#tbh i thought sam was cute from the get-go so i didnt pay attention to jensen

[pray4jensen]

You didn't think Jensen was attractive until season 9? What?!? Also I hope your exam goes well, so good luck!!

thank you!!! i’m trying to prepare for the exam well beforehand so that i can watch the spn finale and stick around after, but we’ll see! i feel pretty good about it though!

and yeah, i was immediately turned off by dean’s behaviour in the first episode of s1. he heads over to sam’s, sees jess in her smurfs shirt, stares at her chest and tells her that he loves the smurfs. he makes her uncomfortable to the point where she says she’s gonna go change her clothes. everything was uncool about that scene. 

so i didn’t like dean for the first couple of seasons. i didn’t even think i would like the show at all because of him, but kept watching because i love being scared and s1 was a pretty standard horror show. ofc there were soft moments where i felt something for him, but i firmly had sam as my fav. character up until s3.

but anyway, long story short, jensen totally blew me away with his acting, esp. when sam died that first time, and by the end of s3, it was very, very clear that almost everything dean did (the womanizing, the whole macho get-up) was an act. dean was actually a super soft boy™, and consequently, he was my fav. character from s4-s9.

#boredombabbles #ask #anon #sorry i didnt really answer the question #i can say a large part of why dean seemed so unattractive to me in the earlier seasons #was because of his behaviour #but also i just didn't find him physically attractive at all #frankly he was so young back then?? #i dont think he really had himself figured out until much later #also he strongly reminded my of my cousin at first #they have somewhat similar facial structure #and the ridiculously over-sized leather jacket that dean wore...that too #tbh i thought sam was cute from the get-go so i didnt pay attention to jensen #and then misha came and i was immediately going wow!!! what an entrance!!! what wild hair!!!! #sadly in the case of jensen #i was too busy being attracted to everybody else to notice him #but like....he had this gr8 facial hair in s9 and he wore some great clothes #he was undeniably beautiful and i finally saw it #i think i just spent all of s9 looking at his face tbh