#when i was tripping on shrooms

[pleckthaniel]

things I have successfully gaslit myself into liking:

ham

beer

#scout talks #when i was tripping on shrooms #i became untethered from the timestream #and some of the past lives i experienced were #an old irish fisherman standing round a fire in a trashcan outside the pub on a dark cold night with his mates #a medieval knight on a quest during a quiet moment on the journey when his team is camping in the woods #a frat boy of indeterminate time period (somewhere in 1989-2009) #all of these people liked beer #and now i do too

[devilsskettle]

dani midsommar is so sweet and kind and really trying to stay positive and polite to others in literally unimaginable circumstances and nobody in the whole movie is even a little bit nice to her except to manipulate her. kms

#midsommar #i feel like midsommar had such a Moment when it first came out and then everyone decided it was cringe or something #and i don’t think that’s fair to it as a movie at all. people were making it about girlboss behavior then suddenly were like #oh actually it’s white woman self victimization so it’s bad #when neither of those things are The Point of the movie at all or integral to the experience of watching it #the gone girl-ification of midsommar. if you will. #people hyped it up a little too much at first but then swung hard in the other direction lol #it’s a good movie though!! a decent fucking movie #does make me want to do shrooms for real #i’ve only done like. shrooms lite (psilocybin capsules. great high but you don’t trip at all) #probably not the ‘correct’ response since they use drugs to disorient and manipulate her but. whatever #anyway midsommar was on right after the lighthouse so i’m having A Night

[qprstobin]

Maybe i haven't been reading the right fics but I'm honestly surprised we haven't seen more like, pre-season 3 steddie aus where steve buys drugs from Eddie and eddie trip sits for him. Oh the possibilities

#steddie #steddie au #stranger things #drugs // #like ive read one where eddie trip sits him while he does special k #but like surprised we dont see shrooms or acid or anything come up idk #yeah yeah drugs r bad for u but also eddie is a canon drug dealer the possibilities man #and with steves trauma? so many excuses #like i said i dont mean weed weed comes up a lot but like when you do hallucinogens #its highly suggested you get trip sat that first time

[coyoxxtl]

It’s My Fucking Birthday✨✨

#its almost 8am i havent slept yet #i made shroom tea last night and rode that whole trip playing kiwami 2 #then when i couldn’t play anymoreni kept my brain alive squeezing in a few dungeon meshi chapters #it appears i still cant handle my brain having A Thought but good start anyway #txt

[lord-shitbox]

Still not over the time I was high on shrooms & kept hearing music & was like "what the hell is this dark orchestral club music it sounds like it came out of somebody's shroom trip" and once I sobered up a bit I realized there was no music playing

#shitboxposting #out of somebodys shroom trip indeed. #drugs ment #ghe closest real thing i can think of is stuff from the devilman crybaby ost. thats what i thought it was when i was high

[craycraybluejay]

I love reading trip reports/listening to them like podcasts. They make me focus and think and wonder but I already do that. But they like. Focus my wonder on the endlessly fascinating subject of altered mental states and even the state of the universe itself

#erowid #trip reports #weird hobbies #listening to people tell stories about their horrific trips my beloved #which i know most of which i'd never try the substance because that sounds like a horrible way to die or give myself permanent brain damage #or ptsd or hppd #i especially am wary of even popular tried and true psychedelics like acid and shrooms bc ive had some fucked up experiences #as well as laced drugs/fake acid #the one thing im curious about is ketamine and maybe low dose properly prepared fly agaric #and im also curious about opiates but thats less of a trip and more just 10 different intensities of going to heaven #highly addictive shit because truly it is good. thats why. thats why its a crisis thats why #a lot of other drugs produce extremely awful side effects like uncontrollable vomiting/nausea psychosis overheating etc #opiates dont do that. the worst of the worst will be feeling a little nausea if youre sensitive to it or dose too high and you'll be #constipated. the itching is never all that bad when you're even tho u might come to with suspicious scratches #thats what makes it dangerous it feels too good and youll ruin ur life over it easily #anyway dont try this at home kids i miss oxys hydros dillies sm #i consider myself a connoisseur #i have some godawful stories of poorly thought out highs/trips that seriously fucked me up

[nebulein]

omg your collar snippet was SO GOOD!!! i am desperate to know more! had jonny ever tried to wear a collar before pat? i'm guessing he hasn't explained all of the internal angst to pat, so for pat it's just a little quirk of jonny's, and he doesn't really mind? but for jonny it's this huge foundational thing that is crushing him in self-doubt and loathing 😭😭😭

when pat realizes what this means to jonny will he:

a) come hell or high water find a collar or collar substitute that jonny can wear

or

b) make it his personal mission to disabuse jonny of the notion that there could ever be anything wrong with him and show him how little the collar matters to him

or both!

