#supposed to be cleaning my room rn-

[soldier-poet-king]

MADE MYSELF SAD BY ACCIDENT WEEKEND RUINED ALREADY

#the duality of fran #yes i called in to work. i genuine stressed myself out so much i gave myself insane stomach issues #ah well #so played bg3 all day. grinding thru the last bits of act3 in my durge run #so i can get the epilogues before im separated from my gaming pc for the holidays #I CANT SEE THE EPILOGUES RN. BC. MT FUCKIN TAV FILES. ARE GONE #had some computer and steam cloud issues and anyway. my first playthru saves are gonsies so i gotta finish this run #TO GET THE EPILOGUES #anyway i did all of wyll and karlachs act 3 stuff and i think that made me extra sad #plus not eating properly bc stomach badness #and also just. probably shouls not have done nearly 10 hrs of video games straight #but alas #anyway im now extremely sad and anxious #about simultaneously everything and nothing #tattoos? my health? my family bullshit? the ultimate fate of the universe? every single problem in the world rn? #the fact that I'll never look like im supposed to? and part of me was using tattoos as a bandaid solution to fix that #and it did. not work #im not unhappy w them just not how i imagined it. but nothing ever is #and also winter. yknow. that awful time #more family drama lately. i rlly should clean my room. or de clutter my desk at least #IDK. IM JUST. SAD #and being sad is ok when i feel like i habe a purpose/duty to fulfill #but now i just kinda feel like. well im wasting air and space and resources and im not serving any function #self as a tool. yknow. i know thats bad. but. idk. idk

[vermillioncrown]

i was so sure my wine mom vampire boyfriend would have wanted to hang the 'damsel' out to dry lmao

#damsel is the guy that poked my eyeball out and everyone hated i let him do that #hey but he gave me a sweet new eyeball that lets me latently see invisibility all the time! #something something the grinch's heart grew #verm is playing... #also my roommate and verm bf think i'm both rude and nuts bc i make shadowheart cast create and destroy water to clean off bloodstains #idk if summoning ghouls is supposed to work like this but i can't dismiss them? so they just turn into a pile of blood by my bed after rest #and i'm in a hotel room rn so i feel bad so i make shadowheart clean it up #''she doesn't deserve this verm.'' #''...cleaning up after yourself. in your video game hotel room. okay.'' #and i also found a funny exploit for free necromancy casts but that also got them mad #''i hope you're proud of how you play this game.'' #thanks i am with my spell DC of 23 🥰 #if i'm casting hold person on you you are being held 🥰

[sunjoys]

todays todo list :3 i cant garantee theyll all get done (im working very hard on ignoring that important decision) but ill try!!!!

#oh shit i need to add unpack suitcase from 2 weeks ago to the list........................ ill include that in iron clothes OR cleane room #anyway its midday rn so i will take dog on walk now i think. get started. i need to start moving or nothing will get done #anyway thats how my life is going haha #trying to be productive this week bc i have 3 days of work this week when i was only supposed to have 2 so now i have less time than planne

[annoyinglibra]

I need to clean my room but even my right shoulder keeps trying to get out of its damn socket too 😭😭😭😭

#my left shoulder is the ‘bad’ shoulder #but the right one sure does try to subflux too #I haven’t been working out enough and developing muscles that help keep them in place since the tendons don’t fucking work #I would’ve been fine to clean even with one arm bc you can carry and pick things up one handed #and my room isn’t *that* bad #but I want to clean and actually have motivation rn. but mt body is like nope no can do buddy #I was supposed to be seeing a physical therapist about this before my insurance ended early 🙃

[agent-marusankisser]

What should people call specs x swim goggles

#splatoon #coroika #e #specs x swimming goggles #i need more help #im bored #I suppose to clean my room rn lol

[orcelito]

Feeling some buyers remorse for buying 2 shelves yesterday online. But it's getting eclipsed by the excitement of thinking about where I'm gonna put them and rearranging my apartment a little bit

