#they’ll always be my family

[ophernelia]

There’s a good chance Lykaia might be late this week for patrons. Had period cramps yesterday that damn near sent me to the ER so we are not doing well, friends.

#mine have always been bad #like passing out level bad but they’ve been manageable the last few months #but yesterday jfc i couldn’t even wrap my head around the level of pain #and my family thinks they’ll get kids from me one day?? HA! when hell freezes over #idk what’s up tho I might make a doctors appointment tho I doubt I’ll find anything out #the joys of being a black woman am I right??? #and imagine me showing up with my dark skinned bf too they’ll surely prescribe me some Tylenol and brush off my pain #I love being black but I hate everyone else’s perception of blackness #text post

[sweetandglovelyart]

Would anyone be interested in hearing about my various Kirby OCs? I’ve only drawn a few of them at this point, but I have a lot of them and have come up with what I hope are interesting backstories for all of them. If anyone is interested I might make a post giving a summary of every OC I have so far, and then I’ll eventually draw them.

#text post #Kirby #Kirby OCs #I think that the only OCs I’ve done a decent drawing of have been my Metadede kid and my Taransusie kid #but I have a bunch of Kirby OCs a lot of them are just family members of canon characters #I have two OCs who are Bandee and Sailor’s moms (they’re siblings in my AU) #they’ll show up in Knightfall in Dream Land so we’ll see them there #I also have two OCs who are Adeleine’s dads (she was found by two Waddle Doos as a baby and adopted by them) #and I have some OCs who are Taranza’s mom and dad and Sectonia’s mom and dad #I showed their moms in the most recent page of Knightfall in Dream Land but I haven’t drawn their dads yet #Taranza’s mom is the only one of the four who’s still alive during and after the events of Triple Deluxe #and she has a backstory that’s just as tragic as her son’s backstory #and I think the last OC I have right now is Susie’s mom #I always kind of wondered if she has a mom since we’ve only seen her with her dad #in my AU Susie’s mom and dad got divorced at some point after she disappeared #and when Susie reunited with her father she thought that her mother was dead #but her mom is still alive and at some point I’ll have the two of them reunite #anyway those are all my OCs so far it’s the Metadede and Taransusie kids and then some moms and dads lmao #would anyone be interested in hearing more about all of them?

[seiwas]

hope everyone’s had/is having a lovely day so far!! 🥺💗 here is some extra love!!!

#what’s smth that u’re grateful for today!!! #mine r good conversations and kind people 🥺 #bought matcha this morning and the barista was so nice!! 🥺 #i asked if he could remove the sugar and he rllY DID a lot of places will usually lie and say theres no sugar akksksks but #when i drink it its super sweet.. so wdym theres no sugar BUT ANYWAY #he drew a lil heart after my name too!!!! 🥺 makes me wanna experience being a barista some day so i can write cute things on peoples cups! #and hopefully make their days 🫶🏻 #an establishment also let us use their parking while we bought coffee 🥺 #and and!! a good friend i haven’t hung out with in a while dropped by!! to spend time w us for my bf’s bday (we r a group) #and!!!!!!! had dinner with my bf’s family and i love his parents so much 🥺 #they’ve always been so so welcoming and kind to me !!! rlly showering me in so much love 🥺 and conversations over dinner were so nice !!! #i can ask them anything i’m curious abt and they’ll always answer sincerely #his mom is also a finance god i think … she always has so much wisdom when it comes to finances ajsnsjs #anyway!! thats me rambling!!! i am full of love today!!! so i want to pass it on!! #i talked so much again

[frogtossing]

not me looking for job offers in cultural exchange programs in Finland in the middle of the night….

#what is that green man doing to me #my graduation is slowly but surely approaching #and i have no idea what i’ll do once i’m out of school #and i was thinking about potentially doing work and travel #and i went ‘hey i don’t necessarily have to work in an english speaking country’ #and in a thought experiment i opened the page for finland #BOOM #there are so many people looking for people who can help around the house and with gardening…. #i found one family asking for help with keeping maintenance around their house #and they seem so nice??? #and they said they’re always looking forward to making new friends and getting to know different cultures that way #i might have fallen in love with them?? #what do i do now??? #i won’t probably do anything but i do like entertaining the thought #there’s a little demon in the back of my head though calling me cringe #am i not lowkey equating Finland with Käärijä?? #cuz let’s be honest he sparked my interest in Finland #nyeeeeee i don’t know #i already feel a little bit of shame when people ask me what language i’m learning on duolingo #i’m scared that they’ll go ‘hah she’s so obsessed! cringe’ #but isn’t it a good thing that i’m broadening my horizon? #technically it’s a good thing but is my motivation behind it valid? #oof sorry for this whole tangent #who knows! maybe i really will be posting from Finland in a year from now #i’m an adult i can do whatever i want #that is a scary scary thought #a thought that slows me down and stops me from actually doing anything #because it doesn’t seem real? and i’m so overwhelmed? #OKAY enough now

