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bunnyshideawayy · 1 month

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cassian. great man, wonderful friend, absolutely terrible mate.

we have seen Nesta’s sisters, who arguably have less of a reason, defend her more than Cassian has ever thought about. HELLO?

my issue with cassian acosf and onward is that we are truly expected to believe they he deeply understands Nesta when he’s been shown time and again to never stick up for her and never fully trust her. he does nothing to help her over come and face her traumas / depression, she’s left to do that on her own, but best believe he’s down to fuck and make her hike! (no sarah sex and physical exercise are not cures)

after reading the entire series once and now twice seeing Rhys threatening anyone who dares breath wrong in Feyre’s direction under the guise of just “protecting his mate” i find it extremely hard to believe cassian allowed or even sides with anyone who speaks ill of/to Nesta or threatens her- all of which Rhysand and most of the IC (besides her sisters and Az) do, most of the time while directly in front of cassian in conversations he’s involved in. the most he does is…pout a little? throws a hissy fit? the two times i can remember him even remotely stick up for Nesta he immednantly backtracks as soon as Rhysand pushes back, both times the final decision being put in Feyre’s hands, this continues even into CC3 (and let’s thank the mother Feyre loves her sisters which is something ik yall nesta haters can’t stand.)

let’s move onto something i know yall don’t want to talk about, his verbal abuse. “oh but nesta also said-“ we know what she said, that is not the point. if this man knew all along nesta was his mate and truly wanted to help her heal from her traumas and depression why did he take every chance he could to provoke her? Nesta called Rhysand an asshole, and he IS especially to Nesta, and instead of keeping silent as he does when Rhys/the IC harshly critique her, he immediately gets angry and in her face to defend him. funny he can’t do that with her, his MATE? or let’s talk about this scene

oh okay! that’s totally something you say unprompted to your mate who is severely depressed and traumatized because she won’t eat! she’s totally not shaking because she’s triggered! then to add the lecture “we’ve been here before, too” oh okay! so you admit you know what she feels like (very doubtful although i’m not going to compare their traumas, both are valid he just does not understand her like he thinks he does) it’s patronizing and a little frustrating. she doesn’t want to be there in the first place, purposely throwing a sensitive subject in her face will not magically motivate her or cure her- she is simply doing what she has no choice in. she has been stripped of all autonomy, humanity, and “normality”- she feels alone and valuable in a way she as never felt before and she has NO HELP. none!

i’ll end with the hike. yay more physical activity as punishment- but if i said that was abuse yall will bring up the pregnancy so ill do it for you! Yes, Nesta was wrong to tell Feyre THE WAY SHE DID, she had every right to tell Feyre about her own body and pregnancy, it just shouldn’t have happened the way it did. everyone knew it was wrong to keep it from Feyre, even Cassian, so instead of forcing her to hike a mountain as punishment to ware her down mentally and physically he couldve stood up for both Feyre and Nesta to Rhysand the moment he threatens to KILL NESTA. a simple “hey buddy you knew it was wrong to keep that from Feyre you can’t kill my mate for telling her even if it was out of anger” would suffice. not once during their entire hike or during her breakdown does he reassure her, not even when she is tearing herself apart because she doesn’t feel worthy. don’t even get me started on what happens in CC3.

over all i think Nessian is great and they have some great moments, the end of ACOWAR lives rent free in my mind but i am incredibly disappointed with Cassian. i do feel like Nesta deserves better from everyone (besides Feyre and Elain who, again, are the only ones who i truly believe love her unconditionally.)

anti nesta’s this is not a safe space for you.

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justanotherblogger · 3 months

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GET READY FOR MORE ALASTOR THEORIES PEOPLE!!!

I am still reeling from the final episode, and I am currently just thinking about Alastor and all his little ticks and phrases that could mean so much more.

So let's get started on some of my favorites!

Obvious spoilers ahead

Alastors fight with Adam. The biggest thing in the episode for Alastor. He seemed to be cocky and treat it as one of his regular murders during the day, not taking him that seriously.

He seemed to have overestimated himself in his abilities against the angelic army leader, and in consequence had his staff broken in half and in his shock at that, left himself wide open for another attack.

Why was he so cocky? He seemed to be so sure of himself against Adam, and so sure he could at least get a few good hits in.

I think this was because he used to something more powerful before his deal with whoever owns his soul now. He just fell back into muscle memory from before he lost most of his strength, thinking he could beat Adam without an angelic weapon, and was surprised that he couldn't hold up to levels of power he could've dealt with before he lost his own.

Like when he was shocked his staff got snapped in half by Adams shockwave. Could it take hits like that before? Has he fought Adam like that before? Is the reason he fell back into muscle memory because he hasn't had this level of threat since his fall/maybe the start of his 7 year absence or because this is how their fights used to go?

He also talked about how powerful a mortal soul could get if it took control of its own fate. This could be a reference to Charlie and the others fighting the extermination, or it could be about himself. If so, what did he choose to get this way? Was this a reference to his deal? Or maybe about his origins to get to where he is now?

Then when he did get hurt in the fight, he looked panicked and fled the scene. He didn't expect to get seriously hurt, at least that quickly from Adam, for whatever reason. Like he didn't expect something like this to happen, or he's just realizing how weak he's gotten since his last major scuffle.

Now, in the radio tower scene. He's seen having a sort of mental breakdown. How he almost died a 'pathetic' death defending the hotel and everyone in it. He seems very distraught at how he almost died.

I did see someone analyze this as Alastors fear of death, and I agree partially with that. Alastor did seem to be caught up in almost dieing to Adam. But I don't think it was because he was about to die in general, but because he would die like that.

We saw how he mocked it in the "Alastor Altruist died for his friends." in his snipbit. I think it was about how he's realizing his situation in full now. What he's been forced into is taking more of an effect than he thought it would at the hotel, as he ranted about a possible back door in the deal that tied him to the hotel and took his power.

This makes me think that Alastors true power has been (hazbin, hehe) taken or suppressed by the deal maker, with them owning his soul, and he's not used to being this weak against slightly stronger opponents, as he definitely has battle experience based on his fighting style with Adam.

Now, for who owns Alastors soul, there are 3 that I've been interested in from different posts on here and actual show hints.

Additionally, his mouth was totally stitched up in his demonic form when making the deal with Charlie. Maybe this was so he is forced to keep his smiling persona up at all times, and maybe to keep him from spilling anything about the deal or where he was for the last 7 years.

Anyways, first off is obviously Lilith. As I have explained in my previous ramble, Lilith probably took Alastor in from a lethal experience, either manipulating or threatening him to join her deal.

I think a plausible reason for this now is to look after Charlie and her hotel. She's currently in heaven, and had a deal with Lute or the angel army about the extermination. She most likely can't leave, which is why she's been gone for the past 7 years with no contact in hell.

She probably chose Alastor because of his reputation and power, but limited it so he couldn't do any lasting damage to the hotel or daughter just in case, since he can theoretically hurt angels.

The second popular option is Eve, or Roo, as everyone's calling her. She was the root of all evil and was a big villain in Vivs' previous work that Hazbin Hotel was based on.