Is this what it's like to be an adult? Lol

#speculation nation #work sucked today but in brighter moments ive just been buzzing in excitement about furniture #i bought some storage shelves and then a bookshelf #im gonna put the storage shelves at the far side of my living room & put as many of my boxes as i can fit on it #removing Box Island from the center of my living room lol #i wanna also sort thru the boxes to figure out what things would be considered permanent storage (archival things) #which would be priority placed on the storage shelves #and then figure out what boxes i would potentially want to unpack in the coming months. to keep in easier to access locations. #yes ive been living here for 2+ years and yes ive only got like half my shit unpacked. such is life. #for my new bookshelf i wanna do a little more rearranging #the cats' fancy litter box is in the little hallway leading into the bathroom #placed there bc it was the easiest to access outlet for the self cleaning litter box #but it's chunky and gets in the way and with the non clumping litter those things are like fucking legos on the floor #crunch crunch crunch under my slippers. id like the litter box more out of the way. #so im gonna put it in the cat area of the living room. rearranging some stuff over there to make it fit. #and then where it is rn in the hallway. im gonna put my new bookshelf. #i dont know what books im gonna put on it yet. probably my less personal books. probably no manga. #im supposed to get a bookshelf from my dad sometime that's bigger than both my current and my new bookshelf #and im gonna put it in my room. clear the space behind my TV. and Theres where i wanna put out all my manga thats been in storage #idk. shelves!!! potential!!!! its all so exciting. #nothing like new furniture to make me feel like im gonna try to get my life back in order. #and Honestly having the living room suddenly so much cleaner has been... nice. #im gonna work on cleaning my room soon. it is Long overdue.

[s1x-s1x-s1x]

September 30th — 5:47pm

Girl help… I’m so obsessed with my ocs that I’m on the verge of mental collapse ✨

#I’m supposed to be cleaning my room rn #the farthest I’ve gotten is clearing off half of my vanity dresser (I think that’s what it’s called?) #yet this broke ass bitches who refuse to pay rent continue to spin about in my head #how they’d even get there? don’t ask me #dove speaks

[nomaishuttle]

HE STILL HASNT FUCKING LEFT I WAS SUPPOSED TO START HIS ROOM 40 FUCKING MINITES AGO

#i have an extremely fucking time sensitive room. i fucking missed it last week and im gonna miss it again bc im literally supposed to start #my lunch rn but i fucking cant and this room will be at least 20 fucking minutes If not the full 40 #and thats only once he leaves. which he might just take another fuckjng hour ughhh #im fucking rly pissed off dude i was doing fucking perfect today #abd normally od just clena while theyre in there but this guy makes me rly uncomfortabel #bc he kept trying to get me to help him open a wine bottle for him and o was like I dont know how to do that and he made fun of me #and then he ivited a random other resident in WHILE I WAS FUCKING CLEANING abd they got the bottle open #and then he was trying to get me to drink with him #and i was like on the verge of tears im ngl bc i was so stressed . so i dont wanna clean with him in there #but i cant complain even tho they like Said you have to tell management if a resident acts inappropriately. and theres supposed to be no #retribution. but apparently last year a girl reported a resident flirting with her and everybody treated her like she was the worst person #ever. bc now the guy doesnt ever leave his room. and that girl had 2 quit #and im like ok. Kills my

[shiningstages]

Me lookin' at my lil content: d'aaaaaaaw it's so cute~

I wanted to do stuff before work, but I like blanked out since I'm sleepy (went to bed around 1? 2?? then woke up at 7:11; not terrible but not like Great) then did my required stretchies / looked up stuff for things~ Tomorrow I have my last PT session and follow-up, and then I plan on cleaning my room / generally just chilling out since it has been Forever, but now...I will try and schedule in time for OC thoughts today and tomorrow (still have to decide if Atlas would be primal or astral...and maybe compare some story stuff to make sure it's not stepping on any Canon toes...but maybe we also don't care about that second bit ghffjghfgvcccgkhf).

#;big bubble blowing baby! ( ooc ) #( i think...i'm gonna try and schedule my hair cut too. either saturday or next thursday #i love my long flowy hair but i've getting that feeling of just...can't take it anymore ghfjcghfcgkhgcjgv #BUT it's also supposed to get colder so i may wimp out because this hair Protects Me #i also have to talk with my workman's comp doc about specific restriction papers my store director gave me tomorrow (fear) #i don't really like feeling less useful at work; but i also have just accepted that i need to take care of myself #i'm hoping nothing Too Big happens with that because i still wanna bank a lot of money before going back to school #but also a tiny bit less hours a week (since i work around 37-39 rn) would be nice...maybe even an extra day off...more me time #in other news i've also had many vtuber thoughts GFDHGFHGFHJFGHF #the only important one is...accepting that i should just kind of Do It. instead of actively thinking of where i wanna be; if that makes #any sense #and wars gave me Big Incentive to clean my room in like a non-vtuber way; but also just like...the motivation!!! the hype!!! #i have a lot of steps in my mind to do my creative stuff; but my room Must be clean #not that all my stuff isn't on my dad's very nice desk but...i don't want any potential pc i buy to be there #it would be so much better environment-wise (aka not being in my kitchen where my dad always is and near the living room #where my bro always streams) plus it's a two-way street of i don't want to disturb them either #i thought about cleaning my mom's office but she literally told me no because she wants to clean it all herself #which her being like “i have to be the one to go through everything when cleaning” is just...i see where i get my attitude #BUT ANYWAYS #i need to get ready for work gfhgjfjgfhgkjgfcghfg being the closer so much is so tiring;; #hopefully tonight is good and i don't have to have Drama and anyone who freaks out )

