#trying to sing like Till even if I absolutely can't

[amathslutsguidetofandom]

Let's Eat

PAIRINGS: Ari Levinson x Girlfriend!Reader

WARNINGS: Fluff, Ari being a simp

WORD COUNT: 570

ENJOY!

You wipe at the tears at the corner of your eyes, you tip your head back to prevent them from falling down your face.

The onions are spicer than you expected them to be, still you persist and chop through them.

ABBA blasts through your headphones, and you channel the song through your body and give a mini concert to all the inanimate objects of your open kitchen.

“Mamma-Mia! Here I go, again! My, My! How can I resist ya!” You yell and sway your hips to the music, the proceed to throw the vegetables that you chopped into the open pan.

You sprinkle in your spices and stir the pan with your wooden spoon. And when you let it sit for a while, that’s when the music takes over your body. You’re spinning and singing your heart out.

You’re absolutely in tune with the song, that you don’t realize that someone’s watching you.

Ari leans against the hall, with a small smile on his lips.

His eyes are solely focused on you, while his mind runs at 100km/h with how fast his thoughts are.

He thinks about how he’s lucky to have a girl like you, how lucky that a girl like you has fallen for a man like him, how happy you’ve made him ever since you walked into his life.

When you spin one more time, you catch him staring and stop in your place. You move your headphones to rest around your neck, “babe, hi.” You start awkwardly and drag out your ‘hi’.

Ari smirks and starts walking towards you. He runs a hand through his hair, and when he’s right in front of you he wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you to him.

“Why’d you stop?” he smiles and takes a hold of your chin, “was enjoying the show.” He winks at you, and you blush hard. You try to push away from him with a sheepish smile, feeling a bit embarrassed by his words.

“Oh no no no, you’re not going anywhere princess,” he laughs and pulls you even closer. “Hey, lemme see those pretty eyes. Yeah?” He says when you try to hide your face behind your palms.

“I didn’t know you were watching,” you whisper, which just makes him chuckle. “Well, I think that just made it even better. I thought it was cute,” he cups your cheek, and rubs his thumb over your cheekbone.

You can’t help but lean into his touch, and you giggle when he nudges his nose against yours. “God, can’t believe your mine,” he whispers. You lean up quickly and peck his lips, “well, I am.”

He pulls back and you see the sheer amount of love that rents the blues in his eyes.

You see him trying in to soak in this moment with you.

“I love you,” he whispers.

You’ve been together for 3 months. Neither of you have said the ‘I love you’s yet.

And now with Ari saying it, you can actually see that he genuinely loves you.

“I love you, Ari,” you go on your tiptoe’s and kiss the tip of his nose.

He leans down and rest his forehead against yours.

You both just stand there, holding each other.

“I'm almost done with dinner,” you giggle, and Ari laughs and rubs circles on your hips.

“Then let’s eat, princess.”

💌💌💌

@buckys-wintersoldier, girlie you can't just attack me with an ARI gif like that. 😩😩😩 (totally love you for that <3)

Again, my requests are open lovelies!

But I think that I will be focusing more on the ongoing series', plus uni's back in session this Monday (ya girl's gotta start grinding (I meant studying y’all 😉) again, lol)

Till' then

Stay Coquette-y,

Anya 🫶🏽🕊️🎀

#ari levinson x y/n #ari levinson #ari levinson x reader #ari levinson smut #ari levinson one shot #ari levinson au #ari levinson x you #ari levinson fanfiction #ari levinson x female reader #ari levinson angst #ari levinson fluff #Ari Levinson fic #ari levinson drabble #ari levinson x reader fluff #ari levinson x reader angst #ari levinson x reader smut

[doyouknowbtsswag]

I Found You |Su-Hyeok|

(Spoilers)

I tapped my pencil against my desk listening to whatever the teacher was saying. I looked at the board and saw some notes to take. I took my time writing wanting it to be neat. I try my best to look presentable, wanting to meet my parents proud. It's not like they were strict I want to make them proud even though they aren't pushy. It's nice hearing my parents talk to my family about my grades. It wasn't just for them, I wanted to impress Su-Hyeok. We've talked before and we're pretty good friends but I want to be more. Will he know that? Absolutely not, I like being with him and I don't want to ruin our friendship even if I wanted more. I smiled to myself waiting till the bell rang so I could talk to him on the way to the cafeteria. He'd go sit with his friends unfortunately for me, I lost a friend because I wasn't cool enough so I end up talking to random people every day. I wasn't that talkative but I managed to talk to two other girls I wanted to show her I didn't need her. Once the bell rang I packed up my stuff and went outside the classroom to wait for him.

"Jesus, you scared the shit out of me," I said looking at Su-Hyeok grinning.

"Your so easy to sneak up on" He chuckled as a smacked his chest lightly.

"I am not, I just didn't expect a random voice to be right behind me," I said as we made our way to the cafeteria. "How was class?"

"Boring"

"Fooling around?" I asked jokingly raising an eyebrow.

"Maybe," He said smiling.

"Well my class wasn't that great either, I felt like I was going to fall asleep" I sighed. "But I have to work hard"

"No, you need to relax a bit." He said putting his arm around my shoulder in a joking manner, unfortunately. "You need to do something fun and not spend all your free time studying."

"I'll have you know I binge-watch shows and listen to music"

"Didn't you dance and sing in middle school?"

"Yes"

"Do you miss it?"

"Every once and a while I regret quitting," I said. "But there's nothing I can do now"

"You could still sign up," He said. "I'll even watch you perform"

"Maybe" I smiled.

"That should be a yes," He said. "I want to see you dance at least once"

"Like I said maybe." I smiled as he took his arm off my shoulder as we made it to the cafeteria.

"Can't wait for you to say yes later today" He said before walking over to his friends.

I sighed and looked for On-Jo and I-Sak. I saw On-Jo wave her wand to signal me over. I walked over and sat next to her.

"Why is your face all red?" On-Jo asked as I brought out my lunchbox.

"Su-Hyeok" I mumbled. "He's so oblivious"

"Everyone knows about your little crush except him," I-Sak said pointing her chopstick at me. "Just tell him"

"Absolutely not"

"Oh come on," On-Jo said.

"I don't want to lose him," I said taking a bite out of my apple. "I'd rather suffer"

"Don't be overdramatic" I-Sak said

"I'm not"

"Anyways how did you do on the test in Science?" I-Sak asked.

"I got a 95," I said proudly.

"I'm surprised it's not a 100" On-Jo joked

"Oh whatever," I said nudging her smiling. "And you?"

"Looks like we've got to clean up," She said changing the subject. "We'll be back we're just putting our trays back"

"Alright," I said watching them leave.

"Hey, Y/n? I know we don't talk much" I looked up and saw Cheong-San standing in front of the table. "Could you help me out with something?"

"Uh, sure? Depends on what it is" I said packing my lunch box.

"Can you tell On-Jo to meet me in front of the school later, I have to tell her something"

"I think I know what it is so of course" I grinned as he blushed.

"Don't tell anyone okay?"

"I won't," I said standing up. "Good luck"

"Thank you"

"Don't mention it" I smiled and watched him walk away.

I stood waiting for On-Jo and I-Sak to come back. I started to daydream till I heard a bunch of steps. I looked over and saw a bunch of students running in the cafeteria. Someone closed the door on the rest and banging was seen through the glass that it shattered open. Students flooded the cafeteria as chaos quickly spread. I was getting bumped into left and right. I stood up on the table to see what was truly going on. My heart dropped at the sight. People eating others and quickly turning into monsters to spread whatever was going on. I looked around for a place to run but it was almost impossible to leave. The sprinklers went off making everything worse. I saw Cheong-San help On-Jo go through a window and sighed in relief at least one of my friends will survive. I felt an arm tug on me and saw Su-Hyeok pulling me down by my hand.

"We have to go," He said as he grabbed a chair as if it was a shield to run outside. I almost slipped on but quickly caught myself

We ran to the stairs and I followed Su-Hyeok. I wasn't bothered to pay attention to the fact that we were holding hands. We stopped seeing a man on top of a ladder before falling down. As they were distracted we moved the ladder so we were able to get to a window.

"Be careful" He said as he climbed up The window opened and he was pulled through. I started to climb but the ladder started shaking. I looked down and saw a few zombies grabbing the ladder. I felt a hand grab mine as my breathing became shakier. The ladder officially collapsed and the only thing keeping me from the ground was Su-Hyeok's hand. "Don't let go! I've got you okay?"

I looked up horrified and Su-Hyeoks face mirrored mine. I had nothing to grab onto and my hand started to slip from his.

"Hold on a little more okay?" He said panicking. "I'll pull you up I promise! Guys help me!"

I felt more force pull me up but it made my hand slip more. His eyes were tearing up as he looked at me. He was using both of his hands but they kept slipping. I looked down and saw that the zombies walked away from where they just were. I could make a run for it and find someplace to find safety.

"I'm sorry" I whispered as my hand slipped from his.

I fell to the ground and quickly got up running for my life.

"Y/n!" He yelled trying to get down the building but his friends pulled him back.

His scream drew all of the zombies to that building point but I still had to close calls. I never looked back as I kept running forward. I looked at the big tree coming up close that led to a classroom window.

"Here I go" I whispered and did my best to climb the tree I yelped as I saw my foot being grabbed at.

I stomped on it with my other foot holding the tree branch for my life. Once the hand let go I made it to the top. The branches kept creaking as I slowly made it to what looked like the music room window. I looked through the window and saw the coast was clear. I carefully opened the window and climbed in. I sighed in relief until I heard the piano go off. I looked over and saw a girl trapped underneath the piano. I slowly moved back until I fell out of the classroom. I closed the door and noticed that she wasn't going to escape from under the heavy object. I sighed quietly sitting against the wall closest to the window. Fear finally had time to take over as I sat and watched what used to be my classmates bang against the window of the classroom or walk away bloodied with no emotions. I dug my head into my knees crying softly. A day passed by and my head hurt from crying all night and not sleeping. I was too scared to close my eyes just in case a zombie came in. The hallway silence was filled with a bunch of noises and I quickly got up. Before I could do anything the door opened and shut as I started to climb out of the window.

"Y/n?" I heard a familiar voice say. I turned around and saw a person holding a guitar in a bloody uniform.

"Cheong-San," I said stepping down from the window. "You're alive"

"I thought you died," He said as we whispered back and forth looking at the door in front of us.

"Is Su-Hyeok okay?" I said urgently.

"He's safe, don't worry," He said putting his hand on my shoulder.

"Thank fuck" I whispered.

"Stay back," He said referring to the girl under the piano.

"Don't worry she hasn't moved since yesterday."

He just nodded a few minutes later we heard voices come from the intercom. I flinched and hid behind Cheong-San as the Zombies ran to the speakers.

"Cheong-San are you there?" Dae-Su said over the intercom.

"Cheong-San do you hear us?" My heart rate spiked hearing Su-Hyeok's voice over the speakers.

"Told you," Cheong-San said rubbing my back.

"It's me Su-Hyeok. We'll come to you so stay put got it?"

"Don't come here Moron, you can't come here" Cheong-San said walking to the speaker as if it actually does something.

"Shh," I said and continued to listen to what he was saying.

Su-Hyeok kept reassuring Cheong-San they were coming but little did they know it took my whole power to get him to shut up to listen to the announcement.

"And Y/n you better be safe okay? I still have to get that yes from you so I can see you perform."

I nodded to myself but saw Cheong-San planning his escape. I grabbed his hand and pulled him away from the window. "Stop it!"

He was about to fight back till On-Jo came over the speaker.

"Cheong-San please stay still," On-Jo said making him stop fighting my grasp to leave. "I know you never listen to me but listen just this once"

This took Cheong-San out of his dazed state and sat on a desk his head in his hands.

"They'll be fine," I said sitting across from him. "Believe in them okay?"

"Yeah...."

This time music did blare in the speakers as I watched the zombies run to either side of the hallway. My leg bounced anxiously waiting to see if anyone ends up coming to get us. After what felt like forever we heard footsteps coming from the hallway and the door opening. I looked up and saw a group of people. Dae-Su went up and hugged Cheong-San and On-Jo looked over.

"Y/n?" Hyo-Ryung said. "I did see you on the drone camera"

"Drone camera?" I asked confused.