We haven't seen her yet, other than the storybook appearance in the first episode. We don't have much info about her, so I can't really draw any parallels just yet between her and Alastor.

The last one is a bit of a stretch, and I didn't think of this until I saw another post about him: Lucifer

I could see where this would go, to be honest. We see his beef with Lucifer immediately during episode 5, and how Alastor takes any opportunity ro rile him up.

Lucifer could've made a deal with Alastor during his depression funk, causing him to not exactly remember Alastor in good detail with all the other deals he probably made during that time.

Alastor most likely resents him for what his deal did to him if Lucifer was the deal maker, trapping Alastor at the hotel to protect Charlie, and Lucifer just doesn't remember crap from that time and is very confused.

This one is the least likely out of the rest and kind of crack-ish, but was kinda fun to entertain and make a bit of sense on.

These are the theories I have so far on Alastor in Hazbin Hotel from the final episodes. I love this guy's lore, and I am desperate for more about his origins and powers.

#alastor hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #hazbin hotel theory #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel thoughts #hazbin lilith #lilith #lilith hazbin hotel #lucifer hazbin hotel #lucifer #just some thoughts #what if alastor was a fallen being of some sort tho #if this turns out to be true im gonna scream #hazbin hotel spoilers

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kerubimcrepin · 1 month

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Liveblog - Dofus, livre 1 : Julith [PART 10]

These sweets are so appetizing...

Due to the way this stall looks, I am assuming that these are types of candy that ouginaks and ecaflips love, and not literal animal food. Tragic.

Things Joris wants forgiveness for: leaving a bestie with cops (after she asked him to leave), disobeying his father after he folded on their plans for 99th time, telling his father that he's CRINGE and FAIL using his real cringe fail moments, and running away while having a mental breakdown.

Danmn he's so evil and bad for this fr fr......

Anyway, I think Joris's love language is gift giving and acts of service, and Kerubim's is words of affirmation and gift giving.

(This is wild ass headcanon territory because Atcham is a rarer character, but: Atcham's are acts of service and quality time. Source? It came to me in a vision.)

The street signs in this movie are killing me.

The Dofus Pets 2 ad says Dofus Pets 2.

Cute ad! It looks familiar though...

There ain't no way that these two pieces of art don't use some of the same reused assets...., I refuse to believe in that reality.

Joris is dissociating and Khan is trying to get his dick wet. Their friendship is so special.

By the way, the fact that they cut the "Khan makes/lets Joris do underage drinking, with many horny Khan-loving women present" scene still haunts me. Why? Why must have they forsaken me this way...

I still believe Khan bought Joris alcohol on regular until the guy was finally 18. I want to live in a world where Khan helped suicidally depressed 14yo Joris have a "coffee with cognac in the morning, chicken with cognac in the evening" lifestyle, and it's like one of the reasons Joris is still alive or something.

My other thought on the topic is that Atcham (imagine him being physically 4yo in this scenario), taught Joris how to smoke cigars. And then he had the shit beaten out of him by Kerubim (also 4 years old).

This is like his 60th divorce.

And he's never even been married.

Man.

The reaction to the door opening is IMMEDIATE.

THE PLATONIC DIVORCE #61 HAS BEEN CALLED OFF. But genuinely, it's so cute seeing how happy he is...

Joris thinking these things about him is his worst nightmare. AND the little guy is in danger. So, chances are, for a few hours he spent time thinking about how bad of a father he is, and how it's his fault that Joris is god-knows-where and in danger and also HATES him and will NEVER forgive him.

AND the disciplinary action he takes is just so chill and cute... (cough-cough, my own thoughts on whether Joris was based for this aren't relevant, because 1. he ran off god knows where and children shouldn't do that, and 2. even though his grievances are valid, he did bring them up as hurtfully as possibly, with some really fucked and irrelevant things too, just to make Keke feel pain at that moment. Which is not something one should get in the habit of.)

Your agonized twitching and worried faces have both bewitched me heart and soul.

He's literally still infant/toddler sized... So small, compared to Lilotte...

Sometimes, we say horrible things, when we're angry. They love each other so much... They're both willing to look past all the imperfections.... (throws up on the carpet like a cat)

No commentary, I just like seeing him afraid.

She and Kerubim have beef, as has been mentioned in many past posts.

Bakara does her fighting with the same icy, emotionless expression, that she had during her conversation with Kerubim at the bar. This is her "I am going to kill everyone in this building" resting face for when Julith is mentioned.

Kerubim is SHOCKED by how fast she leaped into combat. Also, I want to think, disappointed. This is too dangerous of an enemy to spring into action like that, simply out of rage, while having literally no combat experience...

Because like, Kerubim and Julith are veterans of a war/multuiple wars.

While Bakara is a 20~yo, freshly graduated, alcoholic nepo-baby.

Let it be known I don't like Julith. She is a fun character to watch, but... I feel like the fandom treats her as someone who's done no wrong, despite all the evidence we are given to believe that she is a horrible person.

She was framed, and she did love Jahash, but that doesn't take away from anything else. She beat the shit out of Bakara here, even though she could have restrained her much more gently, — she dug into Bakara's insecurities and called her a poor little fool too.

I really doubt Jahash would have liked that. (Same for her plans of killing a thousand people though, so, I really doubt she gives a shit about his wishes at this point.)

She does THIS SHIT. Jesus christ! Maybe, just maybe, she would know of your feelings, because she loves him just as much? Maybe that's why she wants to kill you as much as you want to kill everyone in Bonta? Have you thought about that, you hot topic customer-looking edgelord?

Besides her hypocrisy, she was known for her ruthlessness, even before the war. There's a reason they still call her a butcher. Which is why I kinda dislike how often this stuff is swept under the rug by fans making cute content.

...I do support women's rights, but I also support women's wrongs, and Julith has a lot of those. She's tragic, but also evil.

Unlike someone like Nox, she makes no effort to empathize or connect with people who oppose her, and knows no mercy. At the very least, Nox had a twisted sense of morals, and could whip out an epic "you're just like me fr...." during a battle.

#ro liveblogs dofus #dofus #wakfu #krosmoz #dofusmovie

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pluckyredhead · 3 months

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I want to get into DC comics, but there's so any of them that I have no idea where to start. Specifically I want to read about Kon (from origin and then dying and then how that affected YJ). Do you have any recommendations on what to read?

Absolutely! So you're in luck with Kon because he got his own series almost immediately after his debut, Superboy (1994), so his story is pretty easy to follow. I would recommend starting there rather than his very first appearances. Kon debuted during the Death of Superman storyline and that was a big storyline that ran across multiple books so it's hard to follow, but his solo series will catch you up on the important information pretty quickly.

Overall I would say Kon's series is a solid B; it's fun to read but not great. But he's very lovable in it and it's a great introduction to who he is as a person. Also, it's like the 90s threw up all over everything and I love that for him.

When you finish Superboy or get sick of it, whichever comes first, I recommend reading Young Justice (1998). You could even start here, honestly, but Kon had already been around for five years at that point so he's not quite a baby anymore. YJ is a better comic than Superboy, a solid A, and obviously showcases his relationships with the rest of the team.

