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jude-thedude98 · 1 year

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To My Future Husbands:

I am broken

I am brokenhearted

I am beaten

I have trust issues

I've been abandoned

I'm crying right now

I have crying spells

I empathize for the world

I have a big heart

I've been used

I've been taken advantage of

I've been mentally abused

I've been emotionally abused

I've been physically abused

I've been raped

I've been molested

I've been shunned in church

I've been spiritually abused

I've been financially abused

I've been let down

I've been misused

I've been misunderstood

There are often times I think about death

I've been mistreated

I feel like the current people who I live with are just using me for money

I may be homeless with my dog soon

I physically disabled incapable of bending and straightening my arms

I have crippling anxiety

I suffer from severe depression

I am bipolar so I deal with mood swings and manic energy

I also have hypotension which I feel drives my depression and anemia

I have anemia so I deal with severe fatigue

I have severe fatigue

I have unfathomable and unexplainable tension and pain all throughout my body due to juvenile to rheumatoid to osteoarthritis

I believe I'm wcizophrenic

I also believe I have Adult ADHD

I have focusing problems

Severely

I listen to sad music

I listen to love mueic

I have a hard time getting over stuff that hurts me

Yesterday is a painful word and song (ask why)

I drown myself in work so I can forget about life

I'm a writer

I'm an author

I'm a poet

I fear fear itself

I fear I will lose everyone in life

Once again pointing to abandonment issues

I have a fear of being fit into a box

Claustrophobia maybe

I've recently grown a fear of flying on a plane or maybe

Flying and being in the window seat

I'm painfully annoying

I call a lot

I'm clingy

I'm needy

I love hard

Often times too hard

My cousin told me that my fatal flaw is caring too much

She I call my twin cousin because we were born exactly a month apart

I don't talk to my family

I talk to my dog

Her name is Cocoa

And yes

She's a sweet as Hot Cocoa

Or Hot Chocolate

Whatever you wanna call it

I am non confrontational

I want everybody to win

I've been broken by many guys and a girl

I've been going through an identity crisis lately

I'm gay

I want a polycule relationship with multiple twink guys (ask me about it)

I try not to forget peoples birthdays or important things in their life

I am legally blind

Yes

A disease called Retinitis Pigmentosa

I'm scared of my own vouce

I'm scared of my own power

I'm scared of my own pain

I'm scared of all my ailments

I'm scared that they will cripple me more than they have

My voice has been called annoying

I took that to heart

So I've been dealing with finding my voic3

I want to be the focal point in our polycule relationship

For all the above reasons

I am driven

I am goal oriented

I am a dreamer

I am a lover

I believe in a better world

The person who raped me I loved

I've given myself sexually to too many men who did not want my heart only a hole to use

I am peaceful

I am profound

I am strong

Mentally

Emptionally

I am loyal

I am faithful

I believe in love

I believe in you

I believe if you made it this far then

YOU ROCK!

I thank you for that!

I want to crawl into a shell and either

Die

Hide

Run away

Disappear

Everyone who I've fallen in love with previously

It pains me to admit

But

I still love them

But I know that I deserve love

So if you are one of those people who may fit the

Masculine

Twink

Fair skinned

Loyal

Respectful

Cute beyond all reqson

Younger than 34

Sensual

Empathetic

Sympathetic

Goal driven

Career oriented

Dreamer

Lover

Romantic

Spontaneous

Stable

Gorgeous

Conversationalist

Not all about sex

Identity confident

Gay

Beautiful

Trustworthy

Family oriented

Wants a family

Animal oriented

Wants animals

Silly

Humorous

Serious at the right times

Able to distract me positively

Positive

It'd be great if one of the seven of us has a car lol

It'd also be great if we can live together haha lol

No but for real

No debt

Smart

Intelligent (doesn't necessarily mean know big words and be book smart)

