#the wounds are too deep

[dreamypurplesky]

#to all the people defending colonization on my previous posts😊 kindly fuck off #king charles lll #king charles #king charles iii #british royal family #brf #uk politics #fuck the monarchy #colonization #colonialism #india #the wounds are too deep #we'll never forget

[mattodore]

delphi, bitten pack member, mate

#river dipping #delphi sol #lykos #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #simblr #no good morning just immediately firing shots LOOK 🫵 AT HER 🫵 #GOD............................... WEREWOLF WOMAN WHO WILL TEAR INTO ME WITH HER CLAWS AND REVEL IN THE WARMTH OF BLOOD I WANT YOUUU #SHE'S SO SEXY LIKE. SAID THIS OVER ON PF ALREADY BUT I NEED TO BE FOUR FINGERS DEEP INSIDE HER ALREADY #FACE FIRST IN HER BREASTS LIKE. DYKERY IN MY MIND THE LIKES OF WHICH YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVEEEEE RN #FEMMES............. I AM YOURS ALWAYS AND FOREVER <3 #...me thinking delphi is the sexiest woman alive aside... look at her pointy wolf ears sticking out!! #and yeah... her and ria both have scars on their throats. they gave them to each other :)<3 #they're werewolf soulmates..... of course it's that intense and serious they had to wound each other #delphi's is from when ria turned her but ria's is from delphi wanting to mark ria back... normally it'd heal but :) #ria is a born wolf and delphi is their little werewolf mate... which means they don't heal like a wolf would at delphi's hands #delphi's not a born wolf tho so </3 not the same for her. but turning scars always stay with the body along with any other wounds #that were already there at the time of turning... #<- this is real lykos story lore so. don't look too closely at ria's scars from that last post. they don't actually make sense #i just thought wow... those are sexy. and put them on her kjdgfkhfn #none of the lykos ocs' scars are canon until i make them myself #but dionte's eye scar and delria's throat scars are canon!! i'll make custom ones one day but for now! i'm just rocking with what i've got

[pixlokita]

Part 20!!! Finally end of day 1 !!! TTvTT)

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#my art #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #security breach #fnaf 4 #fnaf au #into the ballpit au #michael afton #henry Emily #fazbear frights #into the pit #idk what else to tag #I’m tired as heck this page was a nightmare and it doesn’t even have color #i want to strangle it #i won’t even do a translation for it too much Heckin dialogue #=w= michael you bastard if I can’t sleep then you can’t either #and no the wound WAS deep but … y’know heheheh #the true victim of all this will make it #Michael’s shirt #amen hallelujah #blessed be the shirt heavens

[astraystayyh]

this feels like ive been shot in the arm the fact that hyunjin wanted to cover the moonlight which usually has soft, comforting connotations, like even the gentle light was too much for him at the time and he wanted someone warm to be there with him please hold me

#im wounded im laying on my bed staring at the ceiling #i cant #my baby #like i dont think ive ever read about someone wanting to cover the moonlight #usually it’s wanting it to filter in like a flicker of hope in the darkest night #im not talking specifically about hyunjin here but this concept is so fascinating to me #like are the shadows too strong that the moon pales in comparison to them #or is it because u are too deep in ur despair that u dont want to see the light and be reminded of what u wish for yet cannot grasp #so instead he’s asking for a person to be there in the darkness with him #not telling him it’d be better just sitting there and existing with him #HYUNJIN’S MIND IS SO FASCINATING TO ME I NEED TO KNOW #i need a 5 hours long convo with this man about his songs alone 😭😭😭

[celluzu]

I really hope that the inevitable egg rescue can be a big break for everyone. I hope it helps them to finally discover something the feds are after, a big piece of this puzzle they've been taunting everyone with for months now. This feels like too much of a climax to be a loss in the end, I really hope its a win.

#qsmp #liveblogging #me vs the fear that qsmp will do that thing #a certain other smp did where they got too angst happy and never stopped punching down #i know that's not likely to happen I have faith #but god damn that server left some deep ass wounds in my trust for roleplay smps this big </3

[ask-alastor-and-associates]

It’s me again, what’s everyone’s favorite planet? And would you live on that planet if given a chance

Alastor: Hm. I'd have to say my favorite is Jupiter for its Big Red Spot! It looks more like orange to me, but who am I to say? I would not live there because it would be impossible, as it's made entirely of gas.

Charlie: I really like Saturn. I probably wouldn't live there, but It would be cool to visit. I think it would be nice to just walk around on its rings.

Angel: I've always been a fan of Pluto myself, and sure I'd live there, given there was food and shit. It's gotta be better than here right?

Alastor: Excuse me, Angel, but Pluto can't be your favorite planet.

Angel: Oh yeah, and why's that?

Alastor: Because it's not a planet at all!

Angel: What are you talking about, of course it is! It's the small one, real far away!

Alastor: So small it got demoted!

Angel: That fuck's that supposed mean?

