#that you want a better future for them

[warriorfujoshi]

im seriously so obsessed with brassius and hassel’s “transgenders who met when they were in their teens/early 20s, sought solace in each other while going through the toughest times of their lives, then made it into adulthood, which eternally bonded their souls” energy

#like I’m obsessed w how brassie looks gloomy and depressed but he’s really… so cute and energetic when you meet him #i like to think that hassel being there for him is what created this gap moe… #old men HEALING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER #ITS IMPORTANT TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #THEYRE TRANSGENDER BTW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #(inarticulately) it’s very resonant. (he does not elaborate.) #pokemon sv #brassius #hassel #its about being kind of young and stupid and not being able to care for someone perfectly but holding in your heart so strongly #that you want a better future for them #IMPERFECT LOVE!!! THAT IS GETTING BETTER AS TIME GOES BY #ITS ABOUT LOOKING BACK AND BEING AMAZED AT HOW YOU GOT HERE AND HOW DESPITE IT ALL OOMF (LOVE OF YOUR LIFE) HAS BEEN HERE FOR IT ALL #it’s about. Old men living the transgender dream #it’s about. transgender old men. #I do call them old men bc it rolls off the tongue but I do think they have genders. these old men are my mothers btw #if I think about them too hard I start getting so emotional like liquid pouring from every orifice in my face #those old men are MARRIED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #^on the topic of them having genders I think they should both do drag . Twould be sexy #nvm who said that must’ve been the wind (looks away dejectedly like a scorned maiden) What… what was that… nay… pay it no mind

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Bros before Ho(oh my god is that Hanguang-Jun?)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #WWX really was unhinged for saying he was going to always be at JC's side and then immediately asking about LWJ. #The D in ADHD stands for Distractible. The second D stands for DooowawawaWaaaah (ADHDers know what I mean) #Their conversation is such a knife twist in this flashback. WWX truly and genuinely does mean it when he says he wants to support JC #And that JC hopes for that too! Tragedies hit the hardest when you can feel the lost futures characters would have together #And I feel it here in this scene so painfully. There's complicated feelings between them but it wasn't what broke them apart. #The rumours and the twisted family dynamics that tried to pit them against each other likely wouldnt have worked. #It set the stage for JC to have an inferiority complex which then grows into his responsibility complex. #WWX even calls it out! That JC has to be the responsible one in the dynamic. #And it sucks to be in that unequal position with a sibling or a not-sibling. #You don't get the love *or* acknowledgement but you do get the pressure to be the 'better one' in the face of the other's misbehaviour. #But I digress. There was a world where they did became the twin heroes of yunmeng jiang and stayed together. #And we'll never see it. That world is gone now. And just like Lotus pier -even if they tried to rebuild it - they will never be the same.

[nthflower]

Cuno should join Hardie boys in the future not RCM btw my unpopular hot take opinion thingie.

#disco Elysium #geym #harry and cuno art is cutee #but there is nothing happy in joining rcm i cant see anything but depression in cunos future if he becomes a detective #soo he should join Hardie boys they have their own problems but its actually very much better #like whole game it is already so fucked up playing as harry and seeing how being a cop is so miserable #and even with kim the good cop who trust the system so badly is miserable because he is a cop #and now you want me to believe cuno would be happy if he joins the rcm #plus Cunoesse i dont want her to be alone and her bestie being a pig #i really dont like rcm every time i interact with them with radio or in whirling its dreadful #martinese can be not so healthy environment but compared to rcm its just more hopeful and less dreadful actually #there is still small things in life that makes you happy there some freedom and hope #anyways tldr nooo cuno don't be a pig and hardie boys >>> rcm #now sleepy time for me

[swiftfootedachilles]

mickey fans who think ian is bad/toxic/"worse" than mickey (or any other character for that matter) is so funny because like. how do you think mickey would react to you saying that. the whole appeal of mickey is that hes a flea-invested rabid dog that keeps crawling back to ian no matter how bad it is for both of them. thats the whole point of their dynamic. they treat each other like shit, run away to lick their wounds, then mickey drags himself back to lay at ians feet, and ian takes him back every single time because he knows nobody is ever gonna care for him like mickey does. mickey blatantly states in the show that he would extend his prison sentence if it meant staying with ian. if he can obsess over ian unconditionally then so can anyone else idk