(Just to be clear, I am giving you a lot of homework here: Superboy is 100 issues long and Young Justice is 55. You don't have to read all of either series if you aren't enjoying them, but I didn't want you to be surprised when you saw how many issues there were!)

In 2003, Kon (and Tim, Bart, and Cassie) joined the Teen Titans. Teen Titans (2003) is a pretty OOC and bland portrayal of Kon and the others, but if you're interested in his death and the aftermath (or if you're a TimKon shipper and want to see Tim grieving), you should read it. Kon is only in it up to #33, because he's dead after that. His actual death is in Infinite Crisis which is an incredibly stupid comic but, like. It's there if you absolutely must put yourself through it.

Kon came back to life in Final Crisis: Legion of Three Worlds which I've never read so I can't vouch for it. He rejoined the Titans with Teen Titans #81 and stayed with the team through the end of the series, but like...those comics are really bad. If you want to read post-resurrection Kon, I recommend Adventure Comics (2009) instead. Kon stars in the first 10 issues or so and they're lovely. He also had another very short lived Superboy series in 2010 which I've read but remember nothing about.

Do not read anything from the New 52 (September 2011-June 2016); that Kon is technically a different character and all of the books he appears in are unreadably bad.

Our Kon returned in Young Justice (2019), which is...fine? It's fine. Superboy: Man of Tomorrow is a recent 6-issue miniseries and it's also fine.

Don't read Superboy and the Ravers, it is 10000% not worth it.

The TL;DR for recommended/key reads:

Read Superboy 1994

Then Young Justice 1998 (or the other way around if you don't care about going in order)

If you are really committed, you can go back and read Reign of the Superman to see Kon's debut and very early appearances, but you don't have to

Then Teen Titans 2003; you can stop after #33 unless you want to see Tim having a mental breakdown

Read Infinite Crisis if you want to read Kon's death, and honestly you can just skim everything that isn't his death scene

Adventure Comics 2009 until it becomes a Legion book

YJ 2018 and Superboy: Man of Tomorrow

I will end with my usual caveat that if you are very new to comics, you will occasionally be confused by what you're reading. There will be references to comics you haven't read and occasional crossovers with other books that will cause unavoidable gaps in your reading. Please just try to roll with it, or look at those moments as interesting new paths to wander down. It's okay if you don't know everything right away. That's what makes it fun!

#superboy #kon el #conner kent #comics recs

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let-them-eat-rakes · 21 days

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third semester persona 5 royal is so the mind electric coded (some of these are my headcanons for akira's feelings) (also long post)

"resident minor, how do you plead? we'll need your testimony on the stand. solemnly swear to tell the whole truth; so help you, son, now raise your right hand." maruki's multiple ultimatums

"i've a good heart, albeit insane." if akira or akechi tried to explain the situation to anyone they would come across as bat shit crazy

"condemn him to the infirmary." 2/2 vibes. akira has to choose between letting akechi go out on his own terms or condemning him to maruki's reality

"all mine towers crumble down, the flowers gasping under rubble." akira wakes up to find everything he worked for had disappeared, and has a small mental breakdown as his world crumbles around him when he sees his friends

"shrieking in the hall of lull, thy genius sates a thirst for trouble." maruki seeing the engine room scene, akira screaming for akechi to still be alive

"scattering sparks of thought energy, deliver me and carry me away." maruki manipulating the phantom thieves' cognition to blind them to the truth, but he believes he is doing good, carrying them away from pain

"here in my kingdom, i am your lord; i order you to cower and pray." maruki's god complex, that he is somewhat unaware of / ignoring

"nuns commence encanting, as the lightning strikes my temples thus." akira going around, breaking the thieves from the illusion, clearing their minds

"spiralling down thy majesty, i beg of thee, have mercy on me. i was just a boy, you see; i plead of thee, have sympathy for me!" the thoughts going through akira's head in the seconds before the phantom thieves arrive

"see how the serfs work the ground. (see how they fall) and they give it all they've got (fall) - and they give it all they've got (fall) - and you give it all you've got, till you're down. (ha! ha! ha! ha!)" i imagined a cool scene about this part when just randomly listening to the song, and it's kinda what inspired this entire post: at some point before 2/2 (like maybe 1/30 or something) akira secretly goes to maruki's palace, and basically just asks 'why. why are you doing this, what's your game here.' and maruki brings him up to a balcony overlooking the city. he says the lyrics (i know cheesy, but imagine he's using it as a metaphor or something) and the parts in parentheses are his savior complex/azathoth/adam kadmon.

"see how the brain plays around; and you fall inside a hole you couldn't see. and you fall inside a hole, inside a-" maruki truly believing that he is in the right, as he sees how (for lack of a better word) damaged the thieves (especially the royal trio) are mentally

"SOMEONE HELP ME" once again, the royal trio and maruki. sumire needing help to be who she truly is, and it's interesting to imagine her just suddenly yelling it during her boss fight. akira needing help to be able to finish things, and a bit of a headcanon: he has so many personas that his original self (pre metaverse) is buried so deep that he can barely access it. akechi needing help to finally do something that he chooses to do for once, and go out on his own terms. maruki believing himself to be the help that they need, but in actuality he also needs help

"doctor, i can't tell if i'm not me." i think that each of the royal trio has identity issues. kasumi/sumire is obvious, akechi is split between his facades, and the previous headcanon that akira has so many personas that he doesn't know who he is anymore. also, if anyone wants to make an animatic or something, this line can be sumire and akira actually saying this to maruki back at shujin, and akechi pondering it to himself during the events of the game

"when it grows light, the particles start to marvel, having made it through the night. never they ponder, whether electric, calming if you look at it right." maruki lying on the platform after the fistfight, accepting that he was wrong and deciding not to try to stay alive when the platform collapses

#let them eat rakes #posted from a pile of leaves #persona 5 #persona 5 akechi #persona 5 royal #the mind electric #p5r #p5r spoilers #akira kurusu #akechi goro #sumire yoshizawa #takuto maruki #royal trio

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mac-kd8 · 10 months

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Where are your wings Iruma-Kun

Chapter 2: Why aren't they eating me?

“T-they…now know I’m human.” Iruma mentally screams to himself. Iruma waited but nothing happen. “They might still be in shock for seeing such a rare delicacy, it’s a matter of time before they eat me.” Iruma thinks to himself, trying to find reasons why his teachers weren’t attacking him. Iruma was so lost in his thoughts, that he didn’t even notice when another demon enter the room.

“Balam! Why are 2 of my students whining to me that you abducted,-” A familiar grumpy voice cut himself off when he saw the scene. Robin had Iruma’s shirt pulled up which reveal the awful condition of the boy’s back. Scars litter the boy’s body, old and new ones alike. Some were bite marks, some were craw marks, and some were varied in size and color. But the scar that haunted and angered the teachers the most was the longest jaggy-looking line that was located right in the middle of Iruma’s small back. Where his wings or at least wing roots were supposed to be, there was a large dark pink scar edge to his body that looked to be years old.

