#sorry these are so big and so many 😭

[minzbins]

SF9 비보라 (BIBORA) / Relay Dance

#sf9 #sf9edit #byfantasy #kflops #tuserchrissy #usersrin #tuserjuhotonin #usermairin #jennalook #userminji #userbexrex #!melstuff #bibora #relay dance #flashing tw #sorry these are so big and so many 😭 #but LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ALL AREEEEE 🥹😭😻🥰

[gamchawizzy]

❗️Mutual Aid Needed🦐

Hello hello, I am Woz, I am a trans guy from the global south, and outside of my day job in corporate, I am an artist. I am the breadwinner of my family, and I also get my younger sibling through school.

For a little more than half a decade I have been suffering with bad mental health and suicidal thoughts, on top of trying to keep my family afloat with what I can earn.

I work two jobs to earn money, on top of tabling at conventions to be able to earn extra on the side. I am the one who pays all the house bills, some groceries, often having to send money to my sibling for school and sometimes tuition. Due to the constant pressure from overworking and the abusive social environment I have been exposed to for the longest time, I am now experiencing bodily pains, shortness of breath, headaches, worsening eyesight, and worsened depression as I clock in 10-15 hours almost daily (including weekends and holidays) trying to make ends meet.

I’m humbly asking for your help so I can get proper healthcare, which has been out of my reach for the longest time due to poverty. I was hoping to be able to afford help a few years ago, as soon as I got a job, but ever since the pandemic, the local price hikes just kept going, and going, until the matter was off the table entirely. The biggest reason why I am trying to get this moving now and as urgently as possible is so I can still receive treatment while I am still mentally and physically able to take charge of my own health. 

While I’m still more or less able to function well enough to work, I recently escaped an abusive situation, which was one of the biggest causes of my misery. The fallout from this event brought on a severe impact on my mental health and I was subject to a cult-like shunning by my old community. This has caused me to develop suicidal thoughts again, which eventually led to several self-delete attempts, the latest of which almost succeeded had I not been caught at literally the last second.

At the moment I am stable again and in the hands of trusted loved ones, but I still do not have access to professional help and I don’t know how long this stability will last and the next thing might cause me to spiral again.

We already did some research on getting local help and have a plan in motion, all we need now is the funds to carry it out. The bulk of it will be for the initial consultations and possibly medication, and we’re hoping to have enough to get the ball rolling for a couple months’ worth of treatment as I get myself back on track.

The initial process will be the most expensive as I am suspecting to have an undiagnosed condition that I would like to have checked, as well as possible medication. I do not have a disability ID yet (but I plan on getting one once I get a dx on paper), so we may have to pay full price for initial treatments.

Currently, my primary goal for this would be to achieve psychiatric help, diagnosis, medication, and therapy.

If I’m able to save up for a few months of maintenance and still have extra left over, my secondary goal would be to finally get my knees checked, as I have chronic pain and the occasional kneecap dislocation in them. This has been left unchecked for more than 15 years due to both poverty as well as being outright denied healthcare by the adults around me due to them downplaying the problem. I am nearing my 30s soon. While I’m still able to walk and engage in physical activities without the use of mobility aids, I fear that the complications from this condition if left untreated will only take a turn for the worse as I age.

Direct ways to support me:

Paypal:

Ko-Fi:

I have prints! You can pick up some of my art here:

We do not have a set price goal in mind as it will be a months-long process of beginning treatment and maintaining it, but rest assured all funds received will be set aside for the purpose of my healthcare and well-being only.

I still cannot escape many factors of my life that continue to hurt me, but I am hoping that continuous treatment, therapy, and support will help keep me going so I can keep my family fed without me having to worry about my own health.

Any donation, big or small, helps me so much! Even just a dollar/peso helps, shares and reblogs too! PH Moots, feel free to ask for my GCash in private!

