#thinking abt the gays again <3

[pinsandbustedbuttons]

IM GOING TO FUCKNG IMPLODE

#thinking abt the gays again <3 #charthur #hannigram #nandermo #vianton #blackbonnet #steddyhands #sadie/molly #idk their name #jovier #caitvi #jinx #literally just jinx manic fairy nightmare princess #steddie #ronance #how many of these do i have #i take a big ass fish net and dump it in tumblr to collect blorbos and ships to fix my mental illness

[herotune]

the dialogue in this game sure is Something, sometimes , isnt it .,

based on this footage i got messing around with the flute u need to resurrect gale sdfghjfdks

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #shadowheart #astarion #astarion ancunin #jason altea #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 tav #bg3 fanart #comic #my art #my ocs #my comics #herotune #i lost my fucking mind when she said this to me i. shadowheart please dont. dont say that . ever again sdhfjdsk #like. please. please. jason (my character ingame) is gay and has also rejected her already. help #and he is also romancing astarion. which means she said that in front of his boyfriend . #i love her and its extremely funny but also oh my word #btw normally i think astarion appreciates audacity even when he doesnt necessarily agree with whats actually being said #thinking abt some of the things he approves 😭..... #but w this. thats his boyfriend ashdfkds #a lil too much audacity here. in this case . #i might post more of my gameplay footage on that channel btw #i originally set it up for sims letsplays but ive been way too busy to sit down and edit them together 😭 #i will get to it eventually i promise #.....gale was fine btw . do not worry #i had to get withers to resurrect him bc his soul glitched into the ocean . but its fine

[goldiipond]

probably the earliest sign that i was a bit silly both gender and attraction wise was when i got really into this harvest moon game at like 10 and i really liked this one girl character but this game came out in 2011 and did not allow you to be gay so i reset a pretty decent amount of progress to make my character a guy so i could date her. and i proceeded to never really think harder about this choice for years

#skye's ramblings #ithink about this alot. i also think abt when i came out to my mom at 14 and her response was essentially 'yeah i know'. whatever man !!! #started thinking abt this again bc ive been playing a lot of stardew (i am very gay there <3) n started thinking abt this game again #feeling a bit nostalgic for this game imight break it out again <3 My Poor 3ds Has Not Seen The Light Of Day In Several Years #health shit has been making me too tired to draw but thts my only hobby and i hate sleeping the days away #luckily i have found the solution to this conundrum. and that solution is farming simulators

[mattodore]

"show off your music" tag 🎧 using this spotify app

this looks so sexy... anyway thank you for the little tag @machinegrl

tagging @wldestluv-rs @fizzytoo @rottengurlz @lucidicer @woohooincoffin @omgkayplays @void-imp @helltrait @raiiny-bay if any of you want to do it as well <3 no pressure tho obv!! also if you've already done this pretend i didn't tag you dkjnhk haven't scrolled very far back on my dash yet

#river dipping #playlist #gold guns girls is a song olly sent me bc it reminded him of matthias <3 so i spent hours listening to it #if it weren't for the repeated lines mentioning women i'd put it in his playlist but alas............... he is a gay man fdkjndjf #on my knees asking ppl to send me more music that reminds them of my ocs btw. i'm so normal abt it... :) #also........... god......................................... #listening to futile devices and thinking abt theo is enough to kill a person where they stand #i would know. typing this from the grave if you were wondering #famous last words / i'm a liar / silver / lemon eyes are all songs that if i'm listening to them i have to sing along. like i have to. #like it bursts out of me and then i'm banging my fist on the floor. like. literally. like actually. #ESPECIALLY i'm a liar. it makes me want to die and it's in the echthroi story playlist. god. #PLEASE TAKE ME HOME . BAM . WRAP ME IN A TOWEL . BAM . THE MARKS ARE ALL GONE AND I'M FEELING MYSELF AGAIN . BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM #CRAZY . IT'S JUST SO FUCKING CRAZY #lemon eyes turns my brain to mush too because it's SOOOOOOOO matthias coded. #like especially early on in mattodore's little situationship when theo was just. so jealous. like caustically so. #hush now baby there's no need to cry let me wipe away those lemon eyes...... #all your worries such a waste of time... you can't even see how much you're Mine. . .... #I BET YOU WANNA WALK AWAY RUN AWAY LOOK AWAY TURN AWAY HONEY YOU CAN'T HIIIIIIIIDE #LEMON EYES YOU'RE MINE. YELLOW EYES ALL MINE. #YELLOW I WILL HAVE TO BITE YOUR TONGUE. . . SONGS THAT MAKE ME CLAW AT MY OWN SKIN

