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mare-sanguis · 5 years

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Monty x Winston part 9

"Lets go home now. The weathers going crazy- well fitted for our mood at the moment.

Scott said, opening his umbrella.

They walked down the street, silence following them.

"You know..." Scott said, glancing a look at him.

"No wonder he was so into you and wanted you near him."

"What do you mean?"

"Well- you're well spoken, friendly... very loyal, dont joke around when its serious. You're handsome.

Winston raised an eyebrow.

"Are you trying to hit me up?"

"What?" Scott said, laughing.

"No. I'm not into guys" he said, whispering a silent "at least I think so?"

"I was just stating a fact. Monty was totally into feminin, soft boys I guess- now thinking of it... I think he had a small crush on Alex, was into Bryce too, though he wasnt feminin guy obviously but he was the first one who "cared" about him, maybe a crush too. And he was interested in Tyler. Not crush like, but in a different way. Maybe because of his photography skills.

Winston stopped his steps, looked back at him.

"Oh...." Scott said awkwardly.

"I'm so fucking sorry- shit. I just couldnt shut up." He sighed.

"Its fine. Really. You're pretty good at observing. How long did you were aware of him and his interests?"

Scott stared at the pavement for some seconds.

"... Since I transferred to Liberty. I got to know him beforehand for some brief moments but after the transfer even more. And with his stupid insults and jokes he basically confirmed it without confirming it out loud."

"How'd you know him before?"

"Through a friend."

"A friend?"

"Ya. This friend was a really good friend of Clay and played in our baseball team. Anyway... Monty beat you up right?"

"Hmh."

"Why'd you forgive him?"

"I dealt with many people like him in my life. I'm used to it. I forgave him because I knew what was going on as soon as he started it all. Thats also why I denied knowing him. I'm open about my interests- some people still make fun of it - but realised that he wasnt, and not ready yet. I didnt want him to run into a blank knife."

"You're such a good guy- wished he would've meet you before..."

"Sadly I was to late."

"Maybe...."

They walked towards the crossroad.

"Guess we have to take serapate ways here."

Winston said.

"Right. Call me if you need something." Scott said, taking the way left.

"See you."

Winston still held his umbrella in his hands.

Guess he had to give it him back tomorrow.

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Next day, Sunday: 9am.

Winston woke up with a bad headache. His parents were away again- so he was all alone at home. It reminded him at the time Monty visited him.

He should prepare himself for the police station.

He couldnt give up right now because of some annoying sickness. He needed to do it- for Monty.

Looking at the clock it was still to early. Their appointment was around 1:30pm. He sighed and closed his eyes again. Decided to stay in bed until 11pm. Maybe hes body would be better at that point. Maybe hes just going crazy after these two days and the other 2.

"Yeah. That must be it." He whispered to himself and fell back to sleep again.

When he woke up it was shortly around after 11pm. Time to get dressed. His body still was doing some crazy shit but Winston decided to ignore it for today, grabbing some plain clothes- after that, his car keys.

He arrived in town at 12pm, still some tome until they'll talk about the evidence a 2nd and hopefully last time.

Winston was tired and his forehead glowing. To much stress.

He parked his car at a parking lot near the station, spotting Scott already standing in front of it- looking a bit distressed and like he was there for some time already.

Winston stopped the engine and stepped out of the car, walking fast towards him.

"Already there?" He said, putting away his car keys.

"I could say the same about you, Winston."

"How long are you here already?"

"Ah just... some minutes."

Winston nooded, feeling that something was bothering him.

"Whats wrong?"

"Nothing- why'd you ask?"

"Not to be the creep this time but I could see you through my car window and you seemed pretty zoned-out. You dont look so good."

"Same goes for you dont you think? With this dark hair and this almost white skin at the moment you look like someone whos dead."

"Just had a rough night."

"Guess we share a lot. I kept remembering something after our talk."

Winston slightly tiled his head.

"Whats it about?"

"Nothing very important- about a friend."

"The friend so introduced you to Monty?"

"You could say that yes." he looked at his watch. "Lets grab a coffee- we still have some time left, maybe we can talk how to convince this cop to believe us. Even though he lets us care for his funeral it doesnt sound like hes believing us- sadly."

"Even with the evidence?"

"Even with that."

They were about to walk to the cafe as they saw Clay and his friends walking in their direction.

"Shit. They gonna see us together" Scott said, worried.

"They told each other about what you did- I told you. I dont wanna hear them saying shit."

"If they see us- and they will- we just tell half of the truth. Try acting like you arent involved."

He nooded at Winstons words.

Clay raised his hands to wave at Scott bit stopped after seeing who was with him. His smiled faded, like the smiles on the other faces.

"What are you doing here? With Winston?"

"We just met by accident."

That wasnt the truth- not even half of it.

Alex looked back and forth between Scott and Winston.

"Why are you with him? After all he did?"

"I dont know what you're talking about? If you mean the paybacks and visits- non of my business. I'm not even on of your friends so I can do what ever I like."

"Are you working with him?"

"No. Working with him about what? Why do you care? You dont like me."

"If you're working with him I would have another good reason to not liking you."

Winston sighed.

"I didnt want to cause any trouble with my visits. If I intimidated anyone of you- I'm sorry."

"Yeah? Are you really sorry? Then why did you gave Charlie something like this?"

Winston stared at Alex for some seconds.

"Not your place to know. He should know by now."

"Liar"

Scott scoffed.

"Yeah? A liar like you?"

Alex breathed out heavily, ready to beat a bitch.

"Now now" Zach interfered, holding back Alex. "Lets just cut it right here." He grabbed his arm and pulled him away.

"Sorry." Justin sighed. "Hes in a pretty bad mood lately."

Winston smiled softly.

"Its all right- we all are stressed."

They said their goodbyes and entered the cafe where they ordered their coffee.

"Scott?"

He turned around as he heard his name, spoken out by a familiar voice.

And there she stood.

Sheri Holland.

"Wasnt expecting to see you around here? When did we last saw each other? 8 month ago? Before you left school to take a break?"

He just nooded.

"Whats wrong? Saw a ghost?"

"No... I just wasnt expecting seeing you here too- after all, Monets y'all favorite spot."

"You know... was getting tired of this place after last year. To many bad memories."

"Right..."

"Soo... see you're having a date? With a guy?"

Scott blinked in confusion and Sheri laughed.

"That was a joke." She poked his shoulder.

"Anyway- now you're here... can I talk to you? Dont know if you want to involve your friend in it"

"Whats it about?"

"School. Bryce. Tyler. Monty."

"Oh... its ok. He knows anyway. Hes kinda involed in it to."

"He is? Why?"

"To much to tell you now- we should talk about it sometime else. We're kinda in a hurry, have to leave at 1:15pm."

"So whats your name?" She turned her gaze to Winston.

"Winston."

"Mine's Sheri. We know each other from school. We hadnt the best time back there then. How do you know Scott?"

"Through the whole Bryce murder case." Winston said. Quickly, not to spill more informations.

Sheri sighed as they sat down at a table.

"Pretty fucked up about Bryce death. And what happened to Tyler. And to Monty. I knew he was messed up in the head- but first to assault someone... and then to kill Bryce- allegedly. That wasnt expected at all. Sad that he died in prison. I mean... no one deserves to die in such a place, not in this circumstances."

Scott glanced over to Winston who looked a bit to serious, then looked back to her.

"Do you believe he killed Bryce? I mean ignore the "evidence"."

"If I have to be real- no. I dont think he did it but got framed. You know how easy it is to frame a dead guy. They cant defemd themselve."

"Why do you think someone framed him?" Winston said, with a dark tone in it.

"I really dont know. But Monty saw Bryce as a friend, was loyal to him. I dont see someone like him killing Bryce. Monty was cruel- but not like this."

"Right." Hearing someone else to agree made Winston very ... happy.

"He was a broken soul. He needed help. And nobody saw it. The last time I saw him was at the homecoming game. He had something in his eyes that made him look like he... changed? I dont know."

Winston knew it was because of him, he then whispered a "He indeed was a broken soul. He was sad and lonely." but Sheri heard it anyway.

"How come you know Monty?"

"Thats a secret."

"A secret- must be something very serious?"

He nooded.

"You know what he did to Tyler right?"

He nooded a second time.

"But he was about to pay for it. There was no need for him to die or get framed."

Sheri had a soft smile on her face.

"I remember seeing you on the field at the homecoming game. You took photos- of Monty."

Winston looked away.

"Guess we all three lost someone who meant much to us."

Winston glanced a look at Scott who was sitting next to him in silence- looking straight at his coffee to go.