#its SUPPOSED to be bad and toxic wdymmmmm #like thats WHY i love them I LOVE TOXIC YAOI!!!!!! #they can work on communication and healthy coping skills in the future. but in the show i just wanna see them have nasty prison sex #'i wanted mickey to have better plots' ok yeah me too 'withouy ian ' well unfortunately thats impossible bc he IS ian #by season 6 his soul is irreparably fused with ians and he lets everyone know it #and listen this is coming from a mickey shooter so you know its serious! #gallavich

[i-am-l-ananas]

just because your peers are reaching “life milestones” before you doesn’t mean you’re falling behind in life. You’re not behind in life. You’re not you’re not you’re not you’re not and maybe someday you’ll believe it

#one of those nights folks! #I know when and if a person reaches so called life milestones is arbitrary!!! But why am I so behind??? #it’s just. more people I grew up with are getting married and having kids #I don’t even think I want kids!! #it’s just that it goes along with them having the relationships and stability to do so!! #and I’m envious of that! #and it’s pathetic that I still blame all the bullying I went through for my lack of relationships when I know it’s really my own fault #for not bettering myself and going out and meeting people and instead waiting for a future where I’m no longer disgusted with my body #ack sorry if you opened the tags only to be slapped in the face with vent #it be like this sometimes

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - Symphony of Sorcery

#kingdom hearts dream drop distance #khddd #symphony of sorcery #scenery #my gif #i originally planned on splitting this set in two and wanted to create separate posts for both sides of this world #but i was surprised that i struggled with that and many of my shots didn't feel distinct enough when i put them all together #dunno how i messed that up so bad since this world has so much going for it #so i had to scrap a good chunk of what i made but i actually think it looks better this way so maybe it's not such a bad thing #sora's side is on the left (except for the last gif) and riku's is on the right #it gives you a better feel for how varied and different these magical realms are #and yeah that's what they're called #anyways i'm so glad this world exists because it's so experimental and different #everything from the visuals to the music and how sora and riku's battle sounds are instead replaced by more music #as if they're composing it themselves #which of course ties into how they must find and collect their sound ideas #it's all so incredible and works perfectly for a game centering around dreams #i hope we can see more unique worlds like it in future games too

[whereismyhat5678]

Okay. I watched Spooky Month 6 and I loved it! I truly did!

…..But god…it’s gonna eat at me alive if I don’t say anything about Pump.

I feel bad for Pump…and Susie- I truly do!

Which is why I have to rant, about how much I HATE their parents!

(Spoiler warning at the bottom, oh and I swear a lot too-)

You may not hear how angry I get but god damnit was I fucking angry at Pump’s parents each time they were mentioned.

It hit me the moment Pump ran to the phone immediately thinking it was his parents calling but got sad only realizing it was just Skid’s mom. And I can say with certainty that he WAITS for the day they call him. Remember the 4th ep where he said, and I quote: “Call them, they never answer!” so NONCHALANTLY.

Not only that but his Grandpa even looks back to him and you could clearly see, the GUILT on his face. That man does not only feel bad but I KNOW he feels guilty for their absence. HE has to take care of them, HE has to practically raise them now because their parents can’t come home. And HE had to fake bringing Pump a toy saying it was from his parents when in actuality HE was the one that bought it for him!!

I’m sorry- WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?? What do you mean Grandpa has to literally fake bringing him a gift from his parents?? What do you mean they never fucking call them??? I’m usually not one to get so angry BUT THIS HAS ME ENRAGED.

What type of low-life down right shameful parents can’t contact their own fucking kid??? No matter how busy they are, no matter if they can’t visit them- because you know what? I would’ve given them a pass if their work was the reason why they couldn’t come home which probably still is the case- I won’t blame you! Some people just gotta travel for work!…BUT YOU’RE TELLING ME THEY CAN’T SPARE ONE FUCKING SECOND TO CALL THEIR CHILDREN??? Let alone they’re what- 6YEAR OLD KID??? (I think that’s Pump’s age-)

You’re telling me they can’t even send them a letter?? Not even one fucking letter??- Just letting their children know that they still give a fuck about them- THEY CAN’T EVEN DO THAT??

And don’t even get me STARTED on how they make Pump feel- HE FEELS LIKE A BURDEN?!?! A CHILD AT HIS AGE SHOULD NEVER- AND I MEAN ABSOLUTELY NEVER FEEL LIKE A GODDAMN BURDEN (same thing does to Skid!)!!!