[figuerockfaeth]

I NEED TO MOVE OUT NOOWWWWWWW

#i woke up at 3 pm bc this was my 1st day ‘off’ in forever #and when i went to grab something to eat our back door was fully open and my car was nowhere to be found #cat* #so i freaked out and started looking outside but when i realized she wasn’t there and my roommate also wasn’t recently outside #i knocked on her bedroom door and she was like ‘oh sorry i was asleep do you want me to help look’ #YES i want you to help look what are you talking about #eventually i found her bc my cat is the best girl in the world and never left our yard- she was in the crawl space under the house #but not only am i pissed she let my car out then took a nap #but we don’t live in the safest city in the world and while we were both sleeping our door was fully 90 degrees open #so now not only do i feel like kevin (cat) isn’t safe here but I don’t feel safe sleeping here anymore #the lease is up in july and i finally get to leave #this girl is a random roommate my former roommate found to replace her #and the whole process/experience has been awful #i just have to survive 4 months #during the summer i might keep paying rent but fully leave and go live with family #bc my school isn’t in driving distance of any of my family #now i’m thinking about asking someone if they’ll take kevin for a couple months bc im so sorry about her #but my dad has a dog that doesn’t love cats and my best friend is allergic and my mom lives in another state #personal #delete later #also this is unrelated BUT every weekend without fail she does laundry at an insane time in the morning #and our washing machine is the loudest washing machine i’ve EVER heard #and of course it’s right against the wall of my room #not hers #i only get two days a week to sleep past 630 am and she almost always ruins it

[dancing-with-stars]

guys. guys !!!!

#vanu is rambling #ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence. #like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me #but like for these past couple months things have been different. #i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone. #like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or #i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey #where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment. #today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me #and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during #those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears #and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg #and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that. #because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call. #i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends. #it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time #they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable. #someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did #and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent #stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable. #like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter. #they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl. #they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in #friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool #people really. really cool people

[szczylpierdolony]

wondering if i want to do sth for valentines

#i was thinking of baking sth but idk what #my family always celebrates vday funnily enough #like my parents would always get me and my sister cards and sth sweet #or my dad would buy us all flowers #white roses for my sister and i and red for my mom #which is why i think o never got that bitter attitude about it only being abt romantic stuff #so i want to bake sth but my mom much prefers dark chocolate so it may be hard to find a decent recipe that’s not too sweet #or maybe i could try making red velvet cookies…. i’ve never had any #i’ll have to go get food dye hmmmm #auchan would probably be best for that bc they’ll have heart shaped sprinkles and shit #but lidl and biedronka are much closer #whatever maybe they’ll have sprinkles too i’ll go see tomorrow #📓

[padfootastic]

Can you be awesome and give me some well thought out prongsfoot headcanons? (If you have the time), I want to write a story with then and I need more on their dynamic, than just the basics.

(Friendship and Romantic! 😁)

omg hi yes!! i’ve never gotten an ask like this, i don’t think, and my hcs usually develop during stories so let’s see if i can do it :p

x

- soulmates in every universe, if not romantic then definitely platonic. they’ll find their way to each other, always.

- james has a crooked nose that sirius loves kissing. he’s very possessive about it, actually

- j might be generally a bit thick bc of the whole spoiled-only-child thing but he’s particularly attuned to sirius’ moods and emotions. i can imagine him writing long ass letters to his parents in the first few years whenever something tripped him up (which was, ykno, everything considering how sheltered he was) to so for help and sirius featured a lot in this (mum, how do i help with nightmares? mum, he doesn’t like treacle tart what do i doooooo, mum he wasn’t allowed to fly as a kid this is a travesty, mum he’s sad a lot and chai doesn’t always help, mum i don’t know how to make him smile etc etc)

- this one’s controversial, i think, but i love thinking of sirius as modelling james’ behaviour. we know he grew up being fed violent hatred + a superiority complex the size of Everest yeah? fully believe his process of unlearning started with james (the first time he used the word mudblood, our boy probably clutched his pearls, scandalised, ‘what are you doing u can’t say that!!’ so sirius started turning to j as a barometer for how to act, sometimes, bc he realised he couldn’t trust his family (and by extension, his own) behaviour. this isn’t instant, mind, but a gradual, time & labor intensive process and even after he grew out of it, i think sirius had this subconscious tendency to look for james’ approval.

