#we'll just have to see 😩

[todayisafridaynight]

FIT ACQUIRED!!! GOD THAT'S SPOT ON YOU'RE GONNA KILL IT

THANK YOU !!!!!! I'M SO STOKED TO WEAR IT

#snap chats #the con im going to (animenyc) isn't until november so i have a lot of time to do touch ups and just general adjusting #im tryin to see if i can find my old flip phone since it was Also red but im also debating gettin a prop gun #i already have that hijikata cologne too so... hehe.. just for Extra Unnecessary Details like the belt #MY FRIEND WAS SHOCKED I GOT THE SHOES BUT SHE WAS ALSO LIKE 'you got his clown shoes 😭' LIKE /PLEASE/ LVKAERJ #but yeah very excited :) four months away oh god that doesnt sound close but it also doesnt sound far #if im a brave boy ill post pics. or someone else will idk is anyone ??? else planning to go ???? #ik months back when i was first talking about making a mine cosplay someone was stoked and said they were also going... #we'll just have to see 😩

[daz4i]

psychiatrist: do you really think you have treatment resistant depression?

me looking at her with my 13 years of suicide ideation, over 10 types of medications tried, and 6 years of trying multiple types of therapy:

#yeah i think so #she's doing her best i think she just wanted to make sure I'm serious abt my request #anyway. she upped my dosage for now and sent an email to someone who can check where i might be able to get ketamine therapy #so ig we'll see how that goes. #guys i will not lie . i am doing very bad i do NOT want to wake up tomorrow i mostly want to off myself 🫡 #but ig this is why I'm looking into another type of treatment huh (therapy was the wrong word there but I'm too lazy to retype the tags) #i don't have a lot of hope tho. bc currently it seems my only option is the one that has a lesser success rate 😐 #I'm too fat for the better one 😩 yay #sorry for the pessimism and negativity i am unfortunately not feeling well. as usual. w/e I'll find a distraction or smth 😐 #vent #negative // #suicide mention // #ask to tag

[clowningaroundmars]

random but when i see previews of miguel fanart here and they happen to be in black n white i get so excited thinkin im gonna stumble on some amazing venom art again only to be disappointed that its... its just miguel 😔

#mine #dont get me wrong #miguel is cool and all buuttt #i was hoping those spider markings belonged to my beloved eddie brock or even perhaps a flash thompson 😔 #like WHY does miguel's spider pattern resemble smthn venom would have thooo?! 😩 #it really looks venom-ish!! fr! sigh #whatever #maybe once venom 3 comes out we'll see more ppl making venom art again #guess ill have to wait and see #i just bought some markers also so maybe i can doodle some venoms just like the ol days.....

[princekirijo]

Even if you don't plan on stay around it's good to see you're doing ok, I was worried

It is GOOD to see you too man I'm sorry for worrying u 🙏 I missed y'all fr

#asks #latenitewaffles #koopa bro #it IS GOOD TO SEE U TOO MAN!! WHAT A TIME TO BE BACK #yall i did not mean to leave for what like 6 months 😭 #im glad i did ill be honest very good for the mental health #went on a journey to heal and almsot failed college though 💀 we'll see for definitely in two weeks? i think? #and then im off on my job 🫡 moving out and everything scary stuff #BUT YEAH HOW ARE U!!!! #hope you dont mind me answering this publicly #but it has been a minute damn #i don't know what im doing with regards to this blog tbh 😩 im just gonna chill and see how it goes #id like to use it more ideally because i really did miss it and i missed talking about hcs and ocs and what have u #but i dont wanna overdo it you know #we'll see what happens yolo after all 🫡 #idk did i mention it in the other tags but i saw rhe messages you guys left in my inbox and thank u 🙏 #very sweet of yall #but that is enough of me rambling LMAO goodnight p3 remake wild af #we're not getting p6 anytime soon though thats for sure 💀💀💀

[deepwoundsandfadedscars]

The 'I can't do anything now because I have an appointment later' frustration is a mood, but pales in comparison to 'I can't do anything because I'm waiting for someone to stop by at any moment'

#kee speaks #some of my mom's parcels are at my place and they're in town doing other stuff #and mom said 'we'll be by in a while' and it's been over 3 hours now #i have their locations on google maps so i can see that they're just on the other side of the block at the store #but I'm just 😩😩😩 #i want/need to shower and i want to go downstairs and cuddle into my couch but I can't! cause what if they're here 30 seconds after i do!