"Hey Scott?"

He got dragged out of his stare by Sheris voice.

"You have time to visit Jeff in the next days?"

His grab around the coffee cup tightened.

"Maybe." He stood up and grabbed Winstons arm.

"We should go now."

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survivorkalokairi · 6 years

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Episode 1: “How do I bond with people” - Mitch

Dylan C

https://youtu.be/MiBLiRlSzFc

Stephen

It’s round one and I’ve already learnt a foreign word for pee, this seasons gonna be great

Cam

hello everyone and welcome to HOLY FUCK by cameron, your local certified sick kid

so first of all

I HAVE DYLAN AND MATT SUMMERS AND MITCH ON MY TRIBE

which is all fine and dandy

ABBEY IS ON? THE OTHER TRIBE?

which is also fine and dandy

blake is super sweet and i adore this newbie already!! he's like "im so overwhelmed im in two games"....... sweetie

BUT ALSO

so i message jay to idol hunt

"first in line"

i say "this is door 9 all over again!"

i wait about 15 minutes

go through the path, dee dee dee dee dee

"fountain or pay an offering to the statue"

me, in my hellenic witchcraft practices, knowing the goddesses really like offerings, gonna offer aphrodite some food (sorry hera)

guess what aphrodite gives me?

an idol. she gives me an idol. i'm truly blessed. this is ridiculous. i got the idol the very first idol hunt of the season.

i'm shaking.

Dylan C

oh my god how to I play a game with my close friends sksjsh (i’ll make a Proper confessional later)

Brittany

i've been doing duolingo for, like, an hour now and there are so many ways to say the. i've counted around 4. it's pretty fun though, and everyone on my tribe seems really cool and nice cx

Zabbey

Wow ok so my tribe is really cute and wholesome so far. I'm playing with JG, Timmy and Stephen which is cool bc i lowkey know them all but I've never played with them so thats fun! I cant really speak on the newbies since I havent really talked to any of them yet but I'm excited to get to know them! It's wild knowing cam and dylan are on the other tribe, I hope i get to play with them too!

Stephen

Cal is the best, i would love to work with Cal, JG, Timmy, and Zabbey. But i’m still gonna gove the other new guys a chance, still very early days to start making alliances. That being said I’m still very happy we have had a majority on a call, make some ties. *glares at atomic “all-stars”*

Zach

So uh...so far nothing. Unless I’m completely out of the loop. I really like my tribe mate Zabbey. She seems cool and we have the same sense of humor. I really hope to align with her, but we’ll see how it goes. I also really admire Maynor for volunteering to sit since he has to work today. So far I think our tribe vines well. No tea to spill yet, but I’m sure there’s more to come.

Alex

Many people werre talking about drag race and I've never seen it and I kinda knew this would happen to me at some point in mylife when I end up being the bad gay who hates Lady Gaga and hasn't seen drag race and we're here folks. lol I guess I'll stay quiet and hopefully noone will find out

J.G.

Night one was, interesting to say the least. I was a little worried because I knew that I had to work during the first hour of the game and with new people I did not want to miss out on the bonding opportunities. Shockingly few were active among the noobies mostly Zach and Cal. The vets on my tribe, I actually know which is wild. Stephen and I have played together in the past, not together but there is for sure no bad feelings, that I know of. Abbey and Timmy I have never played with them but I know of them from the community. I have always wanted to play with them and excited for this opportunity. I know from a viewer this will come off as boring but I do feel that sticking with the vets is going to be smart at least in the early stages but mark my words, if I have any say, Abbey will be the last boot before merge. There is no way hell, I am letting her get any where near merge, I am not dumb no what she can do. Sorry Abbey, you're queen but the queen is not gonna stay queen. I really want to make a three tight alliance with Stephen and Timmy and ride with them but they could always tip off Abbey and use it to their advantage so I need to just chill and let things play out. I feel that if we are to go to tribal in the early stages, I can picture two noobs being easily targeted for inactivity. Oh, let's also talk about how I got freaking 20% disadvantage night one like I always do, and then turn around to get a 10% advantage the next day. I'm mess but I'm gonna keep eating these grapes because they're pretty good.

So I was really sure I was going to be in the first alliance of the season amongst the vets but nope that didn't happen. I am in a unprecedented alliance with Abbey, yeah the person I said I want to make sure gets out before merge and Zach. Our alliance is called Two Gays and a Bi-by ... iconic as fuck. With a smaller tribe starting size with 8, smaller alliances are key plus I feel that we can easily pull some side votes for numbers to honestly keep our alliance alive and active. This makes targeting Abbey really hard cause it could turn Zach against me. I will have to be very cautious, how I go about this. I also talked to Cal and was making sure I connected with him cause I know he was putting work in on Timmy and Stephen last night. That is something I will have to monitor. That can not be allowed to happen. I think working with Timmy would be fun and cool but it's looking like that if after a early not so active noob goes and we need to find another target, I think Timmy would be a fine first threat to knock out leaving Stephen and Cal up in the air.

Cal

Lots of stuff! I was late to the party at the intro but got to chat with Timmy, JG, and Stephen. I learned about their past in the community as well as talked about the many moods of trying to learn greek. One such mood is probably me always confusing the "pi" sign and the one shaped like the letter "p" leading to accidentally translating baby as fool. Ironically I really don't want to be seen as either while a baby or fool especially since I'm new. I've really enjoyed meeting my tribe mates but I'm afraid to see where the pleasant meet and greet ends and the game begins.

Maynor

My thoughts on this tribe is that i like everyone and i dont want any of them to leave. Ive been trying to talk to everyone n try to be social player since im sitting out the first challenge.

Blake

welp. i still dont really know whats going on but... IM HAVING FUN. Ive talked with Dylan C a bunch and we have gotten to know each other pretty well. The greek challenge? a MESS. I havent been able to do a lot and the little i have done is not even worth mentioning. I hope the next challenge is a little easier for me but until then... YAY!

Maynor

Last night Brittany and I started talking and decides since we are newbies that we will work as a duo to keep each other safe since the game has newbies & returning players. As of right now she is my #1 but i am talking to others.

Maynor

Second day has been very interesting. Ive been talking to Cal and J.G. pretty much all day seperately. And both want to align and J.G brought up maybe doing three person alliance and he said we should try n bring in Cal. In my head i was like yes. So now its an allince of me, Cal, and J.G. which is great. If its all 100% (my end it is) then this is going to be great.

Timmy

Wow, I haven't made a confessional yet. WE WON IMMUNITY!!! I'm very relaxed now, but also I don't think I would have gone anyways so woot woot. I did the worst on my tribe so that's not too great (pretty sure the 810 from the post was my score), but I still did better than the entire other tribe so wooo. I'm so happy to finally be in a game with Abbey and I really want to work with her and we have been talking already about the nothingness that has come from our idol hunts so that's good. I still haven't talked to Zach or Brittany so I need to do that soon, Zach seems nice in the tribe chat but Brittany seems nonexistent at the moment even though she did well in the challenge.

Cam

well i may have won a main season last night

but let me tell you

WE DID NOT WIN THAT MY DUDES LMAO. we were literally beat ten times over. i hope the f tribe feels good about how much they squished us. they... earned that. truly.

but now jay says... there's an announcement? and this is what immediately ensues

On 7/21/18, at 9:29 PM, Jay 🐠 (Kalokairi Host) wrote:

> but first there will be an announcement

On 7/21/18, at 9:29 PM, Cameron Culpepper (Atomic Admin) wrote:

> oh no

On 7/21/18, at 9:31 PM, Dylan R. wrote:

> oh cool

and it was just announced! so there is redemption. this is nice! i'm less worried about work now. like obviously i'm gonna do my best? but... if i fuck up at least there's a CHANCE.

oh yeah and the idol. day 2 in the game, still haven't told anyone, so that's pretty cool! we'll see how long that lasts.

dylan c and i had a conversation about how if we don't work together neither of us will hold it against the other but like... im pretty sure we're gonna work together anyway.

wouldn't it be cute to make f3 with dylan c and abbey? god that's the dream. but it won't happen.

Maynor

The alliance is official between me, JG, and Cal. Are alliance name is MEW but greek that looks like mew. I like both and i hope they are ride or die as i am with this alliance. But just so we could have one more vote, im keeping my ally, Brittany, secret for now.

