#thi etc thi

[thehomestuckinfection]

GUYS.... scott pilgrimers.... matthew patel can be shortend to matpat

#scott pilgrim #scott pilgram takes off #scott pilgram vs the world #not a reblog #thi etc thi #matpat #i GUESS???

[lucalicatteart]

A few silly little small sculptures that I made with some of the leftover clay from the main one I did recently

#sculpture #birds #neopets #sparkly little aishas my beloved..... #Though I actually kind of liked them with a matte finish more?? I wanted to try out making them sparkly and shiny..but #I think they might have looked better before adding all the shine. BUT I kind of like both. Maybe I should make two more that aren't shiny #just to have variation lol... an entire army of tiny aishas..... #The little house is so bad lol I hada headache at that point and kind of just wanted to get everything over with #(I bake the clay all at once so I had to get the smaller ones done to go with the main one) #and was like.. zero effort into making things line up or measuring at all. one window on one side is like twice as big as on the other lol #but I think from afar ifnot examined too closely it's still kind of cute. The birds were also just random like 'what can I shape out of thi #s small blob of clay I have leftover' etc. I did actually put irridescent eyeshaow on the pigeon but it just doesnt show up in photos ToT #The other bird is not anything in specific... some sort of random fantasy creature bird with slight purple on it's wings or something #The strawberry is exclusively just a quickly done accessory for the birds.. I wanted them to have a little meal to share #even though I dont know if birds eat strawberries #the last picture in the set is them all sitting on a shelf (the most well lit place I could find) but looks weird #since it has all of my avocado pit eyes in the background......... ominous backdrop for such peaceful little creachures.. #you kind of cant tell what they are from that angle though i guess lol

[pharawee]

LATER:

#i will knock you #i will knock you the series #tar atiwat #bom thanawat #noeythi #iwkyedit #thai bl #thai drama #bl drama #bl series #my edits. #ok but hear me out #yes wifey is a cringey word to use in English #this thai equivalent apparently isn't (as much) #and i think it's quite in character for noey to use it #(seeing as how he idolises old movies/songs etc) #and for thi to not particularly like it #this being said we got ourselves another sweet kiss #oh thi you're really in it now

[icewindandboringhorror]

Found a very cool pastel cat sweater at the bins but I have literally nothing that matches it well, so I always struggle to make outfits with it lol

#ootd #pastel #I really really want to SELL CLOTHES I keep talking about selling clothes.. its just such a process..hhhhhhh #Because you have to take pictures. edit the pictures. list them somewhere. write descriptions. choose a price. advertise the fact you listed #it somewhere. Repeat with literally hundreds of items (since I get bulk clothes at the bins and etc.). I have a lot of cool stuff that I thi #nk people into similar styles would want to buy. and I always need money to fund art and healthcare expenses and eventually moving to a diff #erent place someday. replacing broken electronics. etc. etc. So a wise decision is 'well sell a lot of the old clothes you have'. It is so #difficutl with my specific functioning issues though since it's such a long process and also packing things up. taking them to the post offi #ce etc. takes timing since I always have to be driven by roomates and stuff. etc. etc. #I think the way I was considering getting around this was to sell clothing in 'packs' like.. A pack of 5 or 6 matching items the same shade #of pink. or all green items with flowers so it's the same 'nature theme'. Or even selling full outfits or something. so that way I can kind #of bundle items. Instead of the effort of photograohing and listing literally 50 individual items. Turn them into 5 packs of 10. Or 10 packs #of 5. etc. ? But I think I never got too far with that because I was uncertain how that'd actually go over in terms of whether people would #buy groups of items instead of just individual. Especially whole outfits or something like. I think you'd get a wider audience giving people #more individual choice to choose seperate things instead of putting them together and going 'this is just what you get' or etc. #but I could also see it being cool. You already have some guaranteed stuff that matches. They have a theme. Especially if it's something you #like. Love brown themed mori kei items? here's 5 of them already together. etc. etc. etc. #ANYWAY. Came to mind because as much as I love anything with cats on it that's a light color. I also am chronically warm natured due to my #health issues so I overheat immensely if I wear sweaters. even in the winter I don't wear that many layers lol. So a sweater like this is ju #st impratical for me outside of taking one or two outfit photos with it. but I don't think I could ever actually wear it even if I really wa #nt to. But it's nice! and very cool!! so a good candidtate for selling. Give it to someone who would be happier to have it than I would in #the sense that maybe they could actually WEAR it lol. #ANYWAY... rhgh #everything......... difficult.......... whye #Also sweater is too hot for me and doesn't match anything I own even though it's perfect and I love cats..... whye....... cruele world #self