[lesbienneanarchiste]

It's September 1st, you know what that means!

Me on my way to make an overly ambitious Victober TBR and then not wait until October to start reading the books so I spend two months reading Victorian literature instead of just one

#i just love victorian shit im so sorry for having good taste 😩 #my annual Pickwick read is gonna start Today tho and probably will get finished before October so im not counting it for that #but still. we have Gaskell on deck. Amy Levy. Anthony Trollope. maybe even Oscar Wilde maybe. #i want to read some more short work so stories and plays etc but we'll see #every year i run out of steam by mid October but its bc i start getting hyped in September 💀 #disgruntled octopus

[bunnyb34r]

Ofc today when I finally planned on seeing mean girls the earliest showing isnt until after noon 😩

Guess I'll see madame web then 🤷‍♀️

#marquilla #i wanted to find a 10:45ish show bc i just got out of an hour phone meeting and this way im only waiting like half an hour ish instead of #having to sit and play on my phone for nearly two hours like usual but nooo mean girls isnt until 2pm #i like early morning shows bc it's like empty empty sgdggdgd i might sit mid theater though just to try it today so wish me luck 😜 #idk if ill like this movie but the trailers looked cool and i like spider themed heros (spidermaaaan) so 🤷‍♀️ we'll try it and see maybe #ill like it idk sggdgdgd #im hoping they dont show a trailer for imaginary but i know they will 😩 girl help me i hate that fucking bear #the jumpscares get me every goddamn time 😩 hate it #and yes i DID just go to the movies Tuesday what ab it #but really that was only $6 for a showing and today i have my monthly movie credit so 🤙 might get popcorn idk it depends how #hungry i am bc i AM cheap... even with my discount it's like $6 for a small popcorn and $5 for a small icee 😭 come oooon

[poptartmochi]

however.. it's not just blorbo thoughts that haunt me with that song... it's teacher thoughts too! 🤯

#for the past few months I've been going back and forth about whether i want to teach middle or high school #and this is nowhere near a deciding factor #BUT... consider the following with me.. performing one version as a mass piece at the beginning of the year with the full choir and then. #🤌🏻 #at the end of the year doing the other with just the seniors because they have become the old man who will never again pass this way 😭 #i feel like dickau's would be better as a mass piece because of it's more relaxed rhythms. the chords sound fuller than macdonald's which #would probably sound nicer with all hands on deck! and then macdonald's more rhythmically challenging arrangement would be cool for the #seniors 😁 but this is to my untrained and pretty rusty ear so 🕴️ we'll see how i feel when i go back to school #another idea I've entertained is giving each class a like. Challenge Song their freshman year and recording it‚ then reprising it their #senior year and letting them compare their performances to reflect their growth as musicians.. i think that would be really cool :] #i dont think i could conduct the bridge builder with that in mind though.. id start crying lol! but i think it is fundamental as a choir #student to watch your director cry in the middle of a song+ continue on as if nothing was happening #but anyhow idk man.. the idea of working with high schoolers to really build up their musicality and prepare them for the world is very #appealing to me but you can't be a musician without the foundations which i could establish in middle school #and foundations are very fun to teach as well!! but foundations can be taught in a beginning choir course or during summer camp #so 😩 #the music i want to direct is all satb which suits high school better. but is it selfish to choose which way to go based on what music you #like? 🕴️🕴️ the contemplations man.... anyhow i have a lot more growing and learning and Studying to do before this will even matter #can't prepare kids for the world when I've scarcely explored it myself! #sriracha.txt

[yellowvixen]