- i hate the whole ‘james matured for a girl’ arc so my take on it is that his ‘growth’ came from a combination of ailing, elderly parents + rising war tensions + most importantly, sirius. end of 5th year he got a first hand view into the treatment his best mate received by his family and that horror made him want to be the best he could for sirius. i’ve always seen james as a protector and a caregiver, someone who takes people under his wing & looks after them, and i don’t think it was ever more obvious than around sirius. post 5th year, he gained a focus that he lacked before and would spend a lot of time just picking up on skills that could help him be better. duelling, defence, first aid, knitting, cooking etc etc. anything to feel useful.

- the shift from friendship to romantic would be tricky & probably require outside intervention or a lot of time, i think. they were already so close as friends that it just never occurs to them to take it any further ykno? their hearts & souls are intertwined, they’re super physically affectionate, and they’re already each other’s no. 1. so someone either has to bring it to their attention, they take yeaaaaars to realise ‘huh. this isn’t how i feel towards others’ or they live a wonderfully fulfilling qpp life together.

- i’ve talked about this before but physical!!! affection!!! and not just in terms of like, kisses or hugs but touch. they’re always in contact in some way. it’s comforting, safe. arms around waists, shoulders, hips/chin resting on the other, leg slung across, hand on a back or leg. you get it right? it’s subconscious, it’s natural, and they don’t even realise they’re doing it unless someone points it out

- sunshine and sunshine protector!!!! james was loud and brash and took all the space in a room. he was also sensitive bc he’s not told no often so when it has to be done, u need to do it in a certain way so he doesn’t internalise it as a personal failing and shut down. sirius is the best one to do it bc he can stand up to james w/o being intimidated + realise that the carrot works better than the stick w him. there’s a very real risk of his light fading out. at the same time, this makes sirius very protective of him. it’s why i wrote shovel talk. even in a universe where lily & sirius were friends, i think he’ll have a Talk with her to confirm her intentions. sirius is not willing to take chances with his james.

- pet names! james called sirius darling and my love and honey and sweetheart because he’s an old soul in a young body. sirius called james love (and sometime babe/baby). their go to for each other was ‘si’ and ‘jamie’ respectively, which was a term of affection on its own bc only they used it, no one else.

- james has *always* been attracted to sirius; he just didn’t realise it bc he thought this was how everyone felt towards sirius. ‘oh yeah he’s so ethereally beautiful, it’s just like, a fact of life and everyone knows it’ and thinks the random boners are normal until one day he realised that, no, that’s not actually the norm & he’s just a simp who thinks everything sirius does is perfect (think chin in hand, heart eyes, sighing)

x

ok i’m gonna cut myself off here bc this is already criminally long but i think it’s pretty clear i can go on for days lol. i tried to include both but i’m not great w romantic so i hope that came thru 🙈🙈

pls tag me in ur story when u write it (even if the hcs don’t help lol u can still use them in a process of elimination to find ur niche)!! i’d love, love , love to read it + always here if u wanna brainstorm 💜