Being the torture art teacher in Babyls, Marbas can identify and have a better idea of what Iruma's upbringing was like. The methods of torture that were performed on the boy are awful even by Marbas’s standards, someone who performs torture as a full-time career. Marbas’s torture methods are for education purposes only, but it’s obvious that Iruma had experienced the most painful and illegal form of torture known to demon kind. Someone had Grounded him, meaning that a demon’s wings will never grow back. This is too much, how could anyone do this to a child, not just any child but the most considerate, innocent, sweetest, and selfless child that they had the pleasure of teaching. Children are considered treasures in the Netherworld, to think someone harming one to this extent is completely unforgivable.

All of the teachers who were currently present only had one thought race through their minds. “What kind of evil monster could have done this? Who had Grounded this child!” All of the teachers mentally scream in their heads. Iruma manage to calm down his breathing, realizing that his teachers weren’t going to eat him, for now. “I could of kill him, I almost murdered one of my own students ” Kalego mumbled to himself, remembering what he did to Iruma during the Flying exam. How could he, a teacher of Babyls, could be so wreckless?

Iruma finally escape Balam’s grip before putting on his uniform jacket that Robin subconsciously dropped onto the floor. Iruma then walked by his homeroom teacher. “Hi Kalego-sensei, nice seeing you here.” Iruma greeted the purple-haired demon nervously. Which got all of the teachers snapped out of their stung daze. Iruma then looked at his empty wrist in an exaggerated motion.

“Look at the time, I’m going to be late for Alice, Clara, and my study session,” Iruma said with his head lowered down as he try to make his way to the exit. Kalego and the other teachers couldn’t let the boy leave their custody until he at least had answered all of their questions. “Iruma, come here,” Kalego commanded softly in order not to frighten the boy.

But for the first time that all of his teachers had ever witnessed, Iruma didn’t obey, he only fasten his pace slightly. Kalego quickly walked and reach his hand out for Iruma’s shoulder in order to stop the small boy from taking another step. Unfortunately, that was the worst way to stop the boy because when Iruma’s father grabbed his son by the shoulder, that meant Iruma is going to get his usual beating. “I’m sorry, don’t hurt me, I’ll be good, I’ll be good, I’ll be good. Just don't hurt me, Dad.” Suppress memories of his father’s beating started to flood back to Iruma, forgetting that all of his teachers were there to witness his breakdown.

“Kalego let go of him, he’s having a PTSD episode,” Buer stated as he and the other teacher surrounded him, thinking that their presence could calm the boy by letting him know that he wasn’t alone. If only they knew the real reason that Iruma was in such a distressed state. They were surrounding him as a pack of wolfs. Since Iruma had spent most of his young life in the woods, he knows what it’s like to be surrounded like prey. “Oh my god, they really are going to eat me.” Those were the only thoughts that were running through Iruma’s head as his breaths become harder and faster. Iruma then clenches his chest in pain as he falls onto the floor. “Calm down Iruma,” Kalego said before kneeling down to his student’s eye level. “He’s hyperventilating. Balam, please take Iruma to the nurse's office quickly,” Buer ordered before Balam gently picked up the hyperventilating boy. “Should I contact the chair demon?” Robin asked, already preparing his phone to make the call. “Grandpa,” those were Iruma’s last words he could mumble before going unconscious.

“No, we don’t know who cause all of Iruma’s pain, for all we know it can be that crazy old coop or his insane cat servant. Until we know Iruma's so-called guardians are safe, no one is telling them what just transpired.” Kalego declare as he and the other teachers made their way to the nurse’s office.

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Summary:

What if Naberius Kalego had fallen in love with a human from the Suzuki family? But when his lover summon him after half a year had passed since their last encounter. She had blood all over her body when she handed Kalego his son, before dying due to childbirth. Now Naberius Kalego must raise and protect baby Iruma who inherited too much of his human mother’s traits rather than his demonic father’s traits.

Title: Balam x Pregnant reader Summary:

You and Balam Shichiro had only been married for about a month when you find out you were pregnant. Knowing full well that your husband’s skinship would multiply by 100 if he knew you were carrying his child. So that's why you try to keep the news about your condition long as you could, but a drunk Professor Blushenko had ruined your plans. Your husband, the man that is known for loving all living creatures, is now obsessed with your growing body.

#welcome to demon school! iruma kun #welcome to demon school #welcome to demon school iruma kun #Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun #wingless #where are your wings iruma-kun #naberius kalego #Kalego #kalego sensei #balam sensei #balam shichirou #welcome to demon school fanfic

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feerz · 9 days

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Ranking all the Jesuses from every version I've watched/listened to so far

without further ado let's get into it 🙌

Ian Gillan - 1970 Original concept album

The True Doer that you cannot outdo. The og who made this role what it is today. And since the og album was were I got my start and obsession with jcs, I have a huge fondness for him. There's just something so- so... about him. His vocals? Insane, fantastic, the golden standard. His Gethsemane is Everything. He raised the bar so high (literally lol) and made this role harder for everyone that came after him and I respect that. I also love his characterisation. He is a rockstar and he knows it. Adore this whiny ass messiah and his dramatics. 9/10

Ted Neeley - 1973 movie

Sad little mouse man. He's like some small rodent to me. His gethsemane is iconic, but beyond it I don't care to much about his Jesus. He's perfectly inoffensive, but I find him a bit boring. Poor guy also had the disadvantage of performing against Carl Anderson, who's too powerful and who commanded every scene he was in, outshining Jesus. Tedsus is not for me personally, but he's definitely not bad. 6/10

Camilo Sesto - Madrid 1975 album

I like him! He reminds me of Ian's Jesus but sadder (love to see it). Really good vocals. That 'POR QUE' ate. And his Gethsemane in general too. I don't have that much to say besides that, but Señor Sesto is really good in this role. 8/10

James Whitson - San Jose Civic Light Opera's 1990 production

Uhhhhhhh. Watched this in a discord watch party and for half of it we were thought this was Ted. It wasn't. Don't really know what to say, there wasn't anything really memorable or notable about him. Also has the disadvantage of being pared up with Carl Anderson, except it's even worse here. If Carl was anywhere near him, no chance I was paying attention to Jesus. Um... he chased Santa out of the Temple! That's something! 3/10

Steve Balsamo - 1996 London revival album

Steve Balsamo Jesus, my dearly beloved. How can you not love him. Just rewatch his Gethsemane for the 1000th time. His vocals are out of this world, man has organ pipes in place of vocal chords. Props to him for actually crying in gethsemane and still killing it. Absolutely fantastic. And his beautiful hair and those brown eyes really add to it. He's such a sad pathetic man, it's great. No complaints 10/10

Glenn Carter - 2000 movie

I'm shaking, please buy him brown contacts. I am a glensus hater, although I have to admit that during my second viewing I didn't dislike him as much. Easily my least favourite gethsemane (lmm excluded), except his delivery of "what you started, I didn't start it", that was surprisingly good. Again, I'm a hater but bonus points for the entertainment factor. 4/10

Paul Nolan - 2012 Broadway revival

BORING! Sorry your trouple doesn't save you from being so incredibly bland. It's like looking at a white wall that has just been painted over and you're watching it dry. Gethsemane is solid vocally, I like his interactions with others. But Jesus himself? No thanks. The staging of the crucifixion was so great, but then there he is with his mouth agape like a baby bird being fed and unconvincing "suffering". Also, no blood? 3/10