[feline-evil]

It feels like the day to say i love my fucking boyfriend so goddamn much. I'm going 2 attack him w a beam (lovingly)

#jay talkin #hes sooooooooooo sweeties to me hes getting me gifts and he drew #the lineart for me of a character i wanna make cuz he knows i cant #draw very much anymore and hes so nice and sweet and i love him #and im firing a beam at him WATCH OUT IBIS PCHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #yay :3 anyway gay love so important so life changing #also tangentially related im still thinking abt the person who tried to anon hate me for dating my bf it was v funny in hindsight #idk why the only asks i ever get are ppl trying to start shit w me or my bf but its v funny. they hate our transfag swag #ANYWAY today is the day of celebrating being in gaysex w my beloved and i will relish in it!!! #AND we are as always one day closer to when i get to be with him in person again whoupieeeee!!!!!! #(cough cough also the character hes helping me draw might b a self ship insert thing cough cough who said that AHEM)

[keeps-ache]

got described as looking like a 'canadian lumberjack physicist' by my brother so. does anybody need an artist

#just me hi #could've just used the shorthand 'gay' but whatever honestly loll #𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯. my own kin... #so funny he said lumberjack physicist. two things i'll never be qualified for Hfbhss #and then i said he looked like a youtuber so i might have actually deserved that x10 now that i think abt it HFh #/and i was doing my typing lessons earlier and i had to type out the nato alphabet thing (idr what it's called lol) #i said 'alphaaa..' outloud and my sibling says 'oo who are you texting ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)' 'your girlfriend' #and that Wasn't my fault i was in the middle of some horrible dire straits (i missed the letter P six times in a row <33) #leo if you're reading this. uhhh you were asking for it‚ sorry ! <333 #//in other news i am working on p.space again !! #rewriting Agaaain lol :> #'rewriting' i say as this is the 4th comic rendition i've made #though i want to do a sort of blend between comic and just writing. i just gotta figure out How i'm gonna go about that :3 #i also really wanna write rn so i'm gonna go do that!!! actually super excited to do that #i know full well i probably won't do much but hyped either way :DDD #so on my way now !!!

[corvidcall]

there's a podcast i like thats focused on leftist theory through a christian lens (which i just think is really interesting, given how many christians you meet that are loudly anti-communist and for some reason are convinced jesus would love capitalism) and i just saw a tweet thread they made saying that, for Lent, they want to give up the US blockade against Cuba (so theyre spending the next 40 days writing letters to biden and their local reps and encouraging others to do the same)

i am delighted i bought all those stamps at costco because i am gonna be writing some goddamn letters to our dumbfuck government

#anime life #they shared a google doc they wrote about how to write the letters and some ideas of what to say #my local rep is verrrrry conservative and '''''christian''''' #and in the google doc they pointed out that the past 3 popes and the world council of churches #have all called for the US to end the embargo #do i think this will get through to cathy mcmorris rogers?? no because she has brain worms #but i still think it'll be fun for me to insist that my gay trans ass is better at being christian than her #when im an atheist #anyway if anyone wants the google doc or the zine these guys made abt christian solidarity w cuba #i can share #but like. obviously theyre very christian lmao #again i am an atheist but being raised catholic in a very fundamentalist christian nation #i think hearing christian arguments against capitalism and for. things that are generally good. is really interesting and illuminating

[lil-vibes]

nah cuz im losing my fucking mind over this panel again like ??? there was NONE, absolutely zero (0❗) reasons for dazai to be doing this. even IF corruption wasnt nullified the moment dazai got decked, which it was, fucking grab chuuya's arm or something. you had some solid 30 seconds where you stared at him all love struck and if that Whole Thing (tm) wasnt enough mf not only KEPT his hand there, while indirectly asking for a kiss mind you, but he damn near cradled chuuya's face. like ? Huh ??? bro when i tell you im SICK of them like im actually so tired of their shit (im sobbing and crying as we speak)

#it is 3:38 am and dead apple is killing me #keep that thing AWAY from me im foaming at the mouth by just thinking abt it #dazai you devotion is showing #get a Grip i beg of you #i hate gay people (skk) so Much (affectionate) #im still flabbergasted at just how Gentle and Loving dazai looks here #wanna tell the audience why you didnt let go of his cheek while you descended from wherever you were 🎤🎤 hmm? #i know what you are 🫶 #anyways dead apple's ending is borderline incomprehensible and i Adore it for that #bsd #skk #dead apple sure is a movie huh #dead apple #pebbles (me) is being plagued by thoughts again #screaming into the void #dazai