NO KNOW IT ALLS

No argumentatives

Tall

Preferably black, blonde, or brown hair

Preferably straight, wavy, or curly

Again wants kids

Slim to thin

Thin to fit

Fit to athletic

Athletic to toned

No body builders

No old heads

No young'ns

18 to 33 ONLY

Six fair skinned twinks

USA

Canada

Latino

Wants an interracial family

Doesn't mind sharing

Someone who is caring

Genuine

Unconditional love

Not going to throw anything back in mine or any of our spouses faces

Doesn't look at me or us as an inconvenience

Believes me

Believes in me

Believes in yourself

Believes in us as a whole

Spiritual not religious

BIG DIFFERENCE

Nonpolitcal

Forgiving

Says I apologize

Instead of I'm sorry

Sends little love notes or texts or calls to remind each other of our unapologetic love

Athlete

Baseball player

Basketball player

Skateboarder

Swimmer

Diver

Gardener

Country boys

City boys

Self confident

Self loving

Loving

Self caring

Hygienic

Clean

Keeps a clean houee

Keeps a clean body

Shaven

Not too tall

Cut off at about 6'3"

MUST BE SLIM

Healthy eater

Not asking for all salad eaters

But

High blood pressure is in my family

Grandpa had a heart attack

No smokers

Social drinkers

No getting shit faced

I do like to have a good time

But

There's a big difference

Yet again

No recreational drugs

Believes in theirs, mine, our spouses, our kids, and others dreams

Doesn't talk shit about people

Wants to heal the world

If you made it to the end

And you fit the description of guy I am looking for

And you have read

And

Are acceptant NOT TOLERANT

Of my Rap Sheet

Then message me

Must be committed as well

Acceptant

Not tolerant

I cannot express loving and trustworthy enough

I want a polycule relationship

If you don't know what that is

Look it up

And then

Get back to me

Basically

I want multiple people in one and as one relationship

Where we share each other's love

Respect

Goals

Dreams

Aspirations

Oh! Must be motivational and inspirational

Also shares a house

Sex is with any partner of the entire family that you so choose

It could be one

None

Two

All

Whatever variation that you want

But

Sex IS NOT and WILL NOT BE the frontrunner of our spousal relationship

Sex is great

So is conversation

So is sharing stories

Sharing experiences

And making memories

New memories

Positive times and vibes

ONLY!

If you are a shark trying to take advantage of me or anybody else then

KEEP SCROLLING PADT MY NAME & THIS BLOG!

We ARE NOT FOR YOU!

Wanna know more yet?

Well, go ahead and message me if you fit the bill

And remember I said I have trust issues so it's gonna take a lot before we can meet or especially have sex

There is no rush if I am one of the ones for you then you can wait just like I have and can for you

Trust builds over time

Not in a night

I don't care if you cuss

Just no cussing at any one of your spouses

Them

Or the kids

Or the pet kids

I don't do that honey

Please God please

Know how to cook

That helps too

Cause we do have to eat

And eating out is great

But so is a home-cooked meal

I will have a home Healthcare aid to take care of me until we either

Get you to become an RN,, CNA, or i believe it's called a PCS

Someone who is qualified in taking care of me

And no I just don't want you to take care of me in one way

Not just for business purposes

But take care of me in personal purposes too

If you are a nurse

Then

You're already ahead of the game

Please have a job

And or a career

Dreams and aspirations of your own

Goal oriented I cannot stretch enough

Peaceful

Profound

Non argumentative

Supportive in all ways

Not looking for a sugar daddy

I don't need your money

I want a life in and of love.

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littledead-ridinghood · 10 months

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sorry if this is a weird question to drop on you you were just the first person I thought of who might know but do you know if it's canon/canonically-based evidence that jason is physically stronger than other bats because I always see people say jason is the one with "brute strength" and I can't remember if that's based on anything besides people saying that as a nicer way to call him a brute(maybe it was on lobdells stuff? but I wiped most of those out of my memory)

You thought of me first? <333333 I'm blushing. And it's not weird at all! Even if it was, I love answering weird shit.

Anyway:

So part of Jason being considered "the muscle" of the bats comes from the fact that Jason's currently the biggest of the robins. (Adult!Damian is usually drawn as the tallest of the kids when all is said n' done (that's vague for "age")).

Well, how big then?

I always go with this chart which was released while UtRH was being released:

(I Love this! I wish DC still did little info things like this within their comics. Or maybe they do and I'm just blind. But Look! Canonical Information!)

