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#usually i can take my time to calmly watch the new ep but not today
airenyah · 1 year
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msp may not be bbs but. it sure is making me FEEL THINGS
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leftonraed · 3 years
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The Night We Met - Episode 6
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pairing : Taehyung x OC   genre : bodyguard!au, singleparent!au, idol!au   word count : 4.1k summary — It doesn’t look good for Taehyung and his niece when his brother’s in-laws come visit them. Prologue | ep.1 | ep.2 | ep.3 | ep.4 | ep.5 | ep.6 | ep.7 
“I told you you didn’t have to stay home today,” you hear Taehyung tell you when he comes out of the bathroom. “I don’t want to ruin your week when I don’t have to go anywhere.”
He pauses in the entrance corridor where you’re standing almost at attention. You look up at him and can feel some uneasiness on his behalf when you don’t move an inch.
You speak calmly. “You’re not ruining anything.”
He frowns,powerless and opens his mouth without really knowing what to say back. He slowly walks away in the kitchen.
“Want me to make you something?”
You shake your head. Seeing him confused and trying to find some meaning behind your attitude is somewhat amusing.  
He pauses again.
“Come sit with me… I’m barely awake but you’re stressing me out.” You indulge him. He frowns to himself, “don’t make me order you.”
You sit at the end of the couch. “Thought you’d like it...”
“Huh?”
“Nothing.”
You both hear Hina toddling out of her room. Her usual toothy grin is absent this morning and it immediately thought-provokes you both.
She doesn’t look up at you but stops a short moment to hug your knees as a compensation. You watch her shuffle her way between Taehyung’s legs with a pouty face.
“Morning sweetheart. You okay?” He cranes his neck down to get a look at her face pulled back downward. “What’s wrong? Feeling sick?”
Your eyes show little worry.
“You tummy hurt?” He asks again when she rubs her stomach. She nods a little, turns around and lifts her arms to have him hug her. He traps his slice of bread in his mouth, rubs his hand and picks her up on his lap. “Want this banana? It’ll make you feel better.”
She accepts to be fed with little zeal but eats anyway.
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Taehyung has noticed your unusual quiet behavior which has now endured the whole past week but he doesn’t comment on it. He senses you alert but isn’t sure about the reason behind it. His attention is fully directed to his niece, taking special care of her as she thankfully seems to get better quickly.
You’ve been left alone in the living-room for a while. You look at the door when the doorbell rings and stride towards it confidently.
You swing the door open with too much force, taking by surprise Hwiin who’s standing on the other side. You frown a little at her when she smiles at you eerily. You shift to let her in.
You walk past her and sit down again while she remains standing, looking around to localize anyone else.
Luckily, you both don’t have to keep up with an awkward silence when Taehyung shows himself a couple of minutes later. You don’t pay attention to them as they start conversing about whatever brought her here.
You find yourself looking at her two or three times before you eventually decide to walk away and check on Hina.
“This seems like a lot, to be honest,” Taehyung admits looking at the screen right in front of him. “I’m barely keeping up with Hina and her school schedule.”
Hwiin’s smile doesn’t falter. She leans in and gently puts her hand on his arm. “Trust me, those interviews and shows overseas are much needed after your successful comeback.”
“I thought they’d be enough, you know, given my previous absence.”
He meets her fairly subtle gaze, sensing its pleading. It used to work much more easily before. He runs his finger in his hair, breaking touch with her but gets her all the more captivated with his casual demeanor and bare face.  
“You cannot just rely on local activities, it’s an opportunity not to miss. And I’m sure your foreign fans will be so grateful. It’s been so long.”
He leans back in the chair, grazing his bottom lip with his teeth. He can’t say he doesn’t miss them just as much.
“We’ll take care of…” She looks down, frowning as she looks for her words, “adjustments later. Please give your green light.” They lock eyes. She grins an innocent smile, “trust me.”
The dilemma is very clear but his hesitation also emphasizes his excitement about touring abroad again.
He lets out a deep sigh, covering his face with both hands, “I can’t believe I’m saying this but… okay. I’m down.”
He hears the excited squeal that escapes her.
“You won’t regret it.” She says delighted as she nimbly taps an answer to an email on her tablet computer and puts some order in the several open documents. “Okay,” she brings the device back in front of him and quickly resumes as her way not to lose momentum. “I also needed you to take a look at the new merchandise…”
Sitting with your back against the wall with Hina’s head on your lap, you’re gently combing your fingers through her silky dark hair. You’re starting the reading of the second book when the bell rings again.
Taehyung frowns at the door.
“Are you expecting someone?” His manager inquires as he carefully stands up.
“No…” He trails unsure. She watches him take a look at the intercom to identify the visitors. His frowning deepens. “Yes?”
“Hello, mister Kim?” A female voice says.
“Yes?”
“I am Seohyung Choi from the Seoul Council.” She continues, “our agency received a call from someone concerned about- I believe if I understood correctly your niece, Kim Hina. I would like to discuss it with you.”
Hwiin doesn’t say anything and can feel alarm overwhelming Taehyung.
“Uhm-...” His pulse picks up in speed and his mouth feels dry. “I don’t understand, I-”
“There is nothing to be worried about,” Seohyung reassures him. “I simply would like to ask you a couple of questions about you and your niece, if that is possible.”
“But I- we don’t have any issue here. I me-”
“Let her in.”
Taehyung looks over his shoulder when he suddenly hears your voice.
“I’m not-” He stutters, wondering if you knew about this. “I don’t know-”
He’s panicked and your heart squeezes at the sight but you don’t dither.
“Let her in. Go change quickly. Don’t worry.”
He takes a deep breath and looks back at the intercom. “Uh.. Come in.”
“Thank you.”