"Never mind that I'm glad your alive" She smiled.

"Where's Su-Hyeok?" I asked as On-Jo hugged me I started to struggle in her grasp trying to leave. "Where is he?"

"He was behind us," Dae-Su said.

Suddenly the door started to bang frantically. There was a voice telling us to let them in. Cheong-San hesitantly opened the door as Nam-Ra and Su-Hyeok ran in. I made eye contact with Su-Hyeok who ran up and hugged me.

"Thank god your okay," He said his voice shaky. "How did you do it, I thought I lost you"

"I thought I lost you too," I said I pulled away from the hug to look at him directly. His face was bloody and he had a bruise on his face. "What happened?"

"That's not important" He smiled gently. "What's important is that I can see you again"

"I should've told you this before but I really like you, when I was stuck in here I thought that I would never see you again and you wouldn't know my feelings. I got scared that I wouldn't be able to tell you and-" my rambling went off as I felt a pair of lips on mine.

"It's okay, I'm here" He cupped my cheek. "And I really like you too so don't scare me like that"

"I won't ever again"

"Promise?"

"I promise," I said hugging him and he let my hair. The soothing made me feel like collapsing from exhaustion but my happiness kept it away. I heard two people clapping at our confession.

"Shut up," Su-Hyeok said.

Even though this is one small moment in the hell hole that we have ahead of ourselves that I'm not sure I'm ready for it. This moment was the happiest little did I know the chaos that was just beginning.

#all of us dead #su hyeok #kdrama #lee suhyeok #suhyeok x reader #lee cheong san #nam onjo #all of us are dead x reader #all of us are dead fic

[paintbrushnebula]

Here's a buncha my personal Gwen Stacy Headcanons that no one asked for but I'm giving anyway :3 I wrote a Butt Ton and I hope y'all like really 'em 🐧

Gwen was a very tough, reckless kid growing up. She tripped and fell a LOT because she liked doing stunts and parkouring on literally everything, but she'd never cry. George was always scared of Gwen getting hurt from her stunts but he was impressed (if a little freaked) by how she'd get right back up afterward like it was nothing. Gwen was just a very naturally durable child. She'd always have at least one band-aid on her somewhere.

(My sister wrote this one): As a result of her absolutely Tasmanian devil type recklessness, George would cut her hair SUPER short as a child, like pixie hair type short to avoid having to always wash out the bugs and dirt and leaves and wood chips and literally anything she grabs and just goes "Savin this for later yo" in her hair. (She still stuck stuff in her hair and honestly liked the short hair better cuz she could run faster, but ey it reduced the expenses on baby shampoo SIGNIFICANTLY) n she wasn't allowed to grow her scruffy little spike head hair long again till she was like 8 poor georgie was struggling for ideas he's just a guy HES JUST A GUY MAN !!!!!

Gwen begged George for a penguin as a pet when she was 5 but was told that penguins can't be pets. She played club penguin almost every day until middle school. She starts playing it again after they defeat the Spot. Margo plays it with her all the time. Gwen was absolutely appalled when she discovered that Club Penguin is discontinued in Miles' universe.

Yeah she's 100% patching things up with Glory, Em Jay, and Betty after Beyond the Spiderverse. The Mary Janes become a successful niche band very quickly now that Gwen is fully committed and she even performs as lead vocalist every now and then. Gwen eventually starts writing and singing songs of her own for their shows. She also starts spending more time with them outside the band.

Gwen and Peter's favorite childhood activity was making home videos. Peter's videos emulate Bill Nye the Science Guy; he'd showcase all these experiments/prepared presentations and ramble on about them pretending he's this world renowned scientist. Gwen's videos are her doing crazy stunts on her skateboard, or inspecting exotic bugs/lizards with her bare heckin' hands and talking to them in funny voices. They'd each film the other's videos. They stopped making them when they reached middle school; life just got harder for the both of them due to increased bullying, Gwen becoming Spider-Woman, and Peter's mental health getting worse. Gwen still has their old video camera with all their videos still intact, but since Peter's death, she hasn't been able to bring herself to watch them again.

She loves saying "yell heah"/"yell hes"/"what the yell"/"aw yellll nahhh" a lot

Big fan of action/neo-noir/crime thriller movies: John Wick, Sicario, Baby Driver, Nightcrawler, Pulp Fiction, Batman, etc. Just any piece of fiction with Misunderstood Action Person who's always On The Run, hunted by the law but just trying to get by, struggling to survive in an unjust system. Toootallllyyy doesn't hit close to home for her.

PC gamer? Yell hes.

She's a surprisingly talented voice artist/impressionist with impressive range. She already figured out how to perfectly mimic Hobie's cockney British accent after like a week. She never forgets a voice and can do quickly do impressions of lots of famous fictional characters. She'll come up with all these funny voices to make Miles laugh or prank call people. She LOVES prank calling people.

Part of George's motivation for letting Gwen take up ballet was so that she could learn proper balance/coordination so she'd be more careful when performing all her stunts. I think that Gwen used to be naturally clumsy until ballet taught her proper agility. He thought that if she was gonna be a little daredevil, then she could at least be able to catch herself before her face is slamming into the pavement.

Gwen is a big nickname-giver. She calls Miles "Bambi" (he looks like a baby deer to her), Margo is "Mars Bar", Peni is "Panini", and Pav is "Pavlova." She mostly nicknames people after food really.

She's not really a candy person but she is definitely a junk food person. M&Ms, Cool Ranch Doritos, Pringles, soft drinks (favors coke), Reese's, Cheez-its (her favorite), Oreos, and your typical fast foods.

After the Spot fiasco is over and she and Miles are months into their relationship, Gwen starts putting on a bit of weight. Not that much, but her form fills out enough to be noticeable. I like the idea that she becomes so happy with herself post-Beyond that she indulges herself a little, yknow? She takes an immediate liking to Rio's food and Rio is always giving her extra leftovers to take home or packs her something to eat during Spider-missions. She doesn't become aware of the extra weight until Miles' clothes start fitting her a little tighter than she remembers (he's very skinny after all). She's very happy with her new shape and chooses not to lose it (mostly because she refuses to have to eat less which honestly same)

Going back to the home video headcanon; Peter actually recorded one last video the night before the prom. In the video, he presents the vial containing the lizard serum to the viewer and explains his plan to drink the serum so he can get revenge on everyone who bullied him at the school. The way Peter enthusiastically presents his plan in the video is eerily similar to the old science videos he recorded as a child. At the end of the video, he rambles about how excited he is to become "special like her," but he doesn't elaborate further; anyone who isn't Gwen won't know who he's talking about. Since Gwen hasn't opened that video camera to this day, she has no idea the video exists (I don't know if she ever sees it).

I'll post the next part of that 'Gwen Stacy is Sick' comic tomorrow I promise XD

#brushneb says stuff #atsv #gwen stacy #spiderverse #across the spiderverse #spider man: across the spider verse #spider gwen #spiderverse headcanon #atsv gwen #earth 65 #george stacy #the mary janes

[areislol]

Hi ^^! I'm here to send a request! Could you write for Neteyam, Lo'ak and Ao'nung x gn!Navi reader who has the most beautiful voice in the clan and sings a song about them?

ft. neteyam, lo'ak, ao'nung

warnings. nothing!! just fluff <3 romantic!! kinda short im sorry :(

a/n. trying out a new-ish layout, not really layout but i never really add gifs when writing for avatar but i guess i will for this one.. // headcanons (bullet points)

neteyam sully

oooooo he's in love!!

you were well known for your enchanting and captivating voice in your clan.

so of course neteyam knows about you! the whole clan practically knows you and your family.

you were close friends with the sully family, mostly neteyam although everybody notices that you always spend so much time around tuk... but that's besides the point!

on some occasions where he can't sleep he would ask if you could sing to sleep and you do, with your silky and soft voice.

he mentally takes in your voice, whenever you spoke, sang and even your shouts.. (yeah i dont know what's up..)

the tsahìk would request for you and a few other singers in the clan to sing whenever a ceremony/celebration was coming up.

but everybody knows that no singer (that they know of) could ever compare to your voice.

it was angelic, what this father jake had said, it carried emotions when you sang, your tone and the way you sand was like no other and neteyam loved it.

but on one (ceremony) night everybody in the clan sat, ate and danced as the musicians played the music

you and some other singers were called up to the front by the tsahìk. everybody all sat down and their whispers faltered.

all of you all sang and your voice stood out the most. it was louder then the rest but not too loud.

everybody enjoyed the song, but only deep in the song did they notice the lyrics.

"mighty", "strong", "caring", "handsome", "a warrior."

all of these lyrics described a special person.. neteyam.

when his mother, neytiri, heard the lyrics she have the most biggest grin of all towards neteyam.

he didn't even notice anything!! just staring at you in awe and listening to your voice.

that was when lo'ak nudged him slightly, just to get him out of his trance.

"sorry for interrupting you, but i think someone up there is talking about you" he smirked

neteyam is caught off guard and ignores his brother, instead he just listens to your lyric and bam, he understood right there and then.

his whole family is just teasing him it's embarrassing, everybody was looking as well!! which made you smile because he finally understand now.

they all listen to your song till the very end where you get off stage and talk to your friends who were teasing you about being such a love-bird

once everybody got up and went about to other places to eat, neteyam went a bit deeper into the forest where he knew where you were.

blushing madly when he's going there like damn

when he questions you about what that was about !!all!!you!!did!!was!!smirk!!!

his knees feel like jelly now.. all thanks to you.

neytiri and jake are spying on you two, totally not creepy

"ahh, young love"

lo'ak sully

omfg boy is blushing!!

lo'ak is known for his troublesome behaviour, he was never that special, always in his brothers shadows, waiting for the day where people will notice him

and you do, you see him.

so everybody is appalled when they all take in the lyrics you sang, not so much of his siblings since they know what's up but neytiri and jake? they are more than shocked.

"troublesome", "curious", "impulsive", "misunderstood boy" to "sweet", "brave", and so on.

as soon as all the boys that liked you heard the lyrics and understood who you were singing about they lost all hope.

lo'ak is blushing like a mad man ;( unable to keep back his growing smile as he makes eye contact with you as you sang

you? the best singer of the clan who was absolutely breathtaking? was singing about him? him? lo'ak?

he's in denial at first, but the sinking feeling that you were actually singing about him?? oh he's so in love with you.

lo'ak is turning his head around and telling everybody within his view and vicinity about how you're singing about him!! boasting, really.

his crossed legs bouncing as he speaks about you.

"oh yeah, guys, they're singing about me!! me, can you believe? well... i can, i am brave and sweet after all."

once the song ends and you're walking away he's quick to get up and speed walk towards you.

he grabs you by your arm and he expects you to flinch or something but you don't, you already heard his breathless laughs and loud steps coming towards you.

he's begging for you to tell him why you sang about him, out of all people, him.

"really, lo'ak? i expect you to know"

now don't get his hopes up too high... but that stupid cheeky grin of his now spreads widely on his face, "oh.. im sorry but i don't, please tell me"

"no, figure it out yourself, it's soooo simple"

lo'ak hates guessing.

you roll your eyes when he asks if you could sing him to sleep with that song.

this precious baby <33

ao'nung

he's not surprised honestly, yeah we all know his ego is big af

but like.. EVERYBODY in the clan (including his parents and his sister) knows that he has a big crush on you

smirking as everybody gives both you and him looks, as his friend rotxo shakes his shoulder and give him a big smile

the lyrics at first scare him, "big ego", "rude", "misunderstood", and such but he relaxes when he hears the last few lyrics.

"kind", "caring", "brave", "stupid."

he ignores the 'stupid' anyways

his mother and father are giving each other looks and are smiling, their boy is growing so fast *sniffles*

but they agree with everything you say, brave and stupid, and how he has a big ego.

he makes sure to keep eye contact with you as you sang, grinning as soon as both of your eyes lock

if you decide to maintain eye contact then good on you!! you're making him blush 100x harder

if you're too shy and look away it'll only make him grin wider and harder.

a warm knotty feeling grows in his abdomen to which he places his hand over it, it's an uncomfortable yet comforting feeling.

he thinks it's sweet of you to sing about him when you had everybody else to sing about yet you chose him

wait.. you chose him? did that mean...

oh wait no, don't tear up now

ao'nung memories all the lyrics, the beats and rhythm

his tail even taps to the beats.

once you finish singing you walk into the crows and bow, saying your "thank you"s and so on as you passed, clapping the hands of the small children and waving at them.

ao'nung eventually lost sight of you as you disappeared into the crowd.

later on, once the ceremony had finished and everybody had walked back home, he decided to stay back to talk to you

he was quite nervous at first but then he remembered, "brave" yes, he had to be brave.

he sees you packing away some things and surprisingly you were alone. he walks up to you and gives you a small smile

"why'd you sing about me?"

