#tumblr will Not let me search for this song fuck you tumblr. so here we are

[biracy]

Molotov - Frijolero [Dance and Dense Denso, 2003]

#tumblr will Not let me search for this song fuck you tumblr. so here we are #if u don't know this song listen to it it's a good one. great video too #also i imagine if ur mexican it's very vulgar but in pr we have different swears so it barely registers to me LMAO #open mick night #music #molotov #dance and dense denso #musica mexicana #2000s music #alt rock #rock en español #Spotify

[slugtranslation-hypmic]

Hello,

Is there any way you could translate Samatoki's newest solo, Rinka/Blue Flame? I've been looking for a translation everywhere, but cannot seem to find one.

Best regards and thank you very much.

Oh my God I am desperate slug-san, please please pleaaasee tell me you know where to find a translation of Samatoki's Rinka/Blue Flame!! OTL I was so surprised a translator wasn't already linked in the wiki which is where I usually look first & then I couldn't find anything by searching on twitter or google or tumblr and I just really wanna know what his song is about!! T°T I can't believe I found a translation of Honobono's song but not of Samatoki's song?? I must be doing sth wrong.. Help :')

Hey slug-san! A follow-up of the Rinka/Blue Flame message. I've searched some more, and I think there's actually no translation of it so far anywhere.. T~T Would you be willing to translate it? A standard/literal translation with a lil clean-up like you did with Akuma no Hana would be totally alright!! Thank you so much for giving us the opportunity to engage with Hypmic in a way the official creators haven't made possible yet! :D <3

Sure. Under a cut for length.

I'm running at a speed faster than grief, going so fast I leave even the smallest bad feelings behind me. I spit on my dead-end future, spit in the dirty puddles. Now I'm clinging to the guardrail, tears tracing scribbled lines down my cheeks. I bet it looks pretty comical. C'mon, laugh at me, why don't you? Let's start somewhere around the unhappy ending. Why not? Works for me. The clear, blue sky waits for sunset; but to hell with that. I don't need that crap! Let's do whatever we damn well please, here in this vacant city. Just the thought of them makes me light up a cigarette. Look, I don't wanna tell people we gotta fight each other to get what we want. I just think we have to, because there's things out there that're worth keeping safe. There's a stray dog baying at the rain streaking down the glass, and that SOB won't shut up. Hey, fuck your umbrella. Who needs that kinda crap? Throw it away and let the rain drench you too. The beat's entrenched in my soul, a stupid requiem for this unfair world we live in, lying on its sickbed. C'mon, get in there and pay your respects to it. You don't have the time to sit around feeling sorry for yourself. You know lashing out's the answer, right? You'll be okay. And I'm not gonna tell you you're running from your responsibilities. So c'mon. Quit your sniveling and come ride with me. The brakes don't work; those emotions never get any slower. And we're burning ourselves out, but don't let that stop you from coming along with me for the ride. Ride with me through thick and thin. Ride with me all the way to the grave.

A few final notes:

Sunset is a metaphor for melancholy. When Samatoki rejects that in the third verse, he's rejecting sitting through his feelings of loss. He uses this image again later in the line I wrote as "sit around feeling sorry for yourself."

The gender and plurality of the "them" Samatoki thinks about isn't specified. While it's most likely referring to his family, the verse immediately afterward sounds like a direct reference to Ichirou and Samatoki battling to save their siblings in the TDD breakup.

"We're burning ourselves out" could also be written like "We're burning ourselves down to ash" which connects with the cigarette image.

Given the prevalence of stray dogs in hardboiled/yakuza fiction and their recurrence as an image in Samatoki's other raps, the stray dog should be understood to be Samatoki himself.

#hypmic translations

[ghouljams]

Yesterday I had no power and had to roll my J’s by pattern powered candles and boil water for my whores bath so I could be clean to go into the office today.

I get into the office with my boobs boobling excellently and office crush still leave the office with giving me a little good bye kiss kiss.

I had to work late today so I got home at 8 pm and now the building management emails me saying that we have no hot water for the next couple days so here I am boiling more water for another whores bath.

Give me something nice that will soothe the simmering rage within my soul 🔫 😤 or I’m barring you from post anything else.

You can surprise me but make it snappy

-👹

So you can send Tumblr asks but you can't answer my texts? I hate you. This is just for you specz with your stupid little neighbor OC.

You slip out onto your fire escape, and kick the plywood flooring you laid down back into place. You collapse into the folding chair you set out and grab the bong off the garden table, flicking the lighter to try and catch the spare weed still left in the bowl. You're just letting your first lungfull of smoke out when your neighbor's window opens.

She flashes you a smile and you give her a small wave. She gets settled in her own lawn chair, puts her laptop down and picks up the grinder off the table to check the contents. She's good at sharing, and she's got great weed, you wonder where she gets it. Some chick with a fucked up garden, she told you once. She taps the ash out of the bowl and repacks it, you pass her the lighter as she presses her lips to the top of the bong.

Which means you have about 10 minutes before her weird ass boyfriend comes looking for her. He's a clingy one, but she likes him for some reason, so you avoid calling him anything more than a big spooky mother fucker.

She tips her head back to blow smoke rings, tapping the lighter against the side of the bong as she does. You lean back in your chain and kick your feet up onto the railing.

"Fuck this shit is choice," she breathes, looking over your lighter, "you make this?" She hold the lighter up for you, as if you haven't seen it before.

"Was a gift," you snag the dog patterned lighter back from her, the thief has already nicked 3 other lighters from you and you're not going to lose this one. She shrugs.

"What are we watching?" She pulls her laptop onto her lap, and opens it up.

"New Girl," you shimmy down in your chair, grab the bong again as you settle in to watch, "you sure you're have time before your boyfriend comes to find you." She waves you off, plugging the show into the search bar.

"He's fine, I told him I was coming out here."

"Don't you have a baby?" You frown.

"It's up for debate," she hums, settling the laptop on the garden table as the theme song plays.

"How is a baby up for debate?"

"Depends on what's going on in the story."

"I mean this with all the love in my heart," You take a solid hit and hold it while she stares at you with a raised brow. Sometimes you think if she wasn't so pretty she wouldn't get away with half the shit she does. You let out your smoke with a huff, "you are clinically insane, what the fuck are you talking about?"

#ghoul speaks #oc: love #tw drug use #weed #👹 anon #sister tag #oc: heck #spec i hope you like this shitty little bedtime story

[charcubed]

Listen. I'm going FUCKING. INSANE. because it seems like almost no one on the internet gives a shit about Shy Baldwin/Reggie Harris from The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel, which boggles my mind because like ???? they're in love?????? and their relationship is so compelling??

And what we see of what becomes of Shy's story is so tragic obviously but to me it also hints at potential for him and Reggie to maybe someday get out of showbiz and be together. And from what I can tell, no one in fandom TALKED ABOUT THISSSS when season 4 came out!!! What the fuck!!!!! This is maddening!!!

So. I'm making this post mostly to get this off my chest and as a yell into the void. Because maybe somewhere, someday, someone else will ALSO be searching tumblr to see even a glimpse of content about these 2 exceedingly compelling characters, and I will write this so that I save that person the despair of coming up empty-handed like I am.

I'm also gonna drag other people down with me if anyone who hasn't seen this show happens to be curious enough to read this, so in that vein, I will cover some basics to outline this. Because I want to TALK ABOUT THEM despite most of this being obvious and no one giving a shit, Goddammit!!

(Spoilers or whatever I guess but who cares)

This is Shy Baldwin. He's a singer (clearly) and canonically a Black gay man who (obviously) has to hide his sexuality because this is set in the 60s.

This is Reggie Harris, Shy's manager and longtime best friend.

This is how Reggie introduces himself:

Let me tell you what kind of manager I am, Susie Myerson and Associates. I've been looking after Shy since we were kids tossing rocks in vacant lots. We was running numbers for Stephanie St. Clair before we were ten. When he found his singing, I collected the money, kept him out of trouble, kept people from bumping him. I'll be at his side when he draws his last breath unless I get there first. I would lay down my life for him. That's what's going on here. You hear me?

–3x02, "It's the Sixties, Man!"

In episode 3, they casually sing "Is You Is or Is You Ain’t My Baby" together just for fun.

INSANE harmonies. And their flirty banter in this whole 1 minute long scene makes me want to eat my own arm.

Anyway... hold those thoughts.

So, Midge Maisel (the titular character) is the opener for Shy on tour with her comedy act in season 3. The show reveals in episode 3x06 that Shy is gay, in a scene where Midge finds him bruised and bleeding because he hooked up with a guy and it went sideways. Shy comes out to her as part of his explanation, and she helps cover up the bruises on his face with makeup so he can get on stage that night.

That leads to him doing a sitting "stool set" with slower songs because his ribs are fucked so he can't stand/dance, and the unsubtle song the show has him sing is "No One Has To Know."

The clip isn't even on Youtube, which is indicative of how much I'm suffering with how under-appreciated Shy's storyline is, but you can listen to the song here or on Spotify.

No one else can tell I think you're beautiful No one else can tell You're my favorite view Let the world all think what they will I'll wait until they're through 'Cause no one has to know I need you No one but you

^^^ Literally the whole song is like this / about being gay but that's a piece of it.

Shy looks at Reggie as he sings.

Thankfully Tumblr user microclown made several GIFs. Here are two.

KILLL MEEEE

Clearly, obviously, this is deliberately not subtle. Everything telegraphs that Shy is in love with Reggie.

Now, considering wider context of Shy hooking up with a random man etc., one could be forgiven for thinking it's meant to be seen as unrequited love... but I really don't think that's the case. I think there's a delicious undercurrent of angst that ties into how Reggie tells Susie (Midge's manager) at various times throughout the season that their job is to make the hard decisions on behalf of their clients, and Reggie references making hard decisions on Shy's behalf or for Shy, because his job is to do what's best for Shy even at the times Shy doesn't like it. So... are they in love and Reggie tries to keep them from properly being Together to protect Shy? And/or does Shy think his love is unrequited at this point? Lots of room to play there.