He dashes to his bedroom and starts looking for clean clothes with shaking hands. He barely gives himself the time to look at his reflection to ruffle his hair. He thinks of checking on Hina who’s quietly looking at the pictures in the book you were about to read and decides not to bother her.
You watch Taehyung giving quick looks around the penthouse to make sure it is not too messy before he joins you back in the corridor leading to the entrance.  
“It’s going to be okay,” you say softly only for him to hear.
His eyes are glued to the door. “I don’t know why… I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“I know. You’ll just be answering some questions. Don’t worry.”
He doesn't know how you’re doing it but the calmness in your voice manages to sooth his nerves a little and he remembers to breathe somewhat normally.
“Should I come later?” Hwiin interjects standing up, making you and him turn your heads in her direction.
“Y-you can stay. It’s fine.” Taehyung trails while staring back again at the door. He mutters to himself, “everything’s fine.”
You step back behind and wait.
He pauses right before opening the door. A woman around her mid-thirties walks in with a warm smile and you let out a relieved sigh at her seemingly likeable air, thinking it’ll help him feel less stressed.
She takes off her shoes, smiling at you and Hwiin when she sees you two.
“Please, come in. This is ______, our bodyguard and here, Hwiin my manager.”
“It’s nice to meet you,” she grins and you both return the gesture. “You’re home is so lovely inside.”
“Ha, thank you.” He smiles shyly. “Uhm- w-would you like something to drink?”
“Oh don’t bother yourself. I’m good, thank you.”
A very brief instant passes by with everyone being quiet. You look at Taehyung.
“Maybe we should sit down.” Seohyung suggests, smiling to herself while Taehyung leads the way to the dining table with an embarrassed look, shaking his head as a way to get a grip.
“Is Hina here?”
“She’s playing in her room. Should I bring her?”
“Oh don’t. It’s good this way since I’d like to discuss with you first.”
You let him on his own not to cause any kind of extra stress and decide to keep Hina company. Taehyung notices and feels relieved you’re taking a weight off his mind. Hwiin has moved her belongings to the couch where she feigns focusing on her work.
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“Where are you going?” you ask Hina.
“With daddy…” She pouts at you because of your sudden serious tone.
You stand up from her bed to peek outside her bedroom. Taehyung and Seohyung have left their seats and he is now showing her around.
“Okay, you can go.”
Hina walks away on her tippy toes. You see her hesitating on her tracks at the sound of an unfamiliar voice. She freezes when Seohyung crosses her path.
“Hello, you.” She crouches at her height, slightly shaking her hands. “Your name Hina’s right? Can you show me room?” She lets out a chuckle when the little girl forces her way between Taehyung’s legs to hide herself behind.
“It’s down the corridor.” He informs her when she stands up.
You walk out to let her in and lock eyes with him. He seems a lot more comfortable but gives you an interrogative look. You settle for a small supportive smile and leave them alone.
Hwiin naturally looks up at you when she feels your presence. Her mood seems to have changed.
Seohyung smiles your way when they come back. She and Taehyung sit down with Hina perched on his lap. She finishes writing down notes on her report.
“Alright, I didn’t see anything worth being raised about your household. Beside that one outlet and the window in the bathroom like I pointed it out earlier.”
Hina whines when she drops her soft toy, signaling Taehyung to get it back.
“Otherwise, it seems very secure for little Hina.” She smiles at her while Hina baby talks to her plushy. Taehyung keeps all his attention on the woman. “I’ll send you an email with all the documents needed so I can complete your dossier.”
“Alright.”
“Do you have any specific questions? Something I can shed light on?”
“I don’t think so, no.”
“Very good. Here, my contact information if something comes back to you.”
“Thank you.”
She bids her goodbye to everyone before Taehyung shows her out. You take one last glance at Hwiin whose face has turned expressionless.
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You’re waiting outside the dressing room with Hina half-asleep in your arms.
Taehyung just finished performing for a show and is now discussing alone with Hwiin as she’s requested. The chair you’re sitting on has been positioned not too far from the door so you can hear it immediately when their conversation becomes heated although you can’t decipher their exact words.
The door opens a short while later. When you look up, Taehyung seems to try his best to keep himself calm. You don’t see Hwiin follow closely.
“Give her to me,” he says quietly with his arms stretched towards you. You stand up and let him hold Hina. He’s wearing the clothes he first came with so you grasp he’s ready to leave the building.
The ride back home is quiet.
He puts Hina to bed and goes shower after telling you to order dinner from his phone. You take it where he left it on the counter on his way in, unlocking it without difficulty since he didn’t set a password.
When Taehyung walks out, dressed in a simple black shirt and grey sweatpants, freshly cleaned but visibly exhausted, you are unpacking the few last dishes.
You start eating, letting the TV fill in the silence between you. You don’t mind being quiet, it just feels off when Taehyung seems elsewhere and it indirectly has you looking for ways to bring him back.
“Hey, you’re not eating that?”
He blinks and automatically hands the chicken wings left in his box.
“I’m not eating if you want it,” you smile faintly.
“I’m full you can have it.” He trails with a small pout and you take his box.
“Don’t look so dejected or I’ll lose my appetite too.”
He lifts his chin to look pensively at the small frown on your face as you bite on the food. “Sorry.”
“You want to talk about it?” You cock your head towards him, attacking a second wing.
He remains quiet a moment and you think you should’ve as well when you see his face gets darker.
“I feel abandoned.” He begins quietly. “It’s like everyone wants me to give up on the idea I could be good for Hina and it’s putting me off.”
Your lips part but you’re not sure if you mean to talk. You wipe the grease off your hands with one of the wipes given by the restaurant.
“I keep asking myself why no one’s seeing the efforts I’m making for this to work. It’s not fair... Just because I’m not practising the kind of job they think is more suited for a family life? It’s not fair...”
It really isn’t, you think. You never thought you out of all the people in his life would be among the few supporting him. You wish you had a say but you’re only left with encouraging words to repeat yet again.
