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monkeythefander · 7 months
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Sanders Sides Musical Madness (A Songfic Series) Part 2: Lover 🩵💔 & 💚💛
Relationships- One Sided Intruality, Demus
Song this oneshot is based on- Lover by Plot Twist
Au: High school Au, Human Au
Content Warnings- Patton angst, mention of intrusive thoughts (not in detail)
A/N: I put the song lyrics in this oneshot as well, so the lyrics are in parentheses. There’s also brackets around what’s supposed to be a text message on Patton’s phone towards the end of the oneshot. Also, this was inspired by the several Gacha Life/Club music videos that exist for this song on YouTube. The AO3 link and link to the previous and next part will be at the end of this oneshot.
Patton looked at his reflection in his vanity mirror and smiled at himself. His blonde hair was brushed nicely and he was wearing his favorite sweater and jeans. Today was the day he’d confess his feelings to Remus. Patton never thought he’d fall for one of his childhood friends, but here he was. He only realized his feelings a few weeks ago, so he hasn’t told any of his other friends about it yet. Patton wanted to process his feelings on his own first and avoid drawing attention to them, in case Remus ended up rejecting him if he eventually confessed.
“You’ve got this, Pat. And if he rejects you, hopefully he’ll still want to be your friend.” Patton says to try and comfort himself. He quickly grabs his backpack and exits his room. He waves goodbye to his parents before leaving the house and walking towards his high school.
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Patton arrives at school and walks over to his friend group’s usual meeting spot, which is by the big tree in front of the school. He sees Remus and Roman already there, but he also notices someone new. Remus is the first to notice Patton approaching and smiles widely, waving at Patton to call him over.
Patton finally is close enough to speak to the twins and whoever this new person is. The stranger has dark brown hair than stops a few inches above their shoulders. They also have a birthmark on the left side of their face as well as heterochromia.
(I see the way you look at her
I've never seen you look at me like that
It doesn’t matter what I've heard
No one has to tell me twice
I can see it in your eyes)
Remus motions to the new person and speaks to Patton, “Pat! This is Janus, he’s new to this school and Roman was asked by the principal to show him to his classes.” Remus then smiles brightly at Janus, and Patton can’t help but pay attention to the way his crush looks at Janus. Remus never looked at him like that before. Remus never looked at any of his friends like that. Soon Virgil and Logan arrived and the friend group plus Janus talked to each other for a bit before heading inside for their homerooms.
Throughout the school day, Patton kept thinking about Remus and Janus. Maybe he shouldn’t confess today after all….
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(She's got everyone wrapped around her finger
Oh, the girl you want
I will never be her)
Patton didn’t end up confessing that day, and Janus ended up joining the friend group. Everyone seemed to like Janus. Roman now had someone to speak about theater with. Logan had someone to talk about ethics and philosophy with. Virgil had someone besides Remus to watch horror movies with. And Remus finally had someone other than Logan who was comfortable hearing about his darker thoughts.
Patton was happy for Remus. His crush now had Janus to help him deal with his intrusive thoughts. Logan was there to listen to Remus when he needed to discuss his thoughts, but Patton could tell that Logan got a bit worn out from being the only one there to help.
Still, Patton couldn’t help but wish he was the one there to comfort Remus. But the intrusive thoughts were too much for Patton to listen to. He’d never be able to compete with Janus in that regard. So all Patton could do was watch as Remus started spending more and more time with Janus. Patton wasn’t going to let his jealousy cause him to try and separate Remus and Janus. His crush needed Janus’s support, and clearly appreciated Janus’ company.
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(I know I’m not the perfect lover
And I can tell you love her
I can tell you love her, love her
She feels like summer
Gets along with your mother
So go ahead and love her
Go ahead and love her, love her, lover
I'm not the perfect lover
I'm not the perfect lover)
A month after Janus joined the friend group, Remus and Roman invited everyone over for a sleepover. Patton was one of the last people to arrive. When he got there, he saw Janus talking with the twins’ mother. They were discussing musicals, and she seemed to really enjoy the conversation. Patton had spoken with the twins’ mother many times before. But it took a while for her to warm up to him when she first met him. Meanwhile, this is the first time Janus is meeting her and they’re already getting along really well.
