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firmflexing · 1 month
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Smack about Empathy.
Smack is a mini-podcast in which I try to tackle topics with common sense and logical reasoning, without bad intentions or ulterior motives. If a take happens to align with any political, religious or other kind of ideology, that is purely coincidental. It will inevitably upset someone, but please hear me out and remain civil.
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provokingdrama · 2 years
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I started drawing this out the other day but hadn't posted it because I didn't want it to be misinterpreted as ecstasy or something. This sketch is about the adverse/allergic reactions I've had to certain antipsychotics (and various medications - opiates and things with codeine, and some anti-emetics) called Acute Dystonic Reactions or Extrapyramidal Symptoms. Uncontrollable seizure-like movements. This sketch is of the worst reaction I had in late April 2010 after being re-prescribed Zyprexa after having been off it for a while. My psychiatrist wasn't very good. Anyway it was a full-body reaction that I literally expected to die from. Every muscle group was affected and contracting. My face and tongue included- I was worried I my tongue would suffocate me (it was blocking my throat) or that the most important muscle would be affected- my heart. I was hyperventilating because my diaphragm was involved, and if it affected my lungs I thought it would get my heart too. Anyway, there was a lot of back arching involved at the ER. I don't remember anything more bc I was given Cogentin (Parkinson's drug) after my 2nd trip to the ER that day. Anyway, thought I'd share even unfinished. If I can finish it I'll paint it, it's a traumatic event I'd like to process artistically. It helps. Thanks for reading. #art #dystonia #convulsions #trauma #darkart #graphite #pencil #sketchbook #sketchart #badmedicine #processingtrauma #medicaltrauma #horror #horrible #lifeasart #graphiteonpaper #graphitedrawing #thanksforlistening https://www.instagram.com/p/CiEy4LnP9Wp/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Lately I’ve been feeling extremely anxious all the time. I wake up with my heart slightly racing, I’m always playing with my hair, and I’ve been having trouble sleeping some nights. Like I’ll sleep for maybe 3 or 4 hours and then I wake up and it’s always around 3/4 o’clock, then I try to go back to sleep. It’s messing with my sleep schedule and with lack of sleep, I get depressed and it’s just starting to be a lot. I told myself that I would take different steps this year towards my mental health. So maybe posting on here and sharing some of my progress and how I combat my mental stress and depression will open a door for myself and others. So here we go. I think I’m gonna try a different kind of diet and maybe that will help my mental and help me maintain a better sleep schedule AND get over my anxiety lately. You are what you eat after all. I’m also gonna do better budgeting, but that’s a different story for a different day. Lol.
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pgracemusic · 1 year
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Thank you for listening, and specifically spending 21,542 minutes with my music. Creating itself is what I love, and the fact that people listen becomes the added bonus. New music dropping very soon. #spotifywrapped #endofyear #newmusicsoon #newartist #thanksforlistening (at Boston, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClocBH3rdFe/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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texas-anomaly · 2 years
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SWIPELEFT TO SEE WHY WERE ALL SMILES 😂 #davisstreet #musicfest is this #saturday 🙏🏿 Line up goes Duffy 🙏🏿🙏🏿 @neonandred @trangquynhthivu hosting us! Featuring @voxybandofficial @mae_herring @astralatlasband @kamrynsings @fullstopsband @yochefdee @themaxhill @somasky @whiskerbush and more vendors and artists you’ll ever need to see before fall starts 😂 #thanksforlistening #SYLA #love #spreadlove #vibes #local #artists #arlington #dallas #fortworth #texas #hiphop #indie #rock #trippy #triphip #andmore #vendors @jollypop_comics @lellypops_dfw @veracitycoffee and more (at Arlington, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiQWBHhukiP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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gatzbright · 9 months
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hi sappy! ♥️ 4. Where do you find inspiration for new ideas?