You naturally reach for his knee, squeezing it a little. “I think they know you’re doing a great job. For some reason, they refuse to accept it.”
“They think Hina’s maternal grandparents would provide a more stable environment. I don’t want her to be taken away, ______.” He groans with a weak voice.
You feel a pang of sorrow when he blinks his teary eyes at you. You detest when you can’t find anything to do that could help. You reach for the second wipe, tear it open and unfold it.
“Even if they do,” you inch yourself closer to clean the stains of the dipping sauce off his mouth and explain with a soft voice. “You won’t give up on her. Because you know, it’s the right thing to do. And if you don’t, you’d prove them right.”
Taehyung quietly fixes his gaze on you with tired eyes, replaying your words in his mind. You remain silent as well, squeezing the dirty wipe in your fist, and find yourself glancing down at his lips irregularly.
Before you can feel drawn to each other even closer, you back up until reaching an appropriate distance from him and begin cleaning the table, looking away. “You should go to sleep.”
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Taehyung tried his best not to look too dispirited the following weeks until the day he received a mail stipulating Hina’s maternal grandparents showing themselves as the better option for her at this moment in the eyes of the court.
You couldn’t help but think it had to do with the sudden change in social workers.
You close your hands around the cup of hot tea you just made herself, eyes riveted on the grey winter sky.
You get snapped out of your reverie when you hear one of the stools being dragged as Hina tries to climb on it. Your eyes soften at her when she gives you a victorious smile and settles on her seat to eat her snack prepared by you. It’s almost dinner time but Taehyung doesn’t care.
He dressed her in a beautiful dress, you wouldn’t dare to guess the price of it.  
Taehyung joins a little after with a matching hair band in his hand. You don’t look at each other. He carefully combs her hair and places the accessory. He sits down between you and watches her eat in silence.
He props his hand on the table to rest his head on. You don’t mind him hiding from you.
“We going to the zoo again? Let’s go to the zoo.” She blinks her big eyes at him.
He combs her bangs away from her eyes and wipes his nose with the back of his hand. “Wanna go see the animals?”
She hums positively and nods at the same time bringing her eyes back on her brownie. “They don’t bite, daddy. They nice.”
Hina stretches her tiny hand to feed him some of her snacks and lingers her gaze on him for a second, thoughtful.
“We going with ______ too.”
You look away from her and lower your head.
He cleans her mouth with his thumb and jumps a little when the doorbell rings.
“I going! I going,” she chirps, jumping down from her seat with his help.
A shaky sigh that escapes him. You gently grab his forearm, addressing him with a supportive look before you both walk towards the door.
You stay behind. Hina’s now able to graze the doorknob when she stretches on her tiptoes. You wonder if this is how she looked right before you first saw her. Your face darkens.
When he opens the door, you recognize the new social worker joined by her grandparents. Everyone’s eyes on the little girl who seeks comfort behind Taehyung as she peeks up curiously.
“Hina,” calls softly her grandmother with her open arms. “Come say hi.”
She doesn’t move, tightening her grip on his pants. He pats her head while her grandmother keeps beckoning her.
“Go say hi to grandma.”
After a couple of seconds, Hina walks slowly towards the elderly couple to let them kiss her as they exchange a couple of words. Taehyung walks away to get a bag with all of Hina’s belongings.
You don’t know where to look. You try not to stare as he crouches down at the doorstep. Her grandmother tries not to look too affected when Hina hops back in his arms.
“Hina you’ll go to grandma and grandpa’s house, today.” He trails softly while putting her coat and small beanie on for her. “You’ll go with them for some time and then I’ll come see you, all right. Here, don’t forget your gloves… It’s snowing outside.”
“You coming with Hina?” She asks after fetching his black knit cap from the sideboard for him.
He takes it from her, ignoring the tightness in his chest. “No, baby. You go with them. I will come after.”
Her frown deepens as she shakes her head unsatisfied. “No, no. I stay with daddy…”
“Hina,” her grandpa’s voice earns their attention. “There are a lot of toys back home. Don’t you want to go play with them? There’s a big princess castle built an-”
She turns away to hug Taehyung’s neck, shaking her head again.
“Hina, we should go now. Come.”
He can’t help but tense at the authoritative tone the old woman uses. She goes to grab one of Hina’s arm and forces her back up on her feet.
She starts whimpering and her eyes get teary.
“Let’s try not to linger.” The social worker interjects suddenly, backing away to prompt their quick departure and get settled with it rapidly.
You look their way. Hina brings a clothed hand to her face and rubs it when a tear slides down, naturally recalling what Taehyung always told her when she’d fuss. He stands up with his head hanging and she cranes up hers to pout at him and her grandmother, baring her grief.
“Let’s go,” her grandfather prompts after taking the bag from Taehyung.
Hina drags her feet, looking back as she’s taken further and further away from him. You join Taehyung rooted in the corridor. He sniffles at the gut-wrenching sight.
“Don’t break down in front of her.” You say quietly, seeing her one last time before they turn around the corner.
He looks down at the black beanie and closes his hand tightly around it. Her crying is weaker now and Taehyung can't hold it back anymore.
You walk him back in and barely have the time to close the door before he slowly grabs onto your body, hugging you to him, seeking comfort.
You freeze in surprise a quick second and slowly lower your hands on his back, listening to him sobbing in your neck.
“Please, hold me.”
You squeeze him hard, clenching away the tears blurring your vision.
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You indulge him when he asks you to spend the night in his bed, allowing him to curl in your embrace as he cries himself to sleep.
The following day, he hopes to see you still by his side but finds the other side of the bed, cold and empty.
He didn’t rest that night and the note you left on his bedside table had only awakened a headache he would’ve done without. What he reads doesn’t surprise him, Hina had been taken away from him and so did your professional duties with you.