So now comes the part that no one's talking about!

More explanation: season 3 ends with Midge being very straight and very white as she does a comedy routine in which she makes way too many cheeky references that out Shy as gay on stage if you know gay-related coding/lingo. There are Reasons why she sort of panics and does this, and the audience loves her jokes, but that is very much Not The Point. She's fired from the rest of the tour as a result–rightfully so.

In season 4, it's announced that Shy is suddenly getting married to his longtime girlfriend and it's totally a publicity stunt 🙃 Midge and Susie are invited to the wedding... but not by Shy; by the team of straight white dude management who stepped in to control Shy's every move in the name of "helping him to stay on the straight and narrow" to keep his career on the rails. Midge's fuck up gave them the opportunity they needed to control him. (Shy and Midge end up reuniting in a bathroom at the reception but we won't be unpacking that conversation and how I disagree with how Midge leaves things between them).

So the suits invite Midge and Susie to the wedding so they can escort them to a side room and have a meeting with them, and they try to pay them off to sign an NDA. (Midge declines for them both, saying she will keep her silence for the sake of Shy, not for the suits.) Come to find out that that management team also forced Shy to pay off / fire his entire band–who were shown to be like family to him throughout the tour in season 3–and also forced him to pay off / fire Reggie.

LOU: Look, he's a good guy, Reggie. I like him. But he's too close with Shy to control him. There's too much history.

...

SUSIE: Reggie got Shy to where he is now. You realize that?

LOU: Reggie's taken care of. Big severance. We threw him some publishing. He's buying a house in Westchester. Everybody's happy.

SUSIE: Oh, I bet. 'Cause when you think Reggie, you think Westchester.

–4x05, "How to Chew Quietly and Influence"

Here's the obvious thing: Shy and Reggie clearly had no choice in this matter.

There's no way in hell that Reggie would have left Shy willingly. Absolutely no Goddamn way in hell. Whether he's in love with him or not, Shy is "his boy" (his words, repeatedly) and he said "I'll be at his side when he draws his last breath unless I get there first." That was his character introduction! Holy shit!

But here's my hot take: I DO think Reggie is in love with Shy, and I do think he intends to keep that promise of being by his side as much as possible. And I'll tell you why.

At the wedding, Shy sings a short excerpt from his new single to his new wife:

Come close to me, baby Cool as the river When you're here in my arms Manhattan's getting dimmer I know it sparkles, too But city lights don't shine as bright as you

Once again the clip is not on Youtube and I am suffering.

There are a few more lines from the song in that episode referencing Paris and Rome (where Shy and Reggie and the band went on tour in season 3...), but it's a piece of a longer song. We thankfully have the song in full, here or on Spotify:

And in the episode, Shy says on stage that the song was written by Reggie.

"You just heard a little of my new single. And it's a special one because the lyrics were written by my boy Reggie Harris. Which is fitting because that man's been putting words in my mouth since we were kids begging his grandmom to buy us ice cream.

–4x05, "How to Chew Quietly and Influence"

This makes me FUCKING FERAL.

Especially because of the lyrics in the full version of the song... which, as it turns out, is all about giving up fame and the spotlight to be with the one you love.

There are hidden lyrics in the full track that are meant to actually be in between the shortened ones we hear in the episode. The lyrics from the full version that Shy doesn't sing at his wedding are as follows:

I’ve had the spotlight Been bewitched by wealth and fame But I’d give up that hot light Just to hear one special someone Call my name

...

I could search the world over Go as far as a man can roam But nothing I’d see Would mean nothing to me Like the vision of you when I’m coming back home Baby, you are my home

Buildings may rise And reach for the skies They twinkle and flash But they won’t ever last Like the beauty in your eyes

Whatever they may do Those city lights won’t shine as bright as you

Reggie wrote this song for Shy. He literally wrote this song for Shy. Shy says it himself! And Reggie's not in attendance at Shy's publicity stunt wedding because the suits are keeping them apart for now, but he's in Shy's heart, and Shy chooses to sing this song and share that backstory about the lyrics because they're each others' home in secret.

I can't handle it! I can't FUCKING handle it!!!!!

Like are you SERIOUS!!!! And in the episode where the suits say Reggie took his severance pay and went and bought a fancy house? BITCH. If he even actually did that (and didn't just claim he was doing it to fly under the radar), then he bought a house so Shy could one day join him there because ???? "You are my home." Ohhhh myyyy Goddddd ;___; A song about giving up the spotlight to be with the one you love........ I have connected the dots. Just wow.

So yeah I'm literally going insane. I LOVE them. I've been thinking about this for like 2 weeks and no one gives a shit but I love them! They are important to me and every part of their subplot is so compelling and makes me so emotional!

There is fic about all this that's in my brain and outlined in my google docs and if I ever write it I will post it on AO3 for the maybe 2 people who will care someday. But yeah.

WHERE is their spinoff!!!!!!!! Jk I don't want it because I don't trust they'd be handled properly. However, I am manifesting even a crumb of information about them in season 5 because Shy Baldwin is my son and I would like any kind of hint he and Reggie manage to eventually orchestrate their happiness <3

If you actually read this post, thank you so much for indulging me. I had to get this off my chest, okay, I'm losing it.

I love them and they're in love. That is all.

#shy x reggie #shy baldwin #reggie harris #the marvelous mrs. maisel #tmmm #shy/reggie #char writes things #FUCKING. LOOK AT THE MATERIAL. wah 😭

[angelhummel]

okay so in honor of pride month, i have something i wanna get off my chest for real. sorry if this is super long

I have a tendency to go outside of tumblr spaces when looking at glee content — something i frequently regret. but in my time in those spaces, i often the most delusional take ever. it is basically, “kurt was always kinda pushy towards finn. so did he actually DESERVE to be called a slur??? 🤔🤔🤔 let’s discuss.” this shit boils my blood to no end and while it’s obvious why, i feel the incessant need to defend my boy kurt at all costs.

for one, he wasn’t any more pushy than any other character in the show. i mean for god’s sake, rachel quite literally THREW herself at finn as early as the first episode and i guess that’s fine??? what kurt did was virtually no different bc all the characters do weird, out of pocket shit throughout the show. it really only bothered finn bc kurt is a boy and finn is OVERLY bothered by the prospect of a boy having a crush on him. (more specifically that its kurt — he just simply dislikes kurt being attracted potentially straight guys. thats why he took so much issue to kurt singing with sam. it’s always been about his personal issues with kurt)

moving on to the actual scene in question, so much of what flop accused kurt of was grossly unfair to him. like he says something along the lines of “im scared to even take a shower when youre around,” implying that kurt is some ‘predatory gay’. which is ironic, bc we learn from kurt himself that he never showered after gym JUST to avoid be labelled as something like that. at no point did kurt’s advances move towards remotely ANYTHING sexual in nature, finn just instead assumed that of him

finally, i do believe that flop WANTED to call kurt a slur. he knew that kurt wouldnt call him out for it and you can tell from his tone that that had been building up inside of him for awhile. he wanted something that would push kurt away/scare him. he just went for the cruelest method possible in the moment.

so all this was to basically say that flop hudson sucks and that kurt did not deserve any of the shit that he endured. he was pretty much taught by his peers that it is inappropriate and unacceptable for him to have the same wants and desires that literally any teenager would have simply bc he was gay.

thank you for tuning into my rant. this has been stewing for awhile lmao

lmao yesterday i saw a gifset where cory as finn was doing some good fun acting and i stared at him for like a minute going "if i focus on the cory of it all, can i trick myself into liking finn even a little bit?"

the answer was already no, but if it hadn't been, this ask wouldve set me straight. thank you <3

i've definitely talked about that before tho bc omg. finn has the nerve to call anyone else pushy. i know its not like it'd happened in the show already but. this is the boy setting up a whole kissing booth to manipulate quinn into kissing him aksljfsdlk. or the way he got drunk at the wedding reception in s4 and was hounding rachel. that literally gives me the heebie jeebies lmao sorry to be dramatic about it but i hate it

and god yeah it just breaks my heart bc we know that kurt is always walking on eggshells around these people anyway. and literally 2x04 has become one of my least favorite episodes bc of how hard it is to watch as a kurt stan lmao. sorry it has like two iconic songs but finchel are so fucking manipulative and awful and i've had several rants about this episode before aljsfdlks but basically boils down to them literally making kurt feel like he's committing a crime by asking sam to sing a duet with him and isolating him to an unhealthy degree

and then wanna act all :O four eps later when kurt is like "im getting tf out of here to go to school with people who are nice to me" aslkfdslfjsd

anyway literally just search "2x04 anti finn" on my blog and you will find more posts than you would ever care to read lmao

#glee #lol glee #anti finn hudson #asks #my thoughts #cryscendo #flop hudson

[hcaivoices]

please read before sending in a request Link to my YouTube channel

Rules For Requests:

I will not accept any request for the following: *Songs that are overly sexual * Songs that have a lot of swearing (by excessive swearing I mean a bunch of racial slurs, and fuck every other word. I can bleep some racial slurs but I’m not looking to sit there and re edit an entire track just to make it work. One or two is okay though that’s easy enough to take out. ___________________________________________________ * Please limit characters on the track to 3 for my own sanity. It is possible for more but too much work. *If your song is a duet please include two characters or I will have to pick a second one for you. Unless you actually want only one character to sing both parts and if that’s so include that as a foot note. *Because of the influx of requests meme songs are very low on my priority list so just keep that in mind with requests. *I have the right to refuse any request for any reason. As I’m doing this for fun the reason very well just might be “I didn’t want to”. And if that’s the case don’t take it personally. *don’t send requests for characters I don’t have . So please check my ever growing character list.