Aw, thank you so much 😊

I don't think Jonny tried wearing a collar before Pat, or he wouldn't have been so surprised at his own violent reaction to it. Then again a lot of his reaction is colored by what he went through his rookie years, constantly feeling nauseous and his body essentially giving out on him in the playoffs (I get very emotional when I remember that it's canon 🥲). So I think at most he's tried one on maybe when he was young, like in his teens, just to see what it was like, horsing around with friends, and it was fine. It didn't mean anything. But with Pat, whoo boy, hell yeah it means something.

Jonny's also someone who doesn't share when he's feeling crappy (the bigger the thing the less words he'll lose about it), so I think Pat doesn't realize the extent of what's wrong until he really makes Jonny sit down and talk to him about it.

We've discussed a couple of the collar alternatives in the the other posts, so let's say in this verse Pat tries to offer some suggestions for alternatives but they all get rejected by Jonny. If he can't wear a collar, he doesn't want a substitute bracelet. It's not the same thing, Pat, and Jonny's not in the habit for settling for second best. If he can't have a collar, he'll tough it out without one.

Which means of course that Pat will have to make it his personal mission to get it into Jonny's thick (omg so thick 😂) skull that he loves Jonny no matter what and ffs Jonny is not 'failing at being an omega' (that's admittedly the tougher one of the two). I think that'll probably take a lot of reassurances, both verbal and physical, not just from Pat but also from Seabs and Sharpy and Jonny's family, maybe even some therapy on Jonny's side, working through those issues on the road to accepting himself.

And it's not always gonna be smooth sailing. There's gonna be the patches where Jonny's hung up on something like wearing a tie for a photoshoot and Pat's like "not this again", where they snap at each other over the kitchen counter and go to bed angry, their patience with each other thoroughly exhausted. There's gonna be setbacks, even years down the road, like Jonny seeing Dylan collar his girlfriend and leaving the ceremony because he suddenly needs some fresh air. But eventually Jonny's bare collar stops being a story and he's still the captain of the Hawks and Pat's his alpha, no matter what anyone else says. And you know what? I think they'll be okay.

Also, as a friend of mine pointed out: have they considered perhaps wedding rings instead

Which LMAO d'uhhhhh yeah okay maybe they'll just go that route, once it occurs to them. Maybe they, too, like me, need a friend to point it out first. Idiots (all of us) 😂

#no collar round my bones #maybe at some point some juniors omega comes up to Jonny and quietly tells him 'thanks for making it okay to not wear a collar' #and that's when jonny realizes he's not alone - and if he could make some baby hockey's life a little easier then that's worth something #i think seeing how he inadvertently affected others and helped them would be a big step in jonny's healing #together with copious trips to sedona and costa rica and probably some weed or shrooms or whatever the fuck #i am always here for hippie jonny learning how tf to chill in his old ripe age of 34 🥰 #also i need you to know i wrote all this with a crab keeping me company 💜 #1988 #neb writes #dixie12 #hockey baby

[hotmess-exe]

i just played two of the routes of Stuck In a Yandere VN... Help! by @pumpkin-spike18 and like... i'm so intrigued and have so many thoughts

#soooo much props to the dev/writer like wow #like 1 thousand thoughts #i need to be like #not in the middle of prepping my house for a shroom trip when i write them down lmao #so a fan tho #watching so so closely now 👀 #syvnh

[oca-rinn-a]

idk mushrooms

#the chicken of the woods had already been partially harvested when we came across it! #other foragers afoot #every mushroom i remembered to take a photo of during my camping trip #mushrooms #shrooms #shroomblr #chicken of the woods #i identified all of these and already forgot #but i know the spiny round topped one is used in medicines #fungus #fungi #nature #woods #mycelium network

[wallace-wells]

guys earlier i was trying to talk about jerry garcia but like. forgot his name for a second. and said joey graceffa

