#there's no “Amber” in house's head

[thankstothe]

#house md #gregory house #amber volakis #robert chase #james wilson #s04e15 “House's Head” #haha remember when this was played as a misdirect by House #careful what you say in your head boy #and like “you put her in my head” #wilson is the one responsible for making House identity her as female version of him #there's no “Amber” in house's head #not the actual CB we get to know #just the idea of female house and how that relates to wilson #and if we believe house here - he couldn't think of wilson without thinking of how amber is just him the entire run of their relationship #that left unchecked leads house to identify with her to the sick degree #i wish there was amber therapy talk #ur honor #if they took a taxi house would've still self-destructed #he always on a timer and wilson is usually the only one aware to reset it #babygirl at that bar already distancing moping and drinking explicitly without wilson #btw swinging chandelier and changing light in this scene im obsessed #cannot imagine what a nightmare it would be to film/edit #but also? fun #chase sitting there like a lost child too i guess

[thechy-fychannel]

"House isn't my— we're not gay."

"if you die, I'm alone."

"probably because of my secret, very unconscious desire to get Wilson into my bedroom."

"you were thinking about Wilson while we were having sex? That's so cool, me too!"

"I thought your Wilson fetish was over?"

"I need you to tell me that you love me."

"you have everything you need right here. We both do."

"I just want to enjoy my last five months with family and friends." "Friends or friend?"

"what does that mean? You're done with Wilson? As long as Wilson is alive, you're not done with Wilson."

"I want a threesome." "Shouldn't we try a twosome first?"

"I'm dead, Wilson. How do you want to spend your last five months?"

#chyanne speaks #these were just the ones of the top of my head #found this meme and wanted to use it #bc them bitches be gay!!!! #denial is a river in egypt #you and your bestie are GAY #house md #hate crimes md #hilson #gregory house #james wilson #remy thirteen hadley #chris taub #lisa cuddy #amber volakis

[greghatecrimes]

House M.D. & Hands

5x24 "Both Sides Now", 4x15 "House's Head", 4x16 "Wilson's Heart", 3x15 "Half Wit", 1x11 "Detox", 1x21 "Three Stories", 5x20 "Simple Explanation", 8x19 "The C Word"

#hands just show a certain kind of vulnerability and connection. they're just so... human #I HAVE WANTED TO MAKE THIS FOR MONTHS finally it's corporeal!!! #this has been living in my head since like. september #house md #hands #web weaving #my webs #hilson #greg house #james wilson #eric foreman #amber volakis #remy thirteen hadley #stacy warner #chameron #allison cameron #robert chase #5x24 #4x16 #3x15 #8x19 #1x11 #1x21 #an anya original #4x15 #screencaps #100 #200 #5x20 #500

[houseswife]

house: this has absolutely nothing to do with wilson

also house: [brings up wilson unprompted] [spends 95% of the session either talking about wilson or deliberately avoiding talking about wilson] [literally admits it’s about wilson]

#yes they set it up as though the true root cause was cuddy in the end #but I beg you to consider that 1) house agreed to seriously unpack his feelings of rejection re: wilson in relation to his exacerbated #drinking & the bar fight #and 2) the patient of the week deliberately evoked moments from house’s head/wilson’s heart #with particular emphasis on the brain surgery #which was the one time that wilson ever put house second to someone else #specifically a girlfriend #AKA the exact curveball that house has just been thrown for a second time (albeit in a less grave context) #nolan suggests that house punished the patient’s husband the way he’s punishing himself because they’re both losing someone they love #yes we could assume that his alcoholism was made worse by cuddy and lucas’s commitment #but also… house started drinking himself into blackouts when sam and wilson got together. not when cuddy and lucas got together #which reminds me — the last time that house sought out getting trashed at the bar #was when WILSON AND AMBER GOT TOGETHER. this is a pattern for him. #he goes out and destroys himself when wilson becomes seriously romantically involved. ERGO…. this whole thing WAS abt wilson #I’ve connected the dots #house md #greg house #gregory house #hilson #james wilson #house/wilson #hatecrimes md #that ‘say it’ was literally him asking nolan to call him a f—

[wintersmitth]

4x15 House's Head 8x19 The C Word

#house md #hilson #amber volakis #house's head #the c word #hatecrimes md #james wilson #sansael talks

