#stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

icrlr jk anon here - anything about his past life !!! i realized he's one of the jks we barely know anything about nd i got curious

When Jeongguk was a baby he was fussy... round and moody and difficult. 

As a kid, he was closer to his mom than his dad. Both his parents worked– his dad just worked more. But still, like most little boys, he wanted to grow up to be just like his dad. His mom always reassured him with a fond smile. Told him not to worry, that he was just like his father. 

Jeongguk would steal grapes when he went grocery shopping with his mom. It was his favorite thing to do when he was little because he thought it was funny when she would try not to laugh while scolding him. 

Jeongguk had always been quiet, very independent for a child but his mom was his best friend back then.

That is until his favorite color began to switch between blue and red. All because the kid down that street that he would play with, Jimin, couldn’t make up his mind. Jimin said he and Jeongguk had to have the same favorite color because they had to have at least something in common if they were going to be friends. Since Jimin liked playing ‘superheroes’ and he preferred to color. 

he was in his head a lot, daydreamed too much during class according to his teachers. his best subject in school was always art, though. he tried his best on all his art projects. he was a hard worker when he wanted to be. just like your dad, his mother would say. 

something he worked especially hard towards was being the student that was allowed to design the middle school yearbook cover. he got to and he wanted to tell his mom about it but never ended up doing so because that was around the time his parents started fighting.

he didn’t think the fights were too serious though. since his dad always said sorry for whatever it was that he had done, and since his mom always, always forgave him. 

when he was 16, his parents got divorced. his mom moved out and she didn’t take him with her. he wondered why she didn’t; if it was because he was just like his dad.   

it was bad at first, but when he turned 17 it got a little easier because that was when he discovered what it felt like to love and be loved. When he figured out a person could fix and soothe.

Things were good. And for a solid year or two, he convinced himself he could live off her forever, get lost in the way it felt to love and be loved by her. Made himself believe that getting lost in her and losing himself in her were two different things. 

When she broke his heart, it hurt. Of course, it did. But Jeongguk wasn’t traumatized. If anything he felt enlightened in a sick way. Like something clicked and he understood that it wasn’t her that he could live off of. 

It was the feeling that she gave him.

So yeah, her breaking his heart didn’t ruin him; but it definitely changed him.

It changed his perspective and the way he perceived things. Just like how finding out the reason behind his parents' divorce was his dad cheating, did. 

Jeongguk had always wanted to be just like his dad.  

#aaaaand don’t ask me why i’m posting the draft that has been collecting dust for probably over a year #i’m running low on sleep so let’s blame it on that !! #anywayyyy #a gift from me to u #okay now she sleeps gooooodnight girls muah #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #icrlr

[venusiangguk]

So i read icrlr. I just want to say why you authors love making female lead always pathetic? Like when she saw him with another girl like that. that's when she should have broke things off with him forever. Even when years later he meets her she still ended up succumbing to his pathetic ass. Gosh i just wanna see a ff where oc beat the shit out of male lead badly for playing with her feelings and leaves him for forever, even if he crawls back don't succumb into pathetic trash and just knows he's trash and not worth it and just do nothing with him bc she have self worth. But i never saw such ffs. most authors always have same sick mentality, same pathetic mindset for female lead character tsk

me and all the pathetic female leads :

#the tsk is sending me 😭 #stella getting scolded 😠 #no but it seems u have never been in love with someone who does not love u back ?? #or been on the sad side of unrequited feelings ?? #bc u would understand if u had!! #the girls that get it get it #the girls that don’t… well i am very happy for u and the fact that u do not get it !! #godspeed #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #icrlr

[venusiangguk]

can we talk about the LV necklace dangling on oc’s face please? 😩

i specifically chose this outfit for jk just so the necklace would dangle in oc's face 😁

#a gift from me to you <3 #ask #anon #stellanswers <3 #tao jk

[venusiangguk]

You are evil. I hope you die when you go to busan. I hope the plane you are going to ride will crash. My gosh! You are the daughter of satan!!! I hate you so much! So full of lies! Jungkook will never like you because you are a brat! Fuck you!!!

ty n goodnight <3

#jungkook would think u are MEAN !! #n he HATES mean people !! #so ask urself next time: would jungkook be proud of me if i send stella venusiangguk this MEAN anonymous message? #anyway ty to people who have sent me tips about traveling !! #i’ll answer some tomorrow so anyone else who may end up wanting to go to seoul can know the tips too <3 #ask #anon #stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

Pls maam I need the next part of tao, I’m in tears. We’ve been waiting for so long

i knoooowwww, im sorry 😫😫 i’m actually almost (ish?) finished but i have some bad news for the people… 🙇🏻‍♀️

i won the busan raffle !! which was very unexpected since i entered on a whim and did Not think there was any way in Hell that i would win another bts raffle again… so i am also very unprepared !!

therefore i will be working A LOT (even more than i already do 😭) to afford the potential impromptu trip across the world n will not have as much (if any) time to write </3

i’m still going to try my best to get it out as soon as possible and before the trip, though!! pls don’t hate me i’m sorry 🫡💗

#that being said #if anybody has any travel tips and/or recommendations for traveling to korea #like where to stay in seoul #things to do #tips for making getting around easier and less scary 😃 #general advice #… #feel free to let me know if u do not hate me too much and are not too mad !! #would be v appreciated <3 #did anybody else win ?? 🤯 #now i get ready to go to work for a few extra hours #farewell #🙋🏻‍♀️ #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #tao jk

