#sress test

[hatfejusarkany]

GRIS the beautiful hand-painted videogame struggling but running (at about 5-6 FPS) on a totally incapable mid-2012 Macbook Pro, its GPU being the Intel HD 3000 (Ivy Bridge)

#gris #handmade #hand-painted #hand-drawn #videogame #art videogame #intel ivy bridge #intel hd 3000 #diagnostics #sress test #no holds barred #no limits known

[fucking-zawa-sensei]

ive always headcanoned that underneath that bright exterior hizashi actually struggles a lot with anxiety. and that hes an emotional crier- too happy, sad, angry, bored, ect? here comes the tears. it's only his present mic persona that holds him together in a professional setting

Same! I think anyone who is dialed up to an 11 like he is at all times with that hero persona probably feels their other emotions just as strongly. He is very energetic and fidgety and I have also thought he has anxiety and a bit of OCPD. He cares a lot about little things being right and perfect. Balance is important, in his work, in his down time, in his home, in his clothes, etc. If he’s over sressed and overworked, one thing can tip that balance and send him careening. He can brush off a lot, ignore a lot, shoulder a lot, but at some point, he breaks. To some people, they might think, “Wow, why is he losing his name mind over one student failing a test, doesn’t he have hundreds,” but it’s just the last straw among all the other things he has to keep under control. I think Hizashi is very laid back, but simultaneously high strung and a bit of a control freak. Shouta knows how to navigate all these waters well and when to step in and take some of that load off of Hizashi to make sure he doesn’t reach that breaking point. 

#ask #ask response #anon

[sprinkle-of-positivity]

probably a lot of people has this problem, but it's cousing me so much anxiety and sress lately and i feel like i can't breath. i'm scared i won't graduate. i go to this super good school where everyone is smart and good at least at subject, but i'm not and i'm constantly struggling. graduating works quite different in my country and i feel like u just suck and i wont make it. everyone is telling me i have to be a good student and go to good college and i feel like it's slowly killing me.

Hello there! You’re definitely right, for a lot of people school and graduating is a difficuld, stressful and fear inducing topic. There’s a lot you need to do and a lot of different topics you have to juggle. There’s no reason to talk that down in any way. And it’s also totally normal to be unceartain and afraid of the big task of graduating.

But I also think, that you have already come very very far. you’ve already finishe like 95 % of your school career! That’s hell of a lot! You’ve learned so many things, not just about subjects but also soft skills: how to prepare for tests, where to find resources. Maybe some of that you just forgot. So try and remember those things. Or research them. See what kind of resources your school or community offers. Maybe there’s study groups? Some kind of tutoring? Maybe a teacher that can help you? A course on how to prepare for finals? Or even just a few good friends you can team up with! Cause you’re not alone in this. All your classmates have to graduate. And ideally your teachers are there to help you (some more than others, I know..)

And then there’s also resources on the internet, free information, dedicated blogs (#studyblr), online courses, and i think even some companys that make your school books offer free online resources. Often there’s also archives of old graduation tests, that you can use to train with! There’s plenty of Practice books you can buy and work through.

I know it’s a lot and there are many options. But it’s worth sitting down (maybe with some support from family or friends) and see what kind of things you can access and what makes sense for you. Cause I think a lot of anciety comes up, when you feel unprepared, don’t have a plan, maybe because you’ve procrastinated dealing with the topic and you slowly feel like it’s catching up to you and time is running low. I totally get that feeling, I definitely panicked when i started to write my bachelors dissertation! I was so overwhelmed, i woke up feeling sick. And then I went to my universities counceling service and they calmed me down, helped make a plan and I felt much better equipped afterwards. There’s no shame in taking help - it’s actually you being smart and using all your resources!

Besides all that it’s also important to tell you, that even with a not so perfect degree and not so prestigious college (or even none at all!!) you can lead a happy and successful life. You can find other ways to get to wherever you want to be in a career later on. These days it’s not as linear and strict as it used to be. And it’s also okay to take a detour, start a degree and then change it again, have a gap year, or any of the other options out there.

You are worth so much and you will get so far in life, no matter how you do academically. Grades don’t define who you are or who you’re gonna be. So please, don’t let it kill you. Tackle it as much as you can, and whatever you can’t quite get? So be it. You do it your way and whoever doesn’t like it can shut it.

Wishing you all the best! And if anyone has good resources or advice, please post them in the notes of this ask!

[urmombutnotreally]

January 6th 2022

FIRST DAY OF THE FINALS FOR ME YAY LOVE THAT FOR MYSELF

28 days 7 hours and 6 minutes. I'm sitting at my desk and you're sleeping because i made you. my gf is not going to get up at 4 am with just 3 hours of sleep, that's insane babe i'm sorry!!!

so far not much has happened except you fell asleep in like 3 seconds which isn't weird bc it happens all the time its just very very funny. im listening to long lost by lord huron and when you read this you can give it a try bc it's a good song! ALSO I THINK I'LL MAIL MY LETTER TODAY (hopefully) after the test which i just found out i only have one try to pass weellllppp amazing IM NOT SRESSED AT ALL!!!!!!!!! ITS ALL GOOOOOD.

all add more to this when you wake up i think OH OHOHOHHH!! I JUST REALISED YOU GOT YOUT HAIRCUT YESTERDAY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY AND YOU LOOK AMMMMAAAAZZZIIIINGGGGGG

edit 7/1/22: hey we did crossword puzzles yesterday (6/1/22) and it was dope. youre dope toodles

[voidsumbrella]

none of my pieces for my next 2 six hour crits are going to be finished, or at least not installed well, i have a test in 10 mins and im almost certainly going to fail it, im pretty sure i literally forgot to do an assignment for the class, i have to write an essay im too sressed out to do the research for by thursday night, and its too windy for my uncoordinated garbage hands to light my fucking cigarette

#real life mango

[mebeingsad-blog]

school

i love learning. but i hate school. why? because for two thirds of the year i have to live in constant sress and exhaustion. i have to strive for straight A's and do extracurriculars. i have to make sure that i do the most i can to be sure i can get into college. its hard to enjoy classes when you're worried about your future. i hate grades, tests, and exams. i hate sleeping at one and waking up at six. i hate that adults look down on younger people that have dropped out of school. i hate how students that are depressed or have anxiety are not taken seriously. i hate that it seems like no adult cares about the quality of our school system. i really hate school

[rainbow-cupcake0]

I'm done.

I'm done, I'm literally done hate education system. hate that l have to read books that are not interesting, I hate that I have to do History projects but I'm not even interested in History, l hate that I can't focus only on Biology, Chemistry and foreign languages, l hate that I don't have time for sleep, I hate that I can't go out because l have to study, l hate that I can't visit my grandma as often as want because have to study, I hate that. l can't go for a walk or for a run because I don't have time. Our teachers don't encourage us to study- they only talk about Matura Exam(something like your A-Levels) and they say that if we don't study we will fail our finals. I dream about learning things that I'm interested in, dream about life without pressure and stress. I'm so sressed, that I can't focus on anything. have 3 tests next week and I don't know anything. I just sit at my desk and think about how many things l have to do. I'm very organised person but I just don't have time for anything 24 hours is not enough for all the things have to do. I study 5 hours at weekdays and 9 hours on Saturday and Sunday. And this is not enough. Learning is beautiful, but school kills its beauty.