* I don’t fill requests in the order they come in. I jump around and do the ones that I want to do. I can’t stress enough that this is a hobby. So of course I’ll have more interest in doing songs I like/know. *Please keep requests 1 per post, you of course may send as may as you like but one song per ask is what I allowed. That way I can post it with your song. (it does not always let me post in audio format and sometimes I have to do it as a video and I can only do one video per post. So if both songs have to be video format I will have to screen shot the post and do it twice anyway.)

* please do not spam your request or keep messaging me to ask about it. especially off of anon as I have no way to actually reply without having a public conversation. If you’re curious about your request dm me in here or discord. * A common misconception is that a song has to sound like the character, this is not true. A character can sing any song of any gender, they will make it their own, so long as I can get a clean separation of audio the song does not matter. I can pitch it lower for them if it sounds strange in a high voice and vice versa.

I will delete requests if:

*it didn’t work for whatever reason. *it’s a repeat. So join the discord to search or check my character tags to sort through on tumblr. You can also just dm me and ask me directly and I can tell you. *they broke any of the rules above

* if you send a character that I don’t have listed *Incomplete information *if you send in a song for more than 3 characters

* if you request 2 songs in the same ask. Yes this includes you wanting 2 different characters to sing the same song separately and not as a duet. It still doesn’t always let me post. It’s a technical thing I wish tumblrs audio system wasn’t so garbage but it is and that’s what we have to work with.

* I had zero interest in doing the song for whatever reason. It could be maybe I didn’t like it, it’s too difficult. It’s a joke song (I got too many serious requests to mess with these right now). This IS a hobby after all if the cover does not sound fun I won’t do it. Don’t take it personally though you can always send in a new request.

* I’m not going to do an entire album for someone so if you keep requesting songs from like the same movie or album I’ll just stop doing them. I have too many other requests to mess with all that. So please be considerate of other people and don’t keep requesting songs from the same movie or album over and over again. Or at least space it out a couple months.

*I also have little interest in redoing the same song over and over with different characters or the same song just in a different language with a different character. But again don’t take this personally it just becomes tedious and boring redoing the same song over and over and over again.

((Please keep in mind I am doing this for fun and for free. understand that you may be waiting a few weeks or even months for your request. Thank you for understanding and your patience in advance 😊. Become a discord member to have access to the full library and exclusives. And sub to my YouTube for exclusives from my own collection that won’t be posted onto discord or tumblr. I also take some requests there to.))

See below for characters list. ⬇️⬇️

keep in mind I do not take requests for characters to make, you may ask if I am making them but ultimately I will or I won't the choice is up to me.

List Of Characters I Have:

All characters made by me sing in their English dub voice, they all sing with their accents and most can speak their native language as close to fluently as you can get I feel along with English.

-Made by me- England China Germany Canada Austria Prussia Poland Norway Finland Iceland Denmark North Italy Spain Japan America Romano France NyoAmerica Russia Sweden Lithuania Latvia Grandpa Rome Next Character's I'm working on: Not sure yet maybe Greece

PSA: You may notice that there will be a bunch of covers posted by a certain characters at once. Like maybe one day I will post 4 England covers and no one else, this isn't favoritism. Sometimes it’s just easier to pick a character and bang out a bunch of their requests than sorting though a bunch of different ones. I’ll try not to do this very often though as I do like to keep it mixed and not focus too much on one character as I love all my bots as children I’ve made and like to use them all as often as I can. So you may see me refer to them as my sons a lot. I mean that in the sense that I created them. It’s a joke don’t take it seriously lol. Like I may refer to Denmark as ‘My Danish son’ it’s just a term of endearment for the bot itself. You might wonder “Why does she feel the need to specify this? It’s obviously meant as tongue-in-cheek and she doesn’t actually view the character as their child…” and my answer to that is “Welcome to Tumblr”.

Please don't ask me for links to my characters as they do not exist. All my voices exist within in my personal PC. They are not hosted anywhere. So the answer will always be 'no'.

I do not answer requests in the order they are received. If I’m excited about one I will jump to do it even if it just came in. Please keep in mind this is a hobby, free and I’m doing it on my own time. That being said please don’t spam me to get to your requests. There are days where I either don’t want to or just don’t have time to make any covers at all. I do have a job and a life. And then there are days I might be really in the mood to make covered and edit music and I’ll make 10 in a row. And there will be days where I don't feel like doing any at all. If you really are curious about your cover please dm me or send me and ask OFF of anon that way I can actually reply to you.

Full library is on the Discord where they are also available for download. join there to get covers when they are first dropped and a ton of exclusives + full albums.

Had some people ask that I make a request form so they know exactly what to include. Optional to use not required but this is all the info I would like to have.

Request forum:

Character 1: Character 2: Character 3: If you only want one character leave the others blank Song: Artist:

If it’s in a language other than English language it would be nice if you could tell me which one it is to.

Any other additional info. Something like…I would like Poland to sing the chorus by himself. Just anything to let me know exactly what you have in mind. ———- I will take care of the pitching and accent modifying based on what sounds the best. I try to do every song with accents but some songs they will struggle with it and slur words if that happens I’ll turn it down or off completely to give you the best version possible. (I do not take requests for pitches or accents. I will do whatever sounds best for the character and the song to give the best end result. Just trust the process.)

[aroace-polyshow]

I'M REDOING IT AGAIN

FUCK THE POLICE FUCK HOMEWORK HW IS MORE IMPORTANT.

*cough* greetings I have come to explain the Don't Erase Our Memories hw cover in detail because it's amazing check it out I'm manifesting Kanamafu cover rn.

IT'S SO THEM AND IT'S KIND OF LIKE I IMAGINE NENE COMPOSING SO YEAH 👍👍

Ruinene looking back at their childhood when they where blissfully unaware of The Horrors™. The "for all time" basically translates into "for forever" in most cases and they have been together since day 1 so.

Here either the monologue is changed or it's just default Miku/VS stuff. You said the Sekai had already existed for a while, probably since Tsukasa's childhood. IMAGINE HOW LONG MIKU HAD TO WAIT. LIKE... SPINEL STEVEN UNIVERSE FLASHBACKS. ESPECIALLY SINCE MIKU HAS SOME KIND OF FUTURE VISION. imagine how happy she was when Tsukasa finally came and with a whole troupe.

This one usually translates into "don't erase/scratch our memories" and let me tell you IT'S THE TENMA LINE EVER. because Tsukasa was taken away from the memories he made and Saki's was privated from the memories she never made.

"our greedy souls—" RUIEMU RUIEMU RUIEMU. "What we didn't have" BEING UNDERSTOOD BEING SUPPORTED BEING LOVED BEING ACDEPTED.

The next one usually translates into "searched" instead of "wished" which is just... So Tsukasa.

I... I don't think I need to explain (transmitting my blight via our shared wxs fan brain canal)

*head in hands* THE GUILT THE "I DON'T DESERVE YOU" THE "I NEED YOU" THE SELFISHNESS THE FAILURE THE AWKWARD SILENCE—

THIS CAN ALSO BE EMU I FORGOT TO PUT HER IN THERE. BUT YEAH, THIS IS BASICALLY THE OPPOSITE OF TSUKASA'S FAÇADE AND WANTING TO BE PERCEIVED AS FLAWLESS AND FINE AND THAT'S WHY IT FITS SO WELL.

Also the "I don't even know" AUGH THE "you'll never be a star" THE "I think you should rethink your career choices" HE LITERALLY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT OR WHY HE'S DOING IT HE IS TRYING TO FIND HIMSELF IN RIPPED PIANO SHEETS AND BROKEN SCRIPTS AND BURNT PAGES PLEASE HELP ME

Also he would absolutely slay the high notes. Thank you thank you I know I'm right

Also Tumblr doesn't let me post more but the end of the song is BEAUTIFUL it fits so well go check it out you won't regret it.

Anyway... Yeah. Um. My fucking fingerssss

hi sorry it took me a while to respond but i am eating this. oh my god . i have some additions to add btw:

yeag tsukasa + virtual singer. yeag

theres something here. i cant place my finger on what it is but there is something here. this line is good.

i forgot to use the coloring thing like you did but. 1st line virtual singer 2nd tsukasa 3rd emu 4th rui or nene but i’d like it to be both 5th tsukasa (i think its like. a vow he will remember. a vow he won’t forget the things that are important to him like he did before.) and last two all together. tyty for this.

#asks #hollow ☆ wonderland #the ask sent twice btw?? weirdly enough ;ldfkhjgufjdksll

[conquerthenight]

Hello- I just wanted to let you know that when I sort of casually decided to search the Rebecca The Musical tags on tumblr and then I saw you're one of the people who made the Rebecca The Musical playlist on youtube and oh my goodness I was so excited, I actually texted my wife in the middle of the evening to tell her, it felt like when you find out a celebrity is on tumblr! I've been listening to the playlist nonstop for the last month or so- like all of my work has been done to it, I listen to it when I exercise and I'm just really impressed by the quality of the singing and the translations etc. Discovering it really made up for not getting to see the musical in London. My personal favourite songs are You'll Never Be A Lady, Alone Again, Bottle of Memories and Mrs De Winter Is Here (and I also have a fondness for anything with Jack Favell in, he's just delightful). I love how all the characters sound- like how I can imagine them all perfectly from how strong each character comes across in how they're sung, Mrs van Hopper is so brash and obnoxious and Ich is so anxious and sweet and Mrs Danvers is such a queen and you even made me quite like Maxim, who I was always kind of indifferent to in the book. I can't imagine how you had the time and energy to do the whole thing but I'm also so very grateful that you did because I love it so much. Anyway, sorry to send this out of the blue, I just wanted you to know how much I'm enjoying your creation! (oh and especial thank you for putting the lyrics online too!)