So canonically speaking, at least when running around pre-crisis, Jason is 6 feet tall and 180 pounds. (Also note criminal mastermind and put a pin in it)

But you've probably heard 200 & 220 thrown around a lot. Those numbers are specifically pulled from two different DC character encyclopedia books which I don't trust at all because there notoriously filled with false information and are dubbed as not canon all the time.

Personally, I use the 6', 180-195 pound range which estimates for fluctuating weight, the passage of time, muscle mass, and minimum bulk & cutting (which I assume is part of most superheroes' training to stay in fighting form, but please recognize that vigilantes are more athlete than bodybuilder) because it's from a canon source (Canon is "king" and all that). No shame to people who use the other numbers or even headcanon something completely different, but again, vigilantes are predominantly running all over cities day after day, not stagnant weight lifters. Cardio vs weights body compositions are quite different even if both are healthy. (And it's not all "swimmer's body illusion" either (they have that body because they swim? No, they swim because they have that body.)

How much muscle mass a person can maximally obtain is up to your genetics. But that max only comes with constant maintainment. It's not feasible for Jason to be doing all that cardio and also have that much muscle mass and fat. Cardio burns "fat" (calories), weights build muscle. We constantly see the former and former-adjacent workouts more than the latter with him. Jason is running across rooftops, flipping off them before falling into a shoulder roll onto the next roof over chasing after bad guys every night. The number of calories he'd have to eat and time put into lifting weights (too many reps a week lead to damage, not growth) to maintain his max (max being what a lot of weights category athletes try to achieve which Jason just hasn't been shown to be (except in his jailbird phase where he could literally only lift weights, read, and avoid being killed to pass the time)) isn't possible.

Using comic art to "prove" how much he weighs doesn't work either. Firstly, because everyone wears weight differently. Two people can be the same height, weight, and sex and look completely different. This is due to different body types, composition, genetics, diet, (what kind of) exercise, and many other factors. Assuming someone thinner is automatically "super light" doesn't factor in different body compositions (fat, muscle, bone percentages). (yes, I know it's stupid to apply science to comics. There's my digression. let me live). Secondly, Jason (just like everything else about him) isn't drawn consistently at all. Sometimes he's pretty damn massive, but we also have Twink and Twunk Jason (DC can't even decide on hair color? Do you think they're gonna decide on his body?).

So, comic book art isn't super reliable as evidence unless we want to theorize if, how, and why he seems to fluctuate between weights all the time (<- Which I have a whole headcanon about if anyone's curious), especially in comparison to the others because, seriously, it's totally a Jason thing. Most characters are pretty consistent in body type. Anyway, someone could argue "See! he is 210!" but it's also not for a long enough period to stick around :/ Again, hard to consistently maintain that much weight as a 6-foot-tall, cardio-based athlete.

Also note: DC is horrible when it comes to weight-to-height lineups. A woman hero can be ~5'7'' and then we're told she's 110 lbs which Fact 1. is considered underweight for this kind of height-to-sex ratio, Fact 2. probably isn't factoring in the fact that muscle is heavier than fat, she just "looks thin", and 3. Usually, totally, absolutely is just blatant sexism.

Really, the numbers don't seriously mean anything of actual substance because their comics, are unreliable, and also usually just...scientifically wrong. But Jason's perception on page, as well as the information we've been told, is one reason he's considered "brute strength first and foremost."

Furthermore, Jason has been shown repeatedly to be on par with Bruce (even when Jason, most of the time, plays defense in their physical fights) but many people chalk this up to him and Bruce having similar physiques making it "easier". Again, counter-productive argument because Bruce and Jason have been drawn very similarly before in stories as well as completely different from each other in others. Also, this purposefully, blatantly ignores Jason's actual skills. No one chalks Dick Grayson or Cassandra Cain beating Bruce up to their body types. Moreover, when Bruce and Jason are drawn similarly in body, no one refers to Bruce as "Brute Strength" either. Bruce gets to be tactical, strategic, clever. (Also Also: In Pre-Crisis, Bruce, Dick, and Jason are deliberately drawn to look similar (height, mass, looks, etc.) to get that Brothers in Blood effect. Still, No one chalks the formers up to all strength. Just Jason)

And that brings us to your question, Anon: Is there canonical evidence for Jason being stronger than the other Bats?

