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soranker · 5 months
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hi….! any chance we can see your art process ? it’s fine if not! i was wondering if u do a sketch before your lines or you just skip directly to lineart? your art is very beautiful!
HI!!! AUGGHHHJHH THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH T__T my art style is kinda simple imo so my process is pretty bare-bones ^^;; there's not rly much too it!! it also kinda changes depending on how uhhhh lazy im feeling in the moment HAHA
probably around half of my drawings are straight to line art bc they're rly just doodles or things i decide to draw without any planning (but also im kinda impatient so i try to skip the sketching step if i can LOL...). but if i DO have a specific pose in mind for a drawing, i'll start with a sort of mannequin sketch or loose pass, then depending on how messy it is, ill either do the lineart pass on the layer on top or duplicate the sketch and then clean it up.
and then my coloring process is not sophisticated at all i just create a new layer and then paint bucket tool away LMAOOOO
here's an example of a drawing where i did sketch first ^_^
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floydleart · 3 months
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Just wanted to say I've been a yogscast fan since the very beginning of shadow if israphel and anyway I've recently rejoined the tumblr Fandom after a long hiatus and thank you so much for all your amazing art are rekindling my love for some of my first ever ships
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SOI is the best (also tysm <33333)
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dizzybizz · 11 months
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he's so real for this
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frecklystars · 9 months
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THE LOVES OF MY LIFE OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 it's been so long since I've rly felt love bursting in my chest for any F/Os and I am feeling so so so so much for my girlboss girlfriend and my horsegirl boyfriend 😭😭😭💖💞💓💓💗💖💕💕💕💟💝
Her smile!!! god!!!! HIS smile!!!! god!!! these two are fucking saving my life I can't believe how much these characters are helping me get through the worst time of my life. THESE TWO are helping me get back into self shipping and helping me feel safe again when I really thought I'd never ever recover. I'm collecting screenshots of these characters and sighing with hearts in my eyes every time... I haven't done that in over a year... I'm making gifsets and writing fics and doodling again... it's all because of them and I'm such a weepy mess over it
#love notes#💕♫♪ ♡ You're the pink in my cheeks 🎀🌸✨♡#💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́-#every time i make a love notes post with them i get teary eyed and um this isnt an exception 😭😭#theyre making me so happy and i havent felt this way in so long#im fucking happy you guys... god i havent felt. joy. with any F/Os in so so so so long!!!!!#self shipping is like. the core part of me. its all i've got and i went so long without it. that piece of me I NEED#fuck i finally found two F/Os who i know love me no matter what#and they're holding my hands telling me they'll never ever hurt me. wouldnt dream it. couldnt even fathom it#and slowly but surely i HOPE i will get back into self shipping just in general especially for transformers#but god. god!!!! god!!! i owe them my life!!!!#i couldnt fucking take it anymore i was falling so far and they!!!! are here!!!! in my heart!!!!#i was doing so fucking badly i was about to give up and they just. this movie comes out and im suddenly hopeful??#pinkest movie of all time barbie rly said keri fuck your ptsd fuck your abuser youre getting better#and youll love pink again and youre gonna be okay and im like yes maam whatever u say maam#god 😭😭 sorry i know i talk abt them a lot but its been so long#and i know i keep repeating! that its been so long! i know i dont shut up about how im hurting! but!#i cant! describe how overwhelmed i feel! its like a part of me that was dead for a year is slowly coming back to life#and the fucking relief... i am just awash with tears
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volfoss · 6 months
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I cannot recommend enough starting game series from the start. Both because if you get used to the clunky gameplay of earlier ones, the later ones will be easier (from experience, going the other way just makes the originals seem IMPOSSIBLE) and also bc it does in fact help w understanding the story. Also because honestly old games are so cool
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technicolorxsn · 7 months
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idk what it is but I must give off vibes that tell repressed people they can be weird around me lmao
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ventigh · 1 year
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Hello there! I love your blankshipping art and I got some questions about dear Ingo and Emmet! One) when did they officially got together and who confessed first? Two) do you like it when they have children and if not why? Three) Is one or both of them trans? And finally Four) if they aren’t already married will they have a wedding and if yes how would it be like? Thanks! 💐
hello, anon! they are indeed very dear! 💐 thank you so much for stopping by to ask me some stuff abt the ship! :D
hrmm, now that i think abt it, i've never put that much thought into establishing clear romantic hcs for the two before. hopefully i got this right! sry if its kinda long ;;;
i'll try my best to answer under the cut! :)
1. hrmm, abt when they officially got together n who confessed first.