This seems to be a day of posting a lot of text posts lol so! I also want to say that from Monday, I'm starting my first job!! Bc of this my commissions are now officially closed, and my output of art might lessen as idk if I'll have the energy to draw as much. But also it might just stay the same I have no idea skjhgfkjg. I still have a commission piece to post and some eggson au sketches in the works so u can still expect some art :]

#vixentalks #i have to get up at like 6am daily pray for me 😩 #i'm excited to start tho #but ya. i made my commission carrd look a lot cooler just in time to close them skjhgfkgjh oh well #might open them again around christmas idk!!! we'll see we'll see

[todayisafridaynight]

what's also great about the ichi watch is that the gold and red goes well with the arakawa-inspo outfit i have..

#snap chats #aka the outfit im wearing right now BYE #its so funny that i have really accidentally stolen his clothes. like idk what to tell you #owning a grey suit and a three-piece black suit's commonplace i really did just need the shirt LMAO #did eventually find a scarf buried in my closet so i even have that on lock down 😩 perfect for fall ig LOL #POINT IS i do have that gold bracelet plus the gold-buckled belt but also the red shoes.. that i and everyone around me love.. #its perfect goku idk what else you want from me.. was meant to be even #what I want tho is food but i dont have time to make rice and im going out to eat in the city after class anyway #anyway love how i know im gonna preorder it but i havent yet because I Dont Know i like waiting until the last second i guess #ive reasoned with myself only to get the watch since as cute as the bag and wallet are #the wallet i have now is perfectly fine- plus my sister gave it to me. and i dont need a bag enough to warrant getting it #love how i never even considered the jacket LMAO LIKE ITS A CUTE JACKET just.. not $200 cute.. #that's what my puffer is tho.. dont tell anyone-- #ANYWAY YEAH <3 once i get the ichi watch i can stop wearing this bitch ass cringe ass watch my mom gave me #i just hope changing the battery in the watch wont be a pain down the line cause i dont think its solar powered WHOOP.. #it'll be worth it to me.... ok bye im gonna stare at the wall until i have to leave for class #i have all my commission stuff done for now and i wanna rest from drawing for the rest of the day. maybe. #might stream tonight but i also might be drunk LMAO we'll see #if i stream uhhhhhh dude i dont even know.... funny y3 stream ???? drawing stream ???? #we'll see what happens anyway BYE

[fruit-of-infidelity]

// talking with @kindan-no-kanojo , i am thinking more and more again about the insanity of Ryuuto's Young Blood. I really wanna draw a whole comic like rejet did but,,, no promises as of yet ><

#(( i just wanna draw a gorey young ryuuto finally snapping and chompin down on some ghoul :c #(( maybe it would be a shorter manga?? #(( or would be in script form like a route?? #(( but i already have three pages of it done from back in like march SKSKS #(( but i dont like them 😩 so we'll see. #(( i might need to draw it all out traditionally to invision it in a storyboard then transfer and fix up on my phone ;-; #admin

[ballisterboldheart]

you wish you were me

#s.txt #TEN THOUSAND WORDS BABYYYYYY #man shits just fucking flying out of me. having the time of my life baby #my distant goal is to hit 30k words total #maybe more. we'll have to see how much i can add when it edit. #i'm like...a little under halfway rn #so its 😩 i gotta start adding about four words per word #but i also started outlining the NEXT story so. never gonna stop baby. #knight story i love youuuuuuuuuuu #and i'm still only in the ''backstory'' era. once i get to the main story lesbians its all over for you hoes

[heyitslapis]

was gonna buy myself something ive had in my etsy faves for a while as a lil gift to myself & to cheer me up, but i just hear my conscious echo "material possessions wont fill the hole in your heart" so now im bummed out

#i should still. but i know it wont make me any less emotionally strained #i deserve it. ive been living in survival mode for weeks now #but its just gonna be an empty gesture because i know after a few days the novelty will wear off with nothing in its place. idk #maybe my gift to myself should be a commission? ive only purchased one before and it was like 8 years ago #i deserve some beautiful art of my blorbos that i didnt have to create. but the thought of asking someone to draw my ocs is akfjlfjksjas #i feel the cringe embarrassment already 😩😭😖🤡 #maybe i will. we'll see #emma rambles #personal