Ben Forster - 2012 UK Arena tour

THIS IS THE ONE. My roman empire. My most dear blorbo. He's been living in my head rent free for months. I love him so much. He's just so incredibly stressed out and angsty and pathetic and constantly on the verge of a complete mental breakdown. His gethsemane is my favourite. Just pretty much everything I could want from a performance of it. The way he curls up on the floor? The little moments when his voice breaks a bit from emotion?? The knee thing??? Great, fantastic, stunning, no notes. Also I adore his costuming, finally Jesus is given something more interesting. 11/10

John Legend - 2018 NBC

Hot take, but he's not nearly as bad as people make him out to be. He's just fine. I do enjoy his voice, Poor Jerusalem is especially good. Although I don't love his acting in the second act, but I really liked him in the first one. This Jesus just seems really nice and friendly and I love that. Gethsemane is solid vocally, even without the G5. Anyways he's not bad at all! 6/10

Andrew Latobesi - 2018 Villanova College

This was another wildcard from the watch party. Jesus didn't stand out much because we were all a bit distracted by Judi. And Mary. He was bland and the acting was not fantastic, but this is a high school prod, and for what it's worth he's not bad. Gethsemane was solid enough considering everything. The crucifixion surprisingly hit, good crying there. ??/10 since I don't think it would be fair to rank him against all those adult professional performers.

Jack Hopewell - 50th Anniversary North America tour

The only Jesus that made me cry while watching. He suffers real good (and looks very pretty while doing so). He's just so- so... I just wanted to wrap him up in a soft blanket and give him a kiss on the forehead and feed him soup. Tbh I think he's one of the best vocally too. His high note is my fav. Gethsemane in general is just great too. Love how much he's just some silly guy who then has to face the Horrors. He's just very cute :] 10/10

Jeangu Macrooy - 2024 Netherlands national tour

The most poor little meow meow Jesus ever. He's so pathetic it's great. Him smiling and being happy was also so cute. Really good vocals too, man killed those high notes. His gethsemane too... Jeangu Macrooy absolutely steels the show and it's fantastic and incredibly heartbreaking. Want to see his performance again so so badly. In the meantime everyone should check out a snippet of his performance 10/10

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Vox's death - personal headcanons/rambles

A/N I've been sitting on this for a while HDHDH

A lot of this is building on prior headcanons of mine and shots in the dark based on vibes so yeah - I could be completely wrong in season 2 and thus I will eat my hat if that's the case /lh

Just wanted to throw my thoughts out there on this 🙏

CW: SFW, murder, mentions of suicide/mental breakdown, references to staticmoth, angst

In my personal opinion Vox didn't die from a TV falling on his head: he died from poisoning.

The first thing that differs from a lotta stuff I keep seeing is that I don't think the red lines that come from Vox's mouth are actually Val's saliva from kissing him.

In some scenes, it probably is (like in the poison music vid) but when he's very obviously done with Val's bs during the off periods in their relationship that they go through? Nah.

It just wouldn't make sense that it's always from Val. Especially when we have examples like the beginning of episode 8. It just starts seeping from his mouth as he's saying the "I can't wait to watch you get fucked" line.

They show up whenever he's more unstable (like in Stayed Gone) and/or when he's having a sadistic power high (ep 8 ) and is particularly out of his mind.

I think it's symbolic of actually being blood from being poisoned in an instance when he was like that in his life.

Actually getting into it: The leadup to his death

Regardless of how it happened exactly, imo in the end every single one of his relationships while he was alive broke down in the height of his popularity.

He became more and more insufferable to keep around: constantly egotistical and looking down on everyone the more famous and powerful he grew, and became utterly obsessed with maintaining his power. (Also what he's doing in hell - fixated at all times on appearing a certain way and staying at the top)

His mental state declined terribly as he grew paranoid that he would lose his control and have to start from where he was (which wasn't good to say the least), and all of his friends and family left due to how he treated them which only added to his instability due to having no support system.

Not that it would have changed much because yeesh.

The second someone would try to reality check him (if they did) during this time, it only would have made him even more unstable.

He most likely believed that stepping on everyone to maintain his power was more important than anything, and meeting someone who disagreed, he would have just discarded them without a second thought, all the while internalising it deep down to be brought back up whenever he finally crashed.

His actual death

I have two main headcanons of how the poisoning may have gone:

1. The first main one is that he was murdered.

He treated his staff so badly during his gradually worsening mental decline that one (or maybe more) got so fed up by his poor treatment of them that his morning coffee was poisoned, and while on air he started spitting up blood and then died (hence why his head is a TV).

This one makes particular sense to me because the red lines show up when he's being a sadistic asshole - as he would have been leading up to his murder.

2. The second: he poisoned himself on purpose as suicide.

His mental state declined so much, so stuck in his delusions of grandeur that when he was either reality checked and it actually took hold of him or his content started performing badly in comparison to someone else's he experienced the inevitable crash after having a high in that way and had a full on breakdown (or both tbh).

Him taking a stance of 'I'd rather die now while eyes are still on me then when they're all gone again and my existence is unknown once again'.

I think it's far likelier the former, though considering everything.

I am probably reading too damn much into all this but like... the brainrot is all-consuming.

I want to write a fic about his death at some point but like.. I don't think anyone would gaf enough to read it for one, and I also have a bunch of stuff I'm already working on that my brain is buffering about/lh

I'm thinking about how bad he's probably gonna be done in season 2 and slightly dying inside. I HOPE I'm proved wrong so desperately bc I love him too damn much.

Either way I do NOT think there is enough time to properly explore his chara even if Viv wanted to dip into the interesting asf things under the surface. 🗿

My masterlist

#I was trying so hard so sound sane through this but I vibrate at a different frequency of existence thinking abt this mf #hazbin hotel #vox headcanons #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin hotel theory #vox

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hello-nichya-here · 1 month

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Do you think Light had any deep regrets, seeing what happened to his sister after the hostage situation?

Let's take a look at his actions.

He spends considerable time mentally debating killing his sister himself to avoid letting Mello get ahold of a Death Note. He doesn't go through with it, but after it he never talks about her, doesn't help their mother take care of her, and even after Mello dies there's never so much as a single throwaway line of him thinking "Serves him right for what he did to her!"

Even in the anime scene of him thinking back on what life was like before the Death Note, he only sees himself, the super smart student with a briliant future ahead. When he's seconds away from dying, he imagines L before him. His sister, and his entire family really, not being a factor in his mind at all.

Light is not completely devoid of human emotions (compassion and love very much included) and he does have some understanding of typical, current social morals - but to him, they only go so far.

He stopped himself for a second before first using the Death Note, before even knowing it truly worked, because "does that make me a murderer?" and in the manga he spends sometime without eating or sleeping because of the guilt. But he still uses it again and again, not just for his warped idea of "justice", but to do tests on inmates that, by definition, do NOT fit his his criteria of "people that evaded justice", and even just to prove, on live TV, that he could. He also made sure to hide the Death Note well because he knew that, if someone else found it, he might have to kill his own family.

