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still-a-morosexual-help · 2 years

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It's Lesson 69 Time... ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

-Lesson 50 Anon

I binge watched peacemaker till 4am the previous night and god fucking dammit i love that show but by fuck i'm tired :')

@lesson-anon

As Usual;

• Links (to screenshots and theories) are in bold!

• Dialogue is HEAVILY paraphrased & the events are HEAVILY summarised/edited so this is in no way a substitute to playing the actual lesson

• Each paragraph represents one chapter of the lesson, I write each paragraph immediately after playing the chapter and so in one paragraph I might theorise what's gonna happen in the next chapter/paragraph

• Solely gonna focus on "Mammon's Route"

• 🔞 language and (somewhat vague) situations

LESSON 👅🍆💦👅🐱💦👅🍑 💦 69

MC, Asmo, Beel & Levi have lost the will to live so they're testing fate by listening to Lucifer's records in the music room without his permission. Levi's complaining & ends up starting an argument with Beel about whether or not Beel's a "musclebound meathead" Asmo asks MC how their trial went and they tell the others that they passed because Thirteen & Raphael admitted to having fun in the end despite all 3 of them seemingly having beef with each other and that's what Diavolo wanted - for them to be able to work together and enjoy themselves despite any bad blood between them (tiny mammon moment? or am i just experiencing withdrawal symptoms?) Beel & Asmo congratulate MC and Levi says "THAT'S COOL BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE I GOT RUN OVER BY A FUCKING TRUCK SO" They wonder what the next trial could be

Or the chapter in which mammon nearly loses his life rip😔 Levi & Asmo are each suggesting their own version of the 2nd trial and Belphie tells them to shut the fuck up. "Where the fuck did you come from!?" screams Levi. "I was here the entire time, you dingus." says Belphie. Belphie leaves in a huff, saying he can't sleep with them yapping. Beel calls BS because Belphie has no problem sleeping through Beel's sleeptalking or rouse-the-dead snoring. MC volunteers to go check on him. He's in the observatory? planetarium? I dunno the room with all the stars. You know the one. He asks if his brothers told them to come and they say they came of their own accord and they ask him what's wrong. He huffs some more and tell them nothing's wrong. They then start talking about the stars and he asks if they're doing it to make him happy. He opens up and says that it's not just his brothers and the side characters but a large percentage of RAD wants to get railed by MC so he's feeling neglected uwu It's actually a pretty touching and sweet moment and a valid fear to have that a friend maybe drifting away from you as their inner & outer circles grow. AND he apologises for acting immature about the whole thing so yeah it's a really good moment that fleshes him out more & makes him more relatable. If MC hugs him instead he says that seeing MC talk so happily with the other 3 made him jealous and they end up kissing before he starts talking about the entire population wanting to bend over for MC. Either way he's happy they have this time alone, just the two of them and then Mammon interrupts because he heard MC's voice and Belphie asks MC if he can kill his brother

ABDKDYDJDNDKXMD MAMMON CHAPTER😭 It's been so long😭🥺 They've left home and are walking through the streets and Mammon says that if Belphie hadn't been trying to murder him with his eyes he would have invited him too. MC asks where they're going and Mammon says they're heading to purgatory hall because he's worried about Simeon, and Lucifer kept dodging his questions. He says they'll just have to force Simeon to talk because if Simeon's in trouble he should tell them so that they can help. MC tells him he's very sweet to which he splutters while trying to remind them he's a Sin (the jerk with a heart of gold trope). A stomach grumbles and he teases MC before realising that he can't tell if it's his either. They follow the smell of food to a taco truck (MC being a freak) and decide to each get a different type of sauce so that they could share. MC gets sauce on their face and asks Mammon to wipe it off but they end up continously kissing him without letting him do so (mc's flirting tactics). (Mammon being a good big bro) They spot Simeon & Luke and call them over. The two are heading for the market and MC & Mammon end up tagging along. (Just this chapter♡)

At the market Mammon asks Simeon how things are going with Raphael. Simeon asks if he just wants to find out how Raphael & Solomon are getting along. Simeon says he's never seen them interact at home because Raphael goes to sleep early and wakes up early while Solomon's the opposite. The 4 of them discuss what the two of them might be doing while they're home alone right now and end up going to purgatory hall to (very badly) spy on them. This is what they're doing. They get caught because they're loud as fuck and Simeon & Luke head off to make lunch while Mammon pesters Raphael until he takes him to see his room. Mammon's disappointed when he comes back but exclaims in surprise about something Solomon is holding

While Luke & Simeon were distracted Solomon had managed to use their ingredients to make his own meal for all of them :) everyone tries to scramble around to push each other under the bus until Raphael takes a bite and absolutely loved it. "He took a bite and now he's hallucinating isn't he?" goes Luke. "Maybe - hear me out - maybe Raphael's tasebuds are just fucked to hell and back..." goes MC. "Yeah that's definitely it" says Mammon who recounts a prank in the Celestial Realm that revealed that there's just something deeply wrong with Raphael. Raphael urges the others to eat too, focusing on Luke because he needs to get "big and strong". Mammon takes the opportunity to grab MC & Simeon and make a run for it. They end up in Simeon's room. "Maybe we shouldn't have left Luke....." says Simeon. "Eh, I'm sure he'll live" says MC. "Yeah. I mean he might flatline a couple times but he'll probably pull through" says Mammon. Mammon says this works out well for them though and when Simeon questions him, he says this and Simeon realises he's been cornered.

Okay but this was Mammon's chapter like no other and I can't explain it here so have: Mammon being ready to go to war for Simeon, Video of Mammon figuring it all out, Mammon & MC's interrogation dynamic. Luke comes running in crying about how the three left him to die and Mammon says this. Back at home MC runs into Beel in the kitchen.

MC's making pancakes for Mammon and Beel starts backseat cooking, when MC asks what's wrong he more or less says he felt jealous after seeing how much trouble they were going through for Mammon and that he knows it's a childish feeling and that it surprised him too. MC says they didn't forget him and that they bought lobster for him. He hugs them tight and MC can either ask for kiss or ask him what else he loves - he blushes and tells them not to ask questions they already know the answer to before telling them he loves all food😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐🤦🏻

MC brings Mammon the pancakes which he says are good and they "Ain't I lucky to have such a good servant" Mammon says. "Really?" They say pressing their toes to his side and wiggling them just to see him shriek and squirm away, "Then why aren't I hearing a thank you?" And Mammon immediately starts heaping them with praise and gushing about how they're the best and I just love their interactions, I love the teasing😭😖. Beel and Mammon end up arguing about who's currently gorging themselves on food more and who's dodging student council work more when there's an explosion from somewhere in the house which is honestly just a normal Saturday evening for them so I don't get why they're worried

ALL OF MC'S HARD WORK IN S3!!! DOWN THE DRAIN😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 They go to the living room/ballroom which is completely destroyed and filled with smoke and a scowling Lucifer. Beel & Mammon try to make each other go ask Lucifer what's wrong until Mammon manages to use MC as the sacrificial goat. But MC's got balls of steal so it's okay. They ask Lucifer and get ignored. He instead asks Mammon to make sure he finds someone to come rebuild the room. The others trickle down, saying they saw a seriously pissed off storm away. The others decide this is just one of Satan & Lucifer's usual fights and that it should sort itself. Two weeks later, "YOUR BABY BROTHER HAS BEEN MISSING FOR TWO WHOLE FUCKING WEEKS AND NONE OF YOU BOTHERED TO TRY AND FIND HIM!!!??? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!? WHAT THE FUCK!!!???" says Luke. Beel is upset because only Satan can make a very specific dish he likes "ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME!? THAT"S WHAT YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT!? YOU DUMB FUCKING FUC-" "He's in the human world." says Barbatos. "HOW THE FUCK IS HE-" "He asked me to open a portal for him." "WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU-" "He's giving me rare tea in exhange." "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?!!?" "Let's go get him back" says MC. "FINALLY SOMEONE WITH A GODDAMNED BRAIN CELL!" says Luke

In the locked chapter, Belphie's pissed because the attic is full of boxes and boxes of doujinshi which Levi had been storing in Purgatory Hall's spare room that is now in use by Raphael. The way Levi tried skirting around explaining what they were to Belphie and then how immediately he jumps on them being just manga style fanfiction when Belphie gives him that out makes me think that a good 95% of them are just hardcore porn. Raphael's room is rather empty and plain, he tells Mammon not to touch anything and ends up fixing MC's torn sleeve. The two remember when he did the same for Mammon after he got his clothes caught in a tree branch when they were both angels

The hard lesson takes place a couple months? week? in the past before the exchange students had arrived. Diavolo was talking to Thirteen who also has some antiquated views of demons and how well they can get along with each other let alone with angels and humans. She's agreed to the program because she's curious about what kind of place RAD is and how it made that possible. When Diavolo suggests she stays at Purgatory Hall she leaves in a huff, not wanting to share a roof with Solomon. Solomon, who had just being training MC in the human world arrives, he wants to talk about Simeon but the chapter ends before anything can be said

In the chats:

Raphael apologises to Simeon for eating all of Solomon's cooking without leaving anything for him and Simeon considers converting to a new religion with Raphael as their saviour

In the fantastic three chat, Barbatos asks what he should do about Satan requesting to go to the human world. Lucifer just continously sends the broody frowning emojis so Diavolo steps up to the plate as co-parent and okays it, telling Barbatos to set up a room for Satan in his hotel

My overall thoughts about this lesson

This would have been posted a lot sooner but our government decided to fuck with us for funsies🧜‍♂️

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ourheroictommo · 4 years

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-"that’s it. for me it’s impossible to join I0uis’ fandom. his fans only talk about shipp, if there’s a pic is just shipp, if there’s a song is shipp. a pic of him playing guitar and instead of thinking if he's making new songs, they are complaining whose knee is it. fking hell"...- "Let me just rant for a minute. This makes me so angry but what makes it worse is that they still won't stop. No matter how many time you tell them, they think they're "helping" him. Don't even tell me it's not all +

+Larries. It's MOST Larries. I used to love watching reaction videos, especially of those YouTubers reacting to Walls. Guess what? 99% of the time, the person reacting will either mention Larry bc they've been exposed to it, or the majority of the comments will be about Larry. It's too many to not be all of you. Comments under locals reactions. Comments under interviews and random videos of L. Where do they draw the line? We finally got a picture after months and the first thing you do is analyse a knee that most of us didn't even notice at first. And how many likes did one tweet about the pic being fake get? 5K likes. It blew up. More than the ones UAs were posting. Now tell me it's just a few or that "it's bluegreeners." 5k bluegreeners? I think some people are lying to themselves. Fuck you for ruining his fandom for the rest of us. For the constant disrespect and hypocrisy. For the unapologetic bs. I'm so tired of them. From now on, any disrespectful Larry I come across will be reported. No questions asked... I'm so angry not because the person left the fandom, but because I'm not surprised and I don't blame them... I'm so upset that they don't care to tone it down. Ever." This acc for reporting on T: Report_28

^^^^^

Don’t blame that person either - I’ve seen so many non-larrie Louis fans either driven away from twitter and tumblr by larries or leaving themselves because they couldn’t bear all the hate and toxicity. Heck, I’m constantly on the verge of leaving myself - tumblr is hellhole because there literally aren’t any non-larrie Louis creators left so there isn’t anyone to follow and reblog from, and twitter is hellhole because every day I log into there and the first thing I see is disgusting hate and death threats Louis, Eleanor and every member of Louis’ family. @Report_28 seems to help taking some of the hate down but most of it remains and it’s so sickening. No wonder Louis abandoned social media for good.

The whole ‘bluegreeners’ excuse is just larries trying to take the blame from themselves. In the end, there isn’t any difference - you are either a conspiracy theorist or not. Whatever you call yourself - larrie, bluegreener, rad - doesn’t matter. You can’t ‘respectfully’ tinhat. You can’t ‘respectfully’ create conspiracies about stranger’s private life and sexuality. Whether you yourself actively harass Louis and his family members or not, doesn’t matter if you are creating and spreading conspiracy theories, lies and hate that enable, fuel and encourage the harassment.

And of course larries care only about their tinhatted ship and not Louis. And that’s the reason why they bombard everyone with ‘larry’ - to preserve their monopoly on Louis. According to them only larries are ‘allowed’ to be Louis’ fans - so they either recruit or harass, boycott and drive away.

The only way Louis and non-tinhat part of the fandom can get rid of them is when his new label, whatever it will be, will finally give him a promo that will expose him to the general public and help him to get a large influx of non-tinhat fans from the general public. When larries are no longer be a majority in the fandom, they will lose all their power.

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ratsketches · 4 years

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Normally wouldn’t write a post but I’ve got way too much to say about SU before I go to bed lol so let’s go (might be a lil weirdly worded but bluhh I’m real tired and I just wanted to get this out before bed):

Hooohhh fuck me ok SU future ending thoughts

Uh ok so first off I’m a total train wreck hahhh

Like I cried so much it’s insane, just one kick in the teeth after the other

Honestly so much broke me - Steven gradually shrinking into himself and breaking more and more and finally transforming, ZACH’S VA DELIVERY, just,,,,so much

The fuckin COOKIE CAT SONG BEING SUNG BY THE GANG MADE ME SOB

As soon as Steven started sobbing it fucking broke me and it was just all downhill from there

Yeah I definitely want to rewatch stuff because I feel like there was a lot that flew over my head because of how upset I got and stuff

*slaps pink steven* this boy can fit so much trauma in him

Lowkey gonna miss pink Steven too in a way

Like as much as his appearance made me feel sad and worried for Steven, he had a really rad design

The gifts Steven got for everyone were so sweet and thoughtful too

Also VEGETA JASPER

OUR DRAMATIC QUEEN

She made me laugh but then it hit me that she still wasn’t over her own personal trauma and haaahhhhhhh yeahhhhh,,,,,

Honestly as much as I adore the ending (fuck it’s still so good and I sob every time thinking that the show is over holy hell), it really could have done with some more time idk

Idk if that’s just me because honestly the whole build up to the breakdown was phenomenal

Been there, done that, got the t-shirt and the trauma all the way back

Steven continues to be painfully relatable and it kills me every time

Honestly though I feel like the whole monster Steven part should have been longer,,,???

Like idk I just feel like things wrapped up too quickly

Obviously he’s not completely over it, he’s still struggling and I’m so so fuckin glad he’s seeing a therapist because it shows he’s still healing

I feel like maybe there should have been more that happened with the hugging and stuff because it felt kind of abrupt??

STEVEN’S SOBBING WITH LION BROKE ME YET AGAIN

ALSO I WAS FOR REAL SHOUTING WITH CONNIE LIKE SBDN YEAH NO SHIT HE’S NOT OK IT’S PROBABLY ALL THE TRAUMA

CONNIE CALLING THEM OUT ON THEIR BS

WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO STAN

Monster Steven’s design is still so rad and like oof the music that plays when he turns around?? So damn good and spooky

Same goes for the music that plays at the start of the episode when he starts to have a panic attack - honestly they somehow managed to capture that panic mindset so well with the music and everything

Seeing the bedroom all packed up and empty with Greg moving in broke me big time too - same goes for literally anything with the gems but Pearl in particular

AND DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE CRYSTAL B TEAM HOOOOOOOO LORD THEY BROKE ME

Just seeing how far so many of these characters have come man

Honestly it didn’t really hit me until the episodes ended that the show was over

Like, I didn’t realise how much and how long SU was part of my life for and now it’s just,,,gone

Still wrapping my head around all of it

I definitely think there’s still stuff left open with Emerald and some of the others but at the same time?? Idk

People come and go all the time in our lives, some we only meet once and some that stick around and idk if it was trying to do something like that

Yeah I definitely think the show could have been better with extra time/episodes but I mean?? What they were able to do in such a short time is pretty damn amazing

ALMOST ALL THE BINGO SLOTS WERE TICKED OFF TOO MIGHT I ADD

Also I will admit Bismuth did sound a little off but honestly I didn’t notice at all the first time I watched it

AND SPEAKING OF BISMUTH UHHH THAT WEDDING ARMOUR BEING FITTED FOR A PEARL??? HMMMMMM

PEARL AND BISMUTH ARE TOTALLY A THING LIKE COME ON

Kind of sad we didn’t get to see any new fusions but I had a feeling they were already squeezing a lot into those last three or four episodes anywho so I wasn’t fussed when it didn’t happen

Oh and I’m really not that bothered what was in the chest

Idk I mean I was kinda curious I guess but it wasn’t the be all and end all

OH AND CONNIE AND STEVEN KISSING??? THE CUTEST SHIT

Seeing the homemade cookie cats reflecting how Steven was now compared to the one at the start broke me too

This boy’s come so far and so has everyone

I KNEW HE’D DRIVE STRAIGHT BACK AND EVERYONE WOULD CRY

Just hearing everyone say goodbye to Steven kind of hammered it home to me that,,,oh shit, this is the last time we’ll likely see these guys

I adore Future and regular SU so much for so many different reasons

I think future definitely connects to me more now that I’m older and it hurts with how relatable things were in it but I’ll still never forget how sweet and just,,,idk freeing the original show was?? The whole thing would just put me at peace and it taught me so much

,,,,Christ I’m gonna miss this show

Like, sure I can go and rewatch it whenever but it won’t be the same

I still remember sitting there waiting for the new Steven bombs or for the show to come off hiatus and things opening up more and more with every new episode

Seeing how far all the characters had come and learning all these new things

Idk man it’s just been such a wild ride

Hell I haven’t really cried at anything as much as this besides KH and some other stuff but idk this one especially hit me hard

Like I said, I think this show had a really solid ending, it made me a total emotional train wreck but with that being said, I definitely think it was missing something between the monster Steven and the ending part but I appreciate the fact they didn’t just say everything was fine and Steven’s back to normal and everything’s fixed

Steven’s still going to therapy and it was obvious that he’s still hurting with everything all catching up to him as he let it all out

I think it was less of them going “oh yeah he’s fine now we don’t have to worry” and more just “things still aren’t ok and we’re sorry for what you’ve gone through, how can we help and support you?” and I really appreciate that

I think Steven going away and having his own space helps though, he’s never truly had the chance to just go and be by himself and be at peace to make his own decisions before - it’s only ever been when he’s trying to help others and/or when he’s risking his life, but now his journey is up to him

This came at the right kind of time I think, I’ve been really scared about the future, about change, about people I love moving on and me not being able to catch up and not knowing what lies ahead

Change is ok, it will almost always happen and that’s ok, but the people who truly love you will always be with you to support you through it

Steven Universe taught me so much and gave me so much peace as a teen and now as an adult, Future gave me even more

And I mean hell, there’s so much change going on in my life right now but this show helped me to kind of accept a lot of it and just keep going no matter what

Just,,,fuck, thank you to the whole team - you guys,,are the best and I’ll never not be thankful for this show

#su future spoilers #su spoilers #steven universe spoilers #steven universe future spoilers #suf spoilers #steven spoilers #steven u spoilers #steven u future spoilers

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spnife · 7 years

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91 question tag

Tagged by @vanillabeanniall and then @uswntinharmony

More below the cut bc that’s how I roll

the last –

1. drink: Arizona Tea

2. phone call: my mom

3. text message: my mom - she sent me two climbing videos. Or I sent them to me, from her phone

4. song i listened to: What a feeling, but I was asleep (i checked the music app just now), so the last song I remember hearing is Ray of Light by Madonna

5. time you cried: wednesday. First day of school was today so it was some stress

have you ever – 6. dated someone twice: yeah

7. been cheated on: yeah. I became friends with the guy though. Similar tastes I guess??? (( Actually I blocked him on snapchat last year bc he was talking some bs on his story but in eigth grade he wasn’t awful)) She lied abt it though and then talked to me two years later and still lied like okay

8. kissed someone and regretted it: no ragrets

9. lost someone special: not really

10. been depressed: fuck hell yep

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: no. I had like a sip of beer on a trip but it was just to mess with a dude while he was in the porta potty

list 3 favorite colors – 12. light blue

13. orangish pink

14. dark purple

in the last year have you – 15. made new friends: heck yeah. I switched schools and found a really good group of people there already. It’s been alright

16. fallen out of love: not in the last year. gotta be in love first

17. laughed until you cried: probably but I don’t remember rn

18. found out someone was talking about you: I think? I found out parents were saying nice things about me. Mean wise maybe? I’m not really sure. Probably

19. met someone who changed you: at least one. a teacher last year

20. found out who your true friends were: i think?

more – 21. kissed someone on your facebook? alas, i do not have a facebook

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? see 21

23. do you have any pets? A super sweet black lab named FeeBee, a kitten named Mulder and a cat named Milo, and a hedgehog named Wembly

24. do you want to change your name? i like my name. My last name bothers me sometimes bc dad stuff but it’s gotten better

25. what did you do on your last birthday? I had a chill day at school, got a nice car, got a card from all of the kids on the climbing team. One of them said “Wow Coach Ella, you only have two more years til you can drink,” like i’m sorry kid I’m only 16

26. what time did you wake up? 7. first day of school

27. what were you doing at midnight? crying and putting school stuff in my backpack and watching VEEP

28. name something you can’t wait for: to keep getting better at climbing, the Harry Styles concert on oct 11, my birthday on oct 13 bc it should be fun and I hope I’ll get another card from the climbing team bc they’re all lovely

29. when was the last time you saw your mother? today

30. what is one thing you wish you could change about your life? i want to know that I’ll be able to be happy

31. what are you listening to right now? watching Raising Hope

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom? yep

33. something that is getting on your nerves? I keep getting anxiety while I’m at climbing practice and that’s one of my most comfortable places. it feels like im going downhill with climbing even though I know im getting better

34. most visited site: netflix

school – 35. elementary: i loved my elementary school. every teacher i had was amazing, small school in austin and a good community and i still talk to my friends from there. so when i moved to the new school in fifth grade and depression was already showing up, the differences made it literally hell. it was awful. i didnt like my teachers and i didnt know people

36. middle: 6th grade was hell, 7th grade was even fuckin worse, 8th was still pretty bad. All the worst years of my life so far, and tbh it’s gonna be hard to top them

37. high: better than middle school but thats a really fucking low bar. like incredibly low.

38. college: planning for ACC for two years to get base courses, dream school UT in an engineering major. I love the school and the program there, but I worry if I could barely get through middle school, how tf am I supposed to survive college. Also it didn’t feel great when I was talking to a friend and I was like “yeah ut is tbh my dream school, if I can get in” and she was like “oh that’s one my last choice colleges” like fucking okay love you thanks for telling me that makes me feel real good about my intelligence and how you view me

me – 39. hair color: brown

40. long or short hair? shoulder length

41. do you have a crush on someone? yep. according to a friend i am “so gone for this girl” but um. oka y what if she doesn’t like me? I feel good around her though and she likes being around me and we work well together I think. She’s lovely and I wouldn’t want to make things weird by asking her out if I don’t know she feels that way too.

42. what do you like about yourself? I am able to figure things out and I work with kids really well. I’ve also been getting better at climbing again so I’m proud of myself for that

43. piercings? just my ears

44. blood type: lol yeah like i know?

45. nickname: ellallalala is something I’m getting from people at the new school, and I’ve had some climbing nicknames over the years but Coachella is sticking. I coach and my name is Ella it’s great

46. relationship status: nope

47. zodiac sign: libra

48. pronouns: she/her

49. favorite tv show(s): always sunny, parks and rec, my name is earl, curious george

50. tattoos: soon

51. right, ambidextrous, or left-handed? right

first – 52. surgery: i had one on my pelvis in 2013? i was in preschool and it was for this weird group of veins on the side of my leg. We’d always called it a birthmark and after the surgery the scar looked like a sunset over water but the sun is purple (still looks like that it’s rad) and the first time someone showed me a birthmark i was like??? Um no thats just a little dark bit of skin?? my birthmark is purple what is this shit

53. piercing: ears

54. sport: rock climbing. found it early and still love it

55. vacation: no idea

56. pair of trainers: first i remember are a PAIR OF DORA LIGHT UP SHOES

current – 57. eating: nothing

58. drinking: arizona tea

59. i’m about to: finish my arizona tea

60. listening to: the episode ended so me typing and the clock my great grandmother gave is

future – 61. waiting for: me to feel alright

62. want: to like what i’m doing and to know i’m able to be happy doing it. I wish I could just skip to being married with kids and a dog and everything.

63. married: oh for sure

64. career: astronaut has always been my dream career but with this level of anxiety it’s probably a no go. I am not over it. I’m def gonna cry abt it in a couple of minutes bc thats how it goes, ya know. The last astronaut I talked to though said “the biggest disqualifier is not applying” so i’m still going to try my hardest. I also love engineering and physics and space and science and education and would love to be a librarian, so we’ll see

your type –   65. hugs or kisses? depends

66. lips or eyes? eyes, i guess. There’s more character there

67. shorter or taller? in my head i’m always like oh taller but really it doesn’t matter. as long as i can be little spoon im good to go

68. older or younger? doesn’t matter

69. nice arms or nice stomach? tummies are cute i guess.

70. sensitive or loud? i don’t know

71. hook-up or relationship? right now relationship and at some point relationship but ask me a couple months ago and it would have been different

72. troublemaker or hesitant? both. troublemaker with a lot of decisions but in fun ways, but hesitant when it comes to talking to new people that i want to be good friends with. and asking people out

73. kissed a stranger? yep. on a bet

74. drank hard liquor? had some jack daniels mixed with coffee and it tasted like cinnamon toast crunch

75. lost contact lenses/glasses? my glasses always turn up

76. turned someone down? yeah. accidentally on a few though lol. As i had a crush on someone i went out with for a little while last yeah legit three other people liked me and i guess im oblivious bc i had no fucking idea

77. sex on first date? depends

78. broken someone’s heart? i don’t think so

79. had your heart broken? yes but in a friendship way along with the relationship. it goes back to the you should kill yourself stuff

80. been arrested? nope

81. cried when someone died? no one i’ve known closely has died. My great-great grandmother died when i was fiveish but she was really old. There have been a few suicides at my old school (i switched 2 months before end of last year) and those hit hard, just knowing that there are so many people here dealing with that stuff and me relating to it. I didn’t know the people well but we’d spoken and I knew them some, but I had some friends who were much closer and really affected

82. fallen for a friend? yeah

do you believe in – 83. yourself? i try

84. miracles? shit happens, and sometimes it’s good

85. love at first sight? who am i to say tbh

86. santa claus? no

87. kiss on first date? if i like them

88. angels? no

other – 89. current best friend’s name: skip

90. eye color: hazel

91. favorite movie: i dont know im tired and want to cry sort of so maybe i shouldnt think about this stuff as much when im already stressed im going to go drink more tea and eat some soup

Anway

I’m tagging anyone who reads this far. gotcha

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katielynn526 · 7 years

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B-Team Support Group AU

Okay hear me out...

Donnie and Mikey getting sick of how their family treats them and doing something about it.

Something happens. The final peg on this jenga tower of awful gives way and shit comes a tumbling down. Mikey gets hit by Raph a little too hard and is seriously hurt, Donnie just pulled his fifth all-nighter in a row and Mikey finds him passed out in the lab, Leo and Raph leave their little brothers in the lurch to prove their A-team bullshit superiority, etc. Whatever it is, it’s the last straw.

Donnie packs up his laptop and a few essentials from his lab, Mikey puts Ice Cream Kitty in her cooler and stuffs some comics and his teddy bear into a backpack. They leave the lair in the middle of the night, no clue where they’re even going. They just need to get out.

Donnie calls April and they crash at her place for the night. Mikey can’t sleep, his stomach is in knots. He stays up with April, watching Donnie snore away on the couch where he’s passed out. He tells her this is the most sleep Don’s probably had in weeks. They stay up talking until dawn and April holds Mikey when he finally breaks down and cries.

Pretty soon it becomes clear that Donnie and Mikey staying with April is a temporary solution at best. It’s a small apartment and the brother’s can tell Mr. O’Neil, still suffering from his own PTSD, isn’t exactly comfortable with having his home invaded by mutant teenagers. Donnie can be quiet (until he blows something up), but Mikey’s hyperactive energy is too much.Plus the risk of being seen by the neighbors is too great.

April still insists they’re welcome to stay, but the brothers are gone before she comes home from school.

Karai originally planned to stake out one of the Shredder’s former hideouts with Shinigami, but the plans change when she comes across Donnie and Mikey on the rooftops, looking lost and tired as they try and figure out what to do next. They can’t go back yet, but they can’t survive on their own topside, not without help. Karai knows that hopelessness, knows what it like to feel like you can’t go home.

She and Shini bring them back to the Shredder’s old lair. telling Donnie and Mikey they can stay as long as they need to.

Donnie’s still a bit wary of Karai but he agrees, knowing it’s their best option right now. He texts April and tells her that yes, he and Mikey are safe and please tell the family they aren’t dead or kidnapped. They just need some space.

Mikey is just glad he doesn’t have to go home yet and psyched he gets to spend time with his new big sister and her awesome witch-friend.

Karai texts Leo to let him know that his brothers are safe and with her, but also makes it clear that he, Raph, and Splinter fucked up badly and they need to get their shit together. Don and Mike will come home when they’re ready and if Leo or Raph tries to come over and force them to come back she will personally cleave their shells from their bodies.

CUE MONTAGE OF CUTE B-TEAM AND BIG SISTER BONDING:

-Mikey hanging out with Shini, coming up with countless contests to test their mad skillz™: Who can do the most impressive flips, who’s more flexible, best dancer, most rad yo-yo trick, etc.

-Karai and Mikey playing a Japanese trading card game (like Pokemon or Yu-Gi-Oh) becuase he found one of her old decks and pulled out his own.

-Karai being super nervous about being a big sister because she’s never had siblings before and Oroku Saki wasn’t a really affectionate parent, but Mikey putting her at ease and telling her she’s doing a great job.

-Donnie being a little uncomfortable around Karai because she used to be their enemy and tried to hurt April. But she’s also helping them and he sees how hard she’s trying.

-Karai listening to Donnie vent and commiserating with him about how toxic and demanding family can be. Cause let’s face it, Shredder and Splinter are both super harsh Japanese dads so Karai gets what it’s like.

-Shini showing Mikey her collection of shojo manga (in Japanese of course)

-Mikey showing Shini how to make awesome shadow puppets.

-Mikey showing Karai and Shini Ice Cream Kitty. Shini thinks she’s adorable and loves taking cute videos of ICK with her phone and sending them to Mikey!

-Shini telling Mikey all about growing up in Japan and showing him pictures of her and Karai when they were kids, pictures of her life in Tokyo, and one pic of her and her ex-girlfriend, Don’t ask. It didn’t end well... ;)

-Shini calling Mikey, “Mikey-chan.”

-All four of them hanging out in what used to be Oroku Saki’s private quarters, watching poorly dubbed samurai movies on the huge flat screen TV and laughing as they get popcorn everywhere.

-Mikey cooking a big meal for everyone in what used to the the foot clan break room, all of them talking in Japanese while Karai and Shini tease the boys about their terrible accents.

-Sparring sessions where Mikey isn’t constantly underestimated and Karai and Shini try to teach him techniques to focus his mental energy.

-Donnie fixing up Stockman’s old lab, overjoyed to see all the awesome high-tech equipment left behind when the Foot Clan fled. Once he clears away all the groady candy wrappers and acid fly spit it starts feeling like home.

-Karai and Mikey tag-teaming Donnie to make sure he gets a good night’s sleep and doesn’t spend all his time in the lab.

-Donnie and Karai bonding over blowing shit up and the construction of badass ninja weaponry.

-Shini helping Donnie develop cool new ninja smoke bombs and helping him devise ninja tech for hypnosis and illusions.

-Karai teasing Donnie about his crush on April but actually giving him solid relationship advice.

-Mikey, Karai, and Donnie all getting to complain about Leo and his self-sacrificing, lone ranger BS.

-Donnie building a heat lamp for his snake mutant sis. Snake!Karai curling up and basking with her mutant bros.

-Leo not heeding Karai’s warning and blowing up Donnie’s T-phone with angry messages. Karai finally going to the lair to bitch out her mutant family and call out her father on what a negligent dick he’s been.

-April and Casey visiting the Girl Gang lair (that’s what I’m calling it) to see Mikey and Don.

-Casey flirting non-stop with Karai while she kicks his ass multiple times. Soon it becomes a friendly contest between the two on who can come up with the dirtiest pick up line. (Donnie has had to cover Mikey’s ears multiple times).

-April being really nervous around Karai b/c of their history. But they bond over wanting what’s best for the b-team bros and become reluctant friends. Cue Shini insisting that April needs a makeover (because seriously how can she not wear armor?) and lots of badass ninja girl talk. Mikey helps while Donnie and Casey just watch the awesome craziness unfold.

-Karai embarrassing Donnie in front of April but also totally setting them up!

-Mikey and Donnie getting to just chill and be bros without the pressure and constant criticism of their big brothers.

-Raph and Leo dealing with the fact that their little brothers left, realizing how much they were needed.

-Leo burning everything he cooks and desperately wishing Mikey were there to take over. (Splinter, Raph and Leo end up living off of takeout, rice, and instant ramen over the next few weeks)

-The hot water heater in the lair breaks and guess who’s not around to fix it? Raph grumbling as he looks up how to fix a hot water heater online, thinking about how fast Donnie would’ve solved the problem. Then Leo breaks the toaster and there’s more shit Raph has to try and fix.

-Realizing how empty the lair feels with out Mikey’s laughter and the occasional explosion from Don’s lab.

-Leo missing being able to bounce his plans and strategies off his calm, fact-checking genius brother.

-Raph missing Mikey’s easy affection and regretting every single time he hit his baby bro just because he was goofing around.

-Raph and Leo being too proud to apologize and paying for it dearly as things in the lair continue to break and they try not to give each other food poisoning with their terrible cooking skills. The older brother’s getting angry at themselves and angry at their father for not demanding his younger son’s return.

-Splinter taking a long look at his actions and questioning his abilities as a father. Wondering how he can repent and heal his family when his youngest sons’ return.

-Splinter staring at a picture of his sons and realizing how much of a burden he’s placed on their shoulders by demanding they fight his war with Oroku Saki. He wonders when was the last time he’d asked Donatello and Michelangelo if they were alright.

-Casey finding a sulking Raph and using his own experiences as a big brother to call him out and talk some sense into him (And you know it’s bad when CASEY JONES is the voice of reason here).

-Mikey calling Karai “Nee-san” without even thinking about it and Karai trying and failing to hide how happy she is.

-Karai calling Mikey Otouto and watching his face light up in joy as he hugs her.

-Donnie calling Karai Nee-san quietly when it’s just to two other them after a long tear-filled talk. Karai trying hard not to cry when she realizes she’s earned his trust.

I’M SORRY I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AND IDEAS ABOUT THIS AU OKAY!

The health and well-being of the B-team is super important to me, and if I need to make an AU where they get taken in and cared for by a badass ninja girl gang I will!

#i'm sorry i just needed to vent this idea #it's super messy and all over the place but I couldn't stop thinking of cute bonding stuff with these bros and their big sis and her bestie #this au solves all of my problems #the queens get to take care of the B-team #And April and Casey get to help #and Leo and Raph get to sit in the lair and think long and hard about all the shit they've pulled #and Splinter gets a wake-up call to be a better rat-dad #AND EVERYONE GETS BETTER AND LEARNS A VALUABLE LESSON ABOUT FAMILY #also I'm kinda in love with the idea of Karai Shini Mikey and Don taking the Shredder's lair and turning it into a boss hangout spot #Karai gets to make it into the home she never had #oh no im sad now #Shini and Karai might be gfs idk #but Shini's definitely gay #protective big sister Karai will beat up anyone who picks on her little brothers #tmnt 2012 #tmnt donnie #tmnt mikey #shinigami #karai #b-team support group #long post is long #story idea #kinda

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