[allthepresidentsmen1976]

i don't even know how to begin in reorganising my google drive like,,,, there's so many folders that i simply do not need easy access to anymore...............................................

#these r the things they don't tell u abt finishing school . #how r u supposed to reorganise #i need to clean my room also but i'm not going 2 do that rn <3

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Hey babe are you okay? You've been listening to Pirate Radio by Jean Dawson on repeat for the last hour with no signs of stopping.

#its me. im babe #idk what it is about this song that gets me #its comforting and also sad #and strangely enough. its a song i really love now. but i also wouldve really loved when i was 18 #so even though i just recently discovered this song. i get flashbacks to when i was 18 whenever i hear it #its a good song for when im doing bad #im a touch stressed rn. and dealing qith it through music and obsessive cleaning #well. im not really dealing with it actually. and thats kind of the problem #my family is visiting soon. my best friend and ex gf have been hooking up. i dont know if i can go back to working at camp this summer #im so fucking tired and in the middle of it all i need to build a desk and clwan my room. and when its clean i need to rearrange it #to fit the desk of course #and it needs to be clean for the family visiting #but im cleaning obsessively to avoid thinking about camp or my best friend betraying me #this was just supposed to be a post about my deep love for pirate radio #it can still be that. if you want

[the-yearning-astronaut]

So. Now that my brain has decided to reengage again and start functioning semi normally.... It's occuring to me just how fucked I am. Or could be. Whatever.

Basically:

Bank account is now quite low in reserve funds. Missing more less a month of work will do that

I had car registration and upkeep (ie oil and filter changed, headlight replaced, etc) due this month. My insurance premium also went up $10 again for some stupid reason

I have to get my breaks replaced. Like. SOON. Or I'll be grinding metal. And something else also needs to be fixed/replaced. It's gonna cost like. $400. Which is almost as much as an average paycheck.

I have a shit ton of work related tasks that I ideally would have started two weeks ago had I had a functioning brain. I have basically the rest of this week and next to get it done

Graduate school applications open on Friday. I needed to be reaching out to potential faculty advisors all this last month. Application fees are ridiculous. I need three letters of recommendation for each school and I haven't reached out to anyone to see if they'll write me one. I have at least one essay/letter to write per application.

I have 4-6 emails I needed to reply to at the start of August that obviously never got responded to. They're all important emails and idk how to just.... Respond now that it's been a month+ since I received them.

I had been looking for a new job because my current one is exhausting but I'm just. I'm so tired 😫 and that's more cover letters and resume writing and I can't.

It's just. It's a lot and idk how to break it down and I feel like I'm balancing between a panic attack and a shutdown and either way I'm probably gonna end up in tears. Likely tonight.

#fox thoughts #fox is overwhelmed #barely hanging on rn lol #im definitely way overwhelmed and my brain is still too foggy to deal #i was looking over one if the graduate course lists and reading their descriptions and i was skipping every other line #and not processing any of it #and im like #how the FUCK am i supposed to write strong enough letters that will give me a competitive edge in these applications? #what hope do i have at getting in when these programs get 200+ applications and only accept *15 #if that? #my brain fog is still so bad rn that im not able to process much of anything #fuck #at least i did my laundry yesterday? and put clean sheets on my bed. and tidied my room a bit #still severely needs a vacuum tho #tbd

[subtlesystemz]

woahhhhh we have out own blog now!! sick!!

#hi chat im Z3-N17H #rn im abt to surprise clean our room for our fiancee uwuwuwu #thennnn im gonna get some stuff to make dinner too #im soooo hungry i stg no one else ever eats #and our body hurted??? smh today was supposed to be an easy work day #but icyhot has been applied and im ready to clean #it feels too cluttered for me to sign my posts like nyx -Z3-N17H #so i think ill just do #Z3-N17H

[skrzynka]

one thing about me is i am stubborn and annoying

#my brother was supposed to clean kitchen after the dinner #he still hasnt done that #he went to sleep at like midnight and every half an hour or so i walk into his room to bother him #and i will continue to do so until he washes the fucking dishes and unloads the dishwasher #ok nvm stole his vape going to bed rn

[keimarkai]

I kinda want to write an entire essay on this stupid site, but I don’t know what to write about. I could possibly dream up a billion scenarios if I had the time and the energy, but I don’t. You can tell when I am typing on my laptop because I punctuate my sentences properly.