#james potter #sirius black #prongsfoot #gosh this became so long. i was worried i wouldn’t have anything to say and then i couldn’t stop 💀 had to cut myself off after a point #friend this is the first piece of fandom content i’ve written in over a month so thank u sm for the ask #still don’t know if it’s any good but hey. it’s something. i’ll take it. #i’ve talked about james as sirius’ moral compass before but i don’t mean it in a ‘he couldn’t think for himself’ way #rather that when he doubted himself—which was a lot—he’d always go to j for confirmation #(it’s a bit of projection for me bc i do something similar w a friend of mine too) #and whenever he worried he was being a little too much like his family—james would set him straight #just wanted to clear that up bc i’ve seen someone vaguing me ab this and i don’t want them to get the wrong idea again lol #also re james: i can relate to being loud & Too Much. someone once told me i talked too much and i stayed quiet the entire day #not one word escaped my mouth. made people v uncomfortable #i’ve done the rubber band against my wrist thing too & i can see james doing something like that #ig regardless of how one writes j&s the one think i’ll look for is this implicit understanding and bond? #like they’re always each other’s no. 1 and it’s absolutely unconditional. like even when they’re fighting they’ll take care of each other #that’s the relationship i look for (which i don’t often get lolcrie) #but yeah. that’s me. doesn’t have to be everyone 💀 #i didn’t mention it here bc i’ve talked ab it so much but also fully think j was the only one who could fluster sirius #like the boy had a great poker face; probably also a rbf; prided himself ron being a master of his emotions #then along comes one jfp with his doe eyes and stupid fluffy hair and bright big smile #sirius has never blushed so much in his *life* #also think people who don’t know them (aka non hogwarts folx) would probably get the wrong-est impression of sirius if they see him around j #bc he’s everything that he’s *not* around him #it’s actually really funny to imagine lol #mhm ok ye gonna shut up now. thanks for the lovely ask anon & sorry for all the word vomit! #pen’s asks #pen’s notes

[solarisgod]

Micah often experiencing baby fever either out of random or when they see a family passing by. Micah wishing so much to have a family who they can love and care for entirely and endlessly like the way the Everlove family does to them when they adopted Micah at the age of five. Micah socializing and playing with kids who are in their way and Micah feeling emotional whenever they have to part ways. Micah spacing off thinking about having kids and bringing them to the world or adopting them before usually a Starwaker like Phoebus or Philos have to come into consciousness and gently take them back to reality. Micah firmly hoping that they can find someone who’d genuinely be okay to have kids with them and be a big happy family. Micah just having a family and being in most joy and content with them…

#[ ✨ : the way my love and care for Micah and the Starwake System are just infinite and beyond ] #[ that NOT GONNA LIE… as shy as I am to share this but I do very so LIGHTLY experience baby fever because of Micah fucking Xenowake fhfjJD #[ insane… ] #[ but the concept of family means so much to Micah. The Everlove family had taught them what a family truly is in so many different ways ] #[ that having a family doesn’t always being lonely and afraid. that LOVE ITSELF doesn’t always have to hurt. #[ the Everlove family had really impacted Micah’s desire to have a family no matter how terrifying the concept it is ] #[ it is just as beautiful as well ] #[ Micah may not be able to settle down yet when they have work to do as a Saint ] #[ but really they’d be more than willing to adopt kids along the way while being a Saint ] #[ they’ll take as many of those who needs care and love ; Micah will love them all infinitely and forever ]

[emmaspolaroid]

Gonna eat then draw 🤠

#the painting is looming over me #but really it’s like riiiight behind me haha…. taunting me …. but i know i need to take a break from it #So i’m gonna draw my blorbos and maybe write! #also is it autistic of me to hate family obligation time this much like holidays continue happening and now you’re entitled to my time.. ok #I don’t mind spending time with them generally but i hate being told I can’t do my Favorite Things no matter the reason adlkfalkhas #I want to share my successes with them but then it always becomes a question of why I’m not doing more #or ‘how can you monetize that’ likeeee can’t i just make something bc i love it #my sister just got her masters degree tho so hopefully they’ll be distracted with bothering her lol #is the fact that my creativity seemingly cannot be broken not enough is getting up everyday simply to make something beautiful not enough #anyway!

[ongsasuns]

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#nini’s nonsense #sometimes i think about the fact that people around me. even the ones closest to me. know so little of me. because i have a cousin who #recently told me she has a gf and she’s bi and was like. yeah i didn’t think you’d judge but you also never know yk. and i mean. i do know. #better than anyone in our fam probs. but also. it just put into perspective how little they’ll all ever know me because ofc my sexuality is #not who i am at all but it’s such a big part of me as well and the fact that no one irl knows and no one will probs ever know. sigh #it’s an exhausting thought tbh #but i come from such a religious family i don’t ever see it going well. and on the other hand i have made the agreement with myself that i #won’t ever date girls anyway. so yeah. idk. sigh sigh cry cry etc etc #and also. i had a wedding this week and weddings always make me realize i’ll probs never have one of my own. for so many reasons. and on one #hand i am happy but on the other hand the want is there and i know it’ll probs never be fulfilled because i would be a terrible partner #and yeah. idk the passing of time is just fucking me up a bit i guess. it’ll hopefully pass soon. #i really need to properly write about all this. maybe then i’ll finally be able to breathe again. #ANYWAYS. so happy my bby told me so happy for her they’re THE CUTEST omg

