#sorry not sorry but also sorryyyy

[mizusnose]

Have any CollegeAu! Headcanons for Mizu? General or Romantic! I'm just curious 👁👁

okay!!! this might be an unpopular opinion but: college fuckboy!mizu…

for ultimate brainrot, Limbo by Freddie Dredd on repeat ☺️

NSFW

Is known around campus as the fuckboy despite being a woman. Is exclusively nicknamed the mean hot butch by all the lesbians on campus.

Despite having this reputation, a lot of women cant get enough of her. Has someone over almost every weekend—minus the ones she isn’t away visiting and training with swordfather.

Is on the collegiate fencing team. Strong, lean, and when she takes off her face guard, her sweaty jaw and neck always fluster her rival Taigen whenever they’re dueling.

Smokes weed—a lot. Can handle herself and usually hits her pen as she’s studying or while she fucks her dates. Isn’t entirely dependent on it, since it’s an alternative to cigarettes but yeah.

Is messy. Every time she invites a girl over, doesn’t bother to clean up and just pushes her pile of laundry off her bed before she eats out the lucky girl who gets to brag about Mizu’s tongue game.

Doesn’t let her flings stay the night. Will give amazing after care, but as soon as that’s over, she’s directing you to the door.

Kissing is allowed but only during sex—this is a strict rule for her. Doesn’t want any soft stuff. Would rather make out messily and get the girl off with her mouth instead of kissing anyone soft.

Is into biting. Like, will mark up girls and leave her bite marks on the inside of their thighs and their shoulders and wrists.

Is exclusively rough in bed. Doesn’t really have slow sensual sex unless she’s high beforehand.

Doesn’t know how to handle emotions—would rather fuck them out of her system instead.

That being said, she doesn’t take kindly to confessions. Rolls her eyes, mean and oh so hot as she tells anyone who “loves her” that I’m just the best you’ve ever had. That’s not love baby, that’s lust.

Has tats. Up high on her ribs and around her left hip. She got them to hide the scars she got from training when she was younger.

Has awful music taste and only listens to rap or trap music. Taigen calls her a degenerate and they wrestle on the ground—he catches feelings too. Mizu has to reject him.

okay okay okay. i feel like there’s potential for mizu to be fucking mean and awful—especially since that’s how she is in the beginning of the first season so…this was born.

can imagine her getting her act together later on to start impressing reader or akemi, you can choose.

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #mizu x reader #mizu x akemi #akemi blue eye samurai #mizu x taigen #college au #alternate universe #headcanons #fuckboy!mizu #I listened to limbo on repeat for hours and this was born #sorry not sorry but also sorryyyy

[wormsdyke]

being the ghost that haunts your own home

lyric credits:

(1) riches and wonders - the mountain goats (2) appointments - julien baker (3) swimming pool - the front bottoms"there's comfort in the silence of a living room / the TV is on for you / hide in your basement / while your house burns down" (5-7) the ballad of costa concordia - car seat headrest (8) high to death - car seat headrest (9) compulsive liar - ezra furman (10) seven - taylor swift (11) class of 2013 - mitski (12) fast car - tracy champan (13) twin size mattress - the front bottoms (14) tonight i feel like kafka - jealous of the birds (15) i like it when you sleep, for you are so beautiful yet so unaware of it - the 1975 (16) i know the end - phoebe bridgers (17) sense of home - harrison storm (18) woke up new - the mountain goats (19) no surprises - radiohead

#is this anything. can you tell i've been back at my mom's place for thanksgiving #can you tell ive been sleeping in the bedroom that also acts as storage for my dead dad's clothes. #anyways i really don't know if this makes any sense #sorry its so insanely long too #ok time for excessive tagging sorryyyy #web weaving #webs #car seat headrest #the front bottoms #the 1975 #ezra furman #mitski #julien baker #radiohead #the mountain goats #phoebe bridgers #tunes posting #haunted houses #orating! #csh #tfb #tmg