"who said i was singing about you?"

his heart drops. and you smile.

"just kidding, why not? just wanted to i guess" you say as you shrug your shoulders

he spends the next few hours chasing you around and questioning you, ignoring the looks he was getting as he passed by their marui, trying to catch up with your speed walking.

"wait- slow down y/n!! ugh"

(he sings your song when you're away/before sleeping, it's comforting)

note: if you would like to be added to the avatar taglist pls just ask me!! dont be shy

taglist: @tomansimp, @howlandhaku, @luciphyls, @vizkiz869, @aonungobsession, @pandorainmymind, @luvlykrispy, idk if there was more so if i forgot you im sorry!!​​

liking + following + reblogs are very much appreciated!!

another note: . . . . . . not me procrastinating and rushing this in like 2 hours lol, anyways.. can't wait for next sunday!! going to see if there any ferrets up for adoption, mwa mwa

REQUESTS ARE OPEN!!

#avatar x reader #neteyam x reader #lo'ak x reader #ao'nung x reader #avatar the way of water #atwow #atwow x reader #avatar fanfiction

[thatonetrans-binarydude]

Yes I'm alive.

Yandere FNAF 1 headcanons:

(yes the art is indeed mine, I'm trying out something)

Yandere Freddy:

🎩 so first of all this dude is the looks like he could end your life in 1.0 seconds.

🎩 he definitely knows that he scares/intimidates people and thrives in it.

🎩 especially rude customers/Karen's, he loves the look on their face when he politely asks them to leave. It never gets old

🎩 now there's multiple ways you could meet this guy:

A: your working night shift and he slowly becomes obsessed

Or B: your working dayshift and you draw his attention. By either kicking someone out or just being kind to the kids.

🎩 either way he's certainly interested in you.

🎩 th first time you guys actually officially meet he tries to make a good impression. Y'know: being all gentlemanly and nice.

🎩 this bear LOVES to follow you around, but he doesn't want to come off as clingy to you so he restraints himself and stays on stage.

🎩 he really enjoys physical affection, he likes to give you bear hugs and nuzzle in to you.

🎩 although do not be fooled by him, he may seem to be a cute cuddle bear but when he doesn't like someone which is almost anyone who approaches you he gets mad easily.

🎩 he has some anger issues (not as bad as Monty but)

🎩 he deals with you being defiant in two ways:

He either waits till your done with your 'tantrum' as he calls it or he just locks you backstage for awhile.

🎩 he doesn't like having to punish you, he prefers to just cuddle you and smother you in affection.

🎩 most of the FNAF 1 gang are definitely some of the softest when it comes to you.

"are you ready for Freddy~?"

Yandere Bonnie:

💜 he's probably the most aggressive and cunning of the group. Finding ways to manipulate and toy with people.

💜 that however, does not apply to you. He would never.

💜 when he met you he just knew that it was love at first sight.

💜 this dude is 100 percent a worshipper, he can't keep his filthy paws off of you! Your just so perfect~

💜 he doesn't care if he comes off clingy tbh, cause he IS clingy. He, also like Freddy: loves to follow you around like a lost puppy.

💜 now he isn't delusional, at least completely. He smart enough to know that what he's feeling is wrong that he shouldn't be feeling it. But the thing is that he straight up doesn't care that he's delusional, He's happy and everyone else can die in a ditch 😀.

💜 he really likes to call you pet names like: darlin', sweets, and even cottontail is he feeling frisky 😉 (yes, I do headcanon them with ai's that are supposed to replicate humans and their feelings).

💜 but he....doesn't take defiance very well: it causes him to sober up a bit out of his delusions that he created. And as such he will get kinda pissed with you.

💜 but on a bit of a lighter note he likes to play music with you :)

💜 he likes to play your favorite song on his guitar and sing to you. (Yes, he can sing)

💜 he loves you so much, and you'll never get rid of him.

"sweets! I was worried you'd left...."

Yandere chica:

🧁 ah yes, mama chica.

🧁 I headcanon her as very sweet and loveable. Everyone likes her.

🧁 she's also an excellent cook, meaning whatever your favorite food is she will try to cook it for you.

🧁 she loves to give you hugs! She just loves you in general. There is absolutely nothing you could do that wouldn't make her just adore your every move.

🧁 you could litterly be a serial killer that kills for sport and she will think your an angel from heaven.

🧁 she isn't delusional, just lovesick. And oh so desperate for your affection and attention: like foxy and Goldie, she wants your attention a lot. But she isn't forceful like Cassidy is.

🧁 she deals with your tantrums in a different way, instead of punishing you like the others she just shuts you up with food XD

🧁 but if someone were to hurt you their dead meat.

"honey would you mind helping me make more cupcakes?"

Yandere foxy:

🏴‍☠️ our favorite pirate fox boy ✋☺️.

🏴‍☠️ ngl he's probably the softest out of the group. He's just so lonely to the point he craves attention. Please give it to him 🥺🙏.

🏴‍☠️ he's probably the only one that wouldn't kidnap you (unless your in danger)

🏴‍☠️ he's a soft boy ✋. Also those ears? Give em a pat.

🏴‍☠️ he really likes telling you about his adventures (pirate stories). He is quite a talker, he'll talk for hours about random shit untill it's six.

🏴‍☠️ he littlerly talked the night away.

🏴‍☠️ he gets kinda sad when you go home but he understands. He has some humanity 👌.

🏴‍☠️ despite being soft he flirts with you like there's no tomorrow. He does it in front of the others to.

🏴‍☠️ he deals with you yelling at him in a way he knows squeezes your heart strings: he just looks down in shame with his ears flat. Works every time.

🏴‍☠️ you wouldn't even guess he's a yandere till someone gets a little close to his liking.

"yarharhar! Don't worry darlin', i'll show that scallywag!"

Yandere golden Freddy/Cassidy:

💛 oh Lord, if you thought Freddy and bonnie were bad, wait till you see him. He's littlerly the biggest simp ever.

💛 you could just be breathing and he'll compliment on how utterly ✨bootiful✨ you look.

💛 being an old fredbear suit (this is my au) he can't move around much, but he can still somewhat move his arms. Which works well when they have to dispose of someone.

💛 he would littlerly jump off a cliff if you asked him.

💛 and they just love you so much they can't even say.

💛 they aren't to big on physical affection but he likes cuddles alot :D

💛 if anyone even much looks at you though he's ready to roundhouse this bish-

💛 how dare they breathe the same air as you 😤✋

💛 he's actually pretty manipulative, he does things he knows you like to attract you to them.

💛 and with tantrums? He just holds you and ignores all the biting and crying :)

💛 he isn't delusional but he isn't all that....sober either. He switches off.

💛 he's not very emotionally stable, but he tries :'(

💛 though he just likes to hold you with that same lovesick look in his nonexistent eyes

"darling....could you please come here? I would like to hold you right now"

#yandere x reader #yandere fnaf #yandere fnaf 1

[watermelonsugacry]

I wound absolutely love to see some moments between zayn and 1d member?!

If you haven't already noticed, Zayn is a very quiet (almost intimidating) person. But YN knows that he's honestly just a big soft teddy bear once you get to know him. She was one of the first band members to peak her way through his wall in turn their relationship stayed the strongest when the band went on hiatus.

Like, did you know that they competed to have the high note solo in You and I?

It was a late night during one of their tours and the two were woken up by one of their producers to record some vocals for the song.

So in a hotel room with mattresses formed together to make a make-shift recording booth at 3 o'clock in the morning, Julien—one of their producers—makes a triggering assumption.

"Alright, YN. You can head off to bed. Zayn let's just riff off some high notes for towards the end of the song for a bit."

"Hey, woah. Hold up. Why does Zayn automatically get the high note?" She defends with a furrow of her eyebrows.

"S'cause ima better singa', babe." He teases with a shrug of his shoulders as he gets up from his seat on the couch next to her.

"S'fookin' sexist is what it is."

"Do I sense a friendly competition coming on?" Julien looks excitedly between the two singers.

"Oh, mate," YN giggles. "There will be nothin' friendly for what's about to happen."

"You're on, YLN." Zayn smirks.

So for the next half hour, the two take turns riffing potential high notes, each reaching notes that were higher than the last. Too immersed in their singing, they forget about the other residents living in the hotel rooms next door.

YN pushes one side of her chunky studio headphones off her ear as she nods along to the instrumental before taking in a deep breath. Her nose brushes against the mesh material of the microphone before she hits her high note. It sounds really beautiful and blends with the song really well that it has the two men left with raised eyebrows and pursed lips.

She continues riffing along to the rest of the song and can't help the cocky smile from tugging onto her lips; she doesn't even try to hide it. She puts her hands to her cheeks and lets out a laugh in disbelief at herself, not expecting it to be as good as it sounded.

"Try that, Malik." YN sassily hands over the headphones and practically skips over to her seat on the couch.

And boy did he try it. Zayn's a quiet guy who doesn't speak very much but damn can he sing. YN's jaw is literally on the floor when he manages to not only hit a higher note than she did but execute it so well.

But YN's ego will not let that just slide.

"What the fuck was that?" Julien laughs and high fives a smiley Zayn. "YN? I don't think we need to do any more takes after that."

"Unless," Zayn pokes at her ego. "You think yeh can do better."

She makes grabby hands towards him, "Gimme the damn headphones."

Needless to say, when YN's voice cracks trying to reach her bandmate's note, everyone bursts into a fit of laughter.

And for the show they had that night, when YN hit her high notes for the end of C'mon C'mon, she made a show of turning towards Zayn while she did them. The fans screamed their heads off when she even playfully flipped him off, making him throw his head back in laughter.

But he got her back when it was his turn to showcase his singing skills in Rock Me. He just throws a smile her way as she throws her hands in the air as a sign of defeat.

It became an inside joke for the two of them till even this day.

Like when he posted that Instagram video of him singing the infamous You and I high notes this year, YN didn't hesitate to shoot him a text.

YN: Can still hit that note better than you.

Z: Yet who's the one who made it on the album?

YN:🖕

SINCE 2010 masterlist

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[deepdeanvsweston]

George and Beanie friendship headcannons (set a small bit after DSS I suppose?)

- I NEED them to be friends!!!

- ok so this is actually a bit more of an AU than just headcannons but we roll

- ok so Beanie's mother is sick right and I don't think she's gonna make it

- but of course her husband (Beanie's dad) has forked out for the best treatment in the world for her

- which is in London, and George's father is the best doctor around (he's canonically knighted right???)