Mitch

Welcome to Greece! I consume goat cheese, so I'm something of a Greek expert myself you know. I'm very excited to meet all of my tribemates but now I'm probably going to talk about them individually since Idk what else to do

I haven't played a game in so long I have no fucking idea how to socialize oh my god. I feel like everything I type is awkward and sad. At least the first challenge was relatively easy since I never had to type anything and have free time up the wazoo . But fuck we got crushed lmao. I dunno what secret they used but I take comfort in knowing that they were probably worried about us doing the same thing. Maybe I probably won't get voted out for having a score of 600 but WE SHALL SEE

Alex - Where is he? He did the challenge but he hasn't said a word ever. I want to keep him but uh Blake - 15 exp huh. 15? :| I only got increments of 10 where did the 5 come from Cameron - Aaaa. I enjoy Cameron and hopefully he enjoys me Dylan C - Oh this distinguishing between Dylans will be fun. But hopefully this Dylan and I can... meet in the middle somewhere yes Dylan R - One of the 4 people who have spoken to me! This kid is GOING PLACES and I'm glad to help him along for the ride Maddie - She is camping and I completely understand. Matt - I mean sure Matt and I KNOW each other but do we really? It's not like we were buddy buddy in Navarino. Unless he thinks we were? If he does... uh oh

How do I bond with people

Cal

Maynard just brought together me and JG together to start an alliance all while the results of the immunity challenge was finished. I was nervous but not only did we win but we have an amazing three that is called ΜΞΨ(after the first letters of our names), which is called that thanks to me! I just thought it'd be fun to name it like a frat since we've been learning greek and also hopefully dominate! JG and Maynard are great guys and I'm excited to work with them as ΜΞΨ but I also am keeping in mind ΜΞ(me lol) in the game for when we do have to go to tribal! Mu Xi Psi out!

Dylan R

For the first tribal, I'm obviously worried. As for targets, I'm not sure there are any at this moment. I guess I'm voting based on tribal performances, but I would be open to other people's suggestions. I would consider myself closest to Matt, Dylan C and Mitch so those three are who I would want to vote with.

Stephen

I found half a “special idol” in the mangroves! While I am happy and I will still search for the other half I do have to decide if I want to tell anyone. In a previous season I told one person and they betrayed me (thanks tim) but in the end that led the person who had other half to reach out to me. However I can’t expect the same thing to happen this game, every games a new game. So I think I’m gonna keep it to myself, if somebody else tells me or is revealed to have the other half I might tell them, but for now I’m just gonna search for the other half and be content that no one can use the whole thing against me.

Zach

We won the first challenge!!!! I was expecting it to be a lot closer tbh. But I have an alliance of 3 that I’m fairly confident in! I wouldn’t say I completely trust them yet though. Both of them have played before and so it’s scary to think that they might just be playing me. I guess time will tell. I’m also curious to see what other alliances will show themselves when we finally start talking and going to trial. Also a little worried that I might be playing to hard out of the gate. We’ll see and I’ll probably get used to playing as time goes on.

My mom (Jay) has officially cancelled me y'all. My tribe freaking won by over 13 to almost 2k. Holy crap. Like did the vets on the other side never play this comp before? Like with maybe a little work and patience, you could get easily 1500XP without really grinding maybe more. I am honestly perfectly o.k. with these results I wanted us to win badly because of having to go to work tonight, I did not want to bother with the stress of that. Plus, the night before my work had an emergency so I am definitely not in a place ready to emotionally invest and make a move in the game. ΜΞΨ is an alliance that formed between Maynor, Cal, and myself. The alliance names from the first letter of our names in Greek to kinda make a frat/sor name. Maynor approached me wanting to make a final 2 and go really far. I am down with this for now of course, this game is constantly changing and moving. He asked me if we wanted to make a threesome to help our odds and asked me for suggestions. I suggested Cal because I knew I wasn't in any other alliances with him yet and this will allow me to keep an eye on him making sure he doesn't get close to Timmy or Stephen. Before I went off for the night Stephen and I officially talked about how the vets probably should create an official thing because it wouldn't hurt for us to work at least together in the early stages of the game. We decided that it should be discussed and formed today. Once that happens your boy is literally in an alliance with everyone besides Brittany and she actually did really well in the challenge. This scares me that she is either close to others or just someone I am not gonna be able to connect with. I heard from others that people are forgetting she's here, at the least she is a competitor. Either this is gonna blow up in my face or gonna allow me to position myself really well going into merge. Mama mia, my tribe isn't going tribal but I feel I made some of the biggest moves. Time will tell, I guess

Zabbey

SO A lot has happened since I last confessed!!!! I am now in a baby alliance with JG and Zach which is wholesome. Zach is super hype and its v endearing and im a stan. JG also said him and Stephen have talked about a vet alliance which would be the easier way to go but I don't really want to. I don't want to play this game based off of outside relationships, I'm not necessarily going to align with Cam and Dylan is we make it onto the same tribe. In more impotant news ya bITCH FOUND THE IDOL! My literal third search! Timmy told me that he was looking in the hotel rooms so I was gonna do that but then Jay said roof and I was like why not and my witch ass gave that offering and got me a sexy idol! I don't plan on telling anyone about it unless I absolutely have to!

Blake

I'm realizing now that im probably going to be seen as invisible the whole time bthrfnm dont know if thats good or bad LOL. But I finally have an alliance and its with people that I actually enjoy talking too :) Me, Cameron and Dylan C formed a group called Bicons (Bi Icons LMAO) and they seem to be really loyal. I have no idea what im doing but i hope people find me funny and want to keep me hfuiejf. (I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IM GONNA VOTE OFF)

Maddie

I came into this game after 2 nights had already gone by. I am really scared that I will be voted out tonight because I would be the easy since not very many people know me.

Dylan R

The first tribal is the most important tribal, at least from a game perspective. That’s why I’m taking a gamble and trying to target after Blake. We need people who will win challenges, and after his score of 15 I’m not sure if he’s best suited. I need 4 votes to tie. I believe I’ll have Alex & Maddie, so right now I’m focusing on the fourth vote. Dylan C seems wary about this vote, so I’m trying to convince her now. I told her that “other people have mentioned Blake” when really it’s just me lol. I don’t wanna tell anyone else, simply because I don’t want people thinking I’m playing too hard, so I’m hoping the votes will tie or the votes will be spread. I’m taking a bit of a gamble because this could put a target on my back, but I do love gambles so I can’t resist. This will probably come back to bite me, but it is redemption island so I guess that’s always a fallback.

Cal

Missed a lot of discussion about past games because I was meeting up with someone impromptu. It's daunting but also exciting to face the experience of some of my tribe mates. It's the feeling of a glorious revolution of the new players against the old! I aim to learn as well, but also have really enjoyed speaking with my tribe but fear people are getting wind of the ΜΞΨ alliance since me, JG, and Maynor are speaking a lot. I gotta figure out my mist! Mu Xi Psi out!

Stephen

The tribe chat: Jay is about to get represented by an agent!!!!! ajdnfkksxjsnxxcz

Cal in my PMs: I just got laid

............okay cal. I guess he ws just being friendly? But things like that are sort of a hot topic for me, but I don’t think thats something he needs to know. And its probably not something to get into in confessionals. Maybe if we become besties we can have a dnm about it later.

Dylan C

https://youtu.be/8oaTFmpiv0I

Dylan R

Ok so like. Convincing people is hard lol. New tactic: I told Alex that people are targeting him in hopes that it’ll ignite him enough to save himself. I want Alex as an ally, but if he can’t save himself then I don’t want him as an ally

Brittany

so i'm late to making this confession but we won the first challenge and i'm still so?? happy about it?? and by a lot too, and there i was panicking and speeding through duolingo lmao. hopefully this is a sign and we stay doing this well lol

J.G.

Yeet,one last confessional before the round is over. I am honestly really anxious to see what happens at this tribal whether a vet or noob will go. While I do not think that this will be a prevalent theme in decision making, it something I am keeping in the back of my mind. I don't want people to be able use that against me to vote me out. That's why I will feel really inclined to stick with the vets if a vet is voted out tonight over a noob. Who knows what that tribe will do they have several options.

Finally, officially the vets (Abbey, Timmy, and Stephen as well as myself) finally came together to form an official alliance called The Nursing Home. I am really keeping an eye on Timmy and Stephen, they give me some minor sketch vibes but it could just be me over analyzing.

Well, 1 week down, several more to go.

Dylan C

I’m getting a concerning amount of radio silence form some cast members. Is it because they’re inactive or ignoring me?? Lmao mattI'm so excited to be on Kalokairi! This has been a lifelong dream. Who wouldn't want to live on a gorgeous Greek island, where every piece of drama or sadness is resolved by breaking out into 70s Disco Pop and choreographing elaborate dance routines featuring wacky props like scuba fins? And to be able to play the game of Survivor while doing it? Wild!