[gatogotica]

psych is actually so fucked up for the mommy issues they gave shawn. like idolizing her for so so long simply based on the fact she’s not henry (which is a whole other can of worms). she’s never in a single childhood flashback. she’s never mentioned even off-handedly. nobody calls her when shawn got shot, or really any of the other countless times shawn was hurt or in danger. like she sincerely in every sense of the word was a deadbeat and shawn refused to allow himself to see it because he had to hold on to the belief he had his mom to cling to because, again, she wasn’t his dad

#all that to say shawn is a textbook daddy’s boy no matter how much he wishes he wasn’t LOL #im sorry king you’re too similar to your dad and you spend too much time together youre your fathers son for real #I love you henry spencer but I also hate you…. #I straight up just hate his mom sorryyyy madeline but. you fucking suck #madeleine* #and her being like. eh i thought you were old enough you could handle me abandoning you. LIKE HELLO? die #I could talk about spencer family drama forever and never be bored #psych #shawn spencer #madeleine spencer #henry spencer

[citrusacidic]

stand out moments for me in the last eps. mostly the finale bc i loved it.

#also a bit of mkulia and raj sorryyyy sorrryyyyy #RIPAXEL STILL TOGETHER I WAS RIGHT. DELUSION WINS #sorry had an argument w my sister bc she believed they broke up and i denied it #also zeemien nation wake up #ANDDD AND AND AND AND??? AND??? #BOWIE AND EMMA FRIENDSHIP????? MAYBEER???????? MAYBEEE??? #they r next to each other for 1 whole second but i won that fr... #waynes team is fucking stacked sorry. all my faves? i won so hard. #also hey! raj sleep outfit! we get to see it! #cool stuff

[intotheelliwoods]

To all my friends and people who I find cool and awesome who I do not follow, I wish you a very im so sorry I get overwhelmed with lots of stuff on my dash

#do know theres multiple people who like #at least once a week ill scroll around your blog one night #just to see what you are up to #im also sorry to the people who I follow only to unfollow like a week later im so sorryyyy #I like having a chill dash #this post applies to like. so many people btw #in some way shape or form #like at least 20 people #SO MANY PEOPLE.

[can-of-slorgs]

caw 🦅

#neopets #neotag #neoart #eyrie #mutant #vin doods #I can't beat the allegations that i doodle dnd creatures on a daily with this one huh #god i love mutants eyries so much i'm sorry i gavehim more draconic features but uGH; #what great colours lmao #I also gave inverted knees to the hooves cause i aint doing whatever neos doing #can you tell i have a thing for dnd and dragons in general im so sorry JAKLSDF #also in topic i've been so wanting to make a neo player's manual for so stupidly long its insane #might actually do it at one point #i had species and proficiencies and everything at one point i think its all gone lol #also for a fact that i'd be a me-thing for the most part #like i'd be the only one wanting it or playing according to it #my other friends none like neopets so yeah #god do i want to dm a neopian adventure i have tons planned lmao #but oh well #i'm super greatful for all positive commenta ad every like and reblog you guys ave given meeeee #i sound like a broken record but i swear i try to not leave this blog for long but i always read your tags and crack up to them sajhas #i know i've left a couple of you on read that actually wanted to know about my characters BUT IM SO SORRYYYY #my master's taking so long and everytime there's something new and have to rewrite and replan everthing everyday i hate it here #but i will do it #i know i will #both the lore writting and my thesis HASJKHASJS #anyways if you're still reading dont be afraid to shoot up a couple of messages! It might make this blog less dead

[infestedstar]

my dark urge fortune who i made to romance shadowheart ^_^

#bg3 durge #dark urge #bg3 dark urge #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #sorry im also tagging this as tav for exposure SORRYYYY #bg3 tav #myart #fortune

[scintillyyy]

btw if you are at all wondering why i can forgive/think neutrally about the sexism present in tim's comics but i can and will get extremely disgruntled about how bg09 has sexism problems and complain about it, it's because tim's comics are in no way, shape, or form ever supposed to be seen or read as a feminist work (it's usually written by a sexist man for white teenage boys, and i can accept that) whereas it's obvious bqm is writing bg09 like he's under the impression what he's writing is somehow a great win for women characters and feminism in comics while every page and plot is dripping with sexist ideas of women & women interacting with each other, extremely sexist ideals of the good not-like-other-girls girl vs all those other brainless harpies (much like any cw show has), utter lack of respect for any woman character who is not the main character, sexist male/female dynamics, ableism, racism, and just very shallow characterization and motivation in general.

