#stop making me fucking interrogate myself and the fact that i've never once in my life fully conceived of what kind of person i want to be

[dont-offend-the-bees]

this stupid online careers thing is rubbing so much fucking salt in the wound way to rub my nose in the fact that i never had a dream job even as a tiny child and i never planned ahead bc i assumed i’d be dead by now and now i literally can’t conceive of wanting to do anything in my life besides enjoy it while i can before i become worm food

#mr. bees speaks #negative #'lets talk about the people and what they wanted to do as children and why they might've wanted that :)))' #WOULDNT FUCKING KNOW #i'd just tell people i wanted to be a vet because i liked animals and it got the grown ups off my fucking back for a minute!!! #i hate this i hate this i hate this #someone just give me something to do that i don't have to think about #stop making me fucking interrogate myself and the fact that i've never once in my life fully conceived of what kind of person i want to be #even fucking job interviews for basic stuff has all this 'where do you see yourself in 5 years??' 'what drew you to this company???' bullshi #shut UP in 5 years i'm hopefully alive and content-ish and what drew me to your company is you are Currently Hiring #i wish i had some local family with a business who would just hire me for some bullshit #i could just go for some good old fashioned nepotism rn #or like literally let me be a house husband #or just that dude in the commune that helps out with odd shit when needed #i'm tired i literally cannot talk abotu jobs/careers with people without like #being made to feel that i'm an empty little husk of a person #go awaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

[sofreddie]

High School Reunion 2

Summary: Someone at the reunion has a big mouth.

Characters: Jensen x Reader, Jared

Warnings: Fluff

Word Count: 2,087

A/N: Inspiration struck out of nowhere and this piece was born. I have a very rough outline for a small series, maybe about 6 parts? We'll see. It's gonna happen randomly, no planned schedule for this one.

PART 1

Y/N bit her lip in excitement and saw a message from Lana. She immediately opened Skype to call her best friend…and thank her.

"Hey you! How was the reunion?" Lana smiled as her face appeared on screen.

"Oh my fucking God I can't believe you!" Y/N screamed, though it was mostly excitement as she blushed profusely.

"So…I take it you had a good night then?" Lana grinned cheekily.

"How could you not tell me you met Jensen Freaking Ackles?! I thought we were friends?" Y/N pouted dramatically as she plopped back on her couch, phone still in hand.

"Do you have any idea how hard it was to keep it from you?" Lana screeched in response, "You remember my last night at the convention, I went to that place for dinner that had the amazing burger?"

"Yeah, I remember. You said you loved the place, that it was a perfect ending to the trip," Y/N remembered, "Now I get why."

"Ok, yeah, so I'm sat at the bar with my burger and a beer and he comes in and sits with a chair between us. I instantly recognized him, but was trying to keep my cool, you know. But he remember me! From the photo op! So we just got to talking and you had just split with Chase and I was so worried about you-"

"Oh Lana, you didn't," Y/N groaned.

"I was just venting about how much I hated that douchebag and what he did to you and what you were going through and how I was so worried about the reunion but thought it could be a good thing for you after Chase-" she rambled on, her words quickly tumbling forth as she pleaded her case to her best friend.

"You're not mad, right?" Lana asked timidly.

"How can I be?" Y/N shouted, "He walked in there all suave and shut down my high school bullies - who were trying to start some shit let me tell you-"

"No!" Lana gasped, "Amanda?"

"And the others," Y/N sighed, "And they were trying to cut in on me and I was gonna run, I'm not gonna lie," Y/N chuckled lightly, "But then he was just there. And she introduced himself as my boyfriend….Oh my god, Lana! What if that gets out?" Y/N sat bolt upright on her couch in a panic.

"Whoa, Y/N, calm down," Lana insisted, "More important than that…he introduced himself as your boyfriend?!"

"Lana!"

"I'm just sayin'-"

Y/N sighed dreamily, "Then we danced. Then he took me for a drive and we parked up at the spot and ate burgers while chatting and watching stars," she sighed again, as if it were a scene from a romantic film she had just watched.

"That sounds like a date," Lana helpfully noted.

"I thought that too!" Y/N squealed, "But that's just the fangirl right? I mean, there's no way."

"How many times I gotta tell you you're a catch, woman?" Lana laughed, "I'm not surprised at all. In fact, I'm taking credit. You're welcome," Y/N groaned once more and Lana chuckled.

"Did I mention we exchanged numbers?" Y/N added with a grin.