#grateful dead #jerry garcia #joey graceffa #weedposting #🖍️ #i was tripping on shrooms when i said it im not even gonna lie

[tittyinfinity]

Have friends that bring you free weed whenever they've heard you've barely eaten in 2 weeks

#drugs tw #i dropped 10 pounds :( #the bud really helps with my eating disorder #my weight fluctuates like crazy bc i gain 10 pounds when i have weed then drop 10 pounds when i dont have it #this dude is really cool he offered me some shrooms too but i declined #not ready for a trip rn lol

[professorsta]

Lost my friend of 7 years literally right now, got a text ten min ago basically saying, and I quote, “I should have told you this but I don’t believe in transgenderism and can’t stand by as you mutilate your body. I hope you live a life where you don’t manipulate the body your creator gave you blah blah blah” overall this not getting trust issues thing is noooot working out well for me at the moment

#legit wtf #wtf do you do with someone who wasn’t transphobic six years ago #didn’t believe in god until forced to go to a Christian school #and literally has had girlfriends #but all of a sudden does this? a full 180?? #last time I saw you after I made a five hour car trip just to see you #you said you were a free spirit and loved mushrooms and sex and hated going to church #who literally did shrooms with me the last time I saw you #and yet this fucking happens in less than 9 months? WHAT THE FUCK?? #did they brainwash her? was she always a bigot but hid it? #was she not a bigot just slightly ignorant but that was enough for the transphobic brainwashing to begin? #7 years I was there for her #7 years I would pick up her call anytime and sit there for her for HOURS #7 years of going to your plays to support your acting cus no one else did in your friend group #I bought you a whole ass Halloween costume cus you were upset you didn’t have one !!!!!! #when I hung out with you you literally tried to break in and disrupt and teacher admission meeting with every important #person in your school #for some fucking cookies and I had to stop you #oh but now you’re a good Christian girl oh fuck off #I met you when I was 13. like fuck man that meant nothing #did they really brainwash you I feel like I lost a friend

[magnoliamyrrh]

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#these meds are making everything look like how things look the day after a shroom trip #or how they look when ur high on weed #everythings bright. sharp. saturated #and i didnt even take them this morning??? i forgot?? #idk how the hell people take doses higher than this #for the first time i actually understand why its said to not do drugs on antidepressants bc u can get seratonin syndrome #essentially overdose on brain chemicals. which ive never cared abt nor experienced before. no other antidepressants has rly done anything #for me

[wytelighter]

#acid #lsd #shrooms #acid trip #lsd trip #shroom trip #funny #ive done this before and i thought about this meme when it happened #made the whole trip better

[ghostfalls137]

no one gets will woods music like me...

#im so autistic abt it #his writing is just wahjhdjsfhkdlskfhlsa #context i probably have bipolar and he has bipolar and I see myself in a lot of his music #and he also touches down into the spirituality stuff I'm into too sometimes and its so <3 #idek what to describe it. when u trip too hard on shrooms and the world changes #and its like yeah hes seen That #the indescribable

[dhampir-dyke]

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#MUSHROOMS GOT HANDS #i tried HALF of one of my dried APEs. literally less than a gram. that shit hit me like a frieght train #LAST NIGHT BTW im fine now. i just got extremely nauseated and a little unsettled/restless #if youve never tripped on shrooms your emotional state is very extremely sensitive. happy feelings are euphoric and comforting #but anxiety turns into your general “oh god oh fuck im gonna be high forever” and paranoia that a lot of people feel? #ALSO i think the reason people get wigged out by their reflections when theyre high is bc your pupils get ENORMOUS #and it does look kinda freaky #and when youre on shrooms i can see how that initial 'oh fuck spooky' can mess with you if youre not prepared enough #the passage of time is also kinda anxiety inducing if you start having a bad time (like i did for about 2 hours). i can definitely see how #people can be high for like an hour and say it feels like days #bc i remember holding back the nausea and feeling like it had been over an hour checked my phone- 20 minutes had passed #all in all it wasnt a BAD trip- i just wasnt prepared for it to BE a real trip #i can eat like three of my GTs and not get visuals- but HALF of one APE and i got shot into the stratosphere #anyways sorry for rambling i just like getting my thoughts down after stuff like that