[the-winds-of-destiny-xxx]

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#felt bad about moving out early (kitchen is nasty accom is badly maintained) because my parents have been paying for it all year #and it's been in installments too #but like i didn't know and they obv didn't know that it would be this shit #mom is telling me i can move out early if i want #because she'd rather me be comfy #idk #would be better but #i'm just thinking about adjusting to living somewhere else #tbh it's deffo a nicer area than this #but i'll be living with my aunty (dad's sister) her husband and my cousins #we'll see how that goes chile #she can be... #kind of snakey and bitchy sometimes #but the rent will be cheap #it's because she was/has been spoilt her whole life #but you'd think she would've grown out of it by now #would rather live with aunty jenny 😩 that's my girl but like she's living somewhere near gloucester now so that's obv not an option

[loopy-sucrose]

I LIVED BITCH

#i got resurrected just to come on here and complain about my thesis. hi #I'm also having a crisis regarding my degree #the urge to go into physics is 😩 #we'll see if i even finish this degree🥴

[runa-falls]

I saw that you think Miguel is a thigh man 😩 can I request him x reader who's thighs clap when they run or so some type of activities. I got that problem sadly 😵‍💫😮‍💨

yes, of course!! i love talking ab our thigh fucker ;^)

cw: body insecurities, thigh chafing (yeouch), fluffy reassurances, small bit of smut (OK IM SORRY 😳 i didn't see that coming [yes i did.]), just oral and uh, a bit of marking, not proof read!!

---

you've never enjoyed prolonged physical activity: running, swimming, biking, etc, because you hated the way your thighs would slide against each other; uncomfortably chafing your skin and making noticeable sounds.

so when miguel proposed a hike for your weekly date, you were hesitant to agree. unfortunately, he's very good at persuading you...

that's how you found yourself on a narrow trial shrouded with trees, taking slow, cautious steps as you attempt to keep your thighs from touching as much as usual.

of course, it only helped so much. your inner thighs were still chafing and getting sore, but you try to conceal your pain as much as possible, too embarrassed to mention anything to miguel.

though your boyfriend is the most loving and accepting man you've ever met, you still haven't told him of your insecurity. you're afraid that once you mention something to him, he'll notice your thighs even more.

miguel is pacing himself, making sure to slow down with you so he doesn't leave you behind (he does this hike all the time). he adjusts his baseball cap, making sure his wild curls are smooshed down as he watches you walk toward him.

you look beautiful today. you always look beautiful. but there's something about see you in this condition that make him twitch in his shorts.

he loves the way your chest heaves as you take deep breaths, your tits pressing desperately against the thin fabric. how droplets of sweat roll over the contours of your cleavage, outlining what he wants to see the most. and how your leggings look like they were painted on, completely revealing the overwhelming softness of your thighs and how they press so sweetly together.

he can barely take his eyes off of you.

but he can't help but notice how odd you're acting too.

he's perplexed as to why you're taking such big steps and moving like you'd rather be anywhere but there, with him. why your face is tense, yet completely blank at the same time.

there's clearly something wrong, but you've been silent this whole hike.

"baby, you doing alright?" you seem to be lost in your thoughts as you stare down at your dirt-scuffed sneakers, you don't even notice he's stopped in front of you. he calls out to you again, "babe?"

"hm?" you look up, pausing your unnatural movements to give your legs a rest, "oh, yeah...i'm fine" you attempt a smile, but even you can tell it looks fake and performative. his eyes bloom with concern as he notices how your legs are shaking under you.

"what's going on, sweetheart? are you hurt?"

"no...it's just," you look away, still apprehensive to mention anything.

he pushes, hand reaching for yours, "just what?"

"i-my thighs are chafing..." you say softly, looking back at him. he's frowning. "b-but i can keep going!" you start walking again, willing yourself to continue even though it hurts.