"And now I hate you," Lana huffed.

"Yeah, love you too you meddler."

Y/N sighed happily to herself once more as they ended the call. She tossed her phone on the coffee table as she relaxed back into the couch. Her eyes fluttered closed as she replayed the evenings events in her mind.

She had to be dreaming. There was no way this was real, right?

Too tired and content to carry herself off to the bedroom, Y/N laid down on the couch, settling into the plush cushions and dragging the throw from the back of the couch to cover herself, falling asleep quickly and dreaming of shimmering green eyes.

Jensen groaned as he slowly came awake to the incessant ringing and chimes of his phone. He opened his eyes, grabbing for the phone and peeking at the time.

6am.

He and Y/N were out past midnight. After he made it back to the hotel, he had spent the better part of an hour sipping on a beer as he thought over the night he had with her.

He wasn't sure what compelled him to talk to Lana in the bar that night. He could tell she was a nervous fan, and he remembered her from the photo op, just as nervous and shy. But after a beer or two with her dinner, she relaxed and their conversation flowed. It was nice, to be chatting away with someone new, different.

When she went on about her best friend Y/N, Jensen felt something. Apparently the way if affected her friend was severe enough to have Lana in real turmoil over it. Jensen knew what that was like. He'd worried over Jared a time or two just the same.

When Lana gave him a picture, however, his heart skipped a beat. She was beautiful, with a charming smile. But he could see her eyes were sad and guarded.

When he realized the reunion was a few hours drive and a few days ahead of his schedule to be at another convention, he decided to make the stop to see Y/N at the reunion. At the very least he could chalk it up to a memorable fan moment.

Jensen rubbed the sleep from his eyes as he reluctantly sat against the headboard, checking to see why his phone was blowing up.

It took only a quick glance through the various calls and text and emails from various persons all talking about the same thing. Jensen opened the text thread from Jared, scrolling through the messages and clicking on a picture that was include.

It was him and Y/N dancing together at the reunion the night before. She looked as amazing as he remembered. Her smile was bright and genuine, but so was his. Apparently word had spread from the reunion that he and Y/N were together. That's when he remembered introducing himself to those girls as Y/N's boyfriend.

He wasn't so bothered by the turn of events, which surprised him. He had decided the night before that he wanted to ask her out on a date. Their chemistry was too intense to not pursue.

What bothered him was how she'd react. They'd literally just met and had a friendly, albeit great, evening and now she was possibly going to be bombarded with paparazzi and everyone in her business.

So much for that date.

He knew it was early, but he wanted Y/N to hear from him first. He opened the new message thread between them, seeing her text from the night before and smiling once more, before typing out his message.

Hey, Y/N. Hope you slept well. Was hoping to talk to you about something.

He sent the message, noting the time, and figured he'd give it some time. He didn't know her schedule, or anything about her really. With a groan, Jensen hit the green button to return one of Jared's missed calls.

"Dude!" Jared exclaimed as he answered after one ring, "I've been trying to get ahold of you for two hours!"

"Yes, Mom, I'm aware," Jensen said with a yawn.

"Did you see the picture?"

"Yeah."

"And?" Jared pressed for more, "Why aren't you freaking out about this?" Jared scoffed. Since his last major relationship ended, Jensen hadn't been with anyone really. An occasional date here and there for an event. But he hadn't seemed interested in anyone at all, and was quick to shut down any insuinuations to the contrary.

"I guess I should of seen it coming," Jensen shrugged, "I did introduce myself as her boyfriend after all."

"You what?" Jared was shocked, trying to wrap his head around it, "Why would you do that? Is there something you aren't telling me? Have you been dating her for a while? Who is she anyway?"

Jared fired off the questions in rapid succession like an excited puppy.

"I gotta talk to her first," Jensen said, "I'll see you at the convention in a couple days. You can interrogate me then."

"I want all the details."

"Don't you always?"

Jensen ended the call, taking a deep breath. He felt so stupid for what he did. He wasn't sure why he did that other than to shut those girls down. He really hated bullies.

He decided to get dressed and grab a couple of coffees on his way to Y/N's house. A quick look at his social media had told him that picture was blowing up. She was bound to find out sooner rather than later. He had to tell her first.

Y/N slowly roused from her deep sleep on the comfy couch, hearing an incessant rapping coming from her front door. She stretched, reaching for her phone on the coffee table and finding it dead.

She rolled her eyes as she threw off the throw, climbing from the couch and shuffling to the door and she rubbed the sleep from her eyes.