[quaranmine]

i love being deeply pretentious about my fanfic. i love treating fanfic with all the care of weaving narratives and themes and parallelisms as published literature.

anyway, chapter eight of firewatch au starts with a jack kerouac quote-

#he was a fire lookout on desolation peak in 1956! #no but i just think it's mildly amusing to start bringing in famous american literary figures of the beat generation #for a mcrp fanfic #but it's my fanfic and i will enjoy all of it greatly <3 cringe is dead etc etc i'm being dead serious in how my work is presented with thi

[spookykestrel]

Having a winter birthday sucks when you have depression

#ITS NOT MY BIRTHDAY #thi is also vastly revised from my complaint post about having no friends nothing to do etc #my moms just trying to find things for me to do and asking me what I want and idk I have no interests etc #kestrel calls #chitter chatter #text post

[kohakhearts]

big brother

Ash needs some time to figure the whole "big brother" thing out.

fandom: pokemon (anime) rating: g relationship(s): ash & lei, ash & brock word count: 13k read it here

Ash first meets Lei through photos and video calls. It’s easy to see how fond of him Kukui and Burnet are; Ash finds the experience oddly reminiscent of the first time he had a Pokémon transported to Professor Oak’s lab and called to check in on it.

He can’t exactly tell if Lei is aware of him or not. When he babbles at the camera, Burnet admits it may be more out of interest in the device itself than for Ash on the other side of it. He finds it funny in the moment, but when he recalls it later, he wonders if he should have. Even if Lei was talking at him, how long will he remember, anyway? He briefly considers asking Goh, then figures there’s not really anything to ask; Goh may know a lot about Pokémon, but he’s even less likely than Ash to understand how a human baby’s brain works.

Besides, he’s not sure yet if he even wants to broach the subject with Goh. It’s not as if he’s keeping anything secret from anyone, but he sometimes gets the feeling that his new friends are made uneasy by reminders of his adventures before them. Like they forget how much he has already seen and done—which is all right with him, really, because he doesn’t like that awestruck expression on their faces as much as he once thought he would.

Their trip to Alola is a long time coming, though, and Goh is thankfully more fixated on what new Pokémon he can catch than on whatever Ash has already left behind there. Ash probably should have anticipated that Kiawe and Goh would bump heads, but he has to admit that he’s been thinking more about the professors than about his old classmates since they arrived at the airport. And, anyway, it turns out fine—they get along great in the end, which is really the best Ash could’ve asked for.

But it’s not the surprise party they all planned for him, or getting separated from Goh, or even Kiawe’s challenge that sticks with Ash when they at last settle down for the night. It’s what Burnet said to him at the house before all that, holding Lei out in front of him for the first time—properly:

Big brother.

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#mine #*fic #pokemon #anipoke #pokeani #this giant thing has been in my brain for like months now #but only when i finally sit down to write it am i consumed and here we are five days after the fact #anyway not beta read etc. because i have to get back to having a life outside writing thi fic #this fic. but i hope u enjoy. not sure how i feel about it but i hope its good :3

[soopysoap]

man smth about escaping reality through day dreaming about fantasies that you cling onto just to get you through the day and then becoming thoroughly more disconnected to real life until it feels like the only thing that can bring you back is your fantasy becoming a reality always gets me idk

#writes this on a notepad under 'what to talk to my therapist about next session' #agh #like secret life of walter mitty newsies santa fe crazy ex gf les mis on my own rose from gypsy once upon a december anastasia etc etc #first two 100% i sob @ them every time #QUIET AND WHEN I GROW UP FROM MATILDA THE MUSICAL #THOSE TOO #and then the tragedy of getting the thing u so desperately wanted and needed for years only to realize that youre still unhappy. that the pr #problem is with YOU. and the repeating cycle of then disconnecting entirely from *that* reality to chase another fantasy that wont make you #any happier #'when i grow up i will be strong enough to fight the creatures that you have to fight beneath the bed each night to be a grown up' #-miss honey in her 20s who is suffering from severe trauma and unable to escape said traum and stuck in a cycle of unhealthy repetition due #to the trauma #she was also singing this after a bunch of children who were unhappy with were they were in life and with the way they were treated sang thi #this. the entirety of the song they sing about how much they want to be grown up and how life will be better once they are and then it cuts #to this woman who has been 'grown up' for years now and who is wishing for the same thing they are. she herself sings the lines 'when i grow #up i will be brave enough to fight the creatures' etc etc #this was all over the place its 4 innthe morning im so tired just. agh. #it will never not make me cry. #rambles