[callixton]

much to say abt that boy today but mostly i think watching him play orin is going to take me the FUCK out

#friend literally clutching another friend's hand & fanning herself thru dentist was SO REAL FOR THAT #she goes i've been attracted to him recently & this show is gonna kill me . ME TOO GIRL BUT I WILL NOT BE SAYING THAT OUT LOUD <3 #literally perrrfect role for him. he's also just having so much fun w it #what else. we also had a conversation about people thinking he's gay lmaoo which was also good for my mental state. unironically #got a photo of him doing the jesus pose too but with blood on his hands STIGMATA MOMENT REALIZED !!! #we're chilling i'm over feeling like i'm being too pushy with spending time w him #he's also gone out of his way to drive me places the past two days so like. idk. feel good abt things. #getting more normal* about him for a little bit. we'll see what's to come. #i will continue to talk about him here tho bc again. need an outlet somewhere. #ted talks #🗡️

[nyxi-pixie]

microwave viability surverys being like 'mike doesnt like will back theres no evidence' is so funny bc it really proves my theory that the st general audience is.. fucking stupid

almost Every Single Canon Couple (and non canon too) on the fucking show has to be set up Through Other Characters bc the gen audience straight up wont understand otherwise

genuinely the only cases of this not happening that i can think of is susie and dustin (who got tgthr off screen and we as the audience are just told theyre tgthr) and lumax(arguably bc they were def getting there anyway but we do have dustins 'i felt the electricity' thing so??)

like does someone have to bonk mike on the head and be like "YOURE GAY FOR WILL" before the general audience agrees that theres proof for reciprocated byler😭😭😭

#byler #mike wheeler is gay #im so srs abt this literally every couple #jopper get murrayd #jancy also get murrayd and nance gets told to date jon by bestie flo #stancy are a classic case of expectation relationship bc it 'makes sense' in s1 and then in s4 #Three Seperate Characters tell them to get back tgthr(unsuccessfully but still) #on the topic of steve dustin is the one that tells him he likes robin #mikes told by various people that he has feelings for el #literally the only cases i can think of that are this doesnt happen at all is with suzie and dustin and with bob and joyce #and in both of these cases theres no development we are just told theyre together #lumax is a weird case of like it was gonna happen anyway but lucas does also get told that thats where its going by dustin #so 50/50 on them #anyway funny that the last 3 ships i mentioned. where theyre not told by anyone to get tgthr. are the healthiest. hmm #i mean aside from jopper maybe but they do also argue a lot and like hop is unreasonably jealous abt every man in a 50mile radius of joyce #love them tho but like #sorry the tags ran away from me again #to summarise #but ships shldnt need to be aggressively shoved into being by other people ¿pressuring? them #u shld be able to see mikes a fruit salad without someone like. calling him slurs or smthn💀💀 #ik thats how they did it w will but noy every queer character has to get hatecrimed to be queercoded💀💀💀💀💀

[ptanalo]

ITALIANIS GAY GIRLS

#txt #to the total of 3 ppl or less who follow me for arknights #BE HAPPY FOR MEEEE got me babes :’) #pot3 texas yeehaw #I tried rolling for thorns when I got them both but I just got mylnar uhh nearl alter horn hoshi and palas 😭 #they said enough was enough damnnnn #had to humble me again #WHAT IS HUMBLING ABT IT I saved 300 rolls I deserve a W!!!! #anyways allegra clark voices penance for ENG so I might switch that out for meeee hehe ily her sm!!! #she keeps voicing gay ppl mwah mwah mwah #coincidence??? I THINK NOT

[bylertruther]

ok now tht i’ve gotten my mushy gushiness out can i just say.... that it is soooooo funny tht midlevens FINALLY got their i love you after four seasons..... and it.... lmao... i can’t even say it 🤭... it was... 🤭 bdjshfbdj based on a literal boldfaced lie that mike’s boy best friend told him and it was that boldfaced unbelievable and so painfully clockable lie that made mike feel loved and seen and safe enough to give eleven what he previously could not and stubbornly would not and that even when he did finally give her his speech after his boy best friend told him to it just made the vines around her neck tighten and was filled with things that the show itself refutes and proves to be yet another lie. because even when he says it... he isn’t saying it. he can’t say it. not really. not to her. not in the way she wants. LIKE LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO 🫣🤭💀