- so George's dad is treating Beanie's mum, and ensuring she gets round the clock treatment

- it's Christmas Eve too, which is relevant

- idk why but stay with me George is there at the hospital too waiting on his father to finish his checks or whatever

- Beanie and her mum have this tradition where they sing 'we wish you a merry christmas' at midnight to her horses in the stable

- obviously they can't do that this year, but Beanie still wants to sing with her mum at midnight

- visiting hours were supposed to be over, but Beanie decided to be brave and hid in a supply cupboard and waited till there were no doctors about so she could sing with her

- but the hospital is dark, and all the corridors look the same, and she's more than a little bit scared

- George, at the same time, is roaming the corridors having the time of his life waiting on his father to finish paperwork. He definitely absolutely does not believe in ghosts, but is open to the possibilities

- imagine his surprise when he rounds a corner to see a tall, wispy looking girl shuffling nervously about who when she turns to look at him has big, sad eyes

- George recognises her (he's good with faces) and of course asks her what she's doing there. She tells him and they go to her mother's room together

- it's all very emotional when Beanie sees her mum

- anyway

- George finds some mince pies from the staff canteen for her to nibble on, because he figures she can't have had anything to eat since four o clock

- Beanie's father left when visiting hours ended, so George's father drives her home

- they've bought a flat in London to be nearer her mum but that on top of the hospital expenses has made them very nearly broke

- Beanie's dad has had to dismiss all but one of the servants, and there's talk of Beanie not being able to return to Deepdean, but she doesn't know this

- Beanie's dad didn't even notice she wasn't with him (there's just... a lot on his mind) and feels awful, and just starts outright crying in the doorway

- Beanie is so shocked that she starts crying too

- George and his father come into the flat to try and calm things down

- their fathers sit down to have a Grownup Chat and George rings his mother to tell her they're fine, just Dealing With Something

- he helps Beanie to her room ('propriety be damned') because she's pretty much inconsolable from seeing her father cry, and it being Christmas Day as half a family, not to mention the fact it's like half one in the morning by now so she's tired

- he doesn't know what to do about this, so he offers to brush her hair. That always made him feel calmer

- Beanie agrees and so George sits and brushes it

- she throws herself into a hug with him and tells him 'I wish I had you as a brother' and then almost passes out from exhaustion on his shoulder

- anyway the Mukherjees go home and when Beanie wakes up it's officially Christmas Day, but they don't really celebrate

- Beanie's father suggests that she stays with a friend for a while and Beanie while sad is relieved. Trying to combat her father's sadness with optimism had been exhausting, and the flat never really felt like home anyway

- but where to stay?

- she can't stay with Kitty, the new baby is too much for the Freebodys as it is, Lavinia's parents are, well... Lavinia's parents, and the Mountfitchet's flat simply cannot take anymore people

- so of course she goes and stays with George and his family

- who are very friendly and welcoming and sympathetic, and she doesn't have to put on a brave face anymore

- she cries a lot, but George always sits with her and then brushes her hair

- Mrs Mukherjee puts her hair into nice plaits and patiently teaches Beanie and George how to do it

- Mr Mukherjee always lets her sneak in and see her mother before visiting hours

- (it's beneficial to both Beanie and her mother, who glows when she sees her daughter)

- Harold always speaks a bit confusingly it seems to Beanie, with big long words he's learned in his Cambridge lectures combined with silly slang words he's picked up from the university itself

- so he intimidates her a little bit, but one day she picks up the courage to ask what 'being sent down' means and Harold explains it to her so nicely and patiently that she's not afraid anymore

- when Deepdean has a Social Event, George and Harold always turn up for Beanie and dance nearly every dance with her

- when she's confused about maths, or spelling, George will help her and try to explain things in a way she'd understand

- Beanie helps George too > when he's feeling stressed about something she'll brush his hair and joke that 'I won't be able to put your hair in a plait though!

- she tries to teach him how to ride a horse

- George doesn't Take To It and ends with no physical bruises but definitely a bruised dignity

- she sends him half her chocolate she receives from the stablehand (who's like a grandfather to her) and in return George sends Beanie half of the Indian sweets his mother sends him

- Beanie makes him a bracelet of his favourite colours, which he keeps hidden round his ankle

- they have the same picture of them together on their nightstand > it's of Beanie on her 17th birthday, and they're both wearing colourful party hats with the biggest grins

#i love them and i need them to be Best Friends Forever #murder most unladylike #mmu #beanie martineau #george mukherjee #harold mukherjee

[mr-deblob]

Aerti Reading of No Promises to Keep

So, new FF7 theme song, new group of lyrics to analyze, debate about Who It's About. While I'm fairly certain it's about all the people who Aerith came to know and who care for her, I can't help but feel that they lyrics point towards Tifa most of all. Perhaps it's simply shipping vision, but Hollow, while generally being about Cloud's state of mind trying to handle loss, definitely feels like it centers around Cloud's relationship with Zack specifically.

I'm not gonna write an essay about those two, but I will link to a video that pretty much embodies every reason why it embodies Zakkura:

But now, let's break down No Promises to Keep with that in mind. Hopefully I don't kick any hornets' nests in the process.

Walking city streets with worn cobblestones Listening to people rushing past to rhythms all their own Life passing me by, not thinking how the years have flown Until I met you

This portion can apply to Zack, Cloud, and Tifa pretty equally. All three of them played a part in Aerith engaging more in her own life. Zack kickstarted her flower-selling business; Cloud's fall led to her leaving Sector 5 with him and deciding to help rescue Tifa; and Tifa herself became her closest confidant and friend, both of them acting like each other's childhood girl friend that neither of them had a chance to experience.

I won't say that it was fate I won't say that it was destiny But if not, what could it be that drew you towards me? Could it be chance?

Let's be real- the fact that Aerith met Tifa at all is an absolutely wild chain of events from an outside perspective. Because Zack got her to start selling flowers topside, she ran into Cloud and happened to meet him once again when his fall from above landed in a church she frequents to gather flowers from. Then, when she accompanied him out of Sector 5, Chocobo Sam's cart carrying Tifa passed by and fired Aerith up to help rescue her.

Given that the Whispers only show up when the destiny of the Planet needs to be corrected, there's definitely an implication that all of these events were fated to occur. However, given that the Remake Trilogy's themes are heavy on changing destiny and if fates are fixed, these lines could be reflective of how Aerith is trying to fight the future she saw. Thus, she doesn't want to attribute the reason she met these people important to her to something greater. Better for it all to be pure chance that she knows them, that they sought each other out instead of being herded towards one another.

Till the day that we meet again Where or when? I wish I could say But believe—know that you'll find me Promises to keep, we won't ever need

While this is very much a general sentiment of Aerith wanting to be with her friends again after her death, the last line's rather striking to me. She doesn't need a promise for them to meet again- they will, even though she has no guarantee for how it'll happen. It's meant to reassure the ones she's singing to, and when it comes to someone who relied on a promise to keep herself connected to an important person in her life, Tifa Lockhart is the first one to come to mind.

Tifa has a lot of abandonment issues, rightfully so given... *gestures at her entire history*. At this point in her life, her childhood friend group had started seeing her as a romantic prospect and severely strained her ability to be open with them. Cloud, distant as he was, felt like the only one she could connect with who wasn't openly trying to court her, the closest one to treating Tifa like Tifa instead of a Young Maiden. If he leaves, she would lose the one person her age who talks to her like a person, and there's no guarantee that they would ever see each other again once he's gone. Trace of Two Pasts says that Tifa had a "special 'like'" for him, one that she couldn't afford to lose. So she comes up with the promise, a way to cope with the loneliness, something to believe in, like how she tried crossing Mt. Nibel to find her deceased mother on the other side.

She's the type of person who would need this kind of reassurance, especially with someone she's developed a close relationship with. Rebirth is not shy in showing that Aerith and Tifa are basically inseparable. And given the *ahem* separation which occurs at the end of Rebirth, Aerith would want to try and soften the pain and despair that would come for Tifa through the grief. If she could tell Tifa when or where they'll reunite, she would, but all she can do for now is help Tifa believe that they will meet again, that this parting is temporary and she won't need to mourn forever.

If only I'd never known All the burdens I was born to bear Lived a life without a care in the world save for you… But that won't do

Remake Aerith's gotten some glimpses of what will happen in the future/has happened in the past, something that's clearly weighed on her throughout the games. She's scared of the Whispers stealing away those parts of her, warns Cloud not to fall in love with her, and tries to keep Marlene and Red XIII as out of her memories/visions as best she can. But she knows she's meant to die for the sake of the Planet

Even beyond the meta elements of it, Aerith's status as a Cetra- the last Cetra- and her connection to the Lifestream has prevented her from really feeling as just another girl. She's the centerpiece of Shinra's plan to find the Promised Land, she's watched over by the Turks, she's been trapped since her birth and has never been able to make any real choices.

Wouldn't it be nice to be ignorant of all that? To have even a year where she didn't feel the weight of the world on her shoulders and could live as a carefree girl who loves flowers? But even if she could sweep away all those worries, she would still want to know the important people in her life and all the struggle that comes from caring. Now, that's an impossible dream, a good dream. To go shopping topside with her friends, going on a beautiful date with Tifa in Costa del Sol, basking in the wonder of the Gold Saucer. It would be nice to stay in those fantasies forever, but the future's approaches, it's survival hinging on her playing her part. So she has to let them fall to the wayside.

Till the day that we meet again On our street, I want to believe In the chance that we'll share a glance Promises to keep, we won't ever need

Much the same sentiment as the first chorus, but this time focusing on Aerith's perspective. Even though she put her carefree dreams aside, she needs to hold onto the belief that there's simply a chance for them to see each other again.

Aerith and Tifa have a recurring gesture of turning towards each other to connect, eye-to-eye, heart-to-heart. That's their way to communicate with each other in a way only they get to hear and see.

Then, in the ending scenes of Rebirth, when everyone's getting up to leave the altar, Cloud and Aerith look back to wait for Tifa, with Aerith in the foreground. When Tifa shakily gets up, takes a breath and turns around, Aerith's not there for her to look into her eyes, to share a mischievous smile with, to whisper their little jokes to. Maybe Tifa can't see Aerith now, but Aerith wants to believe that they might get to share a glance with each other one more time.

Till the day that we meet again At our place, just let me believe In the chance that you'll come Take my hand and never let me go Take my hand And believe We can be Together evermore

I don't think I need to point out how often Tifa holds onto Aerith's hand or has to catch her in her arms. Granted, a number of these happen in life-threatening situations, but we're in a JRPG here- those moments are basically flirting without calling it flirting /s. Honestly, though, these ladies give so much physical affection and care for each other. It'd take forever to put down all the examples, but you could probably find some real easy just by searching up Aerti, so let's move on to the last bit of the song.

Walking city streets with worn cobblestones Struggling against the crowds and finding ourselves all alone Fate and destiny are no guarantee Still I hope someday you'll come and find me Still I know someday you'll come and find me

Once again with walking through busy streets. Though this time the two of them make it through the crowd and get to be alone. The only crowd I can think of is Tifa pulling Aerith through the Gold Saucer crowd to get closer to the front. As for the two of them being alone, off the top of my head there's the room in Kalm and the cargo hold on the cruise ship where they're softly sharing their Pre-Order Pasts with one another... seemingly only with each other for now. And once more, there's a lack of trust put in fate and destiny.

However, she hopes and then knows that she'll be found be this person. Really reminds one of a pretty vulnerable moment Aerith had in Remake does it not?

She was already found once. She trusts that she'll be found again... someday.

#rebirth spoilers #aerti #aerith x tifa #aerith gainsborough #tifa lockhart #ffvii rebirth #ff7 #final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 #no promises to keep #shipping #ship thoughts #song analysis #Youtube

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Shidou T1 Cover - Liar Dance

Back at it again with more covers, this time our favorite doctor dude, Shidou with Liar Dance! Will we be able to see through the lies? ... Well, actually I don't think he's even lying to us in this cover so. Probably won't be too hard.

Also this cover is really good too. Absolutely recommend you listen to it if you haven't.

Liar Dance is sung from the perspective of someone in a relationship based on lies.

Having made a vow, to you and you alone Declaring this loveless love of mine in front of you

... Hey Shidou, you sure you didn't pick up Kazui's on accident, right?

Now, they both lie, and they both know they're living in a lie, but they've gone too far and now they feel unable to turn back and separate.

"Stolen? Just whatever do you mean?" Committing myself to this performance, set lines and all Those memories we've desperately created and clung to, they blend together and feelings between us intensify Blabbering on about stuff, could you shut up for a bit? Because everything is starting to look like a lie Is there anywhere left for you to run? Yes, I've realized that we're both guilty here

It's hard to say what the "stolen" line means exactly, but I guess it's just referring to "doing something wrong and lying that you haven't" and isn't meant to be more specific than that.

Dance away, liar This love has swelled up like a balloon, let's turn it into a lie with the prick of a needle On the count of "I-love-you" Just let it soak in, liar This love that's grown so weak, Go ahead and drain the cup till there's nothing left For no matter where we go There's no fixing this

Dance away, liar It's too late to apologize We're already partners in this crime called "love" Who cares if there's no going back? It's swallowed you up completely, hasn't it? Liar Turn me inside-out and I look just like you It's nice to meet you, "Crime" and Punishment" No matter what you say It's already gone off the rails

(Imma be real, "it's nice to meet you, 'crime' and 'punishment'" is quite a perfect line for Shidou)

There's also this line:

"Damn it! You figured it...wait, whatever are you talking about?"