[cloneboywonder]

im so CWCcoded

#anyway my apologies for gaslighting you all about not personal diary posting bc my dad just texted me goodnight and it made me sad #him and my mom both tried to call me all day I feel bad when I ignore them #bc I know they’ll be dead someday and they won’t be able to call me and I won’t be able to answer #and my brothers both tried to call me I know my mom narced that I was weird yesterday and now everyones scrambling to keep track of me #it’s very nice of them but I really do hate being reminded that I’m the family member that like #they’ve all quietly agreed is always going to have to be monitored and taken care of #I wouldn’t be surprised if Andy and Alex haven’t talked about who I’m going to going to live by when our parents are both gone #it was kind of funny Andy invited me to like go install a security camera with him today #I said no but I do think it could’ve been a fun experince #I was gonna see my mom but she didn’t want to go out again so I waited around until my dad tried to call me again #so then be brought me with him to a hardware store where he tried (and failed) to return paint or something #we love a schemer #and then we picked up Andy and got milkshakes but I was ill so he got me real food on the way home #but I’m going to have to find a way to throw it out tomorrow bc I didn’t eat that much of it and I don’t want him to be sad about it #and I have to clean my room bc Lydia will be here soon #I was weepy in the car and my dad kept saying it’s nice you’ll get a few days with her before the concert #I know :-( #to some extent I love that he’s so incapable of handling emotional moods bc he just puts on songs and complains about them #bc he knows I like to complain and I think he gets scared when I don’t talk and that’s his attempt at getting me to #I need to finish my costume and make bracelets and clean my room these seem doable #okay bye please don’t unfollow me #also I love the name doxing bc these are for me and me only and maybe burke when he logs on I love you #my posts

[badolmen]

Actually I think I’ll die mad at my bros high school girlfriend. I hope she gets stuck in stop-and-go traffic for an hour every time she travels for more than 20 minutes.

#ra speaks #personal #sorry I remembered her today randomly and it made my blood boil #one time my bro said she thought I didn’t like her which wasn’t true at the time but ohhh girly if I see you on the streets… #you’re getting the coldest shoulder of your life #I got a notif from Instagram randomly the other day abt her that’s what reminded me #she and him dated p much his entire high school career #and she had severe anxiety but was also highly social #so as a result my bro was always supporting her + basically only hung out w her friends and such #which like isn’t a bad thing even tho I think he should’ve tried to make his own friends and time for them #she needed support and someone to talk her down over the phone at 9 PM or whatever and he was willing to do that #she’s a year ahead of him so she goes to college. they both know long distance is gonna be a pain #so they mutually agree that if it doesn’t feel like it’s working out they’ll talk face to face for a break up #I think almost a year into a pretty steady long distance thing with regular phone calls and irl vacations together #(also the calls were so well scheduled we literally called it T*** Time whenever my bro dipped to call her) #anyways she doesn’t answer his calls or texts for a few days and then she BREAKS UP WITH HIM OVER TEXT #she ignores his attempts to call her/stops responding to his texts abt it bc they BOTH agreed to break up face to face #she cuts him off burned bridges everything overnight no warning #and THEN. THEN. she has her DAD (who’s become a bit of a family friend up until this point) BRING OVER EVERY GIFT AND HOODIE MY BRO EVER #GAVE HER. EVEN FRAMED PICTURES OF THEM TOGETHER. and that was it. #I’m still. so fucking pissed on his behalf. frankly amazed he didn’t turn into an incel-type out of spite #like WHAT THE HELL happened to make her turn and cut him off so quick??? they were going steady and my bro was devestated bc he legitimately #didn’t know if he said/did something to upset her and she wouldn’t respond to let him know WHY out of a sudden and vague ‘I don’t think this #is working out’ which like. GIRL YOU COULDNT HAVE DROPPED A HINT OR TWO?? #idk it just feels like all the time he spent supporting her in high school/how much of HIS time was spent taking care of her #and exclusively socializing with HER friends (which he never really clicked w so to speak) #it’s like he was robbed of a fulfilling high school social life for nothing. to be dumped over text cold Turkey. #at least he has college friends now it only took him two years lol <- it took me four so I can’t judge

[tiredsadpeach]

May not feel great rn but tomorrow I get to see my best friend and we’re exchanging gifts and then afterward I’m going with my sister to pick up a cat