She flung open the door, the morning's cresting light just bright enough to assault her eyes. It took her a second to focus, but then she saw Jensen, a small smile on his face and two tall coffees in hand.

"Jensen?" she asked, so very confused and wondering if she was still asleep.

"Hey, uh, I know it's early. But I really needed to see you this morning."

The smile he gave was sweet, but she could tell something was up. Was he worried that maybe she'd go blabbing about their night together? She'd never do that. But she guessed he didn't know that.

"Sure, come in," she smiled warmly, stepping aside and gesturing him into her home. She accepted the coffee as Jensen passed it to her on his way in. She shut the door behind him, taking a whiff of her drink before taking a long gulp, closing her eyes and sighing at the flavor.

"So, what's up?" she asked, shuffling on her feet, "Thanks for the coffee, by the way."

"You're welcome," he smiled, now genuine and inviting and Y/N's heart stuttered slightly at the sight, "I was hoping to talk to you, about last night."

She shook her head, "I won't talk about it with anyone, I promise. Well, other then Lana. I had to call her last night. Yell at her a little," she blushed.

He laughed, nodding his head, "No, I get it. But I wasn't worried about that or anything," he was quick to correct, "Actually, someone else already did."

"Did what?"

"Someone got a picture of us on the dance floor last night and might have said I mentioned I was your boyfriend," he said sheepishly, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Oh," she responded, clearly shocked and not sure what to say.

"I just wanted you to hear it from me first, you know? Before seeing it online or whatever."

"Online-" she echoed, her eyes going wide, "So, you can just post a Tweet or something that it's a mistake."

"Okay, well, to be fair, I did introduce myself as your boyfriend to those other women last night."

"Yeah…why'd you do that again?" Y/N smirked despite herself.

He shrugged, "Seemed like the right thing to do. Shut 'em up didn't it?" he grinned, "Besides," he chanced, stepping closer to her," Feels like we had a date last night."

She blushed hard, ducking her head before meeting his eyes once again, "Yeah, it did."

"And I was hoping you'd like to do it again."

"Really?" she asked. She couldn't help the dreamy look in her eye. She still couldn't believe this was happening.

"Yeah. So if you say yes, then we'd be dating, which is practically boyfriend and girlfriend," he explained casually, "So I think we should just keep doing what we're doing and let it ride. What do you think?"

"I think you might be a little bit crazy," she nervously laughed, "Let's start with a second date," she grinned, seeing him brighten up, "And go from there."

"And the press?" Jensen chanced.

"Let them think what they wanna think," she shrugged.

"You're freakin' perfect," he chuckled, tucking a stray hair behind her ear, even though she still had bedhead. He smiled at the cuteness of it.

"I should go freshen up!" she realized, seeing him look over her disheveled state, "Uh…be right back." she rushed off down the hall and Jensen laughed to himself.

He had a good feeling about this.

Forevers:

@sis-tafics

@lyarr24

@calaofnoldor

@hobby27

@spnbaby-67

@fangirlxwritesx67

RPF:

@smoothdogsgirl

JENSEN TAGS:

@akshi8278

@jerkbitchidjitassbutt

@slamminmine

#high school reunion #jensen x reader #jensen ackles #spn rpf #supernatural rpf #spn #supernatural #reader insert #fluff

[princess-of-fanfics]

Drugged (Part 3)

Jughead x reader

Cautions: Mentions of Drugging, Rape, Suicide, and Slut Shaming

Flashback from Part 1

You are crying out on the wall when you whispered the one thing you couldn't get out while talking to Jughead. "I was drugged." You cried.

Flashback from Part 2

Jughead heard his phone ding. He looked down and saw your name. Rolling his eyes, he turned his phone off. It would have matter if you read your text anyway, by the time he had got your text, you had already fallen into the freezing cold water. While under the water you heard Jughead's beautiful voice, saying goodbye to you then everything went dark.

You sent the text and slowly walked onto the frozen lake. You get to the middle and just stand there waiting. After a few minutes you grab your phone to call Jughead. You know he probably won't answer but you just want to hear his voice again, even if it's just him yelling at you. But as soon as you dial his number the ice starts to crack and before you know what you had fallen into the freezing cold water. Your body automatically starts trying to fight and live. You try to fight against your brain and keep you underwater long enough to drowned. You start feeling your lungs feeling with water and after a few seconds, you hear Jughead whisper goodbye and you know it's your time. After jughead says goodbye everything goes dark.

