#vivi's vents

[bun-haired-nutjob]

i want to be someone's pet not (just) for kink reasons but because i'm afraid that if i have to go through life like normal and go to uni and get a job i'll fall flat on my face and be a failure, i need to be owned and coddled and told that i'm good enough just by existing in the same way that you never have any expectations for a cat to do anything useful other than be cute and i need someone to think that of me

#i feel like i'm too broken for anything. #vivi's vents

[needycutetransgirl]

it's so disheartening when people in the queer community aren't able to separate disgust from morality and generally just aren't kink positive. not in an "i like most kinks" kind of way but just in an "even if i don't like/am irked by a kink i respect that people are able to practice it consensually"

it's so frustrating that there are people who will take kinks in a purely fictional context and assume that this is representative of some desire to perform them outside of consensual roleplay, or that it's a slippery slope that leads to that

it's so depressing that there are people who make sharing kinks hard because they WILL judge you for it and they WILL interpret it as part of your morality. kink positivity is a vital part of queer spaces and it makes me afraid to talk about it when there are people who will clutch their pearls and think lesser of you for it.

#had a discussion with someone and tried to sway them on why there aren't “acceptable kinks” and “unacceptable kinks” #they didn't listen and i fear they think lesser of me now. #vivi's vents

[cloudofbutterflies92]

However seeing people glorified persons who are so jealous of their favorite character that they don't want to see them with other OCs isn't exactly a good thing

#I won't mention it because then these people will go and cry but understand that being jealous of a character is toxic #please grow up #I don't care if I lose followers but if you exalt jealous people I don't want you on my account #because in this account there is no room for jealousy #vivi vent

[vivifucksthevillain]

the overwhelming urge to tell someone every small thing about your day and every bad thing that has ever happened to you vs "what if they think im annoying and hate me"

#vivi vents

[thesilverlady]

in my humble opinion I think Aegon III and Viserys II are the ones who suffered the most out of all D&R's kids

#team black #vent #I'm hot trying to compare pain obviously but I see a lot of “competitiveness” from the boy stans and like like died in a sec #joff had someone by his side at least. And Jace died heroically and was remembered for his actions. #meanwhile you have Aegon iii who watched helplessly his mother burn alive #and viserys II who ended up in the whole mess in the east and by the time he was 13 he was married with kids... #<- there's no way yall think consent was there but anyways #egg and vivi get so ignored and I think that's because they didn't *really* appear on the show #but them and the twins become the most important children and survivors of the dance

[multi-fandom-official-account]

Can Vivi go by he/him? Vivi seems more masculine to me personally

Vivi: Of course I can!

(I’ve been getting a lot of questions regarding Vivi’s gender lately and it’s been making me uncomfortable, if you’re new it’s okay but in case you don’t know, Vivi is Demigender and Demifluid so they go by they/them but they can go by any, they can be male, they can be female, they just don’t care. All of these questions are making me feel overwhelmed at the moment so please stop asking about Vivi’s gender or sexuality. They are Demigender, Demifluid, Asexual panromantic. I don’t care what gender you call them, stop asking.)

#billie bust up #bbucommunity #bbu oc #oc #vivi #vivi responds #vent kinda

[queenimmadolla]

some of y’all are about to be real mad at me but idc, Taylor swift releasing the remix with Ice Spice (it was recorded a couple of months ago), who is a big fan of hers while she’s dating someone who made racially charged derogatory remarks about Ice Spice (and pulled a shit covered ‘apology’ out of his asshole) is rubbing me the wrong fucking way, especially as a black woman

#vivi is venting #even tho this is going to do numbers

[durgegale]

shoutout to @cerudinaeart for being like the only one i’ve seen so far who does nsfw fat art with astarion. and shoutout to us plus size bg3 fans who are neglected in every corner of the fandom. i hear you.

#if i had any artistry in me i’d be doing art of vi and astarion #also kind of a vent cause it feels like we don’t exist in fandom really :( #astarion #bg3 #signed vivi

[nya-vivi]

Reading 9 books for a texts subject is too much. Bc the average in a literature class is around 12-16 readings in-depth for four months. Earth reclaim me pls.

#i have to do an assignment about those 9 books. except that the assignment is about metatextual things instead of the contents of the book. #why is it so difficult for proffs to plan for assignments about reading without messing up with the students?? #idk what he wants us to tell about Seneca's stoicism in his Medea tbh #me and the whole class missed the memo that we were in a philosophy class #🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 #vent post #i guess #vivi in a nutshell

[bun-haired-nutjob]

i feel so vulnerable. i see all the victims of transmisogyny on this site and all i can do is count my blessings that I'm not one of them--yet. i used to post a lot more kink-based stuff to my main (i stopped only because friends i had outside of those circles started using tumblr and i wanted them to follow me lmao) and i wonder if i would be being harrassed right now if i had not made that decision. i followed predstrogen before everything that happened to her and it broke my heart to see it all unfold. she never deserved any of this. and people will continue to harrass us and single us out and make things worse for us all the time forever. it happens every week that there's a new callout post or poll that shows people don't respect us. i want to exist safely. i don't want to feel like I'm only safe through obscurity. i don't want people to hate me. i want to be loved

#if you have any kind words for me i would appreciate it a million times over if you sent me a dm or ask with them #transmisogyny #vivi's vents

[cloudofbutterflies92]

So I know that no one will most likely see this post but I absolutely have to say it. You must also support small artists and authors, not just those with big likes because it is not fair that those with many likes are supported and the small ones no, and perhaps a small artist or writer, even a good one, loses the inspiration to do everything.

