My TC Is Moving Schools At The End Of The School Year (30 Days). I Want To Talk To Him Badly, But I’m 17. I Turn 18 In December And I Want To Know If It’s Really That Wrong To Write Him A Card, Expressing How Much I Appreciated Having Him As A Teacher, And Then Putting My Number At The Bottom.
Is This A Logical Idea? I Don’t Think He Would Report It If He Wasn’t Into Me, But The Fear Is There. I’m Praying He Either Texts, Or Laughs It Off 😬
there's always gonna be that part of me that hopes and feels like there's a possibility of him and i having a thing eventually. whether it's a one time thing. i mean, he's single now. he has his own place.
but there's also the main part of me that values our bond and friendship so much.
i swear the world is working against us. yesterday, i had to leave school early, during the time we usually catch up with each other. and today he was here the first half of the day, but i didn’t talk to him, and he left so i couldn’t see him during our usual time. and tomorrow i won’t be in school bc i have things to do. istg if he isn’t at work on thursday i might lose whatever sanity i have left.
“He is half of my soul, as the poets say. I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world “
Literally insane to think that I knew 🐈 for so long before I had feelings for him.
I was standing by him one day then I suddenly felt a shock down my soul.
It felt like something inside of me had been set alight. Like fireworks were going off inside my soul. Like he was the match that set my cold heart alight.
Was it a crush? No, it was something much more. Something I couldn’t and still don’t understand.
I felt a million emotions in that moment. Joy, shock, fear.
I finally felt warm inside. Like I was complete. At the same time, it was terrifying. I realised that he could literally break me so bad I never could recover. My heart literally lies in his hands and I’m trusting him not to smash it into a million pieces.
That fire is literally still burning. It burns bright for everyone to see