#byler #so insane. rip in peace to eleven tho and max who literally died bc of mike's gay ass. other things too bt im ignoring tht rn. BDFHJBDJHBFJD #thinking abt how mike has tried to recreate moments he had with will with her but failed [which implies tht they are romantic and moments he #felt were important to him and ones that he believes you should have with a lover which makes u wonder why he had those with will #when HE'S the one that initiated said moments with will and claims tht they're just friends seriously JUST friends but ok..] #and when she begs him while crying to please tell her he loves her he cannot do it and refuses to do it because mike is NOT a liar #and he won't lie not about this and not to her which is why he won't even WRITE it as a goodbye he's never said it #bc he knows the way that she'll take it and he knows he won't mean it that way #and it's only when his boy best friend who is JUST his friend and ONLY his friend confesses his love and makes him feel seen #for the very first time in his life probably and shows him that he IS worthy and he IS MORE than enough and that he's so very loved #and SEEN and WANTED that he goes and does it but ONLY after being pushed to by said boy best friend who's JUST a friend #and then when he DOES tell her he loves her finally his speech is a direct response to his boy best friend's confession that contradicts #everything that she wants and is and needs and lies because he's scared and overwhelmed and doesn't want her to fucking DIE #because if SHE dies if SUPERMAN dies then they're ALL dead and it's like season one when mike CANONICALLY says that they need her #because they're no use without her #and they can't fight this evil in hawkins and save the literal world without eleven #but like. yeah. okay. midleven rulez and she's definitely NOT going to dump his ass and that painting and entire confession is #definitely NOT EVER going to come up again not even ONCE not even in PASSING nope absolutely not surely bc midleven is endgame<3 #bc of course the girl who just went through an entire fucking journey this season to AS SHE SAYS WITH HER OWN MOUTH find out who she is #is going to want to go back to someone that she CANONICALLY does not need and has not spoken to and tha #--t made her feel like a monster at her lowest and that simply does not see her as anything other than the weapon they found in the woods #of course she wants to go back to someone that idolizes her and it's totally meaningless that the memories she thought of #while reviving max were 'not hopper. not mike. you.' and 'there's more to life than stupid boys' literally right after tht monologue. #like im srry bt. girl what world are u living on<3 #the crazy together scene was planned before the kids were cast it was part of the audition dnd is canonically code for mike and will #eleven literally thinks tht mike is going to be her brother in s1 and everything that she asks him to do or that everyone expects him to do #for her is something that he UNPROMPTED does for will without hesitation and their first kisses were put in bc of millie not written in #but yeah. ok. midleven is endgame. sure. ofc. yes. ur so right. mr shawn 'nothing is an accident' levy is wrong. the duffers r wrong. yup. #[and mike does love her platonically n see her as a person bt. she's superman before she's el hopper. he idolizes her. max sees her. u kno?] #mine

[a-flickering-soul]

actually no fuck you people feminine gay men are like cousins to me like i love their mannerisms i love how they speak with just their eyes and an eyebrow lift i love how they move their wrists and necks i love how loud and immutable they are i love them literally dykes4fags4ever literally we are family

#once again i am thinking abt how much i love gay people who r stereotypes <3 i love us bad representation #flickerthoughts

[yamikawas]

You're just adorable!! You're so cute I can't help but want to lock you up and keep you to myself - a yoomtah fictive

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM ABSOLUTELY HONORED I WOULD LIKE THAT A LOT ACTUALLY AAHSJSJDJDJJFJFBKDFHSJFJJFJ<3<3<3<3333<4<3<43<3<3<3<3<3<3<33<3<44<33<3