that's a tricky one. i think the most plausible answer would be that they knew ever since they were kids. like, it just happened for them, yanno? :) they place so much trust on eo, so y wouldnt they share these wonderful feelings at the first chance they can get? whispered under their kitchen table, sharing a bag of chips and chilling, feeling like forever. or just stowed away in their bedroom, unanimously agreeing on their future. the just knew in that sense :) for sure they r not the types to keep secrets to eo
-and even if they did already know such feelings were wrong for example ૮꒰/ฅ//ฅ//꒱ა i believe they'd still confess it, if only so their brother could help them. they trust each other that much. judgment? between these two? :) come on, now-
in the case of confessions, i think it's a toss-up on who catches feelings first. somehow i think it's kudari who'd be the first to say something bc he lacks a filter moreso than ingo. plus, i dont think ingo would be the type to realize such feelings at a young age. like, he'll have the same attraction towards emmet but he'd just assume it's his usual urge to spoil his baby brother or something. so he would just.. not notice it as soon. idk how to explain it but yeah :3
tho i do personally love it when they only reach such feelings as adults!! life's more complicated! you cant just tell him you love him! you have to pine there and sit with your thoughts, your very romantic and verrry adult thoughtsss (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠) hahahhaah yeah i live for yearning (⁠。⁠ノ⁠ω⁠\⁠。⁠)
i still think emmet would confess first! he has the sort of fluorescent personality for it. but.... he def be careful abt it. more than u think, okay? he wont just go full-steam like this is something to be manic abt. this isnt just some pkmn battle. he loves battling sure but he battles everyday! this is his brother and he's important to him n emmet knows how to slow down, damn it !
yepp :')))
2. my opinions on them having kids!
im assuming this question came from my fanart of my friend's bikerdad!au? :) or it brought it up?
it's a mixed opinion haha. i mean beside @akirasdigbick's nori, i don't think i like imagining them w children? dont get me wrong, i go nuts for dad!nbr, like srslyyy one of the hottest characters in an au ever :') but i usually like stuff that r as close to canon as possible unless i get sold on it.
n i especially don't like it when it's the 'x adopts y' format where y is a canon character in the game. the reason in particular for this one is that emmet gets left behind in these kinds of fun :P the dad!ingo agenda sells by the dozen w a multitude of characters from both pla and bw and suree i see it, but it doesnt rly interest me ever since again, no emmet XP wc is a shame bc if emmets anything like me, kids would follow him around constantly
so yeapp. no kids unless it's a team effort XP personally ;PP
3. is one or both of them trans?
akdkskdk anonnnn nooo XDDDD canon wont ever let that happen ;w; ofc i dont view either of them as trans when consuming content unless its implied buuuut......
trans emmet i love you. trans emmet trans emmet trans emmet ohhh u give me so much comfort and if u view any of my works as emmet being trans then you'd be one hundred percent right suddenly! :D he is transs!!!
but no srsly i dont usually actively hc someone as trans so only emmet for me. and that's mostly for self-indulgent/validation purposes rather than bc i rly see them as trans subtextually per se (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠).... but it may work!!
(oh gods i swear i dont kin emmet)
but srsly okay. when i think of emmet as trans then he's def one who wears a binder! :) he came out at a young age w his parent and ingo ofc being fully supportive of him. he'd probably grow accustomed to the way a binder feels on him, n would be the type to forget to remove it for his own safety sometimes XP sometimes he will brute force his way into wearing it even if he's conscious of the pain bc body dysmorphia do be real and it's a hundred times worse when you carry a title like subway master + dealing w endless customers the leave your skin crawling hours after your shift.
ingo will always pull him aside and be verrry strict w him ofc n emmet would make a saucy joke or two if he wasnt as pale as a sheet, sounding like one too w the way he whistles between his breaths.