[thehomestuckinfection]

i forgot what happened in psycholonials mostly but i think this is so very very important

#psycholonials #mizzlebip #thi homestuck thi #kind of #thi etc thi

[seraphiloqui]

I ended up stopping HSR because the egregiously orientalist backstory Aventurine has in combination with the horrendous details for the new relic set based on his home planet was too much. At least I wasn't invested enough for it to be a hard choice. I should have stopped Genshin ages ago, but at this point I've invested so much I can't. But I will no longer give my money. I'm putting it to better use.

#reblogging others art isnt something ill stop thi #tho* #different from contributing to revenue by playing #buy esims donate etc etc wear keffiyeh

[todayisafridaynight]

god above testing me by making masato available on the newest banner when i had just spent all my diamonds thinkin i wouldnt need them

#snap chats #ARE YOU FUCKIN WITH ME #I WAS THINKING TOO LIKE 'oh why not just use my diamonds for shits and giggles' AND THEN NEXT DAY. #anger rage etc etc now i have to play thi sgame to get more diamonds gdi #and he's a purple unit too...... ik i have masumi but still i need more purple units i like.....

[pepprs]

also (this is it i promise) this is why i am so INSANELY excited to have my own room soon. like omg. it is definitely not perfect bc it’s at home and there’s a breaker box in it and you can hear footsteps really loud through the ceiling and also again *it’s at home* when i really need to not be living at home. but the quality of life improvement i am about to have is actually INSANE. i will be able to have a space far away from everyone else where i can sing without bothering anyone and play piano and decorate it (mostly) to my liking and have a desk and draw and paint and do whatever. finally!!!!!!!! that is going to fix me!!!!!

#purrs #i just wish it was permanent or that i had more years to spend in it. like i actually just want to find the place where i will live forever #and just stay there bc oh my GOD am i tired of living in places temporarily. i have so many issues w that bc so many spaces that were #formative for me have been destroyed (e.g. the van 😍😍😍😍 and my grandparents house 😍😍😍😍 and my favorite hs teachers classroom 😍😍😍😍) or are #going to be destroyed (e.g. the office where i work rn 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍) or ive had to leave them and move out bc they’re inherently temporary (e.g. #my on campus room 😍😍😍😍 and my room in brighton 😍😍😍😍😍😍). and ive had attachment issues w space / location : whatever my whole life like i wou #would have huge meltdowns whenever we were transitioning from like elementary school to middle school middle school to high school etc etc.. #so i really just um. would like permanence and stability please. im 24. im done w school for now and maybe forever. i want to find a place w #where i can just like.. stay. so if im paying rent like something that would allow me to renew it indefinitely and not fear bei ng kicked #out randomly or at the end of a determined period. i just want a home lol i want a homeeeee and i want to decorate it with all my things and #never be afraid that i will lose it and get to stay there forever and ever or at least as long as i want. bc my parents already have plans f #for my new room after i move out and i won’t get to decorate it as much as i want bc my mom doesn’t want me to damage the paint. but like if #i have a place of my own then i get to decide a little ding in the paint is worth it to put up my lanterns. you know? idk. the mortifying #ordeal of experiencing freedom like thisfor the first time in my mid-late twenties probably 😍😍😍😍😍😍 but still its gonna be good and i hope it #happens soon and i have to MAKE that happen. so yeah. #wishlist #delete later #ok now im done for real THJS time lol. my mom is gonna be so pissed at me ive barely lifted a finger here. but im enjoying the quiet what ca #can i say!!!!!!!! like OMG ok last thi ng…. like she’s always saying i have to love myself first before i get into a relationship and it’s l #like.. maybe my living conditions do not predispose me to be able to spend time w myself in ways that allow me to love myself!!!!!! #maybe always being on the defense and needing to find quiet spaces all the time and being shamed for that is not a very good way to experien #experience myself in the place im supposed to feel most grounded and comfortable!!! so yeah. #like maybe i stopped doing all the things i loved bc you got alexa and loud speakers and started blasting music all the time and dominating #space and becoming more and more high maintenance… 😳 (and obviously i changed as a person / played a role in it too but again my point / re #realization is… maybe it was in RESPONSE to stimuli that were not good for me and not just bc i suck as a person / am losing myself / etc.) #like theeeee sonic warfare of it all. also my brother is a key player in it too bc he raps and sings at the top of his lungs and it’s like 🤨

