#started reading the novelisation of revenge of the sith and my love for anakin has come back full force

[theotherrichardpapen]

#.................... i've got no defence for this one #started reading the novelisation of revenge of the sith and my love for anakin has come back full force #THE original problematic fave okay #0 note post incoming but i dont care this is for me and me only #im thinking about the fact he told himself he did everything he did for the sake of love #for the sake of a world where injustice would no longer be able to run rampant under the apathetic bureaucracy of the republic #only for him to get to the end of it all and realise he'd been manipulated right from the start #and in his arrogance and blindness. he'd allowed himself to lose everything he told himself he was fighting for #but he can't admit that to himself. can't admit he'd forsaken himself in such a way #he can't go back to being anakin because that means admitting what he'd done and facing his own internal consequences #so he fully submerses himself into the identity of vader instead. allows the anger and hate to fester #star wars #anakin skywalker #darth vader #quotes #literature #web weave #hayden christensen

[spacefleet501]

Get to know me meme

I was tagged by @cacklingskeleton, thanks! This was fun to do:)

1. Name: Koschei

2. Birthday: May 14

3. Sun Sign: Taurus

4. Height: 165cm or, as I recently discovered, 5’5

5. Hobbies/Interests: I love reading fiction, thought I rarely do it anymore, which is sad:/ I recently took up drawing and though I’m not great at it, I still enjoy it. I love science and space and mathematics and watching science fictions TV shows (like Doctor Who, Star Wars and Star Trek).

6. Favourite colour: TARDIS blue and emerald green.

7. Favourite Books: Julius Caesar by William Shakespeare, Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith by Michael Stover (it’s technically the novelisation but it adds so much to the story that I simply love it), Jurassic Park by Michael Chrichton, and, though it’s not something I’m proud of on this day after everything that has happened with JKR, the Harry Potter series (I am unfortunately one of those who grew up with them and they remain really special for me so :/).

8. Last Song: The High Road by Three Days Gace.

9. Last Film/TV show: Star Trek Deep Space 9 (i’m starting season 5 :p)

10. Inspiration: For some reason, seeing how much the characters on Star Trek (especially on DS9) went through to achieve academic excellence and get where they are in the show makes me want to put as much effort to achieve my goals.

11. Story behind URL: Someone who used to be a friend of mine was watching Black Mirror and she watched the episode that was based off on Star Trek, so she immediately thought of mentioning it to me (because I’m the only person I know irl who watches it lol), so I decided to watch the episode. The parody name for Starfleet in the episode was “spacefleet”, and I started using it as a joke until it stuck. As for 501, it’s a reference to the 501st Legion from the Clone Wars TV show (it’s the legion that Anakin is in charge of).

Tagging: @shakestickatgod @bellabart12 @i-am-the-black-sheep @hyaesia @chicitygirl and anyone else who wants to do it!