He loved his father and had a genuine emotional breakdown when he died. He still tried to use his death to mask the fact that he was Kira, and even tried to get him to kill Mello. And in the finale he reveals that he is going to kill the entire task force - all of which worked with his father, were close to him for years, and watched his children grow up.

He loved L, or at least their strange mix of friendship and intelectual death match, was visibly shaken when L called him his first friend, notes with bitterness and downright sadness that L was right, things were boring and lonely now that they had split up, and is OFFENDED when Near, someone he sees as inferior, is wearing a mask of him. Didn't stop him from constantly trying to murder the guy, cruely smirking down at him during the moment of his death just to twist the knife further, gloating after it, stealing his "identity" as a final disrespect, and then trying to kill his heirs.

And yes, he loved his sister and couldn't bring himself to kill her - but that's the most she'll get out of this relationship. Not dying. Not by his hand, at least. No visits at the hospital, no comfort after a traumatic experience, not even a quiet moment of Light thinking to himself "None of this would have happened to her if I had never used the Death Note or gave it back to Ryuk."

Light has moments in which he cares about others. But the one person he consistently cares about is himself. The "glimpses of humanity" matters and give his character depth, but they don't chance the very consistent pattern that remained the same until his last breath.

#asks #death note #light yagami

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＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚The Best Friend Chronicles

Part 3

part 1 | 2 | 3

Huening Kai x afab!cis reader

warnings: smut, unprotected sex, big tiddie reader, rebound sex, creampie, cum-eating (apparently)

a/n: reader has big tits because i need some big boobies rep (no i did not have a mental breakdown in a lingerie store regarding bra sizes)

"Well, it's over," you sigh, falling back onto the couch beside Kai. "He broke up with me."

"His loss," Kai reassures you, pulling you against his side.

"This was long overdue," you sigh again, closing your eyes, turning your face into Kai's chest.

"Get off me, we need to watch the movie," Kai whines, but simultaneously wraps his arms around you. Beneath the soft flesh of his stomach you can feel all the gyming was really paying off, the line of muscle along his abdomen was taut under your hand.

He resumes the movie, now that your phone call with your boyfriend- sorry, ex-boyfriend- was not interrupting your much deserved movie night with Hueningkai.

The characters on screen were bland to say the least. You vaguely knew it was supposed to be some late 80s, early 90s, romance film, the gritty picture quality giving you noir vibes especially with the interspersed scenes of smut. The characters pushed against walls and back alleys more often than they were sharing words between them.

You sigh, detangling yourself from Kai's hold and sitting up, your chest smarting at the sudden ache you felt. Sure, the breakup was long overdue. You hadn't really been dating the guy for the past two months, the distance between you both yawning wider with each passing day, but now that it was finally over, you felt... empty. Your eyes watered too suddenly for you to do anything about it, the next breath you were supposed to take turning into a sniffle.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Kai jerks up, hand flying to the remote to pause the possible 52nd makeout scene in the movie.

You shake your head, willing the tears to not fall, sticking your tongue to roof of the mouth in an attempt to swallow down the unbidden drops. The next breath you take comes easier, the taste of tears at the back of your throat and Kai's hesitant hand resting in the space between your shoulder blades.

"Is it because of that doofus?" Kai sidles closer, looping his long arms loosely around your waist, a habit he had picked up during childhood and decided to carry it on to his adulthood.

"I feel weird," you admit, voice the barest of mumble in the otherwise silent apartment. "I didn't even like him all that much. He wasn't even anything... special."

"Yeah no shit," Kai sniggers against your ear, "I always wondered what you saw in him. Then I thought maybe the dick was too good and that's what had you trapped."

You snort on a laugh, body shaking within his hold, any ache in your chest disappearing in the face of Kai's levity.

"He hasn't made me cum even once so no, the dick wasn't that good," you reply back, the shadow of your usual snark slipping back into your voice.

"Not even once?" kai inquires, dipping his chin between your shoulder and neck.

Kai was a cuddly human, you had stopped reading too much into his affection and actions because he was cuddly with everyone. Well, everyone he considered a good friend, but for some reason the timbre of his voice against your skin made goosebumps run down your body, his forearms tightening the barest bit around your waist.

Hesitantly, you shake your head, glancing down at Kai, still practically wrapped around you.

"Bet I could do it," he gives a small smile, peering up at your through thick, dark lashes. "Bet I could do it way better than him."

A stone drops in your stomach, heavy and warm.

"Are you... you wanna be my rebound?" Your fingers trace the veins adorning the back of his hands, both of them settled below your breasts, across the soft expanse of your tummy.

"Yes," he breathes out, almost a sigh of relief that you understood what he was offering.

"Are you offering to fuck me?" you ask, thighs squeezing together imperceptibly because Huening fucking Kai was a drop dead gorgeous guy who was offering to be your rebound??!? The warm stone in your stomach seemed to tumble lower.

"I'm offering to make your cum, however I may achieve that," Kai says, a finger lazily tracing the underside of your breast over the thin cotton of your t-shirt. He was glad you were comfortable enough to be braless around him, it made his work easier, given that he still fumbled with clasps.

"This won't fuck us over, right?" you question, glancing back at him with worry in your eyes. Kai was your best friend first, drop dead gorgeous crush second.

He shakes his head, shifting closer till your back was pressed against his front, the semi in his sweatpants prodding the small of your back. "Just use me right now," his voice is so low, "Nothing can ever fuck us over, you're my girl."

You swallow, nodding slightly, feeling sticky between your legs. Had you just gushed arousal simply from his voice?

"Can you take off your pants for me?" He says, hand wandering to your chest, cupping one full breast in his palm, soft flesh filling the entirety of his larger-than-average hand. He had always wondered how your breasts would feel in his hands, had always wanted to see if they fit his palms, if they were big enough for that. Not that he had an enmity with small tits, but your breasts were something he often found his eyes wandering to, especially when you wore the thin cotton tops which stretched over your chest, leaving nothing to the imagination. He had once voiced his opinion to Yeonjun who had scoffed, "Are you friends with her cuz of her tits?" Hueningkai had been rightly ashamed to think of you in such an objectifying manner.

With shaky hands, you slide off the sweatpants you wore, slightly mortified at the underwear you wore, pink printed with little blue and green umbrellas, adorned with the tiniest of bows. Almost childish.

He doesn't comment on the underwear, however, lost in his own train of thought, fingers absentmindedly tracing your areolas, your nipples stiffening under the white fabric till they were little visible peaks.

You shivered slightly, acutely aware of how sensitive your nipples felt suddenly, how warm your belly was, how close Hueningkai was. One of his hands slipped down your body, slipping between your thighs, which you spread apart on instinct.

How lewd this was, sitting with your legs spread, practically in Kai's lap in the middle of your living room, grateful that your flatmate was out on an overnight trip, dirtying the sofa you would later have to share with her.

He kissed your neck, little presses of lips to your skin, one hand working your nipple from over the t-shirt, the other tracing your clothed slit, the fabric getting wetter the more his finger pressed into your crotch.