Oh my god oh my god oh my fucking god it’s 3 am and I’m crying tears of joy!!!! Thank you so so much, I am so over the moon that you loved Fanbecca enough to write such a sweet message. I’m shaking so much I’m so happy!!!

The person who sang Ich is actually me. That’s my (very obviously American 😂) voice you were hearing. I’ll admit, “Bottle of Memories” was NOT my best vocally, so I’m surprised that was your favorite, but I’m so glad you liked it. My friend Daytona was Maxim and he was also the one who did the editing and uploading of all the videos. I’ve gotten multiple messages from people who have said that he got them to like (or at least sympathize with) Maxim after previously not liking the character. That to me is a huge testament to how dedicated he was to the whole role. Our Danny is definitely a queen, I adore her. She also put her entire soul into this project. She’s German singing in perfect English and I just can’t hype her up enough.

This is the first time anyone’s commented on our Favell and Van Hopper (fun fact, our Danny had to step in as Van Hopper for “I’m An American Woman” because we did last minute rewrites to that song and our original Van Hopper and the understudy we had on standby weren’t available). Both of them absolutely slayed, I absolutely HATED “You’ll Never Be A Lady” until I heard her sing it. The guy who did Favell has actually been part of Fanbecca since Daytona and I finished writing the first draft of lyrics back in early 2019. Mrs. Van Hopper was also part of an earlier draft in 2020. Both of them came back for the final drafts and I cannot thank them enough.

Also, I never got to see Rebecca in London either. Couldn’t afford it and I live on the wrong side of the world so I spent my time on Tumblr and the casts’ Instagrams to see what I could of it. I also got my hands on an audio and that cast was incredible. Lauren, Richard, and Kara my absolute beloveds 🥰.

Thanks again for your ask and your follow, and my apologies for the rambling in my response XDDD

#i just screamed #thank you ​tumblr user cynicalrainbows #fanbecca #rebecca das musical

[downwiththeficness]

A Need Unleashed Ch. 4

Summary: Horacio Carrillo was a man of control...until he wasn’t. His  carefully regimented life begins to change the second he scents Eva Moore, an unobtrusive omega whose secrets lead the two of them into dangerous territory. Horacio must protect her at all costs while battling a fierce need that threatens to bring him to his knees.  

Word Count: ~3700

Warnings: Violence, light sexual themes

Taglist:  @littleone65     @supersanelyromantic      @sistasarah-sallysaidso    

A/N: It is recommended that you read A Need So Great prior to reading this story. There is context and additional information in that fic that influences how this fic is understood. This fic is explicit for canon-compliant blood, gore, violence, and sex. As such, it is intended for an adult audience, only. A/B/O dynamics come with their own warning. Anyone under the age of 18 should not interact with this work. I do not consent to reposting this work to other platforms. Reblog only to Tumblr.

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He tries not to let the exhaustion of the day show on his face, but Horacio knew that he hadn’t quite managed it. The bodies of three men being carted off by the Coroner was an image that would be difficult to shake.

There was a victory amidst the loss—an entire semi full of cocaine seized by his team. It didn’t assuage his guilt, but it would be enough to keep his superiors off his back for a while. If he were honest with himself, Horacio needed the win. For too many months, he had been one step behind, unable to keep up with the cartel and their constantly changing strategies.

It was a win, but it felt hollow.

Around the table, they sat and tried to decompress. Javier was chain smoking, his eyes searching the crowd for someone to take home for the night. Next to him, Steve and his wife, Connie, were leaning against one another for support. To his left, Eva was listening to Steve tell the story of how they’d broken down the doors of the target’s house.

Connie rolled her eyes and stood, heading for the jukebox, “If I’m gonna listen to this, we’re gonna have some mood music.”

The bar had a healthy selection of local favorites and Top 100 from the States. Horacio wasn’t much into the new stuff, but alcohol had a way of making him bob his head to almost anything. There were a number of slower, more sultry songs to choose from, songs that encouraged close swaying. He glanced at Eva, wondering if she’d say yes if he asked her to dance.

The object of his attention was pointing a finger at Steve, “You’re telling me that some big bad,” she looked at him, “What did he call them?”

“Sicario,” he prompted.

Horacio was going to have to drop more Spanish into their conversation. Eva had learned some basics but still struggled with anything more complex than introductions and pleasantries. Often, she leaned into ‘¿Cómo se dice?’ to get along. He had to admit, the little frown on her face was cute—so cute that he had to lift his glass to hide the affectionate smirk on his lips.

They argued for a moment more before Steve muttered an offended, “Fuck off.”

“You fuck off,” Eva shot back.

Horacio watched her rant, feeling his affection growing for her by the second. It didn’t seem to bother her that she was arguing with a trained DEA agent, someone technically above her in the hierarchy of the department. She effortlessly called Steve and Javier out on their bullshit, ending the rant with a swiping gesture of her hands and the assurance that, if she heard any more of it, she would puke.

Her words were cut off when Connie returned to the table carrying a tray of shot glasses, a bowl of limes, and a salt shaker. Horacio took a fortifying breath, unsure about where the night would be going from here. It had been a hard day, and letting loose was tempting, but he had professional relationships with these people. It would be a bad idea to get too drunk in their presence.

Eva was already ahead of him, “We have to go to work tomorrow, Connie.”

Connie tossed her head and scoffed, “Like you’ve never had a hangover before.”

Sighing, Eva took a glass, her eyes catching his, “C’mon,” she jeered softly, “We’re all in this shit together, Horacio.”

She’d said his name.

Again.

The way her lips formed around the syllables made him want to lean over and kiss her. So did the little smile that formed as she wiggled the glass at him. It was all mischief and good-natured ribbing. He relented reluctantly,  taking the shot and a lime. The salt shaker went around and it took next to nothing to recall how to wet the back of his hand with his tongue and tap the granules over it.

They toasted, the conversation going quiet for a moment as they remembered the sacrifice it took to capture their target. The path of his hand to his mouth was delayed by a scant second as he watched Eva lick the salt from her skin and throw the shot back. To distract himself from the heated thoughts that image provoked, he performed the age-old ritual.

Salt, shot, lime.

Connie shot to her feet, “Another!”

Horacio watched her skip to the bar with trepidation. Her trip was interrupted by the song on the jukebox shifting over to a saxophone heavy melody. She turned with a huge grin and grabbed her husband, “I love this song. Stevie, come dance with me.”

Eva laughed, “I can’t wait to tell her all about this later.”

Javier snorted, stubbing out his cigarette, “I should have brought a camera.” He stood, “I’m getting another drink. You want anything?”

Horacio waved him off, his beer still half full and the tequila igniting a slow heat in his belly.

Eva leaned towards him, “He’s right. We should have brought a camera.”

Charmed by the sparkle of amusement in her eyes, he replied, “We can always get the security footage from the owner.”

“You think he’d give it to us.”

Eva’s expression was both scandalized and intrigued. She hadn’t been in the country long enough to know how things worked when it came to trading favors. Horacio might be well versed, but it didn’t make the transactions any easier, especially when he loathed the person he was dealing with. Horacio was glad to bend the rules now and again, if it meant he was able to achieve his goal.

“We’d have to pay him.”

Her expression turned contemplative, “We could do that.” Then, “Man, that would be comedy gold at the office Christmas party.”

Eva tilted her head towards the dance floor with a widening smile. Connie was shimmying beside Steve, her hands on his shoulders. He recognized the false long suffering look on his face, the facade barely hiding the fact that he was enjoying every minute.

He found himself envying the man. Steve and Connie were so clearly in love that he was sure their relationship would withstand what was going to happen to it. The work they did, the darkness they lived in, had a way of destroying anything good. Certainly, none of Horacio’s past relationships were strong enough to stand against it.

“Looks like Javier is trying to close a deal.”

Horacio followed the line of her vision, assessing the details quickly, “He’s probably negotiating price.” When she looked at him, confused, he continued, “She’s a sex worker.”

She gasped, “No!” Her gaze turned to Javier, “How can you tell?”

He shrugged, telling her the truth, “I see a lot of them in my line of work.”

Eva’s brows raised in curiosity, “Oh?”

Knowing where her mind went, he cast her a look full of sarcasm, “We arrest them from time to time. Most of them are informants.”

“To you?”

He nodded, fingers turning his beer. It was difficult to look at her, to face whatever judgment might be waiting for him.

“And you pay them?”

Horacio let out a sound that was neither a yes or a no. His head involuntarily moved from side to side in a gesture that was uncharacteristically ambiguous. Her jaw shut with an audible click and he caught a strangely anxious grimace pass over her face.

Something inside him hooked into it, “What was that?”

“Nothing.”

Her voice was high and tight, a clear sign that she’d done something she hadn’t meant to do and wanted to cover for it. The hook sank deeper and Horacio could not help the way he wanted to tug on it to get more information.

He held up a finger, “No. You were going to say something and you stopped. Why?”

She blinked owlishly, “It was an inside thought.”

Horacio’s brows furrowed as he watched her shift in her seat. Eva was embarrassed, but he couldn’t figure out why. He’d never heard of the term inside thought. Maybe it was an American thing. He stared at her, letting his silence and the seriousness on his face do all the work for him.

“Ah,” she breathed, stalling, “An inside thought is when you think a thought that should absolutely not be said on the outside. Like, ever.”

Head cocked to the side, he prompted, “Tell me.”

“Oh, no,” she replied with a firm shake of her head. “Absolutely not. Were you listening? Its an inside thought, its supposed to stay inside.”

Enthralled by the way she was backtracking, the way it made him feel to corner her, he applied a little more pressure, “So, we’ve established that you’ve had a thought that you don’t think is appropriate and you feel I would be insulted by it.”