Alastor: What it means is, it's not a planet anymore, it's a dwarf planet now.

Angel: A dwarf- That just sounds like the same thing but smaller!

Alastor: I don't make the rules, that's just what it's called.

Angel: Well, you know what, I'm not changing my answer. I'm team Pluto, baby! He'll be back.

Alastor: That is.. not at all how it works.

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Vox: I'll go with Mars. I hear humans might be able to live there soon. It's a shame I won't be there to assist in capitalizing upon it.

#[[im sorry i only just now thought of angel making a uranus joke]] #[[and now im in too deep hes a pluto fan now sorry]] #[[the red spot probably reminds al of a stab wound or something]] #hazbin hotel #alastor #charlie morningstar #angel dust #vox

[dirtytransmasc]

Alicent after her husband damns her children, the ones he forced onto her, the ones she carried and birthed and loved and spent her whole life protecting. after he leaves her, dying a pathetic death, leaving her and her children alone in the world, even more than he had before. after her children are robbed from her, meeting fates promised to them at birth, ones she tried so hard to change. after being left to roam an empty keep, the sounds of her children's antics now long gone. after hearing her own cries echo in the septs, but never reaching the gods, rattling the walls of her chambers, yet falling on deaf ears. Alicent after she decides she will be king, in her eldest's stead, she will weild her own sword in place of her most trusted friend and closest son, she will fill the world with her words like her daughter had, she will take revenge as she sees fit as her youngest had:

#she is just so King #I want scene (that we will never get in any universe) of Alicent mad. almost feral with grief. roaming the Keep in a ghostlike haze. her- #tattered. hair down and frazzled. eyes wet but cold and unseeing. her skinned mottled red by her tears. dragging around her dead son's- #bloodied sword. his crown hanging from her head. weighing it down. almost crushing her under its weight. her cries sounding like a- #wounded animal or a spirit from old tales passed around by children and the superstitious. #in this scenario she would be the only survivor of either side #no one dares to remove her. she wields her blade with her agony. of which she has plenty. its not worth the blood spill. #she's too deep in her grief to notice that life has moved on without her #she will continue on her haunting without threat if left to herself #so even once someone's claimed the throne. she still feels herself a mere stand in for her son. like she had been her husband. she was king #everything else had been stripped of her. but she was still this. #| #on another note #finding paintings of ladies with a sword that fit alicents vibe was actually impossible #very frustrating #hotd #house of the dragon #alicent hightower #pro team green #aegon ii targaryen #aegon targaryen #helaena targaryen #aemond targaryen #daeron targaryen #criston cole

[melit0n]

I need to shout about Distraction for a minute, so bear with me.

First off, ouch. Big fucking ouch. That thing has been licking the wound it helped create ever since it came out.

Second of all, the repetition of "it's too late for me" always being the background noise to an otherwise quite quiet song, other than the breakdown, is absolutely diabolical. The breakdown feels like a panic attack. A complete and utter mental breakdown finished with a scream-sob of something that has permeated the whole song; it's too late for me. It's always been too late, even with the help of Her, She who is not like any other and is far more than one could ask for, it's too late.

It's always been too late. She found him in the cold waters, on the verge of drowning in self hatred and tried to pull him up, but he didn't want to get Her hand damp. He is not worthy of it all and he screams for the final time for Her to let go because it's too late.

And then everything stops. We are back to the beginning; the quiet, repeatative beat of an anxious heart.

What makes it worse? Distraction is a loop. Starts on the same chord and ends on the exact same one with the same beat. She comes back again and again but it's still too late.

Distraction is a loop of self hatred laced with the inner turmoil of a Thing that doesn't believe it can ever get better because it fears the help of others. It believes it's not worthy of touch, and so rots in falling further again as it warps into something it never wanted to be; broken into fractions and driven to distraction.

#this one hurts me #I say a lot of their songs hurts me but this one cuts deep to a personal level #I've spoken about this maybe once or twice before but I suffer from chronic insomnia #so I've spent years trying to fix myself and being afraid of the help of others because I physically cannot be myself anymore #I'm riddled with self hatred tiredness and wounds that at this point I myself am stopping from healing #I've always belived it's too late for me- that I'm past the point of no return- and that I'll eventually die from this #so it was quite euphoric to hear someone scream the exact feelings I've been experiencing for my whole life #apologies for the vent #sleep token #st #distraction #distraction sleep token #this place will become your tomb #tpwbyt #mel's rambles

[sunlit-mess]

Okay, so I'm gonna try not to freak out, but uh.. I used to follow your art, and then my Tumblr went down, and I lost it.. the thing is I have you added on fb, and I'm ngl. I always thought your art looked familiar. Then I saw your Tumblr linked, and I honestly... cried. Your art always brought me so much comfort, and I was devastated when I couldn't find it anymore.. holy hell, I'm so excited. I can see more art now! I wanted to ask how you're holding up. I know life can be rough, and honestly, it's not nice more than half of the time to people who honestly deserve love. I hope you're gone from your old situation, though, and tbh I'm super happy I can see your art again! Though, tbh I'm nervous about messaging you anywhere since I'm not exactly... a friend or anything QwQ I hope you're doing okay, though, and I hope you have a nice day/afternoon/night!