ofc ingo wouldn't stay mad for too long and inevitably just sigh and help emmet relax by filling a hot bath w some great salts and warmed chocolate moomoo milk and all the marshmallows. they have a tub big enough to fit both of them in, ingo would massage his back n chest and at first they'd just talk abt their day -complain snark n rant even- until ingo once again whispers for emmet to take care of himself, pleading between kisses on his shoulder blade to wc then emmet would finally just cry :'))))))
arghhhhhhhhh
i do think that even at a young age, they will absolutely be like so normal abt it. ingo would totally be the best brother ever. liek emmet will totally chill around after his baths by a bit topless bc he'd suddenly be distracted w a game or something midway thru dressing up n ingo will just like not care, just tell his brother to stop being so slow to snap him out of it if he hasnt already. he doesnt go on unnecessarily fights w the kids who bully emmet abt it bc he and emmet knows its not worth shit. he was quick to fling emmet's binder to his face bc ingo told him to clean up his side of the room at the times when even emmets parents hugged him a bit stiffly when he had his binder on. ingo held his hands when he first started taking hormones bc even tho he knew emmet didnt rly fear needles -ingo feared sharp things more than him even- emmet was still scared, even though he'd been putting on a brave face for his parents. then they all had ice creams n still neither let gooooo :3333333333
yeahhhslfkskd a looot of thoughts on that one. not even counting the ones when ingo disappeared :')))
woohh if uve ever made trans!emmet ever, just know i love u forever :)
4. what was their wedding like?
ohhh, anon, i remember actually wanting to make something like a wedding fanfic back then abt that hahah!
the twins probably won't be getting officiated any time soon, that's for sure, but i think they'd be happy w the principle of it ! just that act of sharing their devotion, no matter how tiny it is (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。if it's good enough for them then they're sticking the date on their calendars as their wedding anniversary and thats that ^^
anyw, if u think abt it, a lot of ppl probably propose in the subway. it's where a lot of ppl end up! its where a lot of ppl happen to meet :)
its not knew to the twins but maybe one proposal happens to strike something in them. maybe someone saidbsomething at the right time, the gathered crowd laughs, emmet n ingo meet eyes. and theyre just sharing their own secret smile, ingo nudges his head toward the spectacle w a smirk. theyre subway masters after all, they should be accommodating n this is a joyous event. his twin just rolls his eyes and
-well xDD yeahhh u could see how simple this is going to get so ill spare u the details
but i think thatd best be what gives them the idea, u know? theyre not gonna have a wedding so itd be romantic if they had a proposal anniversary instead. theyd get their rings later but later that night theyd just exchange vows in their special ways. how that is could be up to you
but its just them realizing how ready they both r to just want to get married to rly tie the knot or whatever. rly rly rly see themselves and affirm themselves that theyre in love and its so valid that theyve the memories to prove it
(OOF MEMORIES , TOUCHY TOPIC I KNOW)
the real prize here is that theyd totally be married like rly rly young. again, its just the point of reaching the revalation for them. theyve always already been devoted to one another.
theyd go, heyy we reached our dream job pretty young, right ingo? x333 y dont we add getting married to check off the life-list
i hc them w all good things in their lifeeee, huh? pretty smooth sailing w just those couple of bumps ^^ ofc we know what came next but.... (⁠ ⁠;⁠∀⁠;⁠) haaaaaaaaayssst
thanks again for the ask!
sry for boring u 🙇
its p cool if u made it this far (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧ so i hope u have a good day!
again sry for being boring heeeeeh.....:DDDD
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caruliaa2 · 8 months
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the thing abt twisted is everything they do with alladin is soo so bad . but everything else is so good. i think idk
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cherry-bomb-ships · 9 months
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Psssst my gf thinks I'm sleeping 🤫🤫🤫 Anyways y'all want some angst
So for a long time now my canon with R. Marie has been that she sees that Crash could be very useful if he were actually on the side of evil, but she resents him for not being on their side and choosing to be, eugh, a "good guy". Barf.
But ya know, I don't really have all of my timeline set up as for WHEN exactly R. Marie would join Cortex, if its not from the very start then I'm thinking within the first three games. For the moment, I'm leaning toward having her join the team somewhere between Crash 2 and 3, and in that case I would stick to her thinking Crash could be useful, since she wasn't around to see when his brain got scrampled and doesn't realize that he CAN'T be brainwashed. There's no BRAIN to WASH
BUT. And this is where it gets good 👀 I had the idea today that maybe, if R. Marie was there from the very start to see Cortex create all his mutants, including Crash who would seem to really be his favorite, maybe beforehand, R. Marie suggested using robots, her handmade robots, to build up their army in order to take over the world. Maybe that idea was shot down by Cortex in preference of his mutants. Maybe R. Marie resents them, especially The Favorite, Crash, because of that 👀 What I'm imagining is R. Marie overseeing a test with Crash a la the Flashback Tapes in IAT, and it accidentally turns into her venting out loud about how much she despises Crash for supposedly being a success where her creations have failed, at least from her perception. Maybe she even has a line of wondering "what does Dr. Cortex even see in you that he doesn't in me- MY, in myyyy creations. *awkward cough*"
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ajdrawshq · 1 year
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holy fuck?