Horacio could feel when her guard went up, “We’ve established nothing other than I had an inside thought and voiced that they are typically insulting.”

He’d heard the same kind of argument from criminals who thought they could talk their way out of charges. It was a tactic that had never worked in their favor and it definitely wasn’t going to work for her.

“That’s a fine distinction. But, there’s only one way to really settle this. You have to tell me.”

She touched her thumb to her brow in a self-conscious gesture, “I was going to say...that I was surprised you had to pay them.”

That was not what he expected her to say, “Why is that?”

Her mouth parted, breath stuttering, “Because, if it were me, I’d probably just tell you.”

Eva’s voice was small and tight. Breathy, even. Her pupils were dilated. Horacio could smell the anxiety in her scent fade, replaced with a thrilling mix of pleasure and excitement. She might be a little embarrassed by her admission, but Eva was also—definitively—enjoying it.

Horacio was glad that Connie came back to the table. It distracted Eva from the way he bared his teeth at her. Did everything she said have to tug at his instincts as an alpha? Did she have to make him want to hold her down and drag all her secrets from her lips, all the things that made her both embarrassed to admit and aroused by the admission?

Something in the room shifted and glass shattered. His eyes flashed to where Javier was pushing some guy down to the ground. He clocked a few others moving in to protect their friend. Javier wouldn’t be able to handle them all, especially when more than one of them was carrying a knife.

Horacio spared half a moment to concern himself with Eva’s safety, but she was already bursting into action. Eva moved quickly, throwing Connie to the side and pushing her towards a little niche beside the bar.

Smart, omega.

Satisfied that the two of them were out of harm’s way, Horacio pushed himself into the fight. The music continued to blare as he blocked a punch and used his forearm to dislocate an elbow. Another assailant came at him from the side and he swung without thinking, knocking them to the ground. He tried to be mindful of who he was punching, not wanting to take down an innocent patron who was just trying to get out of the line of fire. But, there were so many bodies coming at him that he was sure he’d clocked a few who didn’t deserve it.

Nearby Javier was kicking a downed man. In his periphery, Steve whizzed past, throwing himself against a guy who was trying to sucker punch his partner. Horacio was grabbed from behind, the arms getting around his neck in an attempt to choke him. He struggled against a formidable amount of strength in an attempt to get his fingers between their skin and his. With a rough growl, Horacio grit his teeth and braced for his next move.

He ducked down, loosing himself, and drove upwards with a fist that caught his attacker beneath the chin. The fact that the man went down easily, out cold, was a point of pride. He stared down at them, feeling the urge to smile rise up. Breathing hard, Horacio caught Eva’s eye from across the room just in time to see that she, too, was being restrained with arms that wrapped around from behind.

Horacio’s legs moved without thought. He dodged arms and fists as he crossed the room. Raw anger yanked a harsh grunt from his chest. By the time he got to Eva, she’d already performed a kind of jump and roll that threw her attacker to the ground. She glanced up as he approached.

She fucking smiled at him.

“You good?” he asked, scanning her body for injuries.

“Yeah,” her voice was wispy and winded. Sweat had formed at her brow. She pushed the hair from her face as her eyes widened, “Oh, fuck!”

Eva grabbed him by the shoulders and used all of her weight to throw him down next to a table that had fallen over in the fray. He hit hard on his hands and knees. Rolling to his side was a move borne more out of pain than strategy. Eva curled over him as shots rang out. Knowing that she was vulnerable, Horacio pulled her into his chest and turned her to that she was tucked against the wood of the overturned table.

Reaching back, he pulled his weapon from its holster. The weight of it was heavy and familiar. He rose up on one knee, taking aim at the asshole who’d fired a gun in the middle of a crowded bar. His body rocked with the recoil and he was cognizant of Eva watching him. She was quiet when others might be screaming.

Horacio dropped down as bullets flew in his direction, flinching when they struck the thin wood in front of him. The table scooted an inch or two with each hit, and he knew it wouldn’t last much longer. Already, fragments were falling to sticky floor. Without it, they would be far too exposed, the nearest cover about ten feet away.

While he was calculating if he could get Eva behind the bar in one piece, she called out his name. Her hands curled into the material of his polo shirt, dragging him into her body just as a bullet rotated the table far enough that he lost the protective cover. He pressed his palm into her hip, making sure that she was safe before getting to his knees again and squeezing the trigger one more time.

It hit the gunman in the side, taking him to the ground and giving them an opening. But, before he could order Eva to safety, she was screaming ‘cover me’ and crawling away. Unable to form words, Horacio grunted in frustration as he watched her go. He pulled his lips between his teeth as he debated tugging her back by her feet. She didn’t go far, returning with a rag and bottle of unopened liquor.

He cursed fluently, then, to Eva, “The fuck are you doing?”

Eva held up her hand, “Give me your lighter.”

His eyes flicked down to the bottle and rag she’d acquired, his hands automatically reaching for the zippo in his pocket. He handed it over, rolling his eyes at her prim ‘thank you’.

Horacio turned his eyes to the crowd, noting that the fight was still going. The sound of flesh meeting flesh with bruising force was just barely perceptible above the music playing in the background. The man with the gun was still laying on the ground—alive, but injured.

“Bottom’s up!” Eva cried.

He watched the bottle rotating as if in slow motion. It flew in a path directly to where the gunman was pushing to standing. The guy had just enough time to lift his weapon before the bottle smashed near his feet. It gave Javier and Steve an opening to tackle him to the ground.

The fight died down after that, leaving the room covered in glass, blood, and alcohol. Horacio, knowing the Eva could take care of herself, went around to the people who were hurt, leading them out to where the ambulance was waiting. He debriefed some of his officers who had been called to the scene and bribed the bar owner to keep Eva from facing charges for fire setting.

All in all, it took about half an hour. At the end of it, the bar was pretty much cleared out, the patrons deciding to call it a night. He watched a pair of perpetrators walked to a squad car in handcuffs, nearly missing Eva as she strolled along behind them.

It wasn’t the first time he’d nearly missed her. Eva had a way of being in a room without being seen, of moving without disturbing the air around her. If it weren’t for her scent, Horacio would have difficulty tracking her in a crowd, which was saying something.

He caught up to her in the parking lot, “Do you ever park closer to where you’re going?”

She jumped, surprised, then laughed, “Sorry, wasn’t paying attention. And, to answer your question: I like the longer walk. Gives me time to, I don’t know, settle myself.”

Horacio nodded, but he wanted warn her all the same, “Maybe consider parking a little closer when you know you’ll be staying after sundown. Might be safer.”

He thought she might bristle at the fatherly tone, but Eva appeared bemused, “I think you either shit canned or shot anyone who’d give me trouble.”

Feeling unaccountably shy that the way she was eyeing him appreciatively, Horacio put his hands in his pockets, “You’re the one who set them on fire.”

Her reply was practical, logical, something that he might hear out of the mouth of a lawyer, “You may have a point. But, I’d argue that my actions were justified, given that they were shooting at us. I mean, I haven’t been here long, but I’m pretty sure the cultural differences aren’t so dissimilar that—were I to be fired upon, I could be forgiven for returning fire.”

She was so calm.

So collected.

With any other woman, he would be comforting her, helping to assuage the panic that came from the near death experience. He almost admired her for it, but the larger part of himself bristled at her nonchalant attitude. It would get her in trouble some day.

Eva slowed to a stop near her car, as if they’d just walked out from a date, as if nothing out of the ordinary had occurred.

She looked at him quizzically, “What?”

Horacio took a fortifying breath, “You took one look at that gun and threw me down to cover me.”

His statement caused her to stop and think, “Yeah, I did.”

Unacceptable.

“Don’t do that.”

Her mouth quirked, “Don’t save your life?”

Horacio moved into her space, hoping hat his larger size would drive his point home, “You save yourself. Let me take care of me.”

“I make absolutely no promises, Carrillo.”

His eyes narrowed at the way she used his surname, the acid in her tone. He’d touched on something sensitive, though he wasn’t quite sure what.

Curling a finger beneath her chin, he said, “You do that when you’re trying to deflect. Use my last name.”

Her mouth thinned, but her tone was soft, “You are frustrating.”

He smiled, “I’ve been told that.”

One eyebrow quirked, “Did they also tell you that you have the cutest little dimples when you smile?”

Horacio couldn’t help the way he laughed, couldn’t hold back the surprise. No one but his abuela had ever commented on his dimples, not since he was very, very young. He debated telling her just that, but  the thought left him feeling a little too vulnerable.

“No, no one has told me that.”

Her expression softened more, “That’s a shame.”

Lured in by the honesty in her tone, his words were barely above a whisper, “Is it?”

They’d moved closer together. Her scent was all around him, soaking into his clothes, his skin. He let himself sink into it. All the chaos on the night was far away. It was just him and her.

Eva settled back into the car, “Damn shame.”

“I’ll take your word for it,” he replied, running the back of his hand over her cheek.

It warmed beneath his touch, drawing him in.

“See that you do.”

Unwilling, or perhaps unable, to form words, Horacio made a soft sound of confirmation before leaning down to press a soft kiss to her mouth. The very act was an exercise in will, a will that was eroding quickly. The taste of her was sweet and all too enticing. Horacio allowed himself another soft kiss that he kept intentionally short so as not to tempt himself further.

Eva’s eyes were squeezed shut, her hands gripping his shoulders tightly. Rising up on her toes, she took his mouth with surprising force. It was a kiss that he couldn’t deny. Dizzy, Horacio pushed his weight forward, trapping her between him and the car.

The feeling of their bodies pressed together brought back with startling clarity the dream he’d had of finally catching the shadow. It was her body he’d felt. It was her scent rolling over him.

Omega.

It was too much—too much stimulation, too much need—Horacio couldn’t let himself fall any further.

