#vibin but only in the bathroom cuz i don't want my family to see it

[yeonjuns-croptop]

Just tried doing my own eyeliner for the first time (even before there was like one(1) time a friend did it on me) and honestly it's not that bad and i'm severely vibing

#vibin but only in the bathroom cuz i don't want my family to see it? #it's so weird all my life i was the tomboy #and like almost two years ago i cane out as nonbinary #or like i realized it then #and i cut my hair short and presented pretty masculine #at some point last year my parents also got to know #they accept it but since i dont tell them what i want them to do they basically change nothing #←that's fine tho i'm okay with that #i changed my name socially my teachers use it all my friends use it etc #and now after years of rejecting femininity and also like a year of severe body dysphoria #i'm starting to enjoy feminine things? #most obviously i started wearing skirts #which was a huge step for me to buy #and now i'm somewhat getting into makeup and it's really weird for me cuz i never saw the appeal in it? #but now i do and while i am pretty confident in my identity it still is all a very unspecific feeling #on one hand i'm trying to present male cuz it makes me feel good #on the other female things also start to do that and that honestly scares me a bit #my solution is basically just letting it all happen #whih is my approach to all my problems but especially my identity #so we'll see what happens^^