#like this is including the steph and damian interactions btw sorry. those were def probably a high point #but those are also dripping in boys will be boys mentality and the whole idea of perky blonde teenager girl #teaches recalcitrant sullen little boy how to have fun which is also still entrenched in #the sexist dynamic of girls being expected to manage and teach boys how to behave better no matter what they say or do to you #(like don't get me wrong it's a good story for damian to learn from her) #(but is it a good story for a woman character in steph to be cast in the 'girl has to teach boy to respect women #as he's throwing sexist insults as her? sorryyyy it's just. leaning into the idea that girls have to teach boys to do better.) #anyways. i can forgive a comic for being exactly what it is and having no illusions of being anything else #i have very little patience for something that's pretending to be what it's not actually #actually i could probably forgive it for being a product of it's time if it wasn't upheld as such a win for women

[officialspec]

for the music game, it's different for girls by of montreal?

#realising these have all been in kind of the same genre group.........hrmm #also sorry im skipping some of these bc i just straight up dont know any songs tht sound similar enough im sorryyyy #that or every song i could think of is by the same artist/one youve definitely heard already and i wanna give ppl new stuff. u know #ask

[devilsskettle]

a year or two of wishing people would watch true detective s1 so that there’d be more true detective content on this website and now that it’s happening i don’t like it lol so predictable i know but it’s that classic fandom-ization thing where it’s like everybody likes this the wrong way except ME and of course there are contrarians who are like ACTUALLY here’s why this show FUCKING SUCKS (insert total misinterpretation of the show here) and then very valid points about why it’s disconcerting to see people dump on the new season that ISN’T about two white guys at the same time the season that is about two white guys is having a “renaissance” as the new season brings attention to the series as a whole…. and of course the tag is muddied by people who only want to talk about how hot rust cohle is like FINE i get it but i don’t care and how many people are even talking about the new season which i actually would like to see more of as it’s being aired? not to mention seasons 2 and 3 which are completely ignored <- i’m a hypocrite btw. and then there are people who are like FAKE FANS FAKE FANS about people who didn’t watch season 2 and 3. and are they wrong? they’re not wrong about us. but on the other hand it’s fun to see more content esp. art so i won’t complain too much

#maybe i’m just a contrarian hahaha nobody be mad at me for that #i’m just kind of like :/ idk #i will always and forever love love love this show but i don’t want to engage with it like that #kind of why i don’t engage with twin peaks posting on here like that’s not a haha silly goofy little show to me :/ #like ofc you can be silly goofy about it….. with tact. #i don’t really want to see rust cohle tumblr-sexyman-ified sorry :/ #oh also like gone girl HAHAHA i’m always like why don’t people post more about gone girl :/ #and then i see what they post about gone girl and it’s like :/ #sorryyyy #this is not about any beloved mutuals btw beloved mutuals please continue to true detective post if you’re true detective posting #me seeing beloved mutuals true detective posting being like yayyy we’re watching true detective finally!! #inspired going to the tag and being like. oh. we’re watching true detective finally :/

[iiscpr]

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#i dont like this one but i like this one but i dont like it but i liekeeeeee this one heheeee....................tehee #i also feel kinda lazy though because man i really only do one singular scarf pattern dont i. well. shh. shhhhh #outfits r fun sorry i am not a huge fan of their regular uniforms sorryyyy SORRYYY well ..anyways... <:] #gureshinweek2023 #gureshin #guren ichinose #shinya hiragi #ons #my art #snowy prompt..