Thank you all for reading! I’m always grateful 😭🙏❤

#mutual aid #mutual assistance #reblogs appreciated!! anything helps 🥺 #No deadline on this - we are hoping to start as soon as March/April but happy to keep receiving donos 😭 #so sorry about all this but yeah it is a big reason why i haven't been drawing outside of work nowadays. so many Bad things added up

[thatgothsamurai]

Kinnporsche: The Series (2022)

#kiddos with fancy hair and chaos #finally made them avengers assemble #pete: tired since childhood #also so sorry ken😭😭 #shh let them kiddos be kiddos #wdym finale countdown???? i dont want it to endddd #kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche #kp fanart #fanart #too many characters to tag #nandskarth #poor big bro tankhun🥲

[doll-elvis]

“and then there was Charlie Hodge, of course. He was certainly one of the Memphis Mafia— the one man who was madly in love with Elvis and who also adored Elvis’s daughter, Lisa. Charlie was not gay but he breathed every breath for Elvis.”

same Charlie, same.

(excerpt from “Memphis Mafia Princess” by Shirley Dieu)

#I’m sorry but the need to say he wasn’t gay😭💀 #id be acting the same way dw charlie #thank you for giving e so many laughs over the years #and for always being ready with the scarves and water #who could know Elvis and not love him?? #elvis presley #elvisaaronpresley #elvis #charlie hodge #I love them #70s #also big daddy elvis is looking mighty fine here whew🥵 #elvis book excerpts

[good-beanswrites]

My translyrics for Salamander, written out under the cut :D

This one was much more difficult than the last, but I'm still very satisfied with it! 😤 I'm both sad that my version lost a lot of the fun soundplay of the original, and also waaay more impressed with the lyrics and vocals after digging it like this! I tried to keep it balanced between the original and Fuuta's version, though maybe it ended up leaning more toward the cover, idk. Leaving my specific notes in the tags 👍

Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?

"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.

It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.

I want a taste, but all this spice may prove more than I can take, (eh?)

Something's on your mind. So spit it out and tell me, don't waste my time, kay?

I'm hooked on this, pass me a dish.

The way I'm starving here without you -- it's a crime

A spicy treat, put on repeat,

Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!

Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?

"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.

It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.

I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --

Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.

I want a bite, I can't help giving in to this new appetite.

Again, again, I want to be on fire when I get to the end.

We live too fast, we burn to ash,

I never handled spices well and it's a crime.

A spicy treat, put on repeat,

Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!

I want to burn bright red

I want to burn bright red

Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?

"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.

Tell me I'm not alone in my mind!

Salamander~ Look what's happened to me. This pa- passion's crazy

Tell me I'm not delirious, I'm being serious.

It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.

I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --

Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.

I want to leave I want to go, but I can never stop, oh no --

Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #deco*27 #this time i can confidently say this is my fav milgram song lmao #literally the hardest line of the whole song was the very first one #still not 100% satisfied but compared to my dozens of draft lines its pretty good #i really wanted the 'po's to be within a word like the original and went digging through so many words with the sound in the middle LMAO #i wanted something focused more on heat/spice but alas it had to be passion -_- #there was very little space to get across the idea of 'its not a big deal right?' so i hope 'fine' conveys what i want it to hmm... #forever missing the sound of 'ripiccha itai/ piriccha itai' but the treat/repeat lines still worked out well! #so mad english doesnt have a nice onomatopoeia like 'fuu' :( #i needed to keep the long u to finish of the first stanza the long o in a few lines -- i absolutely love how arthur lounsbery sings those #my ace ass appreciates his commitment to singing such a steamy song so harsh and turning the seductive whispers into angry grumbling 😂 #me too man #the struggle of trying to write fun food lines and going 'oh NO that sounds even dirtier now' 😭😭😭 #i actually did record myself singing and i knew it was gonna be bad but it was Really Awful adsfdsfd so sorry #just take my word for it!!! it all works perfectly!!! #(once again if anyone wants to cover it hmu hehe :3) #oops spelled delirious wrong in my chart shhhhhh #lyrics

[angel-of-sweet-revenge]

Astral, Sasuke and Yuno bond over having the most annoying younger siblings that are crackheads.