they honestly just come out of nowhere like i feel like its different every time! i'll be experiencing a Moment irl and then be like OH this could work as a fic somehow and then the plot (or no plot had the time it's just Fic) will just snowball in and i know what i wanna write. or i'm listening to a song and the lyrics hit me and a fic forms. a lot of the time too i feel like ideas just drop into my head from absolutely nowhere, and it feels the same way when writing. words are magical in that way ya know. i love it :)
7. How do you choose which POV to write from?
for me it depends on the context of the fic, because almost every time i will know straight away who's pov the story has to come from—like it just makes sense. for example 'invisible smoke' my archer fic just felt like it HAD to come from dream's pov bc it was centred around the hardships he faces almost daily being so in the public eye, and i wanted to delve into his inner world during all that (god it's painful ... april is the cruelest month). and then other fics like 'corduroy' felt straight away like a george pov bc he's watching dream's experience at twitchcon for the first time from the outside, and gosh it was months ago now but i think i wanted to write dream getting comforted, and us all getting to read that comfort too because we knew he would've been so anxious. and i think it also depends on who i feel like i can relate to more in the situation, like 'homesick' was me heavily projecting onto george bc i'd just moved across the world a few months prior and was .. struggling to say the least lmao. but i then began wondering what george would feel when he moved bc it's very conflicting emotions to experience when you know you're in the place you've been longing to be for ages yet ur heart is aching for home—but maybe more so memories, and a time u can't go back to. phew. yeah!
54. What’s your favorite part about the fanfiction writing process?
ohmygod i love it all so much where do i start ... starts sobbing. fanfiction is such a unique thing to experience, both in reading and writing it, and i could talk about it for an eternity. i love being able to hyperfixate on one specific universe and group of people, a main ship that is predominately always a soulmates kinda love, and then just getting to exist in this world and community with so many other people who adore the same things, write the same things, and read it all as well; it's just so damn fun—which is something all of us understand i know lol. you can disappear into the community whenever you want bc it's always there for you—and the friends you make along the way are too! fics are an easier way to write as well, less pressure (when i'm not too in my head) on the story and its weight since the both the writer and reader already know all the context for the world the characters (or in our case real people ofc) live in, and it just makes it so much easier to write a little or a longer fic and already have that all established. and us writers get to write so much, get lots of practice, and just enjoy it (most of the time lmao), and we also get to hear feedback and just give out lil bits of joy with each fic we write. i think that's one of the most lovely things; hearing that your words made someones day and made them smile. comments are the most beautiful thing and i am grateful for every single one i've gotten (please leave comments on the fics you love bc it makes the author's day!). gosh i love creating. life can be very lovely at times like these :)
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sum bullscheiße about my ocs
all of them are sexless virgins. sexytime wasn't allowed under commanders rule and now all of them are too traumatised for it (especially Void) the only people who have any kind of experience are Hazzard (because he's old) and Johan (because he's a slu-)
on another note i think having Kali as a soft dom would do them good. but like not in a sexual sense but more in a caretaking sense. (all of them would melt if he held their cheeks in his hands)
now im gonna talk a bit about my favorite punching bag
i'd imagine it would be pretty funny if Romanas and Stone got into bed together (somehow) because Stone is a bottom and Romanas is disinterested in sex in general but willing to do whatever for his partner so it would be like both sitting there with Romanas going "ok do ur thing" and Stone going "no u" (they end up just laying there until they fall asleep)
now onto the juicy part. so since Romanas is disinterested he's willing to whatever for a person he loves. and i mean anything. he can't feel pain and most other sensations related to it so he barely has any limits so he would let his partner do whatever shit they wanted just because it made them feel good. it's a lil sad because Romanas doesn't really get anything out of sex (the cuddling, aftercare and the intimacy beforehand are more interesting to him) but if he loves a person he's willing to do whatever they like
let's just pray that if he ever gets in a relationship his partner is the gentle sort
SORRY ABOUT THIS I KNOW YOU DON'T DO NSFW BUT THIS ISN'T REALLY EXPLICIT OR THAT NSFW SO I PUT IT HERE BUT I PROBABLY SHOULD'VE PUT IT ON YOUR OTHER BLOG IM SORRY IF THIS UPSET YOU YOU CAN DELETE THIS THANKSFORLISTENING
Kali would cradle their face in his hands so much, he wants to give them all of the love (could be platonic or not) they deserve. Okay, maybe no Johan, since he's so wary of Johan. But everyone else? Daddy Kali is here.
Romanas should be with Sarabi, because he too is disinterested in sex. They can just cuddle on the bed together and be happy. I think they'd be good together, or maybe not. I don't know.
Stone wouldn't pressure Romanas into having sex. Yes, he's sexual despite being a virgin, but there are other ways to get himself off. He's a cuddle bug first and foremost, so Romanas better be prepared for this large man to lay on top of him.
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secretsicantspeak · 2 years
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Wow, today is a fucking hard day. I don't really know what's happening.. but it fucking sucks. I just feel depressed and like I wanna float away.