[tauruswiftie]

the thing that is sooo frustrating and annoying but also reassuring in a way about writing is that like. i know that as a 21 year old with basically no life experience i will be a much better writer in like 20 years when i've lived more and read more etc etc. which is nice to know but also... it makes writing now a bit annoying

#i like the idea/plot/etc for tthe project im working on rn very much but #i think i would write it better if i had read more before starting it? idk? #im just thinking of it like. i have to write more to get better and i can always rewrite this when im 40 or whatever. and im just doing thi #for fun and not to write something that is aiming to be A Literary Classic. so who cares

[seahydra]

So. Going on ferris wheels with N huh :). How about this...

He wants to make a lil cheesy romantic gesture. A classic. Kissing you when you guys are on the top.

As the wheel goes up he tells himself "I can do this I can do this I can do this". He has kissed you so many times before so why is he so nervous about it this time? Maybe it's because you look extremely cute all excited and looking at the landscape.

Either way you are finally at the top and he finally leans in, maybe even blushing.

"Would you mind if I...kissed you?"

Im goigng to fucking Explose💥💥💥💥🔥🔥💥🔥💥💥💥💥🔥💥💥🔥💥💥🔥💥💥🔥💥🔥💥💥💥🔥💥💥💥🔥💥💥🔥💥💥🔥💥💥💥🔥💥🔥💥🔥💥💥🔥💥🔥💥🔥🔥‼‼‼‼‼

#✉ msg recieved #YOUCANT DO THI TO ME YOU CANT YOU CANT Ihey guys. owner of this account bload up. yeah sorry #GOD. GOD. GOD. GOD. GOD Anyway hehye Hey I like him did everyone know that #🎡🎡🎡🎡🎡🎡🎡🎡🎡🎡AWESOME #i love ferris wheels i love natural god bless love and light etc

[lighthouseborna]

thinking about how badly you have to scare him for it but scaring him so badly his fight swaps to flight and he would actually seek to be protected wow

#;;;;;;;;;;so hard. to even. #man SO hard to even get him there and right now there is only one place i can see it happening but man!!! #like the nuance is also. Many people have Henry's back and blind spots and that is always true and always his preference even #but it's not. he doesn't do Behind people very well you know like #he is the steps-between-dangers-and-loved-ones-guy that's who/how he is #and his loved ones are people who would like. be next to him or behind him or etc. but like that's the #(Hetty is a ''stands behind his shoulder unconventially armed'' type it's why they are best friends) #(Bashir is sometimes hiding sometimes back to back with him depending on the context it's why they (gestures)) #[[[oh yes hi i am also thinking about my OCs lol]]]] #Henry stands between danger and his loved ones. #but rn i am thinking about. who would Henry let stand between him and danger (or even step behind them) and what would it take #for him to do that that is what I'm thinking about #when he was very little it was mum mum stood between Henry and the scary things but that. very quickly stopped being how it was #and he Very Quickly started leaping out from behind her to Cause Problems honestly #Carina doesn't wait for him to let her btw she just decides which fights are Hers Actually and then Does It #i do think. he is still willing to step behind Jack? it's not. #it's really not a general thing and it still. you still have to scare him very very badly but I think if he was going to...... #i think if he was going to duck and make himself small it would be behind jack. yes. i think jack. #and i think. it's hard to say but i think there's ;;; he'll have to unpack it but a willingness to be Little once will is back exists i thi #think* which would also include. stepping behind yes

[killyertelevision]

moment of silence for my fellow “struggles/forgets to inflict emotion onto face/voice so everyone always assumes you’re pissed off no matter what you say because you just tend to look that way not even on purpose” girlies. this is Truly a hellish planet we live on

#[☁️] imaginary mind imaginary lines #i wish i could telepathically beam my emotions and thoughts into other people’s heads so i never have to explain myself ever again #“no i’m actually not mad at you i’m just not feeling any emotions whatsoever right now” “no i’m actually not mad at you the thought of #projecting my emotions onto my face/voice/mannerisms is just physically painful right now” etc would unfortunately not be well received thi #ngs to say