[fuck-off-im-ace]

I cannot believe how the Warrior Nun crew fooled us. They made us think that Lilith would be a good demon, fighting with the OCS. They made us think that Camila would be posessed and switch sides, that Duretti might side with Adriel too. They made us think Ava and Miguel might come between Ava and Beatrice, hell they made us obsess for WEEKS about a divinium necklace that turned out to be far from that. 

They had the scene of Adriel getting killed by the Tarask In The Fucking Trailer. 

Yall.They balboozled us from the start.

#the power that they have #also very sorry for my followers that are not in the wn fandom #yall better get on with the program or unfollow cause i wont be shutting up #sorryyyy #warrior nun #warrior nun spoilers #warrior nun season 2 #sister lilith #sister camila #ava silva #sister beatrice

[ladycibia]

Ngl sometimes your chibis feel like a Traumatize Geralt Speedrun. The chibis are winning

"death march" more like chibi march

#old drawing aaaa I haven't drawn anything new yet sorryyyy #witcher related at least #another school year is about to begin and I'm so busyyy also this year I get to teach in two different schools so I'm double busy </3 #sorry if I haven't replied to your asks or dms yet!! I need some time #ask box

[absurdumsid]

Hey Sid it’s inks birthday

hey anon its april 16

#my new favourite thing is lightheartedly repeating what the asks say and putting my answer in HGFHRBFH #IM SORRY IM JUST ITS JUST SO SILLY TO ME #sid answers #sid rambles #also im. in the philippines. lol #anyway i dont rlly do birthday stuff bc i. i cant rember srry #sorryyyy (not sorry at all blame my memory issues) #isnt it outers bday too

[fumifooms]

What do you think of Lamari (Laios and Namari)? Both as a ship and the relationship between the two.

I don’t like it sorry broski 😔 Seeing them interacting in ep 9 again made me see the appeal more, it’s cute how they interact, how they trust each other’s abilities and judgement! But ship wise…… I can’t. I’ve been seeing cute fanart of them around though, and I know a few people on discord that like them too. Like hmmm I guess I can see the appeal in the dynamic even if it doesn’t grab me but I can’t form a narrative for them… Usually I need both to truly get into a ship, a dynamic I find fun or interesting + some sort of progression and impact it’d leave on the characters, I don’t really see the character/relationship arc that’d happen, or at least not one eventful enough for me. When it comes to how I think their relationship is during canon, I see it as being professional and hinting at maybe friends, a neutral rather than negative thing mind you.

With Laios, well I’ve spoken about his character and arc before a bunch, but with Namari the part that interests me most is the whole exile thing, how she works hard to fit in both with keeping a good work reputation and shaving, for example, and how she’s not all that good with it because of presumably her bold personality... Because of this and more, and spoilers but I’ve planning on making a rarepair post about it for a while, I like shipping her with Toshiro mainly. I think that she balances out his doormat tendency but his cool attitude would be soothing and grounding and- Well gdbdgdg you see how it is. And to a certain extent I can see why people would want to apply the same logic to lamari, but… I don’t even think Namari and Laios would be able to bond over both being foreigners much tbh, I feel like Laios would sort of remain an odd mystery to her and though they could connect in a weird roundabout way I don’t think they’d exactly understand each other— and see this is the part of lamari appeal I get, the sort of tentative tension of "oh you actually respect me. That feels… Rare. And nice." Thouuugh like I was saying to be fair, it’s true Laios also tries and fails to fit in so that could be an interesting angle to go at it with. I think Namari wants stability and I just don’t really think it complements Laios well. I think trust’s the most important thing with Laios so on his side him liking her enough to be interested or open to a relationship I could see, though in a kinda mild and dry way imo… Like with Laios especially when defining how he and someone fall in love, there are sort of two modes right, and of course these coexist to some degree, but there’s Laios being his partner’s silly goober, and there’s Laios being very mature, more of his subdued stoic but composed self, all king-like, the more like connecting through meaningful conversations side. And idk how to put it into words but with lamari, I feel like Namari being paired with him doesn’t give a fresh spin on the former, and with the latter I feel like they’d always keep missing each other halfway communication wise, I don’t see them ever getting to that level where they deeply intuitively know and understand each other and how they work, maybe Laios -> Namari yes but Namari -> Laios I don’t see it, like I said I think it’d remain like, a mystery that nags at her and she might feel attracted if anything, but I can’t see them as more than casually dating idkk idk.