#vivi vent #sorry but I had to say it because it makes me angry that someone who is a small artist or writer doesn't receive the same support #small artist #small writer #artist on tumblr #writers on tumblr #vivi speaks

[vivifucksthevillain]

guess who came back to ruin everything good i have going again

#uh answer: its mori #vivi vents

[draconiccatgirl]

Kinda Venting Below (and Rejuv Spoilers I guess).

I've reached the uh, Nancy/Rift Chandelure secret area thingie and I just..

It's, it's hitting me, but I think, differently than it would for the average person.

I think for the average person it's probably like, very direct, very what is shown, you're mourning the loss of a parent. Those who have lost those dear to them can probably relate and find some sort of, connection in this moment via that.

For me, this is me mourning the innocence of my childhood. My family life, never has been, and never was, even close to like, a stereotypical/normal/whatever family. Considering I'm currently trying to avoid my dad as much as possible since he believes with his whole heart that my disabilities have "gone on too long", and my mother is an alcoholic who refuses all denial of the harm she caused her children.

I am mourning, and coming to grips with, ever thinking that my parents actually hold love for me in their hearts. I am mourning the picturesque memories of childhood, where I thought my parents actually cared about me.

I should've realized that when I learned I was the accident that happened during my mother offering my dad sex for his birthday, but I didn't.

I'm scared, traumatized, broken, lonely, constantly beating myself down, terrified of the thoughts in my head. I have no one to turn to, no one to ask for help, or for comfort.

Hopefully one day all that changes, and I can actually live with someone who cares about me more than my parents ever did.

TY Rejuv Team for this moment that, I see very differently than everyone else did.

#Vivi Vent #pokemon #pokemon rejuvenation #rejuvenation spoilers

[kittehburger]

a bit of a rant warning!! [if you dont agree with my opinion please block me and move on] i said on twitter ithougt proshippers were crybabies, i didnt @ anyone, i didnt reply to anyone, i just stated my opinion in my own space and i have nsfw/proship dni in my bio, and i got like harassed by 50 qrts some of which were full grown adults over 40 years old and had over 600 likes on individual posts it really doesnt make sense to me. i got called an animalfucker i got told i have a pedo artstyle an adult was telling me in the qrts about their 'noncon incest fic' i genuinely, don't know how anyone thought they were in the right for going after some kid on the internet like this, and it baffles me how unsafe the internet is for kids osmetimes. ive never wanted to engage in discourse, i deleted the tweet didnt reply to anyone and moved on, i was not in the correct headspace to get harassed, and im going to stay off of twitter or use it sparingly. the funny thing is, lots of these people were saying i was a bully or harassing them, which i never did.. i really think they proved my point!! but anyway so this post isnt all sad im leaving a picture of my cat in his lil cardboard house

#vivis words #vent

[vcnitasventus]

I saw someone on Reddit saying that they feel ff16 lacks warmth and I think that's exactly what my issue is with it.

There's nothing in Valisthea that makes it feel unique compared to other worlds. Like yes, all the final fantasy buzzwords are there, but they seldom do the final fantasy thing. Malboro doesn't give you debuffs, thieves don't steal, doom is just a generic attack that you can dodge.

Not to mention the world is just grim. And while I get the point was to convey a dying world, people still do stuff! They find ways to make themselves happy, they do things for fun! By taking out the silly little minigames, it makes it feel like people just sit around being miserable until Clive comes in to remind them of the power of friendship.

I think the boss fights are great but all other fights quickly get repetitive. The combat is still fun, but the equipment system is so empty and straightforward, there's no experimentation or fun to it aside from get the next strongest thing. As a result it makes exploration sooo unrewarding. You can only have <10 of every item so they give a fuck ton of crafting supplies to make up for it but I have nothing!!!! To craft!!!!! And any gear I find is worse than what I have!

The sidequests work like MMO sidequests which is what I anticipated knowing it was the FFXIV team but it feels like a miss here. Also the amount of important story or character information that is hidden behind sidequests??? Why is my favorite main couple moment locked behind two sidequests?????

Also (spoilers) while I think the story was good, it feels v tedious at moments getting to it. I wish the women were better written. Benedikta deserved to be more than a plot device for male conflict, Jill deserved more than to be an accessory in her own redemption, Mid deserved a proper and well done moment of closure for her father's death. I also think Clive's ending should have been different. I can't put into words what exactly about it bothered me, but I don't think it should have been that.

Overall, I think it was an alright game. I don't think it was a particularly great final fantasy.

#theres vague story spoilers in here youve been warned #vivi rambles #not tagging with the game tag im just venting my thoughts but #pbbbbbbbbbt

[v-anrouge]

lmao dont u love when ppl make fun of u because you're not a fluent english speaker yes american please do continue to act like english is the most important language in the world!!! Go fuck yourself.

#vivi this isn't directed at u btw #i thought id say this since my last post was abt u #dw u haven't done anything #tw vent #gringos am i right