The sleepover activities included watching movies, playing video games, and just chatting. During the movies, Patton noticed how close Remus and Janus got to each other. Janus was resting his head on Remus’ shoulder and Remus wrapped his arm around Janus’ shoulder. Patton’s heart ached at the sight since Remus used to let him rest his head on his shoulder during movie nights.
That night, Patton couldn’t fall asleep. He kept thinking about how his crush clearly liked Janus. This thought hurt, but Patton wanted to be happy for Remus. Remus was his friend after all. And he probably wouldn’t be the perfect lover for Remus anyway…
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(Your taste in music is the same
Is that all it really takes to win your heart
Oh I don't want to play that way
Why do I get butterflies when yours flew away from mine)
Remus liked to talk about Janus a lot now whenever Patton hung out with him. Remus would talk about how he and Janus have so much in common. They both have similar music tastes and like the same types of horror movies. And Janus is comfortable letting him vent about his intrusive thoughts when they become too much to handle alone.
Was that all it took to win Remus’ heart? Just having enough common interests and being able to listen to him vent? Patton wished he could meet these standards if that was the case. But he can’t change himself that much.
Patton wishes his crush would go away, so he’d stop feeling heartbroken every time he saw Janus and Remus spending time together. But maybe if Patton kept waiting, Remus might end up falling for him still. After all, Remus and Janus aren’t dating. And Remus hasn’t even confirmed that he has a crush on Janus. So maybe this jealousy and worry is all for nothing….
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(She's got everyone wrapped around her finger
Oh, the girl you want
I will never be her)
A few days before the last day of school, Remus pulled Patton and Roman aside on their way to the cafeteria for lunch.
“Hey Pat, Ro, there’s something important I have to tell you two…” Remus says, and fidgets with the bottom of his shirt.
“What is it Re? Should I be worried? I don’t see you acting this serious often ....” Roman asks, his voice sounding both curious and concerned.
Remus takes a deep breath before replying, “Well since you two are my best friends I just wanted to tell you that I have a crush on Janus. And I want to confess today, so that way if it goes badly I won’t have to see him for a while since the last day of school is soon. And I wanted to ask you both for advice on how to confess.”
Roman smiles brightly and says, “It’s about time you act on your feelings! I noticed your crush a long time ago and I was starting to think I’d have to knock some sense into you to get you to confess.”
Patton is speechless. His fear came true. Remus has feelings for Janus and is going to confess today. And there’s nothing else he can do to try and win Remus over. So Patton fakes a smile and replies, “I’m so happy for you Remus! And I’d love to offer you some advice.”
Patton and Roman then help Remus plan out his confession.
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(I know I'm not the perfect lover
And I can tell you love her
I can tell you love her, love her
She feels like summer
Gets along with your mother
So go ahead and love her
Go ahead and love her, love her, lover)
As Remus takes Janus by the hand at the end of the school day to go and confess, Patton watches with teary eyes. He knows Janus will say yes and Remus will get the happy ending he deserves.
(I'm not the perfect lover
I'm not the perfect lover)
Later that night, Patton sees a notification from the group chat on his phone. It’s from Remus.
[Remus 💚🐙: Guess what everyone! Janus and I are dating now :D]
Patton immediately shuts off his phone and starts to cry. He will never be what Remus wants in a partner. He’ll always just be a friend.
Maybe he’ll never be the perfect lover for anyone….
End Notes: Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed the oneshot. And if you did enjoy, please consider liking and rebloging this post.
AO3 Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51458017
Previous Part: https://www.tumblr.com/monkeythefander/733456075479826432/sanders-sides-musical-madness-a-songfic-series
Next Part: To be added
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whitworth-waldo · 4 years
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Ok, so like I had a Royal AU story thing planned for Sanders Sides, I know it's over used but anyway, I've now decided that I don't really want to write it anymore and I'm posting my notes that outlines the Sides personalities and the first chapter.
So I kinda wrote all this down in my note app on my phone, but here it is. If you see this and want to write it, please do! It'd also be pretty cool if you tagged me in it!