"baby, wait," he stops you, "don't hurt yourself. i didn't realize you were having trouble this whole time."

you shrug, "it's ok, i'm used to it."

"sweetheart, come here." he has his back turned towards you, coaxing you over to him. "get on."

"get on?"

"i'll carry you back to the car."

"no! you don't have to--"

"i want to." he interrupts, "then when we get home, we'll take a nice bath and get you all patched up."

"what about the rest of the trail?"

"we can just get our work out in at home..."

---

you sigh as warm water washes over the inflamed skin of your inner thighs. it stings sharply, but the pain feels oddly satisfying, especially as miguel thoroughly lathers shampoo in your hair.

"feel better?"

you hum, eyes closing as his fingers attentively massage your scalp.

"why didn't you tell me that you were hurting earlier?"

"i dunno, it just wasn't that big of a deal, mig."

"it was. you were barely able to sit without your hands between your thighs."

you snort, "i thought you liked it when i do that."

you yelp when you feel him tug sharply at your hair. "you know what i meant." he growled, clearly unhappy you're trying to avoid the subject.

"it's embarrassing."

"what's embarrassing?" his hands start to cup water onto your head, washing the suds from your hair until you're squeaky clean.

"my thighs." his movements stop suddenly.

"what about them?"

"they're...too big."

"too big?" he genuinely sounds baffled, almost scoffing in disbelief.

"yeah, they're always touching and they make this...clapping sound when i do certain physical movements..."

"so?"

"so?" you turn your head to look at him, questioning eyes meeting his scarlet stare. his red irises are mere slivers with how blown out his pupils are, heavy with lust.

"yeah, so what?"

"so...i don't like them." you voice is small as you look at him shyly, cheeks blooming with heat under the stringiness of your wet hair.

"well i love them."

---

miguel presses gentle and sweet kisses over your tender skin, relieving all the pain from your chafed inner thighs with just a touch of his lips. your legs are hooked over his shoulders as he makes his way up your body.

the prominent shape of his fangs press against his top lip as his sharp maroon stare fixes right at the apex of your thighs. you can tell he's holding himself back by the way his fingers grip bruises into the tops of your legs.

"baby, you have no idea," he takes a deep breath, eyes closed as his nose nuzzles at your inner thigh, "how fucking perfect you are."

"mig, please!"

he smiles cloyingly, letting you watch his fangs retract before he dips his head closer to your center. he wouldn't want to hurt you...

he locks eyes with you when he experimentally slips his tongue through your soaking lips, only giving you enough attention to keep you buzzing. he's delicately laving against you, feeling you tense and pant under him as he slowly builds up your pleasure.

a haze of lust instantly clouds over his darkened eyes and you watch as he gets lost in the taste of you. he pushes in deeper, tongue fucking you, slurping and sucking, while spilling muffled groans over your pulsing cunt as your thighs begin to tighten around him.

he flicks over your aching clit, drinking in your whimpers, moans, and cries as he teases you, pulling back every so often until you bury your hand into his curls and force him down onto you.

you're nearly suffocating him with your thighs when he start suckling you into his mouth, muscles trembling against him as you grow closer to the edge, and he loves it.

his silky lips and slick tongue push you straight off the edge. you hold on to him as your body writhes with white hot pleasure, hand in his hair and thighs around his head. you can barely hear the muffled groans he makes from how lost in ecstasy you are.

but he groans, and grunts, and then freezes.

"did i just..." he unwraps your legs from around him and sits up, tugging his briefs down in disbelief. your bleary eyes open, eyes glazed and unfocused from the intensity of your orgasm. "shit."

you look down and are graced with a beautiful mess that drips from his cock and the black fabric of his boxers.

you can't help the amused smile that spreads over your lips, "you need some help cleaning that up?"

#anon #miguel o'hara #miguel o’hara #miguel o'hara x reader #miguel o’hara x reader #miguel o'hara smut #fluff #miguel o’hara smut