Pulling back, he grated, “Get in the car.”

His mouth was filled with the taste of her. His hands refused to let her go. He had to let her go. It was too soon to take her to his home, to his bed. He needed space to think. He needed to come back to himself.

Eva’s replied was breathy, “What?”

Shaking his head hard, Horacio forced himself to say, “Get in the car before I drag you to my truck and take you home with me.”

Her mouth lifted into a smirk that would absolutely haunt his dreams, “You probably wouldn’t have to drag me.”

This fucking woman.

“Car. In.”

“Sure thing, Big Guy,” she said in a sly tone, “See you at the office.”

#A Need Unleashed #Narcos #Horacio Carrillo #Carrillo #a/b/o dynamics #maurice compte

[dontstopthecoloronthewalls]

my thoughts on pumped up kicks being linked to the columbine high school shooting, and tcc.

so, earlier today i was scrolling through the "pumped up kicks" tag on tumblr. and i saw a lot of memes, i was laughing at them. until, i started seeing columbine. like, columbine edits and pictures of the two gunmen. i was disgusted, i didn't know that this song that was my childhood could be linked to something so terrible. i obviously saw the "true crime community" tag as well. i don't know what to think, all i'm gonna say is that this sort of stuff is the reason why chain reactions within the internet start.

another thing i would like to discuss here is where the fuck are these kids parents? they're obviously unaware of their child doing these things. even if they knew, then i don't know how the hell that doesn't spark up some concern. they have dylan as their pfp and that's not a fucking sign to think "holy shit, maybe my kid is messed up." like what are you doing? where's your damn brain for crying out loud? and a lot of them say they relate to pumped up kicks as well. is that not a clear enough fucking sign.

now, i do not blame the tcc for being in this community in the first place. i was at this stage of life as well, i understand the mentality. the stress and how much you relate to eric harris and dylan klebold. i used to as well, and you're not alone. this community has been standing since 2014-2017. obviously they're not going away anytime soon. we can report them, and see their accounts get deleted all we like. but, let's be real. they are fucking staying for as long as we're on the internet. hell, it could be 2027 and they would still be there. just search up #tcctwt on twitter and you would see so much of them. even the #true crime community tag is still fairly popular on tumblr. sure, their accounts were deleted by tumblr. but then again, they aren't leaving.

i am so glad i left tcc though, my mental health was just a wreck. i am now an ftp fan (i went back to being an ftp fan, of course.) so things should get better soon. but, the memories are still drilled into my brain. i still remember each and every single account who, these people, were nothing but kind to me. that's what made me stay. and then i slowly started to realize how toxic it can be. how much it can affect your brain, it's kind of like amino. we can take that for example, it's just sort of like a drug. because, once you're in the tcc. you are fucking in. you have this grip on it but, it's almost like all of us are unaware of it.

i'm not gonna tell these people to get help. i'm not gonna tell them "he/she murdered people!" because you guys already know they did. i'm just not gonna say anything anymore, it's obviously none of my personal business and it's not affecting me in any way, i'm just stating some opinions i have. this doesn't mean you have to leave the tcc, i'm not saying that. stay in this community for however long you like. just take what i say with a grain of salt.

i also don't wanna hear "why do you respect these people's decisions! they're terrible!" i do know the idea of it is terrible, i just see the reasons because i used to be in this community. i understand the mentality, and everything behind it. it's sad to even look at but what can we even do anymore? it's been 5+ years. we can't get them to snap out of it, we're all gonna have to live with it. just pretend they aren't even there. it's not that bad once you realize they're not harming anybody. it's an interest.

this is the end of the post, feel free to drop your opinions below.

#true crime community #foster the people #pumped up kicks #tcc #columbiner #columbine massacre

[xomoosexo]

let's talk: canon events! how'd you get into the dream team? what brought you to dtblr?

tldr: general mcyt- early wilbur enjoyer- swearing off dsmp stuff- refinding wilbur and tommy on tiktok - to beeduo 😰- benchtrio tumblr- george tumblr fan- dnf 🧐- dream stan- dteam main- making this blog

here's the whole saga 🥲🍩🔪🐌🦌

okay so I've been watching people play minecraft on youtube since 2010.

in like 2016/ 2017 I found wilburs youtube channel (the old wilbur soot channel now the music channel) I watched some of his vlogs and songs and subscribed to him but then he never uploaded so I unsubscribed 😭

in dec 2018 I watched the jacksucksatlife editor video and I was like wait wtf I know this wilbur guy and went back through his youtube channel. followed that saga until he made his minecraft channel and was really into his videos. if you scroll back on my other blog you can actually find old wilbur posts from 2019.

in early spring 2020 I saw a tiktok and it was about how this guy never wanted to let his friends use his youtube app cause it was all minecraft videos and I was like haha #relatable and I go in the comments and everyone was like "and that's on dream" "that's on dream and george" and I was like wtf who are these people I've been watching mcyt for 10 years

I go on youtube and search up dream minecraft cause I was convinced if I just looked up dream nothing would come up. I was shocked to find hes getting 10mil views on every video. I watch one of the manhunts but decide it isn't for me cause it's too intense lol

Wilbur starts uploading dsmp stream comps to his yt channel. I follow the beginning of the l'manberg plot but get confused and annoyed at his uploads so I unsubscribe again

at some point I watch georges colorblind video cause it was in my recommended and it was kinda 🧐 to me so I looked up his name on tiktok but everything was dsmp funny moments compilations and they were too fast and not funny to me

fast forward to summer fall 2021 I get a crimeboys tiktok on my fyp it's very sweet. I'm like haha that's funny cause I used to love wilbur and tommy annoyed me when he was on smpearth. so I look them up on tiktok and scroll through

I start seeing clingyduo tiktoks and beeduo tiktoks and start watching them stream every so often

I start following blogs talking about them on tumblr and start really following tubbo (but not posting)

some of these blogs were also dteam fans and would talk about dnf sometimes

I was interested in dnf so I watch some tiktoks and yt compilations... then I look through on tumblr and see a lot of stuff so I follow some dnfers.

at first it was mostly cause I liked george so I followed mostly george main stuff and then as I got deeper I was slowly frog boiled into being a dream stan by following more and more dream fans.

I started posting some dteam stuff on my other blog but also just random other stuff and I mostly lurked and reblogged every so often

in November 2022 after the birthday stream I was like fuck it I'm gonna start a new blog and actually immerse myself in the fandom and now we are here!

#idk why anyone would read any of this but here #askies

[meirimerens]

i've been listening to your spotify playlists a lot and they're wonderful, i've discovered so many new artists through them and i gotta ask, do you have any more recommendations? any favorite artists, anything you want to share that didn't make it on the blorbo playlists, any old or recent favorites? i always love discovering new music and your taste is impeccable!

ok tumblr crashed when i was answering this so i’m gonna try to run through this again because it’s getting late

tldr a lotta songs i just found either 1) typing words in the search bar to steal songs from already-made playlists (<- guy who typed “cannibalism” in the bar to fill the farkhad and threefold bullet and then didn’t find anything bc everything was too edgy and/or sexual and not sensual enough) Or 2) by the algorithm, just clicking on stuff it offered me when i was making playlists. i'm going to recommend here songs i. actually listen to outside of playlists so like stuff i put when i'm driving so no breakcore Pure Noise grinding 7hrs ambient drone none of that. if you scour through the playlists you might find things that fit this bill, more likely in the ship playlists because they're not as #conceptual. ok let's go

folk/folk-ish kuznets and matushka by sny salamandry curses and metaphors by crane wives trup nevesty by green apelsin myshonok by lampabikt

electro/electro-ish vizdoravlivay skorey and krov na tanspole by mujuice imla by casa ukraina [electrofolk] obsessed with you by the orion experience [fun. poppy. dancing. sexual. to me it's andrey modern au "nasty little thottie" song. it's so fun tho makes you jiggle]

edgy teen behavior: LINE by downward saint bernard by lincoln

fuck it we ball: na obratnoy storone luny by fleür entirety of black hill's discography at this point bestie

addon: throwing stuff and seeing what sticks also because spotify won't let me copy and paste from desktop and i had to use my phone and copy links over so youll excuse me

anne sylvestre (french singer, childhood...)

versailles (the visual kei band. yes. i recommend Amorphous, Brave, Catharsis, Judicial Noir, Masquerade, Truth, Serenade and Reminescence)

system of a down. fuck it we ball.

powerwolf. i wike Bête du Gévaudan and Sanctified with Dynamite.

jupiter (visual kei againnn, check out Decadence, Scarlet, forever with you and heaven's atlas)

kanon wakeshima (cello player, check out album Shinshoku Dolce and Heroine Syndrome, Kuroneko to Pianist no Tango and celmisia on her album Lolitawork Libretto)

check out Wolf and It Gets Better by AlicebanD

#neigh (blabbers) #ring ring (answers) #anonymous #ok. goer to bed now. i'll answer da rest of your questions... tomorrow #damn i need to make a playlist of shit i listen to while driving don't i

[devinkrispy]

April 8th, the rain isn’t letting up, everyone is trapped in.

As I let this soothing song play in my ears it brings memories back to when I first heard it, my first playthrough in P5, it also brought back specific memories I had to the original thoughts to when I first made my channel, or any online presence for that matter. I simply wanted a community for people who were just as chronically online as I was. However looking back I searched the wrong areas.

As glad as I am now, I do wonder what would it be like if I Decided to just dive into the deep web of places like 4 Chan, or niche communities of tumblr.

Community is all I wanted, as of now I can say I have mine now. But the methods of getting here. Were they worth it? Was it worth going through the hell that was shokus, witnessing the hell of troupe, just for internet lore?

That’s all it is at the end of the day technically, if you turn your devices off and act like none of it happened you wouldn’t be technically wrong.