CALL. AT THE LEAST CALL YOUR FUCKING CHILD!!! Show them that you still care!- SHOW HIM THAT YOU STILL LOVE HIM!!!

It fucking infuriates me…

Listen, I get it…If you gotta work and travel fine!- Do it!….But you can’t just do that without consoling your children!! At least tell them- message them- at least show that you CARE. What type of dipshit parents just ignore their children like that??…

Listen, I might be getting it wrong so go ahead, explain and I mean THOROUGHLY explain why Pump and Susie’s parents aren’t bad. Because to me, this is the shittiest move you can make to your own children.

The Grandpa cares more about them. HE takes care of them. If that doesn’t show how fucked up their situation is I don’t know what is. Never be like Pump’s parents. Do better. And shame on you if you are.

Thank you.

#Spooky Month #Spoiler Warning for Episode 6 #I know I don’t talk about Spooky Month but I had to get my two cents in #I’m sorry if I’m more aggressive than usual but JESUS CHRIST does this have me wanting to just yell at them. #If anyone were to tell me you make your kid feel like a burden. I’m punching you in the face #I’m not joking. I want to be a future parent. AND CATCH ME TREATING MY KID LIKE THAT- #I want to treat them with utmost love and respect imaginable #I am so. SO fucking mad at Pump and Susie’s parents #For god sakes. Be fucking better..

[tasteleeknow]

the hair and the side profile and

#i just want you all to know #that for the foreseeable future this is how his hair looks #in everything i write #in all of my fics he looks like this #okay ???????? #do not forget #print these out and put them beside you as you read #this is better than the purple hair #this is his peak #i hope he never leaves me

[creepyscritches]

Since I stopped regularly posting my art online it's nuts the psyche reset my art brain went through. Ego death of whatever deviantart mentality. I'm back to drawing w markers bc it's fun, baby. Making my weird little things and breaking crafts bc it's not always an unusable result lol. Waiting to get back to my 12yr old mary sue generator brain, it's the next step to making more things I enjoy making

#Creepy chatter #I mean this so genuinely online validation is not the only reward art has for you #You could just have a pile of discovery-filled experiments and honestly what better chance of finding that art thing you want to obsess ove #I have tried some things and hated them recently lol. But like? It was very fun to see the ways the paper would falter #Good info for when I use a similar material in the future also did you know inky paper pulp can add texture on purpose #Grinding my boys leather jacket into a soppy mess and setting it w gel medium #Call that faux leather baby. We're making touch and learn baby book type of art #I need to make another decoupage Bob Ross or I will boil over like a coke w mentos

[dykedvonte]

Yes-Man resents a lot of things but I feel like he kinda liked Benny. It’s never implied Benny had the knowledge to continuously upgrade or update him after Emily so I like to think Yes-Man respected Benny enough to adopt some of his opinions willingly.

Like personality wise, Yes-Man is like if Benny was forced to be a kiss ass; he’s equally pointed and jerky even if unendingly helpful. No matter if you spare the Great Khans, Yes-Man dislikes them and is kinda violent about things. What this says about Benny and the way he talked about things behind the scenes is one thing but the other is Yes-Man ingrained it enough to keep it.

I can imagine Benny mentioning Vegas was for them and while Yes-Man is logical, as any machine would be, I think it’s sweet if the personable part of his programming was looking forward to running Vegas with his “creator”.

#Benny would be a bad dad but not a bad whatever he is to yes man #cause like Benny was like You’re it pal the key to a better swankier Vegas >:) and if I was yesman I’d be like yep #Benny is my dad and I can’t wait to shoot a khan and Mr house for our future #next post probably about the WGS cause god I love them for some reason #fallout #fallout new vegas #yes man #yes man fnv #benny gecko #benny fnv #also can we talk I about how violent the chairmen were when roaming the Mojave???? #like Benny is just like I stabbed a dude in the next is willing to shoot you point blank and swank mentions how they scalped people #which is a horrifying experience and not inherently lethal and they did that for fun like???? #and they are the less unhinged of the families as the WGS were eating people and seem to see it as an embarrassing past experience #and the Omertas being violent pimps who are planning to like violently overtake Vegas in a way that makes you want to root for Benny #like I know the only other options were the fiends and khans but lord house no wonder you can’t trust them with heavy fire power to guard #the streets like look at these track records #to think I thought Yes Man was gonna be my fav #maybe he will be I have not gotten far into end game quests I’m on a dlc run #fuck honest hearts and Dean domino