I AM SO SO SO SORRY THIS HAS BEEN IN HERE FOR SO LONG 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I was really really REALLY wanting to draw these three sitting down and yelling about their brothers (or at least Astral and Sasuke are doing the yelling, Yuno is sitting there like 😓) but I've not been well and life has been so busy and I'm not getting any less busy so I had to abandon the idea and I am SO SORRY 😭😭😭😭

Regardless you are ABSOLUTELY right, these three meet up at a cafe once a week just to vent about their idiotic siblings that they end up having to parent half the time because either there are no parents (Astral) or the parent is useless (Sasuke) (Yuno never even TRIED to parent Asta- he grew up doing what Asta said and when they grew older he tried maybe once to stop Asta doing dumb shit and gave up at once) while also drinking tea (hot chocolate in Astral's case)

One of these sessions had Sasuke joking that they need child leashes for Naruto, Yuma, and Asta.

They bought the child leashes for Naruto, Yuma, and Astral.

All six of them got child leashes by Kakashi and Yami (Yuma and Astral have no parental figures because Kazuma is dead (to us) and Astral's... complicated-)

#answered ask #thank you for the ask bestie i am so sorry its been in here for ages 😭😭😭 #(blame sasuke the fucker was refusing to cooperative and be drawable) #sasuke uchiha #astral zexal #yuno grinberryall #sasuke astral and yuno are reluctant big brothers au #(yuma and astral's parent 'adult' is quinton or kite but quinton has too many kids and kite refuses to coparent)

[wa-royal-tea]

End of Part 3: Act 2

Hiiii yall! Sorry it took me a while to say my thanks to everyone who has been following the story so far. I realised I haven’t said my thanks when “The One” arc ended and I’m terribly sorry for that. I wanted to save up my thanks to the actual end for the 2nd act of this part bcs wow, act 2 has been super long compared to the pervious ones 💀 Trust me when I say I didn’t expect for it to take this long.

First and foremost, I’d like to thank my collab partner, Miss @thebrixtons for joining in the madness of collabing with me. She has been helping me with developing Alfina’s story and also letting a passing joke became a reality lol! Alfina won’t happen without her. Thank you for borrowing Edward, Mary, Clem, Rhys, Aubrey, and Sumiko to me. Oh, and “Mist” too 😋. I look forward to the chaos you probably have planned in your story!😚 And thank you too for building the cathedral Alfina married in! It was stunning 🥺😭

I’d also like to thank everyone who sent me their sims for Alfina’s wedding. Thank you for accepting my invitation and being part of their big day ❤

I want to thank all my readers, new and old for following the story and sending me asks throughout this 2nd act. I am very entertained with the amount of theories some of you guys have come up with 😂 There are some theories that had me wondering if any of you guys somehow got into my Notion & Milanote account and read what I have planned bcs you guys are too smart! 😂 Some of you had a theory right up to a T but because I want to keep what I had planned a secret, I had to come up with various lies and denial. And for that, I apologise 😌 Thank you for keeping me entertained with the asks that was sent my way! I love each and every one of it. You guys really made my day 😊❤

I’ve hit several milestones during the duration of this part and I want to thank everyone who has been there since this blog first came to be and up to this moment. I would also want to welcome new readers to the ship. Hi, new people, I hope you’ll enjoy your ride while you’re here! 😂 Thank you for being here! I can’t express the amount of gratitude I have for each and every one of you 🥺

Lastly, I have several extras I’ll be posting in the coming days. I’d like to warn my younger readers, minors especially, to block the #sims spice tag bcs the next few posts is going to be a bit...spicy (dw, the actual spice will be put under a cut!). It’s Alfina’s honeymoon posts so...you get it. Let them have this, y’all. I’ve put them through hell in this arc and the previous one 😌 But it won’t be just spice tho. I might have a hint or two on what I plan to do next after I come back from my usual story break 😌 Hint; remember the movie au? We’re getting there 🤭

That’s all! I hope you guys have a good day! Take care and stay safe!

