#sry i basically just come on here to vent + check tags now ugh 😩

[4ndrogynish]

I'm practically house-bound at this point this is so bad,😔😔😔😔😔 kind of hoping the pandemic kind of exacerbated / condensed my mental health situation so that I could get it handled now lmao (that's my magical thinking at work)

#in the beginning it was like 50% contamination fear and 50% excitement 4 unstructured free time #im also really good at following rules amidst chaos #now i keep looking out the front door + can't think of One good enough reason to go out + be Witnessed #don't want to talk either. I've got myself tied up in fkn knots. #sry i basically just come on here to vent + check tags now ugh 😩 #ocd #autistic #neurodiverse #agoraphobia #? #anxiety #social anxiety #quarantine #mentally trill