My tribe is literally so wholesome. The other "veterans" are all so fantastic, and the newbies are so pure and fun and I love talking to them. The only person I haven't gotten to speak one on one to is Alex, and it seems like that's the case for the rest of the tribe. After getting THWUMPED in that immunity challenge, it's nice that we can all come together in a cohesive vote to hopefully power through in the future.

I found a leather necklace at the market, but it doesn't actually do anything until I combine it with another part. I'm not sure if my best strategy is to keep it hidden or let everyone know I have it in case they're also looking for it, but I think I'm going to keep it to myself while I search a bit more.

I'd really like to work with Cameron long term, and I have a crush on Dylan R okay that is all goodnight.

Cam

so i've been wrestling with the decision on whether or not to tell Dylan C about the idol.

I still haven't told him. Day 3! Nobody knows but me. that's pretty cool.

it's pretty quiet around the vote right now? everyone is still asleep i think, and morale is a little low following last night.

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I didn't submit that before I left for work, rip

Cam, certified short term memory loss haver

Alex was unanimously eliminated.

#episodes

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twtosu · 6 years

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13 REASONS WHY REACTION

HE'S GETTING A SEMI COLON AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

So he's using this bitch to get over Hannah.......

...... "I'm worried about your Anger" SHUT UP BITCH

Why does the Sheriff look like the Walmart Boy

Ohhhhhhhhh Hannah's mom's READY to see Bryce again.

"is it that you don't want to think about it, or is it that you don't wanna talk about it" OOOOOOOP

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo steroids..

ALEX'S CANE.... FUCK

I WILL HOLD TO THIS DAY THAT ZACH DIDN'T DESERVE A FUCKING TAPE.

So Alex is gay???????

JESS NO

Hi, Tyler is cute... Fucked up, but cute.... thats all

OBJECTION!!! WHAT OUT OF SCOPE, ARGUMENTATIVE, LEADING UM!!!!

"We'll see" LMFAOOOOO IM READY TO SEE WHO GOES DOWN FIRST BITCH

He's playing damage control, he said not my black ass!!!!

So this new boy.............. What's the fucking tea.

Bryce seeing Jess is giving me anxiety

I'm trying to figure out where Alex's scars

I SHIP ALEX AND TYLER

BRYCE YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM JESS. RIGHT NOW. RIGHT FUCKING NOW.

SEXUAL ASSAULT SURVIVORS: VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT TRIGGER WARNING AFTER JESSICA LEAVES CHEER PRACTICE. #13ReasonsWhy 13 reasons why

So Clay traded one depressed bitch for another

"So you talk now? Apparently" AND WITH THAT GOOOOOD NIGHT!

EPISODE 2. ESKITIIT

So.... the real question is, is that really Hannah's spirit or....

THIS BITCH. YOURE A FUCKING LESBIAN BITCH.

"Such a gentleman, this doesn't mean I'm gonna put out or anything" SO ALEX IS GAY CONFIRMED

"I GOT A CONCERN FOR ALL YOUR GUYS" BLOOOOP

COURTNEY IS QUAKING ON THAT WITNESS STAND!!!!!

ABOUT MOTHERFUCKING TIME COURTNEY. ABOUT. TIME.

I SHIP ALEX AND TYLER

The hair stylist NEEDS TO BE FIRED.

I also ship Zach and Alex

"AND SHE WAS SWEET AND SENSATIVE... AND WHITE" Wig flEW

That is one foolish..... foolish guy WIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

"Jesus what happened to you" WELLLLLLL FUCK

NOT THE BED!!! NOOOOOOOOO

..... Is Zach a Gemini.....

"Good." RWESTDYFUSESRDTF YOU SHADY BITCH

"What would you father say if he listens to your tape" ARETRDYTFGHJBH "What would your wife say if she listened to yours" FDRSY8Y9FDKRYXTFULY6DKRSDTFLDKRYFULKRJ

Why did Ryan deserve a tape again?

Hi, Zach and Alex in the pool..... Yes.

I UM ZACH AND ALEX UM AOSUBOUABSCIYABVCIYVBADIBCAIHDBCIHBAH

HI. HELLO. I CHANGED MY NAME BEFORE I STARTED WATCHING SZN 2 AND I COMPLETELY FUCKING STAND BY IT.

Alex is making me tired too I'm tired of him snapping at everyone like they owe him something

“You want to right?” “Right...” Well! Time to fast forwardddddddddd

AWEEEEEEEE CHLOE SHE SCRIBBLED OUT ALL THE BAD STUFF ABOUT JESS

The fact that you can just tell what convo Justin is using without Jess's voice is so fucking bad

Here we watch Justin catch HIV

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOP MARCUSSSSS GO AWF BITCH!!!! HE SNAPPED IDGADFFFF HE SNAPPED THE SIS SNAPPPPPPEDT

BRYCE'S MOM IS NOT HAVING IT

.... Did Clay just say that it was time for Jess’s truth to come out? Like white male privilege jfc

.............. The white dad wants to be a white dad... Hmm

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BITCH BRYCE IS GOING DOWNNNNNN

"Cuz imma fucking cowards.. and you're not"

BITCH THE FIGHT SCENE IS REALLY SENDING ME

MAMA WALKER ISNT HAVING IT!!!!

SHE SHOULD HAVE PIMP SMACKED HIM

Alex pulled out that strap...... I'm.......... He's not playing anymore

They.. Wow. All those survivors... I'm

Wow that haircut made tyler ugly..... Again, they need to fire their hair stylist.

MY LITTLE BABY JUSTIN IS CRYING

OOOOOP BRYCE JUST BROKE UP WITH HIS MAIN NIGGA

Okay, the sis has 11 reasons but fucked around and found 13.. I'm sad

Oh my God

Oh my fucking God

Oh my God Tyler

Now pause.... how they gone go from Tyler getting fucked up like that to Alex talking about jerking off.... I'm

I just muted my show and watched with subtitles... Yeah

Omg... I knew he w- I'm speechless.. The blood

"Jess, I'm pregnant"

CLAY IS TRULY WHITE!!!!!!!!!! TRULY!!!!!!!!!!!! BITCH I WOULD HAVE TOLD EVERYONE TO GET THE FUCK OUT, AND WHEN HE TOLD ME TO GO HOME, BEEN OUT!

*this is me tweeting with my inside voice...... but um....... upset tyler............ could get it...... I'm feeling things my black ass shouldn't..... but hey*

I'm.... not mad at that ending... I'm happy Clay was able to talk him out..... Not really anticipating next season... but hey!

This is the conclusion to my 13 reasons why season 2 reactions, catch me on June 10th when sense8 finally drops.

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🔥 13 reasons why

MMMMM, STRAP IN MY GUY IT’S TIME TO DIVE IN! some of this will be under a read more because i feel like that’s appropriate for the topic we’re gna discuss. ok? ok. lets go

so for one, i liked the show when i first watched it. i was like, whoa, this really speaks to me and then i read into it. and the more i thought about it, the more i read about it, i started to hate it. don’t get me wrong. the acting is great, and the issues it deals with (depression, anxiety, internalised homophobia and rape) aren’t often portrayed on screen, but it was done all wrong.

like, ask anyone with enough sense and they’ll tell you it wasn’t done very well. any warnings the producers received from mental health specialists helping youths (you know, the people that know what the fuck they’re talking about) told them not to be graphic, not to show the suicide on screen, not to show the rape on screen - they did that shit anyway, regardless, for shock value. but this is an opinions thing, right? so here are my opinions - warning, you might learn a bit more about me than you want to, but i’ll keep it brief

start with hannah baker......

she represents every troubled youth in the world, the depressed, anxious teens who feel like they have nobody to talk to, the suicidal youths who just want it all to stop. and you know as a teen reading the book, her death seems okay, but portrayed on national television, they should’ve changed the story - what the ending of this show tells people is oh, okay, so if i kill myself and leave behind a bunch of tapes blaming people who really, apart from a select few (bryce. literally just bryce), had nothing to do with my death, people will suddenly think oh fuck man, hannah was so cool why did we do that? that shit doesn’t happen in the real world.

if they really wanted to portray a positive ending to the story, they should’ve changed it. instead of everyone accepting what they did, hannah should have literally spoken up about her problems, sheri’s problems, jessica’s problems. half of the shit she went through wouldnt have happened if she’s been honest. who the fuck witnesses a rape and keeps quiet about it? at the very least, doesn’t tell her own friend that she was raped by someone she trusted.