This life, the world we live in, and current structures of basic survival
The world just feels so heavy. I'm overwhelmed, overworked, and just straight up dead inside.
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Ouch, had to sit with that one for a moment.
I just don't know what the fuck I'm doing here, on Earth, in this life, as this current human. Basic functions are so. unbelievably. difficult. The energy I have to put into each task is so draining.
I don't want to live like this for another 30 years.. what kind of life is that?
Omg. Am I literally questioning my quality of life?!?!? 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 wow. Let that sit with you for a hot sec.
So, I'm fucked up, dead inside, and low key sxicial. I love my loved ones way the hell more than I love myself, so I will live for them.
But God, is it fucking exhausting..
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#secretsicantspeak #thingsicantsay #thingsicantsayoutloud #depression #high #highwordvomit #thanksforlistening
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ao3feed-narlie · 6 months
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it was easier to feel nothing (than it was to make sense of it all)
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/eBTgNIO by ThanksForListening "Maybe that was why she’d come out here. Maybe she had to make sure the tide wouldn’t turn again. Except that was ridiculous. Charlie had friends. Friends who knew him. Friends who had watched darkness envelop him, who witnessed the battles he fought every day, the ones he tried to hide behind a smile and quiet demeanor. They had seen it all, and every time, they held him closer rather than run away. They were not afraid of the dark. Tori wondered what that felt like. What it cost."   or, Tori ends up participating in a game night between Charlie and his friends, and thinking about her own social life. Words: 4942, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Solitaire - Alice Oseman Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: Gen Characters: Victoria "Tori" Spring, Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper), Nicholas "Nick" Nelson, Isaac Henderson (Heartstopper), Tao Xu, Tara Jones, Darcy Olsson, Imogen Heaney, Elle Argent Relationships: Charles "Charlie" Spring & Victoria "Tori" Spring, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring Additional Tags: Spring Sibling Bonding!!, this was supposed to be fluff if you can believe it, Victoria "Tori" Spring Needs a Hug, tori my girl i love you but please go to therapy, Background Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Tori Spring-centric, Emotional Hurt/Comfort read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/eBTgNIO
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Birthdays are exhausting.
I turned the ripe, old age of 31 yesterday. For those of you counting, that is 31 years of best friends, minor friends, favorite professors, theatre directors, castmates, ebbs and flows of familial relations, etc... And in the course of 24 hours, I heard from A LOT of them.
Which is appreciated... Until the 12th "So what have you been up to?" question within the hour.
I am incredibly grateful for the people in my life, and for all of those thinking of me as I celebrate another year of my breasts falling another fraction of a centimeter. But, please, let's stay in touch on non-celebratory occasions. Let's spread out the interrogations. I want to hear from all of you. I want to ask YOU questions about your life, but I'd rather not spend half my name day on the phone. Let's get together next week, ok? I promise I'll be bored.
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firmflexing · 3 months
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Smack about Harm.
Smack is a mini-podcast in which I try to tackle topics with common sense and logical reasoning, without bad intentions or ulterior motives. If a take happens to align with any political, religious or other kind of ideology, that is purely coincidental. It will inevitably upset someone, but please hear me out and remain civil.
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Talking True Crime is just what the name tells you. We are a mother/daughter podcasting team talking about the crimes that interest us. Please join us in the conversations. Episode 1-4 are available where you get your favorite podcasts.
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entrevision · 5 years
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If your plan for success is to avoid failure or losing, get a job. Don't become an entrepreneur. #thanksforlistening #entrevisionu #quote #quotes #entrepreneur #motivation #inspire #positive #quoteoftheday #donotgiveup #happy #vision #plants #entrepreneurs #keepgoing #instagood #entrepreneurship #failure #donotquit #entrevision #motivate #success #business #instahub #instaphoto #losing #photooftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Ysb8sDZd3/?igshid=a4i5rdxdo0fj
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halcyon-hyacinth · 2 years
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check out this fic rec list I put together!
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dapsforpeace · 4 years
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When man and X connect hit the deck #beat #saturdaymorningcartoons #instrumental #trap #vintage #retro #hiphop #flstudio #thanksforlistening (at Deer Park, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5N30TBhJt3/?igshid=1vor8yrypmpfd
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I’m a Voice Artist
Welcome to my Tumblr. Links to all my work will be uploaded here as well.
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