Namari has that fun ‘gets fired up about what odd things Laios is doing and reigns him back in’ dynamic but it’s something that literally so many other characters have too. I’m not knee deep into Namari yet so who knows maybe I have a wrong angle, but I did start giving her some thoughts bc I have a fic I have in mind for toshimari I wanna do. But yes it’s cute how protective she can get even if it’s shouty or tough love, like how she looks out for Laios’ equipment and for him not to get scammed, or brings in Toshiro here in the convo because she doesn’t want Toshiro to do his conflict avoidance thing and not stand up for himself & stay in the party even if it sucks hah. That bold borderline rude protective personality of hers with that awkwardness with intimacy/non-professional relationships is what’s unique to her I think, but yeah the laios & namari duo strikes me as strangely distant yet strangely interested coworkers who exhange glances over the cashier desk but personally I can’t see myself doing anything with that.

I’m not here to say it’s a bad ship or anything obviously! It just really doesn’t call to me personally and I don’t see stuff with them that I’d find interesting to analyze, if anything it’d involve the wider party a lot. I do want to make a masterpost on Laios’ career history and the old members of his party so I might analyze how Namari and he interact in those pre-canon comics idk. But yeahh like I find nothing to dig deeper at personally, you could make cute fics of them hinting at interest between the two, if Laios went to get drinks with her at a tavern etc etc, but all I see with them is just what canon straightforwardly showed us and I don’t get the urge to explore the possibility of them at all.

Sorry to disappoint, but yeah I won’t be a good source of lamari content or thoughts. I have wayy too many drafts I actually want to get out so I’ll be storing further Laios & Namari analysis for a big maybe, one day. I feel so bad I really hate to be negative at all and as a fellow rareshipper I send u my best wishes truly, good luck y’all deserve fellow stans and content. Feel free to leave pro-lamari arguments in the comments or reblogs if you want idm but preferably not asks (and just don’t be aggressive & don’t expect me to respond/react 🫶) like truly this post isn’t meant as a diss but anon asked me about my personal thoughts so… I love youuu lamaris hope y’all thrive 🙇🙇

Trying to think of crumbs and it’s true she blushed when she saw him in his cape at the end so y’all got that W. Namari having a thing for tallmen is so real

Edit: oh she went with him for equipment shopping… Ok that’s cute

#Ask #Should I tag? I did end up saying some interesting stuff I think but I feel like i shouldn’t since it still isn’t exactly positive #I made a dunmeshi shipping chart… Was hesitating on posting but maybe it’d be kinda useful after all lol #I don’t really want to get asked about any random dunmeshi ship but also if someone gives me an excuse to talk about my rarepairs……. #This isn’t intended as toshimari propaganda btw 😭 I hope it doesn’t come across that way the first mention is bc I think the comparison #gave smth to the convo the second is truly just to describe the moment and how it solidifies her character. #No pitting bad bitches against each other over here #Tried so hard to give you crumbs of analysis and positivity anon I’m sorryyyy i’m sorry OTL I crumble into dust hesitating on posting this #OH ALSO SEAGIRI YOU’RE A LEGEND I LOVE YOU #Lamari fanart and memes are always very cute and fun #No one is allowed to dunk on lamari in the notes of this 🔫 hush haters

[chronicas]

Actually fine here’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever drawn. I still don’t know what compelled me to make this.

#I literally wasn’t gonna post it because I STILL don’t know why I drew this. #Also sorryyyy if they look weird I drew both of them from memory. #Doubbly sorry for the fact I’m about to put this in the main tags. #ophidian doodles #ffvii #sephiroth #trigun #knives millions #millions knives