Hwiin cannot hold back the delight of having him to herself again, steering him towards whatever she thought advantageous for him and mostly for her.
She didn’t take in account the other side of the coin. As pliable as she got him to be, his demeanor was left out of her reach.
Taehyung does the bare minimum expected from him on tv shows and interviews, he still gives his all during performances but they’re lacking and soon, Hwiin is brought to deal with unhappy and worried fans who do their utmost to discover the reason behind his dull self.
Taehyung becomes withdrawn not only around strangers but also when he’s with his parents, friends and even when he’s left alone with her  and she doesn’t stand it. She hates to witness him become the ghost of himself and this would only lead them to their downfall. Her feelings for him make it all uncomfortable.
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As for Hina, she isn’t doing any better.
Her grandparents have a hard time getting along with her. She’s not lacking anything but they fail filling in his absence. She struggles to get familiar with her new surroundings and their strictness does nothing but nurture her fear of them.
Her change of mood doesn’t go unnoticed by her school teacher but even her doesn’t manage to make her talk.
“This can’t go on,” her grandfather grunts sitting down on their bed, facing the window. His wife remains quiet on her side. “This isn’t benefiting any of us.”
“If she goes back with him, we’ll never be part of her life.” She places the comb back on the bedside table. “She’s everything we’ve got left of our precious Yuri.”
“Let’s not put a wall between us and him.” He reaches back when he feels her slipping beneath the sheets. “We’ve got to admit he did a good job raising her all this time despite his lack of experience… We’re not this patient anymore... It pains me to see Hina like this. We should think about it.”
She doesn’t answer and he turns back to look up at the night sky.
I hope you forgive us, Yuri.
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It takes a month to Hwiin before she decides to visit mr and mrs Hiroshi. The wind is harsh on her skin as she climbs up the slope leading to their house. She tries to block the cold as much as possible, tilting her head down in the collar of her coat and ends up bumping into someone coming in the opposite direction.
“Sorry,” she apologizes instantly but the person doesn’t acknowledge her, hidden under a large hood. She stops a second wondering if they come from their house since the path doesn’t lead anywhere else but hurriedly picks up her walk again.
She pushes the intercom button but notices from afar mister Hiroshi outside sweeping the pathway from the outside door to their house.
“Hwiin, isn’t that right?” He recalls after walking up to her and greeting her. “What brings you here in this awful weather? You’re going to catch a cold.”
“Don’t worry about it,” she trails embarrassingly as she tries to think of ways to formulate her next words. “I’m sorry to bother you but I’ve come to talk to you because of Taehyung a-”
“You here to convince my wife to have Hina go back to him, aren’t you?”
“Uhm- y-yes, yes.” She blinks a little taken aback. “I- I”
“Well, you’re running a little bit late.”
She stares back, confused.
“A young woman around your age- very charming and polite by the way- just came by with the same motive. You probably saw her, she left a couple of minutes ago.”
Hwiin looks behind her, pensive. “Did she?”  
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taliel-strykidz · 4 years
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WGM ep 2 ish?
That one time that Huannie saved someones life {I know this wouldn’t happen in real life but I got inspo from the Good Doctor.} 
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Being late to events was not something Huannie took great pride in, she had barely slept as it was and was somehow late for filming. 
She had to arrive at SM entertainment within 20 minutes and her new home was on the other side of town, 40 minutes at least given the traffic warning. 
“Yah, why are you panicking Huan?” Jinyoung spoke up from behind her in the bathroom, sporting an agitating amused smirk. 
“I have to film an interview in like 20 minutes.” She yelled, scrambling to their room to find her heels. She couldn’t find them so she opted for some random trainers she found and grasped the folder in her hands and sprinted for the front door, dodging camera men left right an centre. 
“Yah, eat first Jagi, what are you going to do run there?” He stopped her to shove a bun in her mouth and grabbed his own coat, attempting not to allow her to make a fool of herself. 
“I’ll make it.” She began to argue already out of the door, ignoring the camera men who complained about having to run or walk there. Jinyoung followed after her only to stop dead in his tracks to remember to lock the door. 
The two ran side by side to the bus station hoping to possibly catch a bus instead of having to run there, not for their sake but for their camera men and Jae-Geun’s sake. Since the company hadn’t brought Huannie’s car to the new house this was their best option. 
So they sat in the bus terminal, Huannie wedged in between the men, watching a little girl dance around to Twice playing from her mothers phone.  The camera man who was unfortunately already sweating, suggested Huannie sing along with the girl to make a little bit of entertainment for everyone. People gathered to watch the duo, as Jinyoung filmed it on his phone for future reasons. 
On the plastic chair of the bus terminal was the girls mother, clapping her hands lethargically along to the girl dancing, the man next to her holding her shoulders tightly. Huannie observed her a little bit longer than the man had liked, she noticed that the woman was indeed pregnant- probably near her due date. But the minor detail that one wouldn’t notice unless you were actively looking for it: The woman had an unhealthy look to her skin complexion along side the nervous beads of sweat you could see on her forehead. Huannie tensed up as she followed the woman’s left arm to see that her hand was holding her neck, tighter than usual. 
{Cut to a scene where she gets asked about how she noticed something was wrong.} 
“You could tell he was a drinker, and I assumed that was the reason she leaned away from him at first. From the outside it would look like a perfect marriage, yet the woman had bruises on her arm that couldn’t have been from wacking it wrong. 
Huannie watched almost in slow motion as the woman’s body got tired of holding up her hands and the wound on her neck was evident for everyone to see, Huannie nudged Jinyoung to look after the little girl as she started towards the couple. The man looked tense as he started the gather that Huannie knew what he was up to, and swiped his arm one more time across her neck and the woman crumbled. 
“Geun!” Huannie screamed to catch the woman in the process of falling, so her manager/body guard could quickly grab a hold of the man. Huannie had thought she was thinking too much into things, she’d never expected him to lash out in public let alone in front of the cameras. The little girl who was innocent enough to see why Huannie had ran towards her mother had begun screaming, it took everyone in the station to know what was going on. The passerby’s no longer clapping along to the beat. 
“Jinyoung don’t let her over here!” She yelled putting compression on the wound, it was as if Huannie kicked started into action, taking off her jacket to put on the woman’s neck. Huannie frantically searched around her for objects that would help. “Doe’s anyone have a clean piece of fabric?” 
She shouted around her searching for someone with a suitable piece of fabric that she could use. Her eyes searched only to find an older lady with a silk scarf tied to her wrist. Soon a man with a big back came running over and crouched directly behind her. 
“Okay, she’s got  a laceration on her neck, is she hurt anywhere else?” The man began asking Huannie. “I’m a doctor.” As they both did thorough check around her body, Huannie trailed her hands down the side of her stomach and gasped. 
“Ajumma, you’re scarf I need it.” She held her right hand out that wasn’t in compression and held it out for the scarf and handing it to the doctor. “She’s dilated.” 
She turned her attention away from the scene to find Jinyoung who was trying to coax the little girl into the convenience store. 
“You’re killing her sir.” She turned her attention back to see the doctor press the scarf on the woman base of her neck. She began scanning the woman’s body as the doctor glared at her continuing his method. 
“I think I remember my seven years of residential thank you.” 
“You would be correct if she was a normal healthy woman, considering she’s dilated and ready to give birth, you’re pushing on her trachea, therefore in short terms you’re killing her sir.” It was almost as if all the questions started to link together, Huannie guided his hands 27 degrees downward. Low and behold the woman began breathing again. 
“Jagi! Bring her over here please.” She called over to Jinyoung who still hadn’t been able to coax the girl into the store, meanwhile the doctor had begun measuring how dilated the woman was. 
“Hi sweetie- Can you tell me your Eomma’s name?” Huannie asked keeping her hands out of sight of the young girl, calmly turning the girls head away from the her mother on the floor. 
“Lee Hye-jin.” 
“Ne, when’s your little sibling due sweetie?” 
“Eomma said he’s coming in four weeks.” 
“Okay, can you be brave for you Eomma and go with Samjon?” The little girl sniffled and Huannie nodded reassuringly pushing her away gently for Jinyoung to take her away. She gave the girl a kiss on her forehead and nodded for Jinyoung to take her. 
“Hey lady! She’s going into labour.” The doctor called for her attention and she went running. 
“Okay Hye-Jin, my names Ai-Huan we’re going to help you okay?” She rehearsed calmly sending a look to the doctor, who discreetly began to nod to the womans jeans. They were pooled with blood. 
“I can’t have him yet- not here, he’ll kill us.” She began to panic even more after she turned her head slightly to see Geun trying to find the man after a fist fight. 
“We need to move her, now.” The doctor announced and Huannie huffed in irritation looking for an enclosed space, preferably somewhere they could lock. 
“Jagi!” Jinyoung yelled and motioned over to the store, Huannie almost smacked herself for not knowing. 
“Okay Hye-Jin-ah, I need you to co-operate. We need to move you into the store, but I need you to keep breathing slowly.” 
“Ready sir?” 
“Go!” 
They manage to move her into the store and rapidly locked the door, ordering the shop keeper to lock any other doors that could be accessed from the outside. 
“Hye-Jin, I know this is hard for you right now, but you and your daughter are safe we can’t prolong this any longer.” 
“I can’t he’ll-” 
“Listen to me, there’s a strapping handsome bodyguard out there preventing him from doing so, the proteins from your placenta are poisoning your bloodstream. In any moment you could have an eclamptic seizure that could kill you and your son.” The doctor cut her off bluntly, to which Huannie moved Hye-Jin’s face to look at her instead. 
“In nicer terms, we have no choice.” Huannie didn’t wait for an answer as she used the scissors to cut through the woman’s jeans. 
“Ai-Huan just save my baby.” The woman cried and Huannie just set a hard look on her face and nodded to the man next to her, who took it as an okay to go ahead. 
“What’s your name honey?” Huannie motioned for the girl to come over, “Jinyoung go call an ambulance and tell them that they need to arrest a man in a navy blue cap.” 
“Lee Choi I’m-”
“Okay Choi sweetheart can you help me and press this as tight as you can.” Choi smiled brightly and eagerly moved to Huannie’s side and did exactly what she said. 
“Okay Hye-Jin we need to start pushing.” 
It took two hours for the newborn boy to arrive, it seemed everything was okay but the only sounds in the store was the laboured breathing of Hye-Jin. 
“Huannie-ssi he’s supposed to cry! Why isn’t he crying?” The mother began to panic as the Idol began to gently slap the baby’s bottom, with no luck the boy still did not cry. 
“Sir have you got a manual air pump?” 
After five minutes of wishful pumps with the air pump the boy started screeching and Huannie almost passed out from relief, she handed the little boy to his mother and returned to the comforting arms of Jinyoung smiling sweetly down at the scene before her. 
“Huannie-ssi.” The woman called as Huannie and the doctor was exchanging their thanks to the other. 
“Ne?” 
“Have you got a name in mind? You saved us both-” 
“Jong-hyun, please name him Jong-hyun.”  Huannie answered with a soft smile on her face as she watched the baby boy settle in Hye-Jin’s arms. Jinyoung glanced at her wide eyed at the answer. Chang Ai-Huan hadn’t spoke about her fallen friend for two years, he wondered if this was a step to healing for her.  “And Hye-Jin-ah?” 
“Ne?” 
“I’ll leave my number with the paramedics, call whenever you need help, oh and I want daily updates.” 
