man, I swear I never thought I could never lov e him than I did before, but d u de I’m so in love with him. He owns my ass and heart, I can’t believe it.

Jeongguk!

Dude I have so much respect for my son , like a shitload. He is so FULL of energy, like!! He was bouncing around and looking he had the time of his life, he is so cute. He has a very pure aura around him? He’s so hardworking, man. Like He gave 100% of his all during the full two days especially the first day! I’m so proud of him, he’s still so young, but here he is giving his all making sure we enjoy his everything I’m :’) I enjoyed watching him, he is so interactive with us, I’m love ;;-;; His solo stage was amazing!! He was so in the moment, you can tell by his expression he did his best and it seemed like he was nervous too? idk, but man I’m so proud of him I really do see him in a new light br uh He’s like #2 right now, he really left such a positive, powerful impression on me ;;;; I want to protect him ;;a;;

ALSO HIS VOICE IS FUCKING PERFECT WITH TAEHYUNG’S. UBT SHIT FAMN HE KEPT SINGING WITHOUT STOPPING OR WITH AID OF FANS, I AM SPROUND OF HIM, LIKE SHIT DUDE WHAT ARE YOU HOW CAN YOU DO THAT/

Hoseok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

D U D E THIS MAN HAS THE PRESENCE OF A GOD LIKE I FUCK YOU NOT, HE DEMANDS YOUR ATTENTION AND HE SURE AS HELL GETS IT **** ** ***** !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAr i have such a huge crush on him, lke holy shit what th ehfcuk man. He fucked me up so bad. He’s so playful and fluid, he’s so fucking teasing I’m fucking dying my man. His solo stage bruhh, bruhh. It’s so much fun??? He makes it so much fun, he looks like he’s enjoying the fuck oit of life, man. M A N. I love him, my dude. Like. He has me speechless and yet I want to continue to say so many things about him. But He Is a BORN PERFORMER. He was made for the stage, like that’s it that’s all. He’s fucking handsome as well, I lvoe his smile and teasing smirks pl ease ed n my life Hoseok.

Namjoon!!!

When his solo stage happened during the first day, my guy I fucking cried lmao

He was going at it and it was so poweful, holy shit I am so proud of how fucking far he has come as an artist and as a person. I have the biggest soft spot for him, for everything he does for us international fans. Like it isn’t easy and his talk ment was fucking everything, I felt so loved and cherished by his words. Man, we could not have a better leader than Namjoon. But yeah, his solo is definitely one of my faves with Taehyung’s and Hoseok’s!!!!! His left a deep impression on me ;;-;; It was just emotional, his rap was so powerful and full of emotion, I was pulled in and by the time it was over while we were shouting “WE LOVE YOU! (Thank you Brazil ARMYS TAT)” I was left crying and the n i was hyped because sunshine was next fucking asdtgyh. His presence was very powerful? He was hyped as FUCK, I loved seeing him jump around, he came over to my side of the pit a lot and even then I didn’t manage to get a good pictrue cfcki I love him and I am so proud to look up to him as not only an artist, but also someone who I can personally relate to.

Yoongi!!

Man, I said before ont witter that i was :/ about hos solo, bUT I TAKE IT BACK FUCK MAN HIS EMOTIONS WHEN RAPPING HAD THIS GIRL CRYING ESPECIALLY WITH THE CELION VIOLSIN??? IDK BUT FUCK I WAS LEFT WITH SO MUCH MEOTIONS I CAN’T BELIEVE IT. He is amazing! I love his tone while rapping, it feels really different when you hear it in person? In my opinion at least, but he’s so cute I ‘m I want to squeeze his cheeks idk why, but I do. He was also very active with the fans!! I lvoe that tiny man

Seokjin!

His solo stage was so fucking beautiful, oh my fod. He voice is so crisp and clear, he’s just so cute. But he did amazing with his stage! That fucking high note had me speechless, I couldn’t believe it. I can’t really give an opinion on his aura? It’s like a chic kind of feel?? But I didn’t really get to see him too much because he didn’t come over much, he is overall very charming uwu

Minnie!

He is so cute, like so so cute I am so TTTT

I loved his solo stage and I know! Know, know his solo song isn’t really made for singingt oo much, but I felt oddly disappointed? idk but!!! His performance was fucking amazing A++++++++++++++ I loved watching him perform!! Your eyes just follow his every move at any chance, trust me. He’s highly captivating. It was Taehyung, Hoseok, JK, and him that immediately caught my eyes. Their auras is no joke, like holt shit. He was so cute on the second day, I lvoe :(( his smile is everything I’m crying, just seeing it made me feel so happy!!! And that goes for Tae and Hoseokie too, basically sunshine line lol

As a whole!! They were fucking amazing, very fluid with their movements. Their teamwork is very obvious while performing? It was very beautiful to witness, man. I love them so much holy shit. I had my very high doubts about me sticking around with them because the drama that is ongoing with fandom has become so toxic, it was very draining for me. This concert mad e it very clear to me that I will continue to stay by their side through thick and thin, I have no thoughts of ever leaving their side again. I will happily take all bad and good things that come with being with them because I am here for them, they make my life very...happy. They shine this beautiful, hopeful light that pulls me through some of the shit that have been constantly bothering me. They are the ones who bring hope and something worth meaning to live. Yeah, it’s bad to rely on someone like that, but they have such a positive impact on my life. They continue to grow together and as individuals,, yeah of course they have their fuck ups very small ones, but they are human. They do grow from it and that’s what I love about them. They don’t make excuses, they grow from their mistakes. They are real people who are very down to earth and I could only hope they continue to be humble, to remain the same as they continue to grow hugely. Holy shit man, the things they have accomplished blows my fucking mind. In the end, I love all seven of them so, so much. My beautiful men ;;-;;

The concert as a whole was an amazing experience, aside from the messy staff and shit that was fucking annoying, the ARMYS that were there were so, so kind and nice!!! They were all so helpful and very welcoming, like it was such a positive place to be?? It was all good vibes, dude. I loved it and I wish I could relive it ;;a;; It was one the best and beautiful experience I ever had with a concert! Even compared to the Red Bullet, this was just so amazing. I love it and I love my family, I would 100% recommend anyone who can go, go! They are so worth every penny, You will undoubtedly meet not only amazing people, but be met with a mind blowing performance. I love BTS so, so much holy shit I can’t stop saying that. It was an emotional ride, but such a worht ride full of heartwarming and breathtaking moments.

OH YEAH SHIT I LOVE THE FUCKING RAINBOW OCEAN, I HAVE IT ON VIDEO BUT OH MAN THAT SHIT WAS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. THEY LOOKED SO SURPRISE THE FIRST DAY, IT WAS WONDEFUL. I’m so happy to have been apart of that, I’m glad it was successful!! I keep remembering things, I’m gonna keep adding to this later lol

#personal poop #bts in newark

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