Shit Let’s take the one who shall not be named for example, they left and acted like we didn’t exist (at least I assume) then Beni followed shortly after.

That makes you think of what you could really do with your online persona. Which in itself is a weird concept. How does one make a persona strictly for the online space? How does one separate it from their IRL counterpart without any tension or trouble? Wouldn’t time be a significant factor here?

Then that makes me think of what could happen when I get my own crib, I’ll get the prolonged alone time I oh so yearn. But what’s to say I won’t fall back into the old habits that I did when I was chronically online?

Would I be wrong for being chronically online again? Would I be wrong to be less online? Does it really matter, does anything matter for that matter? Even when you think of everything going on at this exact moment would it even fucking matter?

What would everyone do if the earth explodes in 24 hours? Probably mayhem. But say that didn’t happen, how would everyone feel about their life?

If you 🫵🏾 were to be told your life ends in 24 hours would you be happy?

And if you say no, why? Is it something you can fix? If not why dwell on it? If you can fix it? What’s stopping you? Nothing.

Nothing stopped Beni and them from leaving, Nothing is stopping me from moving out,

Nothing is stopping you from transitioning in any stage of life, why are we as humans so afraid of change when we so desperately need it sometimes?

Of course this applies to me too. But then again who wouldn’t it apply to? Every second I’m awake I’m dedicated my life to change. I don’t care in what form or what way, weather I am changing my ideals, my clothes, my body, my life, my bank, it doesn’t matter what it is, I can no longer stay stagnant, nothing changes if nothing changes. So personally my mask needs to be taken off itself. I can no longer sit here and expect another life changing event to walk in my life like it’s been doing all my life ESPECIALLY since I am an adult now. I have to make change if I want change for the better or worse. I’m embracing the Bad now. I love it, confusing time in identity, that’s great that means something is changing. Financial struggles? That means something changing, friends leaving me? People I was close with not fucking with me? My favorite foods not hitting no more? My gaming hours go down? It all boils down to change and I need to stop resisting it. The only way to do so is to go about life and shut up. Whenever God, the universe, whatever you wanna call it is speaking I should listen. And that’s what I’ve been doing. My outlook on life has been changing recently. Way more than I originally expected, I’m way less strict about everything now. I don’t care what I’m doing in 10 years. What am I doing now ? I woke up, what am I doing with my life currently? I go to school, work, and I come home to game. Rinse and repeat, I’m not living IM just existing.

AND I REFUSE to simply exist when I can experience life and all it has out for me. What would be the point if I couldn’t go out and live my life the way I wanted to. Because at the end of the day we are shapeshifters too. It’s just not physical. We change so much as living beings that there’s no way we can be the same people for our entire lifetime, we probably live 7 lifetimes over, do you know how much can happen in 10 years, 5years, 1 year, 6 months? 2 weeks? Shit nigga A FUCKING DAY????! We have to be more aware of this ! They try to make us Goal driven, which don’t get me wrong is great! But we’re thinking of it all wrong! People think of goals as accomplishments when we should plan our goals based off experiences! My goal is to be a father and a wonderful teacher to three beautiful children so they can also experience life and spread knowledge.

That’s what it’s all about, experiencing life so you have a story to tell.

We are always caught up on what other people’s story is, what they are gonna do, what’s your story?

In story writing they have a term for when the character goes through a journey that teaches them a lesson, they call it an Arc,

What’s your Arc?

#vent

[pickacover]

FAQ

Q: What is this?

A: Glad you asked! This is a poll blog where you get to listen to different versions of a song and vote on which one you like best. Please note this is “which one you like,” not “which artist is your favorite” or “which one is more technically good.” Sometimes a great artist can have a shit cover and vice versa, and sometimes an artist you adore does a cover that makes you cringe or has an original someone else just managed to turn transcendent. And sometimes it’s your favorite because you have good memories even if the cover itself is objectively awful! That’s also okay! The question is, if all covers of the song came on the radio at the same time, which channel’s version would you flip to?

Q: how often do you post?

A: five times a day.

Q: what’s the point?

A: Lord, let me never live in a world where I’ve forgotten whimsy.

Q: Have you done [song]?

A: search the blog for the title.

Q: you haven’t done [song]!

A: submit the song title and the name of the original artist.

Q: are multicover matchups okay?

A: ah, you got here from the Personal Jesus post. Yes, they’re good! If a song has more than nine total covers, they will not all be included, and the most prominent nine will get preference.

Q: Are there matchups you won’t do?

A: animated Disney/live-action remake, musical stage recordings/other recordings of the same musical, stage recording/movie recording, solo artist/something they originally sang with a band, original of a song/its biopic version, Christmas carols, Kidz Bop, anything by Cole Porter. Most of these are intended to sound as much alike as possible so it’s kind of pointless, and while we love and respect and adore Cole Porter in this house, the problem is there are literally hundreds, possibly thousands, of covers of his songs. Someone could probably entertain Tumblr for a month with a seeded matchup poll of Cole Porter song covers. It’s beyond my ability to do.

Q: what about self-covers?

A: self-covers are postable IF the cover makes substantial changes to the original. Examples of this are changing the genre (You + I/You + I Country Roads Edition), language (Space Oddity/Ragazzo Solo Ragazzo Sola), or a significant portion of the lyrics (Eve of Destruction/Eve 2012). Radio edits aren’t eligible except in rare extreme cases like Call Me By Your Name and I’ve No More Fucks to Give. The rule of thumb on that one is “if someone only three-quarters listening would stop and go ‘wait, what?’ then it qualifies.”

Q: what about live versions?

A: an artist’s live version will always sound different than their album version and often vary from show to show, so no. With that said, many cover versions involve an artist covering another artist live for an encore or just for kicks and giggles and they never get “officially” recorded by the covering artist, so submitting original album/a live recording by another artist is just fine. You’ll need to let me know which live I’m looking for, though. (Or better yet, link me.)

Q: what about classical music?

A: I’m gonna level with you, I have no idea how this would work. Like….are we talking about playing Pachelbel on wineglasses or something? I’m going to go ahead and say okay, but whatever you’re submitting as the cover is going to have to be pretty transformative.

Q: I’m not American and there’s this song from my home country/my own language…

A: PLEASE DO. I will request if you wish to make such a submission, please link me to both the original and the cover because I can’t guarantee the YouTube algorithm will do so. But you’re quite welcome here and I’d love to hear what you’ve got!

Q: this artist/song/album is problematic! You shouldn’t post their work!

A: if I started removing artists based on being problematic, 1) there would be nobody left 2) Taylor Swift would be the first to go. Is this the hill you want to die on?

[the-math-hatter]

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My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Heyy just passing spreading love 🍓

Evidently I haven't cleared my askbox in quite some time, as this one is old enough that the user has deactivated. I hope they know their offering of love is appreciated. I hope they know their strawberry is filling. I hope they know I would like to see them again someday.

7 notes - Posted January 8, 2022

#4

Just figured out how to make these. This is a remix of the Gravity Falls Main Title Theme for @gobblewanker ‘s Pirate AU. Enjoy!

13 notes - Posted April 21, 2022

#3

♪

"This is for the snakes & the people they bite" from "Twin Size Mattress" by the Front Bottoms

13 notes - Posted July 6, 2022

#2

Calling All Pines

I have been trying my hardest to find this, and I know it exists, but it’s elusive. It’s an extremely well drawn Gravity Falls double sided poster.

Both "sides" are on one side, so you can turn it so that the top becomes the bottom and vice versa. Both sides are triangular, making a kind of sideways bowtie shape.

"Side One" features the young Pines twins, Dipper and Mabel, with Dipper holding the receiver of a rotary telephone. Dipper appears to be talking, and both seem intrigued. The backdrop is deep in the woods, the trees stretching tall enough that you can't see past the canopy.

"Side Two" features Dr. Stanford Pines in the middle of working on the Portal. He is frantically grabbing at his own hair and holding a rotary telephone receiver with the other hand. One of his eyes is bleeding. Behind him is his basement, with a large portal, also triangular, completed but turned off behind him.

I remember it distinctly as being posted to Tumblr, and possible tags to search, in addition to the obvious, would include things like "Touch Tone Telephone" and "Lemon Demon", as the iconography is highly inspired by that song.

Thank you for your time.

19 notes - Posted June 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

STOP SHOOTING MY CHIEF ENGINEER! Okay? You done? Good. No, don’t start talking, don’t fucking talk, listen to me, I have heard your self-aggrandizing guilt-tripping speech a dozen times already, you can shut your trap for once. Let us get a few things clear. I am not an engineer, I am not a builder, I am not a designer. I am not responsible for the flimsy glass windows, or the asteroid defense, or the cryogenic pods, or the sun energy source, or the fact that there is a Goddamn warp core in the middle of this colony ship! I arrived five minutes before warp! My job is to push buttons and steer the ship, but everyone here pretends like they can’t even shit without my express written permission! I have been trying every conceivable variation on fixing this ship and everything going wrong with it. I. do. not. know. Why there is a wormhole in this ship, why I’m trapped in a loop, or how any of this got started. I just want to get out, and get the colonists out safely. I’m fucking sick of everyone pretending I’m acting out of malicious intent! I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S GOING ON! So here’s what’s going to happen. You are going to tell me how all this got started. You are going to tell me how to stop it. And I will. And then we can both go on our merry ways, riding into the sunset. Do you understand me?