It's kinda U!Patton, U!Logan and U!Remus, but if you want to change that, it's completely fine. It also has unrequited intruality, eventually has prinxiety and Loceit
Characters:
Remus: Next in line to be King, two minutes older than Roman, disturbed (but that seen as strength by their people), unforgiving, aromantic
Roman: Jealous of Remus, two minutes younger than Remus, dramatic, kind, seen as weak by the people, forgiving and generous, v flirty, homo
Logan: Remus' advisor, smart, cold, often seen a emotionless, dislikes Roman, almost hates him, detests music, has a small thing for Janus, bisexual
Patton: Aristocrat, ignorant to the problems in the kingdom, presents himself as wholesome, can actually be v cruel, has a thing for Remus, homo
Virgil: Sorcerer, lives in the woods, not a part of the kingdom, cynical, protective once he trusts you, outcast, hates Remus, respects Logan, hasn't met Roman, expects him to be like Remus, doesn't mind Patton, likes cats, pansexual
Janus: Thief, knows black magick, get's executed, not really, has a thing for Logan, v flirty, grew up poor, mischievous, dramatic, asexual
Roman and Remus' parents died, leaving the throne to Remus as he's older. Once Remus gets crowned, he rules with an iron fist.
Roman is still Prince, he has nothing to do. He starts wandering around in the forest looking for dragons to fight.
He hums and sings while he's in the forest as Logan doesn't let him while he's in the castle.
One day, after getting injured while fighting a dragon. He still sings because it distracts him from the pain. He ends up getting lost.
Virgil hears his singing and gets curious. He sees it's Roman and gets upset, assuming he's like his twin. Virgil then realizes that Roman's injured and decides to heal him.
Roman ends up ranting to Virgil and Virgil gets upset. "You're royalty, how bad can your life really be?"
Roman the goes into detail about his life with Remus and how the people view him and how his parents always treated Remus better.
Roman then starts humming another song. Virgil heals him with a spell and Roman kinda freaks out.
Virgil explains that he doesn't use black magick, rather magcik that comes from the forest.
Back at the castle, Remus and Logan aren't really doing anything as the day has been uneventful.
Suddenly, Patton bursts in and exclaims that someone had stolen 500 gold coins. Logan suspects Janus had done it, but strangely doesn't want him to be hurt or imprisoned.
Remus also thinks that it was Janus, so he brings him in. When Janus arrives, he admits to stealing the coins. When Logan asked him what he bought, Janus said that he hadn't bought anything.
"If I wanted something, I wouldn't have stolen money to get it, rather just stolen the item itself. I donated all the money. All 500 coins."
Janus then says that Patton should have donated the money himself, as he's just fine without it.
"Instead of hording the money, he should have donated it himself. He's standing here not because he needs the money, but because someone dare steal from him."
Logan tries to get Remus to lessen Janus' punishment, but Remus was enraged that Janus stole, admitted it with no shame, AND was lecturing the person he stole from.
Janus seemed to accept his punishment, even though it was an execution. The one thing he did wish for was to speak with Logan alone.
The night before Janus' execution, he told Logan that he had a plan and that this wouldn't be last time they spoke. Janus was very flirty with Logan, and even kissed him.
Logan was flustered and blushing after he left Janus' dungeon cell.
The next day, Roman slipped back into the forest. He always despises the cruel beheadings that his brother and Logan held.
He was humming again, this time a different tune. He ran into a hurt wolf. He decided that he would try and help it.
He named the wolf Hephaestus after the Greek God of creativity. He wrapped the wolf's wound with his jacket, leaving him in a rather tight short sleeved shirt.
He picked the wolf up and carried it, trying to find his way back to Virgils house cabin thing.
Once he did find it, he kicked the door instead if knocking as his hands were full.
When Virgil opened the door, the first thing he saw was a rather muscular and sweaty Roman carrying a wolf. Then he noticed the wolf was injured.
Virgil healed the wolf and gave Roman some water and food. They ended up talking more.
At one point Roman was sure vrigil was just staring at his torso, not that he was complaining.
Once the wolf was awake, it started freaking out.
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intruality-overlord · 4 years
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Just Remus Being Remus
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TBC
Taglist: @im-an-error-404 @lostonehero
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I made another, better animatic!!! The pacing makes me want 2 vomit but I’m really proud of everything else also Patton Angst :3
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miguel-manbemel · 2 years
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Patton’s Sign
Inspired by an incorrect quote by @loganslowdown4​ on Twitter. CW Moceit, unrequited Intruality
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siren1song · 4 years
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Master List
Look! A cohesive post of the fics I’ve written! Let me know if there’s any issues with the links, I’ll do my best to fix them!
Fics with a * next to them are personal favorites of mine that I’ve written! Under a cut because there’s so many!!!
Anxceit
Sea Life* (Ao3 Link)
Tail End* (Ao3 Link)
North Side of the Trees (Ao3 Link) (Incomplete)
Home Again* (Ao3 Link) (Familial) (Implied Moxiety)
Wait What? (Ao3 Link)
Our Journey Never Ends (Ao3 Link)
A Deal* (Part two) (Ao3 Link)
Stay With Me* (Ao3 Link) (Continuation of A Deal)
In Trouble (Ao3 Link)
Partners in Crime* (Ao3 Link)
Scales* (Ao3 Link)
Those Three Words* (Ao3 Link) 
Razzle Dazzle ‘Em (Ao3 Link)
Dating in Quarantine (Ao3 Link) (Also has Intruality and Logince)
Dukexiety
The Gayest Panic* (Part Two) (Ao3 Link)
Only You (Ao3 Link)
Two Am? Really? (Ao3 Link)
Mug (Ao3 Link) (Past)
In Other Words, I Love You (Ao3 Link)
In Other Words, Please Be True (Ao3 Link)
Pirate (Ao3 Link)
Logan’s Dad (Ao3 Only)
WingGhosting* (Ao3 Link)
Married? In this Pandemic? (Ao3 Link) (Mature)
Lifetime of Laughter* (Ao3 Link)
Your Fantasy* (Ao3 Link)
Moxiety
Crush (2, 3, 4) (Ao3 Link) (Side Logince)
Puppy Love* (Ao3 Link)
Coffee Breath* (Ao3 Link)
Protecting Pattonpuff (Ao3 Link)
Insatiable Habits (Ao3 Only) (Mature)
Fallen (Ao3 Link) (Discontinued)
Tell Myself to Breathe* (Ao3 Link) (Familial) (Implied Anxceit)
Roceit
Got a Darkside* (Ao3 Link)
Upper Hand (Ao3 Link)
Flirting Mary Poppins Style (Ao3 Link)
Romance (Ao3 Link)
Common Enemy (Tumblr only) (Summary fic) (Platonic)
How We Fall Apart (Ao3 Link) (Platonic)
Let Me Be (Ao3 Link)
Keep On Marching On (Ao3 Link)
Prinxiety
I Think I’m in Love (Ao3 Link)
Moonshine (Ao3 Link)
Tired (Ao3 Link)
Of Course (Ao3 Link)
You Asked For It (Ao3 Link)
Loceit
Run Away with Me (Ao3 Link)
A Lie to Himself (Ao3 Link)
Noodle Club (Ao3 Link)
Royality
Oh My Love (Ao3 Link)
Losleep
Science of Attraction (Ao3 Link)
Ape Man* (Ao3 Link)
Love is a Chemical (Ao3 Link) (Angst)
Too Late (Is It?) (Ao3 Link)
Sleepality
Tear in my Heart (Ao3 Link)
Analogical
A Challenge from a Storm (Ao3 Only) (Mature)
Coming Unglued (Ao3 Link) 
When I’m With You* (Ao3 Link)
Right Now (Ao3 Link)
Logince
Coffee (Ao3 Link)
Dukeceit
To Be His Brother (Ao3 Link) (Unrequited) (Roceit)
Moceit
Beneath the Milky Twilight* (Ao3 Link)
Pressure (Ao3 Link) (Written as platonic, can be seen as romantic)
Love the View* (Ao3 Link)
Thvi
Movie Time Cuddles* (Ao3 Link)
Alive at Midnight* (Ao3 Link) (Mature)
Space Out* (Ao3 Link) 
Intruality
You Got Me Good* (Ao3 Link)
Giggle Gaggle (Ao3 Link) 
Sugarcoated (Ao3 Link)
Finally Got It (Ao3 Link)
Prycevi
Hug (Ao3 Link)
Lopryce
Bookshop (Ao3 Link)
Anxton
You Make Me Smile* (Ao3 Link)
Dukesleep
Somethin’ About Ya (Ao3 Link)
Losleepxiety
We’re Worth It (Ao3 Link)
Intruloceit
Magic’s Real (Ao3 Link)
Anxceitmus
On Impact (Ao3 Link)
You’re All I Need (Tumblr Only)
Analoduke
The “Government” Said No (Ao3 Link)
LAMP
Neglect (Ao3 Link) (Discontinued)
Intrualianxvi
Emoji (Ao3 Link) (Andy and Remus centric)
Anxthvi
Me, Myself, and I* (Ao3 Link)
Anaroceit
A Work of Art (Ao3 Link)
Can’t Get Enough* (Ao3 Link)
No Ships
Uncomfortable Being Dishonest (Ao3 Link) (Roman angst)
Let’s Go Out with a Bang* (Ao3 Link) (Feral Patton)
Loveliest Lies of All (Ao3 Link) (Janus Centric)
Big Brother Creativitwins Au
Au following the twins adopting Virgil into their family and his recovery from abuse and journey of discovering himself. Follows everyone, but focuses on the familial content.