Jughead's POV

After a few hours I decided I should read Y/n's text. It's probably her just begging to get back with me. Can't believe she would cheat on me. She knew how much I was hurt when Betty cheated and then she went and did the same thing without caring about my opinion. As much as I miss her and want to be with her, I have to remind myself that she is nothing but a cheater. After reminding myself of that a couple times, I grab my phone and click on her text.

"Jughead, I know you probably don't want to hear from me but this is important. God this is really hard to write, you know I've never been one with words. Unlike you and your beautiful writing. Please never stop writing Jughead. I know it's selfish but a part of me hopes that you'll be saddened when you find out what I did. Which I know is fucked up to even think about. Anyway I just wanted to let you know I love you so much....you're probably the only reason it took me so long to do this. Goodbye Jughead.❤️"

After reading the text Jughead immediately knew something was wrong. “Goodbye? Took me so long to do this? What is she talking about?” He had no idea but he had a feeling that it wasn’t good. Out of nowhere his phone started ringing, it was Betty. Jughead immediately answered, “Betty I’m kind of busy- “ Betty immediately interrupted him, “Jug they found a body at Sweetwater River. They think it’s Y/n’s.” Jughead immediately dropped his phone, he heard it crack but he didn’t care. He grabbed his jacket and ran to Sweetwater River.

At Sweetwater River there were cop cars and ambulances and a bunch of people gathered around. Jughead pushed through all the people. “Where is she!! Where is Y/n!!!” He yelled. A cop told him, he couldn’t see her but Jughead pushed past him and saw a lifeless body being loaded into the ambulance. He fell to the ground, “No it can’t be! She can’t be dead!! She just can’t!” Betty found Jughead and hugged him. Jughead just stayed on the ground crying while Betty hugged him.

A few hours later Jughead and Betty were at the hospital waiting to see if Y/n would be okay. Jughead was so worried, he was pacing and every minute he would be asking all of that staff if you were OK and if he could see you. And for the next few days (outside from school) he did the same thing over and over again. He begged his dad to let him skip school but Fp said he could just see Y/n before and after school.

After a while Jughead was actually allowed in the room with you unconscious. He hated more than anything seeing you so weak and lifeless. The doctors have told him that the odds of you waking up weren’t good but now it was just a waiting game to see if you would. Jughead that his dad for hours to let him stay the night with you. And after a week of begging FP allowed it. So every night Jughead stayed in the chair by your hospital bed and fell asleep.

One day he was told that the doctors wanted to run a few more test and that he couldn’t see you for that day. When he got back the doctors told him that they had done a rape kit on Y/n and that all signs pointed to the fact that she had probably been raped recently. Jughead felt like the worst person ever, he had failed to protect you and because of him you had committed suicide.

Jughead got Betty and Toni (who was your friend when you were dating Jughead) to help figure out who could of raped you. They looked everywhere I’ll try to remember who you seemed scared around or who’s you trying to avoid. After a while they had got the list down to Reggie or Archie. Jughead immediately said it had to be Reggie and that Archie had nothing to do with it. Betty agreed with Jughead that there was no way Archie was capable of raping someone.

But Toni thought it was Archie because one time she had seen a very drunk looking Y/n being brought home by Archie. Toni told Betty and Jughead that Y/n seemed out of it that night. And that maybe Archie had drugged her or something.

Jughead called Archie and invited him to the hospital to prove to Toni that it wasn’t Archie. Once Archie showed up Jughead, Betty and Toni interrogated him. Archie denied ever drugging or raping anyone. But Jughead started to notice how Archie story was changing. How every time he told them what happened that night a few things for changing in the story. Like what Y/n had to drink, if he took her home or to his house, what time he helped her, why he was helping her the the first place. Just a little details that made it seem like Archie was lying.

And after a while Jughead admitted to himself at his best friend had drugged and raped his girlfriend, the same month he found out that Y/n “cheated”. Jughead felt like a terrible boyfriend for not realizing that Y/n would of never cheated on him. She wasn’t that type of person. He had called his girlfriend a slut and broke up with her for being raped. Instead of being there for her and letting her tell her side of the story, he left.

And now she had killed herself because of him...

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Wow 1203 words. That's a lot more then usually for my stories. Should I make a part 3? Is that something you guys would want? If so comment down below and like this chapter. Hope you guys like this, like and comment for a part 4.

@trumpettay on Tumblr helped me come up with plot for this part.

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