- Nina

#sims story #sims storytelling #ts4 story #sims 4 story #ts4 storytelling #sims 4 storytelling #ts4 royal #ts4 legacy #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 roleplay #ts4 screenshots #ts4 simblr #Also. Sorry to Leonora followers. It had to be done 😔 #sorry for the long rambles. i just have so many things to say jkhfkjs #also 2.0. Never realised that the Fredericks' family are THIS big #Like goddamn. There's a lot of ppl in Alfie's side of the family 😭😭😭

[clambuoyance]

im afraid to post or talk about superboy on my main instagram bc a lot of irls and different comic ppl follow me and i also get people who know him from different adaptations so i’d rather just gatekeep him than have to explain that this is my interpretation of superboy based on these comics/adaptations vs this adaptation etc. and also im so cringe about him it’s embarrassing like i dont need the instagram audience to know all that about me

#also…the fact i draw him fruity and not white 😭😭😭 #im just so used to headcanoning the shit out of characters in any fandom that i forget that big fanbases like dc have ppl that dont like it #like i see it as like…fancasting idk also dc has so many ppl w the same base design outside of the costume so its fun to add headcanons #also interesting with dc is that theres already such an ingrained perception of the big characters like batman and superman #like supermans babygirl to me that i forget mainstream ppl see him as a basic god or whatever #anyways. when i draw them its in the DCCU (dc clambuoyance universe) #its just like when i was a kid when me and my brother would take his action figures and my barbies and make them #fight to the death. actually no we had very complex lore. #we had the Lego universe then the regular general Toy universe and then every video game we would make our own lore #like w the lego batman games lol #anyways. sorry for the rambling #and being inactive lately im in a funky mood #byeee

[vse-kar-vem]

how to write vent post title that does not come off as self-pitying and or accusatory (because it's NOT !)

#sorry tumblr is like a diary to me idk what i'll do w this blog after i (sigh) inevitably move on #either way #im convinced everyone hates me again :3 but realistically no one cares about me even enough to hate me im just stupid and self centred 💔 #if anything me TYPING these posts is actuvely turning people against me #again with the assumptions that people care enough to read these 😭 fhskfbhsjfkg #i hate that i care so much what people online think of me cuz irl it's like. whatever #but here there are so many cool people who i admire and would love to be friends with im always hyperparanoid of everything i do #and still i manage to overstep and come off as annoying #like obvs you're allowed to hate me even if you're someone i look up to like that's your perogative #but i hate worrying about IF anyone hates me #oughgh this is easier irl because usually people send off pretty clear signals if they dont like you #but online (esp with how prickly this fandom is) i don't know whether im being insecure and reading into things or whether people just don't #like me (which again is fine i would just rather know if anyone gets it) #i figure art is the one way i can get people to like me 💔 which sounds kinda pathetic because irl i KNOW im liked and capable! #fandom has just become such a big part of my personality that i cant detach my self worth from it #and i do love art and drawing and such i hate that even if i know people my stuff EYE dont and it doesnt mean anything or act as a signifier #of my friendships #wow .... i really am my own therapist ..... i should shut up #the industrial revolution and its consequences (jofandom) #i think these posts are half self exploration half ... almost self harm? because sometimes im so derogatory about myself on purpose in a #'you're worthless' way. but at the same time it's cathartic and i always feel better having probed at my feelings and gotten them in order #not to do a complete 180 but it's MY post and JO LONDON IN *12* DAYS!!!!!!!! AHH i'm sooo excited if it doesnt live up to my expectations i #may cry a little. and there will be another vent post from me ! #sometimes i wonder if anyone actually reads these 😭 #vee rambles

[urfavesarelesbian]

i think the reason why we're slowly seeing the internet misconstrue feminism is because people think it's a tool to validate every woman's decisions rather than be used to constructively think about everyone's personal relationship and contributions to the patriarchy.

#sorry i used so many big words here i feel like i sound pretentious 😭 #but like...if your only thought to feminism is 'every woman's decision is correct + we shouldn't think about how societal misogyny effects #their choices' #then...idk what to tell you #seriously if we keep saying 'let women wear makeup!! let women be feminine!!' i will scream #aj.txt

[swiftfootedachilles]

what do i have to do to get people to read my stuff actually like im not about to get in everyones faces begging for attention but i dont understand how im expected to make FREE fandom content without much feedback on my work