[venusiangguk]

dilf dilf dilf dilf dilf

#i think this could be considered a sneak peek #a lil snippet #a mere crumb #maybe not actually #💀 #more like an inspo i guess #this is how i picture dilf jk in the next part !! #just staring at those pics oh god i Need him bad #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #tao jk

[venusiangguk]

jks neck is so thick like…woah

chomp chomp

#this immediately made me think about this picture n…. #brrrrr #microwave noises #i Need him so bad #anon #ask #stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

the way nari didn’t recognize yn in a drabble but now she’s so happy when she sees her 😭💕💕 my heart and also the fact that she showed her plushie cuz she remembered she gave it to her i’m crying

they’re best friends guys ☹️🫶🏻💗

#oc has secured herself a permanent space in that little baby’s heart #and nari has done the same!! #when i make jk third wheel his girlfriend and his baby #omg… #girlfriend #so weird typing that when talking about tao couple LMAOAKSND #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #tao jk

[venusiangguk]

Is it just me or was this last comeback a fucking snoozefest 😕

it’s just u

#cd 3 made me feel like i was flying yall #anon #ask #stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

tao jk i miss u daddy

DADDY IS BACK FROM THE GROCERY STORE LADIES

#took him long enough like god damn 🙄 #it’s been literally a year jungkook come ON #men these days 😕 #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #tao jk

[venusiangguk]

Okay so,

I HAVE A GOOD QUESTION.

Who are you to say that you support all members when you CLEARLY DON’T.

Now i’m not saying this from what i heard, but actually did a bit of research.

all you’re on about is yeonjun and jungkook.

like cmon gurl, get a grip LMAO.

i mean if you just do it for their looks just say that instead of being pretentious and acting like you ACTUALLY SUPPORT BTS. Lmao.

and you’re twitter bio, is what we call a joke.

go get a life or at least stop lying yk what i mean?

it’s a waste of good time.

and don’t come with those lousy comebacks like “if you don’t like it bla bla bla”

i don’t give a rats ass.

fucking fake and it pisses me off. save the struggle.

bye.

can u not mention yeonjun and jk at the same time ? they don’t know about each other 😕

#also do u not have anything better to do? #just wondering !! #anon #ask #stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

Will we ever get to know how tae found out about the video? Lmao like I was thinking hobi probably told him but hobi new they were doing it, not recording it….. or did he know?🫣

he found out just by chance !! n hobi didn’t tell him~~

it was when everyone was sitting around eating dessert, similar to how they were before dilf n oc went wandering, n oc was pestering jk about making sure to send it to her. (she thought she was being discreet)

“don’t forget to sent it to me.”

“i won’t.”

“just send it now?”

“we’re literally eating ice cream surrounded by my friends and also children–”

“c’mon just do it quick–”

“Fine…” *phone struggles* “says the attachment is too big??”

“airdrop it to me–”

“i don’t even know what that means.”

and then oc takes his phone and does it herself and tae just so happens to be walking behind them passing out napkins n catches a glimpse of the thumbnail which was oc on her knees jock in hand smiling up at the camera!!

-end scene-

#i actually put tae knowing about the video in the last part on a whim #didn’t really think about *how* he knew and just hopes no one would ask…. #but so many of y’all asked 😭😭😭 #so i had to craft something on the fly <3 #anyway yeah that’s what i’m going with!! #also gewd morning tumblr !! #anon #ask #stellanswers <3 #tao jk

[venusiangguk]

i love jk with all my heart but someone pls teach that guy to take selfies 😭 IT HAD TO BE SAID IM SORRY ! he just cant take any selfies that show off the hot guy he is im really really sorry 😩 maybe j hope should teach him

how does it feel to be stewpid and wrong

#jk ur not stewpid #but u are most definitely wrong !! #say ur sorry 😠 #look at him he’s so beautiful and gorgeous #the best selfie taker everrrr #i will say he does love his snow app 😭 #anon #ask #stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

i just know one of ur jks and ocs dressed up as howl and sophie for halloween

and unfortunately we all know which jk and oc it was !!

#stealing hearts and eating them… #a very scary and odd thing to mention during pillow talk ?? #ask #anon #stellanswers <3 #icrlr #honorable and less painful mention: #gamer jk n oc !!

[venusiangguk]

Stella please show us pics of Korea. I’ve always wanted to and it’s also been a dream of mind to see BTS in Korea. Were you culture shocked or just already expected what you seen on the internet. Like you went to KOREA!!! I would never stop talking about it 🥹😭

it's def not like the k-dramas or what you see on the internet, but i didn't expect it to be so that didn't really shock me. honestly it was not knowing the language or how to get around that made it difficult and scary feel so different... i didnt really have a good time at first because of how isolating it felt?? but i quickly realized that i was very privileged bc that was my first time ever experiencing that so i immediately got my head out of my ass and made myself have a good time Imao

i wish i took more pictures :(( but here are some !!

#i want to go back already :(( #it’s def very different #but in a good way imo #once i figured out how to get around i felt much better and ended up having the best time #and making so many memories #i really hope u can go one day <3 #anon #ask #stellanswers <3

[venusiangguk]

u probably have met Jungkook and now date him and u not gonna tell us🤧😟

went to korea with bts tickets, left with a nda 😮‍💨

#i can neither confirm nor deny #ask #anon #stellanswers <3