[pinkieroy]

Liliana deadbeat mother of all time for real

#did she know?? #well she told you to run #so deadbeat mother of her to want something from the kid she left 25 years ago #you have no right to be angry afsgsvhshs #but you are anyway because you don't want to face the fact that you are the one who fucked up the relationship #(i'm not going to project onto this last observation i'm in public 🫥) #it's so funny and sad because she really thinks she did the right thing by her daughter that that was her only option #that she was carving a better future for them both for everyone like them #she is so far into it she can't see the situation through her daughter's eyes #i don't think she is even ready to try #this whole post is in the tags #sorry i got carried away #i would have typed it on the actual post if i knew lol #cr spoilers #critical role #bells hells

[lady-zephyrine]

So I like to think that Blade and Taranza would be friends due to their similarities, but I think that Blade would've been friends with Sectonia/Joronia as well had things gone differently for her.

#kirby #dark matter #dark matter kirby #dark matter swordsman #sectonia #queen sectonia #joronia #zephyr's artbook #This could've looked much better (they're supposed to be in a garden) #But I think it still turned out pretty well #Of course there IS a version of these two who are siblings #But that's not exactly them you know? #I still want to do something with their clones in the future #dark matter blade

[artheresy]

An argument over whether or not Dan Heng is Dan Feng seems to have begun getting sparked again in certain parts of the Fandom and it does nothing but hurt my head to no end

Both sides cherrypicking or treating it like a strange situation, making false equivalents. "Yknow governments don't consider people who've lost their memories to be separate people" that's a flawed argument to use in favorite of DH = DF because it's not just he lost his memories. He literally grew up, experienced his own childhood, had a whole identity cultivated based on those experiences and that life and continues to live his own life. To treat the situation like it's just him getting a bit of amnesia is wild to me

But also I hate when people continue to insist he's running from Dan Feng and his past and how he's miserable and shouldn't ever confront the past and deal with it as if his and Blade's whole stories aren't centered around rebirth and karma, paying for your past life's karma. He needed to confront the past to ensure a freer future! He literally has!! And he will continue to do so because he realizes this, DH isn't dumb and he's grown since we first saw him. He understands

But yeah uh I'm so tired

This whole thing feels very Ship of Theseus. What makes the ship what it is, the physical aspects of its planks, its sailing history, or both?

For him, the question is what makes someone who they are? Is it the body that makes them up and any inherent genetic factors (like traits)? Is it their experiences, how they've grown up, and the identity they've developed in that time? Or is it both factors mixed together?

Personally in the case of Dan Heng, I think it's both! Yeah he has a lot of traits from Dan Feng. There's a lot inherently there. But we can't disregard his own experiences and the identity that has formed based on his history and what he's seen.

Again I can't stress this enough... It is a false equivalent to compare him to people who lose their memories or get amnesia, he didn't just lose those memories. He started life from the beginning, a whole different kind of life. And even then, the amnesia topic comes with its own debates. Isn't there a whole other thought experiment regarding someone put to trial who ends up with amnesia and what their verdict should be?

I guess in the end, it's all up to people's own philosophical beliefs after what constitutes a person. My personal belief that DH and DF will always be connect but the separation between them is also meaningful is something based on my own ideas of what consisitutes a person and their individual identity, similar situation with how I see Rukkhadevata and Nahida as connected but still not the same person exactly. At the end of the day again, it's personal beliefs

But what I can't stand and can't stand by, is someone acting all high and mighty like they're perfectly right and everyone else is wrong, especially when they're cherrypicking or not holding all their evidence to the same standard. According to some ppl, apparently it's better in the CN fandom where instead of treating it like "I'm right you're wrong" people have divided themselves into "DF and DH one person" and "DF and DH two people" groups and most importantly of all, they treat both like theories and just keep to their space and tag which they believe when it's relevant. Why can't we just do that? Why can't we follow in their footsteps instead of bringing up this argument every so often with the same tired flaws from both sides?