Remember how I told you to put a pin in that "Occupation: Criminal Mastermind" note? Well, first off, Jason creating jobs for his community. Go off, king. Second off, and more importantly so, "Mastermind": a person who supplies the directing or creative intelligence for a project (Merriam-Webster).

When Jason was first re-introduced, what made Jason dangerous was that he was highly skilled and smart. He was playing with both Black Mask and Batman like a cat batting a toy mouse. He orchestrated an entire "slow-growing" takeover of Gotham's underworld (he was actually very quick about it). Jason controlled the situation and planned so well that he had the villains and heroes who were both after him fighting each other so he could slip away and do what he actually needed to do.

Throughout Jason's history, he's always had tools with him when he fights. To the point that Bruce says to Jaybin "You won't always have this" cutting his utility belt, insinuating he relies too much on it, which Jason returns the favor to on his return and fights B hand to hand <3 Love a cocky callback. Furthering this, he knows many, many different fighting styles and techniques both from life experience and from extensive training. Jason's a quick learner by nature and is incredibly adaptive. Guns; knives; swords; pens; sets bombs to specifically implode, not explode; makeshift gadgets; a baseball bat just laying around; a tire jack that one time; brains. I could go on. Jason doesn't just hit things. He uses what he has as a means to an end. He's canonically known as one of the best strategists in-universe and is incredibly creative with his surroundings. Jason isn't just great at extensive, long-term planning either. Bruce himself has remarked on the fact that Jason thinks incredibly quickly on his feet, he's really good at improvisation. Concisely, he has plans A-G and if all those fail, he can pull something out of nothing. Contrast this with Bruce who needs to have a plan for everything. Even if it doesn't look like he's following a plan, Bruce is. Opposed to Jason who can go with the flow and figure it out along the way.

Jason even said this in present-era in TFZ:

And that's the whole point, isn't it? Jason is strong. Incredibly so. He's big and tall and has gorgeous thighs. Not to mention, has a mean right hook. But just because Jason's strong doesn't mean he isn't a bat first and foremost who relies on his brain before anything else. He died 4'6 (on his death certificate, his height varies depending on what source you pull) and famously had to defend himself his entire life ever before being Robin. Being young and small and forced to survive shaped Jason into a quick thinker who could either get away or take enemies 10x his size down. Nowadays, he just has a longer reach.

In Event Levithan when Damian says: "Jason Todd is one of the Great Master fighters of all time" He doesn't say strongest because Damian doesn't mean strongest. Damian means adaptable, smart, capable, and well-rounded in skill.

While I don't doubt that Jason is most definitely one of the strongest Bats due to his size, what makes Jason dangerous is not his body, but the fact that he knows how to use it. It's not "Brute Strength" as many people like to say, it's Strategic Strength. He knows just because he's stronger than someone doesn't mean he'll always win. A la see panels above. Jason knows throwing his body around won't do anything of real, long-term substance. That it's just blindsided and stupid.

I'm sure if I looked I could pull panels where other bats and/or vigilantes refer to Jason as the muscle, brute (strength), all brawn (no brain), other such implications, etc, but whenever people do, it's always to undermine Jason's skill. Because it's not actually about his strength. Jason, with his taller, more built form, makes walking quiet seem easy. And it looks easy because he's good. Jason himself knows his skill set, it's everyone else that undermines him time and time and time again. (Again, Event Levithan, Bruce doesn't agree with Damian's statement even though Jason just outsmarted the six or so people who all just tried to take him down (for something Jason didn't even do, mind you))

But, again from Damian, Jason's not known as "the muscle," he's "the emotional one" also usually used to...degrade Ja--We can't have anything nice apparently is what I'm saying. But yes, when people refer to Jason as "Brute Strength" it's usually them trying to find a nicer way of saying Brute or "thinks with his fists" or "Jason hits first, asks questions later." It's in the same vein as when people say "Jason likes books" as short-hand for "see, he's smart at something" rather than acknowledging that Jason achieved a degree's worth of knowledge in comp-sci by age 13.

Anyway Smart and Strong Jason, my beloved. I wish DC & others loved you as much as Rosenburg and the teams of artists he's been working with do.

#jason todd #jason todd meta #every thought I have has a 2nd secret thought behind it and I've been trying to be better about not rittling my metas w 2nd thought->(...)

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