He pressed slightly harder, a jolt of pleasure running up at the pressure against your clit. You jerk in his hold, the pressure lessening almost immediately.

"You good?" He asks, just to make sure he can continue. You felt embarrassed how overly sensitive you were. Sure, you hadn't had a decent orgasm in... 3 months? but this level of sensitivity was absurd!

You nodded, pulse throbbing in your core, wanting more of that sweet pressure now that he had done it once.

Kai resumed playing with the various bodyparts at his disposal, pressing on your clit with one deft finger, coiling the pleasure in your belly tighter and tighter till a moan- no, almost a whimper- escaped your pretty lips.

Kai took that as his cue to rid you off your underwear, hooking his fingers into the thin waistband savagely, like the garment had offended him.

You closed your legs on instinct, relaxing when his warm fingers slipped between your thighs, pressed against the fat there, demanding you to spread yourself open for him. His chin was once again tucked in the junction of your neck and shoulder, brows furrowed in concentration, breasts abandoned now that he could feel the glistening slick on his fingers, your clit a hard little nub begging to be touched. Your hips bucked slightly when he traced your slit, a small chuckle coming from his throat.

"kai,' you whined, tugging at his wrist. "Fuck me proper."

"Shush, i'm exploring," he whispers like it's some great conspiracy, his fingers dipping in your heat, coating up to the second joint in the clear fluid that practically gushed from you.

You let out a frustrated sound, slumping back against him. He took pity on you, shifting so you were against the plush pillows on the sofa while he kneeled between your legs, hands gripping your thigh, fingers digging in the fat. You shivered in anticipation for what was to come, hissing when you felt the first lick of tongue against your clit. He ran his tongue between your folds, lapping up the salty liquid, one strong hand holding your thigh in place, the other leg trembling, threatening to close as he ate you out, teeth grazing your clit, sending a shock up your body which he stamped down on with a tender lick of his tongue.

"K-kai," your voice is choked, toes curling the longer his nose pressed against that pulsing nub, tongue meanwhile inside you, your walls fluttering around him, too soft to make you cum but enough stimuli to make you riled up. "Kai shit I'm so close," you whisper, a half broken sentence, hanging open like it's a question.

He hums, latching onto your clit once again, sucking while you feel two of his fingers wriggle into the tight space between your folds, feel your walls clench around his fingers, the sudden stretch giving way to fullness and you cum, gripping the throw pillows scattered on the couch, gasping and shaking and begging Kai to let go but his lips are still sucking on you, his tongue flicking your clit inside the warm heat of his mouth. Breathing heavy, you try to wriggle free of Kai's grasp, of his incessant tongue that continues its slow torture, pushing you into overstimulation.

"Kai," you huff, thighs trembling in Kai's grip. "Kai, it-it's too much. Stop-"

He gives you a look, one of pure wonder. Your chest heaves, nipples perked up, their dark shadow visible under the strained fabric, your breasts nearly spilling out from the deep v-neck cut. Cheeks flushed, eyes unfocused, legs spread open in front of him, so utterly vulnerable and beautiful in his eyes, he couldn't help leaning up and kissing you, cock painfully hard in his pants, wanting nothing better than to slide inside you, have that tight heat give way for his dick, to make you whimper with pleasure the way that jackass of an ex-boyfriend couldn't do.

"Was that good?" He asks, grinding down his clothed dick against your still sensitive clit. You wince at the roughness of the fabric, trying to push it out of the way with hands that won't cooperate.

You nod, making another pitiful attempt at removing his sweatpants. He sees what you're trying to do, bursting into a smile that is so purely Hueningkai that you feel like melting into the couch and becoming one with the hidden doritos that have fallen in the abyss between cushions.

He pushes down the sweatpants just enough that his cock can spring out, almost poking his belly button with how hard it was, ramrod straight and red at the tip. You were so punch-drunk on your orgasm that you didn't comprehend for a good ten seconds that you were seeing your best friend's dick.

"It's prettier than i thought," you mused out loud, running a tentative hand along the vein that ran along his underside. His eyelids fluttered shut, a low groan escaping him as your hand wrapped around him.

"I don't have condoms," he forced out the words, teeth gritted like it physically pained him to say he didn't have protection when he was mere inches away from burying himself in you.

"It's okay," you said softly, tugging him towards you by the wrist, the tip of his cock nudging your folds. "I'll deal with it in the morning."

"Are you sure?" Eyebrows scrunched, he buries his face in your neck, mere centimeters from entering you, cock nestled between your folds. You nod, tugging him closer, angling yourself so his tip slides in, spreading you open. You moan as he pushes in deeper with almost no restriction thanks to the generous wetness your body had graced you with today.

Your clit throbbed with neglect as he thrusted shallowly, quivering, arms braced beside you on the couch.

You tilted sideways, pulling him with you in a more comfortable position all with him still inside you, buried to the hilt. He hovered over you while you laid down on the narrow couch, thighs around his slim hips, one of his legs braced on the floor, giving way to an almost manic pace now that he didn't have to hold himself up.

Somewhere in between your thin t-shirt came off, his hands squeezing your breasts as they bounced in tandem with his thrusts, eyes following the hypnotic movement like it was a binding spell.

In the frenzy of both your chests heaving, his sweat slicked hair falling across his forehead and his teeth nipping at your lip, you came undone for the second time, crying out as your walls clamped onto him, hips stuttering to a halt as he too stilled inside you, pulsing, spilling himself into you. An instinctive low groan escapes him, pushing himself as far in as he can go.

"Fuck," he gasps, rubbing your thigh gently as he pulls out, cum dribbling out of you in thin white streaks, so much cum that the couch is practically soaked in it.

You touch the fluid curiously, taking some of it onto your finger before letting yourself lick off the mingled taste of both you and Kai's orgasm.

"Don't do that," Kai hisses, catching your wrist, swallowing sharply when he sees you taste his cum.

"But it tastes... nice," you say softly, rising up on your elbow, realising Kai is still in his pants, cock now flaccid and tucked back into the clothes while you're completely naked, in front of your best friend, no less. Embarrassment floods you again, so out of place after everything you experienced tonight. Two orgasms. Two!

Kai leans forward, giving a kiss to your temple, the way he has done a thousand times before but it feels tender now that his arms accompany the kiss, cradling you into his body.

"Do take a pill yeah?" He says softly, nosing your jaw, your ear. "Can't have a little me or you running around yet."

You nod, acutely aware of his semen dripping down your legs, sticky in places and drying in others. For now, though, all you want is to curl up next to Kai and sleep so that's what you do, leading him to your room, slipping in bed naked, with his arm thrown around your waist.

#hueningkai smut #txt smut #kpop smut #kpop imagines #txt hard hours #txt imagines

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froggos-are-superior · 1 year

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The duality of Daybreak will never cease to amaze me. I mean, on one hand, the whole show is basically just a giant shit post. But on the other hand, it touches on some really deep and personal topics. The kind of show that has you crying laughing, if you will.