#I FEEL A LIL AWKWARD BEING INSANE ABT THIS ASK BC I DO NOT WANT TO BE WEIRD ABT ANY FICTIVES OR FOR IT TO SEEM LIKE I AM #BUT IF UR SENDING ME THIS AND ENABLING ME OF UR OWN FREE WILL THEN I AM ASSUMING ITS OK TO BE A LIL DERANGED HSJDFKDJFKDJF<3<3<3 #I MEAN I JUST GOT TOLD THAT IM ADORABLE AND CUTE AND LOCK-UP-ABLE IDK HOW IM SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL NOW NSHDKFJDKFJJFD #THINKING ABT BEING KIDNAPPED BURYING MY FACE INTO MY STUFFED BUNNY AND BLUSHING.YKNOW THE DRILL<3 #OK IVE BEEN STARING INTO SPACE JUST THINKING FOR LIKE AT LEAST 10 MINUTES NOW.WHAT DID I MISS #I DONT CARE WHAT I MISSED I WANT YOOMTAH TO KEEP ME CAPTIVE IN HER ROOM AND CUDDLE ME 24/7<3<3<3<33<3<33<3<3<4<4<3<3<3<<3<3<3322<3<3<3 #LITERALLY GOING TO START THROWING THINGS WHY AM I NOT BEING ABDUCTED BY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW #INSANE THOUGHTS TAKING OVER MY BRAIN NOW IM HHBGGSHDHDHDHFNFBMDDBXJSJFDBFBSBNFNMGB #WANT HER TO LOCK ME UP SO BAD ITS UNREAL💜💝🌈🧡💫❣💘⚠️🌻🌼💛💋👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💙💟⚡🍋🧡💌🌠✨💝💌💗💖💚💗🌈💫🌻❤🌩💝💘💚💛💋🌼❣💞💘💕⚡🌠💜⚠️💓 #I DONT NEED FREEDOM I NEED YOOMTAH I NEED HER LOVE I NEED HER AFFECTION I NEED H E R #I NEED HER KISY ME...............AND CUDDLE ME...........................AND NEVER LET ME ESCAPE HER GRASP AGAIN #IF I THINK ABT THIS TOO MUCH IM GOING TO START ROLLING ON THE FLOOR SQUEALING AND COVERING MY FACE IN MY HANDS #IDK WHATS WRONG WITH ME THAT THE THOUGHT OF BEING KIDNAPPED BY MY GF MAKES ME UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY BUT I WOULDNT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY<3<3<3 #LIKE YA SURE IM LITERALLY DERANGED AND SICK IN THE HEAD BUT IM JUST GAY AND HAVING FUN SO WHATEVER. #IM ALLOWED TO WANT TO BE KIDNAPPED ROMANTICALLY IF I WANT AND IF ANYONE HATES ME FOR IT THEY HATE LESBIANS AND AUTISTIC PEOPLE. #ANYWAYS MANIFESTING SHE CARRIES ME HOME WITH HER TO KEEP ME LOCKED UP AND SMOTHER ME IN AFFECTION FOREVER<3<3<3<33<³33<³<33<3<33<3<3<33333³

[truthundressing]

watched mp✌️😗✌️

#and i have Thoughts #firstly harry baby u could realllyyyyy see his progression as an actor in this film like the first 20 mins i was like😬 yikessss idk it #was kinda cringe but he got so much better especially in the emotional moments #which is why i think he'd shine so much more as an actor in the westend/broadway but what do i know lmao #i did a week long course of media studies when i was 15 and im gay so thats all the qualification i got lmao #also the frog scene😭😭😭😭 #mama frog holding baby frog😭😭😭😭😭 #this is a marion hate blog btw😙 emma did so good but boy did i hate their character skdjsjs #and the whole thing felt too much 'what about how it affected the straights :(' bc like my dude i do not care abt marion like.....at all <3 #also @the girlies in the cinema that were laughing through the gay sex scenes (but not the straight ones🙄) and when patrick was being #beaten up like ?????? do u want me to dropkick u ??????????? #god i was so angry #overall v good v prettyily shot #but you can reallyyyy tell the story was written by a straight woman and being in a cinema full of harries is not something i want to #expereince ever again lmao <3 #mp spoilers

[chisatowo]

Just remembered I hadn't even read any ras story stuff when I first made the band swap au god how clueless I was of the suffering to come dhdmhdkdh

#rat rambles #band posting #band swap au #I was just like hee hee wouldnt it be funny if I made the band with two 14 yr olds afterglow. how would that even work haha #and then instead of heeding the obvious signs of disaster it shoved that question onto itself in the future and Im still dealing with it #anyways as per usual band swap pareo characterisation is still haunting me lol #Im thinking of having her still be a depressed repressed gay 12 yr old at the start but with some light adjustments for having friends #Im thinking she probably treats her band self and school self as different ppl similar to early on canon pareo but not in the same way #Im thinking its more like... a version of her that gets to be more open but that still doesnt know/hasnt come to terms with who she is #as opposed to the open and proud lesbian side and all that #and Im thinking she probably has rly conflicting feelings on her life with the band and the band in general? #like she wants to be open and free along side the rest of them but doesnt think she can and doesnt even know if she wants to #and her character arc is abt slowly letting herself actually work through these aspecs of her identity and acknowledge shes suffering #and the elder 3 trying their damndest to create a space where she can just like. be a kid and all that #idk these are all still ideas in development Im still not sure exactly how Im gonna go abt them all #mainly Im not sure what I want pareo and chu2's dynamic to be like #I still want parechu to be a thing but Im thinking itll probably develop in a different way #I also am thinking itll be more of a second year thing that develops since currently Im not sure if theyd even like eachother as lil kids #again idk though Im still figuring stuff out these guys are a nightmare