And with that the couple left with happy smiles on their faces. She hoped Jonghyun was proud of her today, that she saved the little boy since she couldn’t save him in time. It was an amazing feeling that she left with. After two years she finally came to peace with what happened on the 18th of December. 
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180907 NYLON Interview
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Cai xukun’s emergence catches the attention of people; he carries with him the innocence of a youth, yet at the same time he carries maturity rarely seen in others his age. After officially debuting, he chose to ‘settle down’ and put all of his focus into making music, proving himself with his works.
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“Life is an endless learning journey, I hope to become better by constantly improving myself. Moving forward on the path I’m passionate about, first I have to put in time, then enjoy every second on stage.”
The morning of the photoshoot, cai xukun appeared in beijing 798’s bee hive center for contemporary art wearing a navy shirt. The first thing he did after arriving was head to the filming area and discuss the plans for the day with the crew. While observing the site and the style of the clothes, he thought over on how he should express this photoshoot with his own style later on. After changing into his first outfit, he quickly came to an agreement with the photographer; and without needing too much guidance, he immersed himself in the switching of poses in front of the camera.
It seemed cai xukun only adjusted himself to a state of relaxation after going into the resting room, selecting music to play on his phone. Ever since returning from overseas he’s been constantly preparing for his new album, while flying to different cities and countries. But other than the occasional yawns, you couldn’t see any sigs of tiredness coming from him.
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“1”: From nothing to something
We met cai xukun just a week before his 20th birthday. Before this, he never really specially prepared for his birthdays, usually just having a simple meal with his family But this being his first birthday after debuting, turning 20 holds a huge significance to him. He says: “This might be one of the most important birthdays in my life. Because of this album, my 20th birthday has been endowed with significance of many different levels. It’s like a homework I want to hand in to myself, and is also a reciprocation to the long period of accompaniment ikuns have given me. I think the best present I can gift to them are my works. This album will be released for free, (as a gift) to my fans.”
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On the 2nd of august, under the anticipation of many, he achieved first place on various music charts with his new original EP《1》. The title of the album holds his experiences and journey thus far, holding the meaning of starting from zero, from having nothing to having something. And the number ‘1’ is special to cai xukun, symbolising a new era as well as his brand new style of music. But cai xukun’s ambitions towards music will not cease after《1》, he says: “《1》will continue to include my original works in the future, and slowly accumulate to become a full and diverse album. I will work hard to express my personal style from its visual, audio to performance presentations.” You can find his traces in every song of his - in its lyrics, style, and tone colour, even each breath was specially designed.
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On the day of cai xukun’s birthday, he took first place on sina weibo’s influencing celebrities chart with a high score of 98.51. And before this, he’d already maintained this placing for a long record of 13 weeks straight. It’s because of these high numbers and being the talk of the town that cai xukun has been named as a prime representation of ‘new generation idols’. Facing these endless achievements, cai xukun’s understanding towards the label of ‘new generation idol’ is simple, he says: “I feel that as an idol, the first thing that should be done is to spread positive energy, bring to fans a ‘(hardworking/motivating/)self-improving’ attitude through the stage. Secondly it is to concentrate on your career (the things you are good at), focus on training and learning, and to not be disturbed by the external voices. For myself, this career would be music. I am very willing to obtain knowledge in this aspect (music) and try new styles.”
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Throughout the interview, you can easily feel his love and passion for music, towards this, he doesn’t hide anything at all: “I truly enjoy every ‘state’ (that he is in when) at work, whether it is a photoshoot, being on stage or behind-the-scene productions, I am willing to participate in everything. The sense of achievement I receive from the process of participating in all these lets me feel enriched.” Even when he hardly has any time for himself, as long as he is able to squeeze out that little bit of time among his busy schedules, he will use it on composing music. When inspiration suddenly hits, he will immediately record the melody and lyrics on his phone. To him, no matter where he is, the best state to be in when composing is to keep a rash and passionate heart towards music.
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The ability of forgetting oneself on stage
The cai xukun on stage perfectly expresses the arrogant aura of a Leo. He carries a trait of being born for the stage, a combination of stability and ‘explosive force’. Unlike having to play out another person’s life when acting, on stage is where he can express his most authentic side, and in his heart the stage is also the place with the most freedom.
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In the subject of performing on stage, cai xukun is no doubt an outstanding student with full marks. Every time he performs he is just like a ‘model textbook’, from his movements to the tiny changes in his expressions, it is hard to pick out flaws. This model performance student’s achievements comes from his hard work and practice - it is only through endlessly practicing in the dance studio to engrave every movement in his muscle, can one then shine on stage freely. He admits he is someone with strict expectations of himself, persevering on his own ideas when at work. He has a (measuring) scale in his heart, only deciding what’s most suitable for himself after taking in the different opinions from people around him. After the end of every performance, cai xukun never gives up on any opportunity to review himself, through re-watching his performances repeatedly, he uses the scale in his heart to seek for areas of improvement, to create an even better performance for the next time he stands on stage.
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Just like the lyrics cai xukun wrote in <you can be my girlfriend>, “rumours and gossips are just playthings in my eyes” - what can be truly ‘taken into sight’ by him is only music. On his path of becoming a singer, cai xukun has never thought of giving up. Even when he’s asked a hypothetical question of ‘if he can’t sing, what would he do?’, he only smiles and shakes his head, saying: “No, there wouldn’t be a day where I won’t sing.” About how one can stay focused, he shows maturity above that of his age: “I feel you have to ‘settle’ your heart down to learn, life is an endless learning journey. I hope to become better by constantly improving myself. Moving forward on the path I’m passionate about, first I have to put int time, then enjoy every second on stage.” The confidence and charms he exudes now are the best requites from putting in hard work.
