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springcatalyst · 11 months

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About my OCs game

thank youuu @hamburgerslippers for tagging me, as always I have a blast making u look at my guys and i know there's at least one other tag game u sent me that i havent done and yes i live in constant shame

Favorite OC: Julian Dae

I'd love to lie and say I don't have favorites but I do and it's. Well. Not my fault he's bitchy and damaged and disconnected and isolated and angry and (<- is my fault)

Newest OC: Diana Rojas?

I might change her last name BUT I have finally started to figure her out. As far as 'this character has probably existed' she's older than a few others like Sumaya or a couple unnamed ones, but she's actually got plotline so she counts more than them. Also she actually has a design (tho it's subject to change).

Oldest OC: Julian Dae

Of fucking course. He's changed a lot obvi but I first made him in like... 2018. He's old as fuck. Functionally he's more like 2 or 3 years old tho because that's when I solidified his actual story to (roughly) what it is now.

Meanest OC: ...Julian Dae

I'm sensing a theme. Listen I'm not just joking when I say he's a bitch he is kind of an asshole. People don't like him for good reason. He doesn't exactly work and play well with others. He's soooooo defensive that it circles around to being offensive. He

Softest OC: Milo Montalvo!

He's done literally nothing wrong in his whole life but also if you say that you're missing the point and u dont get him like i do <3. Listen. He cares about people and he's easy to be around BUT he makes mistakes and sometimes in the effort of not hurting anybody he ends up doing more damage. But mostly he's sweet. My perfect fucked up guy.

Most standoffish/aloof OC: Brooke Ulriche

She's soooooo disaffected she doesn't see the point of getting close to people anymore so she just doesn't. She moves through people's lives with little thought to them which means she doesnt really care about any of them?? Just in a personable manner?? But also she DOES care but only in the sense of how she is useful to them. She's really normal guys.

Dumbest OC: .... ...Julian Dae

I hesitate to call him dumb but compared to the others... yeah. He's too impulsive for his own good and he doesn't really think about consequences. He's never had a plan in his life. Everybody else is either really methodical (Liliana, Brooke, Reiji) or emotionally intelligent and good at problem solving (Milo, Diana) and Julian just... isn't. He's fuckin stupid but also look out? I guess?

Smartest OC: Liliana Hart!

And that's why they go so well together! Lmao she's not perfect (FAR fucking from it) but she actually IS really good with a plan and is patient and brutal and you know that post that's like "ruthless just means seeing the clear line between here and there"? that's Liliana. She's detail-oriented and careful and while going off-book isn't exactly her strong suit she CAN make it work because she has good instincts. She's good at considering all the options and picking the best one.

Horniest OC: ..............Diana

LISTENNNNNNNNNN I. She. Ok???? If she wasn't so gay like 90% of her problems would go away but I. you. let her live

OC I'd bang: For legal purposes I cannot answer this

yeah i'm taking the coward's road with this one. u dont need to worry about it ASDFGHJKLKJHGFD

OC I'd be besties with IRL: Milo...

I said he's easy to get along with and I'm difficult so like..... Also Liliana tho because she's outgoing and trans and that's all it takes. Julian would just wanna fight and the other three are too quiet so we wouldn't speak to each other because you know I dont start conversations.

also i'm realizing now Reiji gets NOTHING. fuck him i guess (<- i lpve him)

#ocs #tag game #also im realizing now i don't have anyone to tag. i dont talk to people #if anyone sees this and wants to do it say i tagged u. i will literally edit the post to have tagged u if u want #tell me about ur original guys #also making me realize i dont draw liliana much. i love herrrrr shes just hard to draw for some reason. i dont know what her FACE looks lik #not YET. i will

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oleanderblume · 2 years

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So, my sister was over the yesterday and I was telling her about how it was neat that Heartstopper had a Canon, confirmed, positive representation of a Bisexual character cause you don't see that often.

And my fucking mother. Christ..