#Lore discussion in this community can be so tiring #I wish more people would be open to their viewpoint being challenged instead of believing they can never ever be wrong #And seeing people throw out wild accusations #Like someone saying people are transphobic if they believe dh is df like what? #I get it if you identity with dh and read it as a trans narrative personally even if I dont #Doesn't mean you can call people transphobic over it #I dunno I'm tired #Everything I see this topic I get mad #“He says you're my past in the ichor of two dragons!!” #He also says right after “But you won't follow me into my future” so your point is? #Additionally if we're being 100% real that animation feels like it's less about his rejection and eventual acceptance of DF specifically #It feels more so like his rejection of the role of Imbibitor Lunae given what I've talked about about the DF being there would never say #Any of those things how it's based on his biased view of him and is a projection of things he was told growing up likely #So I'm tired #One of the only good arguments I've ever seen to say DH is DF is in regards to how he clings to DF's old stuff #I have things to say about it personally #But it's a MILES better argument than some of the other ones I've seen and even then my arguments against it would still be an up for #Interpretation kind of thing like the initial argument rather than pointing out someone is looking at the full picture #Again I respect how people see it! Believe what you want to believe about it again it's all about our own perspectives #Just don't be a dick to people on either side if you don't agree with them #Dan heng #Dan feng #Hsr #Honkai star rail

[runespoor7]

this is nieyao to me

NMJ: i could fix him

JGY: you don't have to

NMJ: no i'm gonna

#nmj wanted to be jgy's moirail SO BAD #he was vibrating with it #little diamond glints in his eyes whenever jgy comes into a room #the socially higher partner being the soothing partner what a TWIST #you see nmj and you nod to yourself ah yes classic highblood in need of a supportive and shooshing moirail #instead nmj has fantasies of gently putting a hand on jgy's shoulder and telling him 'guangyao u know this was wrong' #and jgy melting #'oh nmj. u are right. i won't murder an officer who isn't working for the enemy during wartime anymore. i wish i hadn't hurt ur feelings.' #or meng yao would be torturing people in wrh's palace #and nmj would beg for their lives and appeal to meng yao's better nature! meng yao u r better than this! nmj knows u r!!! #and meng yao's eyes would go soft and he would not kill nmj's fellow soldiers #nieyao #of course this means that while lxc was trying to sell him on his picket-fence fantasy of the world's future most fucked-up auspisticeship #nmj came around to the idea with Designs on acting pale toward jgy #incredibly funny to me that lxc was like i can fix them

[httpiastri]

“it could be cool to be a race engineer, but… you really need to be clever, and… 😅”

#pls he has no faith in them..... not that paul argued against it though #when it’s about social media and driving trucks: “hell yeah we would be poggers” #when it’s about anything else: “…..😶” #fave f3 duo <33 #if they get separated in the future i will cry #oh ive forgotten to say this but dino actually spoke in sweden’s leading sports newspaper the other week and was like #“i want to drive f2 next year. i’ve told my manager to make that happen.” #love the dedication 🤭 finish off this season strong and you might have a chance buddy #he also spoke about how his fda apartment in italy was molding?? and it made him really sick??? wth #he moved into a new one now though (with his girlfriend 🥰) and it’s a lot better #alsO my paul fic is already 6k words i think 😶 how did that happen #i'm not really near done either #writing it purely for my enjoyment though hskfhdkfd i love him #dino beganovic #paul aron #prema racing #f3 #formula 3 #formula three #f2

[pallanophblargh]

Had a bit of a “regression” this past week where I had stumbled upon and subsequently ripped open an old wound.

I’m always trying to shed my grudges, but their claws are sunk pretty deeply nonetheless. Between the gaslighting and the casual disregard, it’s hard to find any closure. I have to make my own.

I broke my carbon pencil 3 times, at which point I had to call it quits.

#personal art #vent art #grudge #self portrait #sketchbook #traditional media #carbon pencil #corvids for their memory of those who wronged them #it’s been 8 years and I still find myself furious #worst part is it’s a fellow artist I graduated with and whom everyone else likes #death by a thousand cuts #I want to heal but at this point I’m worried I never will #anyway don’t verbally or emotionally abuse people who thought you were their friend #I did absolutely nothing to deserve this treatment #when you’re the only one who knows someone is an asshole #and possibly a narcissist #this would be Hot Tea if I were in regular contact with a larger number of my fellow college graduates #not like it matters but this person is a better artist than I will ever be and that stings #even if I know art isn’t really my future anymore