Master List Here
Janus Learns How to Treat People
No Endgame Ship. Janus learns his actions towards others are toxic and decides to unlearn that behavior, but not before experiencing the consequences.
Master List Here
The Black Cat
Moxiety Multichapter, has shapeshifter Virgil and trans Patton.
Incomplete
Master List Here
Dawn of Day
Analogical Multichapter, has fae Logan and past platonic Anxceit.
Master List Here
Something Fishy
Anxvi and Intruality. Siren Virgil, sea eldritch Remus and Patton, Pirate Andy. Personal favorite au.
Master List Here
Bad Things Happen Bingo
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“Are you.. blushing?”Intruality and/or Moceit,
@patton-birdie I believe you also requested this, hope you both enjoy! 💕
(I’m sorry this isn’t super fluffy/kind of unrequited, I’ve just been thinking about this post I made quite lot recently and I had to try it out!)
Still, I hope you enjoy!
“Aww, Dee…Are you blushing?” Patton giggled, sticking his tongue out, that stupid, adorable giggle that he hated.
Dee laughed, hoping he sounded every bit as unruffled as he definitely didn’t feel.
“You’re ridiculous.”
His best friend snorted, gently poking his cheek. “Really? ‘Cause it looks to me like you’re blushing!” he teased, grinning impishly “Careful, we can’t have you getting a crush on me, now can we?”
That would be incredibly unfortunate, he mused. If only it hadn’t already happened.
Dee chuckled, ducking his head to hide his burning face as he shoved Patton gently in the shoulder and muttered something along the lines of “You would be so lucky.”
Patton laughed, and the pair descended into silence as Daxter descended into his thoughts. It was entirely, horrendously unfair, he used to pride himself on his aloofness, and here he was now, turning pink because Patton had hugged him, as if Patton didn’t hug literally anyone who was close to him when he got excited.
He glanced at the other boy, who was sitting across from him, curly blonde head leaning over his textbook, chewing on the end of him pencil. They were studying in the library together as they did every Saturday, and he had brought Patton his favourite coffee, like he did every other Saturday, and Patton had thanked him with an enthusiastic hug like he inevitably did every time.
Only recently, those hugs made his heart race and he wished Patton hadn’t let go as soon as he had.
“Dee? Are you alright?” Patton was looking at him, titling his head and blinking those adorable brown eyes, oh fuck, he’s been caught staring… “Are you stuck? You know you can ask me for help, right, what chapter are you on?”
Why Patton? After ten years of secrets at sleepovers, of I’ll-tell-you-my-crush-if-you-tell-me-yours and let’s-be-groomsmen-at-each-other’s-weddings and snickering at all the ridiculous people who mistook them for a couple, why did he have to wind up massively, ridiculously in love with his best friend? His adorable, kind, sweet best friend who was still staring at him with concern in his gaze.
He coughed, fixing a smirk on his face before throwing a wink in Patton’s direction. “Oh, you know me, my dear” he purred, deciding not to think too much about the fact that he wasn’t exactly lying anymore, “I simply can’t keep my eyes off you. And after all, who can blame me?”
Patton grinned - he knew this game, “Aw, you’re just too sweet,” he cooed sweetly, blowing him a kiss before turning back to his work. Leaving Dee to wonder if he’d imagined the way Patton’s cheeks had flushed pink when spoken.
Send me prompts if you want (might take me a while to get through them though!)  
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Hello! I'd like to be added to the following taglists, please: For AUs: Ghosts, Fair Folk (changelings), Fantasy, and Merfolk. For relationships: (2) Intruality and Intrulogical, (3) Analogince, Intruloceit, and Twinceit with metamour twins. For Storylines: Adoption, Birthday, Fake Dating, Mutually Unrequited Crushes, Soulmates, and Touch Starvation. Thanks!
yeah okay
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