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badnikbreaker · 1 year
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@spiinsparks​​ : “ i’ve got your back, okay? ”   (for ava !)     /     accepting.
Sonic is —— their friend.  Sonic is their only friend / she remembers watching blood pool in cracks in the cobblestone, there’s no friends left, INFINITE TORE HER HEART OUT AND LAUGHED AT THE WAY IT TREMBLED / and Ava hopes they’re Sonic’s friend, too.  tries not to think too hard on the fact that if his real partner hadn’t disappeared, she wouldn’t be here at all, she doesn’t mean anything at all.  Ava hopes they’re Sonic’s friend because he’s ——
(  how do you explain watching everyone you love or know die / being too scared and helpless to stop him or die with them / spending a week in total silence, digging bodies out of the rubble just to bury them in the earth / and then you’re beside the hero and you fit, and you’re needed, and you’re not alone anymore?  there’s no way to breathe around the comfort and the crushing of that.  )
Because he’s all she’s got, really.
Sonic is her friend, and that’s why she’s trembling now, tucked into a corner of the abandoned storage room, eyes wide and seeing nothing.  Sonic is her friend, and that’s why she’d leapt after him, grabbing his wrist — buddy, don’t!  you’ll be pulled in, too! — with a horrified scream of his name.  That’s why she’d been pulled into Null Space with him.
And Null Space is why she ———
Maybe it’s easier for him.  Maybe he’s just better than they are, or stronger, or more skilled at hiding it.  Maybe Null Space didn’t unravel him the way it did Ava, but they haven’t felt like they exist since they got out / haven’t stopped seeing what’s not there / can’t rip themself out of the fear.  It doesn’t feel real, that they escaped / and they drown in a quiet, simple, desperate way — both in the unreality and the guilt that follows, the shame at being weak.
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They hope Sonic considers them a friend, and they hope that more than ever when the door opens and there he stands / and they wince into themself.  Her ears ring, eyes wide and darting.  Nothing was real, in the nonexistence she leaped into for the sake of her only friend.  Nothing was real, all - far - away.  Changing.  Sharp.  She wasn’t real.  Body coming undone.  Have to find Sonic.  Have to find Sonic.  Have to get out / get out / please let me out —— looking at Sonic reminds them that THEY GOT OUT (  sometimes, they aren’t sure  ) but they wish he didn’t have to see them like this.
Sonic’s by their side in an instead, kneeling next to where they sit and shake, his eyes wide and worried.  Sonic’s their friend, and they don’t regret leaping after him, even if Null Space left her skull broken and spilled across the floor.  She remembers watching blood pool in the cobblestone / and she’s never letting that monster KILL ANOTHER ONE OF HER FRIENDS again.  (  the comfort and crushing of that.  )  They wince from the hand he moves to set on their shoulder, and it drops to the floor by their side instead.
<  sorry, > they sign, trembling adding a stutter to their ‘voice.’  <  sorry.  just — seeing things.  >  Not all the way true, it’s more a feeling, a kind of drowning emptiness that makes them feel like they’re not real / but they don’t know how to explain that.  <  i’m okay.  sorry.  >
Ava can’t read Sonic’s expression, not when their mind is too frantic to parse anything aside from the sense of not - being and the red in the corners of their vision.  Ava can’t read their only friend’s expression / and they hope they’re his friend, too, and that the reason neither of them never ask about the other, really, is because the war is too much and not because Sonic doesn’t want another close friend — / but they don’t think he’s angry.
“Hey —” he says, voice careful and kind, if not a little unsure.  “I’ve got your back, okay?”  It sounds like a promise.  Ava sucks in a breath.
Sonic is her only friend / she remembers watching blood pool in cracks in the cobblestone, but Sonic’s alive.  Sonic’s here, and he’s — got her back.  He’s not leaving her, and she’s not alone.  Her eyes squeeze shut at the kindness that almost feels like pain, but — her hand finds his, after a beat, and holds on as tight as they can manage.  HE’S REAL.  HE’S REAL, AND HE’S HERE.  SO YOU’RE REAL, TOO.
Deep breath.  Inhale, exhale.  It only takes a minute for her eyes to open again — and she manages a watery smile at her only friend.  After a beat, he smiles back.