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Under the influence of his mother and grandfather, cai xukun has started yearning for the stage since he was small, and naturally stepped onto the path of chasing his dreams. On his 10th birthday he once made a wish: “I want to become a singer, and make my own album.” Ten years later today, he fulfilled his childhood dream. Except that, maybe the him back then didn’t expect himself to cause such an uproar with the fulfilment of this dream. (Then what is your next wish?) “I hope to fulfil this dream even better. Other than publishing works, I have to publish good works. I don’t wish to make music following the (current) trends just to ‘be welcomed’ by the (general) ‘market’.” After he debuted, various comments and judgements came with his popularity. Towards this cai xukun chose the best method of responding, and that is to let his works speak for him.
In the eyes of others, perhaps cai xukun’s name blew up overnight, yet this supposed ‘one night’ costed a span ten years. Before the fame, he spent day after day practicing, waiting for an opportunity that belongs to him. When this opportunity arrived, cai xukun calmly gathered all of the lights on stage and created for himself a unique halo of his own, making people unable to ignore his existence anymore.
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In this ten years of chasing his music dreams, his journey was not smooth-sailing. But whether it be when he felt lost or faced difficulties, cai xukun’s motivation never extinguished. He turns the strong energy in his heart into chances for himself to improve, and even thank the heavens for the experiences he’s been given. “All the difficulties that I’ve been through while chasing my music dreams are my wealth, they’ve given me a lot of help and even inspiration.” Keeping himself grounded over the years, waiting for that moment to go on stage. His experiences perfectly confirms the old saying: one minute of performance on stage, ten years of hard work off-stage.
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“Keeping one’s heart grounded in a world of temptations”, cai xukun’s motto will accompany him on his career for the next ten years, eventually arriving at the ‘other side of the shore’ acknowledged in his heart.
He carries a trait of being born for the stage, a combination of stability and ‘explosive force’. Unlike having to play out another person’s life when acting, on stage is where he can express his most authentic side, and in his heart the stage is also the place with the most freedom.
Q & A
Q What did you eat for breakfast today? A I didn’t eat breakfast today.
Q How many hours of sleep did you get this week? A It depends, when I’m busy I get about 5 hours of sleep per day.
Q What do you do when you feel stressed? A Eat.
Q Your favourite colour? A I like all colours.
Q The meme you use most often? A (thinks for a few seconds) I actually don’t really use memes.
Q Do you prefer typing or voice-chatting on wechat? A Typing.
Q Your pinned contact in wechat? A I don’t have any pinned contacts right now.
Q The last person you sent a wechat message to? A My family.
Q What trait of yours do you think is most like a leo? A It should be when I’m on stage.
Q How do you plan to spend your 20th birthday? A Play with music with my ikuns.
Q A song you want to do a cover of the most? A Actually I’ve been preparing a song recently, when it’s done I’ll share it with everyone.
Q The one thing you will definitely do before and after you go on stage? A Before going on stage I will find a corner to let myself be ‘quiet’ for a bit, after coming off stage I’ll find time to watch my performance.
Q If you could collaborate with one person (regardless of time periods and countries), who do you hope to work with and how? A I’d want to work with film master charlie chaplin and act in a movie.
Q If you can only eat one dish for the rest of your life, what would it be? A Stir-fried beef with celery.
Q A body part of yours you’re most satisfied with? A Eyes.
Original article: https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/tZn0gyYp55mh8rdq1ZYoCA
Full Translations: @02m1lk Do NOT repost, please take out WITH credits.
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Tempus Vernum Ep.5
That one time the Queen bribed you with Opera tickets.
Ignis x Reader Spoilers below the cut
(If you missed the last episode - ) Episode Four: That one time you met Prompto Argentum (For mobile users that are unable to read under the cut, copy and past the link in your mobile browser or send the link to yourself and open in your browser instead of the app.)
For the past week, you’ve been successfully shadowing Ignis, learning the ins and outs of being the Royal Secretary. You’ve had the weekend off, but not without an assignment. At the end of the day on Friday, Ignis sent you a file of his verbal notes from the last council meeting. Your job was to use the information to compile the monthly political report. You spent so much time listening to his notes that on Friday and Saturday night, you fell asleep with his voice looping in your mind; ‘to affirm these negative assertions of those who deplore the crown, is to bend to them.’
It wasn’t even a sentence that could be used for the political report, but it stood out to you profoundly…
The positive to all this Ignis-exposure was that it helped make him less of a big deal to you. He wasn’t someone to be intimidated by anymore. You could take a breath.
The morning you arrive you to work with an impressive-looking folder in one hand and your own can of ebony in the other. You sit back in your office chair with a yawn. Behind you snow drifts sleepily from the half-lit sky. You take your time organizing your desk and preparing your report for Ignis. The Ebony hits you in just the right spot as you sip.
Ignis joins you not too long after. He sits on the other side of the desk from you as usual, crossing one leg over the other. You notice his dress socks have a cactuar print today,
“I have the political report ready for you,” you tell him with a tinge of excitement. You pass the folder across the desk and he takes it up into his hands. You watch him finger through the leaflets. He traces one of the sticky notes that’s sticking out, then sets the whole thing back on your desk.
“I’ll make sure that Noct gets this right away,” he smiles briefly.
“Don’t you want to look it over first?” you ask with disappointment. But right away you gasp at your own question with embarrassment. “I-I’m so sorry.”
“I’m sure your report is quite the affectation,” he responds politely.
“That was really – it was a stupid thing to say. I don’t know what I was thinking.”
“You’ll come to get used to it over time.”
Your cell phone buzzes on the desk top. In the heat of the awkward semi-argument, you think of ignoring the phone. But the screen lights up and you see that it’s Sam. Ignis is still saying something when you pick the phone up to read the text.
Sam’s message reads; “I’m i’ll. Not coming in today. Hopefully I don’t die in mucus-y agony.”
“Shit.” You say outloud with a grimace.
Ignis looks very confused. ‘Shit’ is not what he was expecting you to respond with to whatever it was that he was saying.
“Sam just texted me,” you explain. “He’s too sick to come in today.”
“It must be serious. Sam rarely stays home.”
“Who should run the front desk?”
“That would be you if you’re up for it.”
You take a minute to let this idea settle in your mind. ARE you up for it?
“Yeah. I think I can handle that. But to be honest, there are still somethings I’m not totally comfortable with.”
“How about this;” Ignis interrupts. “We’ll run the front desk together and in-between tasks, you can read the political report to me. It’s probably best that I look the report over to make sure you’re doing it properly – well, not ‘look’ exactly-“
“-I know what you mean.”
You’re both smiling kind of stupidly for a second.
“Well…let’s get on with it shall we?” Ignis pulls his earpiece out from an inner coat pocket and as he fastens it in place, you realize that he’s wearing different glasses today. They aren’t the bulky goggle-type safety specs, but something with a sleeker, gunmetal frame. The lens have a gradient tint to them.
“I like your glasses today,” you remark casually, gathering up the political report.
“Thank you,” he flashes his teeth with a rare, sheepish grin. “They’re new. I’ve been waiting for them for some time now.”
The morning passes smoothly. Interactions between you and Ignis are sparse as the phones have been ringing nonstop. Ever since since propaganda rained down on the city, there’s been an unrest, making work at the palace more hectic than usual. By the time lunch comes around, Evelyn approaches the desk with her black hair a mess. In between your own work you could see her pulling at her hair in frustration every time the phone rang. She looks exhausted now, and crosses her arms on the high top counter. 
“I’m going to lunch first,” she says, looking at you seriously. “I’m not asking. I’m doing.”
“Go on, then.” You laugh and shoo her away. You add into your earpiece; “hey, Evelyn’s going to lunch. Forward all public relations calls to the main desk.”
Teddy’s voice responds back, “you got it, boss!” He gives you the thumbs up from across the hall.
When you turn back with a sigh, you see Ignis. His hands are folded calmly in his lap. He has a smile on his face that oozes, ‘I AM QUITE PLEASED.’
“What?” you ask. Your cheeks slightly tingle.
“You’re doing very well,” he remarks in earnest. 
Your earpiece buzzes suddenly as one of the other crown channels breaks through. You recognize the voice as one of the Lt. guards that works the second floor. His voice is deep and serious.
“Lady Luna is approaching the main hall.”
Ignis is the first to stand, followed by every other single person in the hall. The members of the guard the work the first floor become rigidly attentive. Eine, at the front door, puts the entrance on lock down. 
Luna appears on the balcony with the flouncy sleeves of her gown rippling behind her. Another woman walks at her side; two heads taller and two times less flouncy. You look at Teddy and direct the earpiece channel to privately connect to him. You whisper; “who is that?”
Teddy gives you a mortified grimace that you’re talking to him at such a serious moment but responds quickly anyways. “Aranea Highwind. Captain of the Queensglaive.”
Queensglaive? That’s new.
Two of the phones start ringing simultaneously. No one picks them up.
“Ah, Lady Luna,” Ignis greets loudly across the hall as Luna and her personal guard start down the stairs. “And Aranea I believe. To what do we owe the pleasure?”
Luna presses her tranquil, blue gaze directly on you. “I wish to speak to our new Royal Secretary, Ignis. You may all please be seated.”
You feel a sensation similar to your stomach lurching. ME?
Ignis reclaim’s Sam’s desk chair and the rest of the hall follows suit. He takes a candid sip of coffee and says, “Miss Vernum is doing a spectacular job. I’m sure whatever task you have for her, she’ll be able to exceed your expectations.”
The Queen smiles pleasantly and gets right down to business.  “Miss Vernum, there’s an important event at the Insomnia Art Theatre I wish to attend. I need you to make sure there are four seats reserved for myself and my guests.”
“Sure,” you choke a little and pull a memo pad from the desk drawer to make notes. “What event?”
“The Day of Dawn Fashion Gala,” she answers with ease. “The show is in two night from tonight. The seats need to be close to the runway."
Ignis interrupts, “do you think it’s wise that you be going to a public event with all the tension that’s arising in the city?”
“I need to show my support,” she replies. “The Gala is for a good cause and the people of Insomnia need to see that I won’t back down.”
“So four seats ...” you manage to pipe out. “Two night from tonight.”
“That’s right,” Luna folds her hands at her waist. “And here’s a little gift to show my appreciation since I’m sure this will be no small task seeing as how the gala is probably sold out at this point. Aranea?”
Aranea produces an envelope from the inside of her uniform and slides it to you across the high top counter. 
“What’s this?” you ask, a little nervous to find out.
Luna leans in a little close. Her blonde hair sweeping across the envelope. She says in somewhat of a whisper, “Noctis acquired tickets to the opera for tonight. But I’m not all that interested. You really ought to go if you have time tonight. I’m sure you could use the time to enjoy yourself.”
You peek shyly into the envelope and find two tickets. “I - uh - I don’t really have anyone to go with. At last minute, I mean. I -”
Luna blurts out, “Ignis! You should go with her! You always loved the opera. And then you can act as her crownsguard for the evening to ensure her safety. We can’t be too sure with our own personnel.” 
You whip around to catch Ignis’ expression. He’s frozen with one brow raised. He manages to say, “Of course, Lady Luna. If that would please you.”
“Then it’s settled,” Luna claps her hands excitedly at her chest. “Send word to my living quarters once you’ve gotten the four seats for the Gala reserved.”
“Yes,” you squeak and watch as the ripple of sleeves disappear back up the stairs and beyond the balcony.
-End NEXT EPISODE: Join Miss Vernum and Ignis on an awkward, but lovely trip to the opera. <3
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