50 notes - Posted April 6, 2022

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[baekhvuns]

Generous with Charles casting bdndnahdjahhshwjs no it's true 😭 and he's so irrelevant too. Ah yeah even in previous seasons some plot-lines were obviously exaggerated, but I can imagine a lot of things actually happened and it makes me sick

LA's lifestyle is just not for me, and the traffic, the lack of public transport. SF is cool! You're right, NYC can be shitty, but it's the most European American city I know, so I just feel better there (though I hate their winters 🥶)

Baek people are waiting for YOUR comeback as well. Omfg the date format, I thought it meant 2nd of May 😬 I had a Shinee dream lat night lmao

Look at this insanity or. X-poppers would not survive here because everyone is a multi and no one gives a fuck about voting and streaming, so hopefully it won't work for them. Not that everyone on kpop tumblr is normal, but it's much better over here. Just no words...

Finally trying to rob the right people instead of me! I will join you, Alexa play The Stealer by TBZ

Seonghwa must be an experiment or a non-human creature, there's no other explanation. A siren... and one of the songs on Paradgim is called Siren, are we finally getting darkteez?!

Lmao that Changbin line. I feel sorry for Hwa stans looking for a partner, because he makes it so difficult. I'm praying for you all!

I found this

But imagine uber driver Seonghwa...

Instagram needs to take over user thv, because what the fuck?!

Bestie idc I would tattoo the Hehetmon family on my body. Ok but look at this cutie

You typed "romance impulsed" and I was so confused, cause I'm the opposite 😅 and EXCUSE ME BUT CLANNAD ENDED WITH A HAPPY ENDING AFTER ALL!!! Don't blame your sad ending tendencies on me :((((

I hope Wooyoung can see his brother soon! Seriously, Ateez had a wedding appearance some time ago, right? Or am I tripping?

You need to change your name to Seonghwa related, because this is clearly Seonghwa's territory lol

Awww the boxer story sounds nice. Also

I gave up on Love Yoo much earlier than TB, once in a while I search the web to see what's going on with my Seojun 🤧

GOD THAT LACEY SEETHROUGH BLOUSE IN THE PROMO PICTURE AAAAAAAAAAAA

Oh Seongsang are my angel guardians now??? AU AU AU

I'm sorry but have you seen Hueningkai's fur coat and a little bag, I'm dying lmao

That's my baby girl

I haven't watched any new kdramas in a while, I started some but abandoned them 💀 what is Rwborn Rich even about?

Also bestie I forgot to say I saw DC a few days ago! They're so pretty 😍 and they performed BOCA

😭😭😭😭 - DV 💖

hi hello!

Generous with Charles casting bdndnahdjahhshwjs no it's true 😭 and he's so irrelevant too. Ah yeah even in previous seasons some plot-lines were obviously exaggerated, but I can imagine a lot of things actually happened and it makes me sick

BC LAST SEASONS CHARLES WAS 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 ur right he’s so irrelevant,,, but prince philip always has the best cast BUT THE REAL MOTHER?? PRINCESS ANNE?? ATE. ATE. there’s a very thin line between fiction and non fiction and it’s truly nasty to see shit that actually went down 😭🤚🏼

LA's lifestyle is just not for me, and the traffic, the lack of public transport. SF is cool! You're right, NYC can be shitty, but it's the most European American city I know, so I just feel better there (though I hate their winters 🥶)

EXACTLY ITS SO CROWDED THERE 😭😭 nyc can be so crowded but there’s a different air about it,, YOURE RIGHT ITS THE MOST EUROPEAN AMERICAN CITY !!!!! stop bc the winters there is so romanticized while we damn well know how dirty it is and how crappy it gets with snow 😭😭😭

Baek people are waiting for YOUR comeback as well. Omfg the date format, I thought it meant 2nd of May 😬 I had a Shinee dream lat night lmao

i was like 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️did i get called out HEHE LMFAOOOO DHWHHDJD NAUR I DONT THINK I CAN WAIT MORE FOR BAEKHYUN I NEED HIM BACK,,, shinee dream 🤨🤨 PLS LET US KNOW WHAT IT WAS

Look at this insanity or. X-poppers would not survive here because everyone is a multi and no one gives a fuck about voting and streaming, so hopefully it won't work for them. Not that everyone on kpop tumblr is normal, but it's much better over here. Just no words...

damn sorry i couldn’t dedicate my life for streaming and mass buying because i be doing a silly little thing called life 😭😭😭???? WHY ARE THEY CONVINCED EVERYONE WRITES SMUT HERE WHICH ISNT WHOLLY WRONG BUT 😭😭🤚🏼 U CONSUME IT SO WE’RE EQUALS,,,,, im so embarrassed for them, ‘do not listen to this delusional freak!’ BUT UR THE ONE WANTING A YN MOMENT AT CONCERTS 😭😭😭 PLS THIS IS SO FUNNY RHQMDKW THE HYPOCRISY i swear someone needs to show these accs the shit they have done ten years later and see if they still think the same bc damaged behaviour,, embarrassing

Finally trying to rob the right people instead of me! I will join you, Alexa play The Stealer by TBZ

LMFAOOOO WHO SAID I WASNT GONNA DOUBLE ROB WDYM LOCK UR DOORS HIDE YOUR FUR BABIES HIDE UR SELF BC MY FLIGHT IS DOING A ROUNDTRIP TO UR CITY

Seonghwa must be an experiment or a non-human creature, there's no other explanation. A siren... and one of the songs on Paradgim is called Siren, are we finally getting darkteez?!

no??? LITERALLY HES SOMETHING. we have been talking about sirens for so long, and now we finally get this. do u rmr the movie atlantis, and if i told u it was a siren x researcher hwa fic then what WE ARE FINALLY GETTING DARKTEEZ AND THOSE PHOTOS???? THE SMUGED FUCKING LIPSTICK

Lmao that Changbin line. I feel sorry for Hwa stans looking for a partner, because he makes it so difficult. I'm praying for you all!

i need him to repay the emotional distress he causes us every two seconds

I found this /// But imagine uber driver Seonghwa...

STOP IT I THOUGHT THAT WAS A REAL PREDEBUT PHOTO FJWJFBWK no bc i have this draft that’s inspired by ur uber driver it’s an actress reader who’s tired of the limelight x uber driver hwa who somehow happens to be the one chauffeuring yn everywhere to places yn’s never been too bc of the job yn has <3

Instagram needs to take over user thv, because what the fuck?!

NO LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK HE GIVES NO WARNING ITS EITHER HES DRESSED IN A SUIT OR HES FUCKING SHIRTLESS SHOWING GRIPPERS

Bestie idc I would tattoo the Hehetmon family on my body. Ok but look at this cutie

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭 PLS GET A SMALL HEHETMON TATTOO ON UR WRIST OR SOMETHING BUT PLS GET THAT HWA ONE !!!!

You typed "romance impulsed" and I was so confused, cause I'm the opposite 😅 and EXCUSE ME BUT CLANNAD ENDED WITH A HAPPY ENDING AFTER ALL!!! Don't blame your sad ending tendencies on me :((((

apparently i can’t read anymore <//3 THE HAPPY ENDING BUT WAS IT NECESSARY TO CAUSE THAT PAIN MISS MAAM NO. IT DIDNT HAVE A HAPPT ENDING BC THE PAIN OVERSHADOWED THE FUCKING ENDJNG FBDB 🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫 YUNHO AU SAD ENDING I GUESS!

I hope Wooyoung can see his brother soon! Seriously, Ateez had a wedding appearance some time ago, right? Or am I tripping?

THEY DID!! it’s always so fun to see idols do “normal things” like attend weddings bc the interactions are the sweetest, like taeyang’s wedding the whole yge was there it was so fun on twt when everyone kept saying “YOOO CL’S AT THE WEDDIN- GD? GD’S THERE RN??? DEADASS?? JENNIE???”

You need to change your name to Seonghwa related, because this is clearly Seonghwa's territory lol //// Awww the boxer story sounds nice. Also

about to go see if seonghvws is available….omg it is… it does! but ill write if after the series!

I gave up on Love Yoo much earlier than TB, once in a while I search the web to see what's going on with my Seojun 🤧

i love yoo is a mess, i ship her with the black haired guy forever idc idc they FIT. DID U SEE WHATS GOING ON PLS TELL ME HE GOT SOMEONE THIS GUY BEEN BITCHLESS FOR TOO LONG

GOD THAT LACEY SEETHROUGH BLOUSE IN THE PROMO PICTURE AAAAAAAAAAAA /// Oh Seongsang are my angel guardians now??? AU AU AU

MOTHER. THATS MOTHER. 🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼 SEONGSANG ANGELS AU??? STOPPPPP ID PAY MY KIDNEY TO SEE THIS HAPPEN

I'm sorry but have you seen Hueningkai's fur coat and a little bag, I'm dying lmao //// That's my baby girl

huening really channeling his furry, can i be ur dog coming irl fhwkfhwk THE LITTLE BAG LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭,, he’s so pretty i need his eyebrows

I haven't watched any new kdramas in a while, I started some but abandoned them 💀 what is Rwborn Rich even about?

reborn rich is the new kdrama with song joongki (jongho also has a ost and it’s so good, very evil!) basically he used to work for this chaebol organization but something happens and he gets reborn as the youngest grandson of the empire and he starts his deep digging to find out why he’s reborn and who killed his ass + it’s sad bc he gets to see his family back in time, esp his mother bc she passed away in the original time,, super interesting! the whole drama is 😮‍💨😮‍💨

Also bestie I forgot to say I saw DC a few days ago! They're so pretty 😍 and they performed

DID U SCREAM HOLD UP IM A GEEK THE BIG PARADOX !! DID U SCREAM DAMI !!! DID U DID U DID U siyeon is a siren

😭😭😭😭 - DV 💖

HE TOOK AN L FOR ATLANTA FBWKHDKW HES SO CUTE

a vampire

what is this the outfit the way he sit. what is this. modelling for dior ysl when. when.

my god

😀😀😀 PAUSE

minho back with the plagiarism fbwmfbk i just know jonghyun’s screaming at him from up there

found a skz quiz for u <3

also mother boa stopped a bOMB

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon