#this is actually just a cry for help /j

[larabar]

Sonic the Hedgehog and why he's impossible to write Perfectly

(including me i could not get him right if my life depended on it)

is this me giving up on trying to find the perfect way to write him? Maybe

i've been making lots and lots of notes on a bunch of his characterizations and the differences between them, including what makes any of them Better than the others and it's been .inconclusive

but i think ive found the problem. i can't accurately describe him as a character in general in one sentence without getting too specific or listing stuff like 'fast'

and i think that's one of the only things that stays consistent between all the different media he's in

one of my favorite examples of all this is sonic's lack of a solid theme. he has themes, yes. but they change with every game and tend to be the main theme Of the game. not just sonic. so he doesn't really have one of his own like most other characters.

just gonna plug this video again. it talks about sonic leitmotifs and character themes and how they're used to define each character and it's really cool check it out :]

all this comes with a blessing and a curse. there's always someone who will like one characterization and someone else who will Absolutely Despise it. and honestly that's just sonic's thing. especially with sonic media as a whole

there are definitely ways to mess up sonic's character. it's been done many times. but that's when the writers completely dismiss sonic's core values (but let's be honest even those are flexible and everyone still does them differently)

so. if someone has the golden formula to writing sonic please please please i am on my hands and knees i need to know how it's done

but until i figure it out. im just gonna stick to this. ->

TLDR: sonic is so complex and so simple at the same time and i cannot find any one way to describe him. there are infinite ways to write him and it's honestly better to just not worry about getting it perfect and have fun with it :]

#this is actually just a cry for help /j #i dont know how people do it there are so many good versions of this character but theyre all so different !! #but they all work an can be easily identified as Sonic #i think thats why he works so well as a main character without being a silent protagonist like link #he's flexible. he works with literally any story you drop him in #like. ok mild sonic frontiers spoilers #the main cast each has their own koco and they're all different and reflect each character #knux having a warrior amy having .a lover idk. and tails with a mechanic #they all can be matched with a character so easily ! #except. sonics just has A Leaf on its head. no fancy stuff. just a standard koco #and!! it works!! somehow skdnfjf #like theres no other koco that would work better #his koco buddy is just kind of A Guy. a guy who loves adventure if you will ajdbd #because thats who sonic is! just a guy who loves adventure! !! theres not much else to it #wxcept hes not just a blank slate he has personality #going back to the twitter takeover question about what sonics memory token would look like and #none if the other characters could come up with a decisive symbol. tails probably had the best idea out of the bunch #a star. because thats what sonic is to him and the others #its; so cut;e man..... .. #um. but anyways. i wrote all this instead of sleeping ahdbfh #if anyone want to add please do i love hearing everyone else's thoughts on this. its the whole point actually #gonna go to bed soon though so. gn #sonic the hedgehog #rambles #gif

[manitapaleta]

listen,….. we don’t know y hermie didn’t grow up with his dads but i already know its going to DEVASTATE ME when anthony tells us bc i know they would have loved the little joker, our sweet little thespian (also big brother nick hellooooooo)

#dungeons and daddies #dndads #dndaddies #jodie foster #scam likely #hermie the unworthy #scam actually #nick close #nick foster #nicholas foster #nicholas close #scodie #idk wtf is their ship name someone help #my art #wasn’t originally gonna make a lil comic but then i was like what if they didn’t tell nick and he comes home one day to hell and hermie is j #just there and everyone’s like o FUCK WE DIDNT TELL U LOL #also the idea that hermie is just now learning of his true family and he has a uncle and brother and two dads he’s never met but (i hope i b #believe i want it to be true) they love him v v much and the thought of nick meeting hermie and immediately taking on a big brother role mal #makes me wanna CRY bc he’s already taylor’s friend and yeah he said trust no one but he’s good to his son and he’s his baby brother who he’s #never met but what if he just feels v protective over him bc he’s been thru so much already and is now having an identity crisis bc WHO IS H #HERMIE??? like idk it’s a bit melancholic to think abt what if they were in each other’s lives??? how would have nick been as a big bro??? #sigh it’s 2am and i have work in 5 ish hours but i just had to get this outttt

[cubesugarss]

cnstars hiiai impression translations!

first two are in the context of alkaloid, second two are keito lecture

tl notes and original text under cut

the phrase 一窍不通 (yī qiào bù tōng) - knows nothing is used several times across all slides to describe hiiro's inexperience

slide 1: hiiro says he keeps aira's words close to heart 至今 (zhì jīn) - to this day slide 2: 懵懵懂懂 (měng měng dǒng dǒng) - ignorant is also used to describe hiiro's inexperience, 迷茫 (mí máng) - confused/lost and 脆弱 (cì ruò) - fragile are used to describe hiiro's mental state after the incident with his brother slide 3: hiiro uses the phrase 拓宽眼界 (tà kuān yǎn jiè) - broaden horizons, 亲切 (qīn qiè) - kindly slide 4: 欲望 (yù wàng) - desire is used to describe hiiro's passion for learning, aira describes hiiro's practicing after lectures as 热衷 (rè zhōng) - (to be) keen on/eager to do so

original text

#hiiro amagi #aira shiratori #hiiai #enstars #i dont translate often so i apologize if the wording is confusing!! #and feel free to point out any mistakes #breathes heavily. the keeps close to heart to this day line absolutely destroyed me j was half crying while typing it out #hiiro hasn't mentioned that day specifically at all since it happened so seeing him finally say it is so. ragh #its not mentioned explicitly but i interpreted “those words he said to me” as The Lines from thermometry (mainstory ch 160) #EVEN TO THIS DAY!! TO THIS DAY!!!!!! HE WILL NEVER FORGET!!!!! #also the last line in aira -> hiiro keito lecture version kind of confused me #but i think its just aira being grateful that keito made him join keito lecture bc he is Not Very Good at school #and hiiro remembers everything they learn and can help him out even more #okay i need to do my actual homework now #bye bye #happy hiiai #⭑ tea rambles

[brittie-frog]

I want to scream about Empanada so much!!!

I've read all the twitter theory threads about her being the eldest and having to put on that strong front and pretend she's fine to protect her siblings on egg island and thats why she acts the way she does with new people and why Sunny and Pepito look up to her so much. Now she's in a new place with 4 mums that say they love and care for her and that this new island is meant to be safe but there's this new enemy they're all stressing about and she's still keeping up that strong front so Sunny doesn't panic and still feels safe. And then when it may have finally come to an end one of her mums is there unlike every other time @v@ has been but its a mum who has a second kid and Em believes that Richas is in need of support more since its his dad so she continues to act fine. It's Sunny that steps up and has to ask Tubbo where Bagi is and stares at her until she comes over because Em wants to act like she's okay with everything and give that space to Richas and Bagi to talk.

And Bagi's new to being a parent, nevermind of two, and doesn't understand what she's doing because Em won't talk about it. It's the sibling angst where they're gonna have to have a sit down talk separately and no side is wrong they all have trauma.

#i fucking hate egg angst #/j #im fucking crying in my kitchen as my food goes cold over fucking pixels #i swear if none of her other mums log on the week Bagi is away #shes needs a safe space with one of her mums to actually talk about her feelings #like that one with mouse last week anoit anxiety #a space to just talk about everything for as long as she wants #tubbo and sunny works as a distraction to help her enjoy #but shes still gonna have moments where she is on guard whenever anything comes near her or her siblings #qsmp #qsmp bagi #qsmp empanada #no shot tubbo just guessed empanada is a bottler immediately #and now sunnys mad at bagi... #the angst right before the new year

[stsg-losers]

Can somebody please write a fanfic about jjk characters in normal au where satosugu are married and geto has a child from his old affair, megumi toji and tsumiki live together happily and megumi is in his 20's working as some archaeologist or sum shit and hana kurusu and nobara are dormmates/homies and their neighbours are Yuji and inumaki who are also dormmates and maki is a gym trainer and yuta studies/works abroad but comes around fairly often and fushiguro household is neighbours with satosugu and they're all happy and smiling please I'm begging you I'm crying pleas

#Help a girl out #I'm sobbing actually #I can't with Shibuya arc #I feel like I might ditch the whole anime I can't go through the pain #I'm a manga reader it's less pain it's numbness #Also who's decision was to keep that ending theme #I just need to talk rq #Like how the opening theme be so cunty and spicy and ending theme has you crying? Like this is misogynistic and racist/j #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #nobara kugisaki #megumi fushiguro #yuji itadori

[x-itzzzzzz-x]

i think i should go back to therapy

#i need someone to talk to #like so bad lol it’s embarrassing #anyways #my parents are incompetent #i can’t talk to my friends #half of them i don’t talk to anyways never mind about how i feel #i’m just shit to them #i’m just shit idk #i can never trust therapists tho #tbf they r always shitty imo #j experiences have been so bad #but also i can’t take this lol #meds n therapy r what’s supposed to help #n i need it #i keep fucking up all my opportunities and handouts #ik i realistically wont go back on meds or back to therapy #but it would be nice to think id get better enough to commit to that #commit to anything rlly #i don’t commit to people to school to my family to my hobbies to the gym to meds to anything #i always say i wanna get better until i actually have to do anything #idk why i can’t jusg be normal #why does it have to be so much work to just even appear normal n functioning #i miss the old me #they had some fucking will #anyways i’m fine #i’m not i’m so miserable n lonely it’s embarrassing i’m humiliated at my existence #my existence feels like a cry for help that everyone’s sick of hearing i just want to be understood and supported #why can’t i be normal i hate this so bad i wish i was dead #me when i’m sober long enough to reflect on my life choices #tw vent

[deeisace]

..

#so uh how bout that dom drop huh? gee it sure is smth #im fine now im good uh my sub - oh that's weird to say huh um but yeah he helped im good #but like whistles goddamn i wasn't expecting to cry today #but J helped and he's okay and im okay and we are looking after ourselves cs like. distance. #distance is good mostly cs i don't know if i could do any of this like. in person n stuff. but uh #idk i lost my train of thought im gonna go look in my fridge and eat something now #news just in: deeisace is actually called eddie and uhhhh not super ace aha #im good i have tea and my dressing gown and tv to watch #and my only plan today is laundry #like it's big new to me doing this being on this side of it y'know #anyway bye im gonna watch bbc hustle cs it makes me laugh

[ghcstcd]

Having chronic illness and no weed be like, "it's not so bad, so why am I crying?"

#not actually crying at the moment #I got teary eyed earlier because it's so FRUSTRATING. getting up and being so sick every day I have little choice than to go BACK to bed #the vicious cycle of 'i have 10 USD in my bank. I am so sick. I cannot afford weed. but it helps me cope. but people look at you funny for #just trying to cope instead of ''fixing'' the problem #but dude the disease has no cure! and I do take medicine for it but it doesn't STOP IT! #I almost wrote 'the disease has no cute' #it's not cute enough! it needs help!/j #vent cw #it's so silly. all of it is. my dependence to cope and all

[vampireic]

hello medical professionals why do i make up arguments in my head between me and my bf that always end up in us breaking up. why do i do that and why are they kind of realistic and why do they make sense and why won’t they stop????? i cant even think of us being cutesy and nice and lovey because it will spiral into an argument WHY DO I DO THAT PLEASE. how do i make them stop

#i literally get so angry i have to calm myself down and remind myself that it’s literally all in my head and it never happened like HELLO #like is this a sign????????? do i hate him????? i don’t. but like girl who is in my head hating him???? #watch me come to the realization i’m a lesbian /j screams #i’ve been so scared of that too like what if i meet the woman of my dreams while my bf is gone……….. what if she makes me realize #like i don’t think i want that to happen but also i kind of do ???????????? i just want to know wtf is up with me and why i have so much-> #animosity towards my bf……. am i not over what he did to me last year???? i really need to talk to him face to face #it’s not even about last year all that much but all the times he made me cry the first few months of dating. mf used to make me cry like -> #every other day…………. like damn wtf. i’m actually kind of processing that he really made me cry a lot #seeing him in december will help i think. give me clarity #i’ll ask my himbo friend for advice on monday or smth

[vcrnons]

bruh my social battery is still at zero from the concert on thursday, i think i’m getting a cold and i am back in the office tomorrow!!! how funny is that

#shut up j #the punchline is that I would rather Fucking Die #help (desperate) #the idea of it actually has me on the edge of crying lmao I AM A BABY AND ALSO HORMONAL AND ALSO JUST NOT I #IN THE MOOD FOR THIS SHEEEEEET :) #j needs a new job diaries: day 6382916

[enden-k]

guess who just came home, after finally finishing helping friend to renovate his old apartment, to chill with genshin and drawing later, only to have his pc mysteriously dying <3 anw no more art until my sister can help me fix it, im currently trying to connect my genshin acc with my 2nd PSN acc so i can play on my PS4 at least (i refuse to play on mobile lmfao)

(the only good thing: this PSN acc should have a free rename thing still, so i can give myself a stupid name like zhonglisthighs since its not main psn acc. wonderful)

#im so frustrated i feel like crying HAHAHXH my sis explained smth prob just needs to be changed and i shouldnt overthink and get panicked #bc i tend to do that with stuff that impacts me like this lmfao #but i cant help but imagine what if its actually broke #and i cant draw or work or play until i get a new pc #im... gosh j hate this #myountalk #personal #tbd

[confused-and-dickless]

HUNGRY. I WANT FOOD. WHAT DO I WANT. I M TIRED. I NEED TO BE HELD.

#I HATE BEING ON PREDNISONE I HATE BEING AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND FOR SO LONG I HATE SLEEPING ALONE #I LOVE MUSIC BUT I DONT WANT TO FEEL STROBGLY RIGHT NOW BUT I DONT WANT THE SILENCE BUT I DONT WANT EMPTY NOISE BUT I CANT CRY #I AM BOTH EUPHORIC FROM HOW MUCH J LOVE MY BF AND EXTREMELY UPSET THAT IM SEPARATED FROM HIM WHILE MY PARENTS ARE TOGETHER BUT STRUGGLING #AND I KNOW HOW TO HELP THEM. THEY JUST NEED TO BE FORCED BACK ONTO THE SAME PAGE. I THINK I KNOW HOW TO HELP. BUT I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO #I WANT TO HELP. BUT I AM SCARED I'LL MAKE IT IRREVOCABLY WORSE SOMEHOW. #AND I WANT MAC N CHEESE GODDAMNIT #WHERE IS MY BOYFRIEND I NEED TO BE HELD. #ALSO I REALLY WABT TO EMBROIDER RIGHT NOW BUT IM SCARED THAT IF MY HANDS ARE SHAKY RIGHT NOW I MIGHT ACTUALLY IMPLODE #maybe ill watch one of my shows and try to embroider something simple bc this ween patch is kicking my ass #(im making it way more complicated than it needs to be bc of how simple the original design is) #((i should have made this a painted project. or made it smaller. but ill learn something from it!!)) #idk im gonna go look for a snack and see if i feel better after i eat something #i probably won't bc this dumbass medicine makes it impossible for me to feel full #itll get my weight up which is always good for me but i just hate food. i dont mind that i gain visible weight i just hate eating

[codgod-moved]

i’ve decided i’m probably not gonna bother writing an actual multichapter fic for the nether prince tango au because i think if i do i will just end up crying /j

#.txt #/srs to the probably not writing it. the /j is for the crying #i think i’m having more fun worldbuilding and coming up with designs and dynamics #than i would have actually writing all of this into a fic #i have a timeline/plot written out for everything it’s just the actual Writing writing that’s not fun #maybe i should just get someone to help me with it #i still might end up writing Something but idk

[chisatowo]

New oc new oc I adore them sm the melody and ramp story might have a new important character sorry

#rat rambles #oc posting #I saw them up for adopt on toyhouse and I know Im supposed to be resisting the alure of getting every oc adopt I can but. but. #theyre so fucking cute and I love them and they are going to pick up pent and by that I mean try to but fail and pent reads it as a hug and #now shes crying and they dont know what to do so they start crying too and its a mess #by that I mean new found siblings maybe #theres also another adopt Ive been eyeing and if I get them they and the new oc will be gay #if I actually had money Id have to delete my toyhouse account I stg I would not be able to resist the alure of adoptables dysjydkdg #I just love having big casts of characters and adoptables are great for expanding my artstyle too #and also hee hee fun design go brrr #if you want to help fund my oc adopt addiction my coms are linked in my pinned po- /j #I do plan on actually stopping soon though since Im getting close to having most of my concept slots being filles up #story role concepts I mean #I mainly just need a few more for the newest story and maybe one or two to be a side character in the mocha story #Ive tried designing my own but its been hard for me to get any of the designs Ive made to stick #but yeah Ill have to draw the new guy tomorrow they are wonderful

[thisisaname-whatahappyname]

vent

i mean oh wow it's like she wants me to kill myself

all of this because i botched my hair and defended the fact that i ended up botching my hair and keeping it

heyy guys if i end up not posting for like. two months please kindly assume im dead lmfao

pfft i should probably screen shot some of the things she said in messenger dms when she isn't watching the screen just as proof that she said it

#edit tags glitched this was more cohesive and as well as properly formatted earlier folks so sorry about that it you do end up reading #ALL BECAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY BOTCHED MY HAIRCUT #she adds this to her list of me having a bandetta against hair because she complimented my hair and sometime later i cut it short #when one i didn't even hear that (<-auditory processing issues) and two even if i did i didn't mean to botch it #(didn't even did that to spite her was just thought it was too long and messed up my cut but sure as hell thinking of shaving it now) #also i noticed that she thinks that the world is out to get her inherently it's infuriating and depressing #and she's hurt too many people cause of it #and you can say and argue that it's a me specific thing if she didn't assume that with anyone else too #like. man. she needs to fucking go to therapy or else she has a big chancs of loterally killing me lol #thank fuck i got a handle on my anxiety before i turned into That i mean dear god #mann if this is how she reacts to a bad haircut cause her reputation was at stake apperantly (girlie cares Too Much on what idiots think #enough to verbally abuse bully hit more more times and threathen to hit me if i ever botch a haircut again apperantly.) #how am i going to get into a gay and in love relationship now :(( /j i will just won't tell her. #i will marry someone with my family just thinking we're friends if i have to. pull a byoonei even. #breaking news person who calls my aunt sensitive gets this offended over a bad hair cut #she also took my cutting blade too but hey it was getting dull anyways #ello this is a cry for help actually #there is a nice big cold ocean to jump in just two streets down from where i live and i can easily get out of here with two keys #tell me who i am guess i dont have a choice all because i cut my hair #oh if i ever get in a gay relationship i am not telling that woman #she's going to call me selfish for putting my happiness over the family's (read her) reputation #she would honestly put what idiots think of her over her own kids happiness lmfao #like. she's telling me to go attend parent teacher conferences and buy my own stuff because im ''so grown up nowyo there's a vent in the ta #parents

[killmeprettypleasee]

SHUT THE FUCK UP, BRAT

Warning: age gap reader is 24 and Price is 35, Brat reader, kinda mean Price(?).

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You and Price had been married for just a year now, you and him had been even more close than you two started dating.

He had been sweet to you, and he's very well mannered,, so you were quite thankful to have him as your husband.

But currently you decided to be a brat and start a tantrum every minute of the day,, and fuck did it annoy John..

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Suddenly you were shoved to the bed, your body dipping into the soft foam, Price has a devious look in his eyes causing you to shiver slightly at the eye contact.

"You little bitch,, you just don't know how to keep that mouth of yours shut?"

John harshly spoke out causing you to whimper.

Suddenly your pants along your boxers were ripped off and legs had been spread forcefully and folded, now your head was inbetween your knees, Price grabbed the back of your ankle and pushed it down to have a good look at your hole, He licked his lips and pulled his cock out.

By the table side drawer he grabbed a bottle of lube and poured a generous amount on his cock, He couldn't wait to shove his cock deep into your depts,, your warmth,, he just wanted to claim that ass of yours.

But gladly John has some self control to help him resist not to go hard on you yet, your eyes began to go glossy abd tears slowly poured into thin lines, It was a sight to see that his bratty husband was getting nervous to get fucked by him, He loved that look and couldn't help but smirk.

"looks like the little brat actually knows how to shut the fuck up huh?"

Suddenly Price began to shove his cock deep into your ass hole, You let out little whines and cries as he sinked in to your depths.

"J-john.. n-ngh s-slow down.."

You cried softly,

"shut up."

Price replied with a harsh scowl and thrust into you, hitting your prostate head on causing you to jerk up when his hips slammed against your ass.

This caused you to see stars when his hips began to piston in and out of you, small cries and begs left your lips as your hole was being ravished by him.

Now you were a crying and whimpering mess beneath his muscular form, His hands gripped on both on your back knees, pressing them down and folding you like paper.

After round after rounds, Price grew exhausted and when he came he fell untop you and fell unconscious from the tiring in and out of his cock into you.

You let out a soft sigh, feeling weak amd your hips sore, you looked down at him,, gazing at his face then held him close.

You thanked the gods that he was done, and you finally learned a lesson today..

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