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#there are only two ppl in this vague area that I still feel deeply connected to and care about in a fierce way
lesbiansanemi
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3 months
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I need to Get Out of the Midwest. I think it’s draining me of all life and energy like some kind of regional soul-sucking vampire
#everything just constantly feels so miserable and ugly here
#the landscape. the vibes. the people
#idk. I used to not mind the Midwest that much
#but in the past year I feel like I’m gnawing on the bars of a too small kennel
#or some kind of enclosure not meant for me
#idk maybe I’m being dramatic. but just. rah rah rah
#I do not think I could live the majority of my life here I would go insane
#I think part of it is also I just want/need to start over somewhere completely new
#I’ve lost connections with literally everyone I’ve known my whole life
#I am not close with my family and hate most of them and my friends….
#ugh. that’s a whole other post that essentially boils down to
#I have lost the vast majority of my friends in the past year and honestly it’s a relief
#because we were so incomparably different and I’ve realized a lot of them kinda didn’t treat me/others well
#and once I had that realization there was no going back I could not comfortably be around them
#there are only two ppl in this vague area that I still feel deeply connected to and care about in a fierce way
#(Lee and Jordan you are the real ones)
#and idk. I just. I hate where I live I hate my job I don’t feel truly connected to ANYTHING anymore
#if I’m going to be so disconnected from everyone around me and feel like I’m constantly just wandering around
#I feel I should at least do it somewhere I would enjoy the actual location of more
#but I am stupid and resigned my lease
#so I have to stay here for at least another year
#unless I wanna be REAL dumb and irresponsible
#but I’m too anxious for that kinda thing
#as much as I daydream I could not uproot myself to move and massive distance without an insane amount of planning
#and decent financing plans
#so el oh el
#kaz rambles
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