#I don’t talk about this best friend on here a lot lately but he’s great and I love him #platonically and romantically #I’ve had a crush on him for uhh 9 years teehee #he doesn’t know I still feel that way or at least I hope he doesn’t because I don’t wanna make him uncomfy #we dated back in 2013 but I was a pos then and cheated on him because I give in to peer pressure #I’m serious about that btw like the chick that convinced me to cheat when we were official I went over to a friends house and she thought I #would cheat on her because I was so easy to convince the first time lmao #anyway that was forever ago and I am very very different now and would kill past me tbh for that teehee #this is the best friend that stayed with me after I cut off everyone because they stayed friends with my abuser #he’s literally the fucking best and I love him so much and I hope we always stay friends despite my Crazy lol #but also CAT INFOOOO okay so me and my sister went to our local pet store and they partner with a specific shelter? idk I can’t give the #name out because the only pet store listed on their website is the one we go to and that’s too much info about where I live lmao #ANYWAY I was more just showing her the two 4 month old brothers I saw the other day because they’re cute and I was hoping I’d see they were #adopted which they weren’t but they’re chatty kittens they’ll be gone soon tbh probably snatched up for Christmas #but so I had just been there two days ago on the 16th and we went on the 18th and one new cat was there #a 1 1/2 year old black cat named Morticia!! she was so cute they had a hot pink collar and bell on her and her file said she gets along well #with dogs and other cats (perfect for us we live with our parents still so full house) and it said she loves to be held and talked to ☹️☹️☹️ #and her arrival date? the 16th so I just missed her but ALSO that’s one of our family dog’s birthday he turned 5 that day!! #also learned today Morticia had three kittens who have all been adopted and you’ll never guess their names #Wednesday pugsly and thing teehee #the fact that cat is just named Thing is so fucking funny #anyway my sister was petting her and she rolled into it ☹️ got head scratches and ear rubs and THEN I was filling out the application for he #while we waited for our parents to call us back and Morticia LAID HER HEAD IN MY SISTERS HAND ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #so yeah my sister fell in love and the naming matches so well with her other cat who is about 2 years old now who’s a long haired tortoise #named Magnolia !! she’s a really chill cat who when it comes to other cats if the cat likes her she likes the cat but she’s also the younges #cat we have rn but my cats half adore her and half dgaf like my older two just want to be left alone by the animals and loved on by humans #but my younger two (8 and 5) still act like babies and run around like kittens so they love magnolia and she loves them so I have no doubt #Morticia is gonna fit in just fine and we don’t have to change her name!! #idk about y’all but we like always change our pets’ names when we adopt them and sometimes I’m glad we do because we have an anxious big #mutt doggie and we named him Chimmy which worked out well because he’s kinda silly and goofy and yknow neurodivergent but his og name?

[genderfreakxx]

Can’t believe I’m experiencing my full blown MCR awakening in my mid twenties while going through second puberty because of HRT

I literally had the “your music is too violent and loud” argument with my mom during a family road trip like this shit is comically stereotypical at this point

#girl help I’m living authentically and experiencing the repercussions about ten years late #I don’t think I’ll ever stop loving mcr btw they’re just too important to me at this point #but wow they say queer people are forced to experience true adolescent freedom in their mid to late twenties and they were RIGHT #I was always too afraid of societal rejection to really let myself be free in who I am #I wanted to fit in and have other people like me SO deeply and terribly that I lost myself #and now that I’m finally just doing whatever the hell makes me feel REAL I think it’s coming as a shock to everyone around me #they’ll get used to it. or not. I can’t really be assed to care at this point #I only have one life and I’m gonna do what makes me feel like I actually exist #that being said: no more mcr in front of other people lol #none of my friends or family like them so I’ll just have to keep them as a source of comfort for myself privately #and of course on this blog lmfao I have to let it out somewhere #very strange to be feeling like a misunderstood teenager as a full ass adult #I’d cringe if I wasn’t so exhausted at denying myself things that make me feel alive #sorta cringing anyway tbh! but better alive than dead #blithering on #gender

[ourbastardofsorrows]

i just felt my jaw pop out of place while applying chapstick, which bodes well for tomorrow’s dental cleaning

#tia text #i always leave the dentist feeling emotionally sore & with a subluxated jaw #like. i warn them that my jaw pops out of place so easily but they don’t listen #someone find me a dentist/hygienist with EDS so they’ll take me seriously #i’m in the process of getting tested for EDS rn #my grandmother has it. my uncles have it. my extended family on that side has it