also, why do the people that ‘pushed her over the edge’ get tapes? long detailed tapes that take days to listen to, but her parents get nothing. absolutely fuck all. they dont get a note, they don’t get a tape, they don’t get anything. that’s cruel.

now, here’s where it gets personal. as someone who, years ago, attempted suicide, you dont do it for revenge. you’re not thinking about the nice things people are going to leave on your locker or on your facebook wall. you’re not thinking about anything, really. i wrote my family a note. i did not write letters or make tapes for the people who bullied me, for the people who hurt me, for the people who made me feel worthless. because they’re not why i was going to kill myself. i was the reason i was going to kill myself. i wont go into detail but i ended up stopping myself because i realized very quickly i didnt actually want to die. and still, i didnt blame people for what i felt. sure, you know, being bulled wasn’t nice and i never spoke to those people again and told them to stay the fuck away from me but I, ME, MYSELF - I WAS MY OWN PROBLEM.

i was my own problem because i hadn’t faced what i was going through, and didn’t let myself talk about it. after that, i went into school, sat down with my teacher (who like mr porter, wasnt that much help) and i got help for myself. i did that for me, i didn’t ask anyone else to notice that i was depressed, or had suicidal thoughts. i didn’t blame people for “not caring” when evidently THEY HAD THEIR OWN PROBLEMS!!!!!!!

hannah baker didn’t help herself, and expected others to notice all of the signs, when they were struggling, as we see in the show, with their own problems. you can’t do that to people. bryce is a gross human being and courtney is a raging asshole and marcus was a pric but alex, jessica, zach? their parts in her story didnt amount to nearly as much.

13 reasons why glorifies suicide to an extent that even parents loike it? they think its a great show that educates them on what to look for in their kids? not all kids are the same.

13 reasons why is toxic, it’s triggering, it’s done more bad than good from what i’ve heard and teens who defend it and sympathise with it the most are people that are in denial about being bullies. ive seen it all over my facebook, people that hurt me supporting the show and saying what an inspiration it is, because they dont know how badly they affected me. and thats so like, blah blah look at me - but thats what shows like that do. glorify the idea and make it sad so that you’re like aww, i relate. because everyone can relate to being depressed at one point, being sad, being anxous, but nobody wants to admit that they’ve hurt people too, and at the end of the show what dow e see? one of the kids thinking he’s actually responsible for hannah’s death tries to kill himself, and thats on HER.

anyway those were my opinions. they are just MINE, so dont come at me. i dont care if you like the show. its nice for what its worth, but i dont like what it promotes and what is stands for.

#answers #suicide /#depression /#13 reasons why /#beep. this got super long and angry but lmao there it is #im not doing anymore of those fire things bc this took all the anger out of me #i have nothing more to give #enjoy this if u wanna #if i get any negative comments in myinbox or anything defending it against a PERSONAL opinion i'll just delete it

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13 Reasons Why

Author: jay asher Copyright date: 2007 Plot: Clay Jensen was currently in the post office, deprived of sleep and was waiting for the clerk to take the package. It was now going to the next person in hannah baker's list It all started yesterday one hour after school clay jensen saw a shoebox-size packaged against his front door he picked it up and opened it and saw 7 audio tapes he picked the first one and played it on his stereo in his garage. When he played the first tape he was shocked to hear Hannah Baker's voice. Her voice instructed him of what the tapes were and she says if you have reveive the package then that means that the person is on her list. He was told that upon receiving the package there should be a map inside. she'll be mentioning several spots around their city for him to visit. The first tape was about justin foley, a senior,hannah's first kiss. She talked about how she was attracted to justin and said that it all started with him. She said that the first spot on the list can be found on C-4 on the map. She said to go there. She said that the spot she mentioned was where she lived when she first came to town. It was where she first met justin. she was in love with hannah baker's friend, kat. Was the only person she knew because she lved right next door to her. She said that at the end of the school dance you finally found the nerve to do more than stare and bump into her. she said that the two of them dance and kat was going to allow justin to kiss her. Her very first kiss. She wanted to know what justin looked like so they called him over to her house. Justin and zach, One of justin's friends,And they were walking up the middle of the road towards them. Clay jensen stopped the stereo and debated on continuing to listen but he wanted to know the reasons why Hannah Baker killed herself. He couldn't stay there, he needed to get out. He rembered that one of his friends had a walkman and decided to go and 'borrow it'. When he got it, he continued to walk and played the other side of the first cassette, side B. He continued and finally got to the next person on the list,Cassette 1: side B. Alex standall. She said that alex must think that he did a good thing just because he voted her as best ass in the freshman class. She said that alex must think that hannah baker is being silly. She asked of who cares of the people around town know what alex thinks of hannah's ass. She said she could list a whole list of people who would care and she could list down names of people who would care very much if the tapes got out. She remembered in second period alex's list got out. Her teacher just made them watch a dull documentary. While the documentary was on, she could hear whispers and when she looked up the whispers stopped. She saw a single sheet of paper being past around and the paper eventually reached the desk behind her to jimmy long's desk. She said that jimmy was taking a sneak peek of hannah baker's behind. she read what was on the paper, freshman class: Who's hot/who's not. She tried to find where her name was on the list and her teacher was coming. She finally found her name just as her teacher took the list. She said it was about the repercussions of what alex did. More specifically, its about repercussions to hannah. Clay jensen stops the tape when he finally arrives at the first spot. Clay recognized the house. He remembers that there were an elderly couple who lives there. And he remembers that one night the husband was driving while calling his wife and an accident happened. Clay continues on with the next tape, the next person on hannah's list, jessica davis. Hannah was assigned to be jessica's buddy because ms. Antilly wanted them to try out matching up people to be friends. Clay continues to listen until he reached the end of side A. He was now listening to side B of cassette 2. Clay was now at Monet's. Clay wanted to order a hot chocolate in honor of Hannah but decided to order coffee. He pressed play again, hannah's voice said to be quiet as if she was in a library, her voice was a whisper. It was now time for the next person in hannah's list, tyler down. Hannah said that tyler had been stalking her for a while now taking pictures and watching her as if she hasn't noticed. Hannah's voice told clay the next destination on the map, it was where hannah is right now((in the tape)). She was outside tyler's window taping this. Clay continued to listen to the cassette and finally moved on to cassette three: side A. Its was now time for the next person, courtney crimson. Clay was currently walking past the book shelves in monet's. He found a book and looked inside where he found a picture of hannah and courtney. He continued to listen until he reached the end of side A. It was now time for side B of cassette three. Hannah was now talking about valentines day. they were told to fill out a survey and then a computer analysis your answers and then it pairs you with someone. The main man of side B was marcus cooley. He called hannah because hannah was the number one on marcus' list for his possible soulmate. He continued until her reached the end of cassette three. He was now listening to cassette four. The next person hannah baker's list was zach dempsey. Hannah was currently on a date with marcus but then marcus left her. And thats when zach came. He sat down and hannah tried to pretend that zach wasnt there. Zach was being sweet and decided to let hannah ignore him to the point where it became almost comical. When zach cleared his throat hannah mate a move to let zach know that she was listening to him. He ask if hannah was alright and said sorry for whatever just happened to her. Clay continues to listen until the tape ended. He was now listening to side B of the tape. This was now the eighth person in hannah's list, Ryan shaver. Hannah said to go D-7 on the map, the community room at the public library. Ryan was the one who taught hannah to appreciate poetry. Somehow ryan found things to scan and share publicly to people. Hannah once asked ryan how he found those things and ask if he really did find them and ryan said that the things he found was purely by chance. Hannah said that ryan stole her poem. Her poem was now popular in school. Cassette four ended and now started cassette five. The next person was clay jesen. Upon hearing his own name clay felt a pain go through his head and through his heart. Hannah overheard gossip about clay and even though she doesnt know him she tried to listen anyway. hannah baker's concept of clay was mister perfect, flawless and all. hannah said that clay's name didnt belong to the list but if she had to tell her story she had to list down clay's name. She talks about one night, one particular night, the party. It was the night when clay and hannah really connected through out their time that they spent together. hannah said that she wasnt even suppose to be at that party. She was grounded because of her low grades and that was the reason why she wasnt suppose to be there. She heard that clay was going to the party and that was the whole reason why hannah came to the party. Clay talked to hannah and asked her if they could talk, so they did. Clay continued to listen until the tape ended and now started side B of cassette five. Side B was just about justin foley again, How he raped a girl. It was now the start of cassete six side A. The next one was jenny kurtz, the cheerleader from the student body office. Jenny helped hannah get out of the party and didnt ask anything nor did she tried to talk, not right away, atleast. Jenny led hannah to her car and helped her sit down and then they left. An accident happened. It was now side B of cassette six. She was now talking about how she thought about suicide. She couldn't think of anything else she didnt own a gun so she couldnt kill herself using one and she couldnt do hanging cuz she didnt want someone finding her. She decided on the least painful way possible. Pills. It was now cassette seven and clay jensen was now in eisenhower park. It was now the very last tape. It was now Mr. Porter's turn. Mr. Porter tried to stop her, he tried to help hannah but it was to much for her she couldnt bear doing it anymore. It was now the very last side. Side B of cassette seven. Hannah's Voice said thank you. Now, clay jensen was now waiting for the next person to recieve the next package CHARACTERS: 1. Hannah baker the main character of the story 2. Clay jensen one of the people in hannah baker's list and the second main character of the story 3. Justin foley the person who started the chain of events that ruined hannah baker's life 4. Mr. Porter the one who tried to talk to hannah and the one who tried to help her.