Did you know that Pump the Jam was made by a Belgium techno group? I didn’t until just this morning, when I watched Cunk on Earth.

#pump #pump it up #pump the jam #i dont know the rest of the lyrics because i have not listened to the song that often #i wonder what i am going to eat for dinner tonight #a burrito sounds excellent right about now #oh shit i am supposed to be cleaning my room rn #oops forgot to do that #welp hopefully my mum doesnt scream at me #why do we buy so many hangers #my room actually isnt that dirty #if i can wash money then why doesnt the marker shit come off #are frogs actually gay #like what makes frogs gay #is it the consumer #supply and demand of frogs is gay

[astrolynnworld]

cramps

pairing: matt x reader

summary: you’re on your period and matt does anything and everything to soothe the pain away

warnings: fluff! period cramps, romance, care, reassurance, wholesome, pet names (sweet/pretty girl)

word count: 717

i toss and turn as i feel my pre period cramps start to form

my period is not suppose to come for another 5 days but my cramps always come first, as a warning

i check raise my head to check the clock and see what time it is

“4:15 am” i see on the tv’s cable box

i lay my head back down and continue to shuffle around the bed to find a comfortable position for my cramps to relax in

“baby what’s wrong?” matt asks me with his raspy morning voice

“my period is coming soon, i feel the cramps start to overTAKE me” i say in soft annoyed tone

“is there anything i could do to help baby?” he concerns

“can you actually go get me my heating pad please?” i ask nicely

he hops out the bed and uses the flashlight off his phone to roam around the room and look for my heating pad

once he pulls it in comes back to bed, i hear him gasp

“what?” i jump in shock at his gasp

“your period.. came”

i sit up to see what he’s talking about and see a whole bloody mess stained into our bedsheets

“oh my god” i put my head in my hands out of annoyance and embarrassment

“it’s okay baby. i just need you to stand up for me okay?”

i get off the bed and start to feel the water works fall out

“don’t cry baby” matt says as he comes over to me and wraps his arms around me

“hey it’s not your fault baby” he tries to reassure

“you can’t help it.. you didn’t know, it’s completely fine. you don’t have to cry, sweet girl” he continues as he starts to play with my hair in the hug

i pull back and start to wipe my eyes as i start to sense that im being dramatic

“here baby, i need you to go wash up while i clean the bed”

i nod my head and make my way to the bathroom

“and hand me your clothes before you go in the shower please”

i do as i’m told then i head to the shower

i continue to wash up as i hear matt enter the bathroom

“hey pretty girl, everything still okay?” he asks

“yeah, i’m just finishing up” i sluggishly say

“okay baby. i changed our sheets and im washing the other ones now” he reassures

i stay silent out of acknowledgment but he doesn’t leave

“is there anything else you want princess?” he asks

“no thank you” i say while shaking my head as if he could see me

“alright..” he says before closing the door

i could tell he feels bad but i just really can’t be bothered rn. my stomach hurts, i embarrassed myself, im so annoyed, and i feel bad that he feels bad.. there’s just too much going on

i finish up my shower and put my towel on before heading back to the bedroom

when i get back i see matt had turned on the led lights, switched the tv to netflix, and had my tylenol bottle set up next to some water

“matt what is this?”

“nothing much. just me trying to distract you from your period” he giggles

“that’s not how it works sadly” i pout as i pop the tylenol in my mouth and swallow some water

“well, im gonna try” he comes in for a kiss

i start to get dressed, not forgetting the pad, as matt searches for a good movie to watch.

“do you want some to eat pretty?”

“is anything even open right now?” i genuinely ask

“only mcdonald’s..” he replies

“then yes please” i smile at him

“your usual?”

“yeah” i reply as i get in bed to snuggle next to him

“it’ll be here in 30 minutes” he says

“if we’re still up” i chuckle

“don’t worry. i’ll grab it for you so you can enjoy it when you wake up and not kill me for letting you fall asleep” he chuckles back

“thank you baby. i appreciate you so much, definitely a core memory” i turn over to face him

he smiles and places a kiss on my forehead, “i love you, sweet girl. don’t forget it”

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