It's not particularly meaningful or anything, I just find it very funny.

The point of the full line is that the lie continues even though they both know it's a lie.

"Damn it! You figured it...wait, whatever are you talking about?" Screwing up time and again is no reason to drop the act Having fallen into this bottomless swamp, will you even realize you're drowning? Everyone and their brother is laughing at you Even I've become unable to see you as anything but a lie But somehow I still have these feelings for you Yes, I've realized that we're both guilty here

You might wonder if "somehow I still have these feelings for you" would imply that the singer does love the other, but I don't think that's the case (see: "declaring this loveless love of mine in front of you" line). Thus, it's possible the feelings the singer has aren't romantic, but still positive. Sort of "even though you keep lying to me, I would still like to be friends" maybe?

That's why at the end of the song, the singer bids farewell without any ill intent. Separating is scary, but it's still for the best.

It's already twisted beyond recognition It's a bit scary. But the moon looks so beautiful, doesn't it? See you again, farewell

The moon looks beautiful for both of them, of course.

That's all nice, but how does this apply to Shidou? It's hard to find who he's talking to, because the song has the lover lying back. Shidou can't be singing this to his wife, Es/the audience, or even the families of the patientes he killed, because none of them lie to him.

No, I believe Shidou is singing this to himself, like Es did in Hibana. In particular, he lies to himself about how likely Flower Person was to survive the transplants Shidou was trying. A doctor like Shidou should have known from the start that harvesting organs to give to Flower Person wouldn't work, that saving them was impossible, but he still did it.

[Throw Down] Throw down, connecting you with me, To keep you alive, you are still living Throw down, the invitation that I can’t take back, Lying, replacing with hope

He was lying to himself here, telling himself if he just found the right organs, that surely Flower Person would survive. That was the only way to keep up hope (Danganronpa reference? <- My brain is broken)

[Throw Down] There are so many truths, as there are so many lives The end that has already begun, I will finally be saved once it comes true Now slowly close your eye, put your regret on display Wish for being there for someone With the same expression no matter who comes I don’t feel scared because I don’t know

The entirety of Throw Down is very hard to understand, but what I think is going on here is that Shidou will be saved when the end to his means begins, when the lie that Flower Person can still be saved becomes true. He then lies to the family of the patients he kills "with the same expression no matter who comes", putting up a front that he's very hurt by their loss and wishing he could comfort them further ("being there for someone"), and then going behind their backs and harvesting the organs of their relatives under brain death.

Why can he be so confident in doing this? He doesn't feel scared because he "doesn't know", he doesn't know for sure that Flower Person will die. And as long as that's still a question mark, he can live with the confidence that he's doing the right thing by trying his best to save their life.

Except, that's a lie, isn't it? As we established, he should know, intellectually, that there's no way that's gonna work. So he lies to himself to keep up hope, he lies to himself by saying that there's a chance, that he 'doesn't know' for sure what's gonna happen to Flower Person.

Therefore, the "fragile loveless love" in Liar Dance would be Flower Person's life. You could even argue "loveless love" being "lifeless life" even works as a metaphor for brain death or vegetative state or coma (all different things btw) or whatever Flower Person was suffering.

Dance away, liar This love has swelled up like a balloon, let's turn it into a lie with the prick of a needle On the count of "I-love-you"

The life of Flower Person can be destroyed "by the prick of a needle", with "I love you" I guess meaning "they're alive" maybe? The exact wording does get a bit awkward, but keep in mind exact wording isn't really important in the first place.

"Stolen? Just whatever do you mean?" Committing myself to this performance, set lines and all Those memories we've desperately created and clung to, they blend together and feelings between us intensify Blabbering on about stuff, could you shut up for a bit? Because everything is starting to look like a lie Is there anywhere left for you to run? Yes, I've realized that we're both guilty here

It's funny, the "stolen" line actually makes more sense with Shidou than without him, though you'd have to assume the quotes imply he's talking to another person. "Me? Steal organs? Nooooo"

The memories he clings to are of Flower Person's life, and he's committed so much to the bit lie that there's a chance that Flower Person will live, that he can't turn back anymore. "We're both guilty" feels like a silly way of wording something you say to yourself, but Shidou's self-loathing is something I don't think I have to explain too much.

Dance away, liar It's too late to apologize We're already partners in this crime called "love" Who cares if there's no going back? It's swallowed you up completely, hasn't it? Liar Turn me inside-out and I look just like you It's nice to meet you, "Crime" and Punishment" No matter what you say It's already gone off the rails

To late to apologize to the people he's killed and their families, too late to go back and stop doing what he does. And calling "love" a crime in the sense that Flower Person's life has pushed him to kill. "Turn me inside-out and I look just like you" again feels a bit odd under the idea he's talking to himself, but "it's nice to meet you, 'crime' and 'punishment'" is a perfect line for how Shidou feels about Milgram potentially being the punishment for the crimes his lies pushed him to commit.

"Damn it! You figured it...wait, whatever are you talking about?" Screwing up time and again is no reason to drop the act Having fallen into this bottomless swamp, will you even realize you're drowning?

Even if there are moments where he "screws up the lie" by realizing it's impossible to save Flower Person, he keeps lying. Again, he's in too deep.

Everyone and their brother is laughing at you Even I've become unable to see you as anything but a lie But somehow I still have these feelings for you Yes, I've realized that we're both guilty here

Admittedly the lingering feelings are a bit odd, but you could read that as Shidou still genuinely hoping Flower Person survives despite knowing the mere possibility is a lie.

It's already twisted beyond recognition It's a bit scary. But the moon looks so beautiful, doesn't it? See you again, farewell

Going off vibes more than words, the ending is even more melancholic than in the original, as the lie fading implies this is the moment Flower Person dies and Shidou can no longer keep lying to himself. He accepts his crimes, and even if it's scary, he accepts he deserves death.

Also the unhinged laugh in the middle of the song is just a mental breakdown from lying so much. Sure, why not.

Did that all make sense? I hope so! That's all I have to say for this one. Take care!

#milgram #shidou kirisaki #liar dance cover #watch me always say flower person to avoid disagreeing with anyone

[yanderefictinallove]

Fairest of them all

Yandere Muzan,Kokushibo,Douma,Akaza,Gyoutaro,Kaigaku with shared darling

Ima be honest i never read the manga, so i will go off of personality for Kokushibo and Kaigaku, sorry it seems like ooc

This story is recommended for disrespectful teens like me..so yeah keep that in mind, my adult readers are welcome too

"Oh my goodness, such beautiful hair" "Gorgeous girl, is she engaged yet." "That [skin color] skin, that [body type] figure, just flawless" "she would make a perfect bride for my grandson"

This is what I hear when walking throughout my district, nothing but praises and love from the people. I never asked for this fame though.

Different men and even women come along trying to take my hand in marriage. I eat and sleep like everyone else, why am I so special? I have done nothing to win their praise, but my life has been like this since I was born. 

I have this distant memory from when I was younger…

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"How would you like to one day, become my bride, when your much older of course"

The man dressed in black, spoke to me. He came to me one day, stating that he was my imaginary friend, his name was Muzan Kibutsuji.

He came to visit me everyday, but now, he just stopped. 

Now i'm lonely

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"Honey~ "

"Hello~"

"Mothers dearest~"

My eyes snapped open and I saw my mother, she looked as pretty as she always has. I take in my surroundings and see that I fell asleep under a wisteria tree, oh how I love this tree. It's the tree that me and my grandmother used to sit under, she would tell me tails and sing me songs. Grandpa would play his instruments to go with the stories and songs, I miss them. 

I looked over to my mother and responded to her "sorry mother, I must have fallen asleep" I told her, I was still a little dazed. "It's quite alright my flower, dinners done, please come inside" i stood up as my mom guided me to the table where my father, little sister, and older brother, sat down. 

My father noticed my presence as I entered the room, he smiled lovingly at me." Finally my family is all together, so how was all of my beauty day today?" He asked, my dad and mom were not one for picking favorites, they loved us all equally and it showed. Though we were middle class I never knew what my dad's job was. All I know is that it requires a sword with a special blade.

"I'm heading to the entertainment district in a week. Would anyone like to accompany me?

My mother and siblings decided to pass on the opportunity, but I agreed to it, because I love the entertainment district. It's absolutely gorgeous at night. I've only been there a few times but everyone is so nice to me there, even if the girls are a little handsy with me.

After dinner we cleaned up and went to bed. Sleep was peaceful. 

Till I hear something in my room

I pretended to sleep, as if I meant to act like I didn't notice that something was wrong. Who or what was in my room, sent chills down my spine. But, I made sure to not panic, like my dad told me. The air is cold, too cold…as if this being brought it with them…

Ow!..I felt this agonizing pain in my outer thigh, it was upwards my hips, all I felt was fear.

Fear

Fear

Fear

Teeth

Tongue 

Why do I feel the inside of someone's mouth? I tried not to scream but it was hard not to..I heard a voice in my ear." Oh, you're even cuter up close, sorry dear, but, I know you are awake, sorry for the weather, let's just say that my presence is as cold as ice." 

And just like that, it was gone and I fell into a deep sleep.

                             Infinity Castle

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Lady Muzan had been awake all day. thinking about his soon to be wife. How he wished he could hold her, but, alas he has business to attend to at the moment. His moons will keep her safe and sound tho. 

The female he so desired he has not visited in a while, she must be still as gorgeous as he left her

He can't wait to see her again. And fulfill his promise to her.

                          

                                 Woods

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Akaza 2as running to see her. How he met her was fate, he thought. That day he was running through the woods after an uppermoon meeting and he happened to see her playing with her two olders. She was flawless. And perfect, she looked fragile and protectable. A way to prove his strength. 

But The reason he's running now is because douma is following him. He is in competition with him. Douma told him how he met her. Apparently he saw her sleeping outside. Then he went into her house, and tasher blood, to him she looked submissive. Great…more for his cult….

The bastard tasted her blood. Before akaza did…this was war…

Not far away from them was Kokushibo getting ready for a mission. The perfect mission for him. He was tasked with killing an old member of the hashiras [Dad name]. Just his luck that he gets to kill an obstacle that gets in the way of him and his beloved. She loved her family, he wished he had his family. Hopefully she could provide one for her. He wants a son, two to be precise. 

So he was training, for his beloved and his mission, to please lord Muzan that his loyalty goes deep for. She makes him feel a whole new worship.

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kaigaku was watching her now, as she slept waiting for the next day, she was going to the entertainment district. He liked her, she looks like she could be manipulated into his will. And she respects superiors.

He sees how you get treated, like a goddess. And every goddess needs a god, right?

                       Entertainment district 

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Gyoutaro was gettin ready to treat her, he had found some flowers for her, not wisteria of course but simple sun flowers. He wasn't gonna give them to her though, he couldn't not now. He met her through daki, his sister had a crush on you.  But she could never have you, she wouldn't appreciate you as much as she does. 

She was on her way and his excitement was through the roof. His sister knew of his intentions, so she would have to make it to her before he could.

She can't reject her, not with her beautiful face. She and her brother were apart at the moment

She's here….

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She was walking through the district while her dad was at his meeting. The girls there were flirting hard as she walked by. 

"Y/n wanna come over to my place" "want me to serve you" "y/n is sooo cute~!!"

This is what she  heard as she walked down the street. She was going to find some food to eat as she fell hungry. She saw an oiran, she was looking at her, the oirans name was Warabihime and she was gorgeous herself. But The girl did not feel welcome around her in the slightest.

The oiran always stuck her nose up at her, but always blushed while doing it. So it was a mixed signal.

 As the girl walked away she was looking for a place to sleep because she was supposed to stay a night in the brightly lit district. The kyogoku house invited her to stay with them, so she took the invite. 

Later that night~

As the girl was trying to sleep she felt someone enter her room, but she was prepared this time. She pulled out a knife, ready for a fight. Then someone spoke. "Hey, calm down, it's just your Oiran!" She felt a cold stare. She then noticed that voice, it's Warabihime…why is she here?

"I need to tell you something, it's important" she said with attitude and great haste. She bent down and started to crawl towards me. "Listen closely, when you get back to your village, you need to go anywhere but home, please, for your own well being." She said, sounding less annoyed and more worried. Before she stood up she leaned in and kissed my cheek. I blinked and she was gone.

The next day at the L/N residence~~

BURNING

FIRE

PAIN

SCREAMING

That was all the girl could see and hear as she ran. Her village got attacked, the fire started and people started to burn.

She ran, and ran, and ran, but she could still hear it. Her mom, her dad, her siblings, all perishing in the fire. Her dad told her to run, as far as she can. Try to make it the entertainment district, to become an oiran so she can be safe.

 

She kept on running, but someone picked her up. She was flailing around in their arms and she was screaming. Then she was hit in the back of the head. And her vision was black……

She woke up in a strange place, it was a mind trip, she felt fear nothing made sense anymore she stood up to run and she could not find an exit. 

"Oh you're awake i see" you hear a familiar voice, it was Muzan, your old friend. "Leave me alone, where am I ?" She asked, all her trust was gone. she just wanted answers, NOW

"Wow such an attitude for such a weak thing, how bout you let me train you." A man with red hair and markings told me.

"Oh, my friend Akaza, how are you doing as of late? Oh,look who it is, we have beauty in the castle."

Lord muzan, i finished my mission, please be satisfied with my work,...oh you got her" anotherone said.

"You have multiple men pining over you, good for you, I see you get the ladies too, huh" one said, sounding like he was on the brink of death.

"Oh, such an adorable underling, hello, I'm your superior, so treat me with respect," the last one said.

"That does not answer my question, so I will ask again. WERE. AM. I am running out of patience." I told them. I need to know what this is about.

"Well it's simple, you are here for courting and marriage. Marry who you may ask, you will marry all of us, we decided to share." Now we will keep the promise we made years ago."

"I refuse"

"You don't have a choice, I mean look at your neck, it's littered with demon bite marks."

They must have done this while I was sleeping. This is not fair. I need to leave.

"Let the courtship begin"

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Requests: open

All i have to say is

#demon slayer #kny muzan #yandere muzan #yanderefictionallovewrites #yandere gyutaro #yandere kokushibo #yandere akaza #yandere douma #yandere kny #yandere demon slayer

[bedoballoons]

Genshin Men Headcanons:

~What song they would sing to you~

(Includes: Diluc, Bennett, Thoma, Zhongli, Albedo, Itto, Gorou, Tighnari, Alhaitham, Kaveh, Baizhu, Xiao, Kazuha, Venti, Heizou, Wanderer, Kaeya, Chongyun, Mika, Ayato, Childe, Xingqiu, Cyno, and Razor!)

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Diluc:

♪~Ghost Town: By Benson Boone~♪

He'd try any way to get out of singing to you, it's not that he's embarrassed, he's just scared you'll end up not liking what you're hearing. He sounds amazing though and each lyric is sung with so much soul...

Bennett:

♪~Walking On Sunshine: By Katrina and The Waves~♪

He walks up to the mic and just let's loose singing happily, dancing around without a care in the world...till he gets wrapped up in the wire and falls off the stage, the thought was sweet though! His singing wasn't horrible either!

Thoma:

♪~Dont Stop Believing: By Journey~♪

He is extremely red in the face, the entire time before singing saying that he's going to sound terrible...but as soon as he you realize that's not even close to true. He sounds perfect and he adds extra emphasis to the chorus.

Zhongli:

♪~Hallelujah: By Leonard Cohen~♪

When he sings it's like you can see the story playing out in front of you, it makes you wonder if he experienced anything like it. He sounds wonderful, his voice slightly lower than normal and it made your heart beat faster.

Albedo:

♪~Rewrite The Stars: Sung By Zac Efron and Zendaya~♪

He sings the song a bit slower than the original almost like a acoustic version and he's slightly awkward, but he sounds good. Through out the entire song his eyes are on you and at the end he thanks you for giving him the courage to try.

Itto:

♪~Thats What Makes You Beautiful: By One direction~♪

He goes all out, screaming the chorus loudly and putting a hand on his heart as the song comes to a close. He doesn't sound...the best, but he's so funny and cheerful that it doesn't matter.

Gorou:

♪~Just The Way You Are: By Bruno Mars~♪

He's so shy when it starts that he messes up the words, but after you give him a reassuring smile he forgets his stage fright and sings the best he can, he doesn't sound bad either! In fact he does really well and gestures to you whenever he gets to the chorus, making you blush heavily.

Tighnari:

♪~Time Bomb: By Zach Gordon~♪

He teased you till you'd sing, now it was his turn and he wasn't happy about it, everything sounded to loud, he already had a headache from the horrid singers before the two of you. However...he sang really well and it was like he had a special connection to the song. It made your heart flutter.

Alhaitham:

He refuses to sing, claiming there's no point in it other than for entertainment and reading a novel would give the same effect. He did say he that if he were to sing it wouldn't be anything sappy or romantic, most likely something classical and short.

Kaveh:

♪~Uptown Girl: By Billy Joel~♪

He's a absolute blast, his singing isn't perfect but he puts so much effort into the song and into his dance moves. By the end he's completely out of breath and your stomach hurts from laughing, your face is red with a blush.

Baizhu:

♪~Leaving On A Jet Plane: By John Denver~♪

He sings so softly, taking deep breaths between most of the lyrics and you can't help but worry about his song choice. He had soul...and he would sound good if there wasn't so many pauses...was he really going to be okay?

Xiao:

♪~Perfect For Me: Sung By Justin Timberlake~♪

At first he said he wouldn't take part in such a mortal activity, but eventually with enough convincing and promised almond tofu, he eventually agreed. You were in pure shock...he sounded amazing and despite the song being a sad one...he somehow sang it like a love song.

Kazuha:

♪~I Will Follow You Into The Dark: By Death Cab For Cutie~♪

His voice is very gentle and he sings so slowly, you could fall asleep to it, not to mention how good he actually sounds. Poetry and the art of sword fighting are just some of the many things he's amazing at.

Venti:

♪~Tale As Old As Time: Celine Dion~♪

Not only did he play his lyre but he sang so wonderfully, it was right out of a story book and you cheered for him when it was over. Little did you know you were his inspiration.

Heizou:

♪~Perfect: By Ed Sheeran~♪

It was a cheesy song choice and he knew that, but it was one of the few he knew all the words to. He sang it pretty well too, even grabbing your hand and dancing with you while he sang.

Wanderer:

♪~Walls: By Louis Tomlinson~♪

He tried every way possible to get out of singing, saying he'd rather eat garbage then sing a song, but in the end he'd been dared and now he had too. He actually put more effort into it then you expected and as he sang...you could tell he was truly feeling the emotions of the song.

Kaeya:

♪~Sexy And I Know It: By LMFAO~♪

You were dying of laughter, your blush redder than a tomato as he sang directly to you the ENTIRE song. Not to mention his dancing...that was questionable. He truly knew how to do a show and he winked at the end...

Chongyun:

♪~Flashlight: By Hailee Steinfeld~♪

He's completely blushed the entire time as he sings the sappiest song you'd ever heard and afterwords he had to eat three popsicles just to calm down...but it was all very cute.

Mika:

♪~Somebody To You: By The Vamps/Demi Lovato~♪

He was so nervous he could barely sing and although the song was one he knew...he messed up every word, he didn't sound very good but the emotion in the song was there!

Ayato:

♪~Thousand Years: By Christina Perri~♪

You were shocked by his song choice at first, but as he slowly sang the whole song you fell absolutely in love with him all over again. He sounded incredible and afterwords the two of you slow danced.

Childe:

♪~What A Man Gotta Do: By The Jonas Brothers~♪

You couldn't help but smile the entire time as he sang, he was enjoying himself and he sounded pretty good! He was also fairly animated, clearly used to entertaining others and it only made the whole situation that much better.

Xingqiu:

♪~Dandelions: By Ruth B~♪

He sang so gracefully, each note hit perfectly on time and in key...it was beautiful, thoughtful. He had a light blush on his face but the entire time he smiled showing his true feelings through music.

Cyno:

♪~All I Want Is You: By Barry Louis Polisar~♪

The song was a little silly, with more puns then you'd usually like, but the way he sang it also made it feel...romantic? Somehow it became a very special song to you both and he hums it sometimes while at work.

Razor:

♪~Count On Me: By Bruno Mars~♪

He's not the best at talking, so singing really isn't his strong suit but he tried very hard and in the end he sounded adorable. He may not have remembered some of the words and he definitely wasn't in key...but he picked the song just for you.

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✿Hope you have a good day!✿

#genshin #genshin impact #genshin fanfic #genshin headcanons #genshin imagines #genshin scenarios #kazuha headcanons #xiao headcanons #xingqiuheadcanons #chongyunheadcanons #venti headcanons #benettheadcanons #heizou headcanons #childe headcanons #zhongli headcanons #albedo headcanons #gorou headcanons #itto headcanons #alhaitham headcanons #kaveh headcanons #baizhu headcanons #kaeya headcanons #diluc headcanons #wanderer headcanons #tighnari headcanons #cyno headcanons #ayato headcanons #thoma headcanons #mikaheadcanons #razorheadcanons

[yoomschoocs]

I know you’ve already done a lot of headcanons but do you have any headcanons for Fair Game or Clover?

Ooh yes absolutely!!

Clover is a great singer! He's not really doing anything special with that skill, but he loves to sing along to his favorite tunes while doing some chores. Sometimes he belts a really loud note out of nowhere that can be heard throughout the entire school, but at least he sings well so no one really pays it any mind 😅

He's also a huge morning person. He can go to sleep at 22pm and wake up at 6am no problem, every single night. Meanwhile Qrow is definitely more of a night owl, and usually stays awake till ungodly hours and doesn't emerge from his bed until at least 11am. They try to compensate on days where they get to sleep in a bit, but usually Clover is easily convinced to lay in bed longer so Qrow can snuggle hehehe

Clover is also a really busy man. He'll frequently takes some work off James' hands and takes over some paperwork or meetings, while also taking on and being sent off on plenty of lengthy missions. Qrow will often find him crashed in the cafeteria, and makes sure to give him plenty of gifts, snacks, cuddles and smooches to ensure Clover is recharged after a long day 😊

Neither of them will let on about it when asked, but both Qrow and Clover worry a lot. If the other gets even slightly hurt in any scenario ever, the other will ask at least a dozen times if they're okay, need help, etc. It drives Qrow in particular crazy, but he know he can't blame Clover for it because he does the exact same things.

I feel like this is a headcanon I share with most Clover enjoyers but I like to think he's gay and trans! He was always seen as the pride dad back in his academy days.

I think that's about all the things I can think of right now. I share most my headcanons with @cara-kira about, well everyone really, so if you want to hear more feel free to check out their latest answers as well 😊

Thank you for the ask!! Thank you for your support and your amazing art <33

#yoom's rambles #thewhiteraven2020 #so many thonkss #rwby #rwby fair game #qrow branwen #clover ebi #fair game

[butlersxbirdy]

Hi! Could you write a Angst with fluff where Austin is out with friends for lunch and your at home cleaning and end up spraining your ankle while going down the stairs and you try to call Austin but he doesn’t pick up until he finally answers after a few times.

You Light My Morning Sky: Interlude 5

I'll Pick You Up When You're Getting Down

Warnings: Hints of smut (you know with this couple it's gonna get horny up in here), injury, mentions of pain medication.

Much to your shock, the soreness from your day as Austin's toy wasn't too terrible. You weren't shocked that Austin was as loving and attentive as he'd promised, and then some.

"How's my baby girl and my sweet pussy today?" He crooned in your ear after letting you sleep in until quite late. You had let out a sleepy giggle at that, and Austin's hands had been all over you the second they could be. He held you all day and when you suggested a walk on the beach, he carried you on his back most of the way and hid you from Paparazzi with kisses and gentle hands pressed to your face. Both of you had been needing a day like this, and you felt absolutely at home in his arms by the time you dragged each other into the bedroom before you had to get dressed for an evening out.

"Baby, I don't have to go tomorrow," he starts when you look at his schedule together. He was still mostly in his suit and your dress you wore to dinner was pulled up, panties across the floor. His hands were gentle but worshipful on your hips, and you could tell he was still feeling guilty about having to meet with his agent and then go to lunch with friends the next day.

"Austin, my love. I'm okay, and I want you to go have fun. Please?" You encourage. "Come on, don't give stuff up for me, we said we wouldn't be that couple, go on," you remind him. He melts into you and rests his head on your chest, resisting the urge to tug your dress down and suckle on your perfect skin.

"Okay. But when I come home let's do more wedding stuff okay?" He asks with a soft smile. "Please?"

You nod, smiling at him and you rest your hand on his cheek. His hands roam over your body and land on your stomach.

"Baby, I might be overthinking this, but will you tell me if you feel off over the next couple weeks? I uhm... I read that the position we tried is how a lot of couples who are. Uh. Trying?" He coughs. "Got pregnant," he finishes and you can't help but laugh.

"Baby boy, I'm on birth control, its okay," you reassure him and he blushes.

"I know, but... I don't know. I came in you a lot and we didn't really clean you up until the very end, I know its stupid but I still wanna know if you're feeling sick okay?" He presses the matter, gently rubbing your belly and sides.

You giggle and nod.

"Yes, Austin, I will tell you. I tell you everything," you smile, and he kisses you, perking up quite a bit.

"Thats true. No secrets here," he smiles and presses kisses to your shoulder. You fall asleep like that, in a dark room, partially dressed with your hands pushed under his shirt and his face pressed to your neck, sleeping soundly through the night surrounded by the scent of each other.

When you wake the next morning, you wake to an empty bed. You frown a little but you hear the shower running and there's a note with a cup of coffee on the bedside table.

"Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you

Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you" the note reads and you smile, nuzzling into his pillow before sitting up slowly.

You smile and drink the coffee, standing slowly, but to your surprise, you have to put the coffee down to avoid dropping it. Your legs are cramped, uncomfortably so, and you stretch them out before trying to stand again. Your legs respond well to the second attempt, and you make your way to the bathroom. You stand in the doorway and listen as Austin sings softly under the water, and you find yourself jealous of the droplets on his skin.

"Darling, so it goes... some things are meant to be..." he sings and you smile, slowly undressing and getting in the shower with him, singing the harmony lines as you slide your arms around him from behind. He leans into your touch and grins as you sing together and when he turns to look at you, he pulls you into a kiss directly under the shower head.

"There's a drought. This is the best I can do as far as kissing in the rain," he hums against your lips and you giggle.

"Thank god we're saving the planet by showering togerher," you hum and he nods.

"We're basically superheroes," he moans, and rocks you in his arms gently as he pushes his tongue between your lips. You tug the soft hair framing his face gently and he moans, pressing you against the shower wall.

"My meeting is in one hour," he hums against your neck. "Mama, can I taste you, please?" He asks and you nod, resting your leg on his shoulder when he sinks to his knees, screaming his name as he licks you until you gush all over him and you both collapse, breathless, on the floor of the shower.

When you're both clean and dried, you guide Austin to sit down on the bed, trying to hide your sore, wobbly legs from him.

"Want me to dress you today?" You ask as his arms come up automatically to wrap around your waist and his face nuzzles into your hips.

"Yeah, Mama, I don't really wanna go but if I know you're helping me its better," he smiles a little and you lift his chin, tilting his face so you can lean down and kiss him.

"Good boy," you smile and go to the closet, picking out dark mineral washed jeans, a white long sleeve shirt, and his favorite boots. You grab his stainless steel rings and a necklace with your initials on it and come back out to him.

He smiles as you hand him his clothes and he shakes his head.

"You do it, Mama. Mama does it better," he hums, looking up at you. You blush and you nod, gently tugging his hair and kissing him.

"I love you sweet boy," you smile at him and he nips at your hip.

"Love you most, Mamas," he closes his eyes and waits. You put his shirt on him, and then you guide him to stand up. Kneeling at his feet, his length looks so tempting but you swallow the drool gathering in your mouth at the sight of his cock so you can help him step into a pair of snug briefs. He swallows thickly and you kiss just below his bellybutton. Getting his jeans on is quicker, and when you stand slowly, you put his jewelry on, one ring at a time. He points to the bedside table where he left his engagement ring before getting in the shower.

"Good boy," you hum and he preens under the praise. You put it on him and dab his neck with a little cologne before putting the necklace on him.

"Arms up, baby," you purr, holding up his favorite deodorant. He bites his lip and tilts his head back as you put it on him under his shirt and then you slowly brush his hair.

"Okay, baby. Enough denying the inevitable. You gotta go, get your boots on and go kick ass," you say softly, and he pulls you into a deep, appreciative kiss.

"I know," he nods and he puts his shoes on and heads down the stairs to the door. "Get some rest, I'll be back soon, I'll bring you some lunch like a good boy," he promises and you press your forehead to his.

"Best boy. Love you," you whisper and he kisses you, hugging you close.

"Love you Mama," he sighs, inhaling your scent before leaving before he loses his nerve to leave.

After a nap and more stretching, you decide to clean and switch over the apartment color scheme to Fall and make a nice dinner plan for you and Austin. You put up the family photos you'd been procrastinating hanging up, changed the sheets to deep rust and burgundy and cream, and carry the piles of Fall clothes you had in storage downstairs to be washed. However, you were unused to the gap design of the loft stairs, and your legs were still shaky, and you miss a step. You feel a painful pop, your leg gives out, and you slide painfully down the stairs, smacking your head on the wall.

The pain and shock are overwhelming and you start crying. Your dominant side is pushed away now; you need Daddy. Your phone is in your pocket, thankfully, and you look at the time with tear soaked eyes and shaking hands. Austin should be out of his meeting. You call him, and it rings out until you get his voicemail.

"D...Daddy, pick up..." you whimper and then you hang up. You try to stand, to see if you can make it to the couch, but there's no way. You call him again and it goes straight to voice-mail.

"Please, Daddy... Austin, I need you to come back," you sob, and then you lay back on the floor, exhausted from holding yourself up. Your shoulder aches from falling and your head hurts, as well as the ache settling into your hips, legs, and rapidly swelling ankle. You send two snaps and call three more times, to no avail.

"Come ON," You growl in frustration, and end up crying on the floor at the foot of the stairs. After a few minutes you call again and after two rings he picks up.

"Hey, Mamas, perfect timing, my meeting ran long and I'm about to go get lunch, what do you want me to bring you?" He asks. You pause and he clears his throat.

"Mamas?" He asks, and you sniffle.

"Daddy, I'm hurt.. I fell," you sob and he gasps.

"Don't move, I'm on my way, do not try to get up. Is anything broken? Is there a fire or water running?" He asks and you can hear he's running. He sounds crazed, and you want to tell him to calm down but you can't even keep your own breathing even. You hear him opening his car door, starting the car, and connecting to bluetooth so he can stay on the phone with you.

"D..Daddy, nothing like that, just... come home," you cry.

"Okay, Baby girl, Daddy's coming, it's okay. Tell me what happened," he tries to soothe you but his voice is shaking. He stays on the phone with you, listening to your story, until he bursts through the door and when he sees you, his face crumbles. The blazing fire in his eyes goes up in smoke and he looks so sad and scared as he sprints to you and drops to the floor by your side.

"Princess... oh, no, my baby," he cradles you to him and then lifts you into his lap. You wince and his heart breaks a little. "Where hurts, baby?" He asks and you sob.

"Everywhere," you whine and he kisses your red, tear streaked cheeks.

"Baby, we gotta go to the doctor," he says quietly, limbs shaking and jaw trembling.

"I'm fine," you start and he shakes his head.

"Mamas, you fell down the stairs, you have to go get checked out," he insists and you try to shake your head but it hurts too much, and you cave.

When you get to the emergency room, (after a drive thats a total blurr because Austin was white knuckling the steering wheel the whole time, jaw clenched, one hand holding yours) the first thing you ask for once they get you into a room is some pain management so that Austin can lay down with you without worrying about hurting you. After a quick blood test they agree, and the second you make grabby hands for him he's right there holding you while they wrap your sprained ankle and check your other injuries.

"I'm okay, Daddy," you whisper, causing the nurse to raise her eyebrow and look at her colleague. "But you better make sure people sign NDA's because I'm not having our lives on the front page," you say to him quietly, and you bury your face in his chest. He soothes you calmly, feeling a lot better now that you're more comfortable and he knows nothing is broken and you're feeling cuddly.

"I will Baby girl, don't worry," he says softly, kissing your cheek. "How you feeling?" He asks, the words laced with concern, and you look at him softly.

"I'm okay, Daddy, I feel better," you smile.

"You were crying so hard, you were so hurt..." he shakes his head and cups your jaw tenderly. "I can't believe I didn't pick up, I'm so selfish..." he sighs, running his hand over his face, but you take his hand and hold it close to your chest, kissing his jaw.

"Daddy, your meeting went long, its okay... I missed you but I'm alright, I was scared but you came back to me," you soothe him, your brain a little fuzzy from the meds. His fingers dance through your hair, and he kisses your forehead.

"Go to sleep baby, we can talk about it later," he smiles sadly, but even through the fog you know this is wrong.

"Daddy, no! You're the best Daddy..." you insist, hands gripping his shirt. He shifts your position so you're laying more comfortably and holds you securely.

"Daddy's not going anywhere, Princess..."

When he finally gets you home, he hand feeds you a dinner of mac and cheese and a popsicle for dessert so you can have all your comfort foods and keep your pain medication down.

"We'll get the stairs redone," he says fretfully, brushing your hair and dabbing some cream on your bruised shoulders and neck. "I promise, Mama. Nothing like this will happen again. And I'm never turning my phone off again," he assures you and you lean against him.

"Thanks for always picking me up when I'm down, Daddy," your voice sounds low and sleepy again and he melts into you.

"You do the same for me, Mamas. Every damn time," he whispers, and closes his eyes, feeling more thankful than ever that you're safe in his arms.

#austin butler #austin butler imagine #austin butler smut #you light my morning sky #austin butler elvis #fic requests #austin butler x reader

[kbirby]

phantom of the opera rant because I am brain rotting so hard

I recently rewatched phantom of the opera (25th anniversary Royal Albert Hall ver) after years from the last time I saw it, which was in high school and I barely remembered most of the story.

Needless to say, absolutely stunned. The music, the story everything about it. I'm sure it has it's flaws as all things but I absolutely clung to it. Something I've been thinking so much about is the utter wonderfulness of the graveyard scene. The writing, the music and the raw emotion Christine shows in the scene.

It's why I'm also kind of confused as from what I've seen fandom wise, I think the most common perceived interpretation of that scene is that Christine still "wants to fuck the phantom" which I completely do not feel or agree on at all. Or if not that, I hardly see anyone talk about the scene in general, about it's writing intricacies and how vital of a moment it is for Christine.

The scene and song "Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again" takes place directly after "Notes/Twisted Every Way". Where the main cast are fretting over what to do next regarding the phantom and his opera he has given to them. Everything is revolving around Christine, as Erik literally casts her as the lead, and nearly all of his actions are motivated by boosting Christine's career. Carlotta is blaming her and even saying she's doing this on purpose, while Christine is stressing as she does not want this at all. She's TERRIFIED at this point, in the middle of the mess breaking down and screaming that she is frightened. Raoul comforts her, but regardless insists that if they use her as bait essentially they can catch Erik. Christine cannot deal with this stress, and thus runs away.

After their rehearsal of Don Juan Triumphant, the next scene, "Wishing You Were Somehow Here Again", is Christine visiting her Father, and trying to work through her grief. As something I hardly see anyone touch on, which I absolutely adore as a detail, is that Christine is essentially dealing with FRESH grief of the loss of her father.

She is visiting her father as a child would to find guidance for troubling times, and for comfort. Which is already such a gut punch, but she is also singing about her grief as if it is fresh because it IS. The Phantom has been the Angel of Music to her for YEARS at this point. It was not till recently that image was shattered, even if six months have passed you can't simply unpack years of that illusion in that time. The Phantom was how the image of her father lived on in Christine's mind, comforting and guiding her the way she wishes he still could in living.

This is exactly why Christine's performance is so emotional, and why she is so incredibly vulnerable. Not to mention everything else she is currently dealing with in her life. She's involved in a secret engagement that she is hiding from Erik who basically lives in the walls, she is being put in spotlight she does not want out of fear for her life, she is being BLAMED for all of this by a jealous co-star, her lover at this point is telling her "You have to do this".

And this is also why "Wandering Child/Brava Brava" is so much MORE than "Christine still wants to fuck the phantom". There is no denying that in the beginning of the story there is attraction, and even lingering attraction during these moments. The relationship that Christine and Erik share cannot simply be undone in a couple months of his absence.

Erik knows that she is vulnerable in this moment, and in the literal presence of where her father lays to rest comes to her saying "I have come to save you from being misguided, you've suffered for too long."

It's exactly what Christine wants, to be guided and helped. She has come to her father for help in way she knows she will not get it. Rationally she knows that this is not real, but she wants to believe. And I do not doubt that her rationale is most likely also incredibly clouded. After following a disembodied voice for years, I doubt her logic compass is super on par.

The Phantom directly uses words like "fathering gaze" because this is what she is seeking, and welcomes her with the familiar tune of "Angel of Music".

It is a heartbreaking scene of vulnerability, grief and the danger that she faces currently. I adore that during Erik's mantra of "I am your angel of music" Christine is literally entranced, unresponsive to Raoul's cries to snap her out of it until several tries.

I do want to say I do not think of Erik as a horrible villain but it shocks me that no one further touches on the complexities of the writing and the music. I am 100% an Erik apologist but I hardly see anyone recognizing moments like this where he is not the best person. He is doing horrible things, he is taking advantage of Christine and isolating her. Most likely because it's harder to hold onto your faves and recognize their horrible actions and talk about them.

No hate to those that turn their cheek the other way, I just wish I saw more discussions like this. I think it especially adds to the complexity of Erik. Not to mention the most common way I see Erik and Christine paired romantically, Christine is usually pretty out of character because that is the only way you can fit her without recognizing the way the original source material is written.

#kbirby.rants #kbirby.txt #phantom of the opera #poto #poto 25

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Glee Musical Retrospective: Borderline/Open Your Heart

Sung by: Rachel Berry and Finn Hudson Original Artist(s): Madonna

Oh hey! It's a Finchel duet I actually like! As well as being a mash up that I think is incredibly underrated. These songs just flow together seamlessly, and I love it.

Story Analysis

As usual, this mash up completely serves the Finchel story. Rachel may be with Jesse, but her feelings for Finn are still very much near the surface. Meanwhile, Finn is not about letting go of his own feelings (even if he's still trying to figure them all out.)

Something in the way you loved me won't let me be I don't want to be your prisoner so baby won't you set me free

It's interesting that Rachel is singing these lines. The first line, especially, speaks to how Rachel is trying to push past her feelings for Finn, but they're still right there in the open.

Stop playin' with my heart Finish what you start When you make my love come down

Again, interesting lyrics for Rachel -- since she's the who's in a relationship now. I feel like this speaks to the previous episode -- where Finn dumped her and now wants her back.

Don't try to resist me Open your heart to me, baby I'll hold the lock and you hold the key

And then we get Finn's lines -- which are pretty straightforward. I mean, look at the intensity he gives off all during the song. He's zeroed in on her, and not letting that feeling go.

Something in your eyes is makin' such a fool of me

Again, a Rachel line! (even if it's repeated by Finn) - right now in her life, she may have found some one who is perfect for her (and, editorial comment -- he is) but the heart wants what the heart wants. And she still has strong feelings for Finn that she's going to have to deal with.

I see you on the street and you walk on by When you hold me in your arms You love me till I just can't see So you choose to look the other way Well I've got something to say... Open your heart to me, baby I'll hold the lock and you hold the key

They both sing this together... which is kind of where we're at with Finchel. Sure, it's going to take the rest of the season for the two of them to work their way back to each other but how they feel are not in question. And they'll continue to sing at each other until they work through the stuff they need to work through.

Technical Thoughts

Brad is smiling during this song -- what is even going on??

The thing about this song is that the mash up works SO. Well. The songs blend beautifully with each other -- and it makes such a catchy song that you can't help but bopping along to.

Madonna has this relentless energy. Even if this song is a bit angsty -- it's still so upbeat and poppy and driving. The camera work here is fast and whirling, following Finn and Rachel as they float around the school. It's kind of crazy (but so are Finchel) and it really kind of works for the song. The last shot around the piano is absolutely dizzying, but I think it works -- signifying how Finchel is dizzy for each other. (Also - notice they're in eye contact for nearly the whole song?)

So, when they're in the library -- Finn suddenly just starts grabbing books off the shelf and throwing them to the floor. It's so random that I crack up every time I see it. Why, Ryan Murphy - Why?? Also -- Cory is so much taller than Lea, he's half bent during this entire song, lol.

Anyway - here's an interesting thing to listen for. The original Madonna version is very 80s sounding in its use of synth. They've taken most of that out here -- but if you listen to the background, you can hear a little of that synth sound buried. It's kinda cool and a nice nod to the original source material.

Speaking of Easter Eggs -- probably the most fun part of the song are all the Madonna outfit cameos. I don't know enough about Madonna to tell you what is what -- but I do recognize them all, and it's just a ton of fun seeing them all peppered throughout the hallway.

Meanwhile - contradictory to me actually liking this one, I don't... actually like how either of them sound on the song? It's too high for Finn and not really a good style fit for Rachel. But I don't even care - the song is that much fun.

vs. The Studio Version: It's literally a cleaner version of the televised version. Exactly the same. Huh. Probably cause it's a mash-up.

vs. The Original Version: (Borderline / Open Your Heart): Ooff it's SO 80s! Lol. Something I noticed with Borderline - in the mash up they never use the Borderline refrain because they're using Open Your Heart for the chorus, but I think it has some interesting lyrics that fit the Finchel story -- 'you keep pushing my love over the borderline' -- and that's the thing with them. They keep pushing boundaries. Rachel pushed hard during the Front 13, and now it's Finn's turn to see how far he can get....

Meanwhile... what is even going on in the video for Open Your Heart?? You can tell this was a risqué thing back in the 80s. Anyway - comparatively - the Glee version updates the arrangement to make it sound a lot less 80s -- and, honestly, the whole thing really works. I kind of like when the show takes a song in a different direction and ends up making something that not only doesn't sound like a Kidz Bop track, but makes something engaging and fun.

#the great glee rewatch #so's musical retrospective #glee #glee music #Youtube

[sleepy-achilles]

Bad shift in work calls for some outrageous fluff I feel like.

Could you please write something with both shawn and taker’s pov of them just loving their husband?

I'm sorry for your bad work day. I hope this can make you feel better, even if it's a tad bit late.

Hbtaker- Sweet thing

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---Shawn---

Shawn can't help but smile as he watches his husband play whatever game with the children. He loved seeing this side of taker, especially as not many got to see it.

Taker had John on his back, a sleeper hold whilst taker tried to grab at Leon who was dodging him. "Cmon Lee! We almost got him! Finish him off!" John yells. Shawn leans against the doorframe as taker dramatically falls to his knees, perfect height for the small child to deliver sweet chin music. Taker groans dramatically and falls face first to keep John safe. John jumps up and pulls Leon into a hug. "We did it!" John cheers. Shawn can't help but smile as the small boy smiles and stares at John in awe. "Cmon, let's go plan for uncle kev and goldusts visit" John smiles. Leon just nods and lets the older boy pull him away.

Shawn pushes off the doorframe and makes his way to his husband. Taker still hasn't moved. "Is his superkick as good as mine?" Shawn asks. Taker rolls onto his back and shawn straddles his hips. Taker doesn't hesitate to put his hands on his waist. "I'd say better. He actually doesn't try to kick my head off like you" Taker smirks. Shawn just smiles and places his hands on takers firm chest. "Yeah well, give him a few years and he'll be more than willing." Shawn mutters examing the man.

Shawn loves looking at him. He's a handsome man. Hell, Shawn sometimes wished he was as handsome as Taker.

Shawn can't help but chuckle to himself as he looks down. "Whats going on in that pretty little head?" Taker asks as he rubs shawns sides. "You" shawn admits quietly. "Yeah? I like the sound of that" Taker smirks sitting up causing Shawn to slide down into his lap. "Mm yeah.. just how much I love you and the side of you only I get to see" Shawn whispers. "And what side would that be darling?" Taker asks quietly. "The loving...family guy. Seeing with you the boys..with John.. " Shawn trails off. Taker just watches him. "God I love you" shawn whispers pulling him into a deep kiss.

As shawn threads his fingers into takers hair he can't help but to think about how lucky he is. He's dated a lot of shitty men in the past. Only introduced one to John and immediately regretted it. Taker? He never regretted it. Taker immediately took John under his wing and John immediately took to taker. It is how they ended up with another after all. Shawn made an oath that he'd do anything for taker.

God he, the heartbreak kid was madly in love. And he didn't hate it.

Shawn pulls back slightly, rubbing his thumb over takers jaw. "I love everything about you" shawn whispers, kissing the end of takers nose. "I love you too, you sap" Taker chuckles. "Ewww" John gags. Shawn and taker look to see the two kids stood in the doorway. "What are you two up too?" Shawn asks as he spots the war paint on their face. "Waiting for uncle kev and goldie" John shrugs. "To do what?" Taker asks. "We can't tell you." John states. Taker taps shawns hip. "Sorry my love. This will have to wait till tonight. When we have the house to ourself." Taker whispers. Shawn raises an eyebrow and moves to sit on the floor.

Shawn can't help but smile as taker pushes up and a chase starts between the man and the boys.

Who woulda known all it took to tame the heartbreak kid was a man great with kids?

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---Taker---

Taker leans back and shakes his head. He married an absolute idiot.

He watches as shawn and goldust sing, terribly, the lyrics to whatever popular song it is. He smiles as he brings the beer bottle to his mouth.

If you were to tell young him he'd end up marrying that annoying blonde from the rockers, he'd have laughed. Something takers not even sure he could do.

He will always be grateful Shawn and John entered his life. Especially Shawn.

His heart races as shawn leans against goldust to let out one of his belly laughs. Taker loves the smile that Shawn has plaster on his face. It's shawns smile. Not the boy toys, not vinces cash cow. Shawns. And he loves it.

Shawn was a pretty boy and he knew Shawn hated that someday but taker? Taker loved it. Shawn is beautiful, from his flawless skin, his bright blue eyes and his long mane of golden hair. Taker fell in love with him more and more every day and nothing could change that. Even his goofy screaming he'd call singing.

Taker watches as shawn walks over. "Hey beautiful" Taker hums pulling shawn into his lap. "What'd I do to deserve this?" Shawn asks, happily leaning into taker.

Taker would often describe shawn as..cat like. Sometimes the man would actually pur. Not completely a cat though. Part fox aswell.

"Takes" Shawn whines with a pout. Taker looks at him and smiles. "Just thinking about how much I love you darling." Taker smiles, placing a soft kiss on shawns temple. "Little old me?" Shawn asks. Taker chuckles as shawns face flushes. "Yeah little you." Taker murmurs placing a kiss on shawns jaw. "What about me?" Shawn asks. "Everything. Your pretty eyes. Strong jaw. Your smile and laughter..your real smile and laughter. All of it is beautiful to me." Taker whispers. Shawn stares at him for a few moments before kissing Taker.

Shawn pulls back slightly, his eyes full of lust. "You need to take me to the bathroom or the hotel room. Right now." Shawn orders. "Do I now?" Taker chuckles pulling shawn closer. "Hearing my confessions of love for gets you that hot and bothered?" Taker asks, taking shawns chin between his thumb and finger and tilting the blondes head. "Hey, I've got issues, you knew that when you put a ring on it. The idea that anyone can see any good in me or love me because of it gets me hot and bothered." Shawn purs. Taker sighs. "Got me in a lot of trouble in highschool" Shawn jokes. "I bet baby." Taker hums.

Shawn frowns. "Whatcha thinking?" Shawn asks. "How imma show you how much I love you" Taker huffs, standing, picking Shawn up. Shawn squeals and holds on. "I could name a few ways" Shawn smirks. "I bet you could" Taker chuckles waving at goldust as he carries Shawn out.

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NOTES

Why this took me from the time I posted my last one to 2am. I will never know why.

Got distracted by NCIS I guess.

#wwe #shawn michaels #the undertaker #wwf #hbtaker #undertaker x shawn michaels #shawn x undertaker #leon michaels #john cena #goldust