[atomicradiogirl]

house’s head, wilson’s heart - circle

#house md #my edit #amv #amvedit #sorry i’m too lazy to do lyrics #it was so hard finding a song for this #but circle by mitski is just perfect #house’s head #wilson’s heart #house md season 4 #my heart hurts #finally did a house edit #it’s about time #gregory house #james wilson #amber volakis #tragic polycule #hilson #ough

[bubble-cola]

the day i stop thinking about them is the day i am dead

#house md #hate crimes md #james wilson #amber volakis #amber x wilson #house season 4 #houses head #wilson’s heart #gregory house #wilson x amber #i promise i love me a good hilson #house and wilson are the true endgame #but there is something about boyfail wilson and girlwin amber that i am just in love with

[ironpool99]

Just finished House's Head/Wilson's Heart and yikes you guys were not kidding when you talked about how sad it is. All I can do is sob now

#house md #house's head #wilsons heart #amber volakis #gregory house #james wilson

[maryam26]

just finished house’s head. it was absolutely incredible. possibly the best tv show episode i’ve seen. now i’m on wilson’s heart. i already know what’s gonna happen and im dreading it. already cried.

#house md #james wilson #gregory house #housemd #greg house #robert sean leonard #hugh laurie #amber volakis #house’s head #wilson’s heart

[xelarale]

i finally watched houses head and. i dont think im prepared for Wilson's heart

#house md #greg house #james wilson #hilson #lisa cuddy #amber volakis #wilsons heart #houses head #💫 #homosexuals

[purrassicjet]

Do you ever think about how Wilson basically lost both the loves of his life in one night

#Because I do #Amber died #He walked away from House #The two people he loves the most #Gone #house md #gregory house #james wilson #hilson #amber volakis #house's head #wilson's heart

[emilinqa]

cuddy house wilson and amber could’ve been new jersey’s unethical rotating polycule

#my s4/5 commentary #houses head/wilson’s heart were really good episodes but i’m sad amber had to go…. #she really dated wilson for 3 episodes than had to die 😭 i liked having her around even if she couldn’t be on the team #now it’s just house and cuddy’s flop relationship… which is entertaining enough too but amber and house were like #fake crazy when real crazy come at them #house md

[mutifandom-madness]

Me rewatching House's Head/Wilsons heart and knowing whats going to happen and still thrashing about on my floor at 1:40 in the morning in tears is just....a reflection of life as a whole isnt it?

#house md #james wilson #dr house #fandom #hugh laurie #robert sean leonard #tv series #hilson #lisa cuddy #amber volakis #hatecrimes md #houses head #wilsons heart #i am in genuine pain #writers do you have to make me so sad?

[jae-tumblers]

Currently binging House MD rn and just finished season 4…

I could NOT have watched this show as it aired because if I had to wait for another episode after that finale I would have expired

TLDR: House’s Head / Wilson’s Heart got me messed up

#house md #gregory house #house’s head #wilson’s heart #james wilson #house season 4 #I DIDNT EVEN LIKE AMBER BEFORE #WELL DURING THE ‘lets be Wilson’s divorced parents’ thing is when I started to like her #and it seemed like she really cared about Wilson and he obviously cared about her #BUT DAMN #THAT HURTED #AND THE WAY WILSON BROKE DOWN WHILE TALKING TO CUDDY #honestly got me crying #😭

[gustingirl]

#i wanted to put the scene with house opening his head so he could remember what amber did before the accident #but i didnt know if ppl were gonna get it #house md #hate crimes md #james wilson #gregory house #hilson

[foremansleftshoe]

houses head is so. its so.

the fact that.

i wonder if wilson wasnt in the room while chase was hypnotizing house, if they would have realized sooner. every time wilson interferes with house, they get one step further. its already too late, and we know this after, but it just hurts so bad. wilson. cmon man.

i feel like houses insistance speaks wonders. this wadnt just any puzzle. he was so incredibly driven to this one specific puzzle. he put his entire health at risk. he knew it was important. because it was amber. his best friends girlfriend. someone who made someone he loved happy.

anyways.

#house md #james wilson #gregory house #amber volakis #houses head #ill never get over this episode and wilsons heart #house season 4 #every time i watch it theres always more theres always something to realize