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shaking screaminf sobbing throwing up

WHOOOOOOOOOOO TOLD YALL TO DO THIS

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mare-sanguis · 5 years

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Monty x Winston part VI

The 6th reason was actually the first reason.

He was the first person Winston visited before all others.

Winston was waiting at his front door. The first time they met was more or less by accident.

They wanted to meet up for a small talk. And he also wanted to tell and give something to Winston.

He heard a door open up and footsteps approaching him.

"Hello Scott."

"Hello Winston- lets drive somewhere."

He nooded and they got into his car. They were silent for some minutes, it was all a bit awkward.

"So... whats up? Why do you wanted to meet me?"

"I think you know by now that Monty... died... in prison?"

Scott nooded. Every time someone mentioned his death his heart felt a bit heavier.

"Yeah I know. Quiet shocking... I guess...~ And then... Clay and his friends framing him for Bryce death."

"You know about that? How?"

"I cant tell you now. We will soon arrive at our destination."

They went silent.

Some moments later they arrived at Montys favorite hiding spot.

"So this was his hiding spot only I knew about."

They got out of the car and walked towards the brick walls.

Winston shoved his hands in his jacket pockets as they sat down on the ground

"I have to tell you a story."

"Go on. I'll listen.

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After they met a second time they made out- Winston was unaware of what was about to follow. Two days with Monty- with someone so fragile like thin glass.

They set outside- it was a rather sunny day, funny though because of the topic they chosed to talk about.

"I'm not the best with friends- in fact the only one I have are two. And I dont know if I even can consider them real friends... but I want them to be my friends."

He sighed.

"Its... fucking hard to admit that all I want are friends. But I keep screwing everything up. Everything."

"No- you dont..."

"Yes I do. You dont know what I'm capable of. You only just saw like 40% of it... "

"... But I see your soft side... dont say something like that."

He looked at Winston and shook his head sighlty.

"... I... can I tell you something?"

"Sure."

".... So I had this one friend. Scott. He was friends with Bryce to but after what he did he decided to end this toxic friendship. And he confronted me why I'm still his friend and cover for him- for a rapist. I know now that this was wrong. He sounded worried. He was the only one who knew about my secret hiding spot until he told Clay and his friends. I'm not mad at him for doing that. It was the right decision. My secret hiding spot was near a bridge. I sometimes slept there for days. This particular day he asked me what happened and whom I'm running from. I told him it was my father and that he was after me with a hammer. The evening I got home and the cops were there. That moment I was in denial who called them but now I'm for sure that it was him. I know he had good intentions... but it all went wrong. My dad was furious at me. He beat the shit out of me, broke my arm. The next day I went to school- Bryce broke our "friendship"... and..."

He started to panic.

"What happened?"

Monty shook his head.

"I can't... I want but... I cant."

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"Did u called the cops?"

"Yeah I did. I was worried about him... the way he looked, acted. I've never seen him like that. "

"You realised how that brought him into more danger...?"

"Obviously not at first, but after a second thought I knew it wasnt the best idea."

Scott sighed.

"And do you know what he did ? I mean... why Tyler wanted to shoot up the whole school? Why he was in jail?"

"I know. Clay told me just 4 days ago. The day Monty was arrested. I cant..." he shook his head. "Believe it but its the truth."

"And how do you know that they framed him for Bryce death?"

Scott shoved his hand in his jacket pocket and pulled out a paper bag.

"Because I have the evidence."

Je slightly met the bag rattling.

Winston looked at him, in shock.

"You... what?"

"The evidence. You know... the tape they placed inside his locker."

"I cant believe that! How'd you got it?"

"Well... I was back at school, just wanted to meet my old friends. Clay, Justin, Alex and all others. But I found out they were busy doing weird stuff, someone told me. They behaved all a bit strange the last days so it drew some attention. This person told me."

He made a short break.

"Well at that point I wasnt interested in meeting them anymore- instead I watched some new guy talking to Justin. I heard what they were talking about. I later found out that it was Monty new close friend. Charlie. Anyway- he headed towards the looker rooms, determined. I was determinded too- wanted to know what was going on without me being involed. Turning my back at this school after all these things wasnt the best idea as it turned out later- should've stayed. Should've helped.

So I watched- hiding obviously- as Charlie put the tape in his locker. As he left I went inside and opened it up, using the sleeves of my sweater to block my fingers to leave prints behind. As it was open, I could see this tape lying around there. So I grabbed it. You surely wonder why I knew they were about do to something really stupid? Well. I heard it all. And I know them damn well."

He looked around, looked kinda paranoid.

"I heard how Clay spoke to Ani, how he said "what if it doesnt work?"... I heard him talking to Zach. I heard how Justin was talking to Jessica, about something he has. I followed them around. Without them noticing me. Kinda funny. Than this new girl spoke to Tyler. And then I followed Charlie to the lockers after hearing Justin and him talk. I was like Sherlock this day." He chuckled. "I'm not stupid to I was able to figure out myself what they were talking about and about to do. I mean... I was fucking mad at Monty for doing this, I still am because I thought maybe someone could've safed him from his monsters. But he wasnt responsible for Bryce death. And I knew I was the only one there right now who wasnt after Monty. Who just want justice. Thats why I grabbed the tape and rushed out. Pretty stupid if you ask me because now I'm in this with you all. Remember that day we met at the police station? I was there to inform them about the false accusations. I mean... the tape doesnt have Montys fingerprints on them- only Jessicas, or Alex's. But not his. I'm working with the police right now, thats why I'm also aware of Montys death... but I'm not working with Deputy Standall. Hes not trustworthy because hes covering up for his his son. How do I know who killed him? Clay told me through some criptic messages. Evidence. Guess he thinks I wont do anything with that. Guess his little "what if it doesnt work?" turned out true.

I'm going to hand the last pieces of evidence in to the police tomorrow. But befor that I have to give you something."

He pulled out an white envelope and handed it Winston.

"You know back in the good days Monty and me liked to play uno- right here. It sounds fucking stupid but I enjoyed seeing him laugh a bit. Even if he was just laughing at my bad skills and making fun of me. He always drove me crazy with his skills, and he always had this luck with the uno reverse cards." He smiled.

"But I never realised that he saw me as one - as his best friend. If you take a look in this envelope you can see a uno reverse card... give it to the person you think deserves it the most."

Winston just folded it and stuffed it inside his pocket.

"Out of all people Monty was involved with you're the only person I enjoy having as company Scott.."

"Meeting you at the police station and then getting to know you better through some chats we had certainly changed my few on Monty and his behavior. Though I always had a feeling he was in the closet. Thats why I wasnt even remotely surprised when you showed me the evidence where he was that night. We should work together- how about we go to the police together like I said... tomorrow?"

"Sounds good- I'll let you know."

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mare-sanguis · 5 years

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Winston x Monty, Part VII

Clay and his friend met up at Monets. He wanted to inform them about what happened- unaware that Charlie and Tyler were involved in it too.

The tension was undeniable heavy between them all. All this was finally over but they still had this weird feeling that maybe one day the truth would come out. So they all were extremely careful.

"So why are we here? And whats up with this dark bad mood?" Zach said, side-eying Alex.

"Justin and I have to tell you guys something." Clay answered.

"What?"

"Well... Justin and I got a visit from somebody yesterday."

"Who?" Everyone in the round asked.

Justin sighed.

"Montys ex-lover. Winston."

All went silent. Alex whispered something along the line that this doesnt mean anything good.

Charlie nervously looked around, as well as Tyler.

"Guess you two arent the only one. He visited us too yesterday."

"What the heck?" Alex looked around.