Goes off on the wildly misinterpreted rant about how it's somehow bad to want actual bisexual actors playing bisexual characters (keep in mind, this was not actually the topic we were on. It was the face value of simply having a bisexual character and she misunderstood the assignment)

So me and my sister are trying to explain to her this misunderstanding, which she is not getting at all. And the way we tried to make it slightly easier is by comparing it to poc preferring poc actors in poc stories and how that can better round out the story, especially in regards to writing.

Apparently she didn't get that either cause she starts going off about this one white guy who did blackface for a year as a "social experiment" in the 60s and then wrote a book about it and how that sOmEhOw means he fully understands what it's like being black.

I'm like. No. That's not how that works. Black folks can't just stop being black after a year. His experience is incredibly limited because he is NOT A BLACK MAN.

so I'm trying to explain this to her, that pretending for a year in no fucking molecule of a way is equivalent to the lived experience of being a black person and to write a book about it like you've suddenly understood the entire social scale of racism is inherently 1. Racist as fuck, and 2. LIMITED BECAUSE TOU ARENT A FUCKING BLACK PERSON.

And she says to me. "Then you shouldn't be allowed to write about trans people because you've only just recently decided to change."

What. The. Fuck.

Like. I know she doesn't respect me, doesn't understand me. And likely never will.

(^^^^ this is why my sister and I were using race as an example because I *didn't* want to bring my identity into it^^^^)

I briefly try to explain to her that just because I've only been in *transition* for a year, does not mean my entire life up to this point has not been the experience and life of a trans person.

Of course, she's not having it because she is incapable of thinking outside of herself and her skewed perception of me. So to her, me being trans is this scary new thing that had no warning whatsoever. (Doesn't help that she is and was actively neglectful and abusive to me throughout my entire childhood)

But BITCH. I fucking asked you at TWELVE if I could get my titties lopped off cause I DID NOT WANT THEM. How is that not a trans experience????

She can't comprehend that I am not the thing she thinks she sees. Because she has no idea who I am as a person and she cannot extend enough empathy to understand that I have had a vastly different personal experience than her.

And the thing that pisses me off so much is that she expects me to lay down and be nice and explain everything while also putting aside how fucking hurtful the things she says are in order to "educate" her.

When she won't even use my fucking name. Unless my sister is over cause she's afraid she won't see her grandson.

I can't say "that was transphobic" without her doing mental gymnastics to find a way to be hurt by me pointing out something she said was fucking rude and bigoted.

I can barely even talk to her about my own ficking life or troubles I deal with without her going "oh it's because you're a woman"

No. I got threatened by a man twice my age because HE KNEW I WAS TRANS. not because I'm afab.

In fact. The entire time I've been a truck driver, a Cis male dominated profession, I have never once been threatened AS A WOMAN. But I damn sure was as a visibly fucking trans person.

But she refuses to acknowledge it. Refuses to understand WHY I'm afraid of the roe v wade shit because I ficking KNOW that my medical information, like my prescriptions and my surgeries will immediately make it clear to ANYONE interested, that I am trans. Regardless of if I pass.

That I exist in a demographic at a significantly higher risk of sexual assault than Cis women.

She cannot comprehend in even the slightest modicum that I deal with constant risk that she will never have to deal with. And that when I talk about it, I shouldn't be ficking obligated to debate my fucking existence WITH MY OWN MOTHER.

Also. Just. To fucking put the icing on the cake, she tried to use the fact that I disengaged and walked out on the conversation to say I just want to live in my own delusions and get pissy when they dont play into them. and expected my sister, the only person who actually accepts me and uses my name and pronouns...to defend HER.

As if my sis and I don't constantly talk shit and bitch about our parents horrific attitudes toward every fucking minority.

Also the fucking excuse of using a WHITE MAN USING BLACKFACE to make her point. Like what the fuck is wrong with you???

In what world is that even remotely close to someone's lived experience???????

FUCK.

Sorry.

#personal rant #okay to reply but pls dont reblog

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