They'll have this scene with Josh where he's like

I GOTTA CUT OFF MY FINGER MAN I DONT WANNA BE A ZOMBIE

And then Angelica walks in and is like

WHAT THE FUCK MAN THIS ISNT THE WALKING DEAD, THE ZOMBIE BITES DO NOTHING

And Josh is just staring at his severed finger like man oh man.

Topics

The entire show is filled with scenes like that but it also addresses things such as

Bullying

Morality

Complex parent relationships

The struggle to fit in

Mental illness

Homophobia

Loneliness

Grief

Sacrifice

A breakdown of the manic pixie dream girl trope

Realizing that maybe you aren't a good person

Having to choose the lesser of two evils

Having to choose between being true to yourself and being the person everyone wants from you

And one of the best parts is that, yes, they do fuck up. A character makes a decision and maybe it was the wrong one. Maybe actions do have consequences. Sometimes they learn from those mistakes. Sometimes they don't. I like this. It makes it feel like an accurate depiction of a human being.

They show everyone as fucking idiots, but every episode has a different character's backstory, narrated by themselves. It makes you realize that even if you think someone's a dick, sometimes there are things going on in their lives that you just can't know about.

Episodes

(Some of who narrates each episode for context):

Josh- Josh vs. the Apocalypse Part 1, Schmuck Bait!, Post Mates

One of the things most apparent from Josh's perspective, is that he loves Samaira Dean. All we ever see are good things about her. But as the plot drags on, it starts to become apparent that maybe Josh's narration is unreliable, warped.

Angelica- The Slime Queenpin of Glendale, CA

Angelica's story is a bit funny, bordering on concerning. It's clear however, that she didn't have the best childhood and all she really wants is a friend, or someone who won't leave her behind.

Wesley- Homecoming Redux or My So Called Stunt Double Life

I could go on forever about Wesley's episode, but the main dilemma is that Wesley needs to pick between two people he loves. Sam advises him to ignore both options- to pick himself instead. It really makes you think that he did too. But in the end, he made a decision and now has to live with the guilt of what he did. Present-day, he's faced with a similar situation once again, and he doesn't know how to make the right decision.

Ms. Crumble- Canta Tu Vida

Ms. Crumble was a tragic character. Her backstory reflected that as well. She had so much character growth as the series went on and I was in tears during the finale.

I honestly have no idea what I was originally going for here but at this point it's pretty much just a Daybreak themed mess. Bon appetit.

#daybreak netflix #daybreak #josh wheeler #sam dean #samaira dean #ms crumble #principal burr #turbo brojock #jaden hoyles #angelica green #wesley fists

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midnighttheroies · 10 months

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Helluva Boss Theory: What Happened Between Blitz and Barbie Wire

so after the last episode, which was AMAZING like usual, i wanted to do a deep dive into the mysterious relationship between blitz and his twin sister barbie wire and what happened between them to make barbie not want ANYTHING to do with her own brother

Breakdown of what we know

barbie wire is probably the most mysterious character in the show yet next to frizz, we know next to nothing about her or how she ended up in rehab, what we do know is that she is blitz’s twin sister, she used to preform in the circus, and was considered famous and now does drug deals, and wants nothing to do with blitz

alot of people think that whatever happened between the two was blitz’s fault, and i don’t blame those people either, considering how he treated verosika and how their relationship ended, it would safe to assume that blitz was the one who fucked everything up, but i don’t necessarily think that is the case, i think whatever happened between was alot more complicated then we think

theory 1: bucks exploited barbie wire

bucks is bltiz’s and barbie’s dad, and he’s, ...well not great, if he was willing to exploit frizz for his talent and emotionally manipulated blitzo into doing his betting by stealing from the goetia, despite the severe consequences he would face if he got caught, who’s the say he wouldn’t do the same to barbie?

barbie was known to be pretty talented, we saw that little clip of her on the type rope in season 2 ep 1, i think like frizz she brought in alot of people, bucks saw this and began to exploit her, making her preform and basically milking her for whatever she had, i think as she got older she started to get into drug use as a way to cope with the stress, or bucks put her on drugs so she could be more energized on stage, sending her to rehab and hates blitz for not intervening between her and her dad when things took a turn for the worst

theory 2: barbie hates the fact that blitzo put her in rehab

i got this idea from someone on twitter who basically pointed out that it’s possible that the reason barbie hates blitz so much is because blitz put her into rehab, which i thought was interesting

in hell, drugs and other addictive substances are very, VERY easy to access, you can buy drugs in vending machines for fuck sakes, and i think for harder drugs you would need to go the black market or severe drug deals, it is very likely that when barbie got into fame during her time in the circus, she was negatively influenced by the people around her and started to hit heavy drugs, blitz saw this and tried to get her too stop, and eventually he did against her will by checking her into rehab, but it costed her fame

and now she hates blitz because in her mind, he ruined her fame and reputation, by forcibly becoming clean

theory 3: she blames blitz for whatever happened to their mother/jealous of his relationship he had with her

i’ve seen alot of people point this out, in the episode, their is scene where barbie is yelling at blitz saying she doesn’t want to see him again, she’s pointing at their mother’s chocker

it is very possible that blitz and barbie were doing an act together, something went wrong and it caused the whole circus to be destroyed, killing their mother in the process, barbie had a mental breakdown and went into heavy drugs as a way to cope and ended up in rehab, and hates blitz because she blames him for the incident

or since blitz is shown to be wearing the choker, it’s possible their mother lent it to him as her final farewell gift, we’re not sure if barbie got anything from her but judging by the looks of it probably not, barbie saw this gesture and was hurt that their mother would give something to blitz then her, she turned to drugs as a way to cope and now resents blitzo believing that their mother favoured him over her

is it possible for reconciliation for the two?

it is very hard to say at this current moment is that is even a question, despite how dismissive she is of blitz, their are a few moments in the episode that seemed interesting, for one, she called him “blitz”, respecting his name change up until he caused her supplier to die, and back in season one where verosika was introduced, she told blitz that her sister says hi

but if blitz wants any hope of reconciliation with his sister, he needs to respect her boundaries, which he already has a hard time doing, and give her space, even if it hurts him to do so, maybe this is me being hopeful, but i’d like to think their is hope for the two to re-connect, after all, this is a slow burn show through mostly blitzo’s lens, along with stolas and moxxie, and barbie wire is his twin sister, i don’t think this is it for them

i don’t want to jump on “blitzo is 100% in the wrong like always” just yet, i don’t even think whatever between frizz and blitz was internally his fault either, consdeirng how in that little clip in the trailer, we see frizz and blitz dancing and all of sudden frizz dropping him to the ground, taking out his pony you and showing it on display, making a laughing stock out of him,

also, i saw another person point this out on twitter saying how blitzo in a way accidentally saved the people in his life

he saved loona from being homeless or going into another abusive foster home by adopting her, he saved moxxie from his dad and his life in the mafia by telling him about his company and offering him an position, and he’s probably the reason why me and millie met, i honestly think that if it weren’t for blitz, moxxie and millie wouldn’t have ever been together, he saved stolas in a way, giving him the freedom to finally explore himself sexually, since he was forever forced to repress

i think it’s safe to say that accidentally or not, blitz saved his sister, because it seemed like her life was going down a very dark path if it weren’t for him interfering

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