"Why would he visit you guys?" Jessica asked, out of curiosity.

Clay shrugged. "I dont know- Justin doesnt know and I bet these two dont know either."

"But what did he tell you Charlie?"

"I dont know exactly. It was all a little cryptic. He said something along the line that its wrong to frame a dead person... he not literally said I should feel bad for it but it sounded like it. He implied it."

"Oh sounds like hes seeking for revenge? What about you Tyler?"

"Winston told me that he wanted to turn himself in. Because he realised that what he did was wrong."

Justin was silent this whole conversation. His mind drifted away. Away to what Winston had told him about Monty. So he didnt pay any attention to his friends.

"Justin- hey are you listening ?" Clays voice brought him out of his daydreams.

"Yeah- no- what?"

"You didnt told me what he told you. You just said he talked to you."

Justin shook his head.

"Nothingwe dont know already. That he had a pretty bad childhood."

Clay wasnt buying it, Justin knew.

Charlie took a deep breath.

"Hey uhm... theres something I wantedto show you. Winston gave it to me. This..." he placed an envelope on the table. "Its... its just weird."

Behind them, they could hear the door open up.

"Might if I join the loser club ? Clay invited me too and I thought I shouldnt miss the opportunity to see my old friends."

Scott said, pointing out the word "friends" as if it was something toxic. He than sat down on the empty chair at the end of the table.

Alex already looked pissed.

"What up with the mood over here? Somebody died again? As far as I can count all losers are together." He smiled, obviously joking around.

"No. Cut it with your bad jokes. We were in the middle of something." Alex said annoyed.

"Well. Continue. I wont interrupt." He shrugged and leaned back.

"Its not funny." Alex said again.

"Do I look like I want to joke around?"

They stared at each other for some seconds.

"Yeah well I know what youre thinking."

"Guys come on... stop this bullshit. We're here for something else." Clay raised his voice like the good mom he was.

Charlie opened up the envelope and pulled out one single uno reverse card.

"Oh? What'cha got there Charlie? This game doesnt work with just one card."

Scott scoffed- he just thought that this whole situation was kinda funny.

"Scott damn- shut the fuck up."

"Sorry." He shut up and started to analyze everyones reaction. Wow how he enjoyed seeing them confused like this.

"This was the only thing he gave me."

Scott just shook his head. Funny how they didnt know the one who gave Winston this card was sitting in front of them. No other than himself. Funny that this whole table was full of hypocrites. Luckily he never saw himself as one of their friends so he wasnt snitching on their back. He chuckled, a bit to loud. It didnt get unnoticed.

"Whats so funny huh?" Zach sounded like he was about to pick up a fight. Just because Alex was annoyed by Scotts presence.

"Maybe all of you are overreacting. Maybe hes just making fun of you."

"Scott... why the fuck are you even involved in this?" This was the first time Tony said something.

"Because Clay told me."

"Oh wow. Great." Jessica rolled her eyes.

"Dont treat me like one of your enemies- I did stupid things too but I'm sorry. I told you already. I tried to help to find the polaroid. I dont tell anyone."

"What ever."

"I wonder..." Justin started. "Did he visited you too?"

"Winston? No. Why would he?"

"Because it seems like hes hunting everyone down who was involed in the drama surrounding Bryce or friends with Monty. And you two were pretty close."

"No. As I said. I doubt that he even knows about me."

Alex smiled for some brief seconds.

"How does it feel knowing hes dead?"

Scott looked straight at him.

"Wow Alex- chill." Zach laid a hand on his shoulder.

"No. I want to know- how does it feel to know he did something like that? Still being in contact with him after all. How does it feel knowing hes dead?"

Scott, still wearing a poker face leaned forward.

"I dont know why the fuck your so salty at me but... how does it feel to have blood on your hands? Knowing that you killed someone? Pinning it on someone else just because you dont want to pay the price?"

Now it was Clays turn to put a hand on Scotts shoulder.

"Ssshhh calm down. Both. For gods sake please."

"You know I thought you guys were decent human beings. What a waste of time- get your shit together." He stood up.

"Monty was a friend. And what he did was wrong. But that doesnt mean I cant be mad."

He then left the cafe.

"Will he shut up?" Alex sounded concerned.

"Yeah. He will" Clay just simply said.

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It was late afternoon as they left Monets and went separate ways.

"Theres something you didnt tell me. You're hiding something."

"About what?"

"About what Winston told you."

"I already said everything."

"Didnt we swore not to have any secrets?"

Justin sighed.

"Look. We dragged someone who was already dead into something he never did and probably never could have done. Yes- I... together with Ani- planned this whole thing but know... I think it was wrong. But I wont turn anyone in."

"You didnt answer my question. What was it he told you?"

"Why are you so desperate to find out?"

"Because I'm trying to understand."

Justin sighed again.

"Winston is fucking mad at us for pinning the murdern on Monty. Thats why he does it. He loved him."

"Yeah but why would he love him? After all he did?"

"Clay how the hell should I know? I cant look into Winstons head but I guess he saw something in Monty we never did."

"Cant imagine that."

"Yeah and just because you cant means that no one else can? Winston told me about Montys childhood. That his father had a pretty creepy friend- this friend knew about Montys little secret. And took advantage of it. Winston told me that Monty was sexually abused too. After the assembly you damn well know that this is a touchy subject for me."

Clay just looked at him- he knew that Justin wasnt finished.

"I mean... it was wrong doing this to Tyler.... but wasnt it also wrong for a father to treat his son like this just because hes different and not living up his expectations? Is it ok for a kid to endure this all? That his father never cared? Monty was his own greatest enemy. Like Winston said he was much more weaker than me. I turned to drugs, eating up my pain. He let his anger free. So that everyone around him suffered to. It doesnt excuse his shitty behavior towards us all and the attack on Tyler... I just wonder if he would have beem able to change? With a better surrounding, better friends. A supporting family. You cant compare him to Bryce... or me. It doesnt work like that."

"Justin... you regret covering up what Jess and Alex did?"

"I dont know - I'm torn in two... I feel bad. Kinda. You understand?"

"I do..."

They went home together.

While Scott and Winston met at the police station.

Scott greeted Winston.

"You made it."

"Well sure- its imporant to tell the truth." Winston said.

"You know Clay invited me over to a meet up. I went. And I sae whom you gave the card to. Why Charlie?"

"... He deserved it. He snitched behind his back. And he was the last on my list anyway. He needed to see that everything comes back with a little bit more backfire."

Scott chuckled.

"What is this list even about?"

"I visited everyone who stood near him- more or less. Clay knew about Montys and my thing. Justin was friends with him. Charlie was the only person je trusted, Tyler his victim. And I visited Deputy Standall too. Just to clarify some things. Thought about visiting Alex and Jessica too but then I realised that they're going to be in trouble soon enough."

They walked towards the door.

"When we're finished there... Theres another thing I have to tell you..." Winston whispered.

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Winston/Monty pt. 11 part 1 out of 2 because its loooong

Scott cleaned the dishes while Winston took his medicine.

"You should visit his grave. You know... I dont think you failed him. He's not disappointed in you- but proud of thta you tried."

"Maybe."

"He really trusted you to do that. Did he told you that?"

Scott nooded.

"Then you already know that he wont be disappointed in you."

"You really think so... right?"

"Yes. He's your friend."

Scott sighed and looked down in the sink.

"Jeff was really a nice guy- he had a huge heart and supported so many. The funeral was the absolute worst. So many people crying, disturbed. He died to young."

"You really liked him."

"Well of course I do."

Winston smiled.

"No."

"'No' What?"

"I didnt mean it like that. Not as your best friend."

Scott didnt responds to that directly.

"He was just a friend. I told you."

"Would you say the same if you'd look at me? Almost everytime you talk about him you won't look at me. You're hiding something."

"Theres nothing to hide."

Winston sighed and stood up.

"Maybe you'll tell me later. I wont pressure you into something you dont want to say. I'll go to sleep now. You can chose one of the quest rooms. One is near mine, the other ones are on the 3rd floor. Good night."

Winston left and leaves Scott alone in the kitchen.

"Fuck it. I wasnt in love with him." He whispered to himself.

"He was my best friend, not my first male crush:"

Why would he even think about that if he wasnt?

He stood there for some seconds more until he decided to go to one of the guest rooms.

He choosed the one near Winstons.

They didnt saw each other until the next day.

Scott checked on Winston- He'ss still asleep- all the stress and probably the medicine knocked him out pretty hard.

He took a shower and got dressed- after that he decided to drive hom to grab some stuff. He left Winston a note in case he would wake up while he was gone.