Hello!! Welcome back!!! Glad that you enjoy my content still huhu 🫶

#messyr #As for situation- NO NOTHING'S NEW AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA (im going insane) #I don't know- The more I continue the more it gets worse and my body is also a bit-- too tired #the shit i went through remains a deep wound that re-opens every time they dig at the stitch. As for the present- #new wounds are painted to my brain and body- seemingly- each time they get mad oof #i'll be fine though- My coping mechanism remains the same: DELUSION

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[ratboycunt]

hairy fagdyke pits with a side of self inflicted wounds. btw.

#my post #butch nsft #t4t nsft #lesbian nsft #dw about the wounds they're welts from digging my nails in too deep (stim) #I have since trimmed my nails

[littlepawz]

I understand...but do YOU?

#saying sorry #sorry doesn't cut it #hurting someone #empty apologies #domestic violence #leaving scars #empty words #perfect examples #feelings #relationships #worth sharing #some wounds go too deep #simple but insightful #can't take it back #teach them young

[dutybcrne]

Mulling over the idea of Kae in the Abyss verse slowly transforming into an Abyss herald or smth bc of the influence of all the Abyssal energy he'd absorbed and used, but instead of simply accepting it; he's utterly terrified and the Instant someone, anyone, finds him partway corrupted, him just Immediately reaching out to them so desperately, pride be damned, and begging them in tears to stay, to not leave him alone, like a child craving solace in the face of thunder-

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//It's about #//The lad who refuses to show his vulnerabilities heckin BREAKING as he loses his humanity #//Bc he CAN'T keep his composure; bc he's realizing just how SCARED he really was all along #//And the consequences/risk he thought he could take for the sake of 'finding a way to save his people' he's realizing are Too Much #//Finally hitting him how much he tried to take on; how damn much was put on his shoulders #//And how ALONE he wound up in the end; in pursuit of a heritage he desperately craved to know; people he was told were his responsibility #//That he OWED it to those people; being one of the last & most willing to 'do right' by them; his life SHOULD mean nothing compared to the #//& as such casting aside everything he knew bc he truly believed it was his burden/task to bear; no one else should be dragged into it #//Distrusting that anyone would take him or his Purpose seriously if he told them of his conflict; or worse; would react so BADLY to his #//Like how his most important person; his Sworn Brother; had half a decade ago #//Or perhaps he'd feared that if he told them; they could talk him OUT of following through with it #//And he'd let it all be; even Knowing the things he does; dreaming and hearing what he does #//Forever holding the guilt nestled deep in his heart until the day he dies #//But would that lifetime of simmering heartache compare to his solitude now? Cold; trembling; terrified beyond anything he's felt before? #//Idk; thinkings thinkings #//He knows not if he will be the same when it's all done. He might ask the person to mercy kill him; might ask them to save him #//Depends on how safe they make him feel; maybe

[the-acid-pear]

TV Tropes remains funniest website on earth

#luly talks #the human centipede #also tbh the stupidest too bc right below this there was the big lips alligator moment in regards to the fat german man harassing the girls #which is not weird it just helps to provide context to the girl's desperation and vulnerability #and also to insult germans i guess GKSJHBG #like i know im twisting my finger in this open wound that is the movie but this doesnt require such deep analysis its. pretty simple

[fizzytoo]

good morning who wants to kiss 🫵🏽

#*fizzyspeaks #i had such a wild ass dream #i had a dream i was a young foolish mage in training #and my family i were traveling along the coast by foot. and we met these people operating out of a small tavern #i can’t remember who they were but i do remember people being afraid of them #i wanted to impress them but in my eagerness i accidentally set the building on fire #everyone worked together to put out the fire by forming a line and carrying buckets of water back and forth from the sea #i remember crying the entire time bc i felt so guilty and everyone was taking it very well #until the boss called me into this scary room with a tall door #he made me sit in this chair that had mysterious red stains. there was a knife on the chair that was covered in something red too #i was scared #and he made me hold out the palm of my hand and he dropped two plump red candies in the center #and he took the serrated knife and cut them deep into my hand while he talked about what i did #and it didn’t hurt but i could see and feel the deep wounds in my hands #the red of the candy mixing with my blood #and then i woke up :D

[luckycl0ve]

so here we are

#i fucking forgor i made this shitty personal art you can have this if you like! #man spends weekend with family. sees some photographs. hit with what he's not. thinks about tarot and doom #16 dead 57 wounded #personal art #tarot cards #personal #um! i carry around the deep sadness of something that happened to me that i'm too ashamed to talk abt and it's not even to do w being trans #i sat down to draw this and exorcised it from myself in one sitting last monday evening after finishing work at 8 pm