#theyswithmobilityaids

[thechaoticbookwyrm]

I'm struggling today; struggling to figure out who I am and become confident in my identity as a disabled person. Struggling to accept myself as I am because, I feel like there is SO much that my body should be able to do that it just can't. Add starting up physical therapy again on top of it, and my will to live is seriously dwindling... I hate the way they look at me, and I hate the way they make me feel. The pity on their faces kills me. Tomorrow we're going to the zoo, and I have to use a wheelchair or I can't go.. and that too hurts me. It shouldn't but, it does. I just wish I could be "that" girl for one day, the healthy girl that I never got to be. #chronicillness #chronicallyillauthor #ChronicPain #ChronicPainLife #ChronicPainAwareness #Insomnia #InvisibleDisability #InvisibleIllness #InvisibleIllnessAwareness #Spoonie #NoSpoons #SickAutoimmuneDisease #sickgirlproblems #sick #wheelchair #BabeWithMobilityAids #TheysWithMobilityAids #emotional #alternativegirl #shethey #Depression #dysphoria #DisabledCreator #disabledbutnotreally #disabledandcute (at Ingleside, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckj-8O5N3MD/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#chronicillness #chronicallyillauthor #chronicpain #chronicpainlife #chronicpainawareness #insomnia #invisibledisability #invisibleillness #invisibleillnessawareness #spoonie #nospoons #sickautoimmunedisease #sickgirlproblems #sick #wheelchair #babewithmobilityaids #theyswithmobilityaids #emotional #alternativegirl #shethey #depression #dysphoria #disabledcreator #disabledbutnotreally #disabledandcute