He took Winstons car to drive home where he packed up some clothes and put on new ones.

Scott looked at he clock. Must be lunchtime at Liberty now. There was still some unfinished business in this school for him. And since he was in town now anyway he could visit this hellhole.

He get back into the car and drove to the school. He went there long enough but after 8 month and the second visit... it still felt weird.

He was the one the school chose to give Montys stuff to since his parents didnt care enough for it.

After he arrived at school he parked his car in a parking lot near by the school, then he stepped out and took a deep breath.

No one was around so he felt at least a bit more comfortable. All that changed after he entered the school building. The halls were filled with students. People he know and some he dont.

But no one seemed to notice him. Luckily. At least he thought so.

Without any further thinking he walked straight towards the principals office- but stopped after someone grabbed his arm and some other called his name.

"Scott!"

He got dragged away by the one who grabbed his arm.

"Long time no hypocrite. Didnt expect to see you around here anymore after you buggered off after the whole Bryce "rape" thing."

Scott tried to stay calm.

"What do you want?"

"We just wonder why you're here and that you still have the courage for it."

"Why? Should I feel afraid of you?"

"Maybe."

"I dont. Let me go, I have somethng to take care of."

"What is it?"

"Non of your business."

"You know whats our business?"

"What?"

"Why are you walking around with a fucking faggot?"

"I dont understand."

"We saw you with hime- the last days. The one guy with pale skin and black hair. The faggot."

He just looked at them.

"The faggot? Yeah?" taking this word in his mouth made him feel disgusted.

"Dont you think its time to stop using thie word? How old are you? 10?"

"Why are you defending him? Are you one of them now too?"

The other guys laughed.

"I mean look at him- hes probably going back to him. Thats why hes wearing his bes clothes."

The guys continued to laugh.

"And even if I am- it not your problem anymore. I'm not your friend anymore. So I can do what ever the fuck I want."

"So youre fucking him. Disgusting. Monty would have beat the shit outta you. Sadly he died because someone rat about what he did."

Scott laughed this time.

"I bet he would have. Totally. Except I was a trued friend of him and he never judged me."

He turned around and pushed past between the other students- he still could hear them shit talking.

Scott didnt glanced over his shoulder and turned left around he almost ran Alex over.

"Scott."

"Alex."

"What are you doing here?"

"Taking care of Montys stuff."

"Hm. Jeard you talk with these guys over there. Are you staying with Winston."

"Maybe."

"How does it feel to be around someone whos fighting against us?"

"I dont care. You did something wrong and have to pay for it. Why are you even so angry about it? At me? You can stop that now. Its getting annoying."

Scott walked down the hall and Alex followed him, he entered an empty room.

"I am because I want to."

Zach appeared behind Alex, out of knowhere. As well as Clay, Justin and the rest of the group.

"So childish. You know I didnt sell out Montys trust so the next moment you could pin the murder of Bryce on him. I'm not your friend- The only one I actually just cared about in thsi whole group was Clay. And because I dont owe you anything I can do what I want. Step up for what you did wrong. You cant serve justice while cobering up a murder."

Alex blood boiled with every word he siad.

"Why do you even care? I mean Monty was a criminal. Murder or not."

"Because- surprise- he was my friend."

"Why are you helping Winston?"

"Because he thinks the same:"

"Yeah? Really?"

Zach grabbed Alex arm ad whispered a silent "Lets go". But Alex didnt want to stop.

"You're just helping him because you think hes hot."

Scott blinked in confusion.

"And I think you just killed Bryce because he wanted to fuck up Zachs life. The person you love so much but wont admit it because you're a coward. Wont even notice hiw much he liked you back."

Alex got furious and shoved Zach away from him, angrily.

"How dare you?"

Scott laughed.

"Thank me later."

Zach looked back and forth between them and started to blush.

"Wha... not true!" and he rushed away.

Alex looked afte him.

"You're gonna pay for this" and then he followed him.

Clay stared at Scott for some seconds.

"What? Do you want to complain too? Because I really dont eanna end up in a fight with you."

"No I .... who told you to look after me?"

Scott rolled his eyes.

"Should be pretty obvious. Dont it? It was Jeff."

"Oh... really...?"

"Yeah."

"Why?"

"I dont know. Maybe bevause he knew you neeede help or something."

"But he was around most of the time."

"He was but it was for the time he couldnt be around."

Clay nooded to that.

"So... do you really think Winston is hot?"

Justin started to laugh.

"Dude dont ask that."

"But..."

"What the fuck Clay?" Scott said in confusion.

"I'm sorry."

"You know..." Scott started. "Everyone finds Winston hot- even the most hetero guys alive."

Clay laughed at this and pat him on the shoulder.

"Good joke man. You looked so serious saying that."

"Thats beause I was being serious.

He shook his head slightly and then walked away. Grabbing Montys stuff from the office.

After that he took the emergrency exit and rushed to the car- with it, he drove home.

He entered the house and went straight to the kitchen- the box with Montys stuff still in his hands. He placed it on the counter.

Scott made some coffee and was about to open up the fridge as he heard steps that stopped right in the doorframe.

Winston stood there- with a bit of a shocked look on his face.

It made him worrying.

"Somethings up?"

Winston just hsook his head, still kinda tired because oth the meds.

"I just..." he rubbed his eyes."

"Its just the... look on you. The clothes. Monty used to ear the m all the time."

"Oh...yeah... I can change it for something else if you want me to. If its more comfortable for you."

"No." Winston shook his head. "Its fine. Really."

He noticed the box on the counter.

"Whats that?"

"Montys last belongings. I thought you might wanna have them. Its not much but enough for you I hope..."

Winston took a seat and grabbed the box.

"You were in school right? How was it?"

"Seems like everyone of my former so called "friends" hate me now. But I dont really care. Met Alex and his friend again to. Had a little fight. But wasnt that bad. Still feels weird going back there..."

"I can imagine that."

"Anyway Winston... how are you feeling?"

"Good. Better than yesterday."

They had breakfast together as Scott received a message.

Sheri. She wanted to meet them.

"Hey Winston?"

"Hm?"

"Gotta problem coming with me to visit Jeffs grave?"

"You really think I should come with you? Why do you even want to visit him now?"

"Sheri just wrote me - she wants to go there. And she invited you."

"Oh really? If she wants me to come I'll say yes."

He wrote her back, that they would meet at 2pm.

Sheri: "It really didnt sound like you want to visit him yesterday.

Scott: "That was yesterday. Now is today and my mood is better too."

Scott took the bag with his clothes out of the car after they finished eating and headed upstairs as Winston stopped him.

"Already feeling like home here dont you?" he siad, pointing at the bag.

"Oh- I just thought that I should stay for some days more. Just in case."

"Right. I know that." Winston smiled.

He carried his bag up the stairs and placed it on the bed, he sat down next to it. He choosed some dark clothes for that occasion even though he knew that Jeff probably wouldnt like that.

Winston watched him from the door frame silently. Scott ddint notice him because he was stcuck in a daydream.

"Are you ready?" Winston said finally and Scott almost jumped.

"I am - I think."

They got into Winstons car and drove the long way to the graveyard.

There he parked the car in an empty spot and togther they walked up the way- Sheri was already waiting for them there.

"Finally here- I think I was to early." She laughed and looked at Winston.

"Nice to see you again- now we'll introcude you to our best friend." she whispered quietly, not to disturb the other visitors.

Together they walked to Jeffs grave - which was decorated with many flowers.

"Looking good." Scott said, after seeing all these flowers.

"Obviously it must be. Jeff was such a sweetie."

Sheri claimed, Scott secretly agreed to it.

"So why'd you chose to come? Yesterday you sounded a bit stressed."

He looked at Winston for some seconds.

"Well... Winston helped me to understand that I shouldnt feel resposible for Montys death."

Sheri tilted her head slightly.

"What does that has to do with Jeff?"

"I...." he looked at Winston again. "I guess... I ahve to tell you something."

And he told her. About everything. About what Jeff told him- what he ased him for. About Monty. About Clay. That Scott flt like the burdern was all on him.

He strayed calm through all of it.

"He had to much hopes in me- Monty and the others dragged me deep into their darkness. That non of theri fault. If only, thene mine. Because I knew what would happen."

"Oh damn... But... he should've never left it all on you. Ther was no chance of you to handle it all alone."

"I did it anyway- I wanted to."

Sheri and Winston both waited for a clear answer.

"I wanted to make him proud. Ther are still things I will always deny. For the fact that its now to late and never was about any relevance."

Sheri laughed.

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