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applejongho · 1 year
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I need advice: I do not know what to do with my hair
#so fun fact about me is that I used to have a fear of haircuts (genuinely) like I would shake in the chair and these past few years ive been#trying to get over it#it has been ok! my hair was like halfway down my back before any haircuts were done and I would cut it little by little testing my fear#and it was going really well. I felt confident#but I wanted to try something different and go shorter than I ever have gone before: above my shoulders#and when that happened it ruined me! I cried for days and I feel like I lost my beauty bc I had connected a lot of my beauty to my hair#my family saying that my hair is so beautiful and dont ever cut it blah blah blah#which was now rly affecting me bc ow now my hair is above my shoulders and it's alley fault and I feel so ugly#all my fault**#it has grown out a bit and I got layers despite a lot of anxiety bc I have curly hair and#I like the layers and I like the short hair#but sometimes society's expectations and my family's gender norms smack my ass and im back at square one of 'I want long hair to feel pretty#bc with long hair I feel like I adhere to society better even if it doesnt make me happy(I feel like short hair is more Me)#and with short hair I feel more me but then I feel out of place and ugly#and ik this is all just identity issues but what should I do for this next haircut? my hair is just past my shoulders. do I just get a trim#or do I get it cut a little more so it's just above my shoulders?#which would make me happy bc That's Me but also not happy bc Society#sorry y'all had to learn about me today but I would appreciate any kind of perspective#apple lady words
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welcome to a new episode of "crisis", today about researching inattentive adhd and trying to find out whether you're being rational or trying to find excuses-
#like i literally cannot tell if i just desperately try to fit into those symptoms so i can research a lil more#or even talk to my parents about it (i mean my mum already suggested maybe seeing a psychologist or sumn?)#or if im just having problems bc information comes really easily to me so i never had to learn to Learn shit so now idk how to study#and i just need more self discipline. and tryna find excuses#im looking at these Common Symptoms and im simulataneously hoping to find myself in there and also hoping so badly that not#welcome to the new struggle in a bonus episode: do neurotypical ppl think so hard abt this? is it just puberty?? Am I Neurotypical???#i cannot tell and its currently driving me mad im sorry#i just need to vent somewhere#a biscuit's rambles#and i dont think my irls would get it#like i SAID i dont wanna self diagnose and just look that places for solutions to my problems but. BUT#idfk anymore#or with stimming. i think im doing that? but idk if ive just let my impulses take over bc Tumblr Influence (it rly does affect my mindset)#or if its like. idk. you know what i mean#CANT THERE BE AN EASY WAY TO KNOW IF YOURE ND OR NOT???#i just. i just wanna know. FUCK now im way too deep into this shit again#these tags are so fucking long lmao#help :')#ANYWAY dyknow how i got back into this crisis? fanfic blorbo with adhd got to me LMAO#anyway. sorry to everyone who had to see this#im just a confused something#also please make puberty illegal i cannot tell what im feeling anymore ever
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smrookie · 2 years
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i think i change my mind on richard siken's crush
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orcelito · 2 years
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Sometimes i look at statistics for # of ppl who have had suicidal thoughts / etc & I'm just kinda like. "There's No Way it's that low, right?"
Guys I think I have a normalized mindset that might not be entirely healthy
#speculation nation#suicide ment/#NO IT'S NOT HOW IT USED TO BE. im fine for the most part.#but it still feels so normal to me lmao and apparently it is not in any way normal#or at least. shouldnt be.#majority of people apparently never even consider it as an option#meanwhile theres me with my longstanding philosophy of like#'if i lose literally every single person who cares about me then yea im killing myself lol'#BUT it works the other way too where so long as i got ppl who care about me. even just one person. imma keep living#that's what got me outta my teen years and im just keeping going with it#the underlying idea being that if i get to the point where i have lost literally every person who cares about me#i probs have some Pretty Big Problems so the wish would inevitably be there anyways lol#but yea uhhhhh yea. it's much more quiet than it was when i was a teen and thank god for that#it's annoying to deal with lmao#but it's still so normalized in my mind. i can end up muttering some rly concerning shit to myself when im really really mad or frustrated#primarily at work lol. as it goes.#then again ive always had a screw loose & bad ex just rly knocked it out of order lol#patched it up with duct tape and gorilla glue. slaps the top of this hunk of barely functional meat. this babey sure can brain#....in theory lmao#sorry for the dark topic i promise im feeling fine. aside from the muscle soreness and fatigue lol#just saw a post that got me thinking about how weird & skewed my perspective is. And So It Goes.
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omi-boshi · 2 months
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Hey, I was wondering if you had a taglist? If so, may I be a part of it?
hi im so sorry ;_; it's been months since u sent this and ur probably not wondering anymore but aaaa i don't have a taglist. i just post and pray the wind guides it to the people who want to see it
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