#ignore my ranting but im actually so fucked disillusioned #like why are there so many people who scream about supporting each other and lifting up small creators #and they never do it themselves unless its their friend #sorry i dont sit at the popular table but i never expected that it would impact my reach this much #my newest fic has more hits but less kudos and less comments than my first #it's so obvious people only interacted on my first fic *because* it was my first fic #and thank you so fucking much to the people who have given me kind words #and literally religiously rbing my stuff because you think im worth listening to #this isn't about me crying because im not popular #people with bigger followings are naturally going to get more attention #but the only reason ive started posting my fics is because all these POPULAR BLOGS were like 'we support each other here!!!' #'were a big family were not a big fandom so any time someone posts it brings a smile to our faces!' blah blah blah #like youre out here lying for clout you literally only leave feed or kudos if its your fucking friend 😭 not even if its good #i guess id rather have less people interacting if it means the feedback i get is genuine and not just blowing smoke up my ass #but it still hurts to write a fic that flops and then write another fic thats over 3x longer than my first fic #WITH A PREMISE THAT POPULAR WRITERS HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT BEFORE AND BLEW UP FOR IT AND PEOPLE IDOLIZE THEIR WRITING #so im expecting to get more feedback and constructive criticism because it's a concept that a lot of people seem to love #only to get EVEN LESS FEEDBACK THAN ON MY FIRST FIC #like sorry to everyone who genuinely likes my writing i actually love you so much #but im very rejection sensitive and don't plan on continuing this. it seriously hurts me. it triggers my abandonment and selfhatred shit ba #like im sick to my stomach that another thing im passionate about is sucking the life out of me & i cant even get my foot in the door #donut rebagel this thanks and goodbye

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[shopcat]

god i am actually going to try not to get incredibly annoyed about this but people so transparently hate victims of literally all abuse and cannot possibly rub their big grown up so different and interesting brain cells together huh. personally i think hating pedophiles + incest and rape fetishists + other predatory people who try and exist comfortably in our shared.. online spaces and groom children into thinking like them is a normal stance and i don't just dismiss it as Silly fandom internet things JUST because it's aggravating and annoying because i'm ACTUALLY a mature grown adult and don't just claim to be one through dismissing these things entirely. but maybe that's just me 😋

#there's so many posts like that too like we get it you're a big big girl you're so grown up you're 23 and you're a barista fucking hell #you could literally phrase it in any other way but instead you just want to put down anyone who is against this shit for no reason bc u #think ur above it all 😭 thank you for asserting just how much victims mean nothing to you so you could reblog a quippy tumblr post 🫶 #i hope you all actually die #also getting mad that someone even says it is SOO ... you're braindead. other than when this shit happens do you think people just 24/7 #have 2016 style Tumblr Discourse like please 😭 no one thinks about this shit it's just a boundary #same people just cannot conceptualise any dni's at all you're just like stupid sorry #LIKE you don't have to care I DONT care what you do but making fun of people who hate this shit is pathetic 👍 and cruel

[rainyrindou]

Hi venus!! I saw in your carrd that you liked demon slayer, so I wanted to ask you who are your favorite characters?

it’s amusing to me that you asked me this as i was scrolling thru douma tags.

ahem, DOUMA!!!!!! he’s so fine it’s insane.

also love and adore mitsuri she’s so babygirl…MUICHIRO…and kanae and obanai…really i love all the hashiras i think they’re dope. tengen had me in a chokehold for a while i love his design a LOT. very fun guy to draw i could probably post some old drawings of him if i could find em…OH and haganezuka looks almost exactly like my bf. so there’s that. unmasked obviously 😭

and like obv i love tanjiro he makes me cry sometimes bc he really is such a great main character…and inosuke cracks me up. I LOVE DEMON SLAYER i just never really was active on tumblr when i was obsessed with it so i hardly follow any blogs that post about it. but i think all the characters have really fucking cool designs and powers and idk it makes me really emotional actually !! i need to finish the manga but i haven’t wanted to bc finishing things usually makes me kinda sad lol ANYWAY thank u for asking muah

#msg: romy <3 #i am such a blabbermouth i’m so sorry 😭 #all for one simple question #but yeah i’m not a big crier ik that’s probably hard to believe #but demon slayer has made me cry many times #it’s really beautifully done in every aspect