#there's also her idea of bullying 'ive never hit anyone or pored water on them'

[iqmmir]

I am having muu thoughts

#.mimiming ❜ #my milgram thoughts #basically about how she. just goes along with things #like her idea of friendship being 'letting your friends do whatever they want and giving them things (haruka and her school friends)' #she reminds a bit of mahiru #going along with popular ideas about love and friendship and how it should be #instead of like. communicating with their boyfriend / friends #she's also sort of. how do i say it. insensitive? im not sure uh #like yk in after pain she responds to her friend saying they like what she gave them with smth like 'i dont need it anymore but im glad you #like it' like. i dont know but thats sort of. do you usually tell people that this is something you dont want when giving it to them? #she does the same with haruka ('i gave him a hairclip i dont wear anymore') #like. i dont think decent hearted people who know her would mind since she means well but her friends. bullies. #they would see it as her sitting in her high horse. especially if she speaks like that often #there's also her idea of bullying 'ive never hit anyone or pored water on them' #and im pretty sure thats not all bullying is?? #like. her friends did bully that girl in the rooftop and she was also there. and WE know thats bullying #but i dont think shes aware?? its like. she has a certain idea of how friendship is. she has a certain idea of what bullying is #she doesn't know how far is too far and how little is too little and whats socially acceptable #shes like fuuta in that aspect he didn't know when to stop when exactly he went too far #she also has like. this idea of what the victim is supposed to be like. yk. small cute was bullied for seemingly no reason except jealousy #her thoughts are less 'what they did was wrong because bullying is wrong' but more 'what *i* did wasnt wrong so they must be wrong because #*I* am the victim they must be the. whatever the opposite of victim is' #but its not like shes completely blind to the idea that she was in the wrong #in inmf shes shown to be the queen bee centre of attention leading others along destroying them when they don't follow #any instance of her getting bullied are completely gone in the mv #sorry i forgot where i was going with this